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In a world where everyone is gifted, Ever is born with a rare gift that makes her a huge threat to the powers that be…

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Into the Blind

by Helen Rena

Into the Blind
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Here’s the set-up:

In a world where everyone is gifted, be it in dancing, lightning-bringing, or death-giving, Ever is born…ALL-POWERFUL.

For this gift, she is kidnapped and trafficked at birth. Fifteen years later, Ever still hasn’t seen even a glimmer of her powerful gift. Locked in an abandoned mall in New York City, she’s fighting to survive her captivity, her brutal guards, and the other gifted kids in her cell. She would do anything to escape.

Fox is gifted in time manipulation. Like Ever, he hasn’t come into his gift yet; like Ever, he hates the mall; and like Ever, he longs to be free. But there’s one thing he values above his freedom–it’s Ever’s love…

…yet, when the two make a desperate attempt to escape, this attempt proves so dark and twisted that it just might destroy Ever’s love for Fox.

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an excerpt from

Into the Blind

by Helen Rena

Copyright © 2014 by Helen Rena and published here with her permission
A Heart Child

 

The black market was closing. The last sellers and buyers clustered behind an out-of-business toy store in Brooklyn, where the road smelled of trash and the subway trains that ran high above the street rattled the loudest. There were no children for sale at this hour. The last and least important bits of the day’s tidings were hastily sold.

“There’s been a dance kid born in Queens this morning.”

“Hell, who needs a child gifted in dancing?”

“But it’s right around the corner. And the parents haven’t hired any security.”

Monies changed hands.

Everyone was stealthily watching two bulky men who were not selling or buying anything. The slightly shorter man of the duo held a large four-wheel suitcase, and the slightly taller one, wearing a trench coat and a black fedora hat, gripped a gun. They did not talk. They had the letters DH tattooed on their right cheekbones.

Cars honked in the street, and somewhere far off a police siren howled.

A woman entered the alley. Neither tall nor short, she wore a pixie-cut blond wig like a ski hat: pulled down over her ears and forehead. Her shoulders were wrapped in an oversized faux fur coat that made it impossible to guess her real proportions. Her eyes were hidden behind a pair of dark sunglasses.

The men with the DH tattoos looked up at her simultaneously. They didn’t say anything, but the woman answered them nonetheless, “Yes, it’s here, the child.” She nodded at a rather small purse in her hand. “And the money?”

The black market sellers and buyers stopped even pretending they were still trading. They held their breaths and listened. All of them had wondered if the suitcase held money, but it was such a big suitcase. No child was worth that much.

The man with the suitcase lightly swung his burden. “Yeah. Ten mil. Wanna count?”

The fedora hat man puffed. “Wait, bro. I don’t think…you know what.”

The bro clearly knew. “Lay off it, man. We talked enough about it.”

“Oh, yeah?” The hat man jabbed his gun in the direction of the woman’s purse, a fake brown leather affair with an ugly brass zipper. “This kid…how do you know it’s gifted in what this gal says it’s gifted? Yeah, sure, two dream guys told us it’s legit, but what if they are in on it? Ten mil is good money even split three ways.”

The bro shook his head. “I said. Lay. Off. It.”

The hat man didn’t. “And where did she even get that kid? Sure, Bones…I mean, not Bones…I mean, I never said your name, okay? Anyways, we bought death kids, time kids—pricey kids, yes, but those gifts can be priced in. But this…a kid with this gift…who would sell it? It’s like selling the Almighty!”

The people in the alley inhaled sharply. A heart child had been born on earth? That was some tidings to sell.

The woman in the fur coat stepped away from the two men. “Fine. The deal is off.”

Bones shoved the suitcase after her. “No, no, take it. Give us the kid.”

The woman grabbed the handle of the suitcase, then handed him the purse.

“Are you at least going to check if it’s actually a kid and not a pile of rags?” the hat man asked his partner.

Bones unzipped the purse, and there, swaddled in several disposable diapers, lay a newborn, its face tiny and pink and its delicate white hairs tangled. It slept.

The woman suddenly, as if in a paroxysm of a strong feeling, clasped the hat man’s arm. “It’s a girl,” she said. “A girl.”

The hat man, unsure what to do with this information, scratched his temple. “And? You want to give us a discount for that or what?”

The woman spun around and walked away, wheeling the suitcase along the cracked, rot-smelling road.

The hat man followed her with his gaze. “If this kid is really a heart, I’ll eat my damn hat.”

The hat remained uneaten for the next fifteen years.

1

 

The green cement floor under my feet wasn’t doing anything. I mean, I wasn’t sure what exactly was supposed to happen, but Sinna was looking down at the floor with so much focus. Presently, he raised his eyes at me, and since I’m blind but have this highly fortunate ability to see what the people around me are looking at, I saw the object of his gaze: myself. Together, Sin and I surveyed my short figure, my pale, heart-shaped face, and my hopelessly tangled white hair. Sinna sighed as if I were somehow wrong for what we were doing.

“Ever, I can’t,” he said finally. “It’s too dangerous.”

I made a funny pleading face. I wanted to joke, to ask him how a nightmare could be dangerous. It was just a hallucination. A waking vision that temporarily blocked out one’s reality. And if Sin succeeded in making it for me now, he’d be able to make one for our guards later. We could be free in half an hour! But I suddenly choked up. The room around me—the cold cement walls the color of gangrene, the ugly kidney-shaped wooden counter, and the piles of books, magazines, newspapers, and journals (for this room used to be a mall bookstore)—all of it began to suffocate me. I had to get out of here. I had to be free. How I wished I could make Sinna feel this crushing need!

He squeezed my shoulder: he understood. Then, sounding like the Collegiate Thesaurus he’d used for a pillow for the last several years, he said, “Very well, Ever-Jezebel. Do you recall what I have imparted to you not three minutes ago?”

I nodded and made my voice sound deeper to show Sinna that I was quoting him, “Ever, you ought to remember three things. First, if you notice that something, even the tiniest and most insignificant detail, deviates from the nightmare we have agreed upon, please stop me. Second, even if everything does go according to the plan, but you feel that you wish to be released from the nightmare, please stop me. Third, once in a nightmare, you will not be able to see through my eyes, and fourth, knowing that it’s not real is not going to help you in there.” I switched to my own voice, “Did I get it right?”

The sounds of steps and whacks came from the back room, where Sinna’s girlfriend was teaching my boyfriend a new method of killing people. By breaking their necks with the edge of a palm. I only hoped Demi wouldn’t kill Fox because that girl was freakishly strong.

Sinna chuckled. “Yes, it was all correct, although I do not believe I sounded even fractionally this excited. However, let’s proceed. An ocean. Blue and warm. With a school of fish that looks like the one on the cover of the Marine Atlas.” The last words he muttered quietly under his nose, clearly to remind himself of what I’d requested to see in a nightmare.

He backed away from me…a few steps…then a few more…then all the way to the massive steel door that stood between us and freedom. He stopped there, and again, we watched the dusty green floor by my feet.

Suddenly it quaked.

Yes, right under my feet.

The snapshots I was getting through Sinna’s eyes vanished, but somehow, impossibly, improbably, I was still seeing the floor by my feet. It quaked once again.

On its third quake, a coffin-sized segment of the green floor in front of me ballooned up. In perfect silence, it wriggled and jerked from side to side, as if something large was pushing our floor from beneath.

My heart sang with excitement: it was happening, it was here, the miracle that would set us free.

The bulge gave one last shuddering twitch and then, still silently, cracked open. A gush of clear, cold liquid shot straight up out of the hole, wetting my chin, my nose, and a lock of hair that had slipped out of my ponytail. As I wiped my face, wondering why the liquid smelled of rubbing alcohol, the water spurt hit the ceiling and came back down, this time soaking me head to toe, and I couldn’t believe it was just a vision. My skin felt wet. My hair and dress clung to me as if they were truly soaked, and the only word I could use to describe this fluid was “real.”

More water came through the crack in the floor, and then more still. Only it didn’t spread—it stayed around me in a large circular puddle. I hopped up and down in it.  

“I’m loving this!” I told Sinna, not sure if I would get a response—he hadn’t specified if we’d be able to talk while I was inside a nightmare. But I did hear from him: he chortled and said, “Just don’t attempt to swim in this reservoir, Ever. It’s not real.”

The water kept on rising. Soon it touched my chin, and I hastened to press my lips together, which wasn’t easy because I was grinning so hard. Then I had to pinch my nose shut. Since I was a bit late on that, a little water trickled down my throat, and it tasted exactly like the tap stuff I drank every day. So…not a salty ocean after all? But no matter, it was still a fun nightmare.

A small, paper-white ghost flitted past me, and I whirled around, hoping it was a fish. But no, it was only a lock of my own hair.

When the water reached the ceiling, I took in the sensation of standing at the bottom of a gently sloshing liquid pillar. It was like the best of good dreams. Then, not seeing why Sinna had forbidden swimming, I tensed, bent my knees, and pushed off the floor, feeling light…lighter than ever. When I ran out of momentum, I floated, my arms open wide. The myriad ruffles on my long white gown wafted around me. What with that and my long white hair, I probably looked like a deep-water jellyfish. Let’s say a venomous one. Trying not to giggle, I made a scary face at Sinna, and maybe he laughed, but this time I heard nothing from beyond the water pillar.

Since by now I was nearly out of air, I made one last glorious pirouette, then waved to Sinna: get me out of here. Before I could finish my gesture, though, the liquid changed. The light blue of the ocean deepened to the color of a bruise, the temperature dropped to freezing, and a sudden weight pushed me down. Sinking, I gestured to Sin again, in a hurry, because the water was rapidly turning black.

Thud. I hit the floor harder than I expected and at the wrong angle. Instead of landing on my feet, I smashed into the cement with my heels, and before I could regain my balance, I fell flat onto my back. As painful as it was, it woke me up to reality: all around me was just water. Imaginary too. I should be able to simply walk out of it. But as I scrabbled to my feet, the water twisted, propelling me upward, all the way to the ceiling, where it rammed my head into the wires that used to power a smoke detector now long gone. The wires grabbed my hair like long, greedy fingers. Cursing at them, I groped along my scalp, searching for the knot. I found it close to my left temple, a tight webwork of hairs and wires. I tugged on it frantically, and mostly succeeded in undoing the mess, but I didn’t get to finish: the water jerked me sideways, ripping out a strand of my hair.

But what the heck? This was just a vision—okay, a nightmare—but still, not real. No, wait. Belatedly, I recalled how Sinna had said that knowing none of this was real was not going to help me. The water sloshed in my ears as if laughing.

“Sin!” I screamed, remembering only at the last moment to keep my lips pressed together. My yelp came out like an echo of an echo. I could barely hear it myself. Worse still, even with my mouth closed, my cry made me lose the last of my air. At once, my brain seemed to be on fire, my chest felt as if it’d been crushed in, and my blood hammered in every cell of my body.

That’s when I knew I couldn’t wait for Sin’s help any longer. I tore through my options: I could either let myself sink to the floor and try to walk out of this water column or I could attempt to swim to freedom right from this spot near the ceiling. As the second option seemed more logical, I turned my palms downward and dog paddled, aiming for the side of the column. The water gave way readily, but when I was almost out, the evil puddle heaved as if it were taking a breath and threw me back into its center.

Damn this ocean.

I tried not to panic, but my lungs felt full of water, and I was dizzy in a bad I’m-about-to-pass-out way. Well, since this ocean seemed to have a brain somewhere, and that brain seemed to hate me, I decided to trick it. For a moment, I hung immobile, pretending to have accepted my drowning fate, then I threw myself forward with every ounce of strength I had. The column had to give, no matter what Sinna had said, but instead of flying out to freedom, I slammed into a hard surface.

“Sinna!” I shrieked.

Eagerly, the water rushed down my throat, and it didn’t taste like tap anymore—it was blood full of razors. The ocean roared with glee while I thrashed, my hair twisting around my arms, my dress binding my legs, and the water hanging like a boulder around my neck. Down, down, down I went.

“Ever, wake up!” Sinna’s voice, weak and far-off, drifted through my waterlogged ears. “Please! Please! Wake up this one time and I promise I’ll never make another nightmare!”

The water column shuddered, grumbled with disappointment, and then, all at once, the ocean was gone. I gulped down the air.  

    “Ever!” Sinna cried. “Ever, are you okay?”

After a few greedy breaths, I felt strong enough to take in my real surroundings. I was lying in Sinna’s lap, one of his arms hugging my shoulders and the other pressing hard on my solar plexus. Perhaps this was some kind of life-saving maneuver, but he didn’t need to worry: as soon as the nightmare vanished, I was fine. I mean, my chest still hurt, my throat tasted raw, and my temple pulsed with pain, but I was far from dead. Maybe I could even sit up—if Sin would let go of me. I lightly tapped on his arm, asking him to release me, but he only squeezed me tighter.

    “Ever, say something.”

    “It wasn’t like I expected,” I said. “I thought it would be a gentle ocean. With warm water and small waves, and instead—”

“Instead it was a nightmare,” Sinna finished, and a drop of something salty—tears or sweat?—landed on my lower lip.

“Precisely,” I said. “And I was silly to expect anything else because you’re not gifted in weaving little shiny dreams. Your gift is to make the most terrible of nightmares. And trust me, that’s what I just had. Which means this test was a huge success!”

“No, no…” Sinna choked on his sobs. “I wanted you to have a good time in there. And I wanted to be in control of what was happening. Only I wasn’t. You waved at me to stop the vision, and I did, but it had no effect on you. So I hugged you. I talked to you. But you couldn’t hear me. You wouldn’t breathe. You were suffocating in a room full of air—and I couldn’t do anything.”

I smiled at him. “Sin, I’m fine. Honest. And I’m even dry. Which is beyond bizarre because, I’m telling you, that water was so-o-o real. But hey, wait, my temple hurts like mad. Did I really go up to the ceiling? How?”

Sin only groaned, and I knew: “I yanked that hair out myself, didn’t I?”

Sin looked away, glanced at his own reflection in the mirror-like steel door, and he seemed aged. His usually brown skin looked gray, and his straight blue-black hair was plastered to his cheeks as if he’d just gotten out of real water. The top button was missing from his jacket.

    I put my hand on his cheek. “Oh, come on. Don’t chew yourself up. I survived, and you did it. You’ve come into your gift. The first one out of the four of us. How awesome is that?”

    “Awesome?” Sin shook his head vehemently. “Ever, it is nothing of the sort. You are too kind to scold me, so I will do it myself: I am a moron. You could have died. And then Fox would have murdered me. And that’s exactly what I deserve. And what on earth am I going to do now?”

His last question puzzled me, and I was about to ask Sinna what he meant by it when he abruptly and incongruously focused on the lower part of my face. Confused, I gave it an once-over through Sinna’s eyes too, and it seemed nothing but its usual self: a sharp chin, two pale lips, and a short, pointy nose with a slight indentation on its tip as though I had two noses fused into one.

“Sin, you okay?” I asked.

Instead of an answer, Sinna leaned in and pressed his mouth to mine. I couldn’t understand a thing. Sin adored Demi. And he knew I loved Fox, the only one of the four of us who’d never lamented having been kidnapped because, as he’d told me, that’s how he’d chanced to meet me. And so I put my hands on Sinna’s shoulders, preparing to push him away, when I realized that his mouth tasted of strawberries, and his lips were fuller than Fox’s, and softer, and not as hot. And come to think of it, I’d never kissed anyone but Fox in my life. I began mapping Sinna’s mouth with my tongue.

    And then there were steps—and a voice—Fox’s voice: “Ever, what the hell are you doing?”

2

 

Before any of us could move, an alarm sounded in our bookstore, a scratchy, low-pitched howling that warned us about our guards coming to check on us and bring us our food. Every morning for at least a decade, we’d heard this caterwauling, and it had long stopped scaring us. But today proved different. Too caught up in the moment, we all startled: Sinna’s legs jerked under me; Demi, who stood next to Fox, cursed; and Fox’s right fist swung forward, barely missing Sinna’s cheekbone.

“Fox, I’m sorry,” I said.

He clasped his right fist with his left hand.

“Fox, it was my…my fault,” Sinna said. “I don’t know what came over me. I felt compelled—”

Demi ripped the thick book she was holding, her beloved Martial Arts Bible, in two along the spine, and I flinched, fearing these book pieces would fly at my head.

Fox took the remains of the book away from Demi. Threw them aside.

“Okay, people,” he said, stamping each word loudly over the siren. “We’ll deal with this later. After the check-up. Because today is the day we’re leaving this hellhole, and so we’re going to do everything the way we agreed to do it while we’re not alone. Understood?”  

As we were nodding, he raised his voice even more, “Now, move it. Face the wall. Legs apart. Hands above your head. You know the drill.”

    I began scrambling out of Sinna’s lap, but apparently wasn’t moving fast enough for Fox because he lifted me by my waist, carried me to the designated wall, and placed me where I was supposed to stand. He also made sure that my feet were exactly a shoulder-length apart and that my hands were placed high enough on the chilly cement wall. Done with that, he stood by my side.   

The siren started to quiet—now it sounded like a weeping child.  

    Fox’s arm brushed against mine.

“Fox,” I whispered, “that kiss…it wasn’t just Sinna’s fault—”

    He covered my hand with his. “Don’t worry about it. I’ve already forgiven you.”

    “What?” Demi gasped, and I too couldn’t help but spin to face him.

Fox bent down to match his six feet, three inches to my five. “Okay, I’ll be honest, I was insanely mad at you for a second, but then…I don’t know…my love for you is just so much stronger than any other feeling in me. As it should be, right? The miracle of love conquering all.” He chuckled to tell me he knew it was a platitude, but quickly stopped so I would also know he’d really meant it. “Kiss me. No, not on the lips. I don’t know if I can stop kissing you then.”

I pecked him on the cheek, and he moved away because we were not supposed to be touching each other in the guards’ presence. I leaned my burning forehead against the cold wall. It hurt to think about my kissing Sinna and hurting Fox. And it was painful to recall the nightmare Sin had made for me because I realized Sin wouldn’t be able to submerge our guards into a vision, at least not today, for there were six of them, and he’d barely managed to create a nightmare for me alone. And there was absolutely nothing pleasant that I expected from this upcoming check-up. So I escaped into my mental library. It had as many books as our bookstore. I began with Gift Registry: Children’s Edition, a thick tome with pictures of giggling babies scattered over its cover, “Dear children, on March 5, 1953, a Soviet paranormal research lab Serdtce made an amazing discovery. The scientists there learned that every single human being had a talent hard-wired in his DNA. They—”

“Ev,” Fox called out in a voice that told me he knew what I was doing, “don’t wander off. Not today.”

Guiltily, I nodded, promised to be on my best behavior, and focused on the last tinkling notes of the alarm and on the guards’ loud stomping through the mall. All of our guards were gifted in godliness, which meant they could grow up to eight feet and twice their width in a blink of an eye. Not that they particularly needed any of that, in my opinion—those dicks were mountains of muscles to begin with.

In a minute, I heard a key grinding against the steel innards of our lock. Two turns. Then a sharp click of the bolt retracting. I glanced through the eyes of a god out there in the mall and saw how two of his comrades, already grown to their divine proportions, pressed their shoulders against the behemoth of our door and began pushing. The door crawled an inch. The hinges shrilled and groaned, and the bottom of the steel slab grated against the floor. The gods cursed.

When the door was half-open, they entered, six giants dressed in black polyester tracksuits stretched to the breaking point. Their handguns, ridiculously miniscule in their cabbage-sized fists, were pointed at our heads. No, I wasn’t looking at them through anyone’s eyes—I’d seen all of this enough times before—and my mind itched to slip back into the library, but I willed it to stay, because today, tonight, we were doing the craziest thing possible: we were trying to break out of here. Without having come into our gifts. Or in Sinna’s case, without having mastered his gift. I didn’

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Here’s the set-up:

A novella set in 1969 on the shores of the Albemarle Sound in North Carolina.

April Harrington has fond memories of summers at her family home, Bliss. After her fairytale wedding disintegrates, it becomes her refuge–the one place where she can attempt to pull the unraveling threads of her life back together. Unbeknownst to April, the stately house has been neglected in recent years. The once-sturdy roof is leaking in a few dozen places, and the wharf is rotting. Nothing is the same as she remembers. Nothing except for Hale, a Viet Nam pilot who is haunted by a dreadful secret, and who is also her brother’s best friend, a brother killed in the conflict that is tearing the country apart.

In Hale’s presence, April finds familiarity and solace. They share grief for a lost loved one, and from the comfort of Hale’s arms, passion blooms. Yet, April’s future is unresolved. Her wealthy, arrogant almost-bridegroom wants her back and the ghosts of Viet Nam are whispering to Hale. Can they find new love in an old treasured home, the kind that lasts forever?

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an excerpt from

Home Again
by Kathleen Shoop

Copyright © 2014 by Kathleen Shoop and published here with her permission
ONE

Autumn, 1969

APRIL HARRINGTON FINALLY arrived. Nine hours, straight through. After everything that had happened, she was simply drawn there. She swallowed hard—her raw throat ached as she stared in the direction of her brother, Andrew’s, memorial site. She missed him so much that she hadn’t been able to return since the service. Nothing had been the same since he died in Vietnam.

She stood where the cypress trees bowed to one another, forming a lace canopy of foliage that led the way to the dock. Her mind worked like a camera, snapping shots into neat frames that she filed away in mental drawers. Without trying, she compared all that she saw in present time with all that she recalled about Albemarle Sound. The call of the osprey that nested above the water drew April’s attention upward. What had she done to her life?

She looked down at her French silk wedding dress. She whisked her hands over the fabric, not believing she’d driven straight from New York in full bridal attire. She pulled her veil from her hair, peering at the fine creation that an elderly woman, with her bent, bulbous fingers, had lovingly fashioned for April’s special day.

The great blue herons screeched, their throaty voices as familiar as her breath. The toads, woodpeckers, hawks, and wolves—they set the rhythms of Bliss—the home where her family had spent every summer of her life before she left for college. She was sure she’d made the right decision to abandon Mason at the altar, but sharp guilt that she’d also left her parents at the wedding stabbed at her. She knew her parents would understand her not marrying Mason in the end, but they would not approve of her fleeing the scene.

She had worked so hard at Columbia University. A journalism graduate, she’d found her camera was her favorite way to observe the world, to tell a story. All that work—the elation she’d experienced when she crafted the perfect photo essay or framed the perfect shot, revealing someone’s soul in a single image—had been so fulfilling.

Yet she’d driven away from all of that and more. And standing there, April knew the deep regret of failure was dwarfed by what she’d seen in the photos from Woodstock, what she’d learned about life since Andrew died.

The hollow tone of wood thudding against wood made April head down the dock. The rowboat that had been carved 60 years before, shaped from one of the biggest cypress trees on the property, bobbed at the end of the dock. What would it be doing out of storage this late in the year?

She looked around as though there’d be someone there to answer her thoughts. A stiff wind dropped in and forced the waves to stand in sharp rows like soldiers marching toward the dock, bullying the boat. The gusts pressed April’s dress to her thighs, making it hard to walk. She raised her hand, the veil flapping in the wind. She opened her hand and the veil swirled around her fingertips, and then soared away.

At the end of the dock, she tried to squat, but the dress was too tight. Dammit. The dock creaked beneath her. She reached behind her and worked the buttons. It had been the one concession she’d made to her future mother-in-law; she’d had exquisite antique buttons sewn onto her otherwise decoration-free dress. She’d never imagined she’d be trying to wiggle out of the sheath on her own.

The woodpeckers and crickets performed as April reached up, then down her back to get at the last of the buttons. A wave tossed the rowboat upward, smacking it against the dock again. She took a deep breath and pulled at the dress, scattering buttons around her feet. A fresh wind broke over the mooring and blew the buttons in every direction, dropping them into the water below.

Another crash of the rowboat, and April refocused. She shimmied out of the dress then bent over and yanked the rope that tethered the boat.

The wind dropped away, bringing an eerie stillness that draped the water like a blanket. The boards creaked again. She froze. Her right foot pushed through the wharf. The dock couldn’t be breaking. Her father would never let that happen.

She pulled her foot out of the cavity and resumed pulling the rope. The creaking wood escalated into a whine, then a groan, and before she could react, the end of the dock collapsed, dropping April into the water.

It stung her skin. Its coldness made her feel as though her lungs were solid, unable to allow air in or out. She kicked hard; pulling toward the top, telling herself to be calm, a little chilly water wouldn’t hurt.

As her head broke the surface, the stiff waves pushed her up, throwing her nearly out of the water. She could see the boat was still roped to the piling—it was safer than her.

The sprays fell away as fast as they rose, and she plunged under water, brushing by a submerged tree stump. The punch of the severed cypress on her ribs almost forced her to inhale under water. She willed herself to ignore the pain and swim for the top again. She broke the surface and gasped as she stroked, head out of the water, toward the remaining part of the dock. A figure on the dock startled her. For a second she thought she was hallucinating—a man was there, kicking off his shoes and pulling his shirt over his head.

She waved and yelled before going under again. She struggled to stay above the rough water and fell back under as she felt hands around her. The man grabbed her waist and set her on his hip while he used his free arm to sidestroke toward the narrow beach.

He kicked hard, bumping her body up and down. Eyes squeezed shut, she panted and coughed up water. Once on shore, he threw her over his shoulder and headed to the veranda of the great summer home, where he settled her on the wooden floor. Lying there, her breath began to calm and the dizziness released her. She squinted at the man who was now lifting one of her arms, then the other, then one leg at a time, asking if this hurt or that.

It was him. She couldn’t believe it.

“Hale,” she said. Hale Abercrombie.

He raised his gaze from her leg.

They locked eyes. Those indigo eyes.

“Hi there.”

How long had it been since she’d seen those eyes looking back at her?

He flinched and rubbed his shoulder.

Her teeth chattered. “I’m sorry.”

“It’s nothing,” he said.

April slowly pushed herself to a sitting position. The movements made her inhale sharp and loud. She felt awful to have put him through such trouble. He had scrapes across his broad chest where she must have scratched him. She touched one of his wounds.

He pulled back. “Just a branch. Got a little too close to the tree cemetery.” Hale took her hand and turned it back and forth. His muscular arms tensed and relaxed as he moved. “Does this hurt?”

She drew her hand back and rubbed her arms to stave off the chills. “No, I’m fine.”

“You sure?” he said.

She nodded and pulled her knees up to her chest. This move caused her to groan. She covered the spot where it hurt with her hands.

He put his hand over hers. “Lie back,” he said.

She hesitated as she considered the fact she was dressed in only wet underpants and bra. Then flashes of their childhood came to mind—they’d spent countless summers running the grounds in nothing but bathing suits. He was Hale, her brother’s best friend, not some stranger.

He shifted his six feet two inches to get a closer look. His wavy, golden hair was cut close to his scalp, as any officer’s hair would be. He pressed her ribcage where the red skin was already blackening. She winced.

“Just a bruise,” she said.

“That’s not.”

She lifted her head to see what he was pointing at now. “Appendectomy.”

His eyes widened.

“A few months old.”

He ran his finger down the center of the crosshatched stitching. She pushed it away.

His gaze slid up to meet hers. His expression bore concern. He’d always been serious, but this concern was a darker, more troubled kind of somber. That made sense when she considered what he’d been through with her brother.

“I…” he said.

April felt connected to Hale—she always had. But this was an entirely new sensation—so strong and confusing to her that she had to order herself to stop feeling it. “It’s fine, Hale. Just a bruise.”

She struggled to sit up again. He took her hands and pulled.

“I didn’t mean to touch you. Your scar.” He ran his hand through his hair but wouldn’t look at her.

“You’ve touched me a million times, right?”

He nodded. “A long time ago.”

Indeed, today’s touches had evoked far different feelings than the ones that had marked their childhood.

“You’re okay? Really?” he said.

“Fine. Fuddy-Duddy,” they both said at the same time.

He met her smile with his, making her stomach quiver.

“If you’re okay, I’ll get your suitcase,” he said. “I’m on leave for a month, and I came to fix the kitchen sink. I figured since I was here, I should…well, I ought to check over the place. I took the rowboat out earlier. When the winds kicked up I came back to bring in the boat.” He narrowed his eyes at her. “Your parents—they didn’t say you were coming.”

She looked away. She couldn’t start explaining all that had happened.

“Well, your suitcase.” He started down the steps toward her car.

She scrambled to her feet, grimacing, following him.

She looked down at her barely clad body and stopped. “No luggage.” Heat rose in her cheeks. “Just the dress, my purse, my camera.”

“That white thing on the dock is your dress?”

April nodded. She should at least try to recover some of the precious buttons, if possible. He took her hand. His fingers squeezed hers, sending a chill up her spine. She looked away from him, embarrassed at the excitement that swept through her.

“It’s gone,” he said.

April raised her eyebrows. She felt dizzy.

“The wind took it. Right over the sound.” He whistled and pushed his hand through the air. “Took flight like, well, remember that big old heron we used to call Matilda?”

April smiled. Their familiarity, the tales, the troubles—all of it made her feel as though they’d crossed paths just the day before.

A fresh wind whipped the trees. April and Hale looked to the sky.

Hale’s face grew troubled. “Storm’s coming,” He squeezed her hand once more, then dropped it. She clutched her hand to her body, feeling the spot where the engagement ring no longer encircled her finger.

“I’ll grab my stuff and get the rowboat.” Hale pushed his thumb in the direction of the water.

She looked at his wet jeans, the way they molded to his thick legs. Him saving her was really no big deal. Hale had lived his entire life saving others quietly, so circumspect and aware of what people needed. So old-fashioned, she’d always thought when she was younger. Not much fun, she’d always teased him. Now she just felt grateful—fortunate that Hale had been there to comfort Andrew as he had died, and glad he happened along for her sake a few minutes before.

She couldn’t help comparing Hale to Mason. Mason and his family were philanthropists, but when they sprung into life-saving action, it was with a checkbook, not their bare hands. Who would have jumped in after her if Mason or his parents saw her struggling in the water? They wouldn’t let her drown. They’d send the butler, Henri, but of course. Hale’s family, year-rounders at the sound, had nothing in the way of money, but they were strong, steady, and loyal.

“Go in. Get warm,” Hale said.

She nodded. No clothes, no family, no husband, no job. She needed more than to simply get warm.

“I’ll come back tomorrow to fix the dock and the tile in the blue bathroom,” Hale said.

“Thank you,” she said. “For Andrew. For everything.” She’d thanked him before for having tried so hard to save Andrew, but for some reason, she felt the need to say it again.

He nodded, and then headed toward the sound, humble as ever. April made it as far as the front door and stopped. She couldn’t believe what she saw. Like an old man’s mouth, the pointing between the bricks that faced the grand mansion was gapped and jagged, leaving the house vulnerable to wind and water. She slid her finger into a hole between the red brick and released a shard of aged plaster. She turned it back and forth as though it could explain how or why her father would have neglected to maintain the house.

The wood trim around the door was pitted, the paint lifting off, curling in sections. She examined the sturdy oak door. It seemed to be the only part of the house that wasn’t falling in or marred with age. She swept her finger along the carvings that depicted the nine rivers that fed the Albemarle, still amazed at the gorgeous work a family ancestor had done.

April sighed. She had to be honest about what she was seeing—utter neglect. Regret coursed through her. In living the silver-spoon life in New York, she’d ignored her parents, their pain, what that meant for this house. She hadn’t meant to be blind to what her family needed from her. She should have made sure the house was being kept up—it had been in their family for two centuries, after all.

She shook her head. She knew the cost of the wedding had been high, that her father had had some rough times with some real estate deals over the years, but she never imagined those things meant her parents might let the house suffer. Perhaps they’d just been focused on the inside of the home and had let the outside go until…until what? She didn’t know. The guilt she felt right then twisted at her soul. What had she done?

She turned the knob, but it wouldn’t budge. She checked behind the planter for the spare key. Nothing. She swallowed a sob, and then turned her back on the door. Hale must have the key.

She turned and saw him coming with the boat over his head.

She ran toward him as quickly as she could with the sore ribs. Thunder cracked, making her move faster.

He stopped and nearly buckled under the weight of his haul.

“I can get the bow,” she said.

“I have it,” he said through clenched teeth.

She reached to lift one end, but all she could manage was to blanch at the pain that emanated from her ribs and follow behind like a little kid.

When they reached the veranda, Hale stopped. “We’ll stow it in the crawl space for the night. I have to get going.”

He appeared irritated. He flipped the boat and set it gently down on its bottom. Together, they gripped it, shoulder to shoulder, pushed it under the veranda and reset the lattice that served as a door for the space.

“Oh. The key,” April said.

Hale appeared confused. She ignored his unasked question. She wasn’t ready to explain her flight from the altar to anyone, least of all old-fashioned, always-do-the-right-thing Hale.

He reached into his pocket, and then pressed the key into April’s palm.

The thunder rumbled. She hoped she wouldn’t lose electricity.

Hale looked to the sky again, then began to move quickly, fussing with the lattice again. “Shouldn’t be too stuffy inside the house. I had the windows open earlier.”

She started toward the front steps.

“I’ll let your dad know he doesn’t need me here anymore.”

“No!” April turned back to make sure he got the message.

He snapped his attention to her, eyes wide, before his expression turned to relief.

“Don’t do that.” She straightened and crossed her arms over her chest.

She needed time to sit with her decision, to be strong and decisive when she spoke to her parents next. She needed to reassure them she could handle her life alone.

Hale raised his hands in surrender. “Okay, sure.” He cleared his throat. “Careful there. The fourth stair is disintegrating. I’ll fix that, too.” He started up the stairs to show her the rotting board.

Thunder rumbled and he looked into the sky again so April couldn’t hear everything he said until, “Don’t suppose an accomplished Ivy League lady like you has much time for carpentry.”

April forced a laugh. Hale drew away. Her hands shook. Ivy League lady. Images of Woodstock, of the wedding, of the blurred faces she saw as she ran down the aisle and out the door snapped through her mind as though she were photographing the scene.

“Hey, what’s the matter?” Hale reached out but didn’t touch her.

April shook her head.

“You’re crying.”

She touched her cheek and studied the tiny puddle of tears that she collected on her fingertips.

She felt Hale’s gaze slip down her body, reminding her she was nearly nude.

April covered her chest with one arm. She needed to get into the house so she could fall apart in private. The thunder interrupted their silence, and he abruptly started down the steps.

When he reached the bottom stair, he turned back and poked at something. April moved closer to see what he was doing. Inside a tiny circle of pebbles was a furry, black caterpillar. Hale plucked some grass and sprinkled it into the miniature fortress.

April squinted at him.

He shrugged. “Little guy just needs some shelter. ’Til the storm passes.”

She looked into the mottled sky. “I guess so,” she said, not wanting to embarrass him.

He shrugged. “I’m really glad to see you.”

April nodded. She was comforted, relieved that someone on that day would be happy to see her. The air sizzled with the coming storm. “Come in, stay for tea.” But as she spoke those words, a clap of thunder broke, and he didn’t hear.

He hopped into his Chevy and drove away, his truck winding around the house and disappearing. April pushed the key into the lock and turned it. She opened the door and faced the great marble staircase that rose up from the worn, but still stunning, cypress floors. You’ll be fine alone, she repeated to herself.

The echo of silence between the thunderclaps embraced her. She wondered if it was going to be too quiet at Bliss, if she should have just slipped into a women’s hotel in Manhattan and gotten lost in the crowd. No. She squared her shoulders and lifted her chin. She would go on with her life, and she would do so in memory of Andrew and how right he’d been about everything.

She started toward the kitchen and passed the mirror in the hall, glancing at herself. Some of her golden hair was matted against her face and the rest was plopped on top of her head like a loaf of bread, still held in place with pins and elastics. Strands sprung out all around her scalp from where she’d pulled the veil off. Mascara ringed her eyes like the great owls that serenaded her summer sleeps.

No wonder Hale had run away as soon as he knew April was fine. She considered his Ivy League crack. She knew she’d hear that, coming back to Harrington. But she hadn’t expected it from Hale. She hadn’t expected him to be on leave at all.

April took her attention from her reflection to the empty space beside the mirror. She pinched one of the naked picture hooks between her fingers, twisted, then pulled it out. She turned slowly, surveying the fifteen-foot tall walls.

Her mouth fell open. Every single one of them was gone. Each of her mother’s treasured Albemarle Sound paintings had been removed. Only the silver picture hooks remained, scattered, winking at her in the soft foyer light. Where were they? Maybe Hale knew. She touched her belly where his fingers had traced her scar.

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by Liz Ferro

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No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and
make a brand new ending.

                                      -Unknown

 

Prologue

I remember the suitcase so vividly and clearly, as if I had packed it yesterday. It had an ice blue and electric pink ’70s paisley pattern on its soft cardboard casing. The zipper always got stuck and the plastic edges in the front that helped to guide the zipper were breaking down, but I loved that suitcase. Although it was very small, it seemed big enough to fit all the necessities of a young world traveler such as myself. I don’t remember the exact reason I had decided to leave that night, but I do recall feeling as if it was what I needed to do and that there was no sense in putting off the inevitable.

I was determined to pack it up, pack it in, and get going before someone could tell me that I had to leave. Rejection is never a good feeling, but the sting is lessened when it is experienced on your own terms. I didn’t know it at the time, but that was the beginning of a cycle that would continue in my life for many years to come. This would be my approach and “M.O.” for the majority of my future relationships: Leave them – before they leave me.

In many different ways, and on many different levels, my life has revolved around running. For a time all I could do was try to run away. Then I ran into trouble. As time passed, with endurance and tenacity, I ran with the idea of helping girls in need and haven’t stopped since.

In August of 2009 I founded the nonprofit organization, Girls With Sole, which uses free fitness and wellness programs to empower at-risk girls and those who have experienced any type of abuse. Turning a negative into a positive, I have made it my life’s mission to instill strength, self-confidence, and pride in girls, and to help them embrace running (and other sports) – for all the right reasons.

My greatest satisfaction is seeing our girls reach a goal, cross that finish line, and begin to believe in themselves because of Girls With Sole. There is nothing like it. The smiles on their faces are priceless, and not something they give out easily. But the finish line draws golden sunshine from within their hearts that they didn’t know existed.

The finish line feeling is truly life-changing.

What has surprised me the most about Girls With Sole is how truly needed it is and how quickly the girls respond to it in a positive manner – even those who walk into the room in the worst moods, proclaiming they will not participate.

Within 20 to 30 minutes these same girls are running, dancing, or playing basketball or volleyball. They are laughing, smiling, and having a great time being kids – and that is what it is really all about.

 

Saints are sinners who kept on going.

—Robert Louis Stevenson

I

I was 4 years old, and in the two years that I had come to live with them as their child, I still had never told my parents that I loved them. Although I was adopted when I was around 2, I never expressed love to anyone until sometime after I turned 6. I hated saying “I love you” more than I hated peas, which was saying a lot. It’s strange to think about that, now that I have my own children, because they expressed their love to me nonverbally before they could speak by showing trust and by squeezing me around my neck like baby monkeys. When they learned to talk, I heard “I love you Mommy” as often as I heard “Why?” or “I want juice.” It was second nature to them and not something that they guarded and jadedly kept to themselves, the way I did at their age.

No matter how many times my parents tried to reassure me and tell me that they loved me, my answer to them was always, “Okay.”

I didn’t know she was on to me until the day my mom tried to explain that I didn’t need to take things out of my brothers’ rooms and stash them in my pillowcase. She said that I would be staying and that I didn’t need to take souvenirs or prepare to leave. Again, I answered with “Okay,” but I didn’t believe her.

In my mind I knew that I would be left behind or sent away, just as it had been in the four foster homes I lived in before I was adopted (the different places I lived between birth and 2 years old that left me petrified of men and afraid to be left alone). I was told later in life that my time in foster care was somewhat traumatic and was said to be the root of my fear of loud and sudden noises and fear of the dark, as well as the continuous crying and nervous rash that was always on my face when I first came to my parents. The trauma I experienced in the foster homes may also be the reason that I sucked my thumb until college, wet my bed for much too long, and had “outbursts” that could scare a Marine drill sergeant.

The pint-sized paisley suitcase filled quickly, requiring last-minute judgment calls regarding important, yet difficult, decisions such as which stuffed animals to bring and which to leave behind. There was only room for one nightgown and one set of Garanimals. The monkey Garanimals were my favorite, so I crammed the matching top and bottom set in next to the items I had stolen from the rooms of my brothers. There weren’t many things I liked better than rummaging through their stuff when they weren’t around and pocketing the particularly choice items. There was also a certain thrill that went along with the feeling that I could be caught in a stranger’s room looking through and possibly pilfering their personal treasures – but I lived there, so technically they were not strangers at all.

I studied each item very closely, and those that were up to snuff went back with me to my bedroom so I could stash them in my pillowcase until it was time for me to pack them up and take them to wherever I would end up next. I looked at the winning trinkets that had been transferred from pillowcase to suitcase, and decided they were worth the extra weight. I left them nestled next to my yellow polyester nightgown and purple monkey corduroys, closed the lid, wrestled with the zipper, and made my way down the hallway to the top of the stairs.

I stopped to listen for my parents’ voices downstairs, which I determined to be coming from the living room. This wasn’t ideal, because the front door of our house was just off to the right of the living room, so they would definitely see me walking past them wearing a jacket and carrying a suitcase. The plan was to keep my head down and keep moving. I lugged the heavy little suitcase down each stair one at a time, and when I reached the bottom of the stairs I looked down at the floor and made a beeline for the front door. Right away I heard my mother running toward me and yelling to my dad in a panicky voice:

“Dad! Stop her! She’s leaving!”

(Even as a young kid I found it odd that my parents referred to each other as “Mom” and “Dad.” When they spoke to each other or about each other, they never used their given names.) My father, ever the calming voice of reason, responded with:

“Take it easy. It’s dark outside. It’s nighttime. She won’t even make it down the driveway.”

I walked out the front door and past the lamppost. I passed the plum trees that flanked the driveway of my childhood home in Upstate New York, made a right turn onto the sidewalk, and kept on walking. I made it all the way to the end of our street before my father picked me up in his car to take me back home, and that was the last time reverse psychology was ever used on me by my parents.

My dad was born and raised in Cleveland, Ohio, and my mom was from Furth, Germany, and grew up during World War II. When she came to the United States she was sponsored by a family in New Jersey and worked as a secretary for the American Army. In an attempt to get her out to meet people, my mom had been talked into going to a party by an American friend. Living in New Jersey at the time as well, my dad was an engineer for DuPont and turned out to be the person my mother was destined to meet at that party.

My father was a very loyal and loving husband, and my parents would still be together today, except that my father passed away in July of 2000. My parents moved around a bit after getting married, but ended up back in Cleveland where my dad worked as an engineer during the day and went to Case University at night in his pursuit to become a patent attorney. By this time my mom had given birth to my oldest brother, David, their only biological child. My parents loved children and wanted a bigger family, but my mom endured many complications during subsequent pregnancies and ended up getting a full hysterectomy. In the meantime, my father was able to complete law school while working full time during the day, and studying late at night while also giving their new son his 3:00 a.m. bottle. The first job my father had as a patent attorney was with the United States Patent and Trademark Office in Washington, D.C. It was in Washington that my parents adopted their second child, and named their new infant Paul. My parents now had two little boys and my dad had a brand-new career. He was in his 40s – I think they were ahead of their time in this regard.

People back then didn’t adopt kids or completely change careers in their 40s, but my dad did. After working for the U.S. Patent and Trademark Office my dad decided he would be happier working for a corporation, so he took a job as an international patent attorney at the Eastman Kodak Company, which brought them all to Rochester, New York, and unknowingly, to me. I was a Catholic Charities baby who was moved between four different foster homes before being adopted for good by my mom and dad. I have never met my biological parents, nor have I ever looked for them. I don’t have any desire to find my real mom (or dad) and to be honest, I don’t think I want to know what I might find by bringing them into my life. I don’t feel the need to rock the boat by bringing a new person into the equation or by trying to locate someone who might not want anything to do with me anyway. I’m satisfied with the family I have created with my husband and two children. They are my real family.

My parents had been talking about adopting another child after my brother Paul, but the timing didn’t seem to be right. They got all the necessary paperwork together, but they were busy and happy, so adopting another child went on the back burner and the paperwork was temporarily forgotten.

The words “paperwork” and “the bookshelf” were very prominent and often-used terms in our family. My parents loved the term “paperwork” and used it all the time to describe things of great importance that needed to be filled out by hand, such as forms for school, permission slips, and fliers brought home in our school bags, as well as any registration forms or official documentation. Items such as car keys, reading glasses, passports, driver’s licenses, or anything else someone in the family might be desperately searching for could also usually be located on the bookshelf.

It was my father’s love of books that resulted in an unusually enormous amount of them in our house as well as the need for bookshelves in literally every room. Most of them were hard-cover books from the Book of the Month Club that were never read due to lack of time. But like his other unfinished chores, he was going to get around to them. He was also going to get around to the giant stack of newspapers that were placed not so neatly next to his Lazy Boy. My mother begged him to throw the pile of eyesores away, but my father wouldn’t do it because he had every intention of getting around to reading each and every paper. Eventually my mom bought him a poster that had an illustration of a big circle with the word “roundtoit” written in the middle of it. The caption underneath said: “Everything I have been meaning to do will get done – now that I’ve finally gotten a roundtoit!” The poster wasn’t enough to do the trick, and also wasn’t that clever or funny. It was actually rather ugly and I hated that my mom hung it in the kitchen next to our fridge.

The piles of papers continued to be a constant in our house, as were the books which seemed to multiply like rabbits. Needless to say, the bookshelves were super important in our home and as a child I was fascinated and proud of all the books my dad had. To me, the plethora of books told the world how intelligent my dad was. They made me feel proud of my dad, and evoked a sense of pride and comfort from the statement I felt they made about my home and the people who lived there. The biggest and most prominent bookshelf in the house was a built-in that took up an entire wall of our living room. It was painted white, and with all the different colors and cover designs of the books, in my eyes, it looked like art on canvas. I liked it much better than the actual art my parents hung on the walls, which was a combination of mountains in Germany, Bavarian knickknacks, or souvenirs from my dad’s trips to Japan (not a good eclectic mix, in my opinion). That this shelf was a catch-all for anything that my parents didn’t want to look at right away, but that they also didn’t want to misplace, did not make it look like a work of art. It was not uncommon to hear someone in our house yell, “Dad! I can’t find my report card that you were supposed to sign. Where is it?”

The answer was always, “It’s on the bookshelf.”

The Bookshelf.

Of course there was more than one bookshelf in our house but when someone referred to “the bookshelf,” everyone knew to go to the one in the living room. It was the one we posed in front of for each of our First Communion photos, Christmas pictures, prom pictures, in our Halloween costumes, and all other important occasions. It was the one where all the extremely important paperwork eventually laid to rest. So it made perfect sense that the adoption paperwork sat patiently for months and months on the white bookshelf, gathering dust amongst the books my dad intended to get around to reading.

The way my dad told the story, God spoke to him one day in church and told him to adopt me. I am not a religious person, but my parents both had/have a very deep faith. My dad told me, as he told anyone who wanted to know why they had adopted me, that he knew it was time because God said there was a little girl who needed him. After church that day he went home and headed straight to the bookshelf to get the paperwork. He got it all in order and submitted it, which inevitably led my parents to me. When they knew for sure that I would be coming to them, they told my brothers they would be getting a baby sister. My brother Paul was thoroughly disappointed when I showed up and could walk and talk (although I didn’t say much), since these were not things that a “baby” should be able to do. The social worker brought me to the house and my mom said that I had the saddest, most questioning eyes she had ever seen. That speaks volumes, coming from a woman who grew up during World War II in Germany.

I was brought over to the house without any clothes or belongings aside from what I was wearing. The way my mom tells it, she asked the social worker where my things were, and the woman told my mom she didn’t bring anything with me in case they wanted to give me back. What my mom said next, I probably could have done without being told. She told the social worker that I was not a dog, and that they weren’t going to send me back – so she should go and get my things because I would be staying. I guess in my mom’s mind she thought I should know about this exchange with the social worker because she felt that it was some type of compliment, but I never felt as if it was.

Each one of my parents’ children come from different biological parents, and were born and “collected” in a different city. Most people collect snow globes from various cities or those little metal spoons, but my parents picked up a kid in each prominent place in which they resided. I guess it’s no different from people being conceived on a family vacation in different destinations, but it still strikes me as being rather cool and progressive, yet also a bit odd. I was 2, Paul was 7, and Dave was 11 years old when we became siblings.

It seemed to me that a lot of time (too much time) was spent trying to figure me out – everything from the way I looked to the way I behaved – and in every way I felt I was a huge disappointment. I guess because I was adopted and looked nothing like my mom, dad, or brothers (and because I was a girl), there was always scrutiny and speculation among my mother and her friends about how I would “turn out.” Big feet, long legs, and long, thick eyelashes with good bone structure were constantly mentioned – leading them to surmise I was a budding model.

I never cared that I didn’t look like the rest of my family, but the importance of my looks and the focus on them seemed to magnify as I got older, and I wished that they didn’t make such a big deal out of it when I was around to hear it. This was a growing point of contention that festered within me as a teenager. I stared at myself for hours in the mirror, mentally tearing apart each feature. I started scrutinizing every centimeter of my face, trying to see if I could figure myself out by picking apart my features and predicting what they would turn into when I got older.

Over time I began to grow into my big feet, my legs were no longer considered long by any means and were nothing close to “model-like,” and my nose would never look like Cheryl Ladd’s. The only thing that made me feel better was that I knew my legs were athletic and strong and they allowed me to do gymnastics and to run fast. I would never be one of Charlie’s Angels, but I could pretend to be the Bionic Woman, which I thought was cooler anyway.

It was hard for me to sit still, to stay quiet, and to contain myself. My mother’s friends suggested she put me on Ritalin, but she told them that she didn’t want to crush my spirit. It was much later that I discovered these to be normal traits for a person who has suffered abuse or trauma, but at the time I just thought that I was defective somehow. I wished I could shed my own skin and be someone else. I looked at models in magazines and agonized that I would never look like them. In my frustration and anger I rebelled against authority and acted out in inappropriate and self-destructive ways. I hated having people looking at me and scrutinizing me and felt that everyone I came in contact with was doing it, although that probably wasn’t so. If someone looked at me, I assumed they were thinking negative things about me and I would flip out. There was a dark and angry storm that could visibly shake the most stable foundations, brewing deep beneath my outer layer of sunshine and blue skies. Those who set me off, or simply looked for a little too long, ended up caught in the tempest with no umbrella or shelter to be found.

… Continued…

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Elias’ Fence is a novel that follows two tracks, that of a magnificent fence forged by a blacksmith. When a young nun modeling as the angel atop the fence is ravished and murdered, the inanimate iron becomes infused with the evil of the heinous crime and cannot be eradicated. On the second track, the wheel of time periodically selects a warrior to fight the eternal struggle between good and evil. A man with a golden tongue is sent into the fight and he declares, “God is dead” and everything you want to do in this life is okay. A fearful young girl learns she can shake his confidence and finds the courage to ignore his frantic pleas for help, the courage to destroy the evil. The Fence is a chilling story of a magnificent Gothic fence forged by a despicable blacksmith and infused with evil.

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“…a gripping tale…will leave you breathless…”

“Chilling tale of a fractured family…where evil is slowly growing more prevalent every day…”

an excerpt from

Elias’ Fence

by Anne Steinberg & Nicholas Tolkien

 

Copyright © 2014 by Anne Steinberg & Nicholas Tolkien and published here with their permission

Chapter 1

 

On November 10, 1890, Elias Jacob Pogue was born.  He was the second son of Hiram and Abigail Pogue.  Their first son, Adam, was born a cripple; his twisted body and rigid hands would not be capable of inheriting the forge, so Elias trained early.  His strong arms swung the hammer on the anvil with more power than his father before him.  He was a large awkward child.  Deep in his skull, under the straw colored head of hair, and behind his calm blue eyes there was no light.  The sense that could see possibilities was blind, as his right brain slept a slumber so deep it had never awakened.  He lived his childhood that way – a calm stream that did not ripple, but moved him smoothly to adulthood.

On his parents’ death he inherited the forge, the house, and with the burden of his brother he was keenly aware of his need for a wife.

He courted the only spinster in the district – Sarah Elizabeth – passed over by others as too plain, too frail.  Saturdays found him sitting on her porch, rocking slowly in the swing.  Over lemonade and cookies he weighed the possibilities of her worth.  The samples of her cooking were adequate, her person was neat, her clothes clean and pressed.  The drawback was her hips – too slim.  He was not sure strapping sons would issue from her.

Still, there was Adam and dirty dishes and laundry piling up and she was the only unmarried woman in the district.  They were suited to each other, both being colorless, calm, and without any passion for life; it was just another burden to be endured.

Their marriage changed nothing in Sarah’s life.  She traded one kitchen for another.  Elias’s life improved, for by chance he heard of the church needing a handyman and in desperation they accepted his brother, the inept cripple.  Elias was aware that the favor would be called in some day and he regretted the decision when, in the second week, Adam, learning the duties of bellringer, inadvertently stood in the largest bell’s path and quickly and without suffering was, according to the nuns, invited to God’s house.

Sarah Elizabeth’s presence had changed the house.  The trunks, the lace curtains, the sewing baskets and messy little things she needed had to be sorted and kept track of.  Elias resented the intrusion, but the necessity of her work made the trade acceptable.  He had no desire to tend to the chores of everyday living – the cooking, the cleaning, the incidentals of housekeeping.  He was the Smith.  He was comfortable in his forge overlooking the hillside.

Their awkward coupling in the dark produced two stillborn sons.  She was too old and dried up – beyond the time of a fertile womb.  Elias’s disappointment in her was expected and he did not dwell on it, for his house was well kept, the food was adequate, and his clothes were clean and mended.

Elias knew nothing of the woman that shared his bed.  She tolerated his mounting of her body with her lips tightly clenched in the dark, for since finding religion she was sure this was sin when there was no chance of issue.  When finished he simply felt like he had completed another bodily function, like eating or elimination.

He knew she rarely laughed, but neither did he.  He knew she had cried twice – at the time of her sons’ deaths – and he wondered at the tears for he had never felt their release himself.

The years slipped past routinely, the various holidays marked by fruitcake at Christmas, ham at Easter, one season dissolving into another – Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall.

Elias spent his time shoeing horses, doing iron work on commission – balconies, fences, statuary.  He was an adequate smith, offered more work than he wanted, and turned many away.

There came a time when Sarah Elizabeth had the house immaculate, the bread made, the clothes clean and mended, and in idleness the hunger came.  Ravenous, she asked permission of Elias, went down the hill to the church, and found her emptiness filled.  Here she was finally happy.  Religion promised and she believed.  To be worthy, she threw herself into the church work – endless quilting bees, bake sales, collections for the poor.  Sarah Elizabeth became known as a do-gooder.  Elias had no idea what prompted her, what motivated this activity, but it was fine with him – like everything else.

When Sarah became ill, it was mundane, routine.  She took to her bed and a procession of nursing nuns and local women came to assist.  They bothered Elias not in the least.  He had his work.  His hammer rang on the metal while below in the house the women did whatever needed to be done in this time of dying.

Elias’s house was still clean, his meals were adequate, and his clothes were clean and mended.  The only change was that he slept in the outer room and exchanged polite words with Sarah.

“Are you feeling any better?”  Her answer was always predictable.

“About the same.”

One thing he could say – she did not nag, or weep, or complain.  Her dying took four months and Elias’s life did not change.  The woman from the town came each morning and left after supper.  He exchanged wages and brief words with her.  He never really saw her, nor did it matter.

At fifty-five, Elias’s life had a routine, as it always had, but he took less work, worked slower, and spent more time sitting in the chair by the window at the left end of the forge, overlooking the green hills.  He had fallen into a routine of waiting.  He was not ill, not unhappy, not uncomfortable.

As he looked down over the green, the trees, the blue of the sky, he could not pinpoint what he really thought about.  It was a sort of limbo – no different than the limbo of his entire life.

 

Then one day in early spring they came, like a flock of dark geese, the wind flapping their veils and trains, the meld of their excited voices and soft laughter, a group of five or six nuns, picking their way carefully over the wooden bridge and up the rock path.  He watched them like he would have watched anything on the landscape.  They veered and passed the house, taking the path.  They were coming to the forge.

It was their last stop, the end of their six month journey to the Bishop, the Cardinal in St. Louis; their excited flurry of correspondence; permission given; permission waited for.  At last they had it – approval for the fence.  Eight hundred running feet of fence and gate combined.  An iron fence, commissioned to go around, enclose, keep safe, their hospital infirmary – “Sisters of Mercy”.

They thrust at Elias dimensions, specifications, pricing; never thinking that he might have no interest in making their fence.

The fence was to be eight feet tall, one foot sunk into the ground, made in ten foot sections, each bar twelve inches apart, and each bar at the top a spike – a lethal pointed spike to prevent climbing of any kind.  It was a preventative, safe fence to keep their charges at the “Sisters of Mercy” safe from something.

Elias was given the drawings – the papers spread upon his table.

“Oh, such a fence would take a year, perhaps two.”  His words, meant to discourage only refortified the importance of the fence.

“Of course,” said the old nun, “and here,” she continued, “each section is to have an angel at the top.  How proud your wife would have been that you are making the fence.  Do you know that Sarah crocheted all the doilies for the alter?  And your brother, Adam, he would have been so proud also.”

He nodded, not sure of how he should begin his refusal of the commission.  They left in the same noisy mess as they had ascended on him, leaving the papers, the dimensions.

The next morning, as he arose, he saw workmen carrying supplies up to the forge.  Somewhere in the papers was a bid, the amount the Church had agreed to pay.  He understood how they worked.  He knew they hoped he would donate his services, then they could mutter in mock surprise, “Oh God works in mysterious ways.”  It would be something else to include in their prayers – something else to thank God for.

He wished desperately that they had never come.  They interrupted his solitude and the money meant nothing to him – he had no need for it, no children to leave it to.  There was nothing in any of the stores that he wished to buy – he had food, clothing, and shelter.  But that had been just the beginning of their pilgrimages up the hill with drawings, pictures, verbal descriptions of the angels that were to be made – the angels that were to preside over every ten feet of the fence.

 

He began reluctantly, but soon he worked with a fury, the forge roasting with heat.  He began the bars, each a single rod of iron spiraled to a sharp point at either end.  The ringing of the metal resounded on the hillside and the stack of rods grew as he laid them aside.  Neighbors who knew of Elias’s relaxed pace of working smiled.  They guessed that the nuns had inspired him or that he worked so long, so hard, in the memory of Sarah, who had done so much for the church.  None would have guessed his total irritation, his dislike for these holy women, these brides of Christ, who came disrupting his landscape, leaving papers on his tables and echoes of “Hail Marys”.

In all the years of his marriage, Sarah Elizabeth had never come the forty feet up the hill to the forge and he had preferred it that way.  Now these nuns were about and underfoot, coming at all hours and odd times.  His smooth life was ruffled, interrupted.  Elias wanted to finish, at all costs, their damn fence and then be left alone.

It was the question of the angel – unsettled at the moment – that still sent them scurrying over the bridge and up and down his hill.

The total of his commission was eight hundred running feet. They would need eighty angels and that was more then enough to fortify and refortify their indecision as to what sort of angels.  Pictures were brought – torn out of books – and then they insisted that Elias come down to the church to see a Saint in the stained glass window.  So he dressed in his only suit, put on a tie, and was ushered down the hill to the church in Florissant.

Their excitement and indecision corrupted even the quiet sanctuary of the church.

“See there,” the Mother Superior pointed, “the Saint on the right – the waves of golden hair.  Can you remember our angel is to have that hair?”

He tried to explain that the molten statues that were to adorn the fence were to be small and it would be difficult to incorporate all the features they desired in such small figures.  But again, the dominant Mother Superior coaxed, “But Mr. Pogue, we have seen the hitching post you made.  Why, only yesterday I had the opportunity to call on Mr. Anthony from the bank and we couldn’t help but notice the hitching post you made.  The detail was marvelous.  We have faith.  God will inspire you, Mr. Pogue.  God will guide you, have no fear.  Your angels will be to His glory.”

Elias couldn’t help but feel she would have made a great carpetbagger.  She could have sold bottles of snake oil by the dozens.  Again the sense of irritation quickened within him.

All this talk of God – he wasn’t, and never had been religious.  If he were to make their angels, it would have nothing to do with divine inspiration, or God.  It would be purely an expedient to have them finished and all of these creatures in black that fluttered and chattered and interrupted his solitude gone.

The forge rang and Elias worked at a furious pace.  The poles mounted, the stacks grew.  He had not made the mold for the angel as the nuns had not yet reached a final decision.

He worked hard that winter and they came less often in the cold.  He was glad that the cold kept them at the convent.  He did not have to hear their genteel arguing or be brought into it with: “Well, Mr. Pogue, what do you think?”

The posts mounted and he made the cross bars, which would have to be soldered at a later time.  He had never done better work.  He intended that once their fence was done, they would have no reason to come back.  At the forge his awkwardness left.  He was a meticulous, skilled worker who would make them a fence that would last for centuries.  It would have no flaws, no irregularities.

When the weather thawed, they came again, but quieter somehow.  Maybe they, too, were weary of the hill, the fence, the indecision.  They stood before him – a small semi-circle of black.

“We have decided on the design for the angels,” the Mother Superior stated.  He nodded.  It had been seven months since they first came.

“Here.”  She thrust into his hand a picture.  “This is the gown – long and flowing, Mr. Pogue – and the hair long and waving like the Saint in St. Roses’ stained glass window.  Do you remember?”

He nodded.

“If you’re unsure,” she continued, “we could go take another look.”

“No,” he protested.  “I remember it perfectly.”

“And the face…” she said quietly, “the face…”

The tight group of black parted and the young nun was brought forward to stand before him.

“…the face is to be like Sister Gabriella.”

The young nun stood before him, her face a perfect oval; skin unflawed and white as snow; her eyes downcast, the mouth full yet bow-shaped, the nose aquiline yet in perfect symmetry with her face.  Mother Superior turned her.

“See the profile.  We cannot be exact, Mr. Pogue, that would be sacrilegious.  Change something slightly.  We leave it to you.”  She turned the girl to face him.  Her eyebrows were gentle, soft arches of black, the lashes thick and fluttering, shielding her downcast eyes.

Mother Superior babbled on and the girl looked up, her eyes meeting his.  They startled him.  He got the full impact of her gaze – not timid as he had expected.  Her large black eyes with pinpoints of light reminded him of the darkest night with brilliant stars.  He had seen eyes like that – bold and brazen – before.

It was on the night before his marriage.  When they went out, he and a few friends had drunk themselves into a stupor and, as a gift, his friends had bought him a woman.  He had remembered very little about her until now, years later, when a seventeen year old nun, the model for an angel, stood before him and looked at him with those same eyes – luminous, dark eyes, windows of the soul.  They seemed to contain the same message.

He heard the arrangements from a distance.  They would bring Sister Gabriella each afternoon for the sitting, until the mold was complete.

Elias ate his supper as he had every night since his wife had died.  The hired woman moved softly around the kitchen.  She bid him goodnight and left as she had every evening and then, as was his custom, he took his pipe to the porch and sat in the chair silently smoking as the dusk deepened.

He sat and felt his discomfort.  Somewhere all the emotions that had lain dormant all his life were awakened.  He yearned for something – his youth, the years gone by that had slipped through his fingers like water.

He thought about dying.  What did it all mean?  The night, dark, stole over him.  The breeze brought the scent of lilacs and a dark moth fluttered, retreating and re-entering his vision, and he felt a fever come over him.  He was filled with want.  Never in his entire life had he felt like this.  He wanted something – love, lust.  Time to stop, let him catch up, reflect, find out what it was that he had missed.

The old nun came the next afternoon.  Sister Gabriella walked behind her.  Elias inquired into what they needed for her comfort.  The old nun said “Pardon?” several times, as if she did not hear very well.

The rocking chair she asked for was brought out to the porch.  She sat in it, rocking slowly, and soon was fast asleep.  The deacon’s bench was brought for Sister Gabriella and several cushions.  He asked her to sit on the bench and he began nervously to knead the clay.  He began the mold.

It was wrong.  He started over several times, smashing the clay together and beginning again.  She sat quietly and only her fingers moved, playing nervously with her rosary.

He began again and moved to her side, trying her profile in the soft moist clay.  He found himself watching her eyelids – the soft upturned lashes as they fluttered.  They reminded him of the dark moth.  He was caught in the stillness.  His hands seemed too large, too clumsy for the task at hand.

She sat as before – motionless – with only the whisper of her fingers on her soft gown as they picked at the rosary beads.  The creaking of the chair stopped and the old nun snored.

Elias’s whole life had been a void and now he felt himself being drawn to the edge of it.  When the nun turned and asked, “May I move?”, he caught the full gaze of her eyes and felt himself being drawn to the edge of an unknown whirlpool.

She saw the clump of clay on the stand, unmolded.  Her lips quivered and threatened to smile, but instead she stood up and stretched.

“Maybe I should stand.”

“Yes,” he agreed.

Again he rearranged the clay and tried this time molding a gown, a figure.  He would save the head until last.  His fingers were grateful for the chance to mold, to touch, to smooth the clay.

The sound of the old nun snoring was between them.  Again and again he smashed the clay and began again.  The gown, the remembered flowing hair, were possible, but when he came to the face it eluded him.  He glanced at her.  He felt something jar.  Pain ran between his temples – the day seemed too bright.  It was the first time he had heard the birds singing, felt the glorious sensation of the south wind.  He felt alive.

The sound of snoring stopped abruptly and the old one lumbered into the forge.

“Vespers.  Come, Gabriella, we cannot be late for Vespers.”

 

Elias walked down to the house, ate his dinner, bade the woman goodnight, and took his chair onto the porch as usual, but something was different.  He felt blood coursing through his brain – not an unpleasant feeling, but heady, exciting, different.

The right brain had awakened.  For the first time he saw – really saw – the purple twilight.  Beauty touched his emptiness and he felt sad.  An empathy arose within him and he was surprised to feel wetness on his cheeks.  He realized that he had missed something very important in his life.

Into the twilight, and the slice of light from the kitchen, it came again – the dark velvety moth, fluttering in and out of his vision.  It awakened his imagination and he welcomed that unknown skill, not knowing that it came with a price.

He went to bed and fell into a fitful sleep.  He dreamt of dark wings beating and when he awoke he saw the dark moth lying on his window ledge, dead.  Elias realized with shame that he had had a wet dream.

The nuns came the next day.  It was warmer.  The old nun wheezed and sank heavily into the chair.  Sister Gabriella stood as he worked on the gown, the folds.  But the wind came from the north and blew the cloth against her and he could see the silhouette of her legs.  He imagined the whiteness of her undergarments.  She took the folds of her skirt and fanned and he glimpsed the black laced shoes, the cotton stockings, and the layers of white undergarments.

 

That night he dreamed that he had lifted her skirts, torn the stockings down, unlaced her shoes and removed them.

The next day the sun was warmer yet.  He felt the sweat roll from his armpits.  The old nun snored and he heard the incessant buzzing of a bee.

As if following his lead as he worked on the shoulders, she glanced over and looked at the sleeping old woman and then loosened her top, wrenching at the neck.  The gown opened.  He saw clearly the whiteness of her shoulders and her soft, perfect neck, where a pulse pounded persistently.

“It’s so hot,” she complained.

 

That night he dreamed that he had walked over and, with both hands, torn down her top.  Where the black cloth hung at her waist, pinioning her arms, he saw the incredible whiteness of her body, the perfect breasts – nipples pink, fragrant, fragile, like shy spring flowers.

He awoke and heard the woman in the kitchen.  He ate breakfast and outwardly seemed no different, but something raged within him.  And until he saw them coming, picking their way slowly up the hill, the raging would not be still. It was like a novel gripping him – he had no idea how or when it would end.

The figure had been completed.  He had no idea how.

When Sister Gabriella glanced over and saw that he had begun again on the face, she reached up and took off her wedding band and veil.  He had no idea what to expect – he had always imagined that nuns were bald – but she had dark, close cropped hair.  It reminded him of the silk fringe on the piano shawl.

He longed to reach over and stroke it.  Her ears were tiny and pink – perfect, like sea shells.  He felt a roaring in his head, his body, his groin.  Her neck – slim, slender as a swan – turned slowly toward him.

He felt every emotion he had lived so long without – love, lust, fear, sorrow, and anger.  Why had they come up the hill?  He felt the helplessness of not knowing.  He felt the torment.  When the fence was done, he would wait and they would not come.

As was the custom, he worked until the old nun awoke, saying: “Oh my, I must have dropped off.”  She would make a production of gathering her skirts, looking at the mold, and then admonishing Gabriella to hurry, that they mustn’t be late for Vespers.

 

Elias went to the house and ate and then sat on the porch and smoked and did something he had never done before – he daydreamed.  He dreamed with his eyes wide open that it was she, not Sarah Elizabeth, that he had brought up the hill years ago.  If only he were young and could take her to the soft feather bed and suck at her bosom – the ambrosia of the Gods.  He was one with her and it was as never before – heightened, beautiful, intense.  His body vibrated like a lost chord – an organ in an empty church.  Oh, it must have been possible if he could imagine it as such.

But with the night the thought came – no, you are old, that time has come and gone.  She is a woman of the church.  Then he would correct his daydreams – update them – and with a feeling of lust thundering through him he would imagine her kneeling by the barren bed, the shadow of a cross upon her, lying down only to rise in her chaste gown and slip through the window and up the hill in the night.  He would hear her shoes on the boards of the bridge.

His daydreams consumed him and in them they grasped each other and he threw her roughly to the ground, tearing at her stockings, unlacing her shoes – and possessing her.

They came in the grey afternoon.

“Oh, you’re done,” pronounced the old nun.

“Well, not quite,” he protested.

“We can’t stay long.  It looks like a storm is coming.”  And the old nun took her usual seat in the rocking chair on the porch.

He knew it was over, finished, and that they would never come again.  He must savor every moment.  He wet his hands and smoothed several spots on the model – on the already perfect clay.

The sky darkened.  Gabriella sat on the bench and she too realized the statue was done.

He went to gather the papers and his drawings. They fluttered in the wind.  He put a rock on them and saw her wedding ring on the table.

Gabriella took her shawl and tiptoed out onto the porch and covered the old woman.  She returned, sat on the bench and wondered – this bride who was not a bride – what it was like to know a man.

Power, she felt her power, a strange, wonderful feeling, alien to her.  As a novice, she was not sure – she was beginning to tire of chaste, modest words.  She enjoyed looking at this man’s strong, brown hands – she had lived with women too long and was no longer sure.  Boldly she looked at his trousers and wondered where it was.  Did it hang on one side or another?  She was sure it was ugly.  She had never seen one except at the art museum and in ivory it seemed pure and desirable, but as a child the creatures on the farm – the males she had watched – seemed magical.  Out of nowhere it appeared, large and terrible.  Yet the mares stood still and obedient.  She imagined they felt pleasure.

Forbidden thoughts wet her thighs.  She fanned the dress.  The coming storm blew bits of hay in the air and the soft brushing hay caressed her neck.

Both of their imaginations flared.  She reached down to loosen her shoe and he recognized this sign from his dream.  He fell on his knees before her and began unlacing her shoes.  He heard her gasp of surprise.

His hand went softly up the black cotton stocking and in the quiet they both heard the snap of the garters.  The stocking fell around her ankles.

She rose unsteadily as he still caressed her legs, unhooking her gown so that it fell around her feet.  She lay down on the hay, her eyes wide and staring – dark whirlpools that tugged at him.

He went to her.  She felt it and shivered.  Warm and hard it lay against her skin.  But all of the nights, all of the daydreams, all the days of wanting caught up with him.  It was over before he entered her.

She waited in anticipation, fear making her tremble.  Maybe she misunderstood.  It was near, touching, but not touching.

She heard his harsh breathing.  He rose and turned away, but not before she saw it – not swordlike – not powerful at all.  He had tricked her, or her imagination had, or someone was responsible.  Her loins throbbed and she felt anger flare.

In a calm icy voice, she said, “I’ll have to tell Mother Superior.”

She stood and began replacing her stockings.

“No,” he pleaded.

The gown went over her head like a dark cloud, as a clap of thunder struck.  The old nun muttered in her sleep.

“Rape – I’ll have to tell Mother Superior,” she repeated like a spoiled child.

Their mutual disappointment fell like the steady rain.  When she reached for the wedding band on the table, he reacted.  He grasped her hand and the ring fell, rolling away.  He fell to his knees, snatching up her skirt.  He tore the stockings.  She screamed, but the sound was carried away into the wind that had begun to howl.

Like in his imagination his hands – strong and rough – clutched at her shoulders.  The strong material hesitated and then tore.  He grabbed her veil, accidentally scratching her neck.  She screamed, full of fear and excitement.

The old nun awoke, shook herself, glanced in and saw them, and fell to her knees, muttering a million Hail Mary’s.

The rain came down in steady, heavy sheets.

The old woman hesitated.  Only when Elias had thrown Gabriella on the straw and begun, did she quit the hut and ran, slipping and falling in the blinding rain.  They could hear the rushing of the water below.

Gabriella screamed again and again.  But with the fear, he heard pure joy in her voice.  He sucked greedily at her breast.  His hands clutched her slender throat and he was reminded of the black swan in the pond.  It was everything he had imagined and it went on and on, never ending.

He heard the sputtering of the forge and the rain was cold as it blew with the wind.  His hand – rough and calloused – covered her mouth, muffling her screams.  Convulsing, he clutched the pure softness of her throat.

Their mating was like nothing he had imagined.  She tore at his fingers with her teeth.  He tightened his grip, sinking his fingers into the soft flesh of her slender neck.  It was an eternity of madness and exquisite joy, her body bucking frantically beneath him.

When release came, he dissolved into her ready flesh and was still.  Except for his ragged breath and the beating rain, the world was still.

Slowly he started to rise, afraid to touch her now.  He tried extricating himself from her clutching arms.  He must look – would she be flushed and lovely?  Instead he found the dark whirlpools that were her eyes were still and stagnant.

A scream, a groan, some noise inside him rose.  It wasn’t possible.  He put his ear to her breast.  No thundering heartbeat greeted him.  He lifted her wrist, the flesh felt unyielding, strange.

Dead – Dead – she was dead.

In that moment in time he had killed her.

He was afraid.  He wanted to blow into her lovely mouth, but she had become something different and angry blue thumbprints blossomed on her ivory throat.

Naked, he crouched and rocked back and forth, cold and angry as the rain pelted him.  He wept – loud sobbing noises.  Rocking.  Rocking.

“No” – “No” – “No,” over and over he protested.

The rivulets of rain on her face finally calmed him.  With care he took a cloth from the table and gently wiped her face – too late; with the gentlest of hands, he brought her out of the rain.

His sobs had turned to a soft hum, his mind searching for the tune to a forgotten hymn his mother used to sing.

He put on her camisole, the white cotton pants and petticoat.  With care he slid the stockings up her legs and carefully laced her shoes.  His tears rained down onto her silent face.

He could not bear to put the ring back on her rigid finger and he threw the veil into the forge fire where it blazed up green.

He tried closing her eyes, but they would not stay shut.  The whirlpool that had spoken to him was still.

He laid her carefully in the straw and in the blinding rain went down to the house.

The woman had his supper ready and rushed out apologizing that she must go quickly because of the storm.  But she was back in five minutes saying that she must stay the night because the little bridge over the creek had been washed out.

Elias went to bed and that night he did not dream.  He lay in bed and stared at the pattern in the wallpaper until dawn.

In the morning, Elias took several planks and put them across the stream.  He told the woman that he could manage for a few days and then went back to the house and dressed in his best suit to wait.

He imagined they would come early, but lunch and dinner time came and went and then it was dark.  The air cleared and he smelled no rain in the night.

He walked up to the forge to convince himself he had not dreamed the whole thing.  He shivered in the presence of death – this strange form clothed in black was alien to him.  He imagined one finger moved and hurriedly went back to the house and spent a restless night anxious for morning.

When the sun finally rose, he dressed again in his only suit and waited.  About noon he saw them carefully picking their way across the boards.  He walked down to meet them.

Father Dismas was first.

“You’ve heard of the tragedy?  Sister Teresa’s body has been found at the fork of the creek – drowned.  The young nun, Sister Gabriella, has not been recovered.  We can only imagine she must have been swept away down river.”

Elias nodded.  He was dumbfounded.  The nuns wept softly and awkwardly he offered refreshments.  They refused politely and went away.

Elias went back to the house and sat on the porch smoking.  He was numb.  His life had become full of surprises and temptations, but he need not feel their scorn and hate.  He need not swing from a gallows.  They need never know.  The old nun, on her way to tell them, had been swept away and this was taken as providence by Elias.

That night he dug a grave in the soft earth behind the forge.  Then he forced himself to approach the still form in the forge.  Her open eyes, unfocused and covered with a deep grey film, seemed to move.  The harsh sound of breathing filled the forge, but Elias finally realized with relief that it was his own breath rushing out – roaring in his ears.

His hands would not obey him.  They reached out only to shrink back.  He could not bear to touch it.  It was no longer a she – death had converted it to an unnameable something.

He froze for a full ten minutes watching.  Could those windows of the soul see him through their murky lenses?  Did the finger on the right hand move just a fraction?

He stared at the white band where her wedding ring had rested.  To make amends he had to replace it.  It was something he simply must do, but how?  He found the golden band among the straw and rolled it between his finger and thumb.  Looking away, he scooted forward, reaching into the space where her clenched fist lay.  Like a blind man his hand wavered back and forth, missing the mark, touching the hard mound that had been her yielding breast.

He shrank back with a quick gasp of surprise and a pain ran up his arm into his chest.  He turned his head, and careful to look only at the hand, he forced himself to touch it.  It was hard as stone – the finger he sought was unyielding to his touch.

He must do it – he must replace the ring – the ring must cover that band of white.  It made no sense, but Elias had become fixated with that thought.  With a sharp intake of breath, he forced the finger forward and heard a distinct crack as it left the nest of the others.  Quickly he slid the band on.

As he leaned back, he touched the soft wool of the discarded shawl and instinct drove him to fling it over her face.

“Yes” – now he could do it, he could lift this loglike bundle of black and carry it to the waiting grave.

He shoveled the fresh earth quickly.  In the weak moonlight among the dirt the ring glinted, the broken finger pointing upward, and he worked frantically until at last it, too, was covered.

 

After a decent interval of a month, the nuns came again and wept at the statue he had created for their fence.  They decided that their fence now would be somehow more meaningful – two holy women had died in its making.

They approved the model, but when it was cast Elias found a flaw in the metal for the first time in his years of firing.  The tiny perfect face seemed to have a small bump in the left cheek.

He reworked the model several times and recast it, but each time, because of some irregularity that he could not find, the face seemed to have a tear running down its check.  Finally, the nuns decided that perhaps a crying angel would be appropriate after all.

The fence and gate were completed two years and one month after the commission.  The Archbishop dedicated it.  The gates were closed.  The fence stood.

Elias released the woman that came to care for him.  He took no more work.  He went to the town only for supplies.  He spent time sitting watching the swans.

Life had changed.  He spent his remaining years in morbid fear.  All the while Sarah Elizabeth had worked for the church, believing in salvation and God, it meant nothing to Elias but empty promises.  As empty as the other things that were spoken about – love, anger, fear, lust.

Those things had turned out to be real after all, but still he saw no proof of a God.  He did believe that he saw proof of the devil.  It came on dark wings in the night, fluttering.

The fence stood, the most magnificent piece of work of his life.  He looked at the crying angels and felt incredibly sad.

He witnessed his fence erected at the Sister of Mercy Hospital and shivering he felt a chill, for it emanated a presence, an evil.  Did they not feel it?  He did.  He heard it whisper words just below hearing.  He crossed himself, prayed for the first time since he was a child and answered his own question.  There must be a God, for he knew for certain there was a devil.

He died the next year on December 20, 1932.
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In the century that passed, the Sisters of Mercy had an epidemic of tuberculosis.  Patients and nuns alike died and filled the graveyards.

The building shielded by Elias’s fence found new occupants.  The State Hospital housed the criminally insane.  Three of the most violent, by leaping out of windows, met their ends impaled on the fence.  A fourth inmate, pronounced improved, was given special privileges and his careless smoking caused the original building to burn to the ground.

The fence then housed nothing but ruins and the rooks which nested there.  In 1970, a group of religious fanatics settled nearby.  The original plan was to build temporary shelter within the boundaries of the fence, but after several trips within the enclosure their leader decided against it, for reasons known only to himself.

Then, in 1990, the site became notorious for the event that occurred there.  Newspapers, television, radio, and a random visit by a presidential candidate campaigning in the area spotlighted the event civilization was appalled by:

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The fence changed hands many times and in 2032 it was the property of a junk dealer, a Mr. Kramer, who, being a shrewd businessman, called Elias’s fence an Architectural Antique.

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THE SILVER CHAMELEON

One

His diary was not really a diary at all – the term implies a certain order and structure – but instead a written whirlwind of names, dates, places and subjects that seemed, at a glance, to defy the physically possible.

And yet that was the very thing about Matthew Carpenter, thought Nancy Yates, the man simply defied the physically possible.

October 4th. His ‘official’ day began at 7.45 a.m. at a breakfast meeting with the three congressmen who were his strongest allies.

At 9 a.m. he was on the other side of the city for an interview in the Washington studios of the nation’s highest rating TV morning program.

At 9.30 he was several streets away for an interview on a nationally syndicated radio talk show.

10 a.m. and he was back on Capitol Hill for no less than fifteen meetings – some of them lasting less than ten minutes – with key legislators. These meetings were held in various rooms as the politicians went about their normal day, in and out of hearings and voting sessions.

Many of these meetings were conducted on the run as congressmen ran late or were called upon for urgent matters.

Matthew Carpenter knew how to improvise, tracking legislators down, strolling with them as they were called from one meeting to another.

Lunch with an influential senator from New York was wedged in between 12.45 and 1.30.

In these recent weeks, Carpenter’s days had been more chaotic than ever. He was no longer just a well-known face in the lobbying crowd, vying to attract the attention of the political heavyweights. Now he was the cause de jour, sought out by many of the bandwagon jumpers around him.

As a Washington DC lobbyist, he represented the interests of many corporate and community clients, but this project was his own personal creation, and he was its best advocate.

His anti-drug initiative was the talk of the town, and was harnessing more and more media space. Carpenter ran it the same as any of his lobbying campaigns.

As a result Nancy Yates had hardly seen her boss this past week.

She was firmly positioned in Carpenter’s office suite, in a building on the outer rim of the city’s main circle. Volunteers came in to assist from time to time, but she was often alone, manning the phones, conducting meetings with those interested in the Initiative.

She was forever organizing and re-organizing his “diary.”

Somehow Carpenter made the impossible schedule work.

That was just one of the things that amazed and impressed his feisty, matter-of-fact office manager. Nancy spoke to her boss constantly throughout the day. Like most high-flyers, Carpenter’s cell phone was almost permanently glued to his ear.

It was perhaps fortuitous then, that Carpenter had set aside half an hour from 2 p.m. in the office, for a catch-up, prior to heading across to the Senate building.

Nancy had received a media request that she believed was of particular interest.

‘You remember that LA woman who interviewed you briefly, oh, about six months ago?’

‘Of course. Good journo. Nice girl.’

‘Down, boy-’

‘I meant nothing by that, Nancy-’

‘I know, I’m joking. Goodness, we are touchy today. You’re as bad as my husband. Anyway, I’ve had her on the phone this morning, rabbiting on.’

‘About?’

‘She’s based in DC now. She wants to spend a week with you, fly-on-the-wall doco stuff, a week-in-the-life series of segments for her news show. But she stressed something very special about her proposal, she’s emailing the details, wanted to know if we’d consider it as soon as possible.’

Carpenter cast his mind back to that earlier interview. ‘She had a brother who died of an overdose. Revealed it on-air during that interview.’

‘Yes,’ said Nancy, ‘it carried a lot of emotional impact at a time when we were still trying to get real attention.’

‘Do you know what she has in mind?’

‘She wants to shoot film of drug victims, and/or their families – telling their stories – and to splice that in between the interviews with you as she follows you on the campaign trail.’

‘Sounds strong.’

‘We’ll have her notes on this soon-’

‘No need to wait.’

‘You want me to set up a meeting?’

Carpenter glanced at his watch.

In just two hours he was due back on the Hill.

Senators supporting Carpenter had introduced his Initiative to a Senate Sub-Committee with the intent of having a bill drafted. Investigating the validity of such a bill, the Sub-Committee had already held several hearings, calling testimony from experts. For today’s meeting, the senators had arranged for Carpenter’s testimony to be broadcast live to television and radio, in addition to the regular webcasts.

To galvanize the swell of public and media interest, they were treating Carpenter’s appearance as a special event.

‘No. Tell her we’ll do it – and if she can meet me at the Capitol before my speech she can start filming her story straight away.’

Two

Alison Reslin was hot and she knew it.

Honey-haired, blue-eyed, vivacious, beaming with West Coast charm. She was the most popular reporter on the national political program, Capitol Views.

Men hit on her all the time but Alison swatted the male attention aside. She hadn’t dated for over a year, she was wedded to her job, always on the go, and truth be told no-one was kindling her romantic interest.

In her role she often mingled with high flying politicos and businessmen, sports stars and showbiz celebs. She should have found them intoxicating.

Instead, for reasons she hadn’t fathomed, she found them boring.

Alison was rarely flustered, she wasn’t the type, but after she received the call from Nancy Yates, she took a moment to compose herself, took several deep breaths.

And then she launched into overdrive.

Not only had her proposal been accepted, but Carpenter was ready to start now. As in now.

She needed to be at the Senate in less than an hour, with a cameraman in tow.

She marched into the producer’s office.

‘You know that 24/7, fly-on-the-wall, talk-as-he-walks series of segments on Matthew Carpenter I proposed?’

The boss looked at her expectantly.

‘It’s on,’ she said.

Three

Ricardo Guiterrez entered the ‘situation’ room, as he liked to call it. Schematics of Carpenter’s home covered the wall. His eyes wandered over these and then he turned to the two men who’d been waiting.

These two were the leaders of a military-style killing unit. But they were not military.

‘How much does his nightly routine vary?’ Guiterrrez asked.

The two men, and the members of their elite unit, had been observing the home, and the comings and goings of its occupant – Carpenter – for two months. Waiting for word on when this “hit” was on.

‘Very little,’ the key observer said. ‘This man is a creature of habit. His days appear designed so that he’s home at around 7 p.m. On occasion this varies due to late running meetings or evening functions, but they are surprisingly rare for a man like this. We’ve observed him in his kitchen, usually fixing a drink. At around 7.30 all the lights go out except for exterior security lights and a muted light in the kitchen.’

‘There’s no further movement?’ These details had been reported to Guiterrez before – but after eight weeks of surveillance and now with the mission close to being green-lighted, it was time for final confirmation on all the details.

‘No, sir. He retires at that time. We believe he may remain in the sitting room for a short while and then go up to the bedroom. Apparently he must always dine out before heading home.’

‘No visitors or phone calls, no signs of any activity whatsoever within the residence?’

‘None.’

‘And on those days when he has no business activities organized?’

‘He doesn’t leave the house.’

‘And those days of non-activity are regular?’ It was more a statement than a question.

‘Correct, sir. Usually one day a week, sometimes for a couple of days in a row, and on those days he remains alone in the house.’

Another three men entered, carrying large cases. They placed these on the table at the far end of the room and removed compact sniper rifles and night goggles.

‘Latest-issue, military order,’ Guiterrez said, ‘heat sensors to lock-in on human targets, infra-red night viewing gear with inbuilt communications, but you won’t need to use the rifles unless you meet with something unexpected – police, neighbours, visitors, all highly unlikely.’

The three men with the cases now removed another item, a small pistol.

‘These are the weapons of choice,’ Guiterrez continued, ‘and they don’t fire bullets.’

The two men examined the equipment.

‘When do we move?’

‘There’s no time like the present,’ Guiterrez said.

‘Tonight?’

‘All being well, yes. I’ll give the final “go-ahead” when you’re on site.’ Guiterrez’s next stop was the conference room along the hall.

Under his influence and guidance, final agreement would be just a formality.

The cartel members were waiting.

Four

In the Senate Public Reception area, Alison met with Carpenter. It was shortly before he was due to give his televised address.

Her cameraman/sound guy, Sam, was set up, and had special permission to continue behind-the-scenes filming after the interview, when Carpenter entered the hall and took to the specially arranged podium.

Alison was seated on the large, plush visitor lounge, across from her interviewee, and for the first time in a long time something was stirring those inner fires. She was drawn in by his eyes, brown and hazel-flecked, the strong jaw, the light brown hair with just a few premature specks of grey, the lanky frame and the open-necked, slightly crumpled designer suit.

He had a natural, easy charm.

‘Ready to rock and roll,’ said Sam.

Alison nodded to Sam and then focused on Carpenter.

‘Thank you for inviting us into your world, Matthew.’

‘My pleasure.’

‘Congratulations on the rapidly growing support you’ve been getting.’

‘Thank you.’

‘It’s a bold concept, one that must mean a great deal to you, not just in a professional sense, but personally and emotionally, given the inspiration.’

‘It’s certainly gratifying to see true bi-partisan support, Alison.’

‘I hope you won’t mind me touching on old wounds, Matthew, but I believe it was the deaths of your parents, when you were just a teenager, that set you off along this path.’

‘I don’t mind at all. It’s a very important part of my story. Perhaps the most important part. My parents loved DC and they were passionate followers of its art scene – true bohemians,’ he broke into a broad grin at this memory and the reporter returned the smile ‘-my Mom was an artist and she ran a small but highly regarded gallery, my Dad was a jazz muso. They were the ones who originally launched the annual Riverside Arts Festival.’

‘They’d be amazed to see what it’s grown to today.’

‘Yes, they would.’ Carpenter paused momentarily, a far-away look in his eyes as the past projected its images before him. Great happiness. Terrible tragedy.

‘But my parents were both drug users and they had been most of their adult lives. It started with weed, but later they got into cocaine. They were addicts and as the years rolled on it became more and more a part of their lives. Initially it didn’t stop them doing what they did. It didn’t prevent them from being the best parents they could be. But over the years it took its toll. It ravaged their health, their moods became increasingly erratic, the financial pressures of maintaining the habit caused chaos.’

Carpenter looked as though he was going to continue, but then he stopped. There was a silence as he stared off.

‘And your father died from a drug overdose when you were fourteen?’

‘Yes. It plunged my mother deep into depression and even deeper into the coke. She overdosed herself, eighteen months later.’

‘Go on.’ Alison’s voice was gentle. Right then and there on camera, for the millions of viewers, was an intimate moment, rarely captured in a news show of this type.

‘I went to live with my aunt. She was terrific. But as I got a little older, Alison, I looked at the world around me, at the politicians, at the media, at the health professionals, at the law enforcement and legal systems – there was a loud, broad, ongoing dialogue agreeing that something had to be done about the drug problem – but there were no new ideas, and little or no progress. It seemed to be one huge merry-go-round, lots of noise and smoke and mirrors, but no real action. The problem grew, the statistics got worse, the drug lords got richer.

‘My situation was, admittedly, an unusual one. Instead of being a parent who lost a child to drugs, I was a teen who lost both his parents. I was young enough, and perhaps silly enough, to think I could set out and do something – something that really could make a difference.’

‘And after graduating college,’ Alison said, referring to her notes, ‘while studying law, you began seeking financial support for an organization that would do just that. Ultimately, while you practiced law, and later became a fulltime Washington lobbyist, you created what you call The Initiative, but which the media have labelled The Carpenter Initiative.’

Carpenter grinned. ‘I don’t mind what it’s called. As long as it’s put into operation. As long as it starts getting results.’

Occasionally, as he spoke, Carpenter raised his right hand to chest level, briefly running his fingers across a silver medallion that he wore around his neck.

Alison leaned in a little closer, recognizing the engraved image of a lizard-like creature with large, inquisitive eyes. ‘Is that a chameleon?’

‘Yes. Belonged to my father. He had something of a fascination for exotic creatures. This was his favourite and he always wore it.’

‘So it’s obviously very special to you.’

‘Oh yeah.’ He lifted the medallion up level with his chin, affording Alison a better view and a sliver of light sparkled off its silvery surface. ‘And I certainly take after my Dad where the chameleon is concerned. Intriguing creature.’

‘I have to confess some ignorance here, I don’t know too much about them,’ Alison said. ‘They can change color.’

‘Their skin can take on many different colors, enabling them to blend into any background. The perfect disguise from predators. And their eyes rotate fully, giving them a 360 degree view. So they can move at high speed with vista-like observation and the ability to hide in plain sight.’

‘Sounds like a politician.’

He laughed.

‘Or maybe a lobbyist,’ she added with a mischievous wink.

‘Or perhaps a TV reporter,’ he countered, and the comment caught her off guard and she threw her head back with a hearty laugh of her own and said, ‘Touché.’

‘Or just maybe, ‘he said, ‘in life, to get by, to achieve, we all have to be chameleons from time to time.’

‘I’ll drink to that,’ she said, raising an imaginary glass.

It was another great moment, she reflected, caught on camera, offering a glimpse of the real man behind the public persona.

That was when the Secretary of the House Sub-Committee approached. ‘Mr. Carpenter, it’s time.’

Five

Guiterrez took his place at the head of the boardroom table.

His instincts had never been wrong, and his guidance had ensured the success of one project after another for the cartel members. They had flown in from all over North and South America. There were a number of items on the agenda, but on this occasion everything else paled by comparison to the Carpenter problem.

None of them had foreseen just how much support there would be for the Anti-Drug Initiative.

Guiterrez knew when he and his colleagues were facing a formidable enemy.

Growing up, Guiterrez had spent time on both sides of the border, the son of an American mother and a Mexican father. The family owned a transport business, a cover for a drug smuggling operation. Guiterrez had been a young man when he took over the business, expanding the distribution, moving into manufacturing, creating the cartel with other drug runners.

Ambitious and ruthless, he knew the sure-fire way to success was to eliminate your enemies before they became too great a threat.

Carpenter represented just that. Charismatic and driven, with extensive contacts throughout the political parties, the media and the Fortune 500.

He’d slowly been building his profile over the years, but to many it seemed like he’d appeared out of the blue, stepping magically into the light.

He wasn’t just flavour of the month, he was the man of the year. Everybody and their dog wanted to leap up onto his blasted bandwagon.

‘There are three options for how we could dispose of Carpenter,’ Guiterrez addressed the group.

To each and every one of these men it was essential the Initiative was derailed. And quickly.

‘The first option is we simply send our “kill” team to Carpenter’s house and leave his body behind as an example of what happens if you rise against us. But Carpenter has too high a profile, his murder would simply make him a martyr. I expect the media would elevate him to saint status. Support for his plan would continue.’

‘Agreed,’ said a bald-headed man at the end of the table. ‘Effective most of the time, but not in a case like this.’

‘The second option,’ said Guiterrez, ‘is that we remove the body and make certain it’s never found. But the effect of this would be similar to the first, if not worse. The media will speculate forever on the mystery of what happened to him. The search for Carpenter, and the speculation that he was murdered, will keep support for his Initiative alive. He’ll be a cause celebre in absentia.’

‘And the third option?’ asked one of the newer members, the son of a Cuban family who’d long been major players in the trade.

‘The third option is we call on one of our associates, a lower-tier brothel owner that operates just outside the city. He will choose one of his girls to be our patsy.

‘We send in our “kill” team – not to kill Carpenter but to render him unconscious with tranquilizer darts. They will spirit him away from his home to the brothel and pump him full of drugs. He’ll be placed in a room with the girl, who will also be doped up to her eyelids.’

Guiterrez took a breath and cast his gaze over the men at the table. All eyes were fixed on him in anticipation.

He continued: ‘We then have Carpenter stabbed to death and the knife used placed in the hands of the prostitute, with his blood smeared over her. The brothel owner will testify that Carpenter was a regular customer, that this time he’d been out of his mind on drugs, attacked the girl when they were alone in the room, and that she’d murdered him in self- defence. The girl herself will have no memory of what really happened. She’s a whore and an addict and she’ll attract no pity. What happens to her is of no further consequence to us.

‘The “revelation” that Carpenter himself was a drug user and a sleaze will dominate the media, his reputation will be in tatters, the politicians and the do-gooders will quietly step back and dissociate themselves from him. His campaign won’t be dropped. It will still have strong vocal support, but of course it will be subtly and slowly abandoned over time.’

The bald-headed man, energized by the plan, stood and addressed the group. ‘If this plan can be staged effectively, then this Initiative will eventually be dead-in-the-water.’

‘Precisely,’ Guiterrez responded. ‘He simply becomes, not a symbol, not a hero, but just another high-profile imposter who dies a tawdry and pathetic death, an embarrassment to all those who’d supported him.’

‘I say we take a vote on the third option,’ said the bald-headed man.

The vote was unanimous.

‘One question,’ said a stern-faced, bespectacled man near the head of the table. ‘Carpenter is due to give a televised address to a Senate Sub-Committee this afternoon. Aren’t we running too far behind to stop this runaway train?’

‘It’s true there’s been a rapid escalation this past fortnight,’ said the leader, ‘which is why I suggest that the time to put our plan in to action is right now. Tonight.’

‘Tonight?”

‘Our team is in place, awaiting the order to strike. Carpenter’s immediate fall from grace will overshadow any influence his speech will have.’

The cartel members grunted their approvals.

Occasionally, Guiterrez liked to create a dramatic effect. Right then and there, standing at the head of the table, he tapped a number into his cell phone, placed it to his ear, and said, ‘Proceed.’

He pocketed the phone. ‘You’ve watched the rise of Matthew Carpenter,’ he said, ‘now get ready to enjoy his spectacular fall.’

Six

The Secretary of the Sub-Committee introduced Carpenter to the meeting. He announced that this testimony would outline reasons for turning the Initiative in to a draft bill.

From the moment he strode to the podium, Matthew Carpenter owned the audience. His gaze was penetrating. His voice commanded attention.

He’d trained himself for years for moments like this.

The hearing was attended by the public, the media, and members from the House of Representatives and the Senate.

‘For as long as I’ve been alive,’ he announced, ‘there has been a war going on.

‘I’m not talking about a war against a foreign country, or against a military dictatorship. I’m not talking about a war because of an invasion, or a war over land, or a war against slavery or racism.

‘I’m not even talking about the gender wars.’

Carpenter paused after that last comment, with just the hint of a smile on his face. It was a moment this audience hadn’t expected. There was a subdued ripple of laughter around the chamber, but that was to be the only light moment.

Within a beat Carpenter resumed his serious air.

‘I’m talking about the War Against Drugs, a term with which we’re all familiar. I grew up with it. It’s been woven into our country’s social fabric for four decades.

‘A number of years before I was born, in ‘73, President Richard Nixon created the Drug Enforcement Administration. The DEA was part of, and I quote, his “all-out war on the drug menace.”

‘Thirty five years later President Bush signed the Mérida Initiative, to provide Mexico and other countries the partnership and funds to disrupt organized crime. So, how are we doing? Are we winning the War?’

Carpenter paused again.

There wasn’t a sound.

Every thought in that room was paralyzed by the unspoken answer to that question.

All eyes were riveted on the speaker.

In offices and homes around the country the effect was the same.

‘Over the past forty years our government has spent over two and a half trillion dollars on this War. It’s estimated that in our country today, there are more than nineteen million illicit drug users. The current estimate on the annual income to the drug cartels, from U.S business alone, is more than sixty four billion dollars.

‘Sixty four billion.

‘I lost my parents to drugs. You may have known a friend, a neighbour or a family member whose life was lost to drugs. Their memories deserve better than this.’

Carpenter looked restless. He turned from the podium, took a few steps to his left, nodded to the dignitaries who sat to the side, looked out on his audience, almost forlorn in his expression, and then purposely strode back to center stage.

All of this took less than ten seconds.

Carpenter was just getting warmed up.

Another speaker might not have been able to convincingly pull off a momentary pause and walk gimmick like this, but to Carpenter it came naturally, and struck a chord with his audience.

‘Here’s what I believe with every ounce of my heart and my soul. We can win this War but we have to be utterly ruthless and obsessively one-eyed.

‘The first major change we have to make is to the way we perceive the problem. The War On Drugs isn’t just a slogan. It really is a war, but like no other war that’s ever been fought. It has no boundaries. It has no armies. The enemy is, to most intents and purposes, invisible.

‘Our police forces are equipped to investigate and combat crime – but our police, our SWAT teams, our DEA and other law enforcement agencies – whilst they are doing an excellent job – do not have the military prowess or funding to fight a global assault against the international drug cartels.

‘We need less emphasis on prosecuting the victims, and more on going after the manufacturers, the distributors and the corrupt officials.

‘This war has to be fought as if were fighting the Nazis, as though we were fighting to abolish slavery or to hunt down terrorists.’

There was a thunderous wave of applause. This crowd wasn’t waiting for the address to be over. They were reacting now.

Seven

‘I want to change tack here and look at some images from our drug enforcement history.’ Behind Carpenter three men moved a large viewing screen in to place.

There was a slight dimming of the lights and the screen came to life with news footage. Armed troops moved around the exterior of a large building. Loudspeakers, placed around the perimeter, blared heavy rock music at thunderous volumes. A helicopter hovered.

The legend across the foot of the screen read: Panama, 1989.

‘The Panama Canal Treaty granted US forces access to protect the canal, and they were there to arrest and remove a drug kingpin, Panama’s military governor, Manuel Noriega.

‘Noriega had retreated and taken sanctuary, out of reach, in the Embassy of The Holy See.

‘The Army used psychological warfare. They secured the area, set up helicopter landing pads and used loudspeakers 24/7 blaring heavy rock and US propaganda. The intent was to wear Noriega and his guards down. Eventually, Noriega surrendered.

‘Is this an operation that can be mounted at any time in any place? No. But it’s a stunning example of what can be achieved by combining psychological tactics and military force.

‘There have been missions where our Navy Seals were deployed to infiltrate powerful offshore drug syndicates. Just recently, after a long-term covert investigation, the DEA swooped and made over twenty arrests in Chicago. These are just a couple of random, off-the-top-of-my-head examples of resources currently being used.

‘Now imagine merging the best of all those resources into one super powerful organization

‘My Initiative is for the creation of an Anti-Drug Army to fight – and win – this war.

‘This is not an army that will invade countries, fire missiles or undertake combat that causes destruction and collateral damage. It will not place the lives of innocents in danger. This is an intel-gathering, search, infiltrate and arrest operation on a global scale, bringing together skills from our crime detection agencies and our Armed Forces, backed by diplomatic treaties.

‘Just as we have armies that undertake peace-keeping missions on foreign soil, so we need a specialist army that undertakes Drug Offensive missions both at home and abroad.

‘This is not an Initiative that’s to be used for anyone’s personal political agenda. The passage of this Bill needs genuine bipartisan support, transcending political parties and transcending any of the agencies already fighting the drug menace.

‘This is a new Army for the 21st Century, with new methods to fight a very old enemy.’

The applause was deafening and continued for what seemed forever. Carpenter waved, acknowledging the response, and each time the applause began to fade, it would suddenly resurge again, even after Matthew Carpenter had left the podium.

Eight

Carpenter’s Georgian-style house, an easy drive from Capitol Hill, was in the historic area of Georgetown on the Potomac River. Built a hundred years earlier, it was set well back from the street, with a parkway and biking trails running alongside it. The property’s stonework fence and heavily landscaped garden created an idyllic privacy.

These affluent, tree-lined streets, close to the river and to nearby Washington Harbor, were home to many politicians and lobbyists.

But to the men who watched the house, it made no difference whether their mission was undertaken in quiet, privileged surroundings, or in a chaotic, poverty stricken ghetto. They simply adapted their operation to suit.

Efficiency was never compromised.

The unit leader had coined his own particular catchphrase, a variation of a theme, one that his men often repeated with their own sense of pride: ‘Failure is not on our list of options.’

Six teams, each consisting of two men, were stationed at the front, rear and side of the property.

They also had contacts within the Senate building, keeping track of Carpenter after his address to the House.

The unit leader received a message on his communicator. ‘Carpenter dined near the Hill with a TV newswoman and cameraman. They are driving him back to Georgetown in the news station wagon.’

‘Roger that.’ The unit leader relayed the message to his teams.

Carpenter was minutes away.

*

Closer to the city, another team arrived at the brothel. The owner, a weedy little man whose manic eyes made him look much more dangerous than most men twice his size, led the team to a room at the back of the establishment.

‘The girl’s drink was sedated earlier, as you instructed.’

The girl, skinny with pouted lips, lay on the bed.

‘Give her the drugs,’ the older team man said.

They were expecting the other teams to arrive, with Carpenter, within the hour.

*

Sam pulled the station wagon up on the street outside Carpenter’s home. A long driveway sloped down toward the house.

Alison got out of the car with Carpenter. Although the house was partly obscured by foliage, she could see enough to make out it was a two-storey structure of timber, stone and terra cotta.

‘Nice digs,’ she said.

‘My parents managed to take out a mortgage on this when they were in their 20’s, at a time when they were both doing well financially.’

‘And you were able to hang on to it.’

‘After they died my aunt had it rented out, kept the mortgage going until the time when I’d be able to take it over myself and move in. Paid out that mortgage just last year.’

‘How’s that incredible aunt of yours doing?’

‘She died last year.’

‘I’m so sorry to hear that, Matthew.’

‘She was in her 80’s, a grand old dame if ever there was one. I owe her a hell of a lot of everything. Miss her as much as I miss my parents.’

Sam was out of the vehicle, prepping his equipment. ‘We’ll finish up today’s footage with you heading down your driveway, a quiet, reflective close to a day of intense activity.’

‘Hey, I’m the one supposed to be coming up with the good lines,’ Alison quipped. Turning back to Carpenter, she said: ‘It would be really great to have the camera follow you, take a visual tour of the house, not that I totally want to invade your privacy or anything.’ She flashed that winning smile.

‘I don’t know about you, but I’m beat. But we definitely should do that one day this week. Nancy’s the best one to find a spot in my schedule where we can fit that in.’

‘Sounds great.’

‘It’s a terrific old house,’ Carpenter said. ‘And like all the older homes around here, it’s part of the history of the riverside area. You probably knew that the harbor was a bustling port back in the 19th century.’

‘Oh yeah. I’m a bit of a DC history buff. And all this background stuff will add a personal angle. We want to see other sides to Matthew Carpenter, not just the side the public already knows about.’

‘Hey gang, I’ve got an actual life I need to get back to,’ Sam said.

‘My ride’s getting anxious,’ Alison said, grinning. She felt like she could hang around with this man all night.

‘On my way inside, then,’ Carpenter said to both of them. ‘You ready, Sam, for these arty, moody scenes you want?’

‘At last, recognition for my work. I’m ready.’

‘We’ll see you tomorrow morning,’ Alison said, ‘back on the Hill, second day of the shoot.’

‘Take care.’ Carpenter gave a wave and headed down the driveway to his front door.

*

Through his telescopic lens, the unit leader watched as Carpenter entered the house and the TV news vehicle drove off.

‘Carpenter’s inside. Coast clear.’ His voice was loud and clear on the communicators of each member of the team surrounding the house.

As he had every other night for the past two months, the leader observed the front and side window. The shadow seen through the curtained windows enabled him to discern Carpenter’s regular routine, as he went first to his kitchen, and then walked past those windows through to his living room.

They would wait a short while, just enough time for Carpenter to unwind, his energy levels relaxed, and then they would pounce.

The leader called his employer.

On the other side of the city, Guiterrez’s phone rang.

‘The target’s in place. We’re ready.’

‘Let me know when it’s done,’ Guiterrez said.

Nine

Carpenter fixed himself a Scotch with ice, took a sip, savoured the taste and its calming effect, and then walked through to the spacious lounge area. Double glass doors led out onto a rear balcony that had a partial view of the Potomac River.

Carpenter stood at those doors for a moment, looking out at the moonlight dappling those waters.

He’d made a real connection with Alison Reslin. It wasn’t hard to sense she was drawn to him. The feeling was mutual.

He glanced around the room, at the paintings on the wall that had once hung in his mother’s gallery. As always, his eyes settled last on the painting that hung, pride of place, above the main mantelpiece.

The painting, his favourite, was an ethereal depiction of a chameleon. The artist had captured, in the creature’s eyes, a look that was simultaneously wild, majestic, intelligent and mysterious.

The skin colour changed from one tone to another, matching the brush strokes of shifting colors in the mosaic-like background.

Carpenter briefly stroked the surface of his medallion, his right forefinger tracing the finely engraved ridges of its silver chameleon.

*

The unit leader gave the command.

One of the two man teams would enter the premises while the others maintained their positions, guarding the exits.

From his vantage observation point at the front, the unit leader activated an alarm signal jamming device. It generated a signal that prevented the sensors from transmitting to the alarm panel.

The team that moved forward to the side entrance used specialized tools to dismantle the lock cylinder while it was still in the door.

When they retreated, with Carpenter, they would simply close the door, reconfigure the lock, and the alarm signal jam would be de-activated.

There would be no sign of forced entry.

The team wore dark, nondescript outfits, designed with materials that didn’t shed fibres.

There were no CCTV cameras in the street.

There would be no indication that there’d been anyone other than Carpenter in the house.

They moved with the speed and the stealth of panthers and were inside the house within minutes.

The house was dark but their night goggles gave perfect vision. Their tranquilizer guns were at the ready.

As always, surprise was the best form of attack. Carpenter would be knocked out by the drug before he even knew there was anyone else in his home.

The team leader moved to the side of the living room entryway, and peered in to the room.

No sign of his target.

Gun raised and aimed, he swept into the room, swivelling as he did so and covering all points.

No-one.

There were remnants of Scotch and ice in the empty glass on the coffee table.

Damn. Carpenter was somewhere else in the house.

The second man was by the entryway, keeping vigil on the area behind them.

No sound.

They pulled out the heat sensors. The devices detected body heat within a wide radius, taking in the whole of the house.

‘Not possible,’ muttered the second man.

Apart from the two of them, there was no other body heat detected in the house.

‘Faulty,’ the senior man said.

He indicated the floor above and the other man nodded.

They searched every room in the house, every cupboard or potential hiding space, the balcony, the basement, the attic, the garage, and the interior and trunk of Carpenter’s car.

The unit leader was rarely surprised by anything but he didn’t expect the report that came over his communicator from the team leader.

‘No sign of Carpenter in the house.’

‘All teams report,’ the unit leader snapped.

Each team responded the same. Carpenter had not been sighted at any of the exit points nor on the grounds, and all of the heat sensing equipment gave the same results.

Carpenter had been in the house for less than half an hour. There was no other way in or out.

Across town, Guiterrez was stunned when he received the call. ‘Search again,’ he barked into his cell phone, ‘and have the teams scan the surrounding streets and parkway, just in case.’

The result was the same.

The unit leader had never seen anything like this before.

Carpenter had simply vanished into thin air.

Where the hell was he?

Ten

It was not the morning Nancy Yates was expecting but it was one she would never forget.

Within fifteen minutes she received three calls, one from the chauffeur booked to pick Carpenter up from his home at 7.30. He’d waited but Carpenter hadn’t come out of the house or responded to calls. The second call from the congressman, who’d been expecting Carpenter for a breakfast meeting. The third call from Alison Reslin, due to start filming, wondering where he was.

Nancy tried calling him over and over, leaving messages. This wasn’t like Matthew. Something unexpected must’ve occurred, but why hadn’t he phoned her?

By 9a.m. she started to panic and was placing calls to every single colleague that Carpenter had, to see if he’d been in contact with any of them. Then she called the police.

Alison and Sam were on the spot, filming – with Nancy beside them – as the police forced entry to the house, fearing Carpenter had suffered a collapse and was lying alone in one of the rooms.

The regular practice of waiting twenty four hours before acting on a missing person was cast aside. This was a high priority case and the Chief Of Police intervened. An APB was issued and a city-wide police search was underway.

By late morning the news media erupted with the first reports that Matthew Carpenter had disappeared, and speculation began that he’d been the victim of a “hit” by the drug cartels.

Eleven

‘This is the precise result we didn’t want,’ said the bald-headed man. ‘Carpenter’s name and his Initiative being taken up and championed to even greater levels, a martyr to the cause.’

It was a week since the disappearance that had become one of the biggest news stories of the year.

This meeting had been hastily reconvened, with just a few of the key members. The others had returned to their respective States and countries several days earlier.

‘Could he still be in that house? In an attic or a hidden safe room?’ the bald-headed man pressed the point.

‘The heat sensing equipment is definitive,’ Guiterrez said. ‘Neither Carpenter or any other living human being, apart from our team, was anywhere in the house or on the grounds. We had detailed long-range surveillance on the nearby parkland and surrounding streets, homes and vehicles, and we’ve kept all of that in place. And the police are, of course, conducting their own searches and maintaining a watch on the house.

‘There is no sign whatsoever of Carpenter.

‘In the week since he vanished he hasn’t accessed his bank accounts or credit cards. He hasn’t secretly been in contact with the woman who runs his office or with any of his colleagues. We’ve got extensive monitoring throughout the Capital to make certain we know if he surfaces.’

‘What about relatives?’ asked one of the others.

‘Carpenter has no living relatives,’ Guiterrez said. ‘No girlfriend, no particularly close friends, and he hadn’t been in contact with any of his old uni buddies for at least a few months.’

‘Could he have known we were coming for him that night?’

‘No. There are no leaks in the operation, and our surveillance ops are the best. Undetectable.’

‘This thing is the biggest national news story in years,’ Bald Man said. ‘How do we contain it?’

‘Our best and it seems our only remaining option,’ said Guiterrez, ‘is to find out what happened to Carpenter. Once we do that we can formulate a plan.’

‘And how the hell do we do that when the man vanished into thin air?’

‘We’re bringing in an international team, best of the best, who work for the European cartels. They claim they can track anyone, anything, anywhere. In the meantime, we can only hope the support for Carpenter eventually dies down. We all know this past week hasn’t been good. Carpenter is a martyr, a national hero.

‘His Initiative has been very publicly embraced by a group of senators, from both sides of politics, led by Senator Bill Harris from Ohio.

‘Nancy Yates, the woman who runs the Initiative office, has announced the campaign will continue, drawing on the strength of Harris, and from the pro bono contributions of a group of lobbyists and lawyers, all colleagues and friends of Carpenter. They intend to see the Bill drafted and passed through the Senate.’

‘And all we can do is bring in some alternative black ops mob to search for a ghost?’ The bald-headed man was ready to explode with frustration.

Guiterrez stared back. He could barely contain his anger that this derailment had occurred on his watch. If he could have found Carpenter, right then and there, he would have happily placed his hands around the lobbyist’s neck and strangled him to death.

Twelve

Three years later

The Capitol Views program went to air with ‘live’ coverage from Capitol Hill, where people lined the streets outside the Senate, quietly holding up small flags imprinted simply with a photograph of Matthew Carpenter.

The footage was accompanied by Alison Reslin’s voice-over: ‘Today, on the third anniversary of Matthew Carpenter’s disappearance, thousands of people attended the annual vigil, a tribute to the dynamic lobbyist whose influence has spread far and wide.’

The image on nation-wide screens switched to Alison in the studio.

‘And it’s a historic moment, as the Government this morning made a special announcement regarding The Carpenter Initiative.

‘While controversy still rages around the proposed Bill, the Senate has passed an interim proposal for a special project – a trial run – for a smaller-scale Anti-Drug Military Unit. Operating within the existing armed forces, the Unit – comprising specialists in law enforcement, psychological profiling and foreign diplomacy experts, will undertake a series of targeted investigations. A further analysis will then be made for a larger-scale operation.

‘Whilst it is a watered-down version of Carpenter’s vision, supporters say it nevertheless represents an important first step.’

After the program, Alison walked back into the office she now occupied as the lead reporter and the ‘face’ of the high rating Capitol Views.

Sam was lounging in the corner, looking over the printouts strewn across a side bench.

Alison and cameraman Sam had been a team for a long time.

Sam worked with Alison on all her upcoming news stories, but he hadn’t seen these papers before.

‘You planning something on DC’s prohibition-era history?’ he said, looking up as Alison entered.

‘You remember when we started shooting that week-in-the-life on Carpenter?’ she said. ‘As part of that I was planning a look at Carpenter’s early years, at his family’s history, and the history of that old house and the Georgetown area.’

‘Yeah, I remember. The week-in-the-life that ended up being the last-day-before-he-vanished doco.’

‘I’ve been thinking of going back to that idea, doing it as part of a new special on Carpenter.’

‘And it would be a good time,’ Sam said, ‘third anniversary, and now this Government announcement.’

‘Exactly.’

Sam cast his eyes back over the papers. ‘Fascinating period. I’ve just been looking at some of this Prohibition stuff you’ve amassed.’

‘I was interested in the illegal liquor at the speakeasies, particularly Chicago and Jersey, where there was a lot of police corruption.’

‘Why the interest?’

‘Because my research uncovered an interesting fact. Back in the 20’s the Carpenter home was owned by a powerful Washington councillor, John Rogerston, who ran a speakeasy in the house. I believe he copied many of the practices being used in those other cities. The Georgetown area was nowhere near as built up back then, and no-one suspected reputable politicians of anything illegal. It looked from afar that he was just fond of having parties there.’

‘But it was a full-on speakeasy, probably frequented by all sorts of his luminaries,’ Sam suspected.

‘You got it. Later on, 1932, he was exposed and arrested for a whole host of things, bootlegging, tax evasion, money laundering.’

‘I can see the irony,’ Sam said. ‘Ninety odd years later the same house’s owner is the creator of the Anti-Drug Initiative, one of the biggest news stories of the decade. What an angle. And it’s being used as a halfway house for ex-addicts now, isn’t it? Run by the woman who used to run Carpenter’s office?’

‘Yes. I’m heading over there a little later to have a catch-up with her.’

On his way out of the office, Sam was aware of Alison scooping the papers up and into a folder, which she placed in her briefcase.

Alison was always discussing her ideas with him, pitching angles to him for his reaction, using him as a sounding board. But she hadn’t mentioned this.

He shrugged it off, and headed on to his next assignment with one of the other reporters.

Thirteen

‘You’re going to have to excuse me, Alison. We’re taking our young charges here on a walk through the parkway, along the old canals and the aqueduct, down to the river and back. Big hike, we do it a couple of times a week.’

‘Go for it. And thanks for your time today, Nancy.’

‘Never a problem.’

‘Would you mind if I hung around here for a while and took a good look over the place. It’s something I’ve always wanted to do.’

‘Of course. You never did get to film that video tour with Matthew. Take your time. Relax.’

Alison watched as Nancy, the counsellors and the young people headed off.

Carpenter would not be declared legally deceased for another four years. However his will stated that should he be unable to attend to his own affairs for any reason, then Nancy was to be his executor. At her discretion, his house should be used to set up and run a halfway house and rehab retreat for young people who were trying to find their feet after beating drug withdrawal. He’d known it was a long road. The fight didn’t end just because health authorities said you were clean.

Nancy had been running the place for a year now, after handing over the running of the Initiative office to another administrator.

Alison felt a pang of guilt for deceiving Nancy, but she cast the feelings aside quickly. She had to do what she had to do.

She looked about at the spacious living area and adjoining balcony. She tried to imagine the speakeasy that operated here in the 1920’s – the bar, the lounges, the dance area, the smoke, the gaiety, but somehow she couldn’t fully picture it. Everything was so different now.

Instead her gaze was drawn to the painting above the mantelpiece. A moody swirl of colors depicting a chameleon as its skin color shifted, adapting to its surrounds.

Her mind was cast back to her memories of that day with Matthew Carpenter, the interview, his fingers gracing the etched image of the chameleon on his silver medallion. He’d said: ‘We all have to be chameleons from time to time.’

Alison made her way down to the basement. It, too, was spacious, and was now used for storage.

This was where the illicit liquor would have been stored in that bygone era. And where, she guessed, it had been brought into the house.

She took a short, solid piece of wood that she’d had hidden in her oversize handbag.

She knelt down on the plush, carpeted floor and slowly but steadily, inching from one side of the room to the other, she tapped the wood on the floor.

It was solid.

… Continued…

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CHAPTER ONE

Sunday, September 3, 1452

Mehmet held the twisting adolescent tightly while the dagger drove deeper into the boy’s throat. Blood was pumping from the wound but Mehmet was behind the body and most of the hot liquid splashed onto the cobblestones. The boy’s muscles convulsed beneath his hands, trying to break free, but Mehmet kept his left arm wrapped tightly around the boy’s waist while his right hand gripped the knife. Soon the body went limp, and he let it slide gently to the ground. He knelt down and wiped the dagger clean on the boy’s robes, then walked on casually into the darkness.

Mehmet waited a moment in the shadows, listening for voices or footsteps, then continued prowling the midnight streets of Edirne, capital of the Ottoman Empire. He was dressed in simple clothing that hung loosely on his frame. He was tall with dark features, a thin hooked nose and full, almost feminine lips. He was twenty-one, although he appeared older, particularly his eyes that held a cautious wisdom.

He enjoyed his walks in the dark. He liked Edirne. The former city of Adrianople still contained a large Greek population but also an increasing number of Ottomans. The narrow stone streets ambled through mixed neighborhoods with closely huddled residences, opening periodically to the large churches and cathedrals now largely converted to Mosques. Edirne had served as the capital of the Ottoman Empire since its capture in 1365, when it was moved from Bursa, in Anatolia. Bursa continued to serve as the religious center of the empire, and contained the tombs of the Ottoman founding fathers, Osman for whom the empire and people were named, and his son, Orhan.

As Mehmet walked through the sleeping city he let his thoughts wander, trying to relax. He loved the night—his quiet time to escape. He could let his mind mull over the questions and issues he had experienced during the day without the multiple interruptions and problems he was typically forced to address. He needed peace and quiet. He did not trust people, particularly those closest to him. Out here he could let down his guard. He also liked to eavesdrop, seeking information in the shadows that he would never learn otherwise.

At a crossroad, he came across a street sweeper who growled at him to move aside. As he did the sweeper looked into Mehmet’s face and gasped, falling to the ground in prostration. Mehmet sighed in annoyance and again drew his dagger, plunging it deeply into the sweeper’s neck. The man struggled in surprise, blood gurgling from the wound. Mehmet held him to the ground with his knee until he stopped moving, then wiped his blade clean on the man’s clothes and continued on. Two tonight. More than typical. He hated these interruptions. Why wouldn’t people simply leave him alone?

As he walked, he strained his ears to pick up conversations that would sometimes emanate from the thin walls of the closely crowded houses. He was searching for the thoughts of the city. He paused at a number of locations to pick up conversations, but he heard nothing of interest. As he passed the outside courtyard of a wealthy merchant’s home, he found what he was looking for.

“Times have changed,” stated a deep voice, speaking Turkish. Mehmet could speak Turkish and Greek, as well as Persian and Arabic.

“What do you mean?” answered another man, with a slightly higher voice. Both spoke the educated Turkish of the middle and upper class.

“Murad is dead. I think our days of glory are over. At least for now. For a hundred and fifty years our sultans have expanded our empire at the expense of the infidel Christians, but we can hardly expect that to continue.”

“Yes, Allah has favored our people.”

“Until now. Now what do we have? We have conquered Anatolia and driven our way far in to Europe. We have defeated the Italians and Hungarians and every crusading army sent by the infidels. How can we hold these gains? Not with a young sultan who twice had to give power back to his father? Who could not win control of his own household guard? I am afraid he will be driven from power and we will return to the bad days of civil war among our people.”

“Come now Ishtek, you are hardly being fair. He was only ten or eleven when he was made Sultan the first time. Murad should have kept the Sultanate until the boy was ready. I do not agree with you. I think he will do fine. Perhaps he will even be greater than Murad.”

“Bah! You are ever the optimist my friend. I will be content at this point to live out my life in Edirne, without being driven back to Bursa or further by the Hungarians. Can Mehmet stand up to John Hunyadi? Murad hardly could. I would not be surprised if Hunyadi’s armies were massing in the north right now, ready to strike against us.”

“Truly Hunyadi and the Hungarians are a threat. But we have not lost a major battle against the infidels. I do not think we will start now. Even under a weak Sultan. We still have our Grand Vizier Halil. He practically led our empire during the last few years of Murad’s reign, particularly when Murad relinquished power to his son. He will know what to do.”

“Ah yes, Halil. Allah bless him. If only he were our Sultan. He is wise and holy, and cares for the people. He practically is the Sultan. We must put our trust in him. He will lead us even if Mehmet cannot.”

“Mehmet. How can he come from Murad? We have had such good fortune. We have had such great leaders. Now we are left with an arrogant boy. We must pray for our salvation.”

Mehmet, Sultan of the Ottoman Turks, walked away from the home, having heard what he sought. He continued his walk, turning over carefully in his mind the words of the overhead conversation.

He was angry. He had almost burst through the door and killed the men right then and there. How could he though? They were right of course. Mehmet had failed terribly when he first became Sultan. He had wanted to do too much, too fast, and his father’s counselors and viziers worked against him. They had embarrassed him, let him make foolish mistakes, and then had called his father back, not once, but twice. Mehmet remembered the burning anguish when his father took the sultanate back the second time, chastising Mehmet with bitter words and sending him to govern a remote section of the Empire.

His father! Mehmet stewed when he thought of him. His father had never shown him any real affection or spent significant time with him. He was not, after all, originally the heir to the Sultanate. He was a second son and only became heir when his older brother died. Mehmet had been forced from then on to endure a frantic and often harsh tutoring process. He was just beginning to grasp his responsibilities when at the age of 12 his father had retired and named him Sultan. He had done the best he could to govern, but in short order Grand Vizier Halil had called his father back to take over the throne. The Sultan felt Halil should have helped him, should have supported him. Instead he had watched and reported Mehmet’s shortcomings to his father, betraying him and leading to his humiliation.

From then on Mehmet had bided his time. He had learned to keep his thoughts and emotions to himself, to trust no one. He had studied everything: military art, languages, administration, and the arts. He had worked tirelessly so that when he next ruled he would not only equal his father but also exceed him. He would be the greatest Sultan in the history of his people, Allah willing.

His chance came when Murad finally died only two years before, as Mehmet turned 19. Mehmet quickly took power, ordering his baby half brother strangled to assure there would be no succession disputes, and set to organizing his empire. He had learned to be cautious and measured, leaving his father’s counselors and even Halil in power to assist him. From there he had slowly built up a group of supporters. They were young and exclusively Christian converts to Islam. These followers, many of whom now held council positions, were not nearly as powerful as the old guard, but they were gaining ground. They were the future, if Halil did not interfere.

Halil. His father’s Grand Vizier and now his own. He had always treated Mehmet with condescending politeness. He was powerful, so powerful that Mehmet could not easily remove him. So powerful it was possible he could remove Mehmet in favor of a cousin or other relative. Mehmet hated him above all people in the world, but he could not simply replace him. He needed Halil, at least for now, and Halil knew it.

This dilemma was the primary reason for Mehmet’s nighttime wanderings. He needed time away from the palace. Time to think and work out a solution to the problem. How could he free himself from Halil without losing power in the process? He could simply order Halil executed, but would the order be followed or would it be his own head sitting on a pole? The elders and religious leaders all respected and listened to Halil. Only the young renegades, the Christian converts who owed their positions to Mehmet were loyal to him. If Halil was able to rally the old guard to him, Mehmet had no doubt that the result would be a life or death dispute.

Mehmet needed to find a cause that could rally the people to him. The conversations he had heard night after night told him this same thing. The people felt that his father was a great leader, and that he was not. If he could gain the people’s confidence, then he would not need Halil, and the other elders would follow his lead.

Mehmet knew the solution. He knew exactly what would bring the people to his side, and what would indeed make him the greatest Sultan in the history of the Ottoman people.

The solution however was a great gamble. His father and father’s fathers had conquered huge tracts of territory in Anatolia and then in Europe, primarily at the expense of the Greeks. Mehmet intended to propose something even more audacious, to conquer the one place that his ancestors had failed to take. If he succeeded he would win the adoration of his people and would be able to deal with Halil and any others who might oppose him. If he failed . . .

The Sultan eventually made his way back near the palace, to the home of his closest friend, Zaganos Pasha. Zaganos, the youngest brother of Mehmet’s father in law, had converted to Islam at age 13, and was Mehmet’s trusted general and friend. He was the most prominent member of the upstart Christian converts that made up the Sultan’s support base.

Zaganos was up, even at this late hour, and embraced his friend, showing him in and ordering apple tea from his servants. Zaganos was shorter and stockier than Mehmet, a powerful middle-aged man in the prime of his life. He had receding dark brown hair. A long scar cut across his forehead and down over his left eye. He looked on Mehmet with smiling eyes extending in to crow’s feet. He smiled like a proud uncle or father.

“How is my midnight vagabond? I trust you didn’t depopulate the entire city tonight?”

Mehmet smiled. “I was recognized only twice.”

“Good thing, because we’ll need people for our armies and this habit of yours is thinning the population too quickly. I can’t say I entirely approve and in any case, why kill them?”

Mehmet flushed in irritation. “I don’t need to be recognized. That is my time, the only time I have to myself. It is not too much to ask that I be left alone.”

“Well it would seem at some point the population would get the message. Just remember, we may need some of those people for our army.”

“I heard more talk this evening. More talk of my father.”

“Random killings aren’t my only problem with your evening wanderings. Listening to this gossip is no good for you. You are the Sultan, it doesn’t matter what these people think or say about you. You are their ruler by Allah’s will. You should kill a few of the people spreading such rumors. And quit listening to them.”

“Ah my friend but they speak the truth. Why should I punish those who simply speak what everyone is thinking? The people have no love for me. That much is very clear. They only remember my father, and they remember my past failures. They think I’m a child. They think I will bring them to ruin. I need to do something that will unite the people. Something extraordinary. I know what that something is.”

Zaganos stared at Mehmet for a moment before responding. He breathed heavily, clearly weary of a topic they had discussed too often.

“Constantinople? You make my head ache with this talk. Over and over you go on about taking that city. Constantinople is a curse to Islam. The cursed city has not fallen in eight hundred years despite our faith’s many attempts. Your father and his father tried again and again. How would failing again before the city’s subjects improve your position? You will give Halil all he needs to usurp your position, or replace you.”

“That city is a thorn in our side. It sits in the middle of our empire. The Greeks are through. Their empire now consists only of the city. Why should we allow a separate state hundreds of miles within our empire? A state of despicable infidels? We can never be a true empire while Constantinople remains in the hands of the Greeks. We must take it! I was born to take it! It is Allah’s will. Did not the blessed Prophet, peace be upon him, predict its fall, and that the people who captured the city would be blessed?” Mehmet could feel himself growing angry and his hands shook.

“It is true. But remember that your ancestors have built their empire step by careful step. Osman began in Anatolia with just a few hundred warriors, a leader among many leaders. He carefully built your territory up, as did each Sultan one after the other. Your father Murad shored up the empire’s power against Hungary, and in Anatolia. He would have taken Constantinople if he could, but he could not.

Your father was powerful, beloved by his people, with the full confidence of all his advisors and in the prime of his life. Still he could not take the city. You must place yourself in the same position if you wish to try. You are not ready for that task yet Sultan. You have so many summers ahead of you. I advise you to take your time. Win some small victories against the Serbians, or the Bulgarians. Build up your forces. Win the confidence of the people slowly. Then you can try Constantinople. Too many empires and armies have died at those city walls. Do not add yours to the tally.”

Mehmet stared hard at his friend. “You have known me all my life Zaganos. Do you think I am less than my father? Do you think I cannot take Constantinople if I want to? I will not waste my life under Halil’s boot. Every day he questions my authority. I see him whispering among the elders. I know he works against me. I will not continue to tolerate this. I must act decisively. I will take the city and then I will end that traitor’s life!”

“You’ll never get to the city. As you know, these sieges require months of preparation and the full resources of the empire. You cannot simply order the attack. I know that Murad could and did, but if you do, you risk Halil making a move against you now, when you are the weakest. He would have far too much time to maneuver against you.”

“Then I will call a council and win the full approval of my advisors.”

“A council? Nothing could be worse my friend. They won’t approve the plan, and you give Halil power to voice his concerns in public. He can defy you openly, while acting as if he simply is trying to give you advice. Please do not do this. Please follow my advice and start with less ambitious projects. You know I will follow you no matter what my friend. You are my Sultan, I am your servant, but I am afraid you try too much too quickly. Remember the lessons of your youth!”

“I remember them well.”

Several days later, Mehmet sat on his divan in the presence of the council. The Ottoman Council, an informal group of the top advisors of the empire, was made up of the Sultan, Grand Vizier Halil, the religious leader known as the Grand Mufti, and a number of lesser Viziers, generals, and members of the religious and civil community of the empire. In all, nearly thirty men assembled to hear the Sultan out regarding his proposal. Many of the men came from established Ottoman families, with just a few of Mehmet’s first generation Christian converts. There was a crackling air of tension in the palace room, with the two factions eyeing each other distrustfully. Zaganos and the younger members stood together and slightly apart from the senior council, emphasizing the divide.

Mehmet rose to address the council. The murmuring of greetings and small talk fell and soon it was quiet with all eyes focused on the Sultan. “My friends, I speak to you today of Constantinople. Since the Prophet himself, peace be upon him, walked among us, it has been our destiny to capture Constantinople. His standard bearer himself was slain before the city walls almost eight hundred years ago. For a hundred years now we have bypassed the city. We have attacked it without success. We have worked around it. We have had great victories in Europe. We own all of the land for hundreds of miles in each direction from Constantinople. The Greek Empire is all but a memory. We have brought our blessed faith to hundreds of thousands of converts.”

Mehmet paused, looking around the room to gauge the faces of the council.

“This success means nothing. All of our triumphs mean nothing while this city sits in our midst. This city is an infidel mockery of our faith, of our people. If we cannot take the city, we cannot be a true people, a true empire. The Prophet, peace be upon him, predicted that a blessed people would take the city. We are that people. And the time is now. I propose that we make immediate preparations for the siege and capture of the city. We will take the city for Mohammed, for Osman, for Allah!”

There were mixed cheers and murmurs from the council. Zaganos Pasha quickly rose to respond to the Sultan.

“My Sultan. You speak with wisdom beyond your years. It was your father’s great dream to capture the city. Alas, he could not do so before he left for paradise. But you will fulfill his dream. As a general among you I report that we have the forces necessary to capture the city. We need only the will of our leader, our Sultan, and we will prevail. Let it be done.”

More cheers accompanied Zaganos’s response, although Mehmet noticed these came almost exclusively from his Christian/convert faction.

Halil now came forward to speak, first bowing before the Sultan.

“My dear Sultan, and assembled council. I humbly speak as Grand Vizier. I appreciate our Sultan’s enthusiasm for this project, but I must respectfully disagree.

“I certainly agree that capturing the city would do wonders for our empire, for our people, for our faith. However, our Sultan tells us these things without addressing the obvious problem: how to accomplish the task?

I would point out that it is not the will of his ancestors that prevented the capture of the city. Certainly it was not the will of Murad who desired this above all things. It is the city itself that prevents this.

How is the city to be captured? Is not Constantinople surrounded on three sides by water? We have no fleet to speak of my Sultan. We have difficulty enough ferrying a few troops back and forth across the narrow waters of the straights without interference from the Greeks. And the Greeks possess their Greek fire, the terrible weapon they use to burn our ships and kill our sailors. The only time the city has ever fallen is by sea, and then only to the Venetians and other Latins, who did possess a great fleet.

Should we defeat the city by land? We outnumber the foolish infidel Greeks ten or twenty to one. But they have the walls. As you know my Sultan, the city is only exposed by land on one side. A triple network with a moat protects the land approach to Constantinople, with two huge walls surmounted by scores of defensive towers. The city can be defended against our hundreds of thousands by a tenth of that amount. The walls have not been breached in a thousand years.

And that is just to speak of the Greeks. What of the rest of the West? Time and again our attacks on the city have served as a lightning rod for the Pope and the kings of Europe to rise against us. We have fought battle after battle to preserve our territory in Europe. When will we prod this hornet’s nest too greatly? Our strength is in the petty squabbling of the Christian kingdoms. Can we afford to unite them? We may lose more than Constantinople; we may lose Europe in the bargain. Think of John Hunyadi my Sultan. He is perhaps the greatest Christian warlord we have faced. We have a truce with him now, but if we attack the city? With our forces diverted to the center, what will stop him from attacking the north? We could lose everything gained in the last hundred years in a single winter.

My Sultan, I advise caution. Do not repeat the mistakes of your youth. Accept the advice and guidance of this council. In time, you will have the support you seek in these things.” Halil bowed again, a slight smirk on his face. He stepped back amidst several elders who placed supportive hands on him.

The Grand Mufti, religious leader of the Ottomans now came forward to speak. Mehmet felt tense. Much would ride on the opinion of the Mufti, who he hoped would support him.

“My Sultan, I agree that it is the will of Allah to capture the city.”

Mehmet smiled, with the Mufti’s support, he would not fail.

The Mufti hesitated. “However, there is of course the question of timing. With all respect, you are still young in years, my Sultan. We have many enemies, including not only John Hunyadi but also the White Sheep of Anatolia. These enemies but wait for an opportunity of advantage to attack us. I agree with Halil: if we rob our borders of forces to embark on a lengthy siege of the city, then we leave ourselves open to attack.

Also, think of what a failure would bring. You have not won any great victories as Sultan. The West watches you closely, perhaps considering you the most vulnerable Sultan in many years. If you fail at Constantinople, you will have lost the faith of your people. We will have expended our treasury, depleted our troops. We will be vulnerable. I agree with Halil. We could lose everything. That is certainly not what Allah intends. We are his keepers on this earth. We cannot gamble recklessly with our duty. I cannot support this plan my Sultan. I too urge caution.”

Halil came forward again. “My Sultan, you have our support and advice for so much. Please do not react recklessly to our response. It is intended only for your own good. We will be here to assist you in all your endeavors. Forget Constantinople for now. I have many suggestions for you that I believe you will find promising and will assist you in your future rule.”

Mehmet could feel his blood rising.

“I see no reason to wait. We have waited long enough to take this city. My father should have captured it when he had the opportunity. These Greeks have nothing left to fight with. He had Constantinople in his grasp, and he let it fall through his fingers. I won’t make this same mistake.”

“Your father was very wise. He didn’t make a mistake in not taking the city. It was his choice. If he didn’t choose to take the city then with all respect, Sultan, you should heed his actions. He had the love of his people, a lifetime of experience, and the trust of his council.”

“And I do not have that trust!”

Halil bowed. “Of course I do not claim that. However the more time you are in power the easier it will be to accomplish what you wish. You have already had a revolt while you were in power. I certainly would not wish for that event to be repeated. Let your people see you leading them wisely. Listen to the advice of those who advised your father. In time you will have the people’s trust, and when the time is right we can consider attacking Constantinople again, if appropriate.”

Mehmet was incensed. He wanted nothing more than to draw his sword and behead Halil right here and now. He let the anger burn through him without showing any emotion, simply staring thoughtfully at the council. He saw that almost exclusively the old guard backed Halil and the Grand Mufti. Only a few of the younger members surrounded Zaganos and obviously supported him. His hands were tied.

“Very well,” he conceded finally. “I will wait for now. But this decision will not be long delayed. It is my destiny to take the city! I will take Constantinople! I suggest you all reconcile your position with this and begin working toward a solution. I am the Sultan! I will not be denied what I want!”

He was losing control and he hated it. He sounded like a petulant child. He couldn’t afford to show weakness before these men. He saw a slight smile on Halil’s face, and the Grand Vizier looked around knowingly, making eye contact with several other council members.

He had heard enough, and showed too much. He dismissed the Council, waving even Zaganos away. As the servants extinguished candles the room fell into darkness.

Despite his orders Zaganos held back. He approached his Sultan carefully. “I admire your courage and your enthusiasm, but I caution you again to be more patient. You are letting your emotions govern you. You cannot afford to show weakness, particularly to Halil.” With that Zaganos bowed and left Mehmet alone.

Mehmet sat in the blackness in impotent rage. Why was he not loved and trusted like his father? Was he not Allah’s shadow on earth? Was he not ordained to lead his people in triumph against the infidels? Why did his father place him in charge before his time?

Could he even trust Zaganos? He seemed to be on his side but so had Halil before he betrayed him and sent for Murad again. He could trust no one. He must rely only on himself. He could use Zaganos and count him as a supporter. However, he must never trust another again. They must all be watched, spied on, checked on.

Mehmet felt himself boiling up again. They would pay. All of those who had laughed at him, threatened him, who had sat smugly on the sidelines while he lost his throne and was sent away in humiliation. First he must obtain true freedom of action. The key to his freedom was taking the city. He must convince the council to allow him to proceed with his plans.

As for Halil, he may have felt he won and stopped Mehmet’s plans. He was wrong. The council had presented their concerns. The council feared the walls, the sea, and western aid. They did not believe the city could be taken because of these problems. Mehmet believed in one thing. He believed in himself and his destiny. If the council needed assurances to proceed then with the help of Allah he would answer these fears, and he would lead his people in his rightful destiny.

He spent the night in the darkness, in prayer, and contemplating the solutions to these seemingly impossible obstacles.

With the dawn, he rose and pulled out a number of maps, spreading them out on the floor. One particular map, inherited from his father, was immense. The map showed the city and the immediate surrounding area. He paced back and forth over the map, studying the lay of the land, the surrounding seas, and the ever-imposing sea walls. He would take the city. He just had to decide how to convince the council. He wasn’t sure how to accomplish that yet, but he was beginning to formulate some plans.

One thing he knew for sure, he would keep these foolish Greeks busy while he made his decision.

… Continued…

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The Book O’ Samson

by James Monticone

Copyright © 2014 by James Monticone and published here with his permission

Beginning 1:1 Things wasn’t the same once the Mutation folk started meddlin’ in Regular folks’ affairs. The exploits o’ some o’ the most notorious Mutations, like The Worm, started not long after the Revolution. But it wasn’t until they started appearin’ in the West that folks really started to get worried. There was also the attempt on the life o’ the Texan ambassador in London by a Mutation assassin. Followin’ that was the widespread appearance o’ Mutations fightin’ for the North…guess they reckoned a governin’ body that was determined to respect the dignity o’ Blacks would look on Mutations with understandin’ as well.

Well the fear o’ Hell, nature or both showed so easy in people both North and South, even after the War, that you could smell it as sure as you can smell piss in the wintertime. White folks soon was able to look on the other races o’ the world more as equals and allies, seein’ as how the birth o’ Mutations didn’t seem to discriminate, and they was seen as the real threat. Everyone agreed about Mutations…they was evil. Blacks, Chinamen, Injuns, the majority of all of ‘em saw Mutations as the work o’ dark magic or somethin’ similar. It came to pass before not too long that Black folk was votin’ like it wasn’t nothin’, goin’ to school with white folks and eatin’ at the same tables. Things still had a long way to go, to be sure, but in those days everyone was shown some measure o’ human decency, except for Mutations.

    Mutations was subject to rights an’ laws like anyone else, but treated like second-class citizens by everybody they come across. The way the law treated ‘em and the way things actually went, well, they was two different stories.

    Then it came out that Mr. Lincoln himself was a Mutation, and well, from there things got interestin’. Folks took to believin’ all kinds o’ funny things; a lot o’ church-goin’ Regular folks noted the fact that he died on Good Friday, and they started hootin’ and hollerin’ about the Second Comin’ o’ Christ, sayin’ that Honest Abe was the Antichrist incarnate, come to start off the End Times. In the meanwhile, the Mutations went and canonized him, sayin’ his policies was their salvation. Resurrection Sunday soon took to bein’ called “Reconstruction Sunday” down south in memory o’ the facts about Mr. Lincoln.

    Like the Abraham o’ bible times, Mr. Lincoln was asked to sacrifice a son, except this Abraham actually lost him. Folks looked at that too like it was a sign, though not until after the assassination. They said he must have sacrificed little Willie to the Devil, and stories about seances at the White House to make contact only back up that claim.

    Wade and Sumner passed a modified version o’ their Reconstruction bill, speedin’ up Reconstruction and requirin’ an inquest to make sure the Mutations didn’t have nothin’ to do with the South’s rebellion. See, the fear o’ Mutations gettin’ into the government and changin’ things underhanded-like was on the minds o’ politicians and Regular folks alike. They praised Mr. Booth and looked at the madness that overtook the man who shot him, a Mister Boston Corbett, as a sign that Booth was actin’ in the interests o’ the Almighty. Corbett’s remainin’ years on Earth was far from pleasant.

    There was a host o’ presidents followin’ Lincoln, and each o’ them had his own ideas about how the nation oughta be run. Johnson naturally followed Lincoln, but there was some suspicion about him since he’d run as Lincoln’s running mate. He didn’t manage a whole lot and his drinkin’ wasn’t no big help either. Fact is, there was a move to impeach him and soon enough old Schuyler Colfax was put in, early as eighteen sixty-six. Grant followed in eighteen seventy, then Hayes, Garfield, Arthur, Blaine…well this ain’t a history lesson, now is it?

    By and by, more people come to accept Mutations, but it was hard-won every time, and a lot o’ what happened can be credited to one man, whose story I’m gonna tell you now. Some say he went as far as to learn why the Mutations come to be in the first place, and well, if you’re real good, I’ll get to that part o’ the story this time around. If I don’t…well, you’ll have to come to me some other time if I’m still in town, talk to me ’bout tellin’ it.

Now any man who’s worth his salt knows that all the book-learnin’ in the world don’t do nothin’ to enhance a person’s storytellin’ abilities. You might question my use o’ words or the way I make my sentences fit together, but I guarantee if you found my story printed up by another man, bound by a third man and put on the shelf by a fourth, you wouldn’t doubt that I knew my business. Trouble is that young people these days, with their highfalutin’ educations and their understandin’ that there’s only one way to tell a proper story…they ain’t gonna wanna stick around for what I’m ‘bout to share. But the rest o’ y’all pull up a chair. Grab a brew, clean out your ears and sit tight, and I’ll share with y’all the story o’ Samson Emmanuel Cash–least my version o’ the story, though I’d say my version’s the most true to life. Keep your hearts n’ minds open…y’all might learn a thing or three.

Keep in mind there’s different versions o’ the story, stretchin’ back to even the days before old Sammy passed away. Some say the final picture o’ Sammy comes from a collection o’ unconnected tall tales told across the west and some o’ the midwest. Sometimes the stories even drop Sammy down in the middle o’ Aztec country! Some tales o’ random fires breakin’ out, some tales o’ legendary gunmen and others still, lost love and so forth. Well these is by people who don’t wanna believe in nothin’. Me, I say, what if them tall tales just was told first, but ain’t actually the way the story goes? What if this story’s the real one even though it was told a little bit later? Sammy coulda been behind every one o’ them tall tales, just nobody wanted to keep him in for one reason or another.

    Alright, well I can see you’re itchin’ to get started, so here goes…
Luther 1:1                             June 18, 1880

 

Charles Gadsden had a gift. Trouble was, that gift was one of those they talked about that was also a damned curse. So here he was, out in the desert of Arizona without a drop of water to his name, as he trudged through the sand under a blazing sun with no possessions besides a bedroll and the clothes on his body, and an empty canteen that was hot to the touch. He looked ahead of him only once in a long while–it was difficult at this point, lifting his head, and most times sweat got into his eyes anyway. He’d gotten used to the pattern of drops which fell straight to the ground from his forehead, its reliability helping to keep him sane.

It was three days’ ride to the next town from where he’d started out, but he wasn’t headed into the next town, nor was he riding. If he was lucky he’d find a source of water–more than likely a cactus–and find a way to draw it out. There was no town that would accept him if they knew about him. No town that should. And he wouldn’t force himself on them, or try to deceive them, because it was wrong. If he could take back what he’d done…God, if he could do anything…

There was a faint sound behind him, but he was too weak and disinterested to take a look. Charles was pretty sure he knew what the sound was anyhow. The knowledge that it was coming made it no less bearable, and putting forth less exertion beforehand was a more comfortable option. So on he walked, barely covering ten feet while they covered hundreds, and soon the pitter-patter of background noise became a hearty, overwhelming gallop that told him this was a group of riders who knew right where they were going.

“That’s the son of a bitch there!” one of them called, his bass voice clearly audible over the din of horses’ hooves without even showing signs of strain. This was a man whose power preceded him. An impressively large man in black and mounted on an imposing palomino, Charles knew from past experience, was approaching him, leading a team of like-minded riders toward him with a purpose.

Within seconds their horses thundered up to him, and one of them whipped past as it slowed, offering Charles, in a stroke of irony, a cool breeze that ended as quickly as it began. The sand they kicked up in their wake and all around him got into his eyes and resembled a full-fledged dust storm.

He stopped walking, and the riders were silent and still all around him; two of them flanked him while one stopped at his back. The lead rider was a tall, ominous figure who eclipsed the hot sun, but this didn’t make Charles feel the least bit relieved, not even for a second. The relative coolness of the rider’s shadow failed to make him ignorant to the facts of the situation–and the facts were dire.

He didn’t even look up.

The figure in front of him was silent for a long moment, preferring to loom while his men did the same on all sides. Charles could hear his slow dismount, and the measured strides probably intended to build suspense. Charles knew what was coming, and if he was wrong, he knew without a doubt he was at least close.

A cigar was lit. Sweet smoke blew into Charles’ face, but not as a blunt puff. Marshal Luther liked to savor his smokes.

After a moment more of silence the Marshal spoke to him, his voice low and ominous.

“Charles.”

Charles licked his cracked lips, but his tongue felt like sandpaper. He drew in a breath and let it out slowly while rasping, “Marshal.”

The Marshal started to walk in circles around him, and the chunk, chunk, chunk of his spurs made a terrible sound that thudded into Charles’ head, exacerbating the dehydration headache that was already causing him agony.

“I thought my instructions to you were quite clear.” The Marshal remained deadpan but nonetheless threatening as he continued to loom, his voice holding steady at a low-octave purr.

Charles did not respond.

The Marshal stopped circling when he’d come around to the front again, and he stepped up to Charles until the tip of his cigar almost burned Charles’ nose. He put four fingers under Charles’ chin and lifted his head so they were looking each other in the eye, and this involved a painful stretch with the two of them standing so close. The Marshal was at least six-foot-four. His face was rugged and angular, with day-old dark stubble and black eyes that could pierce a man to his soul. Some women might have found him handsome, but most of Charles’ kind found him repulsive because of what he did and what he represented.

“I spoke clearly, didn’t I, Charles?”

“Yes sir,” Charles practically whispered.

“My diction…it was perfect, I hope. I didn’t come off sounding like some dirty Mexican or a Negro or a Creole, did I? My schooling, I hope, was effective in the matters it was meant to be. Wasn’t it, Charles? I am an expert in the English language, yes?”

Charles numbly nodded. He was taken aback by the Marshal’s comment, as he knew that there was a Negro in Luther’s own posse, but anyone who knew Luther knew that his problem wasn’t really with Negroes.

The Marshal nodded slowly in response. “I’m glad to see that your kind understands enough of it that you were able to answer me.” There was a long pause as his eyes narrowed, studying Charles as though under a microscope. He spoke slowly, with subtle menace. “So why is it, boy, that if you’ve mastered the language like you say, you can’t see fit to do as I damn well tell you? You know my words, and as you should also know, my word is law in these parts.”

Charles pondered this for a time. He knew the Marshal to be an impatient man–when he wanted something–and infinitely patient when given an opportunity to practice sadism for the sake of his wants. Otherwise, how could he enjoy this sort of drama? But there was no sense in allowing this pattern to continue. The Marshal would keep this up until Charles died, and what did Charles have to gain from his subservience except more of the same?

“You’re doggin’ me, Marshal.” It was a lot more than Charles thought he would be able to say clearly, but he forced it out. It elicited a low chuckle.

“I tell you to get the hell out of town, and I try to make sure your word’s good…and that’s the answer I get.” The Marshal paused to unstrap his canteen and take a long drink of water. When he stopped, he strapped it back on and wiped his mouth with the back of his sleeve, then took a good long drag on the cigar before continuing.

“I’m givin’ you two choices. And really, these are the only choices a lawman like myself has any right to give dirt like you, so you will take what you’re given.

“Choice number one is, you disappear, fast. When I come out here a couple days from now, you’re nowhere to be seen, no matter how hard I look.

“Choice number two is, you die. You’ll hand yourself over to me and I’ll see you shot out here, far from everybody where you can do the least harm.

“If I had to guess, I’d say you’re about to go for one of those choices. To that I answer, ‘you’re a wise man, at least as far as your own kind are concerned’. I’ll be back out here in two days. If you’re not gone, I’ll assume you went with choice number two.”

Wrapping things up much more succinctly than he’d started, he took one more quick swig from his canteen, swished it around a bit and then spit it out on the ground to his right. It made the sand wet and was no longer drinkable…and Marshal Luther got on his horse and rode away without looking back.

Charles stopped and rested for a couple hours, then stood and trudged onward once the sun had dropped halfway to the horizon. The heat still made the air waver in front of him, or maybe it was his fatigue. At this point it made little difference. Forward was forward. The sun eventually dipped beneath the earth, and Charles stopped again.

He spent that night thinking. It would be a waste to consider either option with anything approaching hope. One option was outright death, the other an implication of the same. No, this could not stand. If Charles would die either way, then he would make sure that he sent a message with his passing, something that would make it worth it. It was the least he could do, after…

…after poisoning them. The fresh memory caused him to sob openly, and since there was no one around to hear him, he didn’t even care. What harm was there in letting the emotions in when they wouldn’t change a damn thing? He was a dead man, so what did it matter if he wallowed away his remaining hours? There was only one more thing he had to do, and he would get it done, depressed or not. With newfound resolve, he turned back toward home in the morning.

 

Marshal Luther and his men had spent the night in one of the local taverns, his men drinking and playing cards while he sat alone with his thoughts. Phoenix was a thriving, growing city, but it had its share of pests, and Luther was about to rid it of one of them.

The boy had been found sleeping outside one night, and nobody had a clue where he’d come from. All they knew was that apparently he took on a strange glow like a fallen star during his slumber, and many took to believing that this was the cause of the string of illnesses which the local doctors couldn’t find a cure for, but always seemed to be contracted close to where and when he decided to lie down for the night. The boy himself, in the meantime, managed to stay in perfect health, shaking off whatever ailed him while he slept.

Other than that, the boy was not remarkable. Short, a bit stocky, with ragged clothes and hair the color of a bay horse. His plain appearance was deceitful, to say the least.

Luther sat with his mug of beer in the darkest corner of the tavern, watching his men flirt with a bar girl, and shook his head, thinking about the victims. The poor devils hadn’t died quietly, not at all. He’d watched two of them fall apart, bit by bit, as their hair fell out, then their skin flaked off as their vision and hearing went…and by the time their minds were gone far enough they would scream, howling like rabid coyotes and panicking because they couldn’t hear themselves. After a while, the time came where their hearts would give out and they’d pitch forward onto what was left of themselves, and their faces would flatten as their heads burst like smashed pumpkins.

That boy, he and his kind were akin to the devil himself, and Luther would see to it that they got what they deserved. There were local churches which gave them sanctuary, but Luther gave them holy justice. Out here on the frontier, swift and thorough action was a necessity, because the people had to be protected. It was Luther’s duty, in this sitting duck of a city, this place without the fancy modern conveniences of the East. No street lights, no telephones, no pavement to speak of…just hard-working citizens who sometimes got caught on the wrong end of a rowdy argument, and other times were victimized by the Devil’s own handiwork.

He stumbled home early in the morning after a night of quiet meditation over several refills of the same mug and a small bite to eat. Twilight was setting in, and his head had just started to clear as he covered the last few blocks, basking in the cool air.

Then he heard a commotion up ahead, a mass of nervous voices all chattering at once. As he peered ahead through bleary eyes, he was able to make out a group of people oddly illuminated for this time of morning and staring up at something, and before long he was able, tall as he was, to see the focus of their attention. Their wide-eyed, gape-mouthed looks did not do the sight justice.

“Get out of here!” he shouted at the dumbfounded crowd. When they did not listen, fascinated as they were by what they saw, he took out his badge and brandished it, growling, “I am an officer of the law! Get out of here, NOW!”

The crowd reluctantly dispersed, some of them soundly intimidated, and Luther stared up with trepidation at the horrific object of their curiosity, not wanting to get too close but not having the faintest idea what to do.

There was Charles, strung up by the neck from the roof of Luther’s own house, and there was such a glow coming off of him that, weighed against how he glowed when he slept, was at least three times as bright. But the thing that stood out the most was something far easier to understand. A simple placard with crude handwriting, affixed to his chest. It read:

 

Donet Give Me Choyces
Samson 1:1 Well now, them old legends say he was born up on a horse; in point o’ fact, his poor momma introduced him to this world while she was ridin’ in a wagon in the hopes of escapin’ a team o’ mercenaries who was intent on takin’ what she owed their client. Namely, him.

    His momma’d been scrapin’ together a meager livin’ as a whore when she got pregnant, and as her belly swole up she got less desirable, takin’ her off the market at a bad time. The mob leader who owned the town–cops, mayor an’ all–decided that her son would work for him all through his childhood in return for the money he’d lost while Jessica Cash was laid up; if it was a girl, there was just a different kind o’ work he had in mind.

    Don’t you shake y’head now! Lately the notion o’ whores been changin’ in these parts, but whorin’s a right honorable perfession to my mind, and his momma was one o’ the most honorable women ever did set foot on a brothel floor. She ain’t never left no one to fend for themselves, and she did things to survive most o’ y’all wouldn’t have the stones for. A child shouldn’t never be brought up doin’ that business or forced into it, but that ain’t no nevermind to this tale.

    That said, she eventually found a hidin’ hole in the one-horse town o’ Jericho. Namin’ her newborn boy–and you done guessed it–Samson Emmanuel Cash–she managed to feed and clothe him by workin’ at the local drinkin’ establishment, the Four Winds Bar.

    But Jericho, y’see, that old place was a den o’ corruption as much as any other town, just bigger and easier to get lost in, and young Sammy learned a lesson ‘bout the world’s cruel heart the night his momma was raped. He was only five at the time, but he ain’t never seen his momma scared and strugglin’ like that. Times like that, a child can show wits beyond what he’s been taught–there’s somethin’ inside us, call it a soul, call it a piece o’ the wisdom o’ God pressed like a piece o’ clay into our brains while we’re formin’ inside our momma’s womb. Some men got a lot of it, some men ain’t got but a small piece, and that’s the thing that tells us right from wrong. Whatever it is, young Samson had a mighty big heap of it. They call the brain a man’s “gray matter”, and that’s why, I’d reckon. ‘Cause for most of us, things ain’t never black and white.

    They lived in a loft above the bar where his momma worked, and the night was New Year’s Eve. Five or so o’ the patrons had a little too much to drink and they pushed their way into the loft with her…and the boy, he just couldn’t take it…

July 1, 1885

 

Sammy Cash rode into a lonely Utah town late one hot summer afternoon as the bugs and the frogs were out making noise and the people sat outside in the breeze with long, tall glasses of the coolest, cleanest water they could get their hands on. He didn’t get many a look as he rode past people save for the usual “stranger-in-town” stares that anybody is likely to receive in a small place such as this. This was a place where Mutations were more known about in stories than in actual life, and so nobody was suspicious unless someone had an extra arm growing out of their head or a big glowing nose like a firefly’s business end. This was a place that was also enduring a slow decline in population, most likely on account of stifling gun laws which had been in effect for a year or so. It would be little more than a ghost town some twenty years into time’s inexorable march.

He’d been in a lot of bars the past few days, talking with west-moving gold-diggers and people who knew the latest news for the surrounding area, and what he’d heard wasn’t good. During a poker game one evening he heard of a man by the name of Mutation Matthias–a nickname, to be sure–but this man’s reputation made it sound as though it bore meaning. Matthias was a sheriff and a Mutation-hater, and his nickname was derived from the same sort of activity that granted Buffalo Bill his name, except that instead of bison, Matthias was notorious for how many Mutations he’d shot dead. These days he was on the lookout for one Mutation in particular, a Mutation by the name of Rebus Cassidy, the same Rebus Cassidy whom Sammy and a couple recent acquaintances had taken to protecting. They were charged with the mission of getting him across the Sierra Nevada toward California, where he hoped to hide in a village-like enclave amongst his own kind. It was a relatively new development and the Mutations who resided there were spread very thin in their work, trying to assist their kind across the country, thus their partnership with the outspoken Rebus promised to be mutually beneficial. However, Sammy and his friends had fallen on hard times, and they were going to need to pay the local gang’s toll to get through a particularly hidden mountain pass without incident.

To pay that rather steep toll, they would need money.

Sammy was the one assigned the task of getting them that money.

The town bank was a small building, but it surely housed enough funds to pay off the gang and then some. Everyone in the group would have a decent amount of spending money. The bank was a single-story affair built with ponderosa pine, finished but unpainted, and totally unassuming.

So, tying off his horse in the alley next to it, he jumped off, masked himself with a red handkerchief of simple design and strode inside. Taking a quick look around, he noticed three men dressed for business, two tellers, another man at work in the back who was fat enough to be the owner and a very pretty lady with a purple hat and a slight but ample-in-the-right-places figure. Thinking on this within the first second after his entrance, he began to act on it with the next.

He drew one of his six-shooters and called out, “May I have everyone’s attention please!” They all turned to look at him, and reeled in fear when they saw his gleaming black top-break double action revolver, but none of them made a move against him.

He was intimidating enough even without the threat of punching a hole in one of them with a forty-four caliber bullet, though not enough to make anyone fear for their life. At six-foot-two he was a bit stringy, but he carried himself with a swagger in his dirtied-up and frayed brown coat which reached nearly to the floor. Beneath this coat, he wore a simple sand-colored button-down shirt and tan pants. Spurred boots ended just halfway up his shins. A flat, round black hat with a medium-sized brim sat on his head, pulled down just far enough in the front to hide his eyes.

However, probably the most peculiar thing about him immediately noticeable to the astute observer was his hair–long, scraggly brown hair which transitioned into red at the ends. It grew out straight and hung like a mane of matchsticks. His face looked soft, but roughened by twenty-three years of life on the road, on the run, and his slightly overinflated nose and squarish jaw did not contrast too strongly with the rest of the mosaic.

He kept his posture odd, as though he didn’t want to meet anybody’s gaze directly, which contributed to his intimidation factor rather than detracting from it…was he crazy? Drunk?

It was known across the state that this town had a relatively low crime rate, and that was why it was chosen as the town to rob. Whether that crime rate was a result of the new gun laws or the inspiration for them, only the people who lived here could say.

Whatever the case, they would be unprepared for this. Less of them would be armed, and even less than that would be decent shots. They wouldn’t have much use for their guns except for when they were forced to take down the occasional mad steer.

Sammy had no intention of actually shooting anyone…and hoped no one would call his bluff. Given that even a peaceful town such as this could still have more guns per person than most towns in the east, one of them might still put a bullet in him to save their own life. As long as they believed that their cooperation assured their survival, everything would be fine.

Then he remembered something.

“Oh, damn–pardon me, ma’am,” he said, nodding slightly with a sidelong tilt to the dainty lady with the purple hat, and then he removed his own hat, casting a flushed glance around him as if guilty that he’d come indoors and forgotten to do so. “Sorry about that, lady and gentlemen. Now if you’ll excuse me, this is a robbery. I do apologize for interruptin’ your lovely day, miss, but I need some cash and this is the only possible way that I’m gonna have it in time.”

His accent was somewhat of a mix between the effete drawl one might expect of a man from Georgia and the typical speech of a roughened man of the west.

The nice-looking lady started to rummage frantically through her purse, but he stopped her with his hand outstretched, palm down. “Oh no, ma’am, I would not dream of takin’ your money. Please just exit through the door here into the fine afternoon sun and don’t tell nobody about this until I’ve had time to finish my affairs. I do appreciate it. And I am sorry for scarin’ you.”

She stared at him as though he’d grown a third nostril as she walked haltingly toward the door, and he stepped aside. Then, from behind the counter he heard the fat man call out, “Why the hell does she get to leave? You and her in cahoots?”

Sammy stood aside to let her pass. “No sir, we are not. I simply know how to respect a lady and treat her proper, whereas some people don’t.”

That’s when the situation turned sour. A blow to the back of his head jarred him, and for a moment Sammy wasn’t sure how he could be so careless as to allow someone to get up behind him. It wasn’t until he rounded on the woman he’d graciously allowed to leave with his second six-shooter that he realized what had happened.

Actually, to say that he rounded on her would be a slight exaggeration, for he barely brought the weapon to bear by the time she whacked him again, her heavy purse pounding right into his temple–and a good part of the side of his head and his cheek in the vast vicinity of the same. Stunned, he wasn’t able to keep his aim in check on both sides of him, and that’s when the unthinkable happened. The fat man rushed him.

The “dainty” lady brought her purse back with both arms, preparing to swing again, her scowl and bulging eyes a testament to the ferocity with which she had besieged him and a disappointing thing to see on such a pretty lady’s face. What’s she got in there, bricks?

Sammy spun away from her and ran sidelong between his two attackers, quickly veering, then, toward the back of the bank away from the rest of the customers, lest they become caught up in the frenzy she started and decide to attack him as well.

The fat man was still coming. Sammy took him out with a swift love-tap to the temple using the butt of his pistol, and then hastily apologized to the lady. He made the mistake of looking up at her to more candidly express his contrition, and that’s when the entire bank held its collective breath, followed by the emptying of their wallets at his feet.

“We had no idea, we’re sorry, just…let us leave alive, please, sir,” the teller stammered as he loaded a bag with greenbacks.

Sammy’s irises were a deep fire-red, and they tended to be a dead giveaway to those who had or had not suspected alike, based on his hair, that he was a Mutation. Seeing how it affected people still made him uncomfortable, especially the lovely lady with the weighted purse, but he had no choice except to accept their offerings and make off quickly, before something worse happened.

The lady stood watching him, a mix of fascination and horror on her face. She wasn’t sure what to think of him; there was the glimmer of something approaching attraction in her eyes as she inched a bit closer and a bit closer, while she glanced from his eyes to the rest of him with apprehension. Why else, after all, would she behave so hesitantly after she’d been whacking him on the head only moments ago? Surely the revelation that he was a Mutation would only serve to reinforce her insane belief that hitting an armed man with her purse was a good idea–or perhaps it wasn’t so insane and she was simply calling his bluff. After all, it took a lot less to steal from an institution, even if it was at gunpoint, than it took to actually kill a person. A man’s true test was administered when confronted with this type of situation. Should he open fire to salvage it?

No. No way.

So what did she want? He felt he should ask her–it was the polite thing to do–but he knew in his head that it wouldn’t be worth the candle. So when the canvas bag the teller had dropped on the floor from a good distance was full, Sammy stooped to bunch up the top and scoop it up, his intent being to leave without so much as a backward glance. He thought it was mighty convenient that they kept a big canvas bag in the back, but didn’t question it. As long as it didn’t have a dollar sign printed on it to mark him as a thief once he took off down Owl Hoot Trail, he wasn’t going to look a gift horse in the mouth. He took his first step, and…

Crack!

She hit him on the head again.

Sammy’s world suddenly went hazy and tilted to one side, then the other, then seemingly both at the same time. Though it hurt to lift his head, he shot a momentary offended look at the lady, or maybe at her double or triple, before he navigated his way out of the bank, leaning from side to side and stumbling a bit to keep just one step ahead of the mob of customers, whose courage had been bolstered by the lady’s relentless pummeling of his cranium. He narrowly made it through the back just before they could close the gap on him.

He dashed around the building’s exterior with the heavy bag, fumbled with the saddle on his horse before he managed to pull himself up into the straps, and finally he jolted the bay stallion into a gallop.  Sammy, firmly in his saddle, sprang out into the street just in time to narrowly miss a couple meandering townsfolk. It would take him a few minutes to get his wits about him, but it would no doubt take him a few days to shake his damnable headache…

 

…and the customer who found himself quite suddenly at the head of the line turned to the teller.

“Can I still make that withdrawal?”

 

Sammy stopped just at the edge of town, looked quickly into the bag he’d taken to confirm the contents, then galloped off quickly before the posse that would inevitably come was sent out. Mutations were hunted down in a great hurry when they were known to be outlaws. He sighed when he thought about the Mutations who might be forced to pay for what he’d done as poor, innocent scapegoats.

The darkening sky and sinking sun indicated that nightfall would come in three or four hours, so he’d have to make his rendezvous before then. With the reins held slack to allow the horse its freedom, Sammy galloped hard into the desert, following a path off the beaten one, but still in plains country, thus mostly visible. Thankfully, he’d been briefed on the approximate direction he needed to go in order to find the one or two hiding places which existed out there.

There were places where the ground took sharp downward turns, where caves were set into the desert sands underneath ridges. Hidden on the other side of these drops, one could try one’s luck against a pursuer and prevail, or even completely bushwhack someone once in a while, so long as it wasn’t against one’s principles.

It wasn’t until dusk that, from behind one of these ridges, Sammy spied ambient torchlight and it guided him in as a beacon. He slowed his horse to a trot as he got close so as to make as little noise as possible. When he was within range he spoke without raising his voice, and put one hand under his coat, ready to draw a weapon in case his friends had been compromised.

“Special delivery,” he deadpanned.

She stepped back from the cave entrance, far enough that he could see her face clearly, illuminated in the flickering red light of her torch.  He recognized the long, dark reddish-brown hair that fell to the middle of her back, and the delicate upward stroke of her eyes that made the blue ovals look almost Oriental. The long lashes, the high cheekbones, and the overall look of wisdom…Tori was older than him by a couple years, he had gleaned from his time with her, but nonetheless deferred to him and their other companion.

“Mackenzie’s inside, Sammy,” she told him as he trotted his horse around the ridge and down to her position.

“Good. Lemme tie off my horse and I’ll be right in.”

She turned and headed back into the cave. He stopped her with a question. “Everything go alright?”

“Went just fine, Sammy.” She smiled, then turned and went inside.

He admired her from behind as he tied his horse to a ground tie right in front of the cave mouth. She had a delicate but firm walk, as though she knew what she was about and didn’t much mind being looked at all the same. Though no taller than Sammy’s shoulder, she carried herself with confidence that granted her a powerful but demure presence. Her riding pants accented her slight curves in just the right ways, and…

…and he turned away then, when his face turned red hot for the second time that evening. He liked women, it was true, but he always stopped himself just short of admiring them in the wrong ways when he could help it. He thought of his momma, and the things men had done to her, and he let the image of his ally fade out of his mind. They had important things to do anyway, and better that he not be distracted.

So he picked up the torch that had been left out for him, straightened up and entered the cave.

Three of them waited inside for him, including Tori, who did a smart pirouette to face Sammy as soon as she reached their two male companions ahead of him. One of them was their partner, a man named Mackenzie Ozark, who was fastidiously cleaning out the barrel of his gun at the present moment; the other was the man they had been charged with protecting, Rebus.

Ozark wasn’t as tall as Sammy, but he stood a sturdy six feet, and in the firelight you couldn’t tell that he’d had his nose broken as many as five times, as he liked to point out as many times as possible to anyone who would listen. From beneath a mat of perpetually sweaty, short-cropped black hair, he’d relate stories of beatings from Mutation-haters, people who figured out that he could see and leap long distances and were jealous, jealousy which had cost him so much in life that he ironically had nothing anymore for others to be jealous of. The abilities could be hidden, but their physical marks could not. His diamond-shaped pupils and the protruding nubs on his shins and thighs could be noticed by any keen observer.

Rebus was by far the worst off of the lot of them, whereas Tori had no incriminating traits at all, and she didn’t like to talk about herself. Rebus wore a large black coat at all times to cover the broad, black wings which sprouted from his back. Like bat-wings with tiny hands on the ends of them, they were nonetheless immobile. They possessed no nerves, but could not be removed due to the fact that they were attached to his spine–and no doctor would perform surgery on a Mutation with such a blatant divergence from normalcy. Rebus also had enormous, bulbous ears which extended far below the normal range of human ears. They appeared almost to drip from the sides of his face like they were melting. He always seemed to be sulking, a deep frown on his face most of the time, his posture that of a man who carried the weight of the world on his shoulders. Yet there was a keen intellect in Rebus’ brown eyes. He wanted to live, and he was looking to these three to make sure that would happen.

Sammy found it difficult to believe that this was the man who’d gotten half of the midwest worked up with papers he’d independently distributed detailing the need for Mutations to rise up and make themselves heard. Sedition, they were calling it.

Rebus rubbed his bald pate as Sammy approached, wiping away sweat that was brought on by proximity to so many torches. He looked nervous even when he recognized Sammy, for who knew how far behind the posse was?

“I got the money, but I’m surely bein’ tracked as we speak.”

“We should get moving, then,” Ozark replied idly, his icy calm relaxing Rebus a bit. Ozark’s voice was somewhat high and reedy, but he knew how to effect a commanding tone when he wanted to lead.

Sammy stepped aside for him to pass. “You know the way.”

Ozark took Tori by the arm as if to guide her out, even though she had her own torch, and he gestured for Sammy to take Rebus. He sneered privately at Sammy as he passed him as if to say “Of course I know the way.”

If Sammy were not the youngest one of them, he might have been more offended by Mackenzie’s agonistic behavior. He was put off, but he understood the need for someone to give directions, and for the sake of the mission he did as he was told.

Ozark and Rebus appeared to be in their early-to-mid-thirties, but Sammy had never asked. He accepted that Ozark had to know what he was doing, and had fallen into a sort of rhythm where he let Ozark take charge, despite the fact that things had started off very differently between them. Ozark was a very obsequious person, at first. Then, slowly, gradually, he began to assert himself, just as soon as he was comfortable with Sammy, and confident in their friendship. Sammy simply overlooked it and accepted that someone had to make the decisions. His pride occasionally nagged at him, but he told himself it was immature to feel emasculated because of it.

They got on their horses and traveled into the night, riding against the moon for the better part of three hours, and during that time there was no conversation, and very little of any other kind of sound passed between them. Occasionally there was a light jingle as the geegaws hanging from rigging on Tori’s horse brushed against each other. She liked to collect little trinkets and hang them from the saddle of her beloved blue roan, including such things as beads, an opalescent collection of dangling jewelry and an Indian dreamcatcher. The slick seat saddle itself was set upon a deep purple corona pad, and equipped with fenders and tapaderos. She was a woman who appreciated beauty and convenience, and preferred to wallow in finery.

Tori kept very close to Mackenzie’s side, every once in a while casting a meaningful look back Sammy’s way, the actual meaning of such meningful looks Sammy could not readily determine.

Mackenzie, by comparison, rode in a spartan fashion, without even the need for stirrups. He was able to use his powerful joints to spring into the saddle, and years of practice had refined the process to where he could avoid bruising his unmentionables. He kept only what he needed, similar to the way Sammy traveled, but he kept it much safer. His most important personal belongings were inside of a mochila; four separate locked pouches seemed a tad excessive, but to Mackenzie, what was good for the Pony Express was good for the common man. Mackenzie’s horse was a grulla. Strong and reliable, it was worth every penny and kept healthier than the day he’d bought it.

Rebus also had nothing but what he deemed essential–water, food and pen and paper. He had specially-designed stirrups which allowed him to climb them like stair-steps into his saddle, but otherwise nothing to make his journey especially comfortable aside from the horse itself. It was an exceptionally short, broad bay, easy to haul his girth onto.

Sammy paced Rebus and looked left, right and behind for any signs of danger, though there were none. In the full moonlight it was easy to tell what lay around them in this essentially flat land, which was why it was of the utmost importance to get as far ahead of the law as possible.

Even with their silence, however, there were sounds out here…there were always sounds. Occasionally, animals would mutate just like men and women, except these often came with much more bizarre results. Out in the desert, there were coyotes. Some of them had acquired odd qualities, ranging from heads growing from heads to the ability to become invisible while hunting. On this particular night, Sammy heard one of them howling a good distance away–it would begin, and as it approached crescendo, its voice would become layered as if joined by a choir…as if it were howling into a giant harmonica. Sammy would have taken out his own harmonica that night, but the noise had chilled him to his bones. His sympathies for Mutations extended to a degree to animals, but some things were not easy to swallow no matter where one’s morality lay.

There was one animal he saw in the night that brought him tranquility. It was a wolf, and it was far off in the distance. It didn’t make any noise, but it paced them with a calm, loping gait. He watched it now and then, but didn’t worry about it. He only wondered what it wanted and when it would let him know.

They stopped on the leeward side of a short mesa, hidden from sight by anyone on a direct approach. Mackenzie checked through all of his belongings as though he had not been watching them closely in transit, to make sure nothing had fallen from his horse as it hugged the grulla’s belly really rather securely above the ground. He tied excellent knots to secure his things, and bundled them tightly, securing his saddle with a cinch, then checked and double-checked it all whenever they were set to embark from one location to another. He kept everything spit-polished, washed his clothes and the horse’s blankets once per day in whatever river or stream they came upon, even insisted on taking some of Tori’s things when the time was convenient, and he would tell her that she would forget or put it off until it was too late. This is something that had gone on for some time between them, since before their present expedition, and Tori had become downright lethargic over the course of it, more and more dependent upon Mackenzie with each passing day. Sammy wondered at their habits, but said nothing.

He watched as Tori and Mackenzie bedded close to each other. This time Mackenzie gave Sammy a forbidding look, but as usual Sammy found it difficult to read. There was the slightest trace of suspicion, but that passed and he nodded a goodnight. They were pursuing some kind of relationship, Mackenzie and Tori, and Sammy was not the type to intrude. He wondered, though, why Tori kept teasing him the way she did.

He shook his head and took the first watch, sleeping soundly once Mackenzie took over halfway through the night.

 

Opening his eyes in the dim light of predawn, Sammy smelled the fresh morning air and got up to get a good distance away from their makeshift camp to urinate. He could see his breath coming out of his mouth in thick gusts of steam, as well as the breath sputtering from the horses, and shivered slightly against the cold. This morning was crisp and his surroundings were clear, colorful and detailed, yet there was a surreal, dreamlike quality to it, almost as though he was still asleep. He was a light sleeper by nature, and from years of an outlaw’s life he was practiced at rising at a moment’s notice…yet he felt as fully awake and razor-sharp as though he’d just downed a gallon of brown gargle.

As he stopped at a not-so-inviting cactus to let loose, he spotted movement far away against the horizon. His head snapped sharply upward and he remained nonchalant, peeing while he readied himself to sound the alarm if need be. In the cold air his urine had a particularly putrid stench which steamed up to his nostrils and gave him more incentive to keep his head raised. The dark shape came closer, faster than it seemed anything should be able to.

“’bout time…you been trailin’ me practically since the sun went down.” Sammy mumbled. It was true; Sammy had been able to feel it.

Through the mist of morning it resolved itself, as he finished what he was doing and stepped away from the cactus to meet it.

He approached tentatively, although he did know this newcomer. They had met before, many times; it was a wolf. His wolf. With a dark gray, shaggy but straight pelt, it stood as high as Sammy’s waist, but padded forward with a silent tread that make its head bob up and down like it was dancing.

“Howdy, old friend,” Sammy said simply.

They held each other’s eyes for a long moment, an understanding from ages past communicated between them, and something glimmered in the wolf’s dark eyes. Then it turned and ran away from him, and Sammy followed. He understood what was happening now. This was not the real world, but it wasn’t quite a dream. Now his state of mind upon waking made perfect sense. The wolf was his guide, only approaching him through the medium of the spirit-world, and only when it had a lesson to impart.

It sniffed the ground as it looked for something, eyes also intent now on the ground before and around it. Sammy looked around as well, for all the good it would do either of them. He rarely, if ever, knew what the wolf was doing until the lesson was over, but the uncanny calm of its wisdom relaxed him.

The wolf ran into some very high grass and almost disappeared, but this grass was still half its height when it stood straight on all fours; with its head dipped low, Sammy had a difficult time keeping on its tail.

That’s when the landscape went crazy. It shifted in front of him like the images in the panorama shows, and there was grass for a long time, surrounded on all sides by desolate desert land…a chaparral with seemingly no reason for being.

A winged serpentine creature with clawed hands and feet descended upon this grassland, tearing away at it just to leave the dead blades where they lay. This menace was roughly the wolf’s size, perhaps a bit smaller, and it resembled the images Sammy had seen on parchment and other forms of artwork from China. It would be red, and then green, then red again, consistently changing colors. Sammy could not see the wolf at all now, but he did see a snake rise headfirst out of the grass and bite at the creature’s neck, a green snake with yellow stripes running the length of its body, and a yellow belly. The flying serpent thrashed in the snake’s grip and fought back, injuring the snake as surely as the snake injured it, as fantastic a struggle as Sammy had ever seen. And then the wolf made its presence known again, leaping upon the serpent’s back and sailing to the ground on top of it, where it pinned it and finished it off. Then the snake consumed it, unhinging its impressive jaws and wrapping them around the creature’s head, after which it gulped it down to digest it.

A second creature came to attack, and the process repeated itself. Four times in all creatures came, destroying more and more of the grass, creating bald spots in the chaparral that made it look like a cat that had gotten into one too many scraps. The fifth time, the wolf led the charge. It leapt and missed the serpent, which thrashed at him with its tail and struck a blow to his head. The snake came up and snagged the serpent’s ankle, and then the wolf leapt again at the immobilized creature, but it grabbed him in midair and swiped at the snake, breaking free of its grasp. The serpent and the wolf went down in a tangle of limbs, clawing at each other, and the wolf backed the injured serpent into a small cave which hadn’t been there before. With an ear-splitting howl, the wolf caused the cave to shake, and rocks were brought down from above, killing both occupants. The snake slipped through the cracks, presumably to consume its final meal of the day.

Sammy started forward, concerned, though he knew this to be simply a metaphorical representation of what was to come. It was a very real metaphor…

The snake was in his path. In the wake of the battle, it coiled upon itself and started to eat its own tail…

And Sammy sat bolt upright in his bedroll, covered in sweat and confused as hell.

 

Revere 1:1               June 19, 1880

 

There was a meeting in a remote section of the desert outside of Phoenix. Mutations of all types were called out here in secret, and many declined, but some who found the very act of mobility challenging were motivated to come, and they did. At least three who found it difficult to walk were escorted out by wagon, and they were brought and seated upon cushions or blankets in the sand. The person who called the meeting, one Melissa Revere, was there already, and she stalked back and forth nervously before them. Her green, speckled scales shone dully in the moonlight, and her forked tongue slipped in and out of her mouth irregularly in the typical manner of a serpent.

Melissa was a Mutation who was lucky enough to have attained more power than weakness in the changes which “afflicted” her, and she was ready to make other changes. Social changes.

She resembled a snake most of all in the way that her mutation represented itself, but her long, forest green hair and slender limbs gave her a look of elegance; her two-toed feet were protected by sandals only, as no shoemaker would create anything comfortable for her. When she spoke, it was with a strong, singer’s voice, captivating her audience immediately.

“We have all heard what’s happening,” the nineteen-year-old announced by way of capturing their attention. “We know why we’re here, and many of us have considered going up in arms over it. For this, I do not blame a soul, for I myself am of a mind to attack Marshal Luther directly for what he’s done. Yet I am a woman of simple means. Had I possessed the strength to do so, I would surely be in prison, or tenfold of my brethren here would be framed and murdered by capital punishment on my behalf.

“So I have gathered you, instead, that I may speak with you. And why? Should I gather, here and now, a posse of my own to track him down and kill him, and enforce an altogether new law as I see fit?”

Her words shocked the crowd as they sank in. Some of them murmured uncomfortably, some shifted nervously in their seats and doubt clearly formed in the minds of those who surrounded her.

Some, like Matthew Freedman, however, remained utterly silent and still; Matthew had a unique mutation which enabled him to operate his autonomic nervous system consciously. Unfortunately for him, this was not much of an ability…he had to put a great deal of focus into ensuring that his heart and lungs, among other things, functioned properly. His retainers, also Mutations–and these men of stature–worriedly murmured, concerned over Matthew’s safety should this rejected plan actually somehow come to fruition.

“I know the folly in this plan, my Brethren, believe me! I know that we cannot stand against the greater forces of the regular men and women of this country, for they are many, and we possess as many weaknesses as we do strengths. We are not organized, though I do seek to change that. Friends, first and foremost we must be prepared to resist the notion that we cannot remain in a place for fear of reprisal. We must have a home! We deserve it, and no less!” She put her fist into the air for emphasis, and many in the congregation followed her lead with a cheer, stirred by her conviction, connected with her through it.

“We’re not welcome here, or anywhere!” A Mexican Mutation with adhesive skin named Hector Rodriguez cried out.

There were nods of grim agreement and there were a couple “hear, hear”s.

“You’re right, Hector.” Melissa accompanied the concession with a look of sad submission, very nearly a theatrical pout. “You’re right, the normal people will never take us as we are and give us a place to live in peace. But I believe we can settle a new land, and it will take all of us, in concert, to make that happen.”

Now the buzz of doubt redoubled through the group, and she appeared to look into all of their eyes in turn to try and communicate once again her conviction, her surety, to all of them, that it might become contagious and make them all believe, just a little bit.

Guy Dawkins, a former soldier, shifted uncomfortably and appeared annoyed about something. The vast tapestry of burn marks all over his body were not the doing of those who hated Mutations, but the small circles where cigarette butts has been pressed against his flesh were–the experiments of immature “Normals” who wanted to see what would happen. His fists clenched and unclenched periodically, but he remained in place.

He was finely dressed for this meeting, unnecessarily so, with a black string bowtie, white suit and white pants which served to cover most of his burns, and stood out in stark relief against his short-cropped reddish-brown hair. There were small burns even on his face and hands, however, and he had come to accept these after a long life of persecution and seclusion. He kept himself mostly under control, being a man who believed in stern composure and etiquette regardless of circumstance. He was among those standing at the back, and had been observing the proceedings with his arms crossed, aloof but alert.

“Patrick Henry made an important point,” Melissa told them, raising her voice to overcome their murmurs. “He told us that we can choose our own way! We’re asked to live in fear, and I ask you now, what kind of life is that? Thus, in words as clear as the ringing of the Liberty Bell, it has been explained to us what we must do. And Harriet Tubman showed us the way!”

Joan Terry, a Black Mutation, shrilly cheered; she nearly forgot herself, but was reminded by the wincing of those around her that her intensely mutated voice would surely shatter the eardrums of everyone present if she didn’t rein in her passion.

“The next messenger of wisdom killed himself to get his point across, proving to us that our destiny is ours to choose! Let it not have been in vain. Those of you who are ready, you’ll help me organize an underground railroad after we locate a place to settle. In the meantime, be ready to answer threats with death if need be! How many of you can I count on?”

There was much discussion even as a few of them tentatively put their hands up. Melissa consulted a friend to her immediate left to confirm how many she had convinced, which came to twenty-three in all.

“Those of you who have agreed,” she said after the assemblage had calmed down a bit, “stay after this meeting has adjourned. We have things to talk about.”

The Mutations all got to their feet, some of them staying, more leaving.

 

Hector was the last to stand, and he still looked around him self-consciously as he attempted to forcibly pluck sand off of himself in the places where his flesh had touched the ground.

 

Dawkins was not among those who stayed behind, but Matthias and his retainers remained, if only to find out just what they would have to be wary of within the weeks and months to come.

Samson 1:2    Sammy’s momma didn’t have a lot o’ time to cut his hair, and the time came it was gettin’ a little too long. Once it got just past his shoulders, the brown gave way to red at the ends. Seein’ these men ravage his momma made Sammy angry. So angry that the memory of his momma’s comments about sinful men “burnin’ in a lake o’ Hellfire” came to his mind, and the ends of his hair got themselves a warm glow…

    …now people got all kinds o’ funny ideas ‘bout what it is tripped Samson Cash up more’n anythin’ else in his pursuit o’ he-roics. Some say it was the memory of his momma forever chasin’ him, riddlin’ him with guilt so that every woman he ever laid eyes on reminded him o’ her. My favorite…heh, heh…my favorite comes from the idea that he beat the Devil in a har-monica contest and won his fire powers–but the Devil tricked him and Sammy’s soul started slippin’ away a little bit more each day. ‘Scuse me if that ain’t the way I tell the story.

    But Sammy’s soul was full o’ anger to be sure, righteous anger, and he wasn’t always the best at keepin’ himself in check. That anger burned brighter than the hottest fire he ever lit, and it came out when his sense o’ right and wrong was offended.

    Now where was I?

    So his hairs all stood up an’ curled up and did whatever it is happens to ‘em when they’re affected by what city folk calls static e-lec-tricity…see that, s’even got “city” in its name. His hair was glowin’ too, but that wasn’t no lightnin’ glow, it was reddish like the ends o’ each long follicle, and his eyes glowed the same way. He was just a kid, but it was a frightful thing to see. Too bad them men wasn’t lookin’ his way, or they’d a’ known they was about to pay the Devil’s own price for their wrongdoin’.