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Mask of the Verdoy: A George Harley Mystery (Book #1)

by Phil Lecomber

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Mask of the Verdoy: A George Harley Mystery (Book #1)
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MASKED KILLER ROAMING THE SMOGGY BACKSTREETS OF 1930s LONDON!
Cockney private eye George Harley battles police corruption and the might of the Blackshirts to bring the villain to justice.‘A new chapter in London noir fiction unfolds with the launch of MASK OF THE VERDOYthe first book in the period crime thriller series, the George Harley Mysteries.’In part an homage to Grahame Greene’s Brighton Rock, and to the writings of Gerald Kersh, James Curtis, Patrick Hamilton, Norman Collins and the other chroniclers of London lowlife in the 1930s, MASK OF THE VERDOY also tips its hat to the heyday of the British crime thriller—but unlike the quaint sleepy villages and sprawling country estates of Miss Marple and Hercules Poirot, George Harley operates in the spielers, clip-joints and all-night cafés that pimple the seedy underbelly of a city struggling under the austerity of the Great Slump.The interwar period setting of the George Harley Mysteries should have an obvious resonance with the present day reader – with the Western world struggling in the grip of a global economic crisis, haunted by past military conflicts and turning to extreme politics as doom-mongers foretell the decline of civilization and the death of capitalism. Sounding familiar?In creating Harley’s world special attention has been given to the use of authentic slang and idioms of London in the 1930s, and the adoption of a retro storytelling style perfectly complements the subject matter. There are also some timely themes woven into the narrative, such as Harley’s questioning of the British class system, corruption in the government and police force, and the manipulation of the press by the rich and powerful.

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CHAPTER ONE

London, March 1932

 

George Harley hopped off the No.13 as it slowed for the lights and started to push his way through the crowds. Piccadilly Circus was seething with Friday-nighters: wide-boys, jazz babies, straight-cuts and steamers—a congregation of pleasure-seekers “up West” for a little solace from the grey workaday week, all gathered beneath the neon hoardings proclaiming the gospel according to Bovril and Guinness.

A newspaper vendor grabbed Harley’s sleeve as he passed, pointing to the headline displayed on his stand.

‘ʼEre—you seen this, George?’

Harley read the poster: FASCISTS TO MARCH ON THE EAST END. He pulled his own folded newspaper from under his arm.

‘Just read about it.’

‘What’s your lot gonna make of that then?’

‘My lot? Who’s that then, Bert?’ Harley smiled, ready for the ribbing.

‘Your bolshie mates … Oh, and your pal Solly Rosen and all them other ikey-moes.’

‘It’ll be a bloodbath I expect. But then I reckon that’s exactly what Saint Clair’s after.’

‘Don’t know what it’s all coming to, George—what with yer bleedin’ Blackshirts and hunger marchers, yer Fenians and Mahatma Ghandis. Seems like half the world’s raising Cain at the moment … What d’you make of these ’ere bombings? They reckon it’s anarchists, don’t they?’

‘Don’t think they really know who’s behind it yet. It’s this sodding Depression, ain’t it—everyone’s getting desperate.’

‘You know, I read somewhere the other day that it could last another ten years,’ said Bert, pulling a half-eaten sandwich from his pocket and taking a bite.

‘Could be worse than that, Bert.’

‘How’s that then?’

‘Well, the Great Slump? Might just turn out to be the death rattle of Capitalism.’

‘Oh—ʼere we go!’

‘Seriously, you just think about it. Since the war people’s expectations have changed. And all that old gammon they gave us when we came back—’

Land fit for heroes, right?’

‘Exactly! What happened to all that then, eh? These Blackshirts? And the bombings? I reckon that’s just the start of it. Could be that the whole bloody house of cards is beginning to tumble. See, people want reassurance, don’t they? And someone to blame. So when our Fascist friend Sir Pelham Saint Clair turns up offering them a quick remedy—no matter how bitter the medicine might taste to some—well, they’re going to bite his hand off, ain’t they?’

‘Still, you’ve gotta look on the bright side George, ain’t yer?’ said Bert, wiping his mouth on the back of his hand and screwing up his sandwich paper.

‘Oh yeah—what’s that then?’

‘Well, it all sells newsprint, don’t it?’

‘Well, you ain’t wrong there,’ said Harley, laughing. ‘Look after yourself, Bert.’

‘Right-you-are, George … West End Final! Blackshirts to march on the East End! … West End Final!

 

***

 

Having finally won his battle with the box of matches the gent in evening dress re-ignited his Partagás and set off towards the glittering lure of neon light, reeling a little as he sang out in a faltering tenor:

 

I always hold in having it if you fancy it, if you fancy it, that’s understood!
And suppose it makes you fat—I don’t worry over thaaaat!
Cos a little of what you fancy does you good!

 

Observing the drunk’s progress from beneath a streetlamp, Vera turned to her confederate and delivered a quick assessment.

‘ʼAve a look at this one, Gracie—all made up like a hambone. He’s lousy with it, I shouldn’t wonder.’

She took a step out onto the pavement.

‘He’s a veritable Jessie Matthews, ain’t ʼe?’

‘Very melodic, I’m sure,’ said the lugubrious Gracie.

‘And exactly what is it you fancy dear?’

The gent took a second or two to focus on Vera.

‘Eh?’

‘Well, it sounds like you’ve ʼad a good night up till now—how d’you fancy a little decent company to round it off?’

‘Oh, well I … if I were to—you know, as it were … I mean … how much would that, eh, how much would that be, exactly?’

Vera darted in closer, lowering her voice.

‘Alright—let’s not broadcast it to the nation! Don’t want the bogeys sniffing round now, do we? Half-a-bar, love.’

‘Half-a-bar?’

‘Ten shillings, dear—and I guarantee you’ll enjoy every penny.’

At the sound of approaching footsteps Vera took a step away from her prospective punter and started to rummage through her handbag, glancing nonchalantly at the new arrival—who, in his black tie and tails, certainly didn’t look like CID.

‘Rupert, you old scoundrel! What are you up to now? Good grief, man! You really are impossible! Come on—my driver has the car waiting.’

‘Ah! There you are, old chap. I was just, erm … ’ The gent described a wobbly circle with his cigar by way of explanation.

‘Yes, I can jolly well see what you were doing. But … well, if you really are intent on a little extracurricular, we can stop off in Mayfair. There’s a little French filly just off New Bond Street who’s a little more …’ he turned to give Vera a disparaging once-over, ‘… exclusive.’

‘Mademoiselle, you say? Spot of the old officer’s blue lamp, eh? Sounds just the ticket, old boy! Well, what are we waiting for? Onwards and upwards!’

They linked arms and pushed on up Piccadilly.

‘Did you ever hear the like?’ said Vera, watching her ten shillings disappear into the night. ‘More exclusive? What, that soap-dodging frog in Maddox Street? Stuck up berk! I know his type—always shaking ʼands with his gentleman’s gentleman.’ She began to search through her bag again. ‘Lend us a smoke, Grace—I’m all out.’

‘You was in service once, weren’t you, Veer?’ said Gracie, passing her friend a cigarette.

‘Yes, and the less said about that the better. Up with the sparrow’s fart and chapped hands all round. Yes sir! No sir! Three-bags-full sir! That’s all you need to know about that lark, dear.’

‘It’d be nice though, wouldn’t it? Someone to cook and clean and tidy up after yer?’

‘Now, what ʼave I told yer about that, Gracie? Don’t you go wishing for things you ain’t never gonna have—that there’s a whole bucket of misery guaranteed. There’s them that has, and then there’s the rest of us—been like it for donkey’s years.’

‘But them Ruskies did it, didn’t they?’

‘Did what, dear?’

‘They had their little revolution—turned things on their ʼeads.’

‘Russians?—foreigners, the lot of ʼem. Fall for any old tosh, won’t they … Look at that palaver with wossisname, the mad monk—Rice Puddin’?’

Rasputin.’

‘That’s the fella. Well, he wouldn’t get a foot in the door at Buck House looking like that now, would he? Workers’ revolution? It’d never happen here, dear. Them Communists—and them Blackshirts too, if it comes to it—well, they can put up the fanny till they’re blue in the face, but you mark my words, they’re never gonna change things for the likes of you and me. Summit hot in yer belly, a snifter of gin to keep the chill off yer, and a tanner for the matinee at the flicks—that’s all the happiness you need wish for. And easily got an’ all … though not tonight, by the looks of things.’

Vera pulled her coat around her against the cold and surveyed the sparse number of potential punters on the street.

‘It’s this soup, ain’t it,’ said Gracie, looking up at the yellow smog clinging to the streetlamp. ‘Coming in thick and fast—bound to scare the punters off.’

Just then a teenage boy—fine-featured, but looking ill-nourished and anxious—crossed the road and stopped to glance around nervously.

‘Talking of buckets of misery, look at this article ʼere, Gracie—queer little thing, ain’t he?’

‘He’s one of the Green Fox mob, if I’m not mistaken.’

‘What, Gilby Siddons’ little chickens? Looks scared of his own shadow, don’t he.’

‘They’re all a little milky at the moment—on account of them murders.’

‘Those two lavenders? The way I heard it they topped themselves.’

‘That’s not what Gilby says. He reckons they were done for. ʼOrrible to think about, ain’t it? A killer like that, out on the streets. Might be our next punter for all we know … Gives me the right willies.’

‘Well, it would have to, wouldn’t it? I mean—you ain’t got the right equipment dear, not if he’s after queanies. Besides, I don’t believe there is a killer. Sounds like one of Gilby’s little dramas to me. Those lavender boys are all so highly strung. No, I reckon they topped themselves like I say—if it were murder, it would have been in the papers, wouldn’t it? Stands to reason.’

The boy set off again, giving Vera and Gracie a wide berth.

‘Gawd! Look at him, Grace—he looks ʼalf done in,’ said Vera, taking a step out after him. ‘ʼEre ducks! How about a little nip of gin to keep out the cold?’

The youth stared back at her for a moment and then set off in the direction of Green Park at a faster pace.

‘Ooh, suit yerself! Silly sod! Out without a smother on a night like this—he’ll catch his death, he will.’ She took a swig of gin from her flask and then, a little reluctantly, passed it to Gracie.

 

***

 

The crowds began to thin now as Harley moved away from the Circus and into the Piccadilly thoroughfare. A few yards down he passed the chalk drawings of a screever pitched out on the pavement.

‘Spare summit for an old soldier, guv’nor?’

Harley stooped to drop a coin in the tin mug.

‘Gawd bless yer, son!’

‘You’re welcome, Larry.’

‘Blimey! Sorry, George—I didn’t realize it was you, else I wouldn’t ʼave tapped you up. You got a new hat? You look different somehow.’

‘That’s probably because you’re sober, Larry. Business must be bad.’

‘Tell me about it! It’s shice! I’ve ʼad a tanner between me and starvation most of the week—been living off dog’s soup and wind pudding … And this weather’s no good for the complexion, neither.’ Larry picked up the coin and pocketed it. ‘Still, this’ll get me a bite of something hot—much obliged.’

‘Alright, be lucky Larry.’

Lucky? Blimey! That’ll be the day, George.’

 

***

 

Leaving the streetwalkers behind him the boy continued stealthily down Piccadilly, checking the reflection whenever he passed a shop window, scanning for signs of danger.

He jumped at the sudden appearance of a heavily-moustachioed commissionaire, who stepped out from a doorway a few paces ahead of him.

‘Oi!’

The boy put his head down and turned around, quickening his pace.

Oi you!

He hesitated, wondering if it would be better to dart down one of the side streets.

‘What’s your game, sunshine? You can’t be leaving that wagon there! You’re blocking the exit!’

The boy turned to discover the commissionaire approaching a carter who was busying himself with a nosebag for his horse. The breath from the weary old nag plumed about its master’s head in the damp night air.

‘I’ll only be five minutes, pal!’

‘Five minutes? Don’t give me that old madam! It was there half an hour last night!’

Relieved, the boy hitched his duffel bag up on his shoulder and turned on his heels to continue on his way—unaware of the figure watching him from the darkened doorway of Fortnum & Mason on the opposite side of the street.

Having finally spotted his quarry the stranger in the shadows completed his permanent half-smile—fixed there by a cruel scar bisecting the cheek—and turned to whisper to his accomplice.

 

***

 

‘Oh—look who it ain’t, Grace! Up the workers, George!’ said Vera, catching sight of Harley.

‘Fancy taking us for a wet, Georgie?’ added Gracie, slouching beneath the streetlamp. ‘There’s nix going on ʼere tonight.’

‘I’d love to ladies, but I’m on a job.’

‘Lucky devil—wish I was!’

With a grin and a tip of his hat Harley continued on his way, pursued for a while by Vera’s cackling laughter.

 

***

 

Now aware he was being followed, the pale youth hurriedly slipped off the main road into an alleyway. The fog lay heavier here and it wasn’t until he was halfway in that he realized his chosen route of escape culminated in a dead-end, stacked with refuse bins and littered with rubbish from a restaurant kitchen. He made to turn back but was confronted by the silhouettes of his pursuers emerging from the thick smog—a lithe, fluid figure dwarfed by the hulking outline of a giant in a billycock hat.

Panicking, the boy scrambled off to hide behind the bins.

“Iron” Billy Boyd removed his hat to mop the sweat with a grubby handkerchief. He’d let himself go a little since his prize-fighting days and even in the cold and damp the brief jog had begun to raise a lather.

‘ʼEre kitty, kitty!’ he growled, still puffing heavily as he approached the bins.

‘Come now, my little friend,’ added his accomplice with the half-smile scar, in a thick Italian accent. ‘There is no danger … Just a little talk, yes?’

Still out of sight, shaking with fear and cold, the boy quietly pushed his duffel bag down into the bin, hiding it beneath a layer of potato peelings and cabbage stalks.

The enormous Boyd drew a little closer.

‘Come on, son! Don’t make me come in after yer … you’ll only make it worse for yerself!’

Now barely able to control his sobbing, the terrified youth stood up and stepped out from the shadows.

‘What do you want?’

Want?’ said the Italian. ‘Only what is ours—the things you have taken … You have them, yes?’

The boy looked to the floor, unable to hold the gaze of those cruel eyes.

‘I … I don’t know what you’re talking about,’ he mumbled.

‘No? Maybe my friend here will explain a little better.’

Boyd stepped forward and backhanded the youth across the face, sending him spinning to the ground.

‘That clear enough for yer, sunshine?’

It was at that moment that Harley arrived at the opening to the alleyway, and on hearing the all-too-familiar sounds of someone being roughed up, the private detective stopped and peered into the fog. He was greeted with the dull thud of a boot, followed by a muffled scream. He looked at his watch—he was already twenty minutes late for his appointment. But the victim sounded like a girl, or a kid … he knew he had no choice but to get involved.

After a few cautious steps into the alley he could just make out the shadowy outline of the small Italian, laying into the boy with his boot. Harley fished out his trusty brass knuckles, his weapon of choice—and one that had served him well back in the days of the trench-raiding squad. He was about to make his move when the giant Boyd (who had been crouching down, whispering sweet nothings into his victim’s ear) stood up, towering over his accomplice. At the sight of this oversized brute Harley quickly slipped the knuckleduster back into his pocket, and took a step backwards.

‘Bugger!’ he muttered and began to search through his jacket pockets, finally pulling out a standard-issue Metropolitan Police whistle.

He ran back to the main road and gave a long blast on the whistle, scanning Piccadilly for any sign of Scotland Yard’s finest.

‘Come on!’ he shouted … but apart from a cabbie cleaning the headlamps of his hansom the road was empty.

‘Any coppers about, mate?’ Harley called out.

The cabbie took a quick look at his pocket watch.

‘I doubt it—this is Trent’s beat; right now he’ll have his face buried in a pint of porter at the Argyll Arms, if I’m not mistaken.’

There was nothing else for it. Harley took a deep breath, refitted his brass knuckles and charged back into the alleyway, blowing loudly on the whistle.

On hearing the shriek of the police whistle the Italian immediately pulled back from his victim.

Polizia!’ he shouted at Boyd, scanning his surroundings for a quick escape route.

Boyd grabbed the motionless boy by his shirtfront and plucked him from the ground like a doll.

‘Where is it?’ he hissed.

‘Come! No time! Polizia!’ shouted the Italian again, sprinting off towards a high wall at the back of the alley.

Reluctantly Boyd dropped the boy and lumbered off after his partner, who had already effortlessly vaulted over the wall and dropped out of sight. The larger man dragged over an old tea chest, and after a couple of clumsy attempts, managed to haul his huge frame over the brickwork to follow suit.

Having first made sure that there weren’t any nasty surprises lurking in the shadows Harley approached the victim, gently turning him face-up, fearing the worst. To his relief this elicited a groan.

‘What’s your name, son?’

The frightened eyes fell on the whistle in Harley’s hand.

‘It’s alright,’ he said, putting it away along with the knuckleduster. ‘Don’t fret—I’m no bogey, honest! Come on, what’s your name?’

‘Aubrey,’ said the boy, only managing a half-whisper.

‘Well, Aubrey—we need to get you out of here before those two jokers realize I ain’t the cavalry. Who were they anyway? Did you see the little one jump that wall? Like a sodding monkey!’

The boy remained silent.

‘Alright—like that is it? Come on then … can you stand?’

With Harley’s help Aubrey managed to struggle to his feet.

‘Bloody hell! They’ve done a proper job on you, ain’t they?’

‘My bag.’

‘Where?’

‘Over there—in the bin.’

Harley propped the boy against the wall to retrieve the duffel bag, then half-carried him on a slow walk back towards Piccadilly, to the relative safety of the open thoroughfare.

By the time they’d reached the street and Harley had placed the injured boy into the cab, Boyd and the Italian had doubled back and were now observing proceedings from a safe distance.

‘That ain’t no bogey,’ said Boyd.

‘Eh?’

‘Not a po-lit-sia.’

‘No? Who then?’

‘He’s a sherlock.’

‘Jew-boy?’ The Italian raised his eyebrows in surprise.

‘No, not Shylock, a sherlock—a private detective; although, funnily enough, he does knock about with Yids; Yids, brasses and bolshies—he ain’t too particular by all accounts.’

‘Hmm … Where will he take the boy?’

‘I dunno—but I’ll find out.’

‘He has a name, this, this sherlock?’

‘Yeah, Harley—George Harley.’

 

 

 

 

CHAPTER TWO

 

 

 

Three days later a weary George Harley stopped for a moment on the corner of Bell Street to tease a hole in the clammy, vinegar-scented package under his arm. He popped a chip into his mouth and tipped his hat back an inch or so to prod the burgeoning lump just above the hairline—a souvenir of the frenzied finale of an otherwise tedious stakeout at a Tilbury warehouse.

Getting too old for this malarkey, he thought, as he pushed on through the dull ache in his lower back and the more insistent throbbing in his left shin.

As he mounted the front steps, searching his pockets for his keys, the door of the adjoining townhouse opened to reveal the generous figure of his next-door neighbour, Violet Coleridge.

‘Ah! The wanderer returns,’ said Violet, restraining her ample bosom with one arm as she bent to deposit an empty milk bottle on the top step. ‘Oh my gawd, George! You look done in! Where you been?’

‘Tilbury docks.’

‘And what you been up to there, then?’

‘Well, that’s a good question Vi.’

‘Second thoughts—don’t tell me. What you don’t know can’t ʼarm you, that’s what my Eric used to say. Mind you—I think the reason he always kept quiet about what he was up to was so that I couldn’t let anything slip to the bogeys if they came snooping round. Still, those days are long gone now, aren’t they? Fancy a cuppa, dear? The pot’s still warm.’

‘I’d love to Vi, but I think I’ll just get this down me and then get some kip—I need my bed.’

‘What you need is the love of a good woman, George Harley, that’s what you need—someone to look after you. After all, it’s got to be two years now, hasn’t it? Why don’t you—’

‘Now, don’t start all that again, Vi! By the way—have you been up to see Aubrey today?’

‘What, the iron?’

‘Vi!’

‘Well, he is a poof, ain’t he? Right little lavender boy, if ever I saw one. I was up earlier as it happens. I’d say he’s on the mend, alright—he’s been out of bed today. Still won’t have the quack round though—I told him you’d offered to pay.’

‘He’s scared Vi—they gave him a proper going over. One of the cowsons was a giant … You should’ve seen him—a couple of minutes more and I reckon I’d have had a corpse on my hands.’

‘Well, he probably brought it on himself. After all, I’m sure we can all guess what he was up to in a backstreet off the Dilly at that time of night. The other two were probably of the same persuasion an’ all. It’s not natural, is it?’ said Vi, crossing her fleshy arms and pursing her lips.

‘Come on—he’s only a kid, from some god-forsaken little town in the back-of-beyond; no doubt kicked out by his old man, finds himself in The Smoke, all alone—you know how it works.’

‘Well, I’m sure I don’t know how it works, George. I suppose he won’t be pestering up any rent while he’s staying with you? You wanna watch it—you’ll get yourself a reputation.’

‘Once he’s up and about he’ll be on his way.’

‘And by the way—he’s ruined the mantle on the gas up there by lighting his ciggies on it … You know, George, if you did the place up a bit, got some paying tenants in … well, you could give this private detective lark up for good; relax a bit. I’m sure that’s what your Uncle Blake had in mind when he left you the place. Just think of it—you’d be a landlord. It’s not a bad living when all’s said and done. And the company would do you good, Georgie—rattling around in that big old house all on your tod, except for that mangy old tomcat of yours; and your little charity cases, of course. This one’s the third this year, ain’t it? There was that old soldier boy, then the Rusky with the gammy leg; all staying there buckshee. If I didn’t know you better, I’d say you were being taken for a ride.’

‘Come on, Vi—what harm does it do? As you say, I’ve got the space. Anyone would do the same given the opportunity.’

‘You’re a soft touch—that’s what you are.’

‘Oh yeah? Well, no doubt you took him up some grub when you went up earlier?’

‘Well, I’d done a bit of kate and sidney for Mr. Johnson in number three—it’s his favourite. And well, it’s a sin to let good food go to waste, so I—’

‘You wanna watch yourself, Vi—you’ll be getting a reputation!’ Harley cracked a smile. ‘Universal brotherhood, that’s all it is—looking out for your fellow man.’

‘Don’t come your old bolshie fanny with me, George Harley! It won’t wash. Now—go and get that grub inside you, while it’s still hot.’

Harley retrieved his front door key from his jacket.

‘What’s all this?’ He pulled a leaflet from the letter box. ‘Sodding BBF? They’ve not been canvassing round here again, have they?’

‘There was a couple round earlier; nice boys—real healthy-looking types, you know? One of them had a touch of the Gary Coopers about him. And those uniforms, George—oh, they do look smart.’

‘I’d have thought we’d all had enough of uniforms, Vi … but maybe that’s just me.’

‘But that’s just it—all those things they promised you boys when you came home. Well, where is it all, eh? I don’t know … what with all the strikes, two and a half million poor buggers on the dole, the Empire falling apart. The country’s gone to the dogs, George … and I’m afraid your precious Mr. Ramsay MacDonald has made as big a hash of it as the rest of ʼem. And now, on top of everything else, we’ve got all these anarchist bombings! Bloody foreigners! Someone needs to sort it all out.’

‘Believe me—that someone is not Sir Pelham Saint Clair and the British Brotherhood of Fascists. You should listen to what Max Portas has to say about him—he talks a lot of sense.’

‘I’ve told you before, George—I’ve had it with your Labour Party. They had their chance—and look what they did with it. Besides, his old man’s a commie, ain’t he? “Red Jack Portas”—remember? The fruit don’t often fall far from the tree.’

‘Maybe that’s not such a bad thing—Jack Portas is as honourable a man as I’d like to meet; fought all his life for workers’ rights. He did sterling work in the dock strike of eighty-nine.’ Harley stifled a yawn. ‘Listen Vi, I’d love to discuss this further with you, but maybe another time? I really need to get some shut-eye.’

‘Oh, sorry George! Listen to me on me soapbox! I’ll be up Speaker’s Corner next. Of course dear, you get yourself away. I’ll—’

‘Hold on Vi—what was that?’ asked Harley, carefully resting his fish and chips on the wall and vaulting over to push Vi’s front door open wide.

‘What was what?’

A long, wailing scream emanated from Vi’s hallway.

That!’ said Harley, sprinting up the stairs.

‘Sounds like Miss Perkins, in number six—on the top floor!’ Vi shouted up after him.

By the time the portly landlady—now flushed and out of breath—had caught up with Harley, he was already crouched in front of a near-hysterical Miss Perkins, holding tightly to her wrists. The normally timid young woman was thrashing about, struggling to catch her breath between frantic sobs, with angry red scratches below her cheeks and a thin line of spittle hanging from her chin.

‘Oh my gawd, George! What’s going on?’

‘Don’t know, Vi—she’s not making any sense. But the window’s open, and when I got here she was sat on the bed, scratching at her face, shouting something about a mask.’

‘A mask? Tabitha! Look at me dear; stop thrashing about so! Tabitha … Tabitha! Oh, out the way George!’

Vi bent over her tenant to deliver a solid slap to the face with a heavy, be-ringed hand.

‘There, there … it’s alright now,’ she said, planting herself on the bed next to Miss Perkins, who had been shocked enough by the slap to at least make eye-contact. ‘Now dear, tell us what happened.’

‘I was getting ready for my bath … getting … getting undressed … for my bath, you see. I always have my bath on a Friday, at eight-thirty.’

‘Yes, dear—but what happened? Was it a man? Did a man get in somehow, Tabitha?’

‘No, no—he didn’t come in. He was out there … out there—on the fire escape. A foreigner … with a mask.’

‘Oh my gawd, George! It’s one of those anarchist buggers—it’s got to be!’

‘Hold on Vi, we don’t know anything yet. Tabitha, can you tell us what he looked like? What kind of a mask was it?’

‘I was smoking a cigarette … over there. I don’t like the stale smoke in the room, you see? I was smoking … then he was just there, out of nowhere … a mask a bit like, a bit like Tragedy … said something foreign … something I couldn’t … he blew me a kiss! He blew on my face, blew something on my face, on my face—’ She began to frantically scratch at herself again.

Vi grabbed at the flailing wrists and Miss Perkins promptly vomited down her nightshirt.

Harley walked over to the window and poked his head out to inspect the fire escape.

‘You’re not thinking of going out there, are you George? That old thing’s rotten.’

‘I know the bit leading down is missing, but it still looks pretty solid up here. If it took this bloke’s weight … I’d better take a look up on the roof, Vi—he might still be around. Is there anyone else about who can give you a hand?’

‘Only Mrs. Cartwright in number four … oh, and little Johnny’s in the basement doing the boots—everyone else is out,’ said Vi, pouring water from the urn into the wash basin.

Miss Perkins now sprang bolt upright, her face contorted in a paroxysm of pain. She writhed silently on the bed for a moment, her arms twisting and jerking in a deranged dance, the hands contracted into jagged claws. Then, to Vi’s horror, she began to bark—short, high-pitched yelps at first which soon developed into a strange canine howl.

Oh my good gawd!’ exclaimed Vi, trying to calm her lodger with the vigorous application of a wet flannel.

‘Don’t bother with that now—she needs medical help. Looks like she’s been poisoned with something, or maybe it’s some kind of fit. Get Mrs. Cartwright to sit with her. Tell Johnny to run down to get Dr. Jaggers and then to look for a constable—Burnsey should be out on his beat somewhere nearby. You go and check on Aubrey—the fire escape joins up with the one outside of my spare room, so he may have seen something. If he’s up to it, get him to come and sit with you all—there’s strength in numbers. Here are my keys. Oh, and Uncle Blake’s swordstick is in the umbrella-stand, just inside the front door—take it up with you. I’ll be back as soon as I’ve checked out the roof.’

‘Oh George, do be careful! No one’s been on that old escape for years. How on earth d’you think he got up there? My gawd, it’s just like Spring-Heeled Jack all over again.’

‘Now, don’t get your knickers in a twist. There’ll be a perfectly logical explanation to it all,’ said Harley, hauling himself out of the window. ‘Go and get help—I’ll be back as soon as I can.’

The wrought iron walkway gave an inch or so as it took Harley’s weight, then emitted a low groan with each subsequent cautious step he took, almost as if it were warning him against risking the three-storey plunge to the pavement below. But he pushed on regardless, conquering his natural instinct to return to the safety of the room. After a tense couple of minutes he’d reached the parapet of the flat roof and hurriedly stepped over with a great sense of relief.

He rested against the wall for a moment and looked around. The tightly-packed rooftops of Fitzrovia spread out before him, their chimneys trickling smoke into a lowering blanket of cloud that covered the capital, still orange-tinged to the West, but already merging with the night in the East. He now took stock of his immediate surroundings: he was on the flat roof of Vi’s townhouse which was separated from the roof of his own building by a small dividing up-stand. A two-foot-high parapet ran around the perimeter and in one corner was a small shed-like structure with a collection of old paint pots stacked up against it.

Harley now looked down at his feet and saw that he was standing in a shallow gutter that followed the edge of the roof. He crouched down and touched his hand to the thin layer of sludge that lined this gutter; it was wet, and in it—alongside his own ox-blood brogue—was the distinct imprint of some smaller, rounder-toed shoe. Harley glanced up at the shed and felt in his jacket for his brass knuckles. All his aches and pains had disappeared now, the adrenalin kicking his heart rate up a notch or two as he slipped his hand into the heavy metal ring and made his way quickly and quietly towards the wooden shack.

He placed his ear to the weather-beaten door, held his breath and listened: the distant murmur of traffic drifted up from Tottenham Court Road … the gentle clopping of a horse’s hooves from a nearby lane … a mother calling in her brood for supper … the toot of an engine from Euston station. But from the shed there was nothing.

Harley took a step back, carefully placed his fingers around the rusted handle and yanked open the door.

There was a loud crashing sound as his face was battered repeatedly by something white and grey. With an involuntary shout of surprise Harley closed his eyes and stumbled back into the pile of old paint pots, sending them clattering across the roof. He struck out blindly with his fists, but failed to make any contact. He opened his eyes, desperate to get a bearing on his assailant, just in time to see a shabby pigeon fluttering off above the rooftops.

You mug!’ he said, jumping up and dusting off his trousers. ‘Come on, Georgie boy—get a grip!’

There was no other hiding place in view; either the intruder had found a means of escape, or—more likely—he was a figment of Miss Perkins’ hysteria. Just to tie up any loose ends Harley began to make a slow patrol of the perimeter of the roofs.

The light was fading fast now, but he was satisfied that there were no other footprints in the gutter; maybe the one he’d found was simply one of his own, distorted by the angle of his step as he cleared the parapet? At one end the roof abutted the side of an old Victorian blacking factory—now a dry goods warehouse—a sheer brick wall rising twenty feet or so above him; there was no way anyone could have escaped in that direction. And the decrepit fire escape that he’d climbed up was just a one-storey remnant, leaving a two-storey drop to the pavement below—again, impossible as a means of escape. That just left the edge of the roof adjacent to Tallow Street—the entrance to the old market place. Harley made his way to the edge and peered over. Approximately five feet below him was the thin edge of a brick wall that formed an arch across the street, from which hung the market sign. Well, it wasn’t impossible; someone with sufficient acrobatic skill could perhaps lower themselves down onto the wall, manoeuvre somehow onto the sign, and then swing themselves down onto the street. He thought back to the Piccadilly alleyway—the way the smaller assailant had vaulted cat-like over the brick wall to make his escape.

Harley now squatted down and leant further over to get a better look—yes, there was a gap in the top course and he could just make out what looked like broken fragments of house brick in the street below.

Just then he heard a shriek from the direction of the fire escape.

He dashed back across the roof and lowered himself carefully onto the ironwork, shuffling as quickly as he dared back to the open window.

George … George!’

It was Vi. But her shouting wasn’t coming from Miss Perkin’s room, it was coming from further along the fire escape—from his own house. He made the extra few yards and then yanked up the sash window and threw himself awkwardly into the room.

Harley took in the scene with a professional’s eye: the dark puddle congealing on the floorboards; the mother-of-pearl-handled razor gripped loosely in the grubby, nail-bitten fingers; the leaden pallor on the boyish cheek.

There was a call from the floor below.

Police! Anyone there?’

‘Up here, Burnsey! Top floor!’ shouted Harley, already at Aubrey’s throat, searching for a pulse.

A thump of heavy footsteps announced PC Burns’ arrival.

‘Oh, Jesus Christ!’ said the policeman, removing his helmet and rushing over to crouch down beside the bed. ‘Any luck?’

But as Harley drew back the only sign of life Burns could see in the boy’s face came from the two tiny facsimiles of the guttering gas mantle, dancing in the dull pupils.

Continued….

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LONDON, 1932 … a city held tight in the grip of the Great Depression. George Harley’s London. The West End rotten with petty crime and prostitution; anarchists blowing up trams; fascists marching on the East End.

And then, one smoggy night …

The cruel stripe of a cutthroat razor … three boys dead in their beds … and a masked killer mysteriously vanishing across the smoky rooftops of Fitzrovia.

Before long the cockney detective is drawn into a dark world of murder and intrigue, as he uncovers a conspiracy that threatens the very security of the British nation.

God save the King! eh, George?

In part an homage to Grahame Greene’s Brighton Rock, and to the writings of Gerald Kersh, James Curtis, Patrick Hamilton, Norman Collins and the other chroniclers of London lowlife in the 1930s, Mask of the Verdoy also tips its hat to the heyday of the British crime thriller—but unlike the quaint sleepy villages and sprawling country estates of Miss Marple and Hercules Poirot, George Harley operates in the spielers, clip-joints and all-night cafés that pimple the seedy underbelly of a city struggling under the austerity of the Great Slump.

With Mussolini’s dictatorship already into its seventh year in Italy, and with a certain Herr Hitler standing for presidential elections in Germany, 1932 sees the rise in the UK of the British Brotherhood of Fascists, led by the charismatic Sir Pelham Saint Clair. This Blackshirt baronet is everything that Harley despises and the chippy cockney soon has the suave aristocrat on his blacklist.

But not at the very top. Pride of place is already taken by his arch enemy, Osbert Morkens—the serial killer responsible for the murder and decapitation of Harley’s fiancée, Cynthia … And, of course—they never did find her head.

Mask of the Verdoy is the first in the period crime thriller series, the George Harley Mysteries.

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“The smoky and smoggy atmosphere of 1930s London is captured beautifully … The dramatic finale is magnificently melodramatic, and ends the book – an excellent debut – in fine style.” (Crime Fiction Lover)

“MASK OF THE VERDOY is an enthralling tale of murder and manipulation that’ll place you in 1930’s London.” – (CRIME THRILLER HOUND)
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WARNING: May Contain Werewolves.

A pyramid predating all known cultures appears without warning. Its discovery throws into question everything we know about the origins of mankind.

Inside lies incredible technology, proof of a culture far more advanced than our own. Something dark lurks within, eager to resume a war as old as mankind. When it is unleashed it heralds the end of our species’ reign.

A plague of werewolves spreads across the world. A sunspot larger than anything in recorded history begins to grow. Yet both pale in comparison to the true threat, the evil the werewolves were created to fight.

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Prologue

 

“How the hell did we end up in Peru? And not even the good part, down in Lima where the locals think were marines,” Jordan asked, shading his eyes from the sun’s relentless glare as he peered over the helicopter’s console at the wide valley below. It was flanked by high peaks, some of the tallest in the Andes. At eleven thousand feet, it was a place none of the locals ever came willingly.

“Is shit,” Yuri agreed, the Russian’s face hidden behind a large pair of aviator glasses and a thick black goatee. The wiry pilot eased the yoke, tilting the copter forward to afford a better view of the scrubby hillsides. “Should be in jungle, is pretty there. Birds. I like birds.”

Why were they here? The team had been put together with incredible haste, dispatched from a dozen different countries to the Peruvian city of Cajamarca where they’d been given one day to acclimate to each other. They’d been dispatched here, given four old Boeing AH-64 Apache helicopters—the type that had been mothballed back in the 1980s after serving since the Vietnam War.

“Commander, are you seeing this?” A female voice crackled over the com. It was either Savinsky or Jewel, but having just met them Jordan couldn’t readily identify which was speaking.

A massive chunk of stone broke loose from the southern face of one of the mountains, plummeting to the valley floor with a crash so loud he could hear it over the rotors.

“Pretty tough to miss,” Jordan replied, studying the cloud of dust curling skyward. A smaller piece broke loose from a neighboring peak. Boulders began jouncing all over the place, bucking about like Mexican jumping beans. “Carter, this place isn’t seismically active, is it?”

“Not even slightly,” Carter’s nasally voice echoed back over the com. “We’re nowhere near a fault line.”

“Holy shit,” Another voice broke onto the com. That one was definitely Jewel.

A black spike bored out of the earth like the tip of some gigantic drill. It was nearly as large as the peaks surrounding it, a jet-black pyramid unlike anything he’d ever seen. Jordan’s eyes widened as the structure approached. “Pull up, pull up.”

Yuri yanked back on the stick, guiding the Apache up and away from the approaching structure. Savinsky wasn’t so lucky. Evidently she’d been distracted or maybe just surprised by the structure’s momentum. The pyramid slammed into the Apache, unleashing a fireball of flaming wreckage as it continued its ascent.

“Get clear,” Jordan roared. The other three copters veered safely away, hovering around the strange pyramid like angry wasps. Up and up it went, until it was towered over their comparatively tiny copters. He turned to Yuri, “What’s our current elevation?”

“Nine hundred seventy-five feet above valley floor,” Yuri said, jaw still hanging open as he gaped at the pyramid. “Is taller, so structure eleven hundred feet. Give or take.”

The pyramid finally stopped moving, its jet-black slopes covered in patches of dark soil. Jordan had a million questions. How old was it? Who’d built it? Most troubling, how had their employer known it was going to appear? That they’d been dispatched to such a remote location at the precise moment this thing had appeared was no accident.

“Carter, are you getting any readings from that thing?” he asked, tightening his sunglasses. The structure seemed to drink in the light around it, reflecting none of the midday glare.

“Nothing,” Carter’s voice crackled back. “And when I say nothing, I mean nothing. It’s not sending back radar. It just absorbs the ping. It’s eating the signal somehow. Never seen anything like it.”

Something like a heat shimmer appeared around the structure. At first Jordan wasn’t sure what he was seeing, but eventually his eyes widened. The entire thing was vibrating. The dirt clinging to the sides slid off, like butter on Teflon, falling away until the structure was as pristine as it was on the day it was built, whenever that was. Great piles accumulated around the base of the structure. They surrounded the entire thing except one place where the dirt was conspicuously absent.

“Carter, check out the center of the western face. What do you make of it?”

“There’s definitely something strange there, sir,” Carter said, a rare note of uncertainty in his voice. “There’s an area in the exact center of the wall that’s devoid of debris. If you use magnification, you can see that there are poplar trees scattered all about, but their branches stop at the edge of the clearing as if they were sheared through with a really sharp plane. I don’t know what to make of it.”

“All units, make your approach. Prepare for field recon,” Jordan ordered, filling his voice with authority and confidence he didn’t feel. What the hell had they been sent into?

Yuri eased back on the yoke, and the whirring of the rotors slowed. The craft descended smoothly, drifting to the edge of the ring of dirt now surrounding the pyramid. The copter set down just beyond, between a still-standing poplar tree and a cluster of boulders.

A hawk wheeled overhead, screeching a challenge as the whir of the rotors finally died. Jordan pushed open the canopy over the craft’s rear seat. Intended more for combat than transport, it was just large enough to hold two people. An intimidating machine gun had been bolted under each stubby little wing, along with a boxy missile launcher on the right. Hardly the sort of hardware you’d send to scout unless you were expecting serious trouble.

Jordan slid from the cockpit, dropping to the dry earth with a puff of dust. The high desert made his eyes water beneath his sunglasses even though the wind was bitterly cold at this elevation. He withdrew his pack from the boot, the harness jingling as he buckled it at his waist and chest. The black nylon was compact enough to not restrict movement and still contain the basic supplies they might need on such an op.

“We’re going in hot. No sense in taking chances,” he said into the sub-dermal microphone that Mohn Corp. had so graciously provided. It was state of the art, picking up words people right next to him would miss. Jordan buckled his side arm, an M-411 smart pistol, into place. The weapon fed targeting data to his goggles, making combat nearly as easy as your average video game.

“Is very strange,” Yuri said, dropping to the dirt beside Jordan. His gaze was fixed on the pyramid, or more specifically, the clear space in front of the wall some fifty yards from where they’d set down. He could tell the break in debris was clearly something the builders had intended, because it lay directly outside a gap in the structure. It was as if a square section had been cut away, allowing visitors to enter a tunnel that led inside.

“Carter, what can you tell me?” Jordan said, turning toward the third helicopter as the short, sandy-haired tech fell awkwardly to the ground. He got up quickly, dusting off his pants and trying to act like he wasn’t as clumsy as they all knew him to be.

The tech trotted over, taking a sip of water from the blue hose leading into his pack. “I ran a full scan on the valley. We use sonar imaging to build maps, which the satellites confirm. Only there’s gaps in my model, gaps caused by that thing. It’s eating the signal, sir. That shouldn’t be possible.”

“Yeah, you mentioned that in the air. What else can you tell me?”

“Not much,” Carter admitted, turning to face the structure. He withdrew a bulky black box from his belt and aimed it at the tunnel. It beeped and hummed for several seconds before Carter turned back to face him. “Sir, this is damn odd. That tunnel is emitting ELF.”

“Ee el eff?” Jordan asked. Carter would speak in nothing but obscure abbreviations and acronyms if allowed to do so.

“Extremely low frequency waves, sir. A very special type of signal we used back in World War Two to transmit codes. It’s slower than most signals, so you don’t see it much today,” Carter explained, adjusting his goggles as he watched the pyramid. “They’re also given off by power plants. Nuclear power plants for the most part. It’s possible there’s a power source inside, or maybe whoever built this place is using them for communication. No way to know without checking it out, sir.”

“Then that’s exactly what we’ll do. Yuri, take Carter down that tunnel to see if you can find a way inside. If there isn’t one, then make it. No chances. If you run into anything, topside. If you have a question you can’t answer, topside. Back in ten minutes,” he ordered. Jordan could have sent a larger team, but with Savinsky’s team gone there were only six of them and he didn’t want to risk any more personnel than he had to—one tech and one experienced soldier to keep him alive.

Yuri fished his M4 rifle from the cockpit. The smooth bored weapon menacing as he propped the barrel up over his shoulder. The weapon was standard issue, but in the hands of a crack shot like Yuri, it could devastate a battlefield.

The Russian trotted toward the pyramid, bringing the stock of his rifle to his shoulder as he scanned the pregnant darkness that so neatly blended with the structure’s dark surface. Carter trotted a little ways behind, replacing his bulky black box with a smaller green gizmo. Jordan was good with technology, but he had no idea what either device did. He doubted anyone other than Carter could tell him. The tech was always tinkering, and the gadgets were both things he’d cobbled together in his spare time.

The pair disappeared into the darkness, though Jordan could still make out their shapes. They stopped perhaps ten feet into the strange tunnel, a perfect square that could have been bored with a laser. Jordan shaded his eyes, watching as Yuri leaned a shoulder into the massive stone door and shoved. To the Russian’s apparent surprise, it gave easily, spilling him to the ground as the door slid soundlessly open. Damn. That kind of engineering could barely be accomplished today. How many tons did that door weigh?

Jordan began to pace, his right hand settling on the grip of his pistol. Ten minutes. Such a short span of time, but it crept by. What was happening inside? Something echoed from within. Gunshots. He resisted the urge to order another pair inside, instead gesturing at both sides of the entrance. The squad moved to flank it, each soldier leveling an M4 at the opening. Long seconds passed.

At nine minutes, sixteen seconds they heard the slaps of booted feet on stone as something approached. Yuri’s form emerged first, bent low, arms pumping as he hauled ass back into the sunlight. There was no sign of his rifle. Carter’s form trailed behind, the lanky tech clutching his side as if he had a cramp. Only it wasn’t a cramp. His black uniform was soaked with blood, and his face was ashen as he limped forward.

“Jewel, get the medical kit,” Jordan bellowed, jerking the stock of his rifle to his shoulder as he scanned the darkness. The rest of the squad did the same, including Jewel. The weapon suited the tiny blond, despite the fact that it was nearly as large as she was. She lowered it reluctantly, trotting back toward the helicopter. She was the closest they had to a medic.

Carter stumbled, sprawling to the ground just past the thick shadow provided by the tunnel. Yuri didn’t even stop to help. What the hell had spooked him so badly he didn’t stop to help a wounded squad mate?

A third figure moved in the darkness. It was tall. Too tall. Maybe seven or eight feet, if the glittering amber eyes served as indicators. Then it stepped into the thinner shadow near the end of the tunnel, providing Jordan with far more detail than he’d ever wanted to see.

The creature looked like some sort of dark furred Egyptian god, with a head that clearly belonged on a wolf. Sharp white fangs bared over black gums, and the long claws on one massive hand still dripped blood—Carter’s blood. The creature wore some sort of golden necklace, a torque, Jordan thought it was called. Its clothing was cut from shimmering white cloth, something like a Roman toga.

“End that thing,” Jordan roared, aligning the crosshairs in his goggles with the thing’s chest. He squeezed off three rounds, the gun bucking in his hands as it belched gouts of flame. Echoing fire came from all around him as the squad reacted instantly, every last member a veteran of one war or another.

The thing didn’t move. In one moment, it was standing in the center of the corridor. In the next, it stood next to Carter. The rounds they’d fired found nothing but stone, ricocheting down the tunnel. The beast knelt, savaging the back of Carter’s neck with those wicked teeth.

Jordan adjusted his aim, firing again. So did the others. This time the thing jerked backward, raising a hand to its shoulder. Its amber gaze touched Jordan’s for an instant; then the beast disappeared.

“Behind us,” Jewel roared. Jordan spun to see her drop the med kit. She jerked her rifle up, but it was too late. The beast raked its claws across her throat, showering the dusty earth with her blood.

“No,” Jordan roared, sprinting toward the downed soldier as he squeezed off several rounds. None hit, but they did draw the beast’s attention. It blurred across the space between them, looming over Jordan like a linebacker over a toddler. Its claws descended, death’s embrace plummeting toward Jordan’s face with impossible speed. Jordan dropped to his back, bringing his rifle into alignment with the thing’s midsection. He didn’t take time to aim, just squeezed the trigger.

The beast stumbled backward under a withering hail of fire, face twisting into an all-too-human expression of frustration. Then it simply vanished. Jordan scrambled to his feet, spinning around as he scanned for a target. Nothing. How did it move so swiftly? It defied reason. Yuri approached, offering Jordan a hand. The big Russian helped him to his feet.

“Is crazy. Not paid enough to fight fucking werewolves,” Yuri said, shaking his head. He was staring at Carter’s corpse. There was no way the tech had survived.

Jordan wanted to correct him. There was no such thing as werewolves. But he’d just seen one. How the hell was he going to explain this to Mohn? Maybe he wouldn’t have to. Perhaps this is exactly what they’d expected.

 

Chapter 1- A Bigger Bullet

Commander Jordan eyed the hangar thoughtfully. The silver dome was out of place, nicer than either of its neighbors. That didn’t fit Mohn’s low profile imperative, so who’d authorized this place? He’d never met the woman in charge of the Panama facility, though he’d seen her at a distance when he deployed to Cajamarca just a few weeks ago.

Taxis and buses flowed down the road behind him, ferrying passengers to one of the busiest airports in Central America. He slipped through the gap in the fence, walking briskly to the door near the south corner. Jordan withdrew his cell phone, speed dialing the Director. The phone clicked several times and then rang once before it was picked up. He recognized the commanding voice immediately.

“Have you arrived?”

“Yes, sir,” Jordan replied. Director Phillips was all protocol, and even though they weren’t officially military they wore the same trappings.

“Good. Review the weaponry and ensure that it will meet your needs,” the voice on the other end said. The words were clipped, efficient.

“With respect, sir, I don’t know what our needs are. That thing took everything we had to throw and kept on coming,” Jordan said. He didn’t want to be insubordinate, but command needed to know what they were facing.

“I realize that, Commander, but your own reports said that you hurt it. That was with more conventional ordnance. The weapons we’ve prepared should be considerably more effective,” the Director said.

Jordan watched traffic rumble by, so damn normal.

“Sir, we’re fighting a god-damned werewolf that crawled out of a pyramid with no right to exist. We don’t know what will be effective. I’ll take the added firepower, but what I really need is more men. That thing carved through my squad like a Thanksgiving turkey,” he said, trying unsuccessfully to keep the heat from his voice.

“That takes time, and you damned well know it,” the Director snapped. Jordan was shocked. He’d never heard the Director lose his composure before. “We’re working on replacements, but they’ve only had two weeks training. If I send them in now, I’m as good as pulling the trigger myself.”

“What about mercs, sir? There has to be an off-the-books option,” he offered. Mohn Corp. had ties with a number of black ops organizations that specialized in wet work.

“That could bring unwanted attention,” the Director said, sighing heavily. “I just got off a call with the Peruvian president. They want to know what the hell we’re doing up there and why we’re bringing in so much hardware. I can’t afford any more scrutiny, and that’s exactly what sending in cowboy mercs will do. You’re just going to have to make do with the personnel you have. Review the weapons and get your ass back to Peru.”

“Yes, si—“ Jordan began, but the phone beeped as the call ended.

He wiped sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand. Damn, this place was hot. Such a contrast to the frigid Andes. He resisted the urge to see if anyone was watching, and instead pounded the hangar’s door three times with his fist. The hollow booms were swallowed by the road noise, but the door opened almost immediately. A hard-eyed man in full Kevlar opened the door. He carried an unfamiliar rifle, front hand resting on the underside of the barrel, with the other over the trigger guard. In one fluid motion he could snap it to his shoulder to fire. His face screamed drill sergeant, though he bore no insignia except Mohn’s standard green triangle on his shoulder. The guy could have been R. Lee Ermey’s shorter, angrier brother.

“Jordan?” he barked, leathery face set in what Jordan guessed must have been a permanent scowl. “Get your ass inside. This isn’t the goddamn shopping mall.”

He opened the door just wide enough for Jordan to slip through, slamming it behind them the instant they were clear. The place was pitch black except for a pair of stand lamps overlooking narrow tables lined with weapons. Behind them stood a skinny, nerdy-looking guy with a thick mustache and small tinted glasses. He wore a flannel shirt under a polyester vest, not exactly standard-issue gear. The guy reminded him of Carter, summoning a memory of the dead tech’s lifeless eyes. Jordan had seen a lot in his time, but that memory was one of the worst.

“You’re here to get some real firepower,” Sarge said. A made-up name helped because it was the only one Jordan was likely to get. Mohn ops were anonymous. You never knew more than you had to about the people you were working with.

Sarge walked over to the tables, gesturing at one of the rifles. “Your last op used the M4, right?”

“Yeah. Lacked stopping power though,” Jordan replied, crossing to stand next to the table.

“The M4 is great,” the skinny guy broke in. Jordan decided to call him Lester, after a character from a video game he’d played back in the 90s. “Um, it’s one of the most ubiquitous military firearms on the modern battlefield. Definitely the most familiar rifle to your mercs…er…soldiers.”

“A lot of operatives,” Sarge corrected. “Use the Russkies’ AK. Cheaper than the M4.”

“Yeah, uh, operatives. Anyway, the AK’s great too, but I like the M4, and that’s what we’ve got here, a typical M4,” Lester said, patting the stock lovingly. “The locking bolt gives a more stable ballistic chamber and, thus, a more accurate shot than an AK.” He picked up the rifle, thumbing the switch near the trigger to full-auto. “Even fully automatic, your first three or four shots are dead on.”

“Yeah, and that’s why we love it,” Jordan agreed. He knew the rifle’s internals intimately. “But, like I said, it didn’t have enough stopping power. The 5.56 round just isn’t enough.” He picked up a long brass bullet from the table to illustrate.

“Yeah, I’m not surprised,” Lester said, grin spreading. “The round is only twenty-two caliber, even if it is high velocity. You’ll core soft targets, but it doesn’t do squat against anything with armor. Even a car windshield will stop a round. The bullet just punches through your target without much expansion. That’s why it lacks the stopping power you’re after.”

Jordan folded his arms. “I didn’t come here to talk about what didn’t work. I came here to get something that will. If we’re going to take down my target, I’m going to need…”

“…A bigger bullet,” Sarge and Lester finished in unison.

“Not just any bigger bullet. Something special I invented,” Lester said. Jordan hadn’t thought the kid could get anymore perky, but somehow he did. He patted a sleek black rifle a little larger than the M4. “I modified the M4 to fire a thirty-caliber Blackout AAC. You keep the same shell base, thus same bolt carrier group, magazine, etc. All that is needed is a barrel and chamber change, and violà: stopping power and penetration of a heavier bullet without changing the familiarity of your weapon. I call it the XM8.”

“That might give us the edge we need. How many can I have, and when will they be ready?” Jordan asked.

“We have a demonstration ready and—”

“That’s not necessary. You’ve explained how the gun and the round work. This is what I need. Can I leave here with a case? I need to get back on-site for my op,” Jordan replied, cutting Lester off. The kid clearly wanted to say more but gave a heavy sigh instead.

“All right. We can skip the demo. I guess the pig would appreciate that, if no one else,” Lester said, offering Jordan the XM8. “You can take this one with you now. I’ve got another crate of eight I can have loaded on your departing flight. Was there anything else you needed?”

“Yeah, some luck,” Jordan replied, accepting the rifle. He set it gently in the rectangular case, settling the weapon into the foam before snapping the case shut. “Thanks, guys. These weapons are going to save lives.”

Jordan hoped that was true. He’d never seen anything like the monster in Peru. M4s hadn’t even slowed it down, though they had driven the creature off. That meant it feared pain and could probably be killed through conventional means. Guess Jordan was about to find out, assuming the thing came back to the pyramid. He walked back to the door, case in hand.

Jordan withdrew his smartphone and called the Director. “It’s done.”

 

Chapter 2- Prehistoric Aliens my Ass

 

2,600 BCE. Blair wrote the words out laboriously, fingers cramping around the tiny nub of chalk. He underlined the date, turning to face rows of disengaged freshmen. Santa Rosa JC’s finest. The back rows shot clandestine gazes at smartphones under their desks, either not knowing or not caring that Blair could see. If today’s lesson didn’t grab them, they’d be the ones who dropped.

“Why is that year significant?” He asked, pausing for a full three seconds as he scanned the room. Curiosity lurked in a few corners, but no one ventured a hand.

“That’s the approximate date the Great Pyramid of Giza was built,” Blair said, taking a step toward the front row. He began to pace. “You’ve seen it in movies. It’s the most well-known wonder of the ancient world, a masterpiece that has endured for millennia. It’s visible from space, forty-five stories tall, and has fascinated every culture from ancient Greece through the United States. Today you’re going to learn how and why Pharaoh Khufu built it.”

Several hands shot up, the most enthusiastic in the front row. It belonged to an Asian girl with long black hair and a pink backpack. Jesus, these kids were young.

“Yes, Miss…”

“Samantha. You can call me Sam,” The girl said, all but bouncing in her seat. Probably her first semester. The boys were just as bad, worse if their voices cracked during questions. “You said it was built by a pharaoh, but how do we know that? I saw this show, and it said that the Pyramids were built by aliens. It makes sense. I mean, how did cave men move those giant stones? They would have needed, like, cranes and stuff.”

Every semester, it was the same. A misguided student, or six, parroted the drivel they’d read on Google or seen on Netflix. Not that he could blame them. If the Internet said it, it must be true, right?

“Was it the one with the guy’s hair that gets crazier every season? Looks like a bird that got on the wrong side of a hurricane,” Blair said, fanning his fingers out in parody of the host’s incredible hair.

“Yes,” She said, eyes widening as she straightened in her seat. “That’s the one. That guy is crazy, but like, brilliant, too.”

“Yeah. Here’s the problem with that show. It’s bullshit,” Blair said, crossing his arms. Had he just gotten chalk on his sleeve? Damn it. “We know who built the Pyramids. We know when. We even know how. That’s what—”

A cell phone went off, obnoxiously loud. He seriously doubted anyone else was using the Game of Thrones ringtone, which meant he’d just broken his own phone rule in class. He glanced at the desk drawer. If he answered it that would legitimize students doing the same for the whole semester. He ignored it.

“That’s what we’re going to discuss today. I promise by the end you’ll agree the only thing alien on that show is that guy’s hair,” he said, pausing for a few polite chuckles. The phone stopped. Thank God. “I’ll begin by passing out—”

There it went again, somehow more obnoxious. Snickers rippled through the class. He was losing them. “You know what, guys? I don’t know about you but I could use some coffee. Let’s take a fifteen-minute break. Go grab a Starbucks and get back in here.” The stampede began.

Blair walked over the desk, jerking the drawer open and fishing out his phone. He almost dropped it when he saw the caller. It was Bridget. He was paralyzed, a deer about to be run down by a careless driver. Fuck. He sagged into his worn leather chair.

“Hello,” he said. Somehow the phone had found his ear.

“Blair?” a trembling voice asked. He recognized it immediately. How could he not? “Listen, I know this is out of the blue, but my God, you’ve got to see what we’ve found. It’s enormous, bigger than Giza, older than Göbekli Tepe, at least thirteen thousand years from the sediment covering the structure. How soon can you be here?”

“Bridget?” he asked, chair creaking as he leaned back. He removed his wire-frame glasses and set them on the desk. He’d need his full attention or she’d have him agreeing to some crazy plan before he even knew what she was talking about. “I haven’t heard from you in almost three years, and our last conversation wasn’t exactly friendly. I don’t even know what country you’re in. Slow down and explain.”

“Peru. Blair, we’ve found a pyramid unlike anything ever discovered. It’s at least thirteen thousand years old. Thirteen, Blair,” she said, pausing long enough for the implications to sink in. “The hieroglyphs don’t match any recorded style. They’re not Incan, and they’re more advanced than the Mayans’. Steve is completely baffled.”

“Ahh,” he replied, surprised by the depth of his bitterness. Blair rose from his chair, pacing back and forth as he watched the last student trickle from the room. “So that’s why you called. Steve ran into more than he could handle, and you need me to bail him out. Then, assuming I can somehow help, he takes all the credit. Again. Is that it?”

“He doesn’t even know I’m calling. Leave him out of it, just for a moment. Don’t you want to be a part of this?” she asked, plunging forward with the conversation like an implacable wave, as always. “Think of it. This could completely redefine our understanding of—”

“Let me stop you there,” he interrupted, cradling the phone with his ear while he shoved the day’s quizzes into his briefcase. “I’m not interested, Bridget. I have tenure. I live in Wine Country. Things are good for me here. Besides, I don’t want to play Indiana Jones anymore. The pay is shit and the hours suck. I like sleeping in a real bed. You know what I like even better? Not having to see you on a daily basis.”

“I deserved that,” she said after a long pause.

Her contrite tone didn’t seem feigned. She must need his help badly. “Blair, you’re too young to be a stuffy professor. Don’t cheat yourself out of this because you’re angry at me. This could make your career. Think of what we could learn. This could be your chance to—”

“I mean it, Bridget. I’m not budging on this one,” he said as firmly as he could manage. It was difficult to deter her once she had decided she wanted something.

“I understand your reservations. I get that. Things didn’t end well, but please don’t let my mistakes make you miss this. You’ll never forgive yourself once you understand what we’ve found. It’s beyond amazing,” She said, tone suffused with her usual passion.

There was a long pause that stretched until he thought maybe she’d hung up. “Besides…I’m scared. I’ve never seen Steve like this. He’s obsessed, more than usual. He won’t eat, and he barely sleeps. All his time is spent down in the temple’s central chamber.”

“I’m sorry to hear that. Really,” Blair answered dryly, grabbing his keys and trotting up the stairs to the door. He almost flicked off the lights before remembering the students would be returning in a few minutes. He left them on, slipping into the cool evening. “If you want to send me some pictures, I’ll take a look. That’s the best I can do. I’m not flying six thousand miles to bail Steve’s ass out. Again. I have forty tests to grade.”

“All right, all right. I’ll leave you be, for now. Just remember that I don’t fight fair,” Bridget replied, giving one of those throaty little laughs he’d so loved when they first met. It sliced through the intervening years.

The phone beeped its melancholy disconnect. Blair threaded past clusters of students as he crossed the lawn, toward the south lot. A handful of cars still dotted the parking lot. At least he wasn’t the only one desperate enough to teach night classes. The extra pittance mattered more than he’d like to admit.

He fumbled in his pocket for his keys, opening his Ford’s door with a reluctant groan. Blair tossed his briefcase in the back, dropping onto the sheepskin seat cover he’d added to hide the battle scars. If only he could do the same to this thing’s tragic paint job.

Damn Bridget for knowing him so well. The oldest known pyramids in the Americas had been built, what, 2,600 years before Christ? Around the same time as the Egyptian ones, though the ones at Norte Chico were little more than large mounds. In both cases, the structures had been the center point of an entire culture. The implications of one existing six millennia earlier were monumental. That meant that there had been an older culture that had left almost no trace of its existence.

Who were they? Why had they disappeared? What had knocked their descendants down so hard that recovering even a fragment of their culture had taken eighty centuries? It was just the sort of mystery he’d always dreamed of solving. Discovering a common parent culture meant leaving a legacy that would endure as long as mankind continued to record knowledge. More than that, it might answer his own questions. What had come before the Egyptians and the Sumerians? Who built Göbekli Tepe? Why was it buried?

He smothered his enthusiasm. Was it worth leaving Santa Rosa, knowing he’d have to deal with Bridget and Steve? No, no it wasn’t. He turned the key, and the Ford revved to life. “Fuck her and fuck Steve.”

His phone buzzed in his jean pocket. Blair fished it out, thumbing the home button and checking the notification. He swiped the screen and peered at the image that sprang up. It had been taken from the bottom of a ravine and angled steeply upwards along the slope of a jet-black pyramid. Calling it massive was like calling a Siberian tiger a kitty cat.

Blair turned off the car. Nothing in the Americas—hell, nothing in the world—rivaled it. From the context, he guessed the height at more than three hundred meters, over twice as large as the Great Pyramid of Giza. The structure was carved from obsidian or maybe polished slate. Did they even have obsidian in the Andes? Even if they did, how had they gotten it there? The seams between the blocks must be incredibly fine for them to not show up in the photo.

“Clever Bridget,” he said, slouching into his seat. She definitely wasn’t fighting fair, but he wouldn’t take her bait. It was an amazing discovery, but not amazing enough to deal with her cheating ass again.

His phone vibrated. This time the picture was darker, probably a shot of an interior wall. It showed highly stylized hieroglyphs with more complexity than anything ever exhibited by a Mesoamerican culture—or African, for that matter. That wasn’t what caught his eye, though. The glyphs could have been painted yesterday. They were a riot of colors the equal of anything Photoshop might churn out.

The dense script contained thousands of symbols. That would make deciphering their alphabet impossible. Blair couldn’t even hope for a Rosetta stone. Modern societies shared no common language with a culture this old. No wonder Steve was baffled. Blair opened his recent calls and tapped Bridget’s name. The first ring hadn’t even finished when she picked up.

“How soon can you be here?” she purred.

“I can’t just walk out on my job, Bridget. I have rent,” he replied.

“If that’s the hang-up, I think we can reach an agreement. How does a hundred and fifty thousand dollars for eight weeks of work sound?” She said. He could practically hear the smile.

“That kind of money is too good to be true. Way too good,” he replied, but he’d already made his choice. Sometimes, you walked into the trap even though you knew it was there.

“I know, but it’s true. If you’re in, I can have the funds wired as soon as you sign your NDA and contract,” she said. “We’ll even arrange for a call from the president of Peru to arrange a leave of absence. So what do you say?”

“If you’re on the level? I’d say I’m in,” he replied, turning the car back on. This was going to be the most memorable mistake he’d ever made.

Continued….

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WARNING: May Contain Werewolves.

A pyramid predating all known cultures appears without warning. Its discovery throws into question everything we know about the origins of mankind.

Inside lies incredible technology, proof of a culture far more advanced than our own. Something dark lurks within, eager to resume a war as old as mankind. When it is unleashed it heralds the end of our species’ reign.

A plague of werewolves spreads across the world. A sunspot larger than anything in recorded history begins to grow. Yet both pale in comparison to the true threat, the evil the werewolves were created to fight.

“It’s like Indiana Jones went through the Stargate and ended up in Aliens versus Predator.” – One of the author’s totally biased friends.

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Prologue

 

“How the hell did we end up in Peru? And not even the good part, down in Lima where the locals think were marines,” Jordan asked, shading his eyes from the sun’s relentless glare as he peered over the helicopter’s console at the wide valley below. It was flanked by high peaks, some of the tallest in the Andes. At eleven thousand feet, it was a place none of the locals ever came willingly.

“Is shit,” Yuri agreed, the Russian’s face hidden behind a large pair of aviator glasses and a thick black goatee. The wiry pilot eased the yoke, tilting the copter forward to afford a better view of the scrubby hillsides. “Should be in jungle, is pretty there. Birds. I like birds.”

Why were they here? The team had been put together with incredible haste, dispatched from a dozen different countries to the Peruvian city of Cajamarca where they’d been given one day to acclimate to each other. They’d been dispatched here, given four old Boeing AH-64 Apache helicopters—the type that had been mothballed back in the 1980s after serving since the Vietnam War.

“Commander, are you seeing this?” A female voice crackled over the com. It was either Savinsky or Jewel, but having just met them Jordan couldn’t readily identify which was speaking.

A massive chunk of stone broke loose from the southern face of one of the mountains, plummeting to the valley floor with a crash so loud he could hear it over the rotors.

“Pretty tough to miss,” Jordan replied, studying the cloud of dust curling skyward. A smaller piece broke loose from a neighboring peak. Boulders began jouncing all over the place, bucking about like Mexican jumping beans. “Carter, this place isn’t seismically active, is it?”

“Not even slightly,” Carter’s nasally voice echoed back over the com. “We’re nowhere near a fault line.”

“Holy shit,” Another voice broke onto the com. That one was definitely Jewel.

A black spike bored out of the earth like the tip of some gigantic drill. It was nearly as large as the peaks surrounding it, a jet-black pyramid unlike anything he’d ever seen. Jordan’s eyes widened as the structure approached. “Pull up, pull up.”

Yuri yanked back on the stick, guiding the Apache up and away from the approaching structure. Savinsky wasn’t so lucky. Evidently she’d been distracted or maybe just surprised by the structure’s momentum. The pyramid slammed into the Apache, unleashing a fireball of flaming wreckage as it continued its ascent.

“Get clear,” Jordan roared. The other three copters veered safely away, hovering around the strange pyramid like angry wasps. Up and up it went, until it was towered over their comparatively tiny copters. He turned to Yuri, “What’s our current elevation?”

“Nine hundred seventy-five feet above valley floor,” Yuri said, jaw still hanging open as he gaped at the pyramid. “Is taller, so structure eleven hundred feet. Give or take.”

The pyramid finally stopped moving, its jet-black slopes covered in patches of dark soil. Jordan had a million questions. How old was it? Who’d built it? Most troubling, how had their employer known it was going to appear? That they’d been dispatched to such a remote location at the precise moment this thing had appeared was no accident.

“Carter, are you getting any readings from that thing?” he asked, tightening his sunglasses. The structure seemed to drink in the light around it, reflecting none of the midday glare.

“Nothing,” Carter’s voice crackled back. “And when I say nothing, I mean nothing. It’s not sending back radar. It just absorbs the ping. It’s eating the signal somehow. Never seen anything like it.”

Something like a heat shimmer appeared around the structure. At first Jordan wasn’t sure what he was seeing, but eventually his eyes widened. The entire thing was vibrating. The dirt clinging to the sides slid off, like butter on Teflon, falling away until the structure was as pristine as it was on the day it was built, whenever that was. Great piles accumulated around the base of the structure. They surrounded the entire thing except one place where the dirt was conspicuously absent.

“Carter, check out the center of the western face. What do you make of it?”

“There’s definitely something strange there, sir,” Carter said, a rare note of uncertainty in his voice. “There’s an area in the exact center of the wall that’s devoid of debris. If you use magnification, you can see that there are poplar trees scattered all about, but their branches stop at the edge of the clearing as if they were sheared through with a really sharp plane. I don’t know what to make of it.”

“All units, make your approach. Prepare for field recon,” Jordan ordered, filling his voice with authority and confidence he didn’t feel. What the hell had they been sent into?

Yuri eased back on the yoke, and the whirring of the rotors slowed. The craft descended smoothly, drifting to the edge of the ring of dirt now surrounding the pyramid. The copter set down just beyond, between a still-standing poplar tree and a cluster of boulders.

A hawk wheeled overhead, screeching a challenge as the whir of the rotors finally died. Jordan pushed open the canopy over the craft’s rear seat. Intended more for combat than transport, it was just large enough to hold two people. An intimidating machine gun had been bolted under each stubby little wing, along with a boxy missile launcher on the right. Hardly the sort of hardware you’d send to scout unless you were expecting serious trouble.

Jordan slid from the cockpit, dropping to the dry earth with a puff of dust. The high desert made his eyes water beneath his sunglasses even though the wind was bitterly cold at this elevation. He withdrew his pack from the boot, the harness jingling as he buckled it at his waist and chest. The black nylon was compact enough to not restrict movement and still contain the basic supplies they might need on such an op.

“We’re going in hot. No sense in taking chances,” he said into the sub-dermal microphone that Mohn Corp. had so graciously provided. It was state of the art, picking up words people right next to him would miss. Jordan buckled his side arm, an M-411 smart pistol, into place. The weapon fed targeting data to his goggles, making combat nearly as easy as your average video game.

“Is very strange,” Yuri said, dropping to the dirt beside Jordan. His gaze was fixed on the pyramid, or more specifically, the clear space in front of the wall some fifty yards from where they’d set down. He could tell the break in debris was clearly something the builders had intended, because it lay directly outside a gap in the structure. It was as if a square section had been cut away, allowing visitors to enter a tunnel that led inside.

“Carter, what can you tell me?” Jordan said, turning toward the third helicopter as the short, sandy-haired tech fell awkwardly to the ground. He got up quickly, dusting off his pants and trying to act like he wasn’t as clumsy as they all knew him to be.

The tech trotted over, taking a sip of water from the blue hose leading into his pack. “I ran a full scan on the valley. We use sonar imaging to build maps, which the satellites confirm. Only there’s gaps in my model, gaps caused by that thing. It’s eating the signal, sir. That shouldn’t be possible.”

“Yeah, you mentioned that in the air. What else can you tell me?”

“Not much,” Carter admitted, turning to face the structure. He withdrew a bulky black box from his belt and aimed it at the tunnel. It beeped and hummed for several seconds before Carter turned back to face him. “Sir, this is damn odd. That tunnel is emitting ELF.”

“Ee el eff?” Jordan asked. Carter would speak in nothing but obscure abbreviations and acronyms if allowed to do so.

“Extremely low frequency waves, sir. A very special type of signal we used back in World War Two to transmit codes. It’s slower than most signals, so you don’t see it much today,” Carter explained, adjusting his goggles as he watched the pyramid. “They’re also given off by power plants. Nuclear power plants for the most part. It’s possible there’s a power source inside, or maybe whoever built this place is using them for communication. No way to know without checking it out, sir.”

“Then that’s exactly what we’ll do. Yuri, take Carter down that tunnel to see if you can find a way inside. If there isn’t one, then make it. No chances. If you run into anything, topside. If you have a question you can’t answer, topside. Back in ten minutes,” he ordered. Jordan could have sent a larger team, but with Savinsky’s team gone there were only six of them and he didn’t want to risk any more personnel than he had to—one tech and one experienced soldier to keep him alive.

Yuri fished his M4 rifle from the cockpit. The smooth bored weapon menacing as he propped the barrel up over his shoulder. The weapon was standard issue, but in the hands of a crack shot like Yuri, it could devastate a battlefield.

The Russian trotted toward the pyramid, bringing the stock of his rifle to his shoulder as he scanned the pregnant darkness that so neatly blended with the structure’s dark surface. Carter trotted a little ways behind, replacing his bulky black box with a smaller green gizmo. Jordan was good with technology, but he had no idea what either device did. He doubted anyone other than Carter could tell him. The tech was always tinkering, and the gadgets were both things he’d cobbled together in his spare time.

The pair disappeared into the darkness, though Jordan could still make out their shapes. They stopped perhaps ten feet into the strange tunnel, a perfect square that could have been bored with a laser. Jordan shaded his eyes, watching as Yuri leaned a shoulder into the massive stone door and shoved. To the Russian’s apparent surprise, it gave easily, spilling him to the ground as the door slid soundlessly open. Damn. That kind of engineering could barely be accomplished today. How many tons did that door weigh?

Jordan began to pace, his right hand settling on the grip of his pistol. Ten minutes. Such a short span of time, but it crept by. What was happening inside? Something echoed from within. Gunshots. He resisted the urge to order another pair inside, instead gesturing at both sides of the entrance. The squad moved to flank it, each soldier leveling an M4 at the opening. Long seconds passed.

At nine minutes, sixteen seconds they heard the slaps of booted feet on stone as something approached. Yuri’s form emerged first, bent low, arms pumping as he hauled ass back into the sunlight. There was no sign of his rifle. Carter’s form trailed behind, the lanky tech clutching his side as if he had a cramp. Only it wasn’t a cramp. His black uniform was soaked with blood, and his face was ashen as he limped forward.

“Jewel, get the medical kit,” Jordan bellowed, jerking the stock of his rifle to his shoulder as he scanned the darkness. The rest of the squad did the same, including Jewel. The weapon suited the tiny blond, despite the fact that it was nearly as large as she was. She lowered it reluctantly, trotting back toward the helicopter. She was the closest they had to a medic.

Carter stumbled, sprawling to the ground just past the thick shadow provided by the tunnel. Yuri didn’t even stop to help. What the hell had spooked him so badly he didn’t stop to help a wounded squad mate?

A third figure moved in the darkness. It was tall. Too tall. Maybe seven or eight feet, if the glittering amber eyes served as indicators. Then it stepped into the thinner shadow near the end of the tunnel, providing Jordan with far more detail than he’d ever wanted to see.

The creature looked like some sort of dark furred Egyptian god, with a head that clearly belonged on a wolf. Sharp white fangs bared over black gums, and the long claws on one massive hand still dripped blood—Carter’s blood. The creature wore some sort of golden necklace, a torque, Jordan thought it was called. Its clothing was cut from shimmering white cloth, something like a Roman toga.

“End that thing,” Jordan roared, aligning the crosshairs in his goggles with the thing’s chest. He squeezed off three rounds, the gun bucking in his hands as it belched gouts of flame. Echoing fire came from all around him as the squad reacted instantly, every last member a veteran of one war or another.

The thing didn’t move. In one moment, it was standing in the center of the corridor. In the next, it stood next to Carter. The rounds they’d fired found nothing but stone, ricocheting down the tunnel. The beast knelt, savaging the back of Carter’s neck with those wicked teeth.

Jordan adjusted his aim, firing again. So did the others. This time the thing jerked backward, raising a hand to its shoulder. Its amber gaze touched Jordan’s for an instant; then the beast disappeared.

“Behind us,” Jewel roared. Jordan spun to see her drop the med kit. She jerked her rifle up, but it was too late. The beast raked its claws across her throat, showering the dusty earth with her blood.

“No,” Jordan roared, sprinting toward the downed soldier as he squeezed off several rounds. None hit, but they did draw the beast’s attention. It blurred across the space between them, looming over Jordan like a linebacker over a toddler. Its claws descended, death’s embrace plummeting toward Jordan’s face with impossible speed. Jordan dropped to his back, bringing his rifle into alignment with the thing’s midsection. He didn’t take time to aim, just squeezed the trigger.

The beast stumbled backward under a withering hail of fire, face twisting into an all-too-human expression of frustration. Then it simply vanished. Jordan scrambled to his feet, spinning around as he scanned for a target. Nothing. How did it move so swiftly? It defied reason. Yuri approached, offering Jordan a hand. The big Russian helped him to his feet.

“Is crazy. Not paid enough to fight fucking werewolves,” Yuri said, shaking his head. He was staring at Carter’s corpse. There was no way the tech had survived.

Jordan wanted to correct him. There was no such thing as werewolves. But he’d just seen one. How the hell was he going to explain this to Mohn? Maybe he wouldn’t have to. Perhaps this is exactly what they’d expected.

 

Chapter 1- A Bigger Bullet

Commander Jordan eyed the hangar thoughtfully. The silver dome was out of place, nicer than either of its neighbors. That didn’t fit Mohn’s low profile imperative, so who’d authorized this place? He’d never met the woman in charge of the Panama facility, though he’d seen her at a distance when he deployed to Cajamarca just a few weeks ago.

Taxis and buses flowed down the road behind him, ferrying passengers to one of the busiest airports in Central America. He slipped through the gap in the fence, walking briskly to the door near the south corner. Jordan withdrew his cell phone, speed dialing the Director. The phone clicked several times and then rang once before it was picked up. He recognized the commanding voice immediately.

“Have you arrived?”

“Yes, sir,” Jordan replied. Director Phillips was all protocol, and even though they weren’t officially military they wore the same trappings.

“Good. Review the weaponry and ensure that it will meet your needs,” the voice on the other end said. The words were clipped, efficient.

“With respect, sir, I don’t know what our needs are. That thing took everything we had to throw and kept on coming,” Jordan said. He didn’t want to be insubordinate, but command needed to know what they were facing.

“I realize that, Commander, but your own reports said that you hurt it. That was with more conventional ordnance. The weapons we’ve prepared should be considerably more effective,” the Director said.

Jordan watched traffic rumble by, so damn normal.

“Sir, we’re fighting a god-damned werewolf that crawled out of a pyramid with no right to exist. We don’t know what will be effective. I’ll take the added firepower, but what I really need is more men. That thing carved through my squad like a Thanksgiving turkey,” he said, trying unsuccessfully to keep the heat from his voice.

“That takes time, and you damned well know it,” the Director snapped. Jordan was shocked. He’d never heard the Director lose his composure before. “We’re working on replacements, but they’ve only had two weeks training. If I send them in now, I’m as good as pulling the trigger myself.”

“What about mercs, sir? There has to be an off-the-books option,” he offered. Mohn Corp. had ties with a number of black ops organizations that specialized in wet work.

“That could bring unwanted attention,” the Director said, sighing heavily. “I just got off a call with the Peruvian president. They want to know what the hell we’re doing up there and why we’re bringing in so much hardware. I can’t afford any more scrutiny, and that’s exactly what sending in cowboy mercs will do. You’re just going to have to make do with the personnel you have. Review the weapons and get your ass back to Peru.”

“Yes, si—“ Jordan began, but the phone beeped as the call ended.

He wiped sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand. Damn, this place was hot. Such a contrast to the frigid Andes. He resisted the urge to see if anyone was watching, and instead pounded the hangar’s door three times with his fist. The hollow booms were swallowed by the road noise, but the door opened almost immediately. A hard-eyed man in full Kevlar opened the door. He carried an unfamiliar rifle, front hand resting on the underside of the barrel, with the other over the trigger guard. In one fluid motion he could snap it to his shoulder to fire. His face screamed drill sergeant, though he bore no insignia except Mohn’s standard green triangle on his shoulder. The guy could have been R. Lee Ermey’s shorter, angrier brother.

“Jordan?” he barked, leathery face set in what Jordan guessed must have been a permanent scowl. “Get your ass inside. This isn’t the goddamn shopping mall.”

He opened the door just wide enough for Jordan to slip through, slamming it behind them the instant they were clear. The place was pitch black except for a pair of stand lamps overlooking narrow tables lined with weapons. Behind them stood a skinny, nerdy-looking guy with a thick mustache and small tinted glasses. He wore a flannel shirt under a polyester vest, not exactly standard-issue gear. The guy reminded him of Carter, summoning a memory of the dead tech’s lifeless eyes. Jordan had seen a lot in his time, but that memory was one of the worst.

“You’re here to get some real firepower,” Sarge said. A made-up name helped because it was the only one Jordan was likely to get. Mohn ops were anonymous. You never knew more than you had to about the people you were working with.

Sarge walked over to the tables, gesturing at one of the rifles. “Your last op used the M4, right?”

“Yeah. Lacked stopping power though,” Jordan replied, crossing to stand next to the table.

“The M4 is great,” the skinny guy broke in. Jordan decided to call him Lester, after a character from a video game he’d played back in the 90s. “Um, it’s one of the most ubiquitous military firearms on the modern battlefield. Definitely the most familiar rifle to your mercs…er…soldiers.”

“A lot of operatives,” Sarge corrected. “Use the Russkies’ AK. Cheaper than the M4.”

“Yeah, uh, operatives. Anyway, the AK’s great too, but I like the M4, and that’s what we’ve got here, a typical M4,” Lester said, patting the stock lovingly. “The locking bolt gives a more stable ballistic chamber and, thus, a more accurate shot than an AK.” He picked up the rifle, thumbing the switch near the trigger to full-auto. “Even fully automatic, your first three or four shots are dead on.”

“Yeah, and that’s why we love it,” Jordan agreed. He knew the rifle’s internals intimately. “But, like I said, it didn’t have enough stopping power. The 5.56 round just isn’t enough.” He picked up a long brass bullet from the table to illustrate.

“Yeah, I’m not surprised,” Lester said, grin spreading. “The round is only twenty-two caliber, even if it is high velocity. You’ll core soft targets, but it doesn’t do squat against anything with armor. Even a car windshield will stop a round. The bullet just punches through your target without much expansion. That’s why it lacks the stopping power you’re after.”

Jordan folded his arms. “I didn’t come here to talk about what didn’t work. I came here to get something that will. If we’re going to take down my target, I’m going to need…”

“…A bigger bullet,” Sarge and Lester finished in unison.

“Not just any bigger bullet. Something special I invented,” Lester said. Jordan hadn’t thought the kid could get anymore perky, but somehow he did. He patted a sleek black rifle a little larger than the M4. “I modified the M4 to fire a thirty-caliber Blackout AAC. You keep the same shell base, thus same bolt carrier group, magazine, etc. All that is needed is a barrel and chamber change, and violà: stopping power and penetration of a heavier bullet without changing the familiarity of your weapon. I call it the XM8.”

“That might give us the edge we need. How many can I have, and when will they be ready?” Jordan asked.

“We have a demonstration ready and—”

“That’s not necessary. You’ve explained how the gun and the round work. This is what I need. Can I leave here with a case? I need to get back on-site for my op,” Jordan replied, cutting Lester off. The kid clearly wanted to say more but gave a heavy sigh instead.

“All right. We can skip the demo. I guess the pig would appreciate that, if no one else,” Lester said, offering Jordan the XM8. “You can take this one with you now. I’ve got another crate of eight I can have loaded on your departing flight. Was there anything else you needed?”

“Yeah, some luck,” Jordan replied, accepting the rifle. He set it gently in the rectangular case, settling the weapon into the foam before snapping the case shut. “Thanks, guys. These weapons are going to save lives.”

Jordan hoped that was true. He’d never seen anything like the monster in Peru. M4s hadn’t even slowed it down, though they had driven the creature off. That meant it feared pain and could probably be killed through conventional means. Guess Jordan was about to find out, assuming the thing came back to the pyramid. He walked back to the door, case in hand.

Jordan withdrew his smartphone and called the Director. “It’s done.”

 

Chapter 2- Prehistoric Aliens my Ass

 

2,600 BCE. Blair wrote the words out laboriously, fingers cramping around the tiny nub of chalk. He underlined the date, turning to face rows of disengaged freshmen. Santa Rosa JC’s finest. The back rows shot clandestine gazes at smartphones under their desks, either not knowing or not caring that Blair could see. If today’s lesson didn’t grab them, they’d be the ones who dropped.

“Why is that year significant?” He asked, pausing for a full three seconds as he scanned the room. Curiosity lurked in a few corners, but no one ventured a hand.

“That’s the approximate date the Great Pyramid of Giza was built,” Blair said, taking a step toward the front row. He began to pace. “You’ve seen it in movies. It’s the most well-known wonder of the ancient world, a masterpiece that has endured for millennia. It’s visible from space, forty-five stories tall, and has fascinated every culture from ancient Greece through the United States. Today you’re going to learn how and why Pharaoh Khufu built it.”

Several hands shot up, the most enthusiastic in the front row. It belonged to an Asian girl with long black hair and a pink backpack. Jesus, these kids were young.

“Yes, Miss…”

“Samantha. You can call me Sam,” The girl said, all but bouncing in her seat. Probably her first semester. The boys were just as bad, worse if their voices cracked during questions. “You said it was built by a pharaoh, but how do we know that? I saw this show, and it said that the Pyramids were built by aliens. It makes sense. I mean, how did cave men move those giant stones? They would have needed, like, cranes and stuff.”

Every semester, it was the same. A misguided student, or six, parroted the drivel they’d read on Google or seen on Netflix. Not that he could blame them. If the Internet said it, it must be true, right?

“Was it the one with the guy’s hair that gets crazier every season? Looks like a bird that got on the wrong side of a hurricane,” Blair said, fanning his fingers out in parody of the host’s incredible hair.

“Yes,” She said, eyes widening as she straightened in her seat. “That’s the one. That guy is crazy, but like, brilliant, too.”

“Yeah. Here’s the problem with that show. It’s bullshit,” Blair said, crossing his arms. Had he just gotten chalk on his sleeve? Damn it. “We know who built the Pyramids. We know when. We even know how. That’s what—”

A cell phone went off, obnoxiously loud. He seriously doubted anyone else was using the Game of Thrones ringtone, which meant he’d just broken his own phone rule in class. He glanced at the desk drawer. If he answered it that would legitimize students doing the same for the whole semester. He ignored it.

“That’s what we’re going to discuss today. I promise by the end you’ll agree the only thing alien on that show is that guy’s hair,” he said, pausing for a few polite chuckles. The phone stopped. Thank God. “I’ll begin by passing out—”

There it went again, somehow more obnoxious. Snickers rippled through the class. He was losing them. “You know what, guys? I don’t know about you but I could use some coffee. Let’s take a fifteen-minute break. Go grab a Starbucks and get back in here.” The stampede began.

Blair walked over the desk, jerking the drawer open and fishing out his phone. He almost dropped it when he saw the caller. It was Bridget. He was paralyzed, a deer about to be run down by a careless driver. Fuck. He sagged into his worn leather chair.

“Hello,” he said. Somehow the phone had found his ear.

“Blair?” a trembling voice asked. He recognized it immediately. How could he not? “Listen, I know this is out of the blue, but my God, you’ve got to see what we’ve found. It’s enormous, bigger than Giza, older than Göbekli Tepe, at least thirteen thousand years from the sediment covering the structure. How soon can you be here?”

“Bridget?” he asked, chair creaking as he leaned back. He removed his wire-frame glasses and set them on the desk. He’d need his full attention or she’d have him agreeing to some crazy plan before he even knew what she was talking about. “I haven’t heard from you in almost three years, and our last conversation wasn’t exactly friendly. I don’t even know what country you’re in. Slow down and explain.”

“Peru. Blair, we’ve found a pyramid unlike anything ever discovered. It’s at least thirteen thousand years old. Thirteen, Blair,” she said, pausing long enough for the implications to sink in. “The hieroglyphs don’t match any recorded style. They’re not Incan, and they’re more advanced than the Mayans’. Steve is completely baffled.”

“Ahh,” he replied, surprised by the depth of his bitterness. Blair rose from his chair, pacing back and forth as he watched the last student trickle from the room. “So that’s why you called. Steve ran into more than he could handle, and you need me to bail him out. Then, assuming I can somehow help, he takes all the credit. Again. Is that it?”

“He doesn’t even know I’m calling. Leave him out of it, just for a moment. Don’t you want to be a part of this?” she asked, plunging forward with the conversation like an implacable wave, as always. “Think of it. This could completely redefine our understanding of—”

“Let me stop you there,” he interrupted, cradling the phone with his ear while he shoved the day’s quizzes into his briefcase. “I’m not interested, Bridget. I have tenure. I live in Wine Country. Things are good for me here. Besides, I don’t want to play Indiana Jones anymore. The pay is shit and the hours suck. I like sleeping in a real bed. You know what I like even better? Not having to see you on a daily basis.”

“I deserved that,” she said after a long pause.

Her contrite tone didn’t seem feigned. She must need his help badly. “Blair, you’re too young to be a stuffy professor. Don’t cheat yourself out of this because you’re angry at me. This could make your career. Think of what we could learn. This could be your chance to—”

“I mean it, Bridget. I’m not budging on this one,” he said as firmly as he could manage. It was difficult to deter her once she had decided she wanted something.

“I understand your reservations. I get that. Things didn’t end well, but please don’t let my mistakes make you miss this. You’ll never forgive yourself once you understand what we’ve found. It’s beyond amazing,” She said, tone suffused with her usual passion.

There was a long pause that stretched until he thought maybe she’d hung up. “Besides…I’m scared. I’ve never seen Steve like this. He’s obsessed, more than usual. He won’t eat, and he barely sleeps. All his time is spent down in the temple’s central chamber.”

“I’m sorry to hear that. Really,” Blair answered dryly, grabbing his keys and trotting up the stairs to the door. He almost flicked off the lights before remembering the students would be returning in a few minutes. He left them on, slipping into the cool evening. “If you want to send me some pictures, I’ll take a look. That’s the best I can do. I’m not flying six thousand miles to bail Steve’s ass out. Again. I have forty tests to grade.”

“All right, all right. I’ll leave you be, for now. Just remember that I don’t fight fair,” Bridget replied, giving one of those throaty little laughs he’d so loved when they first met. It sliced through the intervening years.

The phone beeped its melancholy disconnect. Blair threaded past clusters of students as he crossed the lawn, toward the south lot. A handful of cars still dotted the parking lot. At least he wasn’t the only one desperate enough to teach night classes. The extra pittance mattered more than he’d like to admit.

He fumbled in his pocket for his keys, opening his Ford’s door with a reluctant groan. Blair tossed his briefcase in the back, dropping onto the sheepskin seat cover he’d added to hide the battle scars. If only he could do the same to this thing’s tragic paint job.

Damn Bridget for knowing him so well. The oldest known pyramids in the Americas had been built, what, 2,600 years before Christ? Around the same time as the Egyptian ones, though the ones at Norte Chico were little more than large mounds. In both cases, the structures had been the center point of an entire culture. The implications of one existing six millennia earlier were monumental. That meant that there had been an older culture that had left almost no trace of its existence.

Who were they? Why had they disappeared? What had knocked their descendants down so hard that recovering even a fragment of their culture had taken eighty centuries? It was just the sort of mystery he’d always dreamed of solving. Discovering a common parent culture meant leaving a legacy that would endure as long as mankind continued to record knowledge. More than that, it might answer his own questions. What had come before the Egyptians and the Sumerians? Who built Göbekli Tepe? Why was it buried?

He smothered his enthusiasm. Was it worth leaving Santa Rosa, knowing he’d have to deal with Bridget and Steve? No, no it wasn’t. He turned the key, and the Ford revved to life. “Fuck her and fuck Steve.”

His phone buzzed in his jean pocket. Blair fished it out, thumbing the home button and checking the notification. He swiped the screen and peered at the image that sprang up. It had been taken from the bottom of a ravine and angled steeply upwards along the slope of a jet-black pyramid. Calling it massive was like calling a Siberian tiger a kitty cat.

Blair turned off the car. Nothing in the Americas—hell, nothing in the world—rivaled it. From the context, he guessed the height at more than three hundred meters, over twice as large as the Great Pyramid of Giza. The structure was carved from obsidian or maybe polished slate. Did they even have obsidian in the Andes? Even if they did, how had they gotten it there? The seams between the blocks must be incredibly fine for them to not show up in the photo.

“Clever Bridget,” he said, slouching into his seat. She definitely wasn’t fighting fair, but he wouldn’t take her bait. It was an amazing discovery, but not amazing enough to deal with her cheating ass again.

His phone vibrated. This time the picture was darker, probably a shot of an interior wall. It showed highly stylized hieroglyphs with more complexity than anything ever exhibited by a Mesoamerican culture—or African, for that matter. That wasn’t what caught his eye, though. The glyphs could have been painted yesterday. They were a riot of colors the equal of anything Photoshop might churn out.

The dense script contained thousands of symbols. That would make deciphering their alphabet impossible. Blair couldn’t even hope for a Rosetta stone. Modern societies shared no common language with a culture this old. No wonder Steve was baffled. Blair opened his recent calls and tapped Bridget’s name. The first ring hadn’t even finished when she picked up.

“How soon can you be here?” she purred.

“I can’t just walk out on my job, Bridget. I have rent,” he replied.

“If that’s the hang-up, I think we can reach an agreement. How does a hundred and fifty thousand dollars for eight weeks of work sound?” She said. He could practically hear the smile.

“That kind of money is too good to be true. Way too good,” he replied, but he’d already made his choice. Sometimes, you walked into the trap even though you knew it was there.

“I know, but it’s true. If you’re in, I can have the funds wired as soon as you sign your NDA and contract,” she said. “We’ll even arrange for a call from the president of Peru to arrange a leave of absence. So what do you say?”

“If you’re on the level? I’d say I’m in,” he replied, turning the car back on. This was going to be the most memorable mistake he’d ever made.

Continued….

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CHAPTER ONE

 

I set out the chairs in a circle. In my head I counted off each person as I placed their seat. Terry, dead daughter; Ilene, missing daughter; Kendra, missing daughter; Joanne, sick daughter; Christine, dead daughter. That last one is me, by the way.

There used to be a need for more chairs. I had quite the group running at one stage. Not now. We’ve dwindled and whittled our way to a close knit bunch. Like a knitting circle with barbed tongues driving all the young and optimistic members away.

I remember when I was talked into setting up this group. I was whining away to an old colleague one day, and she mentioned that I might be helped by a support group. A fucking support group! I “reminded” her that I was a fully qualified psychiatrist who had once had a roaring career until I realised how futile the entire field was. I wasn’t someone who attended a support group. I was the one to run it.

Famous last words.

There was a crunch of gravel outside so I walked to the window to have a nosey. Not one of mine. An elderly gent made slow progress towards the temporary library. He swayed so deeply from foot to foot he looked like a Weeble in full wobble.

I hadn’t gotten home until late last night. Usually I’d pull together something for us few to snack on, but I couldn’t be bothered by the time I got in. Gary woke me on his way out, but I was too tired and too grumpy to be bothered this morning either.

I laid out a half packet of stale gingernuts that had mysteriously survived in our pantry and hoped that no one was feeling too hungry.

There were still another five minutes before anyone was due, and it would probably be longer before they all showed up. I sat down heavily in a chair and dragged my fingers through my hair. I felt rough, ragged. All I really wanted to do was go back home and cook something solid for tea. Something with vegetables instead of vegetable oil. Sit down with Gary and catch up with him. It seemed like it had been weeks since we’d done more than nod at each other in the hallway. Seemed like? No, it had been.

I pulled out my phone and sent him a quick text. Fancy a nite out? My battery was getting low. I’d forgotten to charge it up yesterday.

‘Cheerio love. Got the coffee on yet?’

Kendra went straight to the machine and started it up. I don’t know why she bothered to ask – I preferred instant and had never got the hang of machines no matter how simple others kept explaining they were.

‘How’s your week been?’ she asked as she leant back against the counter.

‘Nothing much. I seem to recall getting a good night’s sleep over a week ago, and that’s about it.’

‘Any new clients?’

I shrugged. There’d been some, but no one needing more than a few hours support so below the unspoken criteria.

There was a snort from the doorway as Terry made her way into the room. ‘Clients, huh? Thought they were victims?’

‘Not very PC love.’

‘Whatever. You’ll never guess what I found out today.’

I looked at her closely. The tone of her voice was off from the usual. Cynicism was her chief reaction to life, but now she had a measure of excitement. Excitement tinged with something else that I couldn’t put my finger on. Terry’s usually dull complexion was flushed with red as though she’d been sitting in front of a heater for too long.

‘What’s that?’

‘They’ve released him.’

Kendra dropped a teaspoon into the sink, swore, and flinched against the noise. ‘Released who?’ she asked idly as she fished down into the disposal unit to try to retrieve her cutlery.

I stared at her as reality dawned.

Kendra was still fiddling about at the sink. ‘Released who?’ she repeated, and then turned around as the silence lengthened.

‘Oh shit.’

Terry nodded.

‘But it’s only been six years, hasn’t it?’

Terry nodded. Her colour may have been high already, but she still managed to grow more flushed by the second.

‘Six years, five months and twenty-three days,’ she whispered.

‘Shit,’ Kendra repeated, and then moved across the room to pull Terry to her in a hug. A hug that was not in any way reciprocated.

‘God’s sake Kendra, let her go. You’ll strain yourself.’

Kendra released Terry but kept a hand on her arm until Terry shook it off with irritation. She’d never been one for physical contact. At least, not with her own gender.

‘How did you find out?’ I asked.

‘Hey, have you started without me again?’ Ilene asked as she walked in. Her smile dropped away as she looked at each of us in turn. ‘What’s happened?’

Terry opened her mouth to speak, but Joanne appeared at the doorway as well, and her jaw slammed shut again.

‘Am I late?’ she asked as she tip-toed across the room. Joanne held her arms folded over in front of her stomach. Her shoulders hunched.

‘No, you’re right on time. How are you feeling?’

Joanne sat on the edge of a chair, and then placed her hands underneath her thighs. She breathed out, and there was a tremor that shook her tiny frame.

‘Not good.’

Joanne tried to move her mouth to say more but all that emerged was a whimper. She angrily wiped tears away from her eyes, but she was fighting a losing battle.

‘The treatment’s not taking,’ she managed finally. ‘She isn’t coming back like she has the other times. She’s just getting sicker and sicker.’

She paused, and there was another struggle for control.

‘Take your time,’ I said into the silence. It sounds awful, but I was bored with this. I’d watched so many parents struggle to deal with their sick children, their dying children. My empathy was used up.

I wanted to hear what Terry had to say.

‘The doctors want to pull her treatment altogether. They said that it’s no longer going to work, and it would just make her sicker during the time that she has left.’

I nodded. It sounded about right.

Ilene stepped in with some sympathy thank God. ‘That must be such a hard decision to make,’ she offered. ‘I don’t think any one of us would be able to make it lightly.’

Joanne nodded and pulled her hands from under her thighs to cross them over her stomach again. ‘I keep thinking that they must be wrong. If I just give her another day, another week, it’ll begin to work. She’ll have more time.’

Ilene put her hand out on Joanne’s arm. ‘Do you think that’s possible?’

Joanne sniffed loudly and tilted her head back so that gravity helped to stop everything flowing.

‘I don’t know. I don’t know. What do you think?’

Her head remained tilted back. The question went out to everyone in the room but fell to the floor unclaimed.

Ilene sat back in her chair, her hand no longer offered. ‘It’s not our place to say.’

‘Well, what would you do?’

‘I wouldn’t have her in the hospital in the first place. Those bloody doctors. You can’t trust them for a second.’

Kendra closed her eyes and shook her head theatrically. Joanne just looked nonplussed. She hadn’t been around for long enough to strike Ilene’s adverse opinion of the medical sciences before.

The rest of us; water off a duck’s back. Even me, and I used to be a member of the hated group.

‘Christine? What do you think?’

Poor Joanne. Her daughter is spending her days with last-chance poison dripping into her veins, and we barely acknowledge her and her pain. Too used to being caught up in our own.

I looked at her straight in the eyes. There would be few enough people making eye contact with her in the weeks and months to come. No one likes to look into the face of grief.

‘I think that your daughter’s doctors are acting in her best interests. You don’t need to follow their advice, but I don’t think they’re wrong. There’s a small chance you might extend your daughter’s life with treatment, but there’s a big chance you’ll just hurt her and it won’t make any difference.’

Joanne looked back at me for long seconds. She then turned and looked at each member of the group in turn.

‘None of you really care, do you?’

Kendra opened her mouth to say yes, but her head was already shaking no.

Terry looked like she hadn’t even heard, and Ilene just looked like she was considering extolling some more on the evils of modern medicine.

‘We feel for you; we really do,’ I supplied. I forgot to inject any emotion in my voice, but I went through the motions.

Joanne looked down at the ground for a moment, then stood and walked out without saying another word.

Ilene shrugged as the door closed behind her. ‘She didn’t last long.’

‘Yeah, well you might have tried a bit harder,’ Kendra bit back at her.

‘Me? You practically pushed her out.’

‘Oh shut up both of you. I don’t know why you keep trying to introduce new people into our group anyway,’ Terry said, her accusing gaze falling on me. ‘They’re always so self-obsessed. It’s not as though they’re adding anything.’

Kendra gave a short laugh. ‘And now you have the stage, my dear…?’

‘Well about time. They’ve released Martin.’

‘How did you find that out?’ I asked, and received a narrowed look in response.

‘I found it out when the probation service contacted me as a courtesy to let me know of their decision. As I’d attended his hearing and made it quite clear that he should never be released into the general population ever in his life they thought I’d like to know they’d completely ignored everything I had to say and were letting him loose.’

‘Shit,’ Ilene contributed. ‘I thought they had ways of keeping them locked up longer these days.’

‘They do,’ I said. ‘But I imagine the fact he was a teenager at the time swayed them.’

‘Yeah, because it’s fine to murder and rape when you’re nineteen, but at twenty you should be locked away forever.’

‘Where’s he going?’

Terry shook her head. ‘They won’t tell me that. Apparently he has to stay well away from me, not that there’s anything left for him to harm anyhow.’

‘Probably to protect him more than anything,’ Kendra threw in.

‘Yeah, well he fucking better stay away from me. Otherwise, he’ll be sorry.’

‘Have they already released him?’ I asked. ‘Or were they just letting you know it’s about to happen.’

‘They let him go Wednesday. Last Wednesday. Just set him free.’

There was silence for a few minutes. The mid-morning sun had started to come through the grimy windows. It felt hot on my back and reminded me that summer was on its way.

‘You could ask someone where he was staying, couldn’t you?’ Terry asked me. ‘You work with the police after all.’

‘I work in the same office. I don’t work with them. And they won’t know anything more than the probation officers have told you. Separate services. You’d need to get to know someone in corrections.’

‘Sleep with a jailer, you mean.’

‘Give your CO a seeing to,’ Ilene chimed in and I started to laugh.

‘Screw a screw,’ Kendra said, and then wrinkled up her nose.

I laughed harder and then couldn’t stop. It must have been infectious because soon the whole circle was in hysterics. Even Terry.

There was a slam as the door opened again, and Joanne walked back into the room. She glared at us all and stomped over to her chair. She pulled a light scarf from the back which I hadn’t even noticed she’d left behind, and then walked quickly back out. I couldn’t help myself. It was so ridiculous I started to laugh again, my stomach aching, my chest heaving for air, tears running down my cheeks.

 

***
When I walked into the police station at 12.30 pm there was a buzz in the air. I ignored it and took my seat at my desk. If I pretended to care, the bastards I worked beside day in and day out would make a point of torturing me by never letting me know what was going on. If I kept schtum and showed no interest I could eavesdrop and find out what was what in the matter of a few minutes.

Except this time I didn’t have to wait.

‘Christine,’ Erik Smith called out just as I sat down. ‘Come over here.’

I didn’t work for the police. I was a victim support counsellor and co-ordinator for the North Christchurch region. Apart from sharing their office space and occasionally a recommendation for help I had nothing to do with the police really.

It didn’t matter. Detective Senior Sergeant Erik Smith acted like a bit of a prick, but at heart that was because he was a bit of a prick. If someone was within summoning distance of him then he felt comfortable doing so. Even if that someone had explained over and over the process and procedures for recommendations. How they weren’t his lackey. How he didn’t have a hierarchy over them because they weren’t part of his club.

Deaf ears. Extremely large and unflattering deaf ears.

I sat mulishly behind my desk for a minute more, and then responded to him. It was just easier. And I was curious.

‘What?’ I may have followed his orders, but I didn’t need to be pleasant.

‘Got a case for you. Needs a bit of a delicate touch. Feely-feely all that.’

I held out my hand for the details. He should’ve written them out on the referral card, but of course that was hoping for too much.

He snorted in mockery.

‘It’s the one on the news at the moment. Mrs Sutherland.’

I shrugged my shoulders and raised my eyebrows. I had no idea.

‘Thought the extent of your social life was watching the telly Christine?’

I shrugged again. The teeth biting back my sarcasm drew blood from the side of my cheek. Bright, metallic blood. I wished it belonged to someone else.

‘What about the papers? You read the papers?’

‘God’s sake Erik. Just tell me what it is.’

He creased his forehead and looked over my shoulder with his mouth pursed. ‘Detective. Senior. Sergeant,’ he said with slow emphasis. ‘Now you try it.’

‘For god’s sake Detective Senior Sergeant, just tell me what you want.’

He smiled and made eye contact with me again. Joy.

‘There’s this crazy woman. In the hospital. Got hit by a car. She reckons her kid’s missing.’

I nodded, and then frowned. I had read about this one actually. ‘She’s the one who’s been missing for a lot longer? Is that right?’

Erik nodded and passed over a name and ward number from the hospital.

‘Thing is, we don’t actually know if she’s telling us the truth or not.’

I looked at the information for a moment, then frowned up at him as his words registered. ‘And..?’

‘Well. You know how you used to be a shrink?’

‘Detective Senior Sergeant, I am not an employee of the police. If you want to work out if she’s telling the truth or not then pay someone on your staff to do it.’

‘We’ve tried. There’s no one available until tomorrow who’s even remotely qualified.’

‘So wait until tomorrow.’

‘If this child is missing then we need to allocate a lot more resource than we’ve got available. If I am to request that I need to be certain that there’s actually a missing child somewhere in the mix, otherwise I’m going to get my bollocks chewed off.’

I couldn’t really see a downside.

‘What is the alternative? You think she’s made a child up out of thin air?’

He shook his head. ‘No, but her ex-husbands over in Australia. Travels there quite a lot. Her mother’s off on a cruise. Apparently she spends a lot of time overseas as well. We can’t find anyone who’s close to her or her ex-husband to confirm what the status is with regards to custody, and there’s been a case in the courts saying that she’s a nutter, and she shouldn’t have any custody.’

‘Well, if it’s been through the courts…’

‘Her husband didn’t mention any daughter when the hospital rang him as next of kin saying his wife’s been brought in unconscious. Officers have gone through her home and say it looks like no one lives there, let alone a small child. If she is genuinely missing then we need to get onto it full-force straight away because the odds are already stacked against us, but for the time being we don’t know if we’re chasing a ghost or what.’

‘If I do go in there I’m there as her support. It’s confidential. I can’t pass information onto you just because it makes your job easier.’

‘I’m not asking for a full run-down on the conversation. I just want some sort of indication that she’s telling the truth and at the moment I can’t get it. There’s something off, and until I feel more confident I’m not happy about pulling officers out of genuine crime cases in order to pursue this.’

I stared at the details for another long moment.

‘Please Christine. You’re going there anyway. All I want is your professional opinion as to whether she’s genuine. After all, if she’s not you’re not going back either are you?’

‘Fine, but I don’t expect to hear about this in the future okay?’

‘Wouldn’t dream of it.’

‘Can I get a lift to the hospital then? My car’s on its last legs.’

He laughed and walked away shaking his head.

So glad I could do him a favour.

 

***

 

Ugh. Hospitals. The smell of illness and antiseptic. The pale green walls. The weird conglomeration of signs that lead you around the maze of corridors and lifts and then abandon you just as you seem to be getting close. All the sick people who look up with hope and expectation in their faces as you pass by. Ugh. Sick people.

I checked in with reception and was directed to ICU. After wandering for a while, then following a red line on the lino, I found the correct section.

‘Excuse me,’ a nurse called as I came through into the adjoining room. ‘Are you here for Rena Sutherland?’

I nodded.

‘Would you mind waiting in the friends and Whanau room for a moment. There’re just a few things we need to prepare before she can see you.’

Prepare what? It didn’t bear thinking about it, so I didn’t. Instead, I turned back and entered the room to the left. There were soft cushions on sofas, and a variety of magazines the hospital seemed to have gotten second hand from a dentist’s waiting room. I sat and picked up a reader’s digest. August 2006. How relevant.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and registered the blinking blue light with dismay. I hadn’t even heard it ring. There was a poster on the wall with a cross through a picture of a cell phone, but I ignored it for the time being. It seemed years since anyone had taken much trouble to enforce the ban.

Not tonight. Working late.

Great. Another day where I wouldn’t get to see the man I’d sworn in front of family and God that I would love forever. It was starting to seem more like we were flatmates than married.

I thought about texting him back, but I was too tired to think of anything witty, and I felt too disgruntled to say anything caring. What on earth did he mean he was working late anyway? Gary didn’t spend much time working even when he was meant to. Thanks to the Christchurch housing market, commissions just fell into his lap. Was he being sarcastic? Stuff him then. I’d have a nice meal by myself. And maybe a bottle of wine.

I stood up and paced the small room. My usual place of work was in people’s homes, in their lounges, in their conservatories, meeting them at their local whether that was a coffee shop or a bar. It had been a long time since I’d been in a hospital, and my memories of the places weren’t great.

Hopefully, she’d be mad, and this would be a one-stop shop. Or she’d be perfectly sane, and well on the mend, and the next visit would be at her nice little three bedroom Summerhill stone house. Or whatever she passed off as her home.

A doctor knocked on the door, and I opened it cautiously.

‘Hi,’ she said walking forward so that I fell back automatically. ‘I just wanted to have a quick chat before you see Ms Sutherland.’

‘I’m not family,’ I interjected. There were privacy laws that I didn’t want accidentally bowled over in a case of mistaken identity.

The doctor nodded her head. ‘Nevertheless if you want to see Ms Sutherland you’ll need to be aware of a few things. She’ll tire easily – she’s just been through an enormous trauma and her body still has a long way to go before recovering – so if she asks you to leave I need you to respect that.’

I nodded. ‘I’m here from victim support, so I’m not going to stay unless Rena wants me to stay. I won’t do anything that violates that arrangement.’

I should’ve had my fingers crossed behind my back on that one, although Erik was right. If Rena was “mistaken” about the whole thing then I wasn’t going to be supporting her through her imaginary ordeal, just as the police wouldn’t be following up on an imaginary missing person.

‘She also has a support nurse beside her at all times. That’s for her own safety to monitor her condition. If her nurse feels that you’re aggravating her situation then she’ll ask you to leave. I need you to follow that request also.’

‘I used to be a doctor myself,’ I replied. ‘I’m not going to do anything that puts her health in jeopardy.’

‘I said that I need you to follow that request also.’

Fine. If she was just going to ignore the sisterhood then I wouldn’t bother either.

‘Of course. I’ll follow any of your directions unless Rena asks me otherwise.’

‘Ms Emmett. Ms Sutherland is a seriously ill woman, and I’m sure we all only want what is best for her wellbeing. Even if she thinks it’s in her best interests for you to stay I need to have your agreement that you’ll follow the hospital staff instructions.’

Well, that was me told. I nodded wearily. This all seemed like too much trouble all of a sudden. I thought of Joanne and how I’d treated her this morning. There wasn’t much use in me continuing to offer support if I couldn’t provide it. Maybe it was time for me to seek another line of work.

‘Come on through then.’

I walked through into the room before ICU again. There were large signs on the walls and the doors announcing that I should wash my hands before entering. As I coated my hands with soap, I felt a pang of homesickness to the days of my residency. Back then the world had seemed so full of wonder and promise. Wide open with all of the choices that I could make. Every year since it had shrunk a little smaller. I scrubbed up in the sink and pulled a couple of paper towels to wipe my hands dry again. The connecting door was on a sensor so that I didn’t have to place my newly angelic flesh on anything before I was in the ICU proper.

There were six beds in the room, every single one of them full. With the attending nurse positioned at each bedside, and a small room with another head nurse stationed, it felt claustrophobically overcrowded. Machines were hooked up to every bedside with muted sounds marking progress or regress at low volume in deference to the unconscious or sleeping patients.

Rena made eye contact with me as soon as I walked through the door. As well as looking to be the only awake patient in the room, she was also half-propped up in bed but not due to her own mobility. Someone had raised the head of the bed so she was almost in a sitting position.

Bruises leaked colour out from their originating point to the corners of her face. Some overlapped on her cheeks. Bright purple. Grey-green. A line of blood red.

The side of her head was shaved, and a line of stitches marked the territory of a head injury. Beautiful long blond hair was pulled back from the opposite side. Rena may not even be aware of it at the moment, but I bet that would be heart-breaking to get used to. A sling held her left arm close to her chest, and the sheet lay in perfect outline for a metal cage that marked the full length of her left leg.

My information showed Rena’s age to be forty-one, but lying back against the pillows, even with worry lines biting into the soft curves of her skin, she didn’t look out of her twenties.

There didn’t look to be an inch of her that wouldn’t be screaming with pain, but the on-call morphine pump to her side showed that she had pain relief to spare. That, and the quick way her eyes tracked my movement were good signs for her cognitive abilities. The choice to endure pain over comfort for the sake of remaining sharp was a hard call. And not one that anyone would make voluntarily without reason.

‘Hi Rena? I’m Christine. I’m from Victim Support and I’m here to help you in any way you feel comfortable.’

I looked to shake her hand or touch her arm, make some sort of initial contact, but every part of her that my eyes fell on seemed to have some form of injury. I waved a greeting instead.

‘Are you happy for me to take a seat here with you?’

Rena started to nod, but then winced and held her head still. Vice-like still. ‘Yes,’ she replied instead.

There was a plastic chair that I dragged into position beside her bed. It was odd to sit to one side, my attention on her, while on the other side her dedicated nurse did the same. Not a place I could expect to get a full list of confessions, but privacy was only for the able-bodied after all. It doesn’t take long in a hospital to work that one out.

‘How are you coping?’

‘Have you talked to the police? Do you know what they’re doing?’

I shook my head, and then realised that Rena wouldn’t be able to see me from her angle. ‘No, I haven’t really spoken with them. They’re investigating. That’s all I know.’

‘She’s been gone for so long. I can’t believe that Ash didn’t tell anyone.’

‘Is that your husband?’

‘Ex-husband. Yes.’

Rena’s fingers tapped out a quick pattern on the bedspread. A complicated manoeuvre which involved all four fingers and thumb in rotation, and then in some more complex routine. I couldn’t follow the motions, but I knew that they were forming a repeated pattern the same way you can watch a performer on screen and know if they’re playing the piano or just pretending to while music is overlaid on the soundtrack.

‘How do you feel about your daughter’s disappearance?’

Rena snorted and winced again with the movement it involved.

‘I don’t feel very good Christine. I’m trapped in a bed and I can barely move and my daughter is missing and has been for days and I don’t feel good at all.’

‘Is it possible that Ash didn’t realise she was missing?’

Rena pushed her head further back into the pillows. ‘I don’t know where else he thought Chloe would be. I don’t really know anything. I’m just taking the hospital’s word for it that they even called him.’

Rena’s nurse frowned at the affront to her organisation’s truthfulness, but she visibly bit back a retort.

‘I’m sure that they’re telling the truth to the police. They’ll be able to check.’

Rena’s fingers tapped out the pattern once more. There was a pause for a few minutes, and then the pattern came again.

I looked at her closely, and then took a punt on my own assessment.

‘Rena, I don’t want you to take this the wrong way, and I’m not ascribing any judgement, but have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?’

Her fingers tapped out the pattern again, twice in quick succession, and then twice again after a short pause.

‘It depends on what you mean by a mental illness.’

‘I mean something that may result in you keeping your house unusually clean. Something that might mean you have compulsions that you need to carry out otherwise you feel you’re placing people around you in danger.’

I thought of what Erik had said about the officers going through her home. Looking at a room built for a child, but which it didn’t appear any child lived in. Too clean. Too neat. Too tidy.

‘I’ve been treated for depression before. Is that what you’re after?’

‘I’m not really after anything Rena. I’m sorry if I’ve made you feel uncomfortable. Please don’t answer me if you don’t feel it’s appropriate.’

The tension that had been building in the lay of Rena’s body started to leave again.

‘I don’t really know what help you people offer,’ she said. ‘I’ve never been in any sort of situation like this before.’

‘I can help you with anything that springs to mind. If you want me to sit with you and let you talk, then I’ll do that. If you want me to help you take care of some practical matters, I can do that too.’

‘And if I’ve been mentally ill then what?’

I sat back in the chair. ‘If you’ve been mentally ill then I’ll watch out for you, and I’ll sit here and listen if you need to talk, and if you want me to help you take care of some practical matters I can help with that.’

There was silence for a long time. At least there was silence from Rena. The rest of the room quietly hummed with low activity as before.

‘I don’t remember what happened before today. I remember that I was next to the car. I think I remember some sounds. But I can really only think of waking up here early this morning.’

‘That must be very frightening for you.’

‘It is. And then I couldn’t speak for ages. There was a tube down my throat. I thought I was choking.’

‘Was that for your breathing?’

‘Yes. For my breathing,’ she paused. ‘The first thing I asked when they took the tube out was where Chloe was. They didn’t know anything about her. That scared me more than anything ever has before.’

I stretched out and took the pattern tapping hand in mine, and stroked it gently. It was as bruised and misshapen as the rest of Rena, but if she could stand the pain of it tapping out a calming rhythm on the spread, then I figured it could stand up to being held. Her fingers jerked in surprise, and then relaxed.

‘I’ve been diagnosed with OCD. It gets pretty bad at times. It’s the main reason why Ash fought me for custody. At least I think it is. He doesn’t discuss anything with me anymore. He stopped well before he decided he wanted a divorce.’

I thought back to my text from Gary. I knew how that went.

‘I know I’ve been hit on the head. It hurts like hell. I know that I’ve got a mental illness and that both of these things make what I say suspect in the eyes of people around me. But I’m not lying about my daughter Christine,’ she stated as she met my eyes. Her hand squeezed mine. ‘Chloe was with me that day. She was in the back seat of the car. And if she wasn’t involved in the accident, and she wasn’t picked up by the ambulance or police staff, then she’s been missing for four days.’

She swallowed, and I could see her throat working against itself. She pulled her hand free from mine and started to tap again.

‘Four days. I’m not stupid Christine. I know that if my daughter has been missing for that long then she’s in deep trouble. Deep, deep, trouble.’

A monitor to Rena’s side started to beep a warning sound. I turned to it as the nurse leaned forward and reset it. The sound came again after a minute.

I knew what was coming before the hand landed on my shoulder.

‘I think it’s time for you to leave.’

 

***
“Please leave a message…”

‘Erik, it’s Christine here. I’ve spoken with Rena. She’s clear, competent, and her recall is on track.’ I paused for a moment as I tried to think how to convey the message in the right way. ‘You need to start throwing resources into this. That girl’s really missing.’

 

CHAPTER TWO

 

Terry’s Story

I had Jacob early, before I was ready maybe. I don’t mean I didn’t want him, and once I found out I was pregnant I didn’t even think of terminating the pregnancy. Not even once. But I was young, and I was stupid, and I did not know how to be a mother. Not at all.

When he was little, I was stressed all the time. I was stressed about whether I was doing everything wrong or not. I was stressed about having to think of my son all of the time whether I wanted to or not. I was stressed about how I was ever going to afford everything everyone seemed to think I needed to raise Jacob without him turning into a serial killer rapist monkey boy.

I took so much time and energy worrying about what I was doing wrong that I never really took the time to enjoy him. I didn’t enjoy him growing bigger and stronger. I didn’t enjoy any of his milestones. He was just there all the time, the source of all my worry and regret and the life I thought I was going to lead until he arrived. I don’t think I wrecked him, but I’m pretty sure I didn’t structure his life in the way a good parent is meant to.

Emma was my second chance. I planned her birth and worried when I didn’t conceive right away. I had money put aside so that I never had to worry about whether or not I should buy one thing over another; I could just buy both. I put her room together the way I had imagined my perfect room would be when I was a girl myself.

When she was born she was a good baby. Not fussy the way Jacob had been. She woke in the night, of course she did, but only once or twice and once I gave her a feed and a cuddle she would fall straight back to sleep.

Even Jacob loved her. I’d been worried that with the age difference he might resent her. I’d worried that after fourteen years of being an only child he would be out of sorts with the new arrival. But that didn’t happen. Jacob fell in love with his little sister as quickly as I did, and he was a wonder when it came to helping her out. He still wouldn’t lift a finger to help me, he was a teenager after all, but he would do anything I asked him if it helped out Emma.

He changed her; he comforted her; he fed her bottles that had been cautiously warmed to just the right temperature.

That was why I felt okay about going back to work part time. I would handover when Jacob got home from school, and he would take care of Emma for three nights each week while I acclimated back into the adult world.

Our little family functioned on in this manner for the next couple of years. Jacob grew facial hair and at least a foot taller. He started to attend university with immense enthusiasm, and Emma started school with immense trepidation, but otherwise we just pottered along.

And then on the fifteenth of March 2007 I came home after a short day’s work, and Emma wasn’t there. Jacob was, but he was unconscious on the bed and from the smell of him he hadn’t got to that state accidentally.

There were the police asking endless questions. There was the media attention and my daughter’s photo pasted across the front page of a lot of newspapers. She didn’t look anything like those photos. She was living, breathing, full of motion and life and energy. She would snuggle in next to me on a weekend morning and run the length of my hair through her pudgy wee hands and exclaim in admiration ‘Mummy. You’re so pretty.’

I thought that not knowing was the worst thing I could ever endure. Not knowing if she was in trouble or needing my help or in pain. I worried that she’d been taken by someone that would hurt her, then I worried that she’d been taken by someone who would love her and care for her and in a year or two she’d have forgotten I ever existed. Not knowing was killing me.

But it turned out that knowing was far worse. When I went to the hospital to identify my beautiful girl’s broken body – that was worse than not knowing. When I buried her in the cemetery and compared the size of the gravesite to the other freshly buried bodies – that was worse than not knowing. When I drank myself to sleep on the anniversary of her sixth birthday, and realised that I would likely be doing that until my life ended – that was worse than not knowing.

The police had found her body stuffed into an old recycling bin out the back of a sleep-out. My beautiful girl had been bent to fit as though she was just a piece of rubbish, something to dispose of.

The sleep-out belonged to a friend of Jacob’s. They’d been in the same class at school together since intermediate. They hung out often. Maybe not every week, but certainly every month. I’d said hello to him more times than I could remember. I’d come out to ask if they wanted a snack, or to ask if it was alright with his mother if he stayed for tea, or to check that they were okay in their sleeping bags when he stayed over and they wanted to pretend they were camping.

I’d done all those things, and he’d fed my son a small shot of bourbon that he’d stolen out of his dad’s stash of alcohol. A small shot laced with four Zopiclone tablets that had knocked my poor boy out like a light. The same tablets had been used to subdue my precious baby girl. He’d stolen them from his parent’s medicine cabinet because they were too stupid or preoccupied or just fucking uncaring to even notice if someone took drugs out of their cabinet. And why did they even have a prescription for them if they weren’t taking them? What kind of stupid were they?

He used them to subdue her while he carried out the sick fantasies that filled his head where good common decency should’ve been. And then he used too many on one occasion and she died and he still kept her in the sleep-out that he lived in like some kind of hobo while her body stiffened with rigor mortis, and then softened again. While her stomach started to protrude with gasses as the bacteria inside her started to feed unchallenged by any of her living functions. While her eyeballs deflated and her tongue turned black and her sweet girl smell turned into a stench of decay. And when he didn’t have any further use for her he put her body into a plastic green recycling bin. And knowing all of that was worse than not-knowing.

Martin Hinks. That was the name of the shitty sub-human pervert that stole Emma away from me. Stole Jacob too because it grew too hard to look at him after a few weeks. After all, he’d brought that man into our lives and he’d let him take away my baby girl when he was meant to be looking after her. And yes – I know that’s not fair, but knowing something’s unfair doesn’t stop it from happening. My psychologist keeps repeating how important it is to make Jacob know that it wasn’t his fault; that deviants can hide in any community group undetected because they’re not monsters it’s just the things that they do are monstrous. I should direct my anger and sorrow at the target who’s actually responsible for the pain that I feel. But there’s so much to go around. So much.

And no one thinks Mummy’s beautiful anymore.

Continued….

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Rena Sutherland wakes from a coma into a mother’s nightmare. Her daughter is missing – lost for four days – but no one has noticed; no one has complained; no one has been searching.

As the victim support officer assigned to her case, Christine Emmett puts aside her own problems as she tries to guide Rena through the maelstrom of her daughter’s disappearance.

A task made harder by an ex-husband desperate for control; a paedophile on early-release in the community; and a psychic who knows more than seems possible.

And intertwined throughout, the stories of six women; six daughters lost.

I thought that not knowing was the worst thing I could ever endure. Not knowing if she was in trouble or needing my help or in pain. I worried that she’d been taken by someone that would hurt her, then I worried that she’d been taken by someone who would love her and care for her and in a year or two she’d have forgotten I ever existed. Not knowing was killing me.

The police found her body stuffed into an old recycling bin out the back of a sleep-out. My beautiful girl had been bent to fit as though she was just a piece of rubbish, something to be disposed of.

When I went to the hospital to identify my beautiful girl’s broken body – that was worse than not knowing. When I buried her in the cemetery and compared the size of the gravesite to the other freshly buried bodies – that was worse than not knowing. When I drank myself to sleep on the anniversary of her sixth birthday, and realised that I would likely be doing that until my life ended – that was worse than not knowing.

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CHAPTER ONE

 

I set out the chairs in a circle. In my head I counted off each person as I placed their seat. Terry, dead daughter; Ilene, missing daughter; Kendra, missing daughter; Joanne, sick daughter; Christine, dead daughter. That last one is me, by the way.

There used to be a need for more chairs. I had quite the group running at one stage. Not now. We’ve dwindled and whittled our way to a close knit bunch. Like a knitting circle with barbed tongues driving all the young and optimistic members away.

I remember when I was talked into setting up this group. I was whining away to an old colleague one day, and she mentioned that I might be helped by a support group. A fucking support group! I “reminded” her that I was a fully qualified psychiatrist who had once had a roaring career until I realised how futile the entire field was. I wasn’t someone who attended a support group. I was the one to run it.

Famous last words.

There was a crunch of gravel outside so I walked to the window to have a nosey. Not one of mine. An elderly gent made slow progress towards the temporary library. He swayed so deeply from foot to foot he looked like a Weeble in full wobble.

I hadn’t gotten home until late last night. Usually I’d pull together something for us few to snack on, but I couldn’t be bothered by the time I got in. Gary woke me on his way out, but I was too tired and too grumpy to be bothered this morning either.

I laid out a half packet of stale gingernuts that had mysteriously survived in our pantry and hoped that no one was feeling too hungry.

There were still another five minutes before anyone was due, and it would probably be longer before they all showed up. I sat down heavily in a chair and dragged my fingers through my hair. I felt rough, ragged. All I really wanted to do was go back home and cook something solid for tea. Something with vegetables instead of vegetable oil. Sit down with Gary and catch up with him. It seemed like it had been weeks since we’d done more than nod at each other in the hallway. Seemed like? No, it had been.

I pulled out my phone and sent him a quick text. Fancy a nite out? My battery was getting low. I’d forgotten to charge it up yesterday.

‘Cheerio love. Got the coffee on yet?’

Kendra went straight to the machine and started it up. I don’t know why she bothered to ask – I preferred instant and had never got the hang of machines no matter how simple others kept explaining they were.

‘How’s your week been?’ she asked as she leant back against the counter.

‘Nothing much. I seem to recall getting a good night’s sleep over a week ago, and that’s about it.’

‘Any new clients?’

I shrugged. There’d been some, but no one needing more than a few hours support so below the unspoken criteria.

There was a snort from the doorway as Terry made her way into the room. ‘Clients, huh? Thought they were victims?’

‘Not very PC love.’

‘Whatever. You’ll never guess what I found out today.’

I looked at her closely. The tone of her voice was off from the usual. Cynicism was her chief reaction to life, but now she had a measure of excitement. Excitement tinged with something else that I couldn’t put my finger on. Terry’s usually dull complexion was flushed with red as though she’d been sitting in front of a heater for too long.

‘What’s that?’

‘They’ve released him.’

Kendra dropped a teaspoon into the sink, swore, and flinched against the noise. ‘Released who?’ she asked idly as she fished down into the disposal unit to try to retrieve her cutlery.

I stared at her as reality dawned.

Kendra was still fiddling about at the sink. ‘Released who?’ she repeated, and then turned around as the silence lengthened.

‘Oh shit.’

Terry nodded.

‘But it’s only been six years, hasn’t it?’

Terry nodded. Her colour may have been high already, but she still managed to grow more flushed by the second.

‘Six years, five months and twenty-three days,’ she whispered.

‘Shit,’ Kendra repeated, and then moved across the room to pull Terry to her in a hug. A hug that was not in any way reciprocated.

‘God’s sake Kendra, let her go. You’ll strain yourself.’

Kendra released Terry but kept a hand on her arm until Terry shook it off with irritation. She’d never been one for physical contact. At least, not with her own gender.

‘How did you find out?’ I asked.

‘Hey, have you started without me again?’ Ilene asked as she walked in. Her smile dropped away as she looked at each of us in turn. ‘What’s happened?’

Terry opened her mouth to speak, but Joanne appeared at the doorway as well, and her jaw slammed shut again.

‘Am I late?’ she asked as she tip-toed across the room. Joanne held her arms folded over in front of her stomach. Her shoulders hunched.

‘No, you’re right on time. How are you feeling?’

Joanne sat on the edge of a chair, and then placed her hands underneath her thighs. She breathed out, and there was a tremor that shook her tiny frame.

‘Not good.’

Joanne tried to move her mouth to say more but all that emerged was a whimper. She angrily wiped tears away from her eyes, but she was fighting a losing battle.

‘The treatment’s not taking,’ she managed finally. ‘She isn’t coming back like she has the other times. She’s just getting sicker and sicker.’

She paused, and there was another struggle for control.

‘Take your time,’ I said into the silence. It sounds awful, but I was bored with this. I’d watched so many parents struggle to deal with their sick children, their dying children. My empathy was used up.

I wanted to hear what Terry had to say.

‘The doctors want to pull her treatment altogether. They said that it’s no longer going to work, and it would just make her sicker during the time that she has left.’

I nodded. It sounded about right.

Ilene stepped in with some sympathy thank God. ‘That must be such a hard decision to make,’ she offered. ‘I don’t think any one of us would be able to make it lightly.’

Joanne nodded and pulled her hands from under her thighs to cross them over her stomach again. ‘I keep thinking that they must be wrong. If I just give her another day, another week, it’ll begin to work. She’ll have more time.’

Ilene put her hand out on Joanne’s arm. ‘Do you think that’s possible?’

Joanne sniffed loudly and tilted her head back so that gravity helped to stop everything flowing.

‘I don’t know. I don’t know. What do you think?’

Her head remained tilted back. The question went out to everyone in the room but fell to the floor unclaimed.

Ilene sat back in her chair, her hand no longer offered. ‘It’s not our place to say.’

‘Well, what would you do?’

‘I wouldn’t have her in the hospital in the first place. Those bloody doctors. You can’t trust them for a second.’

Kendra closed her eyes and shook her head theatrically. Joanne just looked nonplussed. She hadn’t been around for long enough to strike Ilene’s adverse opinion of the medical sciences before.

The rest of us; water off a duck’s back. Even me, and I used to be a member of the hated group.

‘Christine? What do you think?’

Poor Joanne. Her daughter is spending her days with last-chance poison dripping into her veins, and we barely acknowledge her and her pain. Too used to being caught up in our own.

I looked at her straight in the eyes. There would be few enough people making eye contact with her in the weeks and months to come. No one likes to look into the face of grief.

‘I think that your daughter’s doctors are acting in her best interests. You don’t need to follow their advice, but I don’t think they’re wrong. There’s a small chance you might extend your daughter’s life with treatment, but there’s a big chance you’ll just hurt her and it won’t make any difference.’

Joanne looked back at me for long seconds. She then turned and looked at each member of the group in turn.

‘None of you really care, do you?’

Kendra opened her mouth to say yes, but her head was already shaking no.

Terry looked like she hadn’t even heard, and Ilene just looked like she was considering extolling some more on the evils of modern medicine.

‘We feel for you; we really do,’ I supplied. I forgot to inject any emotion in my voice, but I went through the motions.

Joanne looked down at the ground for a moment, then stood and walked out without saying another word.

Ilene shrugged as the door closed behind her. ‘She didn’t last long.’

‘Yeah, well you might have tried a bit harder,’ Kendra bit back at her.

‘Me? You practically pushed her out.’

‘Oh shut up both of you. I don’t know why you keep trying to introduce new people into our group anyway,’ Terry said, her accusing gaze falling on me. ‘They’re always so self-obsessed. It’s not as though they’re adding anything.’

Kendra gave a short laugh. ‘And now you have the stage, my dear…?’

‘Well about time. They’ve released Martin.’

‘How did you find that out?’ I asked, and received a narrowed look in response.

‘I found it out when the probation service contacted me as a courtesy to let me know of their decision. As I’d attended his hearing and made it quite clear that he should never be released into the general population ever in his life they thought I’d like to know they’d completely ignored everything I had to say and were letting him loose.’

‘Shit,’ Ilene contributed. ‘I thought they had ways of keeping them locked up longer these days.’

‘They do,’ I said. ‘But I imagine the fact he was a teenager at the time swayed them.’

‘Yeah, because it’s fine to murder and rape when you’re nineteen, but at twenty you should be locked away forever.’

‘Where’s he going?’

Terry shook her head. ‘They won’t tell me that. Apparently he has to stay well away from me, not that there’s anything left for him to harm anyhow.’

‘Probably to protect him more than anything,’ Kendra threw in.

‘Yeah, well he fucking better stay away from me. Otherwise, he’ll be sorry.’

‘Have they already released him?’ I asked. ‘Or were they just letting you know it’s about to happen.’

‘They let him go Wednesday. Last Wednesday. Just set him free.’

There was silence for a few minutes. The mid-morning sun had started to come through the grimy windows. It felt hot on my back and reminded me that summer was on its way.

‘You could ask someone where he was staying, couldn’t you?’ Terry asked me. ‘You work with the police after all.’

‘I work in the same office. I don’t work with them. And they won’t know anything more than the probation officers have told you. Separate services. You’d need to get to know someone in corrections.’

‘Sleep with a jailer, you mean.’

‘Give your CO a seeing to,’ Ilene chimed in and I started to laugh.

‘Screw a screw,’ Kendra said, and then wrinkled up her nose.

I laughed harder and then couldn’t stop. It must have been infectious because soon the whole circle was in hysterics. Even Terry.

There was a slam as the door opened again, and Joanne walked back into the room. She glared at us all and stomped over to her chair. She pulled a light scarf from the back which I hadn’t even noticed she’d left behind, and then walked quickly back out. I couldn’t help myself. It was so ridiculous I started to laugh again, my stomach aching, my chest heaving for air, tears running down my cheeks.

 

***
When I walked into the police station at 12.30 pm there was a buzz in the air. I ignored it and took my seat at my desk. If I pretended to care, the bastards I worked beside day in and day out would make a point of torturing me by never letting me know what was going on. If I kept schtum and showed no interest I could eavesdrop and find out what was what in the matter of a few minutes.

Except this time I didn’t have to wait.

‘Christine,’ Erik Smith called out just as I sat down. ‘Come over here.’

I didn’t work for the police. I was a victim support counsellor and co-ordinator for the North Christchurch region. Apart from sharing their office space and occasionally a recommendation for help I had nothing to do with the police really.

It didn’t matter. Detective Senior Sergeant Erik Smith acted like a bit of a prick, but at heart that was because he was a bit of a prick. If someone was within summoning distance of him then he felt comfortable doing so. Even if that someone had explained over and over the process and procedures for recommendations. How they weren’t his lackey. How he didn’t have a hierarchy over them because they weren’t part of his club.

Deaf ears. Extremely large and unflattering deaf ears.

I sat mulishly behind my desk for a minute more, and then responded to him. It was just easier. And I was curious.

‘What?’ I may have followed his orders, but I didn’t need to be pleasant.

‘Got a case for you. Needs a bit of a delicate touch. Feely-feely all that.’

I held out my hand for the details. He should’ve written them out on the referral card, but of course that was hoping for too much.

He snorted in mockery.

‘It’s the one on the news at the moment. Mrs Sutherland.’

I shrugged my shoulders and raised my eyebrows. I had no idea.

‘Thought the extent of your social life was watching the telly Christine?’

I shrugged again. The teeth biting back my sarcasm drew blood from the side of my cheek. Bright, metallic blood. I wished it belonged to someone else.

‘What about the papers? You read the papers?’

‘God’s sake Erik. Just tell me what it is.’

He creased his forehead and looked over my shoulder with his mouth pursed. ‘Detective. Senior. Sergeant,’ he said with slow emphasis. ‘Now you try it.’

‘For god’s sake Detective Senior Sergeant, just tell me what you want.’

He smiled and made eye contact with me again. Joy.

‘There’s this crazy woman. In the hospital. Got hit by a car. She reckons her kid’s missing.’

I nodded, and then frowned. I had read about this one actually. ‘She’s the one who’s been missing for a lot longer? Is that right?’

Erik nodded and passed over a name and ward number from the hospital.

‘Thing is, we don’t actually know if she’s telling us the truth or not.’

I looked at the information for a moment, then frowned up at him as his words registered. ‘And..?’

‘Well. You know how you used to be a shrink?’

‘Detective Senior Sergeant, I am not an employee of the police. If you want to work out if she’s telling the truth or not then pay someone on your staff to do it.’

‘We’ve tried. There’s no one available until tomorrow who’s even remotely qualified.’

‘So wait until tomorrow.’

‘If this child is missing then we need to allocate a lot more resource than we’ve got available. If I am to request that I need to be certain that there’s actually a missing child somewhere in the mix, otherwise I’m going to get my bollocks chewed off.’

I couldn’t really see a downside.

‘What is the alternative? You think she’s made a child up out of thin air?’

He shook his head. ‘No, but her ex-husbands over in Australia. Travels there quite a lot. Her mother’s off on a cruise. Apparently she spends a lot of time overseas as well. We can’t find anyone who’s close to her or her ex-husband to confirm what the status is with regards to custody, and there’s been a case in the courts saying that she’s a nutter, and she shouldn’t have any custody.’

‘Well, if it’s been through the courts…’

‘Her husband didn’t mention any daughter when the hospital rang him as next of kin saying his wife’s been brought in unconscious. Officers have gone through her home and say it looks like no one lives there, let alone a small child. If she is genuinely missing then we need to get onto it full-force straight away because the odds are already stacked against us, but for the time being we don’t know if we’re chasing a ghost or what.’

‘If I do go in there I’m there as her support. It’s confidential. I can’t pass information onto you just because it makes your job easier.’

‘I’m not asking for a full run-down on the conversation. I just want some sort of indication that she’s telling the truth and at the moment I can’t get it. There’s something off, and until I feel more confident I’m not happy about pulling officers out of genuine crime cases in order to pursue this.’

I stared at the details for another long moment.

‘Please Christine. You’re going there anyway. All I want is your professional opinion as to whether she’s genuine. After all, if she’s not you’re not going back either are you?’

‘Fine, but I don’t expect to hear about this in the future okay?’

‘Wouldn’t dream of it.’

‘Can I get a lift to the hospital then? My car’s on its last legs.’

He laughed and walked away shaking his head.

So glad I could do him a favour.

 

***

 

Ugh. Hospitals. The smell of illness and antiseptic. The pale green walls. The weird conglomeration of signs that lead you around the maze of corridors and lifts and then abandon you just as you seem to be getting close. All the sick people who look up with hope and expectation in their faces as you pass by. Ugh. Sick people.

I checked in with reception and was directed to ICU. After wandering for a while, then following a red line on the lino, I found the correct section.

‘Excuse me,’ a nurse called as I came through into the adjoining room. ‘Are you here for Rena Sutherland?’

I nodded.

‘Would you mind waiting in the friends and Whanau room for a moment. There’re just a few things we need to prepare before she can see you.’

Prepare what? It didn’t bear thinking about it, so I didn’t. Instead, I turned back and entered the room to the left. There were soft cushions on sofas, and a variety of magazines the hospital seemed to have gotten second hand from a dentist’s waiting room. I sat and picked up a reader’s digest. August 2006. How relevant.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and registered the blinking blue light with dismay. I hadn’t even heard it ring. There was a poster on the wall with a cross through a picture of a cell phone, but I ignored it for the time being. It seemed years since anyone had taken much trouble to enforce the ban.

Not tonight. Working late.

Great. Another day where I wouldn’t get to see the man I’d sworn in front of family and God that I would love forever. It was starting to seem more like we were flatmates than married.

I thought about texting him back, but I was too tired to think of anything witty, and I felt too disgruntled to say anything caring. What on earth did he mean he was working late anyway? Gary didn’t spend much time working even when he was meant to. Thanks to the Christchurch housing market, commissions just fell into his lap. Was he being sarcastic? Stuff him then. I’d have a nice meal by myself. And maybe a bottle of wine.

I stood up and paced the small room. My usual place of work was in people’s homes, in their lounges, in their conservatories, meeting them at their local whether that was a coffee shop or a bar. It had been a long time since I’d been in a hospital, and my memories of the places weren’t great.

Hopefully, she’d be mad, and this would be a one-stop shop. Or she’d be perfectly sane, and well on the mend, and the next visit would be at her nice little three bedroom Summerhill stone house. Or whatever she passed off as her home.

A doctor knocked on the door, and I opened it cautiously.

‘Hi,’ she said walking forward so that I fell back automatically. ‘I just wanted to have a quick chat before you see Ms Sutherland.’

‘I’m not family,’ I interjected. There were privacy laws that I didn’t want accidentally bowled over in a case of mistaken identity.

The doctor nodded her head. ‘Nevertheless if you want to see Ms Sutherland you’ll need to be aware of a few things. She’ll tire easily – she’s just been through an enormous trauma and her body still has a long way to go before recovering – so if she asks you to leave I need you to respect that.’

I nodded. ‘I’m here from victim support, so I’m not going to stay unless Rena wants me to stay. I won’t do anything that violates that arrangement.’

I should’ve had my fingers crossed behind my back on that one, although Erik was right. If Rena was “mistaken” about the whole thing then I wasn’t going to be supporting her through her imaginary ordeal, just as the police wouldn’t be following up on an imaginary missing person.

‘She also has a support nurse beside her at all times. That’s for her own safety to monitor her condition. If her nurse feels that you’re aggravating her situation then she’ll ask you to leave. I need you to follow that request also.’

‘I used to be a doctor myself,’ I replied. ‘I’m not going to do anything that puts her health in jeopardy.’

‘I said that I need you to follow that request also.’

Fine. If she was just going to ignore the sisterhood then I wouldn’t bother either.

‘Of course. I’ll follow any of your directions unless Rena asks me otherwise.’

‘Ms Emmett. Ms Sutherland is a seriously ill woman, and I’m sure we all only want what is best for her wellbeing. Even if she thinks it’s in her best interests for you to stay I need to have your agreement that you’ll follow the hospital staff instructions.’

Well, that was me told. I nodded wearily. This all seemed like too much trouble all of a sudden. I thought of Joanne and how I’d treated her this morning. There wasn’t much use in me continuing to offer support if I couldn’t provide it. Maybe it was time for me to seek another line of work.

‘Come on through then.’

I walked through into the room before ICU again. There were large signs on the walls and the doors announcing that I should wash my hands before entering. As I coated my hands with soap, I felt a pang of homesickness to the days of my residency. Back then the world had seemed so full of wonder and promise. Wide open with all of the choices that I could make. Every year since it had shrunk a little smaller. I scrubbed up in the sink and pulled a couple of paper towels to wipe my hands dry again. The connecting door was on a sensor so that I didn’t have to place my newly angelic flesh on anything before I was in the ICU proper.

There were six beds in the room, every single one of them full. With the attending nurse positioned at each bedside, and a small room with another head nurse stationed, it felt claustrophobically overcrowded. Machines were hooked up to every bedside with muted sounds marking progress or regress at low volume in deference to the unconscious or sleeping patients.

Rena made eye contact with me as soon as I walked through the door. As well as looking to be the only awake patient in the room, she was also half-propped up in bed but not due to her own mobility. Someone had raised the head of the bed so she was almost in a sitting position.

Bruises leaked colour out from their originating point to the corners of her face. Some overlapped on her cheeks. Bright purple. Grey-green. A line of blood red.

The side of her head was shaved, and a line of stitches marked the territory of a head injury. Beautiful long blond hair was pulled back from the opposite side. Rena may not even be aware of it at the moment, but I bet that would be heart-breaking to get used to. A sling held her left arm close to her chest, and the sheet lay in perfect outline for a metal cage that marked the full length of her left leg.

My information showed Rena’s age to be forty-one, but lying back against the pillows, even with worry lines biting into the soft curves of her skin, she didn’t look out of her twenties.

There didn’t look to be an inch of her that wouldn’t be screaming with pain, but the on-call morphine pump to her side showed that she had pain relief to spare. That, and the quick way her eyes tracked my movement were good signs for her cognitive abilities. The choice to endure pain over comfort for the sake of remaining sharp was a hard call. And not one that anyone would make voluntarily without reason.

‘Hi Rena? I’m Christine. I’m from Victim Support and I’m here to help you in any way you feel comfortable.’

I looked to shake her hand or touch her arm, make some sort of initial contact, but every part of her that my eyes fell on seemed to have some form of injury. I waved a greeting instead.

‘Are you happy for me to take a seat here with you?’

Rena started to nod, but then winced and held her head still. Vice-like still. ‘Yes,’ she replied instead.

There was a plastic chair that I dragged into position beside her bed. It was odd to sit to one side, my attention on her, while on the other side her dedicated nurse did the same. Not a place I could expect to get a full list of confessions, but privacy was only for the able-bodied after all. It doesn’t take long in a hospital to work that one out.

‘How are you coping?’

‘Have you talked to the police? Do you know what they’re doing?’

I shook my head, and then realised that Rena wouldn’t be able to see me from her angle. ‘No, I haven’t really spoken with them. They’re investigating. That’s all I know.’

‘She’s been gone for so long. I can’t believe that Ash didn’t tell anyone.’

‘Is that your husband?’

‘Ex-husband. Yes.’

Rena’s fingers tapped out a quick pattern on the bedspread. A complicated manoeuvre which involved all four fingers and thumb in rotation, and then in some more complex routine. I couldn’t follow the motions, but I knew that they were forming a repeated pattern the same way you can watch a performer on screen and know if they’re playing the piano or just pretending to while music is overlaid on the soundtrack.

‘How do you feel about your daughter’s disappearance?’

Rena snorted and winced again with the movement it involved.

‘I don’t feel very good Christine. I’m trapped in a bed and I can barely move and my daughter is missing and has been for days and I don’t feel good at all.’

‘Is it possible that Ash didn’t realise she was missing?’

Rena pushed her head further back into the pillows. ‘I don’t know where else he thought Chloe would be. I don’t really know anything. I’m just taking the hospital’s word for it that they even called him.’

Rena’s nurse frowned at the affront to her organisation’s truthfulness, but she visibly bit back a retort.

‘I’m sure that they’re telling the truth to the police. They’ll be able to check.’

Rena’s fingers tapped out the pattern once more. There was a pause for a few minutes, and then the pattern came again.

I looked at her closely, and then took a punt on my own assessment.

‘Rena, I don’t want you to take this the wrong way, and I’m not ascribing any judgement, but have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?’

Her fingers tapped out the pattern again, twice in quick succession, and then twice again after a short pause.

‘It depends on what you mean by a mental illness.’

‘I mean something that may result in you keeping your house unusually clean. Something that might mean you have compulsions that you need to carry out otherwise you feel you’re placing people around you in danger.’

I thought of what Erik had said about the officers going through her home. Looking at a room built for a child, but which it didn’t appear any child lived in. Too clean. Too neat. Too tidy.

‘I’ve been treated for depression before. Is that what you’re after?’

‘I’m not really after anything Rena. I’m sorry if I’ve made you feel uncomfortable. Please don’t answer me if you don’t feel it’s appropriate.’

The tension that had been building in the lay of Rena’s body started to leave again.

‘I don’t really know what help you people offer,’ she said. ‘I’ve never been in any sort of situation like this before.’

‘I can help you with anything that springs to mind. If you want me to sit with you and let you talk, then I’ll do that. If you want me to help you take care of some practical matters, I can do that too.’

‘And if I’ve been mentally ill then what?’

I sat back in the chair. ‘If you’ve been mentally ill then I’ll watch out for you, and I’ll sit here and listen if you need to talk, and if you want me to help you take care of some practical matters I can help with that.’

There was silence for a long time. At least there was silence from Rena. The rest of the room quietly hummed with low activity as before.

‘I don’t remember what happened before today. I remember that I was next to the car. I think I remember some sounds. But I can really only think of waking up here early this morning.’

‘That must be very frightening for you.’

‘It is. And then I couldn’t speak for ages. There was a tube down my throat. I thought I was choking.’

‘Was that for your breathing?’

‘Yes. For my breathing,’ she paused. ‘The first thing I asked when they took the tube out was where Chloe was. They didn’t know anything about her. That scared me more than anything ever has before.’

I stretched out and took the pattern tapping hand in mine, and stroked it gently. It was as bruised and misshapen as the rest of Rena, but if she could stand the pain of it tapping out a calming rhythm on the spread, then I figured it could stand up to being held. Her fingers jerked in surprise, and then relaxed.

‘I’ve been diagnosed with OCD. It gets pretty bad at times. It’s the main reason why Ash fought me for custody. At least I think it is. He doesn’t discuss anything with me anymore. He stopped well before he decided he wanted a divorce.’

I thought back to my text from Gary. I knew how that went.

‘I know I’ve been hit on the head. It hurts like hell. I know that I’ve got a mental illness and that both of these things make what I say suspect in the eyes of people around me. But I’m not lying about my daughter Christine,’ she stated as she met my eyes. Her hand squeezed mine. ‘Chloe was with me that day. She was in the back seat of the car. And if she wasn’t involved in the accident, and she wasn’t picked up by the ambulance or police staff, then she’s been missing for four days.’

She swallowed, and I could see her throat working against itself. She pulled her hand free from mine and started to tap again.

‘Four days. I’m not stupid Christine. I know that if my daughter has been missing for that long then she’s in deep trouble. Deep, deep, trouble.’

A monitor to Rena’s side started to beep a warning sound. I turned to it as the nurse leaned forward and reset it. The sound came again after a minute.

I knew what was coming before the hand landed on my shoulder.

‘I think it’s time for you to leave.’

 

***
“Please leave a message…”

‘Erik, it’s Christine here. I’ve spoken with Rena. She’s clear, competent, and her recall is on track.’ I paused for a moment as I tried to think how to convey the message in the right way. ‘You need to start throwing resources into this. That girl’s really missing.’

 

CHAPTER TWO

 

Terry’s Story

I had Jacob early, before I was ready maybe. I don’t mean I didn’t want him, and once I found out I was pregnant I didn’t even think of terminating the pregnancy. Not even once. But I was young, and I was stupid, and I did not know how to be a mother. Not at all.

When he was little, I was stressed all the time. I was stressed about whether I was doing everything wrong or not. I was stressed about having to think of my son all of the time whether I wanted to or not. I was stressed about how I was ever going to afford everything everyone seemed to think I needed to raise Jacob without him turning into a serial killer rapist monkey boy.

I took so much time and energy worrying about what I was doing wrong that I never really took the time to enjoy him. I didn’t enjoy him growing bigger and stronger. I didn’t enjoy any of his milestones. He was just there all the time, the source of all my worry and regret and the life I thought I was going to lead until he arrived. I don’t think I wrecked him, but I’m pretty sure I didn’t structure his life in the way a good parent is meant to.

Emma was my second chance. I planned her birth and worried when I didn’t conceive right away. I had money put aside so that I never had to worry about whether or not I should buy one thing over another; I could just buy both. I put her room together the way I had imagined my perfect room would be when I was a girl myself.

When she was born she was a good baby. Not fussy the way Jacob had been. She woke in the night, of course she did, but only once or twice and once I gave her a feed and a cuddle she would fall straight back to sleep.

Even Jacob loved her. I’d been worried that with the age difference he might resent her. I’d worried that after fourteen years of being an only child he would be out of sorts with the new arrival. But that didn’t happen. Jacob fell in love with his little sister as quickly as I did, and he was a wonder when it came to helping her out. He still wouldn’t lift a finger to help me, he was a teenager after all, but he would do anything I asked him if it helped out Emma.

He changed her; he comforted her; he fed her bottles that had been cautiously warmed to just the right temperature.

That was why I felt okay about going back to work part time. I would handover when Jacob got home from school, and he would take care of Emma for three nights each week while I acclimated back into the adult world.

Our little family functioned on in this manner for the next couple of years. Jacob grew facial hair and at least a foot taller. He started to attend university with immense enthusiasm, and Emma started school with immense trepidation, but otherwise we just pottered along.

And then on the fifteenth of March 2007 I came home after a short day’s work, and Emma wasn’t there. Jacob was, but he was unconscious on the bed and from the smell of him he hadn’t got to that state accidentally.

There were the police asking endless questions. There was the media attention and my daughter’s photo pasted across the front page of a lot of newspapers. She didn’t look anything like those photos. She was living, breathing, full of motion and life and energy. She would snuggle in next to me on a weekend morning and run the length of my hair through her pudgy wee hands and exclaim in admiration ‘Mummy. You’re so pretty.’

I thought that not knowing was the worst thing I could ever endure. Not knowing if she was in trouble or needing my help or in pain. I worried that she’d been taken by someone that would hurt her, then I worried that she’d been taken by someone who would love her and care for her and in a year or two she’d have forgotten I ever existed. Not knowing was killing me.

But it turned out that knowing was far worse. When I went to the hospital to identify my beautiful girl’s broken body – that was worse than not knowing. When I buried her in the cemetery and compared the size of the gravesite to the other freshly buried bodies – that was worse than not knowing. When I drank myself to sleep on the anniversary of her sixth birthday, and realised that I would likely be doing that until my life ended – that was worse than not knowing.

The police had found her body stuffed into an old recycling bin out the back of a sleep-out. My beautiful girl had been bent to fit as though she was just a piece of rubbish, something to dispose of.

The sleep-out belonged to a friend of Jacob’s. They’d been in the same class at school together since intermediate. They hung out often. Maybe not every week, but certainly every month. I’d said hello to him more times than I could remember. I’d come out to ask if they wanted a snack, or to ask if it was alright with his mother if he stayed for tea, or to check that they were okay in their sleeping bags when he stayed over and they wanted to pretend they were camping.

I’d done all those things, and he’d fed my son a small shot of bourbon that he’d stolen out of his dad’s stash of alcohol. A small shot laced with four Zopiclone tablets that had knocked my poor boy out like a light. The same tablets had been used to subdue my precious baby girl. He’d stolen them from his parent’s medicine cabinet because they were too stupid or preoccupied or just fucking uncaring to even notice if someone took drugs out of their cabinet. And why did they even have a prescription for them if they weren’t taking them? What kind of stupid were they?

He used them to subdue her while he carried out the sick fantasies that filled his head where good common decency should’ve been. And then he used too many on one occasion and she died and he still kept her in the sleep-out that he lived in like some kind of hobo while her body stiffened with rigor mortis, and then softened again. While her stomach started to protrude with gasses as the bacteria inside her started to feed unchallenged by any of her living functions. While her eyeballs deflated and her tongue turned black and her sweet girl smell turned into a stench of decay. And when he didn’t have any further use for her he put her body into a plastic green recycling bin. And knowing all of that was worse than not-knowing.

Martin Hinks. That was the name of the shitty sub-human pervert that stole Emma away from me. Stole Jacob too because it grew too hard to look at him after a few weeks. After all, he’d brought that man into our lives and he’d let him take away my baby girl when he was meant to be looking after her. And yes – I know that’s not fair, but knowing something’s unfair doesn’t stop it from happening. My psychologist keeps repeating how important it is to make Jacob know that it wasn’t his fault; that deviants can hide in any community group undetected because they’re not monsters it’s just the things that they do are monstrous. I should direct my anger and sorrow at the target who’s actually responsible for the pain that I feel. But there’s so much to go around. So much.

And no one thinks Mummy’s beautiful anymore.

Continued….

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