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by Richard Bard
4.8 stars – 84 Reviews
Here’s the set-up:
When terminally ill combat pilot Jake Bronson emerges from an MRI with extraordinary cognitive powers, everyone wants a piece of his talent–including Battista, one of the world’s most dangerous terrorists.  To save his love and her autistic child, Jake is thrust into a deadly chase that leads from the canals of Venice through Monte Carlo and finally to an ancient cavern in the Hindu Kush Mountains of Afghanistan–where Jake discovers that his newfound talents carry a hidden price that threatens the entire human race.An original weave of current events bound by colorful locations and cutting-edge technology, Bard’s novel is a must-read for fans of Michael Crichton, James Rollins, Clive Cussler, and Brad Thor. A dynamic mix of fast-paced action and thought provoking soul, this book challenges the reader to keep pace with every sharp turn and shocking twist. Acclaimed by fans of action, sci-fi, and political thrillers alike, Brainrush is one of the most innovative and entertaining books of the year. Brainrush is Book One of a series. Book two available December, 2011.
The author hopes you’ll enjoy this free excerpt.

Part I

 

“The fear of death is the most unjustified of all fears, for there’s no risk of accident for someone who’s dead.”

 

Albert Einstein

 

 

 

Chapter 1

 

 

Veterans Administration Medical Center

Santa Monica, California

 

Jake Bronson spent the past two weeks preparing to die. He just didn’t want to do it today trapped in this MRI scanner.

 

The table jiggled beneath him. He was on his way into the narrow tube like a nineteenth-century artillery round being shoved into a cannon. The glassy-eyed gaze of the bored VA medical technician hovered over him, a yellow mustard stain on the sleeve of his lab coat.

 

Comforting.

 

“Keep your head perfectly still,” the tech said.

 

Yeah, right, like he had any choice with the two-inch-wide strap they had cinched over his forehead. Another wiggle and the lip of the tunnel passed into view above him. Jake squeezed his eyes closed, anxious to ignore the curved walls sliding by just an inch from his nose. Three deep breaths and the table jerked to a stop. He was in, cocooned head to toe. He heard the soft whir of the ventilation fan turn on at his feet. The breeze chilled the beads of sweat gathering on his forehead.

 

The tech’s scratchy-sounding voice came over the speakers in the chamber. “Mr. Bronson, if you can hear me press the button.”

 

A panic switch. Hadn’t he been in a constant state of panic ever since the doctors told him his disease was terminal? He’d agreed to this final test so he’d know how many months he had left to live, to make at least one positive difference in the world. After today, no more doctors. After today, he’d focus on living. Jake pressed the thumb switch gripped in his hand.

 

“Got it,” the tech said. “If it gets too confining for you in there, just press it again and I’ll pull you out. But remember, we’ll have to start all over again if that happens, so let’s try to get it right the first time, okay? We only need thirty minutes. Here we go.”

 

Jake’s thumb twitched over the panic button. Crap. He already wanted to push it. He should have accepted the sedative that they offered him in the waiting room. But his friend Marshall had been standing right there, chuckling under his breath when the tech suggested it.

 

Too late now.

 

Why the hell was this happening to him again? Cancer once in a lifetime was more than enough for anyone. But twice? It wasn’t right. He wanted to lash out, but at what? Or whom?  This morning he’d smashed the small TV in his bedroom over a movie trailer for Top Gun 2. “Coming next fall.” He hated that he was going to miss that one.

The chamber felt like it was closing in on him. A claustrophobic panic sparked in his gut, a churning that grew with each pound of his heart, a hollow reminder of the crushing confines of the collapsible torture box he’d spent so many hours in during the Air Force’s simulated POW training camp.

 

Come on, Jake, man-up!

 

Thirty minutes. That was only eighteen hundred seconds. He clenched his teeth and started counting. One, one thousand, two, one thousand, three-

 

The machine started up with a loud clanking noise. The sound startled him and his body twitched.

 

“Please don’t move, Mr. Bronson.” The tech was irritated.

 

The tapping noise sounded different than he remembered from the MRI he had ten years ago. “Lymphoma,” the flight surgeon had said. “Sorry, but you’re grounded.” And just like that, his childhood dreams of flying the F-16 were cut short on the day before his first combat mission. The chemo and radiation treatments had sucked. But they worked. The cancer was forced into remission-until two weeks ago, when it reappeared in the form of a tumor in his brain.

 

The annoying rattle settled into a pattern. Jake let out a deep breath, trying to relax.

 

Eight, one thousand, nine, one thousand-

 

Suddenly, the entire chamber jolted violently to the right, as if the machine had been T-boned by a dump truck. Jake’s body twisted hard to one side, but his strapped head couldn’t follow. He felt a sharp pain in his neck and the fingers on his left hand went numb. The fan stopped blowing, the lights went out, and the chamber started shaking like a gallon can in a paint-store agitator.

 

Earthquake!

 

A keening whistle from deep within the machine sent shooting pains into Jake’s rattling skull.   A warm wetness pooled in his ears and muffled his hearing.

 

He squeezed down hard on the panic button, shouting into the darkness, each word trembling with the quake’s vibration. “Get–me–out–of–here!”

 

No one answered.

 

He wedged his palms against the sidewalls to brace himself. The surface was warm, getting hotter.

 

The air felt charged with electricity. His skin tingled. Sparks skittered along the wall in front of his face, the first sign in the complete darkness that his eyes were still functioning. The acrid scent of electrical smoke filled his nostrils.

 

Jake’s fists pounded the thick walls of the chamber. He howled, “Somebody-”

 

His body went rigid. His arms and legs jerked spasmodically in seizure, his head thrown back. He bit deep into his tongue and his mouth filled with the coppery taste of blood. Sharp, burning needles of blinding pain blossomed in the hollow at the back of his skull, wriggling through his brain. His head felt like it was ready to burst.

 

The earthquake ended as abruptly as it started.

 

So did the seizure.

 

Jake sagged into the table, his thumping heart threatening to break through his chest.

 

Faint voices. His mind lunged for them. He peered down toward his toes. A light flickered on in the outer room. Shadows shifted.

 

The table jerked beneath him, rolling out into the room. When Jake’s head cleared the outer rim of the machine, two pairs of anxious eyes stared down at him. It was the tech and Jake’s buddy, Marshall.

 

“You okay?” Marshall asked, concern pinching his features.

 

Jake didn’t know whether he was okay or not. The tech helped him sit up and Jake spun his legs to the side. He turned his head and spat a bloody glob of saliva on the floor. Holding the panic switch up to the tech, he said, “You may want to get this thing fixed.”

 

“I’m s-so sorry, Mr. Bronson,” the tech said. “The power went out and I could barely keep my balance. I-”

 

“Forget it,” Jake said, wincing as he reached over his shoulder to massage the back of his aching neck. He gestured to the smoking chamber. “Just be glad you weren’t strapped down inside that coffin instead of me.” He slid his feet to the floor and stood up.

 

The room spun around him.

 

He felt Marshall’s firm grip on his shoulders. “Whoa, slow down, pal,” Marshall said. “You’re a mess.”

 

Jake shook his head. His vision steadied. “I’m all right. Just give me a second.” He took a quick inventory. The feeling had returned to his fingers. Other than a bad neck ache, a sore tongue, and a tingling sensation at the back of his head, there was no major damage. Clutching the corner of the sheet on the table, he wiped at the wetness around his ears. The cotton fabric came away with a pink tinge to it, but no more than that. He stretched his jaw to pop his ears. His hearing was fine.

 

Using the small sink and wall mirror by the door, Jake used a damp paper towel to make sure he got all the blood from his bitten tongue off his lips and chin. His face didn’t look so bad. The tan helped. His hair was disheveled, but what the hell, sloppy was in, right? And if he could get at least one good night of sleep, his eyes would get back to looking more green than red. It was a younger version of his dad that stared back at him. He sucked in a deep breath, expanding his chest. Six foot two, thirty-five years old-the prime of his life.

 

Yeah, right.

 

He tried to sort out just what had happened in that chamber, but the specifics were already hazy, like the fading details of a waking dream. He threw on his T-shirt and jeans, then grabbed his blue chambray shirt from a spike by the door and put that over the tee. Slipping on his black loafers, he glanced back at the donut-shaped ring of the machine that had almost become his tomb. The seam that traveled around it was charred, faint wisps of smoke still snaking into the air.

 

“Never again,” Jake muttered.

 

On the way out, a pretty nurse grabbed Marshall’s hand and slipped him a folded piece of paper. Jake stifled a smile. Ten to one it was her phone number, though the concerned look Marshall exchanged with her suggested otherwise.

 

He stuffed the paper in his pocket, turned his back on her with a friendly wave, and followed Jake out the door. “Dude, you sure you’re okay?” he asked.

 

“Sure.”

 

But an odd, sporadic buzzing in Jake’s head told him something was very different.

 

 

 

Chapter 2

 

 

Redondo Beach, California

 

Jake slouched forward on the edge of the patio chair on his backyard deck, hands clenched, elbows propped on his bare knees protruding from his favorite pair of tattered jeans. The midafternoon sun was finally beginning to burn through the clinging marine layer, with patches of sunlight punching holes through the clouds and warming his skin. He drew in a deep breath of moist salt air, his eyes half closed. One hundred feet below his perch, a lone surfer paddled through the breakers. The soft rumble of the waves was a salve on Jake’s nerves. Seagulls drifted overhead, seemingly suspended in the gentle offshore breeze.

 

Marshall’s grinning face popped through the small kitchen window. In spite of the slim wireless earpiece that had become a permanent fixture on his left ear, girls seemed to flock to his dark features, though Marshall had never exhibited much of a talent in figuring out how to deal with them. His genius was with computers, not girls-a point that Jake often ribbed him about.

 

“You better put beer on the shopping list,” Marshall said. “These are the last two. And I threw out your milk. It expired two weeks ago, dude.”

 

Jake shrugged. His sixty-year-old two-bedroom Spanish stucco home wasn’t anything to brag about. But it was the one and only place he had planted roots after a lifetime of bouncing from one location to another, first as a military brat and later as a pilot in the Air Force. The panoramic coastal view stretched all the way from Redondo Beach to Malibu.

 

The porch screen door slammed closed as Marshall walked over and handed him a beer. “If you have to keep every window in the whole house open twenty-four/seven, you’re going to have to start wiping the counters once in a while. It looks like a college dorm room in there.”

 

Jake ignored the comment. He liked the windows open. Dust was the least of his problems.

 

Marshall cut to the chase. “You gonna reschedule the MRI?”

 

Jake shook his head. “No way.”

 

“You’re not worried about another shaker, are you? After a couple days of aftershocks, the tectonic pressure will be relieved and that’ll be the end of it, at least for a while.”

 

Jake recalled the radio broadcast on the ride home. The earthquake had been a 5.7, centered just off the coast, but it had been felt as far south as San Diego and as far north as San Luis Obispo. After the initial jolt, the rolling shaker that followed had lasted only ten or fifteen seconds. Damage had been light, injuries minor.

 

“No more MRIs. No more doctors,” Jake said.

 

“But you have to, right?” Marshall left a trail of sneaker prints as he paced across the remnants of dew that coated the wooden deck. He wore a white, button-down shirt, khaki Dockers, and his trademark multicolored Pro-Keds high-tops. “I thought it was the only way to identify how far the disease had spread. You could die, man.”

 

“Yeah, well, ‘could die’ is better than ‘would die.’ So, forget about it.” Jake wished he’d never said anything to Marshall about the tumor that drove him to the MRI in the first place. Marshall was the only one of his friends and family who knew. Even so, Jake still hadn’t told him it was terminal. With only a few months to live, the last thing he wanted was to be surrounded by pity. He’d had enough of that the first time around ten years ago.

 

His mom’s uncontrolled sobbing was the first thing he’d heard when he regained consciousness after the exploratory “staging” surgery. Dad seemed okay, but that’s because he kept it bottled up as usual. Jake felt their fear, knew they were both petrified that they might lose their second son, too. When his older brother died in a motorcycle accident, grief had shaken the family to the core. Now it was Jake causing the grief.

 

Months of chemo and radiation therapy had followed. His weight dropped from two hundred down to one forty in less than six weeks. He’d lost all his hair. But he hadn’t quit, on himself or his family. Halfway through the treatment, Dad had died of a heart attack. A broken heart, Jake remembered thinking-his fault. That’s what unbridled grief did. His mom would be next if he didn’t pull through. His little sister would be all alone. Jake couldn’t let that happen. He’d beat it. He had to.

 

In the end, the aggressive treatment regimen had defeated the disease. The war was won-at least the physical part of it. His health improved and he became the anchor that allowed his mom and sister to pick up the pieces of their lives.

 

No, Jake didn’t want to be surrounded by pity again. He couldn’t handle it a second time around.

 

Marshall paced back and forth in front of the rail, his fingers unconsciously playing over the smooth corners of the iPhone snapped into a holster on his belt. He took another slug from his bottle of beer. “Dude, at least tell me what happened when you were inside that machine. You’ve barely said a word since we hightailed it out of there.”

 

Jake still couldn’t remember the sequence of events that actually occurred while he was in the MRI machine, but he recalled the resulting sensations all too clearly: heart pounding, shortness of breath, helplessness, uncontrollable panic-feelings he wanted to banish, not talk about. “Something weird happened to me. I’m still trying to sort it out. I freaked in there. A full-fledged, your-life-is-on-the-line panic, like when your chute doesn’t open and the ground is racing up at you.”

 

His voice trailed off. “The next thing I can remember is the news talk-radio show in the Jeep. The announcer was reeling off the game scores, and somehow that relaxed me. I saw each score as a different image in my mind. It’s crazy, but instead of numbers I saw shapes.” Jake closed his eyes for a moment. “I can still recall every one of them, and the scores that went with them.”

 

“Of course,” Marshall said.

 

“No, really, Marsh, I’m serious.” Jake closed his eyes and recited,

“Boston College over Virginia Tech, 14-10; Ohio State beat Penn State 37-17; USC-Oregon, 17-24; California-Arizona State, 20-31; West Vir-”

 

“Sure, dude. Here, it’s my turn.” In a mock sports announcer voice, Marshall said, “West Virginia-Connecticut, 15-21; Texas A&M-Missouri, 14-3.”

 

“Cool it,” Jake said, “West Virginia didn’t play Connecticut; they played Rutgers and trounced them 31-3. And Connecticut played South Florida and beat them 22-15.”

 

Marshall took a hard look at his friend, as if he was searching for a sign that signaled he was joking around. Jake accepted the stare with a determined clench of his jaw. To him, this was anything but a joke.

 

Shaking his head, Marshall pulled the iPhone out of his belt holder, his index finger tapping and sliding along the surface of the touch screen. “Okay,” he said. “Let’s do this again.”

 

Jake started over, but recited more slowly this time so Marshall could confirm each score. Following the first several answers, Marshall’s surprised look shifted to a grin. After hearing all thirty-one scores, he looked up from the small screen. “Son of a bitch.”

J

ake smiled. “See what I mean? I’m not even sure how I did that. Pretty cool, huh?”

 

“Sweet is what it is. Kind of reminds me of Dustin Hoffman in that old movie Rain Man.”

 

Jake remembered the character. “He was really good at math, wasn’t he? He did it all in his head. I think I can do that, too.”

 

“Like simple math or complicated equations?”

 

“I’m not sure.”

 

Marshall brought up the calculator on his iPhone and tapped the screen. “Okay, what’s 4,722 times 1,230?”

 

Jake didn’t hesitate. “Five million eight hundred eight thousand sixty.”

 

“Suuuuu-weet!” Marshall tapped a few more keys. “Give me the square root of 78,566.”

 

“To how many decimal places?”

 

“You’re kidding, right?”

 

Jake shook his head.

 

Marshall studied the long number stretched across the screen, his lips moving as he counted the digits. “Twelve.”

 

Jake closed his eyes and rattled out the answer. “It’s 280.296271826794.”

 

“You have got to be abso-friggin’ kidding me.”

 

“Did you just say abso-friggin’? What a geek.”

 

“Shut up and tell me how you did it.”

 

“It’s easy, Marsh. The numbers feel like shapes, colors, and textures, each one unique. The shapes of the original numbers morph into the answer in my head. All I have to do is recite it.”

 

Marshall’s hands danced in a blur over the tiny screen. He talked while he worked. “Jake, I’ve heard of this before. How head injuries sometimes give people unusual new abilities.” His fingers paused and he handed the device to Jake. “Here, read this.”

 

Jake scanned an article about Jonathon Tiel, a genius savant who developed his incredible mental abilities after a car accident. He developed a gift for memorization, mathematical computations, and languages. He could recount the numerical value of pi to over twenty thousand digits without a single mistake. He spoke fifteen languages fluently, and it was reported that he learned Swahili-considered one of the most complicated languages in the world-in less than a month.

 

Tapping the screen, Jake opened the link to another article. His eyes blinked like a camera shutter and he tapped the screen again. A second later, another tap, and then another. He was amazed at the speed that his mind soaked in the information.

 

Jake wondered how in the hell he was doing it. It was as if each page he read was stored on a hard drive deep in his brain. He could pull each one up just by thinking about it. But what was going to happen when the drive reached capacity? When that happens on a computer, things go wrong.

 

The blue screen of death.

 

“Are you actually reading the pages?” Marshall asked.

 

Jake nodded but kept his eyes glued to the small screen as he sped from one article to the next, each one describing incredible mental feats, artistic talents, and even enhanced physical attributes, all exhibited by ordinary people after various types of head trauma. Marshall watched for a moment from over his shoulder. The images shifted at an incredible speed as Jake absorbed the information on the screen. Marshall shook his head. He sat down on a chair beside him, propped his Keds on the deck rail, and nursed his beer.

 

After four or five minutes, Jake sank back in his chair. He stared at a contrail high over the water, thinking back.

 

Two years after his first illness seven years ago, he’d moved to Redondo Beach to take a flight instructor position at Zamperini Field in Torrance. It wasn’t a high-paying job, but it got him in the air. He was a natural stick, and advancing to the lead acrobatic instructor position had taken only a few months. There’s nothing quite like sharing that first-time thrill with a sky virgin. And besides, hot-doggin’ in an open-cockpit Pitts Special was about as close as he could get to the rush he’d felt when he was screaming across the sky in his F-16. The crazier the stunt, the more he liked it. Sure, his boss said he sometimes skirted the edge of flight safety parameters, but Jake had an uncanny knack for knowing just how far he could push it without losing it. Of course, the inverted fly by over a packed Hermosa Beach crowd on the Fourth of July wasn’t his smartest move. He’d almost lost his license over that one, until Marshall hacked into the FAA database and inserted a post-dated permit into the system.

 

All that had changed when he met Angel.

 

She’d bounced in the front door of the flight school amidst a circle of girlfriends. They’d dared her to take an acrobatic orientation flight and she wasn’t about to back down. She sized Jake up with a twinkle in her eye that stood him back on his heels. With hands on her hips she gave him a spunky attitude that shouted, “You can’t scare me.” Between that, and a contagious smile that melted his heart, Jake had all the excuse he needed to show off.

 

But once in the air, Angel’s false bravado turned quickly to panic when Jake followed a snap roll with a split-S that came uncomfortably close to the ground. She lost consciousness from the intense maneuver. When she came to, she was violently sick in the cockpit. Jake couldn’t forgive himself. He knew better. He spent the next several days trying to make it up to her with apologies, flowers, and finally dinner. They were married a year later. Their daughter Jasmine was born eighteen months after that. Jake had never been happier.

Until a year ago, when a drunk driver killed them both and ripped his heart to shreds.

 

Jake had little doubt that the pain of that loss is what led to his cancer coming back–unbridled grief.

 

The airliner overhead disappeared from view-the dissipating contrail the only evidence of its passing-heading due west over the ocean. Next stop, New Zealand? Fiji? Hong Kong? Places that had been on their vacation list. Places neither of them would ever see.

“You with me, pal?” Marshall asked, reaching over to take the iPhone from Jake’s hand.

 

“For now.”

 

Marshall hesitated, apparently unsure of what to say.

 

“No worries,” Jake said with a somber grin. He clinked his bottle of Sierra Nevada Pale Ale against Marshall’s, escaping into the marvel of his new mental abilities. “What the hell, man? I’m a bona-fide freak of nature.”

 

Marshall downed the rest of his beer in salute.

 

“Something strange happened to my brain in that MRI, Marsh. It changed me. And you know what? It might be just what the doctor ordered.”

 

Jake rubbed his temples.

 

“You need some downtime, or what?” Marshall asked.

 

Determined to ignore the sudden buzzing that crawled from the back of his neck up across his scalp, Jake said, “No. I’d just as soon head out and meet Tony at the bar to watch the game like we planned. But remember, no more talk about my health. Tony still doesn’t know. Got it?”

 

Marshall’s lips thinned, but he nodded.

 

 

 

 

Chapter 3

 

 

Venice, Italy

 

Luciano Battista soaked in the view through the triple arched windows overlooking the sparkling waters of the Grand Canal. The late afternoon sun reflected off the pastel facades of the centuries-old palaces across the water that were pressed up against one another like books on a shelf. A tourist-filled vaporetto motored up the canal. A row of shiny black gondolas tied at their posts bounced and swayed in its wake. He caught the faint scent of fish drifting up from the open-air market around the corner.

 

Battista admired the scene from his richly paneled private office on the top floor of the six-hundred-year-old baroque palazzo. The magical floating city drew tourists from around the world hoping to get a taste of its mystery and romance, knowing little of its dark historical underpinnings of violence, greed, and secrecy. It had become his European headquarters seven years ago.

 

He had made a point of being meticulous in his efforts to blend into the upper-crust society of the ancient city, to perfect his image of sophistication and elegance. Today he wore his steel-gray Armani suit and Gucci shoes. He knew the outfit complemented his dark eyes, olive complexion, neatly trimmed black Vandyke beard, and thick stock of salon-styled hair that left no trace of his underlying scatters of gray. All part of his refined disguise.

 

Turning his back on the view, he moved in front of his hand-carved, cherrywood desk, his attention on the bank of thirty-inch LCD screens that covered the wall in front of him.

 

The subject on the central monitor had been recruited two years ago, taken to Battista’s hidden underground complex deep in the mountains of northern Afghanistan. He’d completed his training and passed all the medical tests before he had been flown here a week ago to receive his implant. The young man sat at a small dinette table absorbing the pages of a technical journal. The electrical diagrams and parts schematic he drew on the tablet beside him indicated a thorough understanding of the information he was reading.

 

The implant was working.

 

“It’s been seven days, Carlo,” Battista said.

 

“Si, signore.” Carlo sat in the winged, leather reading chair next to Battista’s desk, wearing loose-fitting khaki slacks and an open-collared white shirt, its sleeves rolled up. He absently trimmed his fingernails with the razor-sharp, five-inch blade of his automatic knife. His weathered hands and thick forearms were crisscrossed with a patchwork of scars. The rich olive skin of his bald head was so shiny it looked waxed and polished. A deeply furrowed scar slashed diagonally through one bushy eyebrow, its arc continuing into his cheek, pulling his eyelid down into a droop and giving his dark face a constant scowl.

 

The subject on the monitor closed the technical journal and picked up his notes, scanning his completed drawing. With a satisfied grin, he looked into the camera. In perfect English with an accent that hinted of Boston, he said, “Well, how do you like that? All I need now is a Home Depot, a Radio Shack, and about twelve hours of quiet time.” He flicked open the fingers of his fist. “And ka-boom! I’ll give you a makeshift device no larger than a backpack that can obliterate half a city block. Or, if you prefer a more subtle approach, how about a cigar-sized aluminum cylinder that can be slipped into the plumbing at the neighborhood school to release a tasteless delayed-reaction poison at the water fountains? Not bad, huh?”

 

Battista nodded. This one was truly remarkable. Before the implant, the man’s English was broken and heavily accented. Now he had an astonishing command of the language that included the extended a’s and missing r’s prevalent in the blue-collar crowds of south Boston. With his surgically softened features, and his dyed light-brown hair, he could easily pass as a beer-drinking Red Sox fan from Hyde Park-the last person one would suspect as a terrorist cell leader on a jihad to incinerate Americans.

 

Carlo stood to get a better look at the monitor. Next to Battista’s lean frame, he looked as sturdy as a fire hydrant. “Is he stable?”

 

“This one has lasted days longer than most of the others. The team was quite confident that they solved the problem.” And they had better be right, thought Battista. This was the thirty-seventh subject to receive the experimental transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS) implant. The first dozen or more trials were utter failures; the subjects died immediately after the procedure. But they had learned something new from each variation in the tests, and the thirteenth subject lasted for nearly twenty hours, during which time his mind exhibited extraordinary savant-like abilities. That was eighteen months ago. Each of the subjects since then had lasted longer. But only two of them were still alive after several months, one just a boy. None of the others had lasted more than four days after receiving the implant. Thirty-four loyal subjects dead. Battista would not allow their sacrifice to be in vain.

 

He continued to monitor the screen, hopeful. This subject had lasted a week, thanks to clues they had gleaned after studying the brain of another one of the autistic children. Unfortunately, the exam had proved fatal to the child, as had happened before. Battista knew that such sacrifices were unavoidable, but it still tore at his heart, reminding him of his own son.

 

“Imagine it, Carlo, an army of our brothers able to perfect their command of the English language in less than a week, to adopt its nuances, its slang, its mannerisms.”

 

Battista clenched his fists as he continued. “Let the Americans use their racial profiling to try to stop us. These new soldiers will talk circles around their underpaid and complacent screening employees. Their confidence is their weakness, Carlo. Their belief that we are a backward people is the blindfold that will bring them to their knees.”

 

Carlo twitched his thumb, and the knife blade snapped back into its slender, contoured handle. He slid the knife into his pocket.

 

“Believe it, Carlo, for it will soon be upon us. One final hurdle and our research will be complete. Then, within a few months we will introduce more than one hundred such soldiers into America, any one of whom will be capable of unleashing his own personal brand of terror without guidance from us, or help from the others.” He took a step forward and focused on the young man on the screen. “Here is our future, a single soldier of Allah with the mind of Einstein, multiplied by a hundred, and later a thousand.”

 

It happened suddenly. The subject on the monitor leapt up from the table. The chair behind him fell backwards. His hands shot up, palms pressing hard against his temples as if to keep his head from exploding. His eyes squeezed closed, his mouth agape in a silent scream. The young man’s body twisted violently and he fell hard to the floor, curled into a fetal position, shaking uncontrollably. After several seconds, there was one final spasmodic jerk, and he lay still.

Battista didn’t allow the flush of anger to overtake him. Instead, a dark calm spread over him.

 

Carlo knew to keep his mouth shut.

 

Battista’s eyes never left the monitor. After several moments three men in white lab coats stepped into view and stood in a semicircle around the body, facing the camera, shifting uneasily.

 

One of the doctors said, “We are close, signore. Very close. But I’m afraid we’ll need to examine another autistic subject before the next implant.”

 

Battista was irritated by the doctor’s cavalier attitude regarding an exam that would surely prove fatal to the child subject. But he chose to ignore the man’s absence of compassion, at least for now. The more serious problem lay in the fact that finding the ideal set of traits in a candidate was getting more and more difficult.

 

They were running out of children.

 

 

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Chapter One

Jennifer Hamilton glanced at her mother again, sweeping her pencil across crisp white paper as she outlined the seated figure before her.  “Gosh, it feels good to have a pencil in my hand again,” she said, her fingers never stopping as she sketched in a horizon line, her point of reference to denote distance and space.  “It’s been years since I last picked up pad and paper.”  Yet it felt so natural, so second-hand.

Beatrice Hamilton smiled.  “Med school has a way of doing that to a schedule.”

Jennifer sighed.  “And residency, private practice…”  She laughed.  “Sometimes it feels like I have time for nothing else!”

Her mother smiled.  “Wait until you add a husband and children to the mix.  Talk about no time, my goodness!”

The mention of Aurelio warmed Jennifer’s mood a degree.  A gust of wind lifted the hair from her neck, its cool air a welcome break from the late afternoon heat.  Casting another glance toward the Coral Gables Mediterranean-style building, Jennifer framed-in the main structure, arced a few lines to represent windows and doorways, emphasizing the contrast between the dark brown of their casings against the vanilla-colored stucco, then lightly smudged the lead for a shadow effect.  A few waves across the top and she had the beginnings of the barrel-tiled rooftop.

Though she hadn’t drawn in years, her ease of motion felt as though she’d never missed a beat, drawing every day of her life.  And the release.  Drawing opened her spirit, unleashed her imagination.  It gave her a sense of freedom, of inhibition.

Next she focused on the trees.  With a few choppy strokes, she depicted the natural fall of oversized palm fronds swaying heavy in the wind, their bowed trunks lazy yet strong—strong enough to endure the hurricanes that whipped through this city every year!  But living in South Florida, one became accustomed to such thrill.

“Time management,” she declared, feathering in the wispy tips.  “I’ll just have to make sure I’m on top of my time management skills.”

“You will be, darling.  If anyone can juggle career and family, I know it will be you.”

Jennifer stopped.  She peered at her mom.  “You’ve always been my biggest fan, haven’t you…”

“Number one.”

Jennifer smiled.  No question, no doubt.  Only love.  Which made her mother’s impending passing all the more difficult.  Thrusting her pencil back into motion, Jennifer didn’t want to dwell in thought.  She wanted to continue, to enjoy their time together and this catharsis of sketching.  It reminded her of days gone by, time lost in the sand wriggled beneath her toes.  Hours and minutes felt the same, afternoons drifted into the ocean as she drew—what she saw, what she felt.

What she wanted.

Scrutinizing the emerging scene, Jennifer was pleased with her progress.  Ready to trace the delicate features of her mother’s face, she settled in for a closer look.  Age had nothing on her mother.  Blue eyes shone bright and her skin glowed, flushed with healthy tones of pink.  Hers was a beauty that persisted in graceful defiance.  Why, if you didn’t know better, you’d swear she was the picture of health.

“Dr. Hamilton.”

Both women turned.

Jennifer stiffened as Dr. Roberts drew near.

Fully gray, balding in the middle, his mouth was set in a stern line.  “They told me I’d find you out here.”  Placing folded hands behind his back, he glanced at the pad in Jennifer’s hand with disapproval.  “If you can spare a moment, I came to discuss your mother’s medications.”

Jennifer rose from the stone bench.  Lowering pad and pencil against her body, she replied, “Yes?”

“We need to increase dosages.”

“Why?”

“According to the nurses, she’s been experiencing more severe pain.  At this stage, I suggest an increase to encourage rest.”

Jennifer hardened her gaze.  Put her to sleep, you mean.

“It’s not unexpected at this stage.”

“It’s not what she wants.”

“The nurses are with her twenty-four hours a day.”  He pulled his arms forward and crossed them over his chest.  A wiry man, he barely put a dent in the starched white lab coat he wore.  “I think they know best.”

“My mother knows full well the ramifications of her meds.”

“Under the circumstances—“

From her wheelchair, Beatrice cleared her throat.  “I’m right here.”

Jennifer discarded pad and pencil and went to her mother’s side.  “Mom, is it true?  The pain’s getting worse?”

She gazed at Jennifer before responding to the doctor.  “I’m fine, Al.  I told the nurse it was nothing to worry about.”

“Your bones are decaying, Beatrice.  They are vulnerable to serious breakage.”

“My bones are working fine,” she raised her hands, turning them back and forth for inspection, “as you can see.  It was an isolated incident.”

Dr. Roberts frowned and dipped his head forward.  “Your condition is serious, Beatrice.  Breaking your bones can lead to complications.  You of all people should know the risks.”

“I do.”

“What are you talking about?” Jennifer blurted between them.  “What incident?”

He turned and addressed her forthright.  “Your mother injured her wrist while getting into her bed last night.”

Jennifer gripped the padded armrest of her wheelchair.  “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I didn’t want to upset you.”  She patted Jennifer’s hand.  “I told you, I’m fine.”  Then to the doctor she said, “As to medication, my current prescription is adequate.”

Adequate?  Jennifer stood.  She didn’t like the sound of that.  And she didn’t like her mother keeping things from her.

“It’s my body and my choice.”

Dr. Roberts shook his head in resignation.

“You heard her, doctor,” Jennifer defended, though part of her wanted to discuss the options, the alternatives.  The thought of her mother in pain didn’t sit well at all.

Wielding his full focus on Jennifer, he asked, “Is this what you want?  Are you okay with what you’re doing?”  He eyed her pad on the bench with naked contempt.  “What you’re asking her to do isn’t helping.”

It took every speck of control she had not to reach out and slap him.  He had no right to speak to her this way. “You heard her,” Jennifer said.  “She understands the clinical repercussions.  Despite what you or I may advise, she’s made her choice.”

He scowled.  “Somewhat under duress, don’t you think?”

Jennifer didn’t appreciate the insinuation, or the nasty smirk forming on his lips.  “She’s made her decision and I intend to respect it.  As her physician, I suggest you do the same.”

He stepped back, clearly displeased with her response.  But both of them knew his hands were tied.  Dr. Roberts would not override the wishes of a physician patient.  “Of course.  But I have a Hippocratic duty to uphold.”

“You’ve said your peace.”  She breathed in deep and slow and added, “Now if you’ll excuse us, we’d like to get back to enjoying our visit.”

His glare mocked her, but he said nothing.  When he glanced at her mother, his expression softened.  “Are you sure?”

“This is the best medicine for me, Al.  Being outside in the fresh air, feeling the wind on my face, hearing the sounds of life…  I’ll be all right, really I will.”

“I want you to be comfortable.”

“I am.”  She angled her head and added, “With my daughter by my side, I’m better than ever.”

Dr. Roberts grunted beneath his breath.  “Very well,” he replied, his voice tight and controlled.  Without another glance toward Jennifer, he retreated back along the manicured path he came.  

Once he was out of earshot, Jennifer withdrew her hands and linked them across her chest.  “I do not care for that man.”

“Don’t let him get to you, Jenny.  He means well.”

She stared after him.  “His attitude is horrendous.”

“He’s very good at what he does.”

“His beside manner sure leaves a lot to be desired.”

“Not everyone can be adored by their patients like you.”

Jennifer turned to her mother and was met with a wink.  Ergh.  She flung her arms open and went to her mother’s chair.  Stooping to a crouch she heaved a sigh.  “I don’t like it.  Any of it.”

“It’s life, darling.”  Beatrice held the younger in her gaze, and reaching over, brushed Jennifer’s hair to one side.

The small gesture reminded her of when she was a girl.  When she came home from school, exasperated by some kid, some teacher…her mom consoled her.  She always had the answers.

“Things are what they are.  No sense in fighting.”

“He thinks I’m pushing you.  That it’s my fault you’re…”  She couldn’t finish the thought.

“He’s wrong.”

“We don’t have to wait.  Aurelio and I can get married tomorrow.  Here, at Fairhaven.”

Annoyance flickered in her mother’s eyes and she waved the suggestion away.  “I’ll have no such thing.  You’ll be married in fine Hamilton tradition.  Like your father and I.”

Jennifer closed her eyes.  Guilt simmered deep inside.  But at what cost to you

As though sensing her thoughts, Beatrice replied, “Don’t worry about Dr. Roberts.”  She ran her hand lightly over Jennifer’s head, gliding down her cheek and then cupped her chin.  “It’s his job to worry.”

Jennifer opened her eyes and stared out across the grounds.  Beyond the canopy of oaks, the sun shimmered gold, casting the nursing home in luminescent tones of peach and rose.  Quiet, gentle exterior lighting glowed in and around the landscape.  Opulent, welcoming, it seemed more like a private estate than a medical facility specializing in end-of-life care.

“I’m fine, really.  But more importantly, I want to be there when you and Aurelio take your vows.  I want to be a part of this monumental step in your life.  You promised.”

Looking into her mother’s eyes, there was no room for argument.  She would be held to her promise.  Even if it killed her.

Chapter Two

Jennifer slowed her black BMW for the entrance to the historical mansion and eased down the long and winding drive.  Located off Old Cutler Road, Michael Kingsley’s home had been renovated and restored to its original grandeur and grand it was, with its oak-lined driveway, salmon-colored azaleas in full bloom ringing their base.  Exposed stone walls and coral-formed arches, weathered to a soft patina of gray.  Elaborately molded ironwork trimmed balconies along the second-floor, while more of the same outlined the grounds.

“We’re here for an appearance, for Michael’s sake.”

Jennifer managed a small smile.  An appearance.  She knew this was the last place Samantha Rawlings wanted to be.  Fiery brunette, hotshot attorney—party was her middle name, not social commitment.  Yet here she was, willing to drive halfway across town for a quick shot of pleasantries.  Because her friend needed her.

Jennifer nodded and slowed the car beneath the porte-cochere, careful to avoid the formally clad young men waiting to get their doors.  Above them, a magnificent lantern hung from the rounded ceiling, inlaid with shells and mosaics, an eclectic mix of all things Old Miami, and bathed the area with light.

Jennifer took a deep breath and released, suppressing a fresh rush of nerves as she glanced through the open front doors.  “For Michael’s sake.”

Michael’s daughter was getting married.  Springtime seemed to be that time of year when brides surged to the forefront of attention and like any proud father would, he was hosting an engagement party.  Any other time she would be delighted to be in attendance, but under the circumstances, it only proved a sad reminder.

 “Try to enjoy yourself,” Sam said, patting Jennifer’s thigh.  “You could use the diversion.”

Diversion.  Wary reluctance pulled at her.  Like Sam, this was the last place she wanted to be, but obligations were obligations and she wouldn’t shirk a single one.  “I will.”

Jennifer placed the car in park.  While Sam slid out the passenger side, she caught her reflection in the rearview mirror.  Determined blue eyes reinforced:  We’re in, we’re out.  Michael was a good friend and it wasn’t every day your daughter became engaged.   Not every day the family stood witness.  A sliver of grief pinpricked her heart.  No, not every day.  Time didn’t wait on anything, or anyone.  She closed her eyes.  Even when you begged.  Pleaded.  Time offered no reprieve.

“Jen?”  Sam ducked her head into the car.  “You coming?”

“Yes.”  Of course she was coming.  Shaking her head, she scolded herself.  Stop.  Stop this nonsense right now.  This isn’t about you.  This is about Michael and his daughter.  It’s a happy day.

A celebration.

Tears pushed at the back of her eyes as a young man waited by her door, the one he held open.  Embarrassed she hadn’t noticed him there, Jennifer shook her head once more, quick and sharp.  Enough.  In one smooth motion, she rose from the car and snapped the lens of her mind closed.  Tonight was about new beginnings, rejoicing in the future.  Two young people were beginning their lives as one.  Could there be a happier day?

Circling around the car she caught up with Sam.

Sam froze mid-stride.  Lanterns of concern swam in her dark brown eyes.  “You sure you’re okay ‘cause you don’t look so good.”

“I’m fine,” she replied, swallowing hard against the tender swell in her throat.  Maybe if she said it enough times, it would be true.  Maybe if she focused on others, she would forget about herself.  Maybe Sam was right.  Tonight, she could use the distraction.

Diversion.  Shut the lid on her life and focus on Michael’s.  “Really, I’m fine.”  She tried to back it up with a smile, but abandoned the effort.

“We can leave right now.”  Sam glanced sideways and back, her feisty auburn waves swinging in sync.  “Ditch the scene before anyone’s the wiser.  Tell them you were called to the hospital.”

“Nonsense,” she said, waving the notion off as entirely unacceptable.  “We’re not going anywhere.”  With a brief fuss to her hair, Jennifer started toward the door—before second thoughts sent her running.

Sam nodded.  “Good girl.”  Linking an arm through Jennifer’s, she reassured with a squeeze.  “Don’t worry.  You’ll get through it.”

“Of course I will.”

Jennifer heaved a sigh.  It’s what I do.

In the expansive foyer, they were greeted by an enormous arrangement of bird of paradise, anthurium, ginger, and a spray of delicate purple blossoms.  Perched on a pedestal of mahogany and centered beneath a glimmering chandelier, it was exotic and vibrant and though predominantly Hawaiian by nature, felt completely Miami tropical.

“That is some kind of gorgeous,” Sam murmured.

Jennifer nodded dully.  Everything in Michael’s home was gorgeous.  From the baby-smooth leather furniture to the glossy wood and polished stone floors, he’d spent a veritable fortune to make sure of it.

Several guests mingled in the main living area and to their left, a few huddled near the wide doorway into the kitchen.  Arched and trimmed in intricately carved heavy dark wood, it was a superb piece of craftsmanship.  But Jennifer’s attention was drawn outside.  Through floor to ceiling windows amidst a tangle of palm and ferns, she could see the main party gathered by the pool, the area lit by a flicker of torches.

Sam stopped in place.  Glancing across the keystone flooring, from artwork to furniture, she let out a soft whistle.  “That patio is unbelievable.  If I didn’t know better, I’d swear we were smack in the middle of wild jungle.”  She flipped her gaze to Jennifer.  “I may be no fan of the mosquito fest it presents, but I have to admit,” she hitched a thumb toward the back, “that’s enticing out there.”

Jennifer willed the soft clink of glasses, the easy rhythm of light conversation to work magic on her mood.  “Yes.  Michael and Laurencia have done a spectacular job.”

As the two meandered toward the patio, Sam pointed to a colorful painting of a cottage prominently displayed on the dining room wall.  It was a watercolor of a house trimmed in shutters of yellow, bordered by pink hibiscus, its small porch leading to a secluded stretch of sandy shoreline.  Nothing else existed in the painting but blue sky and blue water.  “Now that scene makes me want to toss the legal pads and head for the islands!”

Buoyed by the sight of it, she smiled.  “It does, doesn’t it?  Aurelio gave that piece to Michael…as a housewarming gift.”

“I’m surprised it appealed to him.”

Jennifer tensed.  Sam didn’t care for Aurelio and changing her mind was a game of fools.  A game she no longer cared to play.  As Sam turned away and headed outdoors, Jennifer cast a glance toward the painting.  She had been with Aurelio when he selected the piece and both agreed it was perfect for Michael.  Both had been right.

Jennifer joined Sam outside and the warm evening air coated her skin in an instant.  The woodsy, spicy scent of ginger filled her senses, the fragrance made richer by the nearby saltwater clinging to the air.  The combination helped cleanse her thoughts of negativity.  An associate from the office caught her eye and she waved.  He returned the gesture with a smile.

As she and Sam glided between bodies, a light Spanish tune swirled around them, mixing with the din of conversation.  Jennifer recognized this particular piece as Flamenco; her preferred selection of music.

Sam neared the edge of the pool.  Almost black in color, it appeared more lagoon than pool, and dotted with small lights.  It blended seamlessly into the natural stone waterfall cascading down the center, overflow splashing into basins on either side.

“Damn,” Sam murmured.  “I feel like I’m stepping into another world.”  Her gaze trailed off down a hidden pathway which disappeared behind a burgeoning mass of philodendron.  “The house may be an architect’s dream, but this…this rainforest is the real jewel.”  She turned to face Jennifer.  “I sure as hell hope you got your referral for landscaping from Michael, because this man knows what he’s doing.”

“I did indeed,” she replied, heartened by Sam’s approval.  “As well as from a few other physicians at the hospital.  He’s scheduled to come by the house tomorrow morning.”

“Yes, well…”  She pivoted on her heel.  “Perfect.  Now let’s get a drink.”

“Yes.  Let’s.”

Trailing her to the nearest makeshift Tiki bar, Sam’s voice picked up as she slowed.  “Ah…  I think we’ve found the popular man this evening.”

Doling out drinks and a smile, the bartender’s movements were fluid and swift as he served the guests clustered around him.  Medium-build, average features, Jennifer thought his tanned skin seemed all the darker against his white cotton Guayabera button-down.

But it was his hair that garnered the most attention.  Swatches of sandy blonde thrust upward and sideways—every which way, in fact.  “Sam, there are all of three bars and a group upwards of a hundred people.  I daresay all the men have their hands full.”

“God, don’t I wish—but this one…  This one’s setting fire to my loin as we speak!”

Jennifer sighed.  “Don’t you ever tire?”

“No and if I do,” she quipped, “they make drugs for that.” 

She shook her head, but duly followed as Sam jaunted off to capture the latest target of her lust.  Well-skilled in the art of flirtation with her fiery bronze eyes and wavy auburn curls, black fitted dress cut high above the knee on her long bare legs, Sam was an eyeful herself at nearly six foot, let alone hand-full.  Jennifer had no doubt she’d add this man to her list of conquests before all was said and done.

“I’ll have a gin martini straight up, three olives,” she ordered, then added with a smile too large to be innocent, “and make it dirty.”

“You got it.”

Jennifer wondered if Sam really enjoyed her drink as such, or was she simply after shock appeal.  Probably the latter she mused, and plugged herself into the spirit of fun as best she could.  “Oh, and by the way Sam, those little blue pills you’re counting on…  Don’t.  They’re for men only.”

Jennifer took satisfaction at the bump in the man’s eyes.

Two could play at this game.

Sam gave her a gotcha smile.  “Good thing I know a few tricks.”

He grinned and winked.  “I’ll bet you do,” he said to Sam, but his gaze landed on Jennifer.

“You are so delicious.”

Despite being well-accustomed to Sam’s take-no-prisoner approach to flirting, the comment caught Jennifer off guard.

But not him.  “You’re pretty sweet yourself,” he passed back to Sam, though his gaze remained uncomfortably on her.

“Not really,” she replied with a throaty chuckle, “but I am downright tasty.”

Jennifer was amazed.  Not only by their salacious banter, but the fact the man poured her martini without missing a beat, skewered three plump olives, slid them in, pinched a napkin from its cradle and handed off the finished product—all with a smile.

“As,” he said, extending the oversized triangular-shaped glass to her, “is this.”

A warm, friendly, unaffected smile.

Sam retrieved the drink.  “Damn, you’re good.”

“That’s what they pay me for.”  He turned to Jennifer.  “What’s your pleasure?”

“I’ll take a white wine spritzer, please.”  She preferred red, but tonight was warm; ice-drinks preferable.

“You got it.”

Avoiding his gaze, she ran her hands down the backside of her navy skirt, smoothing material that needed no smoothing.  Her white button-down suddenly felt too warm.  She wished she had worn a dress like Sam, but coming straight from the hospital, she had no time to change into more suitable attire.

Sam sipped her drink in silence while behind the bar strong, lean arms covered by a sparse layer of sun-bleached hair went to work on the spritzer.  Jennifer’s gaze drifted to his chest, noting the top button of his shirt was open, exposing another mass of hair.  This section was thicker and darker, more a golden brown than the rest.

“Tasty, isn’t it?”

Feeling the blaze of Sam’s grin, Jennifer swung her head around, the skin of her cheeks flushed hot, like a school girl getting caught looking at dirty magazines.  Her throat went dry and she scowled at Sam, daring her to push.

“Here you go.”  Splashing in some soda, the man dropped a wedge of lime in and with equal proficiency handed her the glass.

She cleared her throat and managed a proper, “Thank you.”  Taking the drink, she stepped away from the bar.

“You’re welcome.”  Sable soft eyes closed in.  “If there’s anything else I can get for you two ladies, don’t hesitate to ask.”

“We won’t,” Sam assured.

Moving out of hearing range, Jennifer snapped, “How do you do it?”

“What?”

“How do you come-on to complete strangers?”

Sam smirked.  “It’s a natural gift.”

“I’m serious.”  Her brow furrowed.  “Don’t you ever want more?”

“Of course I do.  What do you think I was trying for?  I’m not interested in stopping at that delightful smile of his—no ma’am.  I want more, much more!”

“Stop.  You know what I mean.”  She glanced around for onlookers.  “You’re thirty-seven-years-old, Sam.  You’re not getting any younger and despite those ‘tricks’ you think you have in store, there’s a lot you’re missing out on.”

She took a long swallow of the ice-cold martini.  “Like you and Aurelio?”

“Yes.  Like me and Aurelio.”  With a reflexive glance toward the bartender Jennifer continued, her aggravation heating.  “We’re getting ready to begin one of the most rewarding chapters of our lives and you should take a page from our storybook for yourself.”

Sam shifted weight to her back heel and cocked her head.  “What are you proposing, Jen?  That I find myself a wonderful man who can take care of me, add me to his collection of trophies on a shelf and put my libido out to pasture?”

“I’m suggesting you find someone to settle down with, someone to love until you’re old and gray, and maybe…” she added, though knew it would receive protest, “someone with whom to have children.”

“Now I know you’ve gone mad.”  She eyed the glass in Jennifer’s hand.  “I think that gorgeous man spiked your drink.”

Sensitive to prying eyes, Jennifer lowered her voice.  “You may change your mind one day.”

“About kids?  I think not.”  She gave a cursory whip to her head.  “I’m a little too fond of my freedom and sanity, thank you very much.”

“Children do not denote insanity, Sam.”

“For some.  I know women you’d swear their brains leaked out with their breast milk—a feat that would end my legal career in about the same time it takes a shark to rip through its prey.”  She gave an exaggerated shudder.  “No thank you.  I’ve better uses of my time.”  Then she turned the spotlight on Jennifer.  “And you?”

“Me?”

“You’ve settled for a man who fits your bill of sale, rather than a man who sets fire to your heart.”

“I have not.”  Self-conscious of onlookers she whispered, “I love Aurelio and he loves me.”

“You may love who he is, but I’m not convinced you love him, you know, the for-better-or-worse kind of love.  I think he fits your image of what a good husband’s supposed to look like—which has nothing to do with what actually makes a good husband.”  She paused.  “And I think you’ve settled.”

“And I think you’re crazy.  This,” she scoffed, “from the woman who’s most extensive experience in the mating department comes from a twelve month cohabitation.”

“Jeremy and I were sharing some space.  I wasn’t interviewing him for a position as my husband.”

“I’m not interviewing anyone.”  Jennifer smiled at a couple of women glancing their way, then forced a sip from her wine.

“That’s exactly what you’ve been doing.  You have an ideal mate in your head—successful, well-educated, good-looking—and you compare each guy you meet to your concoction of perfect.”

Patience frayed, yet Sam continued, her tone ever-so-polite while dark eyes held sharp and steady.  “But no one is perfect, so you make a list of the prospective suitor’s pros and cons, then decide if enough of them fall onto the appropriate side of the T-bar before rendering your final decision.”

“I do not.”

“Yes you do.”  She paused again.  “Most women do.  Forget the fact you’re an accomplished physician in your own right, you’re still out looking for that knight-in-shining-armor fellow to sweep you off your feet and take care of you.  You know, big strong man meets small helpless female.  Every damn fairy-tale I ever read, the woman looked up to the man.”  She tipped up her chin and declared, “Subliminal sabotage, if you ask me.”

“You’re reaching, counselor.”

“I don’t think so.”  Sam relaxed into a grin and posed the challenge.  “You would no sooner accept a date from the sinfully handsome bartender that plied you with wine than you would a ride home from a stranger.”

“I am not dating a bartender.”

Sam raised her brow and glass in unison.  “I rest my case.”

“By the looks of him…” She glanced back in his direction.  “He probably spends more time at the beach than he does working.”  A little rugged for her taste, he wasn’t bad looking.  “How does someone like that support himself?”

“Hey,” Sam knocked back.  “I hear bartenders make pretty good money.  Unlike you and me, he doesn’t need to slug through long hours to manage the big bucks.”

“Be serious, Sam.  Dating a bartender is like asking me to give up filet mignon for hamburger.”

“There’s nothing like an all-American juicy hamburger in my book,” she pumped with a smirk, laughter swamping her eyes.  “It’s one of my favorite meals!”

“I prefer steak.”

“You might be surprised.”  Sam pulled the sword of olives from their gin bath.  “Me, I’d take him solely for his looks.”  Plucking one off the end with her teeth she chewed, her eyes dancing in delight.

Jennifer’s gaze hardened.  “I don’t date men simply because they look good.  I want a man with whom I can stand shoulder to shoulder, see eye to eye.  A man I can respect.”  She stole another peek at the happy-go-lucky fellow dispensing drinks to a couple of guests.  Animated, he conversed with them like they were old friends, knew each other from way back.

She turned a shoulder.  “I’m a doctor, for heaven’s sake.  I’ve worked hard to get where I am.  My life has direction, purpose.  I’d last two seconds with a man like that, at most.”

“It would probably prove to be the hottest two seconds of your adult life!”

“Would you stop.”  Jennifer admonished.  She scanned the immediate vicinity, certain someone had overheard.  “You’re supposed to be helping me tonight, not antagonizing.”

Like a flash of steel, Sam cut the humor.  Grizzly turned doe as she reached across the divide, her tone rendered tender.  “Look.  I’m not trying to embarrass you.  I’m simply trying to point out that beneath the surface of your calm exterior exists a mountain of passion, churning like a volcano, dormant in a sea of control.”

“What exactly do you have against Aurelio, Sam?  What has the man done that you dislike him so?”


Chapter Three

“He is a wonderful man,” Jennifer defended.  “He’s kind and loving, intelligent and yes, he’s successful—very—for which there’s not a thing to be ashamed.”

Sam drew a sip of gin and regarded her pal with a weighty stare.  “You got me there…”

“Then what,” she demanded.  “What is wrong with him?”

“Jennifer.”

She turned.

“Hey, is everything all right?”  Michael’s physician assistant appeared by her side.  She narrowed her gaze.  “You seem upset.”

Her pulse jumped.  How long had she been standing there?  “No, no, I’m fine.”

The woman rubbed a hand up and down Jennifer’s arm, as though she knew better.  “It’s okay.  I understand.”  She flicked a glance toward Sam and said, “I just wanted to say hello and see how you were coming along.”

Jennifer stepped back, uncomfortable with the close contact.  “I appreciate that.  Things are well.”  She gestured toward Sam.  “This is my friend Sam.  Sam Rawlings.  Sam, this is Carly Tucker.  Michael’s P.A.”

“Nice to meet you.”

“You too,” Sam replied.

“I hope I didn’t interrupt anything…”  She returned her full attention to Jennifer.  “But I didn’t want to miss you.”

“No, you’re fine.  You didn’t interrupt anything.”

Sam raised a brow at the lie as she sipped from her drink.

“We were merely catching up.”

“Well, good.”  She lingered, creating an awkward silence.  “Okay, so maybe we can talk later?”  She nodded, encouraging Jennifer to agree.

“That would be nice.”  Carly was familiar with her situation.  It was kind of her to make an effort.

She smiled.  “I’ll go on and let you two get back to your discussion.”

While it was the last thing Jennifer wanted, Carly excused herself before she could stop her.

“So where were we?”

“Nowhere.  Forget I asked.”

“Jen.”

“There’s nothing wrong with Aurelio.”

“Except he doesn’t crack lightning through your heart.”

Jennifer stilled.

“Or break waves across your soul.  He’s not ocean vast or mountain high.”  She sighed.  “There’s no intensity to him Jen, no depth.”  She paused, a hint of pity entering her eyes.  “I’m sorry, but Aurelio is duck-pond still.”

“I don’t need waves, Sam.  I’m not like you.”  She hated the falter in her voice, the desperation, but she needed to be heard.  Sam needed to understand.  “You thrive on the highs and lows, but not me.  I get enough turmoil on the job, I don’t want it at home, too.  My home is my sanctuary, my peace.  I need calm waters, not raging.”

“C’mon on, Jen.  Storms aren’t necessarily a bad thing.”  She leaned closer, but didn’t touch her.  No predictable wrap of her arm around the shoulders, no hand to her back.  “They’re Mother Nature’s rumbling—a growling need, gathering dark and intense along the horizon.”  She motioned to the sky above them, licks of a nearby torch jumping in the reflection of her dark eyes.  “She sways and rocks, giving herself to the passionate throes and then explodes, high above the landscape in a spectacular light show, releasing herself in a thunderous downpour, bathing the earth with her riches.”

Indignation refueled as she grasped hold of Sam’s underlying meaning.  “Remind me to take my umbrella next time they forecast rain.”

Undaunted, Sam said, “I’m talking about tossing the agenda, Jen.  Feel your way through life, like you used to.  Embrace the highs and lows instead of ‘allotting’ for them.”  Sam inched closer, checking for nearby eyes with ears and lowered her voice.  “Let go.  Let yourself be courted by desire, not success.  Toss the schedule into the trash, leave the pen and paper on the desk and follow temptation.  Give in.”

“You’re in the wrong courtroom.”

“Am I?”

“Marriage isn’t about sex, it’s about love.”

“Passion.”

“Same thing.”

She cocked her head to one side.  “Are they?” 

“Yes,” she said, though Sam clearly disagreed.  “They are.”  Jennifer gave a slight shake to her hair.  “You don’t have a case here.”

“I think I do.”

“You don’t.  And whether you like it or not, Aurelio and I will be married.”

“It’s too soon.”

She tightened her grip on the glass in hand.  “Are you forgetting about my mother?”

With quiet determination, Sam replied, “No.”

“Then why would you ask me to wait?  You’re not making any sense!”

Sam slid her eyes to the turn of heads to their right. 

Heat flushed into Jennifer’s cheeks.  “You know what’s at stake.  You know how much this means.”

“I know marriage is for life.  Your mother will understand.”

Her heart steeled.  Famous last words.  “I need to find Michael.”

“Give it some consideration, Jen.”  Sam’s eyes deepened, steeped in concern.  “It’s the least you can do.”

“I’ll catch up with you in a little while.”  Without waiting for a response, she left Sam to fend for herself.  She would be fine.  She always was and tonight would bear no different.  Most likely she’d end up with a phone number and a promise and for Sam, it was enough.

But it wasn’t enough for her.  She needed more than a good time and she didn’t need to consider anything.  Hadn’t she learned enough about need?

If the experience with Tony taught her anything, it was that need disappointed.  It worked you up like an addiction then dropped you like a withdrawal.  Worse than a patient trying to kick the habit of smoking, need for another human being acted like heroine.  When you had it, life was great.  When you didn’t…

You wished you were dead.

Winding her way through guests, she continued to stew over the exchange.  There’s nothing wrong with Aurelio.  A decent, hardworking man, intelligent and sophisticated, loving and kind…  He was perfectly suited for her, and she him.  Unlike Sam, freewheeling love had never been her style.  Except that once.  But she had learned her lesson.  Whether shame had been her teacher or plain good sense, was immaterial.  She had moved on.  She and Aurelio wanted the same things from life, shared the same outlook and now it was time for marriage.

The marriage her mother wanted to witness.

The stab to her heart was quick and severe.  How could Sam ask her to walk away?  How could she be so insensitive?

At a sudden loss of direction, Jennifer stopped.  She looked around, gained her bearing, and searched for any sight of Michael.  Laurencia.  Anyone related to the family.

But she saw no one.  Met by a sea of faces, a blur of happy and content, Jennifer hurried into the house.

Where misery followed.  Beatrice Hamilton wanted her daughter married and in a lovely garden surrounded by family and friends, much like she and Jennifer’s father had done.  It was the one thought that gave her mother peace.  The one thing she could look forward to other than pain and nausea.

Surely she could give her that much?

“Jennifer.”

What—” She whirled around.  “Michael,” she responded in a rush of breath.  The man of the hour.

Dressed more casually than she expected in a floral button-down and dark slacks, inky brown hair curling at his collar, his temples touched by gray, Michael Kingsley’s gaze was charged with concern. “You okay?”

“Yes.”  She worked to calm the thud in her chest.  “Fine.”  It would not do to have him sense her distress.  She was his guest, not some spectacle of emotional unraveling.  Struggling to even her voice she said, “You startled me is all.”

His smile was instantaneous.  “I apologize.  Hey, thanks for coming.  Laurencia’s been asking about you all evening.”

“I’m sorry I’m late.”

“No, no, you’re fine.  She just wanted to ask about your mother.”  His change in tone was swift.  “How is she?”

“Fine.  No change.”

As a physician, Michael understood the deeper significance.  “Do you need anything?  Anything at all?”

I need my mother back to full health she thought grimly, but knowing that was a dream, she shook her head.  “No, but thank you.  You and Laurencia have been wonderful.”

“We love you like a sister, Jennifer.  You know that.”

She nodded.  Before she had moved on to her fellowship in cardiology, Michael had been instrumental in her internal medicine training.  As a resident under his tutelage, the two discovered they shared a soft spot for children.  It’s all it took.  They’d been friends ever since.  “You’ve done more than enough already.”

“Dr. Roberts towing the line?”

She poked the lime in her drink with the tiny red straw.  “He’s doing what he feels is best.”

“He’s old school, Jennifer.  You have pain, you treat it.”

Unless the patient refuses.  She faced him head on.  “Yes, well, at least he listens to my mother.”

“Anyone with any sense listens to your mother.”

She laughed softly.  “True.”

“She’s in good hands.  If she needs something, she’ll get it.”

“I know.”  In no small part, because of this man.  “Thank you.”

“Don’t thank me, I’m just the messenger!”

Manager more like it, but he wouldn’t accept any more.  He was too humble.

“Jennifer!”

Both turned toward the direction of the woman’s voice.

Laurencia Kingsley waved.  Encircled by several elegantly dressed women in a kitchen large enough to service a restaurant, she shone in her pantsuit of lustrous gold hues and beaded trim, which set off her brown skin beautifully.

Mother-of-the-bride was radiant.  From joy, Jennifer mused.

A conspiratorial gleam lit up Michael’s eyes.  “You obviously haven’t made the rounds, yet.”

“No, I haven’t.”

“Well then, you’d better get to it.”  Michael laughed.  “She’s invited two hundred of our closest friends tonight, and this is only the first engagement party.  She has three more scheduled later this month!”

Jennifer held her best smile in place while the energy drained from her limbs.  “Does she now…”

Trust me.  You’d be wise to move along.  I learned early on, you don’t want to keep the mother-of-the-bride waiting for anything.”

“No,” she cast a reluctant glance toward Laurencia.  “I most certainly don’t.”

Nearly three hours later, Jennifer returned to the area where she left Sam only to find no sign of her.  She groaned inwardly.  She was ready to leave and leave now.  Turning about, she searched the crowd.  We should have set a meeting place and time for departure.

At this point, there’s no telling where she might be.

Jennifer continued to scan faces, and felt more conspicuous with each second that passed.  She wanted to go home.  She was tired.  Drained.  And thirsty.

Water.  She needed water.  Turning, she headed for the nearest bar but suddenly remembered the focal point of Sam’s lecture; the bartender extraordinaire.  Before she could switch course, the man had secured her in his sights.

And smiled.

Her pulse skipped.  All-American juicy hamburger.

I’d take him solely for his looks.

Well not me, her thoughts hammered in revolt.  I have everything I want in Aurelio, despite what Sam thinks.  Anxious to avoid reminder of her friend’s inflammatory commentary, she considered her options.  She could fake a wave and head in the opposite direction.  She skimmed her gaze past him and he waved.

And stared.  Thoughts of escape evaporated.  To walk away now would only pique his curiosity.  She exhaled a heavy sigh.  Whatever.  The man was oblivious to their callous use of his person in their discussion.  It had no bearing on the moment, so long as she permitted none.

Calming the momentary skitter in her chest with a deep breath, she straightened her shoulders with an indiscernible shake and walked over to his bar.

“What can I do you for?”

Jennifer stiffened.

“Another white wine spritzer?”

“No, thank you.  I’d like a glass of water, please.”

“With bubbles or without?”

“Without.”

“Coming right up.”

Jennifer noted that he smiled the entire time it took him to grasp a tumbler, fill it with ice, twist open a bottle of spring water and dump its entire contents into the awaiting glass.  Pulling a white napkin from the top of the pile, he slid it under the glass and handed the ensemble over the bar counter.

“Here you go.”

“Thank you.”

“So, your friend told me you’re an associate of Michael’s.”

“Yes.”  Uninterested in idle conversation, she glanced around.

He waited.  With a smile.

The darned thing never seemed to leave him!  And with no excuse for a hasty departure, she was unable to ignore him.  “We’re not exactly associates.  We do work together, but he’s one of my referring physicians.”

“So you’re not an internist?” he asked, wiping down the counter in front of him.

“No.  I’m a cardiologist.”

His eyes came alive with interest as though it was a significant fact, but he let the subject of specialties drop.  “Mike’s a great guy.”

Jennifer thought it a bit presumptive of him to speak of his employer in such familiar terms.  “Yes.  Dr. Kingsley is a wonderful person and one of the most respected in his field.”

He chuckled.  “That he is.”

Ready to move on from the conversation, she scanned the area, surprised the party remained in full swing.  She checked the slim gold watch on her wrist.  Wasn’t it time to wind things down?  And where was Sam?

Edging away from the bar, she made way as another guest placed an order for a mojito.  Once again, the man went to work with an ease and fluidity that amazed her.  She sipped from her drink.  Watching him, she imagined he could serve drinks in his sleep it came so natural.

Working on the second cocktail, her thoughts fell back to Sam.  He wasn’t bad looking really, though she couldn’t imagine what he and a date discussed over dinner.  Bartending?  The beach?  By the looks of his tan, it was obvious he spent a lot of time outdoors.  Boating?  Fishing?  That’s what men did in their spare time, wasn’t it?  Volleyball in the sand?

Then golden hair seemed to leap out from his chest, ensnaring her attention.  Before she could help herself, her vision rolled right over his collarbone, up along his neck to his well-shaven jaw line where she found herself wondering if his brown skin would feel as soft as it appeared.  Inching further up, she bumped into his gaze.

He was staring at her expectantly.  Knowingly.

“I should have known I’d find you here…”

Jennifer’s pulse skipped—at least three beats—and she swallowed hard.  Hot with embarrassment, she sliced her gaze to the floor.  What was she doing?

Sam waltzed up, an empty martini glass in hand.  “I’ve been looking all over for you.”

“Yes, well,” she said, her pulse slowing to a pound.  “I doubt that very much but I am ready to go.”

Had she really been checking out the bartender?  Jennifer deposited her gaze into the glass of water.  It must be the wine.  Talk of Tony.  She had one too many and it was affecting her behavior.  Had to be.

Save for one minor detail.

She’d only had one.

“Oh, pooh.”  Sam slapped her empty martini glass on top of the bar.  “Just when things were starting to pick up for me.”  She turned to the bartender and said, “Thanks for the drinks Jax, but it’s time for Cinderella to return to her castle.”

“Any slippers I should be looking for?”  He responded to Sam, but again his eyes hovered about Jennifer—as though she had encouraged his attention.  She glanced away.

“Not tonight.  My Princess Charming here is driving me home and she’s a stickler for loose ends.  Broken crystal really gets under her skin if you know what I mean,” Sam whispered loudly, followed by a wink.

Jennifer glared.

“Egads,” Sam pulled back in mock alarm.  “It appears I might be spending some time in the dungeon this evening!”

“Better you than me, Sam,” he replied with pronounced relief, but the merry grin on his face belied any concern.

Refusing to play along—and wondering why her friend was on a first-name basis with the bartender—Jennifer set her water glass on the bar.  “Let’s go Cinderella.  Your pumpkin is about to burst.”  She seized Sam by the elbow and steered her toward the door, a slew of mixed emotions colliding in her chest.

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PROLOGUE

Nothing he’d experienced before could prepare him for the next two minutes, and relying solely on his survival instincts wasn’t going to cut it either. He knew this deep, deep down where it hurt just to think. No apparent logic or clear understanding of his current state of affairs existed. His only sense a faint vibration, a sort of whirring sound embedded deep behind his left frontal lobe.

Where the hell was he? He couldn’t even remember his name! What was it they’d called him? Joe? Mo? Doe…?

Doe! Yes! That was it! John Doe. That much he believed he knew, although nothing else made much sense to him.

He tried desperately to recall his anti-panic mantra, one that he could usually rely on in tough situations like this, when he was balls-to-the-wall somewhere between life and death. He was an old hand at survival, wasn’t he? After all, he was still alive, which must count for something.

He began chanting. It’s OK. Stay calm, slow down. Relax. Accept your current situation. The first rule of survival – don’t panic, keep a clear head. Don’t think. Just breathe, slowly, three times, long and deep. Concentrate on your heartbeat as you inhale – that’s it, one, one, ONE! What the fu..! Breathe! BREEAATHE DAMMIT! Nothing happened. No sensation of air passing through his airways, no rising and falling, no wind of life.

He panicked.

Then something even more chilling started to creep into his consciousness. Inner silence. Where was the relentless beating of his constant vulnerability — his heart? Surely there’s gotta be a heart. But the thudding sound he expected to feel in his pulse and hear in his ears, the engine of his life-giving blood; no sense of it, not even the faintest murmur could he detect.

A physical stillness encased him.

His mind raced ahead in a terrifying realization that he could not actually feel himself breathing or his heart pumping. But somehow they HAD to be; surely he wouldn’t be having this moment if he weren’t alive. And to live in the sense that he intuitively understood, is knowing with certainty that his brain had to have oxygen, and it had to be pumped there by his god-given heart. Biology 101 for Chrissake!

Unless…

He knew then, instinctively, that his existence was on a parallel not previously experienced or understood. So he could think but he couldn’t breathe, and he couldn’t feel his heart beating. Hell, he couldn’t actually feel anything come to think of it. There was no physical zone as he understood it. No sense of being in the tangible. He tried to extend his awareness to his hands and fingers; to touch and feel his surroundings – his body; to move or flex – basic human reactions. He couldn’t. Nothing. No motor connections seemed to be linked up. His only sensation one of floating, it seemed; somehow propelled by a dizzying oscillation.

He knew his sight was undamaged. He could see himself clearly – his nose – his sardonic mouth – deep steel-gray eyes; nothing wrong there… but… if he could he see himself, then…?

He reflected on that fallacy only for a split second. Fleetingly, thoughts manifested themselves in pure Technicolor. Vivid images of events, people, places and weird spirals of binary code bounced within his field of vision.

Binary numbers! Where the fuck did they come from?

Maybe he was dreaming. The experience was unreal, surreal. He didn’t know. But at least he was conscious of this much, or so he thought. As his wrought-up mind tried to fathom the reality of his situation, the images and sounds he was experiencing within his embattled psyche escalated within his narrow spectrum of existence. A dizzying dance of binary code, bright colors and elusive memories threatened to engulf his already precarious mental grasp. There was no escaping the onslaught. And then out of left field a phrase suddenly popped into his head. He had no inkling of its source or meaning:

‘JD17 PRE-SCAN COMPLETED – TRANSFER INITIATED’

Before he fully comprehended the meaning or significance of the words he had just seen in his mind’s eye, and strangely enough, heard as clearly as if someone had spoken them directly to him from close quarters, his head exploded. Well not literally, but how else could you describe the sensation of your mind expanding at the speed of light, of a molecular coming apart at the seams?

This is not your average nightmare.

Chapter 1

Sao Paulo, Brazil.

Solomon Lord jumped down from the top tier of the podium and picked up his magnum of champagne. With his thumb covering the opened end of the bottle, he immediately started shaking it vigorously in an attempt to create the biggest bubbly shower for his competition and fans that he could muster. After all, he damn well deserved the title and all the prestige that went with it, including painting his peers with champagne in the process.

They were in Sao Paulo and he’d just been crowned king of the Formula One racing fraternity for the eighth time. The Yanks had done it again and they said it could never be repeated, let alone beaten. The record for the coveted title, which just happened to be the richest and most prestigious sport on the planet, had not been equalled since Schumy’s reign ended back in ’05.

‘Nice job, Sol!’ jibed Dave enthusiastically from his number two spot on Lord’s left. ‘I guess that’s it then, early retirement for the 8th wonder of the world?’

Dave Reid, a cheeky looking British driver with boyish good looks and the team’s number two behind Lord, had lost first place by a scant three hundredths of a second, in what turned out to be the last and most exciting race of the season. Reid and Lord were buddies with a healthy competitive bond and had been racing each other for the past four seasons. Reid seemed to shadow Lord throughout the racing year, and once or twice he actually took the win away from the golden boy, but by the end of the season the best man usually wins.

Lord’s season could be summed up using the same tacky headlines the media had been coining since his illustrious driving career took the sport by storm thirteen years prior; ‘SOL OUT-SHINES COMPETITION’ or ‘SOLOMON’S SWEET SONG’ or, his most despised, ‘LORD PERFORMS MIRACLES.’ That one actually made him shudder. He had little time for the hounds of Fleet Street. One thing he was acutely aware of was that life’s a beach when they love you and a bitch when they don’t; so humor them, buddy.

‘Wash your mouth out, old buddy,’ jeered Sol, as he turned to aim his bottle at Dave’s grinning face, ‘retirement’s for the old guys,’ he added, and then proceeded to drown him in a relentless jet of bubbly.

After the newsroom interview, Lord headed to his on-site 40ft luxury motor-home, which was his home away from hotel – away from yacht – away from home. He planned to shower and change before he met Sharon back at the hotel. He was forced to take the scenic route to avoid the media blitz that was threatening to consume him. After three interviews a guy has a right to himself and a little reflective measure to boot, mused Lord as he sang one of his favorite sixty’s shower accompaniments: ‘I’m a sooooul maaan, that’s whad I aaaam.’ He crooned to himself and to whoever else might be within earshot of his fancy wagon’s bathroom acoustics.

While enjoying the cleansing cascade, Lord’s thoughts turned to his long-standing lover and fiancé; Sharon Reid, who he’d met four years earlier in Rome, thanks to his racing partner Dave. He had just taken the Italian race win and was planning a relaxing day of discovery, by combining the historical sights of the city with a well earned break from the hectic demands of his profession.

They’d met over lunch at a small pizzeria near the Colosseum at the insistence of Dave who is Shaz’s half brother. Lord was a sucker for sexy Brit babes and their sassy attitudes, so it was no surprise that their initial reaction to each other had been spiced with suggestive innuendo, giving Lord a second high after his easy victory at Monza the previous day.

Sharon, or Shaz, as all her friends called her, was definitely hot in Lord’s opinion. At twenty-five, then three years his junior, she oozed a feminine aura that confounded his senses. Raven-haired in a cropped bang style and sensually equipped to a fault, Shaz was pure mischief personified. She had an uncanny physical likeness to the silver screen’s version of Cleopatra – a blue-eyed, fine-featured queen of all she surveyed. He could quite imagine her taking to bathing in warm lamb’s milk, where she would probably languish for hours, while having every whim tended to by a bevy of personal slaves.

Sol wanted her bad. He was imagining himself slowly rolling her visibly erect nipples between thumb and forefinger through the green stretch material of her tank-top when he was rudely interrupted… ‘What was that?’ He chuckled disarmingly. ‘Yeah, guess I was miles away Dave. Wine sounds good. We are celebrating here, and finally meeting your lovely half-sister is a worthy cause, I’m sure.’ Lord gave them both a silly grin.

‘Save your lusting for the great food they have here, Sol,’ Dave kidded. ‘The pizzas are gourmet masterpieces. It was painfully obvious that you were fixated on your preferred choice of live game-‘

‘David! Give us a break from your sordid mind,’ Sharon interrupted, reddening at the thought of Sol’s illicit attentions. ‘That one track mind of yours is going to get you kicked under the table post-haste,’ she added playfully.

They had all laughed just as the pimply young Italian waiter stopped at their table, not sure why he had suddenly become the butt of their joke. His earlier self-awareness at sporting a fresh purple-headed neck boil was cruelly resurrected.

Back at the track and remembering that first day with a warm glow in his core, Sol rinsed the shampoo from his hair, grabbed a fresh towel and stepped out into the compact dressing cubicle of his motor-home. He lamented the fact that this was probably the last time he would be basking in the glory of being the best of the best, at least in this stage of his life. All good things must end, he pondered philosophically, pulling on a plain white tee-shirt, khaki chinos and docksides.

His mind wandered back to the pizzeria in Rome. They’d been waiting for Dave to return from the men’s room and the beautiful Shaz was staring seductively at him from over a glass of red wine. She put her glass down carefully before she spoke. Her voice sounded to him like the soft strumming of a harp. He was mesmerized. ‘You must spend a lot time away from home Sol. What do you usually do for entertainment, when in foreign lands that is?’ She was smiling at him with the most alluring pair of pouty pink lips he could ever recall seeing. Her eyes were the color of tanzanite.

Lord had inadvertently smirked at the question, especially since it was a well known fact that the media had recently been labelling him a womanizer and a philanderer for no apparent reason. Jealousy, he guessed. Fixing her with his hallmarked steely-eyed stare, he proceeded to give her the benefit of his racy wit and charm. ‘Apparently it’s not what I do that’s important, Shaz. According to the media, it’s who I do!’

Sharon wasn’t expecting that. In an attempt to control her shocked reaction she almost choked on her wine.

‘Just kidding,’ Lord chided, ‘but you have to admit you asked for it. You know a lady should never question a gentleman’s nocturnal wanderings.’

Sharon immediately blushed and was lost for words. This was so unlike her that she found it momentarily troubling, so she smiled coyly instead to cover her embarrassment, quickly changing the subject. ‘How’d you like the pizza?’ she asked, staring into her glass.

Lord seemed to be contemplating a thoughtful response, but then he winked at her in mock insolence. ‘Shazalicious!’ He said through grinning teeth.

They’d laughed easily at his silly quip and had met again the next day and every day for the rest of the week Lord had earmarked for Romeing around the city. It was much more satisfying sharing the experience of discovering the delights of Rome with a beautiful and intelligent creature such as Sharon, even though it came at the expense of being ensconced in a threesome most of the time.

Dave was sensitive enough to realize that his presence was not always required to round off the group. He had a ready excuse for an early night after an evening together where the fun-loving threesome would eat up the sounds, smells and sights of one of the world’s most exciting cities, not to mention the Italian gourmet experience. Rome was to Lord pure magic, embellished by his fortunate meeting of the beautiful Sharon Reid. He was madly in love with her after just six days together. You could say that Solomon and Sharon were perfectly matched; they enjoyed good company, loved life to the full and participated in the top tier of their chosen professions. He an elite Formula One racing driver and she, an intern at California’s most sought after biotechnological organization, that illustrious seat of bioscience and neurological discovery: JC Labs Incorporated.

Sharon grew up in Kent, England, and after a brilliant spell at the University of Canterbury she was awarded a much-coveted scholarship to California to round off her chosen career in Biotechnology. She had been championed by Jim DeSantos, the head of JC Lab’s new Neuroscience Research Department, after proving her worth at Sacramento Medic-tech and graduating with a three point nine eight average. The missing point zero two, she said, was her way of proving to herself that she was human.

After two years of banal lab research work and with her gestation period at JC Labs behind her, Sharon had felt born again after being welcomed into the inner sanctum of the Department’s top secret project, code-named InSight. Word had it that InSight was first launched after a botched-up brainwave mapping experiment involving memory recall. Surprising results had led to the discovery and launch of the Human Memory Transfer (HMT) Division. InSight had since blossomed into a full-scale operation within JC Labs, with its own team of lab technicians, neuroscience gurus and office junkies. Recently fronted by its own entrance off the expansive company parking lot, the new HMT division was now poised to corner the highly prized memory transfer market, which was still in its infancy. Sharon had been offered the esteemed position of DeSantos’ PA on the top-secret project, unfortunately, to the chagrin of most of her lab-rat peers.

Back in the passion wagon, Lord checked himself in the full-length mirror before gathering up his wallet and PDA, and heading for the trailer’s exit door.

‘Things are starting to get interesting,’ he said aloud to his lanky six foot three refection, and after throwing a cavalier hand through his unruly mop of thick sandy hair, he stepped down from the trailer and walked towards his rented Ferrari parked round the back. He was looking forward to seeing his Shazzie, well aware that she hated hanging around for all the track-side interviews that invariably followed a Formula One race, especially one as auspicious as this. She had been at the finish to shower him with her customary hug and visor-blurring kisses. It had been an extremely thrilling finish to his racing career.

They were planning to set the wedding date that evening, and he was thinking that this was a timely event. She’d been at him to commit for over a year now, but he wanted to put his dangerous career behind him before he became a husband and possibly a father in the not too distant future.

Lord had achieved everything he’d ever dreamed of; fame, fortune, good friends, and the prospect of making the most beautiful woman in the world his bride. He loved his English rose to a fault, and planned to make a family with her, where they could enjoy the fruits of the good life together. He just wanted to make her happy.

Hopping nimbly over the low slung door of his rented red Ferrari, Lord plopped straight down into the black leather hand-sewn seat. He cranked the powerful twelve cylinder engine into life, simultaneously hitting the gas hard and smoking a swaggering rubber trail straight down the narrow entrance without so much as a sideways glance, as if nothing could possibly ever go wrong in Solomon Lord’s future.

Chapter 2

The next thought that ripped through the mind of John Doe was not a memory he’d ever wished to relive. In fact, he hadn’t realized that he still retained the incident as clearly as he did until that moment.

He was four years old standing on the dock holding onto the arm of his mother’s deck chair. His brother Petey had just learned to swim. He was heading out again from the relative safety of the edge to prove that it was no fluke that he’d managed to stay afloat without the buoy he’d been clasping to his skinny chest. He could see Petey clearly push away from the dock and flounder out within six feet of safety. He sort of spiralled away, his arms and legs flailing up a small whirlpool of eddies. The clarity was astounding as he tried to grasp the fact that it was not actually happening at that exact moment. He was reliving the terror and elation of his older brother’s experience vicariously, and his own sense of exhilaration simultaneously.

‘Use both arms, Petey, that way you will go in a straight line!’ His mother was gripping the arms of her chair as she leaned forward eagerly; giving Petey all the parental guidance and motherly support any six year old taking his first serious dip was entitled to.

‘You’re swimming, Petey!’ she encouraged. ‘That’s it! Keep going, keep kicking!’ One hand left her chair and moved quickly upwards, coming to rest at the point on her brow that best screened the sun’s glare off the lake. He held in sway the simple act of his mother doing her best to see his brother through the glimmering dazzle of a lakeside sunset. Petey turned to port, all his focus spent on acknowledging his mother’s attentions. This was the part he didn’t want to relive, that he had nothing to do with it and that it was all part of some other life. It was never mentioned again while he was growing up, so his self-delusion was easy. But reliving it he was, and there was nothing he could do about it.

‘Where’s your father when it counts, Petey? His mother said, ‘he should be back by now.’ Her chair rocked precariously as she spun round to check the driveway and to decide whether it was worth yelling out her husband’s name.

He knew now that letting go the arm of her chair was an act of self-preservation, an instinctive reaction to some malevolent power trying to force one to go where one probably shouldn’t.

He couldn’t swim and mom was going in. As her chair pirouetted on one leg and tipped toward the edge of the dock, she compensated with a lurch backwards. He heard the crack again. After thirty-two years you would not expect the sound to be so real.

‘SHIT! NO! NOT NOW…! AAAARRRGGH!’ With both hands gripping her dislocated neck mom went off the edge of the deck with the chair in tow. Her face stared back at him fixated with fear and her mask of terror as scary a sight as he had ever seen.

As she hit the water Petey yelled once ‘MOM!’ Then he bobbed about turning towards her, his debut attempt at doing the doggie paddle entirely forgotten in his futile attempt to return to the scene and save mother. ‘HELP, BLUURRLP, HELLLLP!’ gurgled Petey as he oscillated between float and sink.

He understood help. It was in his mind but not in his small, pudgy excuse for a human body. He looked down for guidance from mother but she’d left a book and her shoe floating on the water while she went down to fetch her other stuff. Petey must have gone to help her because ripples and a whole lot of bubbles remained at the spot where he last saw him. He sat down and waited patiently for them to come up, staring out across the deeply reflective smoothness of Looking-glass Lake.

Although Doe’s memory now was from the standpoint of a four year old, his adult understanding of the graveness of his witness remained intact. Why this particular horrifying experience was replayed to him in stark reality failed to impact his reasoning. That’s when he realized that his life was just beginning. He was ensconced in some sort of replay mode. Time seemed to move in circles, as if the past and the present existed simultaneously. The next regurgitation of his remarkable life began immediately. He knew to accept, to relax and let it run. There was just no other option open to him.

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Meet Julia Jackson. Apparently, she’s been abducted….

A woman is taken at gunpoint from the downtown office of Southeastern Insurance, and the police believe the victim is Special Agent Julia Jackson. Only it isn’t true.

Now, with the help of her new partner Mark Vincent, state fraud investigator Julia Jackson must find justice for the woman who was taken in her place.

As Vincent and Julia begin to unravel the multimillion-dollar frauds that led to the abduction, they encounter a cast of quirky characters, one of whom will go to desperate lengths to hide a deadly secret.

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Note: Special Agents Julia Jackson and Mark Vincent, fraud investigators with the Georgia Department of Insurance (DOI), are investigating the disappearance of Amber Willis, a college student who was taken in a mistaken attempt to abduct Julia. Their first suspect is Roger McKade, an alleged arsonist.

“I thought we’d start by interviewing Roger McKade.” I eyed [Vincent], wondering what he would think of beginning with the suspected arsonist instead of the wastewater treatment plant, the more obvious choice. It had been insured by Southeastern, which was where the abduction had taken place. There was a clear link between Southeastern and the plant, but to me, it made sense to start with the arson. It was a much more violent crime than a standard fraud.

Vincent surprised me by nodding. “I was thinking the same thing,” he said. “Statistics say that arsonists are prone to aggression and violent behavior, so it might not take much for McKade to come after you. That, in conjunction with his arrests for public intoxication and assault, makes him more likely to be involved in Amber’s abduction. Just knowing he was under scrutiny might be enough to set him over the edge.”

I looked at him, realizing for the first time how much I’d missed working with a partner, and, I admit, I was pleased that he agreed with me. It would make working together more enjoyable if we were on the same page.

He caught me studying him, but I didn’t turn away. I had nothing to feel guilty about. I was just looking, not admiring.

Into the silence, he said, “Tell me about McKade. What wasn’t in the DOI prelims.”

“Roger McKade owns a furniture warehouse that burned this weekend. His claim was $500,000 in lost property and inventory. After some checking, his insurer found that he filed for bankruptcy last month, so the claim has the stink of duplicity. In fact, it reeks of owner-initiated arson.”

Sorry to say, but insurance doesn’t cover voluntary destruction of property.

“Have you had one of the arson guys out yet?”

“I called Eva Sinclair. She’ll be out Monday with her arson dog. I went to the site yesterday to get a preliminary feel for what might have happened and to take some pictures. Unfortunately, those pictures were on the camera that was taken with Amber, so I obviously can’t show them to you. I’m not an arson expert, but it seems entirely possible that the fire was set purposely.”

If it turned out McKade had set the fire himself, the truth would soon be out. He would have a darn good reason to be pissed at me: he wouldn’t get a dime out of his insurance company, and if it were proven that he’d torched the place, then he’d be charged with second-degree arson, a felony that would put him away for as many as ten years. Plus, he’d be stuck with stacks of charred furniture in a scorched building.

“He has half a million reasons to want to end your investigation.”

“That he does,” I said, not liking the sound of it at all.

We rode in silence to McKade’s neighborhood, which turned out to be a sea of middle-class brick ranches almost indistinguishable from each other. We pulled onto his street, and Vincent drove slowly enough for us to read mailbox numbers. Finally, we pulled into the right driveway.

Here’s where I expected Vincent to warn me about letting him do all the talking or remind me that seeing me alive and free could set off the guilty party. But he didn’t. We just got out of the truck and walked together through the heat toward the door. I put on my cursed jacket and began to sweat almost immediately, but the gun on my hip was a comfort.

I rang the doorbell, and we waited. I sweated.

The door opened, and we encountered a short, bald man who endeavored to hide that fact by sweeping about five long hairs from the left side of his head to the right. I had news for him: it wasn’t working all that well.

“Roger McKade?” I asked.

He glanced down at the badge I had clipped to my belt. “Shit. Cops?”

“Department of Insurance,” I said, studying his reaction. He didn’t look surprised as much as pissed to see us. Maybe in this case pissed was good, but honestly, I wasn’t sure.

He jerked a thumb at Vincent. “Who’s this jackass?”

Vincent introduced himself by flashing his badge, and McKade used a few more choice words.

“Mr. McKade, we’re here about the fire at your warehouse this weekend,” Vincent said with extreme patience.

“I thought you already went to the warehouse to investigate,” he said, making air quotes around “investigate.”

“This is just a follow-up visit, Mr. McKade.”

“Yeah, well, I told the cops-the real cops-I didn’t burn my own warehouse, for chrissake. You gonna arrest me? I ain’t in no mood to be arrested today.”

I wondered vaguely if there were actually a mood in which I’d want to be arrested. While I mulled over that little tidbit, Vincent said, “We just have a few questions, Mr. McKade.”

“About the fire? I done talked all about that already.”

“This will help us process the claim faster,” I lied. Nothing short of a papal declaration could make claims move any faster, and of course, I had nothing whatsoever to do with his claim.

But he didn’t know that.

“Fine. Come in.” McKade opened the door wider and the air conditioner hit us in a cool, welcoming wave. We entered, and that was where the hospitable feeling ended. Abruptly. The front room was cluttered with magazines, mail, and dirty dishes, but the furniture was nice, what I could see of it anyway. The TV was on and muted. It was some morning show I’d never watched. I’m not much for morning TV.

A gun display case stood in the corner. As I picked my way through the trash around it, I noted that it was locked. And absolutely packed with firearms of all shapes and sizes.

There was no doubt that McKade met another criterion for the abductor. He had easy access to firearms.

As he tromped to his oversized blue recliner, McKade evinced no interest in opening the gun case and shooting me. This was a good sign. He flopped into the recliner and issued us an invitation fit for royalty: “Since you’re here, you might as well sit.”

I tripped and stumbled my way toward the couch and then used my purse to clear a patch to sit on. Vincent remained standing in front of the gun case. “Nice collection,” he commented.

McKade perked up a bit. “You hunt?”

“Nope.”

“Huh.” With that one syllable, it was clear that McKade was writing Vincent off as a city-boy pansy. “Well, I’m a hunter. It’s my constitutional right to kill bears with arms.”

I was glad when Vincent didn’t laugh. It gave me hope that the sense of humor I’d glimpsed beneath his stoic exterior was decent. He just studied the cabinet and then walked around the room, checking things out, I guess. I could already tell him what he’d find. More trash. Maybe a shotgun.

McKade gestured at the glass cabinet. “Those are my rifles and shotguns over there, but I just picked up a dandy little hunting revolver.”

“Yeah?” Vincent asked. He was on the other side of the room now, peeking into the kitchen.

Curious, I got up and plowed back over to the case. I hadn’t noticed any revolvers on my first pass. “It’s not in here.”

“Then it’s probably in the gun safe in my bedroom. I keep things secure. I ain’t no animal,” he said to me and then returned his attention to Vincent for some man talk. “Taurus Tracker .357 Magnum. Loud as hell. Ported barrel helps with the kick, but it would still knock this little lady on her cute little ass.”

“Nice,” Vincent said. I turned from the cabinet to find them both looking at a suspiciously low point on my anatomy. I wasn’t sure if Vincent was responding to the gun or the comment about my ass. I didn’t want to know.

I frowned. Comments on my anatomy signaled that the time was past to build a rapport with the suspect, and I glared at Vincent. He got the message.

“Mr. McKade, the DOI sometimes checks up on claims like yours. Just to make sure the insurance company is handling everything properly.” He took out a notebook and pen, as if poised to take notes. “Tell me, are you satisfied with the way Southeastern Insurance is processing your claim?”

This wasn’t the line of questioning I’d expected. I shot a look at Vincent and then studied McKade. I could tell he hadn’t anticipated this type of question either. He scratched his head roughly, and I began to worry that those five hairs would soon be down to four.

“Well, I’d like to have my money.”

“Of course you would.” Vincent was all affability. “But we do require these types of claims to be investigated thoroughly.”

“Well, Southeastern ain’t been nothing but thorough.”

“Good, good.” Vincent made some notes. “No complaints then?”

“As long as I get my money, I got no trouble with them.”

Vincent tapped his pen on his notebook a few more times and then looked at me. “Any follow-up questions, Special Agent Jackson?”

I tried to find a nice segue between Vincent’s checking-up-on-the-claim ruse and the questions we needed to ask. “As you know, our investigator was on site yesterday.” I left out the fact that I had been the investigator. “And for our records, we need to know where you were from eleven to three.”

McKade shuffled his feet, clearly deciding whether or not to lie. “Why do y’all care where I was yesterday?”

“We just need to make sure the investigator got an unbiased look at the site. He’s not supposed to meet with owners. You know the drill.”

“Well, I wasn’t there.” He shuffled his feet around some more, crumpling newspapers with each movement. “I ain’t been there since it burned, and that was over the weekend. This whole insurance deal is taking forever. You should be out writing me a check for the damages, not sending out no investigators.”

“Mr. McKade,” I said in my best placating tone, “these things take a lot of time. Red tape. Nothing I can do. You know how it is.”

I was pretty sure McKade didn’t grasp the concept of bureaucracy. Judging by the way his gaze kept dropping to my butt, I suspected he was more interested in grasping other things. If he were to act on these grasping impulses, I would be forced to cause him a great deal of pain.

“Well, I need the money pretty darn soon. My bills are piling up.”

I glanced around. Something was certainly piling up.

Vincent had worked his way around the whole room and was standing behind the recliner when he asked, “So where were you?”

McKade shuffled his feet yet again. He’d moved the pile of debris so that I could make out a bit of green carpet beneath his feet. Before he burrowed through the carpet to the subfloor, he managed to say, “I was getting a haircut.”

I looked at the five hairs on the top of his head. A four-hour haircut seemed unlikely. That was almost an hour per hair.

“All afternoon?” asked Vincent, obviously as skeptical as I was.

“Yeah.”

Both of us eyed him. He squirmed some more. “Okay, okay, I might have gotten a facial too.”

We kept staring. I felt my mouth drop open, and I cocked my head to the side, trying to see how his pores looked after his facial. I was pretty sure that wasn’t why Vincent was staring. He looked more disbelieving than curious.

“Right,” he said.

“No, really. I got a facial and a massage.” He looked sheepish. “And a mani-pedi.”

I almost laughed. “Seriously?” The guy looked like he hadn’t seen the inside of a shower in months, and he expected us to believe he’d been at a spa. I would have been much more likely to believe he’d been at a deer processing center.

Roger McKade looked positively insulted. “Hell, yeah. Women like smooth skin.” He looked at me. “You like smooth skin, right?”

The only thing that kept me from laughing was the fact that we were here on deadly serious business. Vincent saved me from responding.

“What salon?” He said the word “salon” as if it were an epithet.

“La Belle Day Spa.”

Vincent recorded the info, gave McKade a disgusted look, and then gestured to me that we were done. “We’ll check on that.”

McKade walked us across the piles of debris toward the door, no doubt eager to see the back of us. “I’d rather you get me my check.”

“We’ll get back to you.” As we headed down the walk, I turned around and added, “Mr. McKade, do you recognize this woman?” I felt like Colombo as I showed him the picture of Amber Willis that the MPD had provided, as if I’d completely forgotten about it.

He studied it for a moment. “She that bartender down at Boony’s?”

“I’m afraid not.”

“Then I don’t know her.”

“Her name’s Amber Willis,” I said helpfully. “Does that ring any bells?”

“Doesn’t matter what her name is.” He shook his head. “I still don’t know her. She’s cute though. You got her number?”

With that, Vincent and I retreated to the truck. Even though it was only mid-morning, the Georgia sun had heated the cab to approximately 900 degrees Fahrenheit. Vincent opened my door, and I stepped back from the blast of heat. After a few moments, I took my jacket off and slid onto the seat. The vinyl burned my bare arms. Gotta love summer in the South.

Vincent got in, started the truck, and turned the air on full blast, which wouldn’t do any good until we started rolling and the compressor began working in earnest. But it was a nice thought.

He removed his sport coat and rolled up his sleeves. Here is where I was supposed to notice his muscular forearms, but that’s not what drew my attention. He had a tattoo: an anchor inked on the inside of his left forearm close to the crook of his elbow. The anchor was entwined with a rope, and a nautical star was centered above it. Underneath were the words “Hold Fast.” It wasn’t fresh ink or even a modern-looking tattoo. Simple and stark in plain black ink, it looked more like the tattoo a World War II sailor might have.

I knew that tattoos had been a part of the naval tradition since the first sailing vessel was launched into the ocean blue. I’d bet Noah himself had a tattoo of a pair of doves to commemorate his famous sea voyage. But that anchor on Vincent’s forearm surprised me. He just didn’t look the type. I wasn’t much of a fan of tattoos in general, so I couldn’t explain exactly why I liked Vincent’s, but I did.

As we pulled out of the driveway, I forced myself to stop thinking of tattoos and start reviewing what McKade had told us. Suddenly, my mind was overwhelmed by the image of his porky little body in a fluffy white robe and his face covered in a mud mask and cucumbers. I had restrained myself during the interview, but couldn’t hold back now.

Vincent looked at me as if I’d lost my mind.

“La Belle Day Spa?” I squeaked by way of explanation. “Can you imagine what the manicurist must have had to deal with? I’ll bet she wore two pairs of gloves to keep herself from getting a fungus!” I was really laughing now.

I looked at Vincent. His face reflected a mixture of amusement and disgust. “I can honestly say that day spa wasn’t the alibi I was expecting. Pathetic.”

“Agreed,” I said. No woman wants a man who spends his days at the spa and uses the term “mani-pedi.”

“Yes, and now we have to go there. Unfortunately.”

“I’ll look it up.” I fiddled with my smartphone and found the place after a few minutes. “It’s not too far from here,” I said, and then on a whim I added, “Maybe you can get a facial too.”

Vincent’s blue eyes brightened and a slow smile spread across his face. “Super,” he said with an affected lisp.

He parked the truck in the lot at La Belle Day Spa, which was housed in an old shopping center off Riverdale, and we went inside.

Green plants were arranged around the entryway and a faux rock fountain dribbled water next to the reception desk. New Age music played in the background.

McKade would fit right in here. I could just see him in a spa robe, waddling around with pedicure separators between his toes.

A woman in her forties with hair colored an unnatural red and shaped into a severe, angular bob appeared behind the desk. Her hair would probably not move in a hurricane. I made the mistake of looking at my hair in the mirror we passed in the lobby. Good Lord, it looked like it had never seen the business end of a brush.

Based on the look the receptionist gave me, she agreed. “Good morning, I’m Mimsy,” she said while looking down her nose at me. She slid her eyes over to Vincent and began ogling him like he was a choice cut of meat. “How may I serve you today?”

This was directed at Vincent. She punctuated her question by leaning forward on the desk and mashing her breasts together for his viewing pleasure. The effect, unfortunately, wasn’t all that pleasing. Unless you preferred women’s breasts to be shaped and textured like partially deflated footballs.

Vincent gave me a dark look, as if daring me to laugh, and then kept his eyes focused on the floor. I took that as a plea for me to take the lead.

“I’m Special Agent Julia Jackson, and this is Special Agent Mark Vincent. We’re with the Georgia Department of Insurance.” He offered his identification, and Mimsy leaned closer, smashing her boobs together even more as she reached out to stroke the badge. Vincent managed to retain his ID without making eye contact with her nipples. “We need to ask you a few questions about Roger McKade.”

“Roger? You found out he burned down that warehouse for the insurance money, huh?”

Actually, we hadn’t known for certain, but that was good to hear. It would sure make the fraud complaint easier to clear up.

Apparently, Vincent agreed because his head snapped up, and Mimsy immediately angled her chest toward him. His focus went right back to the floor.

“He tell you that he burned it?” I asked.

“A man will tell me anything when I’ve got him on the table.” Mimsy fluttered her long mascara-laden lashes at Vincent. “I’m the masseuse, but I fill in up here when the receptionist is out.”

“Ah. We’ll be calling you to testify about that,” I said. “What Roger told you on the table, I mean.”

“There goes another client.” She lifted a salmon-colored nail to her lips, thinking. “He wasn’t that great a tipper anyway.”

Vincent took out his notebook. “How can we contact you, Mrs….?”

“It’s Miz.” She drew out the Z sound. I wondered if she thought it sounded seductive. “I’m divorced. Miz Mimsy Monahan.”

Vincent wrote.

“You’ll need my number too.”

He nodded reluctantly-at least he looked pretty darn reluctant to me-and she gave it to him with an admonition to call any time.

Vincent seemed to ignore that last comment and asked, “Was Mr. McKade here yesterday?”

“Sure, he was in for his monthly treatments.”

“Monthly?” I snickered. A vague look of amusement flashed across Vincent’s face, but he kept his eyes studiously downcast.

“How long do these treatments take?” he asked.

“Oh, it varies.” Miz Mimsy crooked a finger at him. “Come on back and I’ll show you.”

I was surprised when Vincent followed. We didn’t really need to look around the place. Just to get an idea of a time frame. But dear old Mimsy gave us the grand tour of the spa and described each of McKade’s treatments in painful detail. By the time we returned to the reception area, she had her arm laced through one of Vincent’s, pressing herself firmly against his bicep. He had maintained his politeness, but his facial expression was glacial. I was surprised she didn’t freeze right on the spot.

I was getting annoyed at her ridiculous flirtation, so I repeated Vincent’s earlier question. “The treatments he received yesterday would take how long?”

“Gosh, he came in at lunchtime, and he was here a couple of hours at least.”

“You’re not sure?”

Now Mimsy was annoyed with me. She dropped Vincent’s arm and stepped toward me, one finger raised in warning. “Baby, I just keep track of when they come in. Not when they go out.”

She went to the reception desk and checked the scheduling book. Vincent took the opportunity to retreat to a safer position behind one of the chairs. I doubted a chair-or a solid titanium wall-would stop Mimsy.

“He came in here at 12:30.”

“Thanks for your time, Mrs. Monahan.” I stressed the Mrs. just to annoy her. “We’ll be in touch.”

And Vincent and I left the salon.

“Pretty flimsy,” he said as we walked back to the GMC.

I smirked. “What? McKade’s alibi or Miz Mimsy Monahan’s attempts at flirting?”

“The alibi,” Vincent said. “He could have driven to Mercer and abducted Amber or hired someone else to do it.”

“Yeah, but he didn’t seem shocked to see me this morning.”

“There is that.”

“What do you think it means?” I pressed. I really wanted to know his opinion on whether or not I needed to be worried about Roger McKade and his hunting arsenal.

“Not sure yet, but at least we’ve got the fraud case pretty much in the bag.”

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Carlys Webber’s lonely and insecure beginnings are in the past but her future is threatened when her husband turns into an angry stranger and she is propelled into the arms of another man.  Their explosive passions collide in a life and death confrontation — with consequences that can shatter their almost-perfect lives.

 

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November 1982:

Carlys Webber Arnold was a woman who never took anything for granted. She was a woman who had turned herself from a loser into a winner, from ordinary into extraordinary, a woman who had lived through the best of times and worst of times and learned from every minute. At twenty, Carlys had been mousy, invisible, the classic grind. By thirty, she’d even given up on Mr. Okay, never mind Mr. Right. Because she’d had no other choice, she had devoted herself to her career. At thirty-seven, though, she had it all – a spectacular career, a handsome and successful husband, plenty of money, and even a style of her own. Her green eyes were softly shaded and penciled; her flawless skin, always her best feature, glowed; her light brown, naturally curly hair was cut into a flattering, shiny cloud and her body, toned by constant exercise and fanatic self-control at mealtimes, was slim and strong. She dressed for success, but under her expensive, carefully tailored suits, she wore fragile and lacy lingerie. The woman under the executive. Very Carlys. Very attractive. Very eighties.

At a quarter to eight on a Tuesday evening in mid-November, Carlys stepped out of a taxi in front of her expensive Upper East Side co-op. She still remembered her depressing one-room walk-up, and because she did, she appreciated the elegant building in which she now lived, with its handsome limestone fagade and solicitous doormen who greeted her whenever she entered or left. She said good evening to the doorman, got into the elevator, and chatted with the elevator man as they ascended to the tenth floor. She stepped out of the elevator and crossed the few steps of thickly carpeted hallway to her own elegantly lacquered front door and, inserting the key into the lock, opened it. She was shocked to see her husband.

“Kirk! What are you doing here!” she exclaimed, her heart stopping. “I thought you were in Los Angeles.”

“I was in Los Angeles,” he said and smiled and put his arms out to her. He was tall, rich, and handsome, a brilliant businessman with a hot hand in corporate affairs, an American aristocrat with a him star’s charisma, a younger Prince Philip, a taller Robert Redford. He was blond and tawny and the scar that intersected his left eyebrow only added a mysterious hint of an intriguing past. “I kept thinking about you and I decided to give myself a birthday present and spend it with you!”

“How romantic!” she said, thrilled, glorying in his embrace, his attention. She had been his wife for seven years and sometimes, when she saw him across a room, she still couldn’t really believe that she was actually married to him. The Wallflower and the White Knight. “When did you get back?”

“This afternoon,” he said as he handed her a small shopping bag from Tiffany. Even though it was his birthday, his forty-eighth, he was the one who gave the present. Early in their marriage, he had forbidden her to mark his birthday. Kirk’s hatred of birthdays seemed a peculiar quirk to Carlys, but she had finally accepted it as one of the mysteries in the man she had married.

He watched as she opened the present. Her green eyes sparkled with pleasure and a healthy acquisitiveness as she took the three wide ivory bangles out of their box and immediately tried them on. Carlys’s sheer animal pleasure in things always delighted him; his first wife had never cared. “Do you like them?”

“You know I do!” she said, holding out her arm, turning it this way and that, the better to appreciate and admire the handsome Peretti bangles. It was just like Kirk to give her a present, she thought. He had trouble putting his feelings into words; he gave gifts instead. Gifts that said I love you. I’m sorry. You mean everything to me. Gifts whose meanings he expected her to interpret. “I love them!”

She smiled again and, putting her arms around him, kissed him.

“That’s no kiss!” he chided. Gently at first, and then deeply, he probed her mouth, excited by her familiar, slightly spicy taste and the feeling of the familiar sensuous curves of her body against his.

The next morning Carlys made him breakfast and kissed him goodbye at the door.

“I love the bracelets,” she said, already wearing them, as she held the door for him as he picked up his briefcase to return to the coast and the Silicon Valley negotiations. “Thank you again.”

Carlys kissed him, smiled, and let him go. She was a wife used to a husband who traveled constantly on business; a sophisticated woman living a sophisticated life in a sophisticated city; a woman who had it all: a successful career, a loving husband, a passionate lover.

 

***

The apartment on East Sixty-second Street, once photographed by The New York Times, was handsome and inviting. The man who lived there was the architect who had designed it. He was an amber-eyed Greek God, olive-skinned and dark-haired. George Kouras was sensitive and passionate, a lover, he said, not a destroyer. A giver, he had told Carlys right from the beginning, and not a taker.

“I couldn’t wait for you to get here,” he said tenderly, later that day. He helped her off with her jacket, his hands caressing the back of her neck. She shivered under his touch.

“When is the magic going to stop?” she wondered out loud.

“Never,” he said, silencing her with his mouth, excited just to be with her again. He needed her just the way he needed Jade. He needed them both and he wasn’t going to let either of them go.

His lips on hers were gentle at first and then more insistent. George was an artist with women, a genius at love and its complexities. He loved love, lived for love and. never thought that loving one woman was a reason not to love another.

Gradually, Carlys returned his kiss, still thrilled by the novelty of his taste, by the mysteries of his mouth and hands and body. As he led her into his bedroom she told herself that it was only an affair, and that she could stop anytime she wanted. Besides, Kirk was such a workaholic, so caught up in business, that he’d never find out.

***

Jade Mullen was an original. She always said that the best thing that ever happened to her was not being born pretty. She had hair the color of wet sand, bronze eyes with gold-flecks, and beautiful hands with almond-shaped nails. She had too much nose and too little chin, but the only thing anyone ever noticed was that she was always the best-looking woman in the room. When a candy-box pretty girl got picked to be Snow White in the fourth-grade Christmas pageant and Jade got to be a dwarf in a lumpy brown costume, she swore on her grungy Grumpy’s hat that she would never again be treated as second best just because she wasn’t pretty – and she never was.

Jade never did anything the way other people did. She didn’t talk like anyone else. She didn’t dress like anyone else. She didn’t look like anyone else. Being unconventional had always been the secret to her enormous success – with a long line of men who found her irresistible and with a dazzling career in fashion that made her the muse of one of Seventh Avenue’s most influential designers. The one and only time Jade had ever done anything conventional, she had failed.

Like just about everyone else, Jade had gotten married and, like half the people who get married, had gotten divorced. Being single suited her; to Jade being single didn’t mean alone and it didn’t mean lonely. It meant love and independence and, for three years now, it had meant George Kouras.

On Seventy-third Street, just outside the gloomy offices of a well-known Park Avenue physician, Jade Mullen jammed her Borsalino down over her new Paris haircut, slung her suede bag bandolier-style over her quilted jacket, and began to look for a telephone. Park, of course, was too chic for phones. The one at Lexington and Seventy-third was broken. The one at Lex and Seventy-first was busy. She finally found one at Lex and Sixty-ninth that was both functional and available. She even had a dime but, naturally, the line was busy.

She gave up, and as she began to walk downtown, her mood turned somber and she wondered how George would react to the news. It was, she reflected as she turned the corner on Sixty-second Street, the kind of news better delivered face-to-face.

 

***

Meanwhile, in the small lobby of the brownstone building, Kirk Arnold searched the nameplates on the buzzer system. There it was, the third name from the top. GEORGE KOURAS, it read. Kirk pressed the buzzer and waited for the answer.

In his hand he carried the small Tiffany bag that hours before had contained the Elsa Peretti bracelets. Now it held a gun, a gun that had already taken two lives. Even as the buzzer sounded in reply, Kirk, knowing he was about to meet his wife’s lover face-to-face, his emotions in turmoil, did not know what he was going to do next.

PART ONE

The Married Woman

 

“I always thought I was doomed to be on the outside looking in. To me, getting married was just like all the other good things in life. For other people. Not for me.”  – CARLYS WEBBER ARNOLD

 

 

CHAPTER 1

 

CARLYS WEBBER never understood what was supposed to be so wonderful about being single. When she first met Kirk Arnold in the spring of 1971, Carlys was twenty-six and unmarried, alone and lonely, vulnerable and unhappy, the survivor of go-nowhere jobs and go-nowhere men. The sixties had happened to everyone except her. The sexual revolution had freed everyone but her, and the women’s movement seemed to apply to everyone except her.

Her father was Jewish; her mother, Lutheran. As a girl, Carlys had attended synagogue on Saturday and church on Sunday, the recipient of a double dose of guilt. Her mother had had multiple sclerosis and Carlys had spent her childhood being good at school and being good at home where she was her mother’s nurse, her father’s housekeeper. It took multiple sclerosis seven years to kill Eleanor Webber, who died when Carlys was sixteen. Jacob Webber lived on, clinging to Carlys for dear life.

“I want my own apartment,” Carlys told him seven years later, her heart pounding guiltily, almost drowning out her words. “I found a nice studio on East Eighty-first Street.”

“Please don’t move out! You’re all I’ve got! I’ll be all alone!” Jacob Webber pleaded. He was a sad and gray man whose own life had ended with his wife’s death. In the year after her death, he retired not only from business but, so it seemed, from life, abandoning his interests in the stock market, his Tuesday night poker game, and his Sunday morning round of golf. He told Carlys that he had given up everything to devote himself to her. He refused to go out; he refused to meet new people; he refused to travel; he refused to go to temple; he refused to go to the movies. He even refused to have the apartment painted. He didn’t want to change anything from the way his wife had left it seven years before. “If you go, you’ll kill me.”

“I’m twenty-three,” Carlys said, aware of the hammering of her heart. Part of her was afraid that if she left, he would die, the way her mother had died. What gave her courage was the terror that more years of living with him would snuff out the little spark of life that still flickered in her. “I’m grown up. It’s time I was independent.”

“Please stay! Please don’t go! I’ll do anything you want!” he bargained, clutching her hand, physically trying to stop her from leaving.

“No, Daddy,” she said, sounding firmer than she felt. There were tears in her eyes. “I’m entitled to a life of my own.”

Even as she spoke Carlys had no idea of whether or not she was capable of creating a life of her own. The little confidence she had lurched and threatened to slip away.

On the same day that Carlys moved out of her father’s apartment Jacob Webber had a heart attack. His face turned ashen and he clutched his chest, his hands clawed with pain.

“Carlys! Don’t go!” Jacob gasped. “You can’t go!” He slumped onto the dining table in agony. “It’s my heart! I’m dying.”

Carlys called 911 and Dr. Barlow and for the next few days she raced back and forth between West End Avenue and East Eighty-first Street, between her new apartment and Roosevelt Hospital. Maybe he was right, she thought. Maybe she was killing him. Maybe she shouldn’t move out, shouldn’t get her own apartment. She was tormented by guilt. She was terrified that his prophecy was coming true. She had moved out and it was killing him!

She accused herself of being selfish. She told herself that her father’s heart attack was her fault, and that she was wrong to want to make a life of her own. She should stay with him, care for him, put him first, herself second. She should be a good daughter.

Her father’s doctor convinced her that she was wrong.

“Don’t let him blackmail you,” Dr. Barlow said. “You’re not the selfish one. He is. You’re a young woman, Carlys. You’re entitled to a life of your own.”

Without Gordon Barlow, Carlys would still have been living with her father but, ironically, the farther she got from West End Avenue in time and distance, the more closely she seemed bound to it. She was always the good girl, always the dutiful girl, always the girl who put others first and herself last. She was so accustomed to taking care of others that she often had difficulty taking care of herself. It was the reason she was so grateful for Norma Finkelstein’s friendship and good advice; it was the reason she was so vulnerable to Winn Rosier, who swore he loved her but was breaking her heart instead.

 

***

Only at school and work did Carlys ever seem to shine. The summer after her graduation from Hunter (she majored in liberal arts, which qualified her for exactly nothing), she took a basic secretarial course at Katharine Gibbs and found a job in the typing pool in the public relations department of the telephone company. Always a straight-A student in English, she was shocked at the semiliterate press releases she was handed to type. Very tentatively she began to “fix” them, and the copywriters soon began to hand Carlys “rough copy.”

“Fix it up, would you?” they’d say and Carlys would dutifully “fix it up.” Except that the “fixing” was more like rewriting, and soon enough, she was writing press releases herself. All the copywriters were men and they were being paid $225 a week; Carlys was getting $110.

“You’re getting screwed,” said Norma, the office agitator. She was one of the two assistants to the office manager and had access to the personnel files. It was Norma who had discovered that Carlys was getting paid less than half of what the men, whose work she’d been doing, were getting paid.

“I know,” said Carlys.

“You have to stand up for your rights,” said Norma.

“I know,” said Carlys.

 

***

The first time Carlys asked for a raise and a promotion she was nice about it and got nowhere. The second time she asked, she wasn’t, and she got what she wanted.

“I’d like a promotion and a raise,” she told Mr. Ryan, her supervisor, her heart thumping, her hands shaking, her voice shaky but determined. “I think I’ve earned it. I want to be a copywriter. I’ve been doing the work for almost two years and everybody in the office knows it.”

“I’ll see,” said Bob Ryan with a sigh. Bob Ryan was bald and moonfaced. He lived with his sister and mother in Queens and his only ambition was to sneak through life unnoticed. The thing Bob Ryan hated most was change, particularly change in his own department. “But you’ll have to be patient.”

Carlys agreed to be patient. She always agreed to what other people wanted. Two months later, though, nothing had been said or done. Carlys was still doing a copywriter’s work for a typist’s pay. Egged on by Norma, inspired by massive media coverage of employers’ unfairness to female employees and President Nixon’s proclamation of Women’s Rights Day, Carlys went back to Mr. Ryan and reminded him of their conversation. This time she had come prepared with a threat.

“If you don’t do anything,” she said angrily, “I’m going to your supervisor and if he doesn’t do anything, I’m going to his supervisor. And if he doesn’t do anything, I’m going to The New York Times. I’m doing a man’s work and getting a woman’s pay and I’m not going to put up with it anymore.”

“Be patient,” Bob began, sighing heavily.

“I’ve been patient,” said Carlys. “Now are you going to pay me what I’m worth or not?”

He sighed again. “I’ll talk to my supervisor,” he said and swiveled around in his chair, turning his back to her, a signal that the meeting was over. “Ballbreaker,” Carlys heard him mutter as she left his office. She wanted to kill him but she pretended not to hear. She wanted the raise and the promotion and told herself that it was better to shut up for the time being than tell him what he could do with himself and his precious balls.

Within two weeks Carlys was promoted to junior copywriter and got an office of her own, an office that consisted of semiopaque glass partitions that cut off air but not noise in the middle of the huge open-plan floor space. Every Monday she bought a single rosebud at the subway entrance and kept it in a bud vase on her desk.

Her small triumph at work seemed a good omen to Carlys.

“Maybe my love life will perk up,” she confided to Norma as 1970 turned into 1971. Her last date had been six months ago.

“Not as long as you work at the phone company,” Norma said.

 

***

Norma was right. As long as she stayed in her cubicle at the phone company, she’d stay invisible. A job, if it was the right job, could be socially invaluable. Even Carlys knew that. Since she had had no luck meeting men through blind dates or in singles’ bars, at resorts or in museums or art galleries or all the other places that seemed to work for everyone else, she decided that she might as well try to meet one through ajob. If she didn’t, at least she might have a chance to work her way up to a decent job and a decent salary. Carlys began to read the Times’ s want ads every weekday, and every Saturday afternoon she went to the all-night newsstand on First Avenue near her apartment. She waited for the back sections of the Times to come in and bought the Sunday Help Wanted section the minute it arrived. In February she found an ad, placed by the Arrow Personnel Agency, that seemed to speak directly to her: CHALLENGE. PRESTIGE. STATUS FOR THE RIGHT COPYWRITER WITH MAJOR LEAGUE PR BACKGROUND.

On Monday morning she got off the subway at Grand Central Station and walked over to the Forty-second Street and Fifth Avenue office of Arrow Personnel. It was a quarter to nine. The receptionist’s desk was empty, and Carlys timidly walked back into the office area.

“I’m here about the copywriting job,” Carlys said, clearing her throat. She stood outside the open door of the first occupied office, unsure whether or not to enter without an invitation, awed by the handsome executive inside.

“Which job?” he asked, looking up from his emery board and wondering where the hell the receptionist was. Winn Rosier was a few years older than Carlys and had fine olive skin and comely, even features, the most striking of which was a strong, cleft chin. Winn was well aware of his good looks and, at the dawning of the Me decade, was dedicated to making the best of himself. He shampooed his wavy blue-black hair daily and carefully blow-dried it. Every morning and evening he applied a trace of skin cream under his alert brown eyes to forestall premature wrinkling. He took care of his body, exercising regularly and controlling his weight by excluding refined sugar, red meat, and most starches from his diet. He took time and trouble with his clothes and jewelry, and this morning he wore a Giorgio Armani suit with a Ralph Lauren shirt and tie, a good imitation Cartier tank watch (as soon as he could afford to, he planned to buy the real one), and a gold ID bracelet, a gift from one of the many women who pursued him. A Prince tennis racket was propped up against the side of his desk next to a Louis Vuitton carryall that held his tennis clothes. A large jar of organic vitamin tablets stood on the window ledge. “We have a dozen copy jobs.”

“There’s one in a public relations department,” Carlys said, pulling the circled ad out of her purse and handing it to him. He glanced at it, and then at her. She had unstyled, curly, dishwater hair; heavy, unplucked eyebrows; no makeup except a tentative dot of pink lipstick; and an excuse-me-for-being-alive expression on her face. She wore a plaid polyester shirtdress with a white nylon collar and cuffs – a drip-dry number Winn could tell. A real pooch. He couldn’t wait to get rid of her.

“I’d like to apply for the job,” Carlys said, standing uncertainly on the other side of the desk, afraid of wasting his time. “I work at the phone company. I’m a copywriter,” she said and fumbled in her purse for the sample press releases she had brought along.

“Forget it,” he said. “SuperWrite is strictly blue chip. They’re not going to be interested in you.”

“But you haven’t even seen my work!” said Carlys, stunned by his offhanded dismissal. “You don’t know what I can do.”

“I don’t have to,” he said, picking up a metal letter opener and rotating its shiny blade to catch different angles of his reflection. As she spoke, he concentrated on his own image. “I’ve seen you. That’s enough.”

“That’s a terrible thing to say,” said Carlys, unable to stop the sudden tears that had come to her eyes.

“Don’t cry,” he said, annoyed. Her hang-dog expression and dumb clothes irritated him beyond belief. “I’m sorry if I hurt you, but I’ve found it’s better to tell the truth. SuperWrite is a fast-track company. You don’t look like a fast-track person.”

“I don’t?” she asked pathetically.

“And it’s not just looks,” he added, deciding he might as well let her have it. “You’re too self-effacing, too tentative, too apologetic.” The tears welled up in her eyes again and he immediately felt guilty. Winn wasn’t a bastard, just a minor-league sadist. “Tell me, do you have a job now?” he asked in a softer tone.

“Yes,” She said gratefully, thinking he wanted to hear about her experience. “At the phone company.”

“Let me give you a little advice,” he said, leaning forward. He took one more fast peek at himself and, liking what he saw, put the letter opener down. “The phone company is a good place to work. It’s secure. The benefits are great. You look like you fit in there.”

“You don’t have any job that I might qualify for?” Carlys persisted hopelessly.

He shrugged his shoulders. “Look, let me level with you. We’re a grade-A agency. We deal only with top-flight companies and top-flight personnel. You look like someone who ought to stick with the phone company until you can get that boyfriend of yours to marry you.” He winked at her conspiratorially and leaned back again, feeling he had done the right thing by her. “You get me?”

“No,” she said stubbornly, “I don’t ‘get’ you.”

“All right,” he said and sighed. “Have it your way. The fact is that I’m not going to send you on any interviews. You’ll screw up my track record.”

This time, the tears didn’t come to Carlys’s eyes.

“What’s your name?” she asked politely.

“Rosier,” he said. “Winn Rosier.”

“My name is Carlys Webber,” she said, with sudden, touching dignity. “I’ll be back.”

“God forbid,” he said under his breath, but loud enough for her to hear, as she left his office. He opened his top desk drawer, pulled out a breath spray, and used it before making his first telephone call of the day.

***

“It was a disaster,” she told Norma as soon as she got to the office. She felt crushed and humiliated. “A total disaster. He made me feel as if I’d just stepped off a bus from Nowhere.”

“What did he say?” Norma was working on a Twinkie and a Tab. She was fat, aggressive, generous, and, like Carlys, unmarried. She lived alone in a spacious apartment on Seventy-fourth Street between Riverside Drive and West End Avenue with two German shepherds named Bunny and Alice with whom she ran twice daily in Riverside Park. Norma had sought out Carlys’s friendship when, after a coffee-break conversation about Bob Ryan’s bully-coward syndrome, she had decided that Carlys was the only other person in the place with half a brain.

“That I didn’t look like a fast-track person,” Carlys said.

“Well, screw him!” said Norma, insulted on her friend’s behalf. “One of us has got to get out of this dump and since I have to lose twenty-five pounds before anyone gives me the time of day, I guess you’re elected. Fast-track person, huh?” Norma snorted contemptuously. “I’ll bet we can make you into a fast-track person in one week.”

“What is a fast-track person?” asked Carlys, her heart beating faster. Norma always gave her the courage to do things she wanted to do but was afraid of. Norma’s great talent was vicarious experience.

“What you’re going to be one week from today.” said Norma, polishing off the Twinkie and pegging the wrapper into the wastebasket, a perfect two points. Norma was always very definite when it came to other people.

 

***

Norma’s authorities were Vogue and Mademoiselle and Cosmopolitan.

“Hair is number one,” announced Norma. “Vogue says that layered hair is in.” She showed Carlys photographs of several different versions of the layered look. The biggest and most prominent photo was credited to a hairdresser named Jules.

“He’s famous,” Norma said, a connoisseur of beauty hints, gossip columns, and the National Enquirer. “I read that he cuts Candy Bergen’s hair.”

“Do you think you could copy it?” Carlys asked.

“I’ll try,” said Norma, who cut her own hair and didn’t do a bad job. She didn’t do a bad job on Carlys either, layering it around the face, cutting it a little shorter in the front than in the back the way Jules had. She was not brave enough, however, to cut the wispy bangs that fringed the model’s forehead in the photograph. Nevertheless, both were pleased with the result. Carlys was thrilled to have a haircut Vogue said was in. Norma said it showed more of her face.

The right clothes, Norma decreed, were the next step.

That Thursday night, when all the stores were open late, Carlys, under strict instructions from Norma, who was starting with Weight Watchers for the third time and therefore couldn’t accompany her, went to Macy’s, to the Young Career department. She fumbled through the racks, declining an offer of help from a trendy young salesgirl who sported an extreme shaggy haircut called The Monkey, a midi-skirt with a leopard-printed cumberbund belt, and high-heeled black leather boots. She waited until an older, more conservative-looking saleswoman wearing a dark suit and dark red sweater was free. Pink, plastic-rimmed eyeglasses swung from a black cord around her neck and rested on her ample bosom. She polished them assiduously and put them on, peering at Carlys as she spoke.

“I’d like to see something to wear to the office,” Carlys said nervously. “I’m interested in a fast-track job.”

“Then you’ll want a suit,” said the saleswoman authoritatively and showed Carlys three.

“I like the gray,” Carlys said, pointing toward it, thinking that gray was a good, safe color.

“You’ll do better with the navy,” said the saleswoman. “Navy is a power color.”

Carlys had never heard the phrase, but it was exactly the kind of expression Winn Rosier had used. When Carlys wrote a check for her purchase, the saleswoman told her that she’d made a good choice. “It’s a copy of a Calvin Klein,” she confided.

 

***

“Now you need the right makeup so your features don’t wash out under harsh, fluorescent office light,” Norma advised, quoting Mademoiselle.

On Saturday, while Norma took Bunny and Alice to the vet, Carlys went to Bloomingdale’s. At the Ultima counter a makeup artist was doing free makeovers. He was shorter and smaller-boned than Carlys, as slim as a leaf and fragile as a butterfly. He had velvety clear skin and exquisitely expressive large brown doe eyes that might or might not have been subtly outlined with gray pencil.

“Wonderful skin and wonderful green eyes,” he diagnosed, in a soft voice, as Carlys slid onto the makeup stool. He took her chin gently in his hand and examined her face from every angle. “Your skin is like velvet and your eyes are a photographer’s dream, huge and wide set. The trouble is they’re hidden under those brows. I’ll thin them out and shape them. Then, once you use the right shadow and liner, they’ll turn the color of emeralds.”

Swiftly and confidently he plucked the stray hairs from Carlys’s eyebrows, trimming and shaping them. Next, he applied foundation, shadow and liner, mascara and blusher, and lipstick, pausing now and then to step back and observe his work. When he was done, he held up a hand mirror.

“Do you like it?” he wanted to know, as anxious to please as Carlys always was.

“Oh, yes!” said Carlys, excited by the way she looked. With a few strokes of his brushes and fingers, he had created high cheekbones and interesting hollows beneath. Large, mysteriously shadowed eyes that had once been hidden under heavy brows were, magically, the color of emeralds. Her mouth was a subtle terra-cotta that made her lips soft and sensuous and her teeth seem blindingly white. “I look so pretty!”

Reluctantly she handed the mirror back and bought fifty dollars’ worth of the products and brushes he had used. She would have to borrow the money from Norma until next payday. When he gave her the bag containing her purchases he showed her how to work the magic he had worked. He told her where to place the shadows and the blusher, how to create the hollows under her cheekbones, how to put on mascara so it looked thick but didn’t cake, and how to apply the lipstick so that her mouth looked soft and pretty, natural-but-better-than-natural.

“You are pretty,” he said in his soft, earnest voice when she was ready to leave. “And you have gorgeous eyes. When you do your makeup, be sure you really bring them out.” Even though he was obviously gay, Carlys didn’t care. She treasured his compliment because she knew he was right. Deep down, she had always known she was pretty. It was just that people never really looked at her. No one else had ever noticed.

 

***

On the way home from Bloomingdale’s, Carlys bought the next day’s Help Wanted section.

The Arrow Agency had run the identical ad that had appeared the week before. Obviously, the SuperWrite job hadn’t been filled. At a quarter to nine on Monday morning she went back to the Arrow Agency. Just as she had the previous week, Carlys arrived before the receptionist and went straight back toward Winn Rosier’s office. Remembering what Norma had said about acting confidently, and what Winn had said about being too tentative, Carlys knocked firmly on the door and entered his office before he could say anything.

“Mr. Rosier?” she began.

“Yes?” He’d been brushing his hair, but he put away the brush as soon as he realized an attractive woman was looking at him. The clothes definitely looked like Calvin Klein to him. “Can I help you?”

“I’m interested in the job at SuperWrite,” she said, approaching his desk and sitting in the chair in front of it.

“How did you know about that?” he asked, startled. She wasn’t supposed to know who his clients were. No one was. Personnel agencies keep their listings top secret.

“You told me last week.”

“I did?” He looked at her blankly and flipped through his files quickly. “I sent over two candidates,” he said, getting out the card and reading his notes. “They were both men. They were both turned down.”

“You never sent me,” Carlys said quietly. “You advised me to stay at the phone company.”

“Oh,” he said, inspecting her carefully, now realizing who she was. “What did you do to yourself? Spend the week at Elizabeth Arden’s?”

Carlys ignored the remark. “Please make an appointment for me with SuperWrite,” she said politely. “You know, it was nice of me to come back to you. I could have gone straight to SuperWrite, and if I had gotten the job, you wouldn’t have gotten your commission.”

Winn Rosier looked at Carlys again, studying her, impressed by the transformation, impressed by her aggressiveness. He tended to like aggressive women, at least in the beginning.

“What did you say your name was?” he asked.

“Carlys Webber,” she replied.

“Well, Carlys, why the hell not?” he said, smiling at her in a way he knew women really went for.

 

 

CHAPTER 2

 

SUPERWRITE’S OFFICES were in a sedate-looking building on Madison Avenue and Forty-eight Street. They were furnished the way Carlys imagined an English men’s club would be furnished: dark wood paneling, somber tapestries, heavy mahogany furniture, and faded oriental rugs. They looked as if they had been there forever. The head of the copy department, who resembled an undertaker in his three-piece suit and wing-tip shoes, also looked as if he’d been there forever. He interviewed Carlys as somberly as if she were a relative of the deceased, put her resume and samples in his “in” basket, and said that he would call her later in the week.

“We’ll want to see other candidates,” he told her when the interview was over. He shook her hand formally, not giving her a clue as to how she’d done.

 

***

When she called Winn Rosier to report, he asked her if she had a particular interest in corporate public relations.

“No,” she said, having been put off by SuperWrite’s stodgy atmosphere. “Not particularly. I just want a better job at a first-class company.”

“The reason I ask is that something new just came in this afternoon,” he said. “Another copywriting job. Only it’s not client-side. It’s an agency. Barron and Hynes. You want to go over?”

 

***

If SuperWrite was blue chip, Barron &amp; Hynes was tinsel and glitz. Lennard Barron, the founder, was in and out of fancy drying-out institutions. Currently in. Joshua Hynes had hung on, thanks to Kirk Arnold, the corporate miracle worker Joshua had called in to save Lennard Barron’s company from Lennard Barron.

Barron &amp; Hynes represented Cellini, the legendary Italian leathergoods maker with shops on Fifth Avenue, Rodeo Drive, and Worth Avenue; a motion picture company; and a chain of West Coast newspapers. It also represented individuals, among them an opera star named Sergio Maliterno, who’d become a superstar; and a new client, a stock market pundit named Lansing Coons. Its offices in the Onassis-built Olympic Towers, which housed Halston’s glittering headquarters, overlooked St. Patrick’s and Saks to the south. Cartier was one block to the north and Rockefeller Center was across the street. It was definitely, Carlys thought, in fast-track territory.

Tom Steinberg, an account executive, interviewed Carlys and, after a brief consultation with Joshua Hynes and Kirk Arnold, called to offer her a job that same afternoon in what was referred to as the “personals.” The “personals” were the individuals represented by Barron &amp; Hynes as opposed to the companies. The individuals, Steinberg pointed out, baiting his hook, were either celebrities or about-to-become celebrities.

“Do you think you’d be interested?” he asked. “We see you as a comer.”

“Can I have until Monday to think it over?” Carlys asked, hiding her excitement, wanting to talk it over with Norma first. A comer! She liked him already.

“Okay,” he said. “But only until Monday.”

 

***

“You did the right thing,” Winn Rosier said on the telephone, his voice warm and intimate, caressing her with approval. “Asking for time. Let me get on the phone to SuperWrite. I’ll tell them they’d better make up their minds.”

That Friday Carlys had two job offers as a full-fledged copywriter. The salaries were identical and much more than she earned at the phone company. The companies, though, as she told Norma, were as different as day and night. SuperWrite seemed sort of moribund. Not Barron &amp; Hynes. She had the feeling that she might meet some interesting people there. By interesting people she meant interesting men.

“Writing releases about SuperWrite’s corporate policies and executive promotions sounds just as boring as the telephone company,” she told Norma. “But no one’s going to turn away at a party when I say I work for Sergio Maliterno.”

“I know what you mean,” Norma said, thinking, as Carlys did, that meeting celebrities would be exciting and glamorous.

“So you think I should take the job at Barron and Hynes?”

“It’s what you think,” Norma insisted loyally, not wanting to sway her friend one way or the other.

“Barron and Hynes!” Carlys said, doing what she’d wanted to do right from the very beginning.

 

***

That Monday afternoon, Carlys left work a little early and was at the Arrow Agency at five o’clock. Winn had warned her to drop the crack-of-dawn routine.

“I’ve decided I want to take the job with Barron and Hynes,” she told him.

“You must be psychic,” he said, favoring her with an intimate, only-between-us look. “SuperWrite’s in trouble. They’re in the horse-and-buggy business in the jet age,” he confided, making some notes on her application with a Mont Blanc pen he’d gotten wholesale through the stationery salesman who sold to the office. “First thing tomorrow I’ll give SuperWrite the bad news and Barron and Hynes the good news.”

“I appreciate your help,” Carlys said earnestly. She had come to think of Winn Rosier as an ally. “Thank you.”

“You don’t have to thank me,” Winn said, running his hands through his thick dark hair, enjoying the clean, silky feel. “I make my living getting people jobs. I get a good commission. In your case, it’s going to cost you an extra month’s commission. After all, I sent you to two places. It’s not my fault you got two offers and turned one of them down. SuperWrite wasn’t too happy. I had to sweet-talk my way, your way, out of it.”

He pushed a legal-looking agreement across the desk for her to sign.

“Well, anyway,” said Carlys, signing the paper, not quite following his line of reasoning, “I appreciate it.” Later, when it would be too late to do anything about it, Norma would tell her that Winn was ripping her off.

“Sure,” he said, acknowledging her thanks. He glanced at his watch. It was just five-thirty. “I’ve got an hour to kill until my date tonight,” he said suddenly. “Want to have a drink?”

Carlys’s face lit up like a Christmas tree as she accepted and Winn was glad he’d done her the favor of asking her out. It made him feel good about himself.

 

***

The next morning Carlys gave Bob Ryan two weeks’ notice.

“Who’d want to hire you?” he asked, annoyed that his department was being upset.

“Three years ago you wanted to hire me,” Carlys reminded him, happy to have the chance to be just as nasty as he was. “Don’t you remember?”

Carlys looked forward to the first day of her new job the way she used to look forward to the first day of school. Even more exciting was the way Winn had said he’d call her when they’d said good-bye outside the hectic commuters’ bar he’d taken her to around the corner from Grand Central. Every time a man said he’d call, Carlys always believed him, even though her experience told her that men never called when they said they would. She believed Winn Rosier, too. Norma told her she was just fooling herself.

 

***

That first Monday, Carlys got ready for the office the way she would have gotten ready for a date. She was determined that her new job would change her luck. No one at Barron &amp; Hynes had known her as anything other than a copywriter, she told herself. It wouldn’t be like the phone company where she had started out as a pool typist and where, she had concluded, even if she ended up as president, people would still see her as the girl at the third desk from the left in the second row.

As she left to get the bus she took a last look at herself in the full-length mirror on the back of her closet door. The layered haircut, which Norma had trimmed that weekend, was right in style – just like Jane Fonda’s haircut in Klute. The navy blue suit had the power look the saleswoman had promised and the makeup, which she had conscientiously practiced applying, did bring out her eyes. Carlys decided that she looked like a fast-track person. The next step would be to feel like one.

 

***

Tom Steinberg was a Jewish prince with coronation on his mind, coronation in the form of a Barron &amp; Hynes vice-presidency. He had been in public relations for a dozen years, starting in the NBC Press Department after he’d graduated from the Columbia School of Journalism

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Jeff Sherratt’s DETOUR TO MURDER is featured in today’s FREE KINDLE NATION SHORTS excerpt

Long before there was LA Noire,  
there was LA Noir.
Al Roberts is up for parole, and Jimmy O’Brien, LA lawyer to the dregs of society, is picking up some walking-around money by handling the parole hearing.   
In today’s gritty 11,000-word excerpt, witness the overwhelming evidence against Roberts.  Then you’ll begin to learn what really happened in Jeff Sherratt’s LA Noir novel DETOUR TO MURDER as O’Brien goes up against the system to uncover a crime that reaches to the underground power players in the city.
by Jeff Sherratt  
4.7 out of 5 stars   10 Reviews
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Here’s the set-up:    
   

In 1945, the semi-nude body of a woman is found in a two-bit Hollywood motel, a telephone cord wrapped around her throat; face frozen in a grimace of horror. The stolen car of a murdered motorist is parked in the motel parking lot, the owner lying broken and dead on the side of an Arizona highway.

Al Roberts confesses and has spent the last 29 years in prison. Now, nearly three decades after meekly confessing, the aged Roberts swears his innocence.

Jimmy O’Brien, defense attorney to the dregs of the criminal world, must find out why. Why did Roberts give a false confession? And why has he waited 29 years to tell the truth? O’Brien digs into the past, igniting a powder-keg that threatens to expose the long-held secrets behind Detour, the iconic Hollywood film documenting Roberts’ story. Secrets that could destroy the underground aristocracy that has held power in Los Angeles, city of broken dreams, for years.

Jimmy’s ordeal takes him from the bleakness of Roberts’ prison cell to the seedy streets of Hollywood, frantically searching to find out who took this DETOUR TO MURDER.

An Excerpt from    
DETOUR
 TO MURDER
Chapter One
1974
The California Institution for Men at Chino was forty miles from my office in Downey, almost an hour away. But today, a fender bender on the Pomona Freeway had traffic snarled, causing me to be late. Southern California was in the mist of one of the periodic droughts that plagued the basin since the beginning of time. Less than normal winter snowfall in the High Sierras to the north meant for a parched summer and autumn in the south. Couple that with a hot Santa Ana wind that blew in from the desert and about ten million normally compliant people turned into mad demons who drove their cars on the battlefield of L.A.’s freeways like raging predators seeking to devour their prey. 
On days like today dire conservation warnings flooded the airways, restaurants quit serving a glass of water with your meal, and you could be arrested for watering your lawn. Don’t even think about washing your car, you’d be shot on sight. 
I arrived ten minutes past my scheduled appointment. Damn. I glanced at my watch; should’ve left earlier. Why hadn’t Mabel, my office manager, given me the high sign while I was on the phone haggling with my car insurance guy?  No use thinking about that now. And anyway my client, one Alexander Roberts, wasn’t going anywhere. He’d been convicted of homicide in 1945 and had been in prison for twenty-nine years now. What the hell, he’s been rotting in his cell at Chino all that time and I was fairly certain my tardiness was the least of his worries. Still, I hated being late all the time. Someone said that being late is sloppy; shows one had sloppy habits, could be true.
Maybe I should’ve shined my shoes this morning.
Back in ’45 Roberts had been sentenced to life with a minimum eligibility for parole set at thirty years. Inmates serving life automatically become eligible for parole hearings one year before their MEP date, and now Roberts counted on me to get him a fair shake at his hearing. 
Because of the perennial manpower shortage in the public defender’s office, I’d been assigned by the Board of Parole Hearings-recommended by a friendly judge-to represent him before the panel. It wasn’t my legal brilliance and razor-sharp mind that got me the job, I must admit. I heard later that Judge Balford said to a board member, “Jimmy O’Brien is a lawyer of hopeless causes and he works cheap.” It pays to be noticed. 
It’s true, state-appointed cases like this didn’t pay well, but they added a steady stream of revenue to the uneven flow generated by my regular work: defending poor saps unlucky enough to be caught up in the criminal justice system. With no discovery requests, interrogatories, and countless forms and red tape, parole hearings didn’t tie up a lot of my time. Scan the report, interview the prisoner, be on time at the hearing, and do my best for the convict-that was about it. Then I’d head back to the office to sit and stare at the walls until the next call came.
This morning, before I left Downey to drive to Chino, Rita Flores, my associate, and I had shared coffee and a couple of glazed. She’d brought the donuts to the office, placed the bag of sugary delights on my desk, and sat and crossed her legs, exposing a bit of thigh. My mind drifted from the legal matters at hand and focused on her. How could she remain so lissome and appealing when she had donuts with me here in the office almost every morning? Amazing. 
Rita had been with me in our two-lawyer firm for almost two years now. She’d started as my secretary at the same time that I’d opened the office. Back then, she’d just graduated from law school, waiting for her bar results when she happened to walk by my storefront as I was hanging out my shingle. I took one look at the raven-haired Latina and hired her on the spot. When her bar results came in, I’d elevated her to associate status and prayed-with her new salary-that we’d have sufficient cash flow to stay in business.
But just because Rita was single, attractive, and smart, and I’d been divorced for years, didn’t mean there was any kind of office hanky-panky going on. She was young, twenty-seven, and at thirty-five I felt I was way too old for her. And anyway, she looked up to me as sort of a mentor; I guess you could call it that. How would it look, a mentor romancing his associate? But, I didn’t dwell on that thought, either. We had business to take care of.
We had spent almost an hour going over the Roberts case. According to the report supplied by the BPH, Al Roberts had been arrested and charged with Section 187, murder in the first. It seems that, back in 1945, he’d brutally strangled a woman. Her semi-nude body was found in a two-bit Hollywood motel room draped across a bed with a telephone cord twisted tightly around her neck. Her trachea had been crushed, her eyes bulged, and her face was frozen in a grimace of horror. There were traces of semen in her vagina, but there was no sign of rape, no bruising of the genital area. The physical evidence gathered at the scene was overwhelming. And it all pointed to the man who committed the crime: Al Roberts. But the jury never saw the mountain of evidence. There was no trial. He had confessed.  
More bad news: the report also stated that he killed a man in cold blood a few days before he murdered the girl. The authorities surmised that the victim gave Roberts a lift when he’d been hitchhiking across the country en route from New York to Los Angeles. The man’s body was found off the side of a road somewhere on the outskirts of Yuma, Arizona. There was a deep gash on the side of the victim’s forehead, indicating foul play. The man had been dead for a few days when an Arizona Highway patrolman spotted the partially decomposed corpse lying behind a small outcropping of brush. 
A warrant for Roberts’ arrest had been issued in 1945 by a Yuma County judge, but the Los Angeles DA charged him with the woman’s murder before he could be extradited to stand trial for the murder of the man who gave him a lift.
“Look at this, Jimmy.” Rita pointed to a notation in the report. “The police found the dead man’s Lincoln convertible parked in the lot at the same motel where the woman had been strangled.”
“Yeah,” I said. “And later, when they picked Roberts up on a vagrancy charge, he had on the dead man’s clothes. Christ, he even had Haskell’s wallet in his pocket.”
“A parole wouldn’t do him any good,” Rita said. “There must be a warrant outstanding in Arizona for murdering the guy who owned the car. If California turns him loose, they’ll snatch him and try him for first degree murder down there.”
“No statute of limitations on murder.”
“I know that.” Rita stood and turned and gave me a wink over her shoulder. “I’m a woman and maybe I’m not the hotshot, Jimmy O’Brien, but I’m a lawyer too, you know.” She moved smoothly to the door.
Rita adjourned to her office to meet with a client, a drunk named Geoff with a duce hanging over his head, and I set the report aside.
No use digging further into the technical details described in the appendix, I figured. The report supported their conclusions. I couldn’t use anything in it to mitigate his crimes. The guy killed two people in cold blood, and after spending almost thirty years locked up in a cage, it appeared that Roberts would still spend the rest of his days as a guest of the State. With what I had just read, the parole board would never cut him loose. Still, I was being paid to plead his case and I’d do the best I could for him. 
I arrived at 14901 Central Avenue, a mile or so south of Chino’s downtown district, and turned onto a side road leading to the main gate. The penitentiary was huge, a few thousand acres surrounded by a double chain link fence with three feet of coiled razor wire topping it. Through the fence, I could see row after row of buildings. Looking deeper into the complex, I saw a smokestack spewing a steady stream of white vapor. Probably steam coming from the massive boilers that would be needed to keep this small city functioning.
The entrance to the administration building was outside the fence. I wheeled into the parking lot, walked along a short path and entered the structure. After signing in with the litigation coordinator on duty, I was told to wait until the guards brought Roberts over from general population to the visitor center.  
While waiting, I jotted a few notes on a yellow tablet, questions I would ask Roberts. But I figured, after being locked up in such a cruel environment for so long he wouldn’t be forthcoming with the answers. To survive in prison, convicts had to grow tough and callous, tougher than they’d been on the streets, and over the years they all developed a belligerent attitude and a code of silence. 
The hearing was scheduled for tomorrow, and even though there was practically no possibility of his release, if he had a shred of a chance at freedom, then I’d have to get him to show remorse and humility. But I knew any reverence, awe, or passion he once held would’ve slowly leached out of his pores and evaporated like so much sweat during his twenty-nine years in this hard place. With very little time available to thoroughly prep him on how to react to the board’s interrogation, or how to exhibit sorrow without showing hostility, I had to move fast. If Roberts were anything like other inmates I’d interviewed for past hearings, then he’d naturally resent members of a board passing judgment on him. He’d see them as establishment figures, well-off people who had advantages in life that he never did. As the hearing progressed, he’d fume inside and build up resentment. By the time they got around to asking him for a mea culpa he’d want to bash their heads in. 
“O’Brien, the prisoner is now in the interview room. Follow me.”
I put the yellow pad in my briefcase and stood. The correctional officer, a sergeant, wore a CDC forest-green jumpsuit. The nametag over his right breast pocket identified him as J. Marsh. The patch on his sleeve had letters arching above the State seal, which read “California Department of Corrections.” He had a baton hanging from a ring on his John Brown belt, but no gun. 
I stepped along with him as we left the waiting area and walked the length of a long hallway. We stopped at a door made of steel bars, and from a black leather pouch on his belt he pulled a long metal chain with a large brass key at the end of it.
Inserting the key and unlocking the door, he turned to me and said, “I saw you when you were out here a few months ago, O’Brien. Security has tightened since then. We lost one of our men. Happened three weeks ago. Stabbed with a jagged edged shank.” He paused a moment, then leaned into the door, pushing it open. “I’ll be staying in the room with you.”
“Fine by me, “I said. “Sorry to hear about the guard.”
“Happens.” He shook his head. “And to think they used to call this freak house an honor farm.” We entered a sallyport with another set of steel bars in front of us. When the door behind me shut with a decisive bang, Marsh called out to someone unseen, “Free man coming through.” We walked along a corridor to one of the rooms cut into it. Marsh opened the door, glanced inside, and nodded back at me. I followed him into the 15’x15′ cubicle. He moved to a corner and stood at parade rest.  
A rectangular stainless steel table stood in the center, bolted to the cement floor. A man whom I presumed to be Roberts sat slumped in one of the four chairs pulled up to the table. He wore the standard blue denim prison garb and even though I knew from the report that he had turned sixty this year, he still had a full head of dark hair. His hands were folded on the table and shackled at the wrists. “You the lawyer?” he said, looking up at me. 
I didn’t answer him right away, still thinking about how to handle the interview. Should I try the soft approach, plead with him to give me a reason, any excuse for why he’d killed those two people? Maybe get some contrition of sorts, anything I could offer the board. 
Or should I shock him, pull no punches, and try to break him down? Get the hostility out in the open and let him rant at me, let the pent-up anger explode and vent like a pressure cooker with too much heat. Maybe set him up so that regardless of what the board members threw at him, he’d be able to take it.
I sat down, placed my briefcase on the table, and took out his file. I looked at him across the table. He could’ve been a big man at one time with a solid physique, but now sitting with his shoulders hunched he looked weak and venerable.
“Roberts, it says here you murdered two people. Killed them in cold blood. Murdered a woman with your bare hands.” I stared into his eyes. “What kind of animal are you?”
   
Chapter Two
I realized from the moment I looked into his cold, dark eyes that if there were any chance at all of getting through to him I’d have to work him over hard, not physically but verbally.
With a murder conviction staring the board in the face, not to mention the DA’s glaring statement alleging that Roberts had killed another guy in Arizona, I figured, in all probability, that the members of the board would keep him locked away until the next ice age. The hearing would be an exercise in futility.  
But notes from the hearing along with the results would be added to his file. California law stated that lifers with indeterminate sentences were entitled to a parole hearing at least once every five years. If the board set him free, I doubted that Arizona would try him now. After thirty years no witnesses would be available. It would be a tough case to prosecute. And I didn’t want him to screw up his chance of freedom at the next hearing by being belligerent at this one.
I went to work on him, earning my fee. I stood and walked around the table, circling him like a predatory animal assessing its prey. “Tell me about the woman you murdered. Was she hot in bed?”
Roberts raised his head and turned so he could see me. “You’re sick.”
“Did you kiss her before you strangled her?” I snapped.
“I didn’t-“
“Didn’t what? Sleep with her, or kill her?”
“What are you handing me? You sound like a cop.”
“How about Haskell, the guy who picked you up on the road in Arizona? Did you kiss him, too? Kiss him with a tire iron, maybe?”
“I didn’t do a goddamn thing!”
If Roberts kept insisting on his innocence to the board, showing no remorse, and adamantly denying that he hadn’t cold-bloodedly murdered those two people back in 1945, we’d both get tossed out of the hearing on our cans.
“Why’d you kill the woman?”
Roberts remained silent.
“Hey, lover boy, I asked you a question.”
“Wasn’t worth an answer.”
“Did you strangle her when she wouldn’t give you any?”
“I only slept with her once. I was drunk-“
“Oh, so you did have sex with her. You admit that. Now admit that you killed her too.” Christ, the guy made love to her, then murdered her with his bare hands. We wouldn’t mention that fact to the board. “Maybe you were drunk at the time you crushed her windpipe. Was that how it went, Roberts?”
“Get off my back, asshole.”
“Hey, Roberts, did you sleep with her before or after you killed her?”
He raised his arms and pounded the table with his hands balled into fists.  “Goddamn it, back off!” He bolted from his chair.
Marsh, the guard, moved fast and shoved Roberts back down. “You wanna call it a day, O’Brien?” he asked, glancing at me.
 “No, not yet.” I looked at Roberts, who now had his head down on the table with his arms stretched out in front as far as they would go. I could almost feel the heat building inside him. But he fell silent, not responding at all. “Was she pretty, Roberts? Did she turn you on? I’ll bet she wanted nothing to do with you, so what the heck, you killed her. Isn’t that right, Roberts?”
He didn’t say a word. The silence in the concrete room grew deafening.
“I’m here to help you, Roberts. Goddamn it,” I said. “Talk to me!”
He stared at his shoes, shaking his head in voiceless anger.
 “C’mon, man. You pleaded guilty to the woman’s murder back in ’45 when you were arrested,” I said. “Show some remorse, for chrissakes.”
“That’d be hard to do,” he whispered.
“What?”
“I said I can’t do that.”
“Why?” I asked.
“I didn’t kill her.”
“For chrissake, Roberts. It’s all here in black and white.” I thumbed the report, quickly reviewing a few details. Roberts’s first victim, the guy who gave him a lift, was named Charles Haskell, Jr. The woman Roberts had picked up on the road after killing Haskell and stealing his car had not been identified by the authorities. No one came forward to claim her body and after waiting the time prescribed by law she had been buried at the expense of the City. I slammed the report on the table. “Says here you killed them both. You’re lying to me, Roberts.” 
“No!”
“Then why did you say you murdered the woman in the first place?”
I paused and he remained silent. We both knew the answer: the plea bargain. “It’s not smart to lie to your lawyer, Roberts. Are you that goddamn stupid? “
His face turned red, his breathing irregular, beads of sweat dotted his forehead. I felt at any moment he’d bust loose. Then after he got the anger out of his system, I’d do what I came here to do: show Roberts how he’d have to present himself at tomorrow’s hearing. The board wouldn’t tolerate his claims of innocence. That would blow the whole thing right out of the gate. He’d have to admit his guilt and he’d have to appear to be a man of humility with sorrow and remorse in his soul for what he had done all those years ago. He’d have to show them how, after twenty-nine years languishing in this “correctional” facility, he’d changed and had achieved a state bordering on veneration.
I pounded the table with my fist. “Why’d you confess if you’re so goddamn innocent?” I didn’t wait for an answer. “I’ll tell you why. You took the easy way out, Roberts. Couldn’t take the pressure. You copped a plea to the woman’s murder. They didn’t charge you with Haskell’s death, no sir. But they used his murder as a wedge, pressuring you to admit that you strangled the blonde.” I got up and paced the room. “Isn’t that right, Roberts?”
He kept quiet, but the veins on his neck pulsed and his jaw muscles tensed. His insides had to be burning as he continued to struggle to maintain control. Damn, I said to myself, let loose, Al. C’mon, man, let it out. Show some emotion.    
I turned back to him. “The prosecutor played the old shell game, didn’t he, Roberts? Take your pick. The little pea under the walnut hull is a six by eight cell in San Quentin. Or, hey, maybe it’s a trip to Yuma. They have a nice little room down there filled with cyanide perfume just waiting for you.’ Is that what he said?” 
He slowly shook his head.
I walked around behind him. “And you fell for it,” I said to his back. “You were a fool.”
He still didn’t respond, but I saw his fists tighten, the knuckles turning white. I was getting close. Any moment, he’d blow. And in anger, he’d admit to what he had done.
I darted to the table, leaned forward, and stabbed the report repeatedly with my finger. “It says here you strangled the girl with a telephone cord until she couldn’t breathe. Then you snapped her neck with your bare hands.” 
“I wasn’t even there when she was killed,” he muttered.
“What about the guy, Haskell, you killed a couple days earlier?”
“I didn’t kill him either, understand?”
“Okay, you didn’t go to trial on that one. We’ll forget about it for a while. But tell me more about the dead girl. The girl you didn’t kill. The one you had sex with. The one who grated your nerves, the girl you were cooped up with all alone at that motel.”   
“It wasn’t like that. Somewhere in the middle of the goddamn desert Haskell gave me a lift. After a while, he got tired and I drove. Then he died. He fell out of the passenger seat; hit his head on a rock. But I had to get to L.A. So, naturally, I took the car. I-“
“Then you, naturally, stole his clothes and money. Then you, naturally, picked up the girl on the road while driving the dead guy’s car the rest of the way to Los Angeles. Then you, naturally, killed her too.”
“No, goddamn it-I mean yes, I picked her up, but… She wanted money. I gave her everything, all the money I took from Haskell’s body, but she wanted more.”
“Strong motive.”
“After we had been in L.A. a few days I left the motel room, went to sell Haskell’s car, but without papers nobody would touch it. I went back, was gonna tell her. When I got there she was dead. But I couldn’t prove that I didn’t do it. My prints were all over the place. I’d been there with her for three days.”
 “I’m not buying it, Roberts. You confessed? I’ll say it again. You’re a goddamn liar.”
He turned his head slowly. The look in his eyes told me I’d be a dead man if he wasn’t cuffed and Marsh wasn’t in the room.
“Don’t call me a liar! I’m not a goddamn liar.” He paused for a beat. “You hear me?” His words bounced off the walls, echoing in the small room.
Marsh walked over to him. “Keep your voice under control or this meeting is over,” he told Roberts, jabbing a finger in the prisoner’s chest. “Do you understand me?”
Roberts stared at Marsh, wide eyed. Then he looked at me again, despair on his face. I felt some sorrow, surely not for him. After all, he did kill two people. Still, nobody was on his side, then or now. I’d worked him over as hard as I could and he didn’t crack. Could there be a possibility that he’s telling the truth? No, and that issue had been decided long ago.
But the State said he had a right to parole. After all this time maybe he changed, became a different person. Maybe he wasn’t the same monster who’d walked in through those barbwire prison gates back in ’45.
 “Why, Al? How’d you get in this mess if you’re innocent?”
“They were gonna kill me,” he said softly.
I pulled out a chair and sat next to him. “You wanna tell me about it?” 
“The D.A. gave me a chance to stay alive and I took their deal. Nothing I could do.”
“Your lawyer went along with it? Advised you to take the deal, is that it?” I asked.
“A trial costs big dough.”
“And of course, you had no money.” 
“After I was arrested my lawyer sold my story to some guy, got five hundred bucks. They made a movie, wasn’t much, and they mostly got it wrong. But anyway, once the five hundred was used up my lawyer wanted to cut and run.” 
“What was the name of the movie?”
Detour.”
“Never heard of it,” I said. “Who’s in it?”
“Nobody.”
I got up and walked around the room again.
“Do you want out of here, or not?” I asked, staring at the back of Roberts’s lowered head.
 “It’s not fair.”
“You know how it is with the law, Roberts. What do you expect, put a quarter in the slot and out pops justice?”
“The parole board’s gonna give me a down letter. Hell, even if they gave me parole, they’d send me to Arizona. I’m in for the long ride. You’re wasting your time.”
“Forget about Arizona,” I said. “You’re here because you murdered the woman. This isn’t about the dead guy on the road. Now tell me the truth. Why did you kill her? You must’ve had a reason.”
“I already told you I didn’t kill either one of them, Haskell or Vera in the motel. That was her name, you know, Vera. Didn’t catch her last name.”
“Smith, Jones, MacGillicuddy, take your pick. The police never got a positive I.D. All they knew was that she had track marks on her arm. If it’s true what you said when you were arrested, she came from somewhere in the South.”
“She had an accent.”
“That’s not all she had. She had narcotics, barbiturates in her purse.”
“Yeah, I know…” His voice trailed off.
We didn’t say anything for a couple of moments. Roberts remained slumped in his chair while I gazed at the ceiling. I could smell the anguish permeating the walls of this warehouse of human atrophy. “Look, Roberts, we have a few minutes left, why don’t you tell me your side.”
He looked up. “You want to hear my story? You won’t believe me.”
“Suppose you try me.”
“I guess you can say I couldn’t believe she was in love with me.”
“They always start that way, don’t they, stories like this?” I said.
“Yeah, guess so.”
“You talking about Vera, the dead girl?”
“No, not that bitch, gimme a break. It started long before that. In New York. Her name was Sue, Sue Harvey.” He rested his head in his hands, with his elbows on the table, and after gathering his thoughts, continued. “She was the songbird in a club where I played piano with a jazz trio. Sue had those dark green eyes and a waist so slender, every time she bent over you’d expect something to break. We were engaged, but she wanted to be a movie star, took off for the Coast.”
“Is that why you were heading to L.A. when all this started? You were chasing some skirt named Sue?”
Roberts raised his head and looked up at me. “I keep trying to forget what happened and wonder what my life might have been like if that car of Haskell’s hadn’t stopped.”
I listened for almost twenty minutes. He told the forbidding tale of a common man whose life had spiraled and tanked as he made one tragic decision after another while hitching rides across the country, heading to the land of broken dreams, chasing a dream of his own: a singer named Sue. At the end of his story, Roberts froze for a moment, then turned to me and continued in a chilling, calm voice: “I didn’t kill him. ButHaskell was dead. It was an accident.”
“Then you stole his car,” I said.
“Yeah.”
“And then you picked up the woman named Vera, bumming a ride, and continued on toward L.A.”
“Yeah.”
“What about your girlfriend, Sue?”
“Never saw her again, never spoke to her. Leave her outta this.”
I looked down at that pitiful creature, balled into a heap, and said under my breath, “What about Vera, dead in the motel room? When you twisted the cord around her neck and strangled her with your bare hands, was that an accident too?”
 
Highway 54, Arizona, July 1945
The asphalt road ran straight and went on for miles. It came out of the mountains in the far distance, bottomed out, then gradually climbed across the desert floor, heading up into the small rocky hills ahead. At the base of the slope, looking back from where he had just come, Al Roberts kept an eye on the car as it shimmered, almost floated in the vaporous heat currents, growing larger, moving closer in the afternoon glare.
He continued to walk along the sandy edge of the road, heading west. But he stuck out his arm, his hand slightly closed with his thumb pointed in the direction he was moving.
Roberts hadn’t seen another car in hours and the last one had zoomed by without slowing down, kicking up small dirt devils at his feet. The sun hung high in the colorless sky, and his lips were parched and raw from lack of moisture. He was bone-weary and he hadn’t had a meal in two days. Not a bite of food since that trucker staked him to a hamburger at a diner on the outskirts of Tucumcari, New Mexico. But then, after riding with him for a couple hundred miles, the trucker had to head back to Detroit and after stopping to pick up a load of cantaloupes, he dropped Roberts off just inside the Arizona border. He’d been hoofing ever since.
Roberts had been on the road for almost three months, traveling from New York, riding buses for part of the trip but mostly hitching rides. Down to his last ten dollars, he knew there’d be few meals and no more bus tickets, but he was determined to get to Los Angeles even if he had to walk the rest of the way. 
He glanced back; the approaching automobile started to slow. Maybe this one would stop and the guy driving it would give him a lift.
Roberts lowered his battered suitcase to the asphalt, and with the back of his hand wiped the sweat from his brow and swore an oath to himself. When he arrived at his destination, he’d marry her. He wouldn’t let her slip away; by God, not this time. Roberts wouldn’t let her walk out on him again. He’d die first.
The car, a fancy convertible, pulled up next to him. The man, alone behind the wheel, nodded. Roberts heaved his suitcase into the backseat and climbed in.
***
Roberts, now driving, pulled to the side of the road and quickly glanced around. It was dark, raining hard, and he spotted no other cars traveling on this deserted stretch of highway. They had left Yuma just fifteen minutes ago. The man had flashed a roll while paying for their dinner at some roadhouse café, then asked him to drive when they climbed back into the convertible. They’d cruised silently through the early evening. Storm clouds gathered in the distance while the man slept.