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A Mind Abducted

by Corinne Leigh Donovan

4.4 stars – 16 Reviews
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Josie, responsible beyond her age, is helpful around the house, takes good care of her younger sister, and always follows the rules.

This is not enough to prevent her from being abducted by a madman. Making it her mission to fight back, she gives everything she has to outsmart her abductor.

With the help of an unexpected ally, she learns how to keep herself alive long enough to come up with a plan. But, will the plan work?

Will she die at the hands of her captor? And if she survives, will she make it back to her family?

Recommended for 13+

And here, for your reading pleasure, is our free excerpt:

The crisp November wind chilled my fingertips as I tightened the oversized hoodie around my face. I held my tongue out to the sky, plucking the falling snowflakes from the cold, dense air as Mom put Em down for a nap.

There was no sound but the crunch of grass beneath my feet. Tomorrow is my 13th birthday, but I’m not expecting much. I know better. Mom and Eric have fallen on hard times. It’s one of those things kids don’t understand, or so I’m told.

I learned early on not to ask too many questions. The mail comprised of countless yellow and pink envelopes. That alone was enough to keep me quiet.

I moved on from the snowflakes, noticing the slick driveway before me. I coasted from one end to the other, grappling my arm around the light post, pivoting myself around and back again.

The ominous sky darkened, but it was not yet evening. In the dreary, cold darkness, I shivered. The wind whipped through the trees; the remaining leaves dove as if hiding from the fierce cold. I ducked into the porch to avoid the cutting chill.

A fire truck siren squealed in the distance as a car drove by, then another and another. After blowing warm breath onto my fingertips, I hopped off the porch and spun in circles with my head held back and arms outstretched, mouth open, taking in the cold snow. The peace I felt wouldn’t last long. I shuffled my feet, slip ‘n sliding across the driveway, forming tracks in the light, powdery snow.

The unmistakable sound of Eric’s Chevy rumbled from a distance. I picked up speed and slid across the driveway and back to the porch as he whipped over the curb, clipping the garbage cans before coming to a stop. Ducking into the shadows, I spied Eric’s angry demeanor as he slammed the Blazer door with force, failing to notice my presence. While he leaned over the car, he mumbled to himself as his thumb and middle finger massaged his temples.

I escaped into the house. Awaiting my punishment for tracking in the wet, sloshy snow, I cringed. Mom briefly looked up from drawing large red circles on the newspaper. Feeling invisible, I mentioned wanting tacos for dinner, almost hoping she’d notice my tracks so her focus would turn to me. She nodded as she drew her eyes back to the paper.

My lungs filled as I closed my eyes, willing myself to stay silent. Somehow, I knew that I should leave them in private. Em was still napping, so coloring seemed to be the best activity for the time being.

I colored, alone with my thoughts, hearing only Em’s rhythmic breathing and the creaking of the house; the wind punished the rattling windowpanes with its brute force.

The door slammed. A long dark line of Jazzberry Jam inspired color jutted beyond the edge of the page as I jumped at the noise of the heavy door. I heard the heavy boots hit the doorframe from being thrown in anger. Em stirred and I hushed her back to sleep.

With my ear pressed against my bedroom door, I held my breath. They began using words I’m not allowed to say. His voice raised an octave as Mom dissolved in tears.

She yelled, her voice shaking, yet firm, “You have to stop and think! Don’t you get it? We’re drowning here! It’s the third time in six months you’ve been under review!”

His maddening voice bellowed, “Angie, don’t you think I know that?” His clattering feet paced the kitchen. “I don’t see you making any changes! For just once, I wish you could be in my shoes. I am working my ass to the bone at the freighter for you and those kids!”

With a tone of regret, she answered, “You made me believe in you – made me believe this is what you wanted! Those kids are everything to me so if you’re out, then GET OUT!”

One moment later, I heard the door as Eric stormed out again.

I rushed to Em’s side as she continued to stir. I held her tight, not knowing if I was subduing her fears or my own. Through it all, I heard Mom’s muffled sobs.

 

***

Her shadow blocked the light at the base of my door. I pictured her hesitating, taking a deep breath with her hand on the doorknob. The door opened and red, swollen eyes peered in.

I asked with hesitation, “Did he get fired?”

“No, Josie, he just had a rough day.”

I knew that was a half-truth, but I didn’t press her.

Tears began to emerge. Unsure whether they were tears of relief, fear, or longing, I turned my back to her and allowed them to spill over my cheeks. I longed for things to be happy again. Eric had never been the most loving father figure, but things were okay. I was no longer angry with my dad for leaving, but secretly still awaited his return. I wanted to tell my mom that things would be different if Dad was here, but I remained silent.

“Come on, it’s time to set the table for dinner,” she said as she made her way to Em’s crib.

The savory smell of chicken potpie engulfed my room as I swung the door open. It wasn’t tacos, but it would do. Mom was trying to make everything seem normal, and chicken potpie was comforting, the best we could ask for when needing normalcy. Em reached out as Mom pulled her from the crib. I stood, waiting for Mom to say more. I looked at her as she turned from Em’s crib and headed for the door. I followed her, shuffling my feet as I made my way to the kitchen.

We sat down to dinner. Em was playing in her potpie as Mom and I stared ahead. I lifted the top layer of my potpie to allow steam to escape. I looked up to see the wavy image of my Mom beyond the hot steam’s path.

I broke the silence, “Mom?”

“Hmm,” she answered.

“If he didn’t get fired, why are you fighting?”

She looked at me with sad eyes and with her hand placed over mine said, “Josie, it’s something you’ll understand someday. He has troubles – grown-up troubles. There are things he does that you don’t understand yet. He is under a lot of pressure providing for our family.”

“Oh,” was all I could muster.

I had more questions. I remembered what I heard Mom say to Eric, You have to stop and think! I wondered to myself what Mom was talking about. Did he get in trouble? Did he get in a fight? What is going on?

Dinner ended in silence. After clearing the table, I went to my room to finish my homework when I heard the door open again. Eric was back. He had flowers, I’m sure. Daisies, was my guess, since that was Mom’s favorite. I quietly peeked my head around the door to see him standing at the door with his arms outstretched offering his version of, “I’m sorry.” Mom continued with the dishes, refusing to look at him. “Good,” I thought to myself before returning to my books.

Moments later, as he planted himself in front of the TV, with his chicken potpie, Mom returned to her paper. To avoid the thick tension, I gave Em a bath. Being unaware of what had transpired, she brought much-needed comic relief. As she popped each of the bubbles, I grinned. I pulled her hair into a mohawk, and before rinsing, I grabbed a mirror from under the sink and held it up for her to see. She clapped, splashing water with delight.

I pulled Em out of the bath, keeping her towel tightly wrapped so as not to drip on the floor. I knew that would be too much for Mom to handle. The straw that broke the camel’s back, as she’d say. As Em squirmed free, I realized she had no clean pajamas. I unearthed the pile of laundry sitting atop of the hamper. The sour aroma caused my stomach to revolt and my eyes to water. I wondered when the last time Mom had done laundry was. She was so busy picking up the pieces of Eric’s mistakes that she had forgotten daily chores. I re-entombed the stench, piling the laundry back on top of the hamper. I struggled to put a pull-up on Em’s bare bottom and suggested we read a story.

Em scribbled with crayons while I read the Peanuts book “Happiness Is” to her. This was Mom’s favorite book as a little girl. It had “Angie Hawthorne, Age 6, KLM 0065” written in the cover with a barrage of hearts and smiley faces adorning the page. I wondered what had happened to make her life veer so far from that carefree little girl of the past. I teared up as I read out loud “Happiness Is… a Warm Blanket.” I reached over for Em’s striped baby blanket and folded it warmly into her arms. She smiled and said, “Blankey!” before nuzzling into its soft fringe.

I cuddled her for just a moment and put her in bed. I buried my face in my pillow as the tears came, silently praying.

2

 

 

The morning sun streamed into the room as my alarm hollered, alerting me that six o’clock had arrived. As my eyes adjusted to the light, I squinted, wishing for just a few more minutes. I could hear Em playing in her crib, so I peeked my eyes open just a little bit. Her gaze landed on me and she giggled. I couldn’t help but smile.

I rose from my bed and stretched my arms to the ceiling before dropping to my knees and placing my hands on the bars of the crib. Em squealed with delight as I made funny faces at her through the bars.

Not wanting to draw attention to myself, I crept out the door. I saw my Mom and Eric eating breakfast holding hands across the table. I tentatively stepped forward.

Mom jumped up, “Josie! Happy Birthday, Baby!” She ran over to give me a hug and kiss. For a moment, I had forgotten it was my birthday.

Mom smiled and said, “Things are going to get better, Josie. I know we had a rough night last night, but Eric is really sorry. He loves us and wants us to be a family.”

Eric’s eyes pointed toward his plate of eggs. With his fork, he drew through the eggs, leaving trails of yolk behind.

“Ok,” was all I could think of to say.

Mom continued, “Eric is going to be getting some side-work and things will start looking up soon.”

Eric sat still, staring into his eggs. He wore a black jacket around his shoulders. Hunched over his plate, his black hair fell over his eyes and stubble adorned his jaw. I wondered why he didn’t say anything if he was so sorry, but said nothing.

Something about the way he was dressed and the dishonesty over his face made me feel on edge.

“Don’t you have something you’d like to say to Josie?”

“Happy Birthday, Kid,” he muttered as he grabbed his brown bag lunch and made his way out the door. His work boots were still lying on the floor as he stepped over them. Mom didn’t notice.

“Sissy!” Em exclaimed as I poked my head around the door in peek-a-boo fashion. She gleefully giggled as we played this game. Finally, knowing I had limited time, I jumped in and yelled, “Surprise!” She jumped up and down in her crib, barely able to contain her excitement. I untangled her from the many blankets and snuggled my face in her neck. I set her down and she toddled in to greet Mom.

While Mom made eggs for us, I gathered up my homework, making sure it was all completed. I tossed it in my backpack and threw on my clothes.

I scarfed down the overly runny eggs and gave Mom a thumbs-up. The grumble and growl of the bus barreling down the street behind my house caused me to throw down my fork and jump up, knowing it would be in front within a minute; I hurriedly brushed my teeth and scrambled out the door. I made it to the curb just as the bus rounded the corner.

I hopped on and bumped through the elbows and backpacks to find a seat next to Jessie. Upon dropping my backpack next to me, a nudge prompted me to look up at her. She nodded her head toward an older guy at the front of the bus.

“He’s the bus driver’s son. He’s kinda cute, huh?” She said without taking her eyes off him.

I quickly glanced at him, realizing he was older and replied with a slight smile. He was cute, but Jessie always went for older boys. The bus driver, Jeanie, had her eyes locked on him, as worry crept along her face.

“I wonder what he’s doing on the bus,” I said to Jessie.

“Shelly thinks he got kicked outta high school,” she whispered, “but she doesn’t know. She’s all talk.” Just then, Shelly interjected, “That’s what my mom’s friend said. That he was caught in the girl’s bathroom and they kicked him out.”

School isn’t too far from my house. Our town is small, with everything you need in one spot, but go 5 miles in any direction, and you’ll hit a highway, forest, or farmland.

At the last pickup, a classmate named Lacey hopped on the bus with headphones on, throwing out the hip-hop vibe. Her ponytail swung as she bounced down the aisle. The stranger on the bus eyed her as she moved.

Lacey liked attention and it was apparent she noticed the new face on the bus as well. She was the kind of girl all the boys like and all the girls want to be like with all the best clothes and newest trends. She doesn’t talk to me much. She’s never been mean to me, but she is friends with the popular girls. I realized as I stared at her, that I was jealous of her home, her family, her clothes, and the hip-hop spraying out of her headphones.

I was ripped from my daydream when the bus screeched to a halt, horns blared, and backpacks launched to the floor. I looked out the window as a white truck rolled ahead, ignoring its near miss.

 

3

 

 

The day went by slowly. I had a lot on my mind, wondering and worrying about Eric. Uneasiness crept into my activities that day. I was nominated to be hall monitor recently, which is really more a job in which you help the teachers than it is of monitoring anything. I was so distracted by things at home that I nearly plowed into the janitor, only it wasn’t our usual janitor.

“Uh, Sorry,” I said too embarrassed to look at him for more than a second.

“It’s okay, Babe” he said in a deep voice. He smelled like cigarettes.

Babe? I thought to myself, How Weird.

I continued without looking back. I delivered our lunch count to the office and returned to our classroom in time for math.

My mind was in a cloud for the rest of the day.

At lunch, I said to Jessie, “Mom and Eric were fighting again last night, but then today everything was weirdly perfect.”

“Don’t you hate when parents act like everything is fine? Like we’re stupid or something,” Jessie replied as she unwrapped her sandwich.

“No, it’s not like they were trying to keep something from me. The weird thing is that I think they both believed it. Like they know nothing is good, but putting on a smile and saying things are getting better will make them better.” I countered.

Just then, two boys came to our table and sat down. Jessie turned her attention to them. With a bat of her eyes and the flip of her hair, she was no longer interested in my problems.

I gathered my trash and said, “Well, I’ll see you later. Gotta get to class.”

 

***

I managed to keep the troubling thoughts to myself for the rest of the afternoon. After computer class, Mrs. Cambrio sent me to the office with schoolwork for a sick classmate. On my way there, I slipped and nearly fell before feeling a grip on my arm.

“Be more careful there,” a voice said. I took my arm from his grip and overwhelmed with embarrassment, picked up the books from the floor and walked into the office. I looked back. This janitor was younger than the other one we referred to as Smiley. He stood, still looking at me with his squared-off jaw, dark complexion, and spikey hair. Twice now, I had been in a daze and knocked into this guy. What was wrong with me?

I had just two minutes before the final bell would ring, and hurried back toward the classroom, stopping by my locker on the way.

As the final bell clanged in my ears, I gathered my books before being abruptly knocked off kilter. It was Lacey.

“I’m sorry, Josie!” It was weird hearing her say my name. We had never really talked to each other, but I smiled back and answered her saying, “Wanna sit together on the bus?” Immediately regretting my response, I was sure she would look at me as if I were a weirdo.

“Sure,” she said.

Really? I thought to myself.

I knew Jessie would be mad when she found out I had given up her seat next to me, but this was Lacey Stewart! I wanted to be one of the popular girls, or at least noticed by one of them.

Lacey and I walked together to the bus and found an open seat.

“What kind of music do you listen to?” she asked excitedly.

“Anything on Hot 97,” I answered, figuring it was a safe bet. I didn’t have a CD player of my own, though, much less an MP3 player, so I mostly listened to my mom’s music, which consisted of Journey and REO Speedwagon.

Her eyes lit up as she stretched the headphones over to my ears so I could hear, too. It’s brand new. My dad got it for me.”

“Cool.” I smiled. My head bobbing to Nickelback’s, Far Away, I closed my eyes and let the music fill my thoughts. When the song ended, I opened my eyes to see her looking at me with eager eyes. I took the headphones off and asked, “What?”

She giggled and said, “I asked you if you could come over today.”

“I can’t. It’s my birthday. I have plans with my family.” Fearful she would change her mind about me, I added a quick, “How about tomorrow?”

Her smile returned as she exclaimed, “Hey, it’s your golden birthday! November 13th. You were born in 1993, same as me, right? You turn 13?”

I answered with a smile and a nod.

The bus came to a stop and she jumped off with a bounce in her step. Turning back to find me looking out the window, she gave a signal with her pinkie pointing toward her mouth and her thumb toward her ear, as if to say, Call me. As I waved out the window, I caught a glimpse of a grey Blazer as it nearly backed into another car in the parking lot of Kramer’s Pharmacy. It looked like Eric’s truck, but it couldn’t be him because he wouldn’t be off work yet.

“That would have really broken that camel’s back,” I said under my breath.

Jessie took the spot where Lacey had been sitting. With her mouth drawn down, her eyes wordlessly asking why I hadn’t sat with her.

I shrugged and told her, “I’m here now,” with a smile. Jessie asked questions about Lacey during the rest of the bus ride. She was as interested in the life of Lacey Stewart as I was, though I could tell she was jealous that Lacey asked me over instead of her. Before arriving at my stop, Jessie wished me a happy birthday before getting off the bus. This made me feel even worse about not sitting with her. Having Lacey interested in talking to me, befriending me, was too tempting.

A few hours later, I was setting the table when I heard the key in the door. Mom welcomed Eric home with a kiss as he came through the door. He looked better than he had this morning. He was clean-shaven now; his hair combed back, though still too long, falling past his collar.

He was smiling and said, “Birthday Tacos? Was that your choice, kid?” I smiled and nodded.

“How about Kid’s choice out instead?” Although this changed seemed odd, I looked at my mom who was beaming. I smiled and got my coat while Mom scooped up the taco meat to save for later.

“Grab the van keys, Angie. A guy from work is borrowing the Blazer tonight,” Eric said, as he pulled his coat on and shuffled out the door. Em was toddling toward me, shoes in hand, asking to go bye-bye, too. I slapped on her shoes and threw a coat on her before zipping it up and closing the button tightly against her chin. I noticed Mom was wearing lipstick and mascara when she emerged from her bedroom ready to leave. I hadn’t seen Mom out of her over-sized shirt, pajama pants, and her hair pulled tightly in a ponytail for a long time. I actually believed there may be a change on the horizon.

We jumped in the van and after buckling Em in her pumpkin seat, we were on our way to Pizza King.

Over pizza, Eric told Mom that things were going to be different.

“Angie, we aren’t going to have to worry anymore. Things will get better. I’m back on at work, and there’s tons of overtime.”

Mom looked in my direction. With tears in my eyes, I gave a slight smile.

When we arrived at home, there were three packages wrapped in the weekend funnies on the coffee table. I was shocked to open two books and a sweater, believing I wouldn’t get anything this year. I knew Mom and Eric were struggling, so when our electricity was shut off last month, I prepared myself for a gift-less birthday.

“Wow, Mom, I didn’t expect this at all!” I ran to try the sweater on. It fit and was so comfy! I slid my hands up and down my arms feeling the plush turquoise yarn as it fluffed against my fingers.

“Josie, you look beautiful!” Mom said, “Do you like it? How does it fit?”

“I love it Mom, it’s perfect!” I said as I turned, modeling the sweater.

I blew out my birthday candles and remembered my plans for the following day.

“Hey Mom, can I go to a friend’s house after school tomorrow?”

“I don’t see why not, Jo.” Mom shorted my name to Jo from Josie or Josephine when she was in her best moods. “Who is it? Do I know her? Will her parents be home?” She questioned in triplicate.

“I’m sure they will be, Mom,” I answered, adding, “It’s a girl named Lacey in my class. She lives a few miles away by car, but it’s not really that far if you cut through the neighborhoods. She even rides my bus.”

“Is she in the Buzz Book? I’ll call her mom to confirm,” she added.

“Ok, I’m sure she’s in there – last name Stewart,” I said while pulling out the Buzz Book. I opened it to “S” and handed it to my mom.

I took my plate to the sink and skipped to my room to plan my outfit for the next day. I picked out my best jeans, setting my new turquoise sweater on top.

I looked over the clothes as they lay across my floor, beaming.

“Josie….” Mom called from the living room.

“Yeah,” I answered, as I turned the corner approaching the hallway.

Mom was sitting on the couch writing on a sheet of paper. “I was able to reach Lacey’s parents. They said you were welcome to come over after school. I wrote a note to let the office and bus driver know you’ll be getting off at Lacey’s stop tomorrow afternoon.” She said while handing me the folded slip of paper.

I reached down to retrieve the note, slipping it into my backpack slumped against the nearby wall. As I started back toward my room, I heard her say, “Wait, one more thing.” I turned on my heels and looked at her, my face inquisitively awaiting her reply.

She smiled as she placed her hands on her lap, poised to rise. Looking up me, she stood and said, “There’s something out here, too,” as she walked toward the garage.

I slowly walked toward the garage door. “What is it?” I inquired with a hand on the doorknob. I turned the knob, curious as to what I would find. Sitting in the garage was a blue 10-speed bike. I ran my fingers over the blue paint, stunned by the turn of events. I had hoped for a new bike for the last two Christmases. I mounted the seat, placing my right foot on the pedal and resting my palms on the handlebars.

“Smile!” prompted Mom, as I sat, stunned, on my new 10-speed. I looked up and smiled, allowing the grin to spread across my face, capturing the excitement of the moment forever as she clicked away on the camera.

“It’s from Eric,” Mom said. He got a bonus and decided it was time to get you a new bike!”

“Thanks!” I exclaimed. He barely looked at me, but said, “Sure thing, Kid,” with a smile creeping on his face.

“Can I ride it for a few minutes?” I begged.

“I don’t know… It’s pretty dark,” Mom answered.

Noting my anticipation, she looked up in thought. Chewing on the inside of her cheek, she paused a moment before relenting saying, “Just a few minutes.”

I nudged the kickstand up and sped out of the garage toward the road. As I descended the hill, I felt the sensation of butterfly wings kissing my cheeks. Even in the cold air, I felt warm. I felt free as the wind carried with it my flowing hair. I heard Mom yell, “Don’t go far!” as I pedaled my way past the nearest cross street.

 Continued….

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Josie, responsible beyond her age, is helpful around the house, takes good care of her younger sister, and always follows the rules.

This is not enough to prevent her from being abducted by a madman. Making it her mission to fight back, she gives everything she has to outsmart her abductor.

With the help of an unexpected ally, she learns how to keep herself alive long enough to come up with a plan. But, will the plan work?

Will she die at the hands of her captor? And if she survives, will she make it back to her family?

Recommended for 13+

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10 years ago, I started writing. I was pregnant with my daughter. Writing about things was somewhat of a hobby and this particular subject was a way to deal with the fear of bringing a helpless, innocent child into this world. Coincidentally, Shawn Hornbeck was abducted ten days before my daughter was born, which kicked off this form of expression on such a topic as this. A therapeutic hobby, if you will. I began writing as if I were the character. I began jotting down thoughts about her before even developing the story… How would she feel? What were her thoughts? How aware was she of the world around her…the goings-on around her? What would she do to fight and become freed? How would her family feel? What would they be dealing with (police, media, family, friends, etc)? These, and many other questions popped in my head as I began to contemplate the situation and the premise of A Mind Abducted was born.
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Mojave Desert – October 2012

 
Flying a helicopter requires a clear mind, concentration, balance and a delicate touch.

Flying a helicopter you are unfamiliar with, in the dark, with two nasty bullet wounds in a body that has not slept in thirty hours, is an exercise in surreal survival. I had ten hours flight time in this model MD 902 Explorer, so it wasn’t total guesswork.

I made sure Julie was strapped in tightly and flipped on the switches. There wouldn’t be enough time to sit and let the engines warm up completely. We needed to get airborne before the local police showed up. In the distance beyond the factory building, where the car exploded in the arroyo, a pall of smoke billowed into the moon lit night sky.

Once I got the machine off the ground, stabilised and then flying on the heading Danny had given me, I asked Julie to call him and write down the co-ordinates of the destination, then talked her through entering the figures into the GPS navigation system while I concentrated on the instruments. All I had to do was make sure I didn’t hit anything flying at an altitude of fifty feet across the desert, following the route on the EFIS from Mojave to Desert Rock airstrip, wherever the hell that was in the vast expanse of the Nevada desert.

As we flew, the rising sun glimmered just below the horizon to our left. Dark sky turning light blue just before the sun appeared as an orange-white ball throwing shadows across the desert. The distant terrain rose in craggy rock mountains, rising ever higher to about five thousand feet, and I had to fly the aircraft through the narrow gorges maintaining the pretence of a special operations training flight at ultra-low level.

“Can you see if there are any sunglasses in the side pocket,” I asked Julie, feeling my left arm begin to stiffen.

“Here you go.” Her voice sounded strangely distorted in my headphones. Or perhaps it was just my mind beginning to shut down as my body leaked valuable blood onto the seat from the wound in my side.

“Thanks.” I tightened the lock on the collective and flexed my left arm, ignoring the pain, just trying to get some feeling back into it. Estimated flight time was just under an hour and a half, and I wasn’t confident of being able to last that long.

“I’m sorry I got you into this,” I said stupidly, as if what I said would make any difference.

“I could have said no.”

“But you didn’t.”

“Nope. Don’t ask me why, but I didn’t.”

“Did you get the bug into the computer before they ambushed us?”

“I did.”

“Well at least one of us accomplished something today. How’s your head?”

“Hurts like hell. How’s your…?” she paused looking across at me. “Everything?” She laughed. A desperate sound hurled against a bleak outlook.

We hurt more than either of us could describe.

We didn’t know what the future held for us, but we laughed anyway as the sun rose across the desert, and I banked the helicopter into the first of the rising mountain ravines.

After an hour throwing the helicopter through the narrow canyons and rocky gorges, I could feel my strength and concentration ebbing slowly away. But that seemed inconsequential in the surreal experience that was the excuse for reality.

Julie massaged her temples, and when she spoke her speech was slow and slurred. I knew she was concussed and slipping into shock.

By ‘red-lining’ the helicopters engines I could force more speed, but as the sun came up the temperature would rise, and everything could go very wrong very quickly.

But there was no choice.

I inched up the collective, dropped the nose and advanced the throttle a touch, watching the gauges creep toward the danger zone.

Waves of nausea blurred my vision, so I used the only tool I had to sharpen my mind.

Pain.

By wriggling in the seat I could press against the wound in my lower abdomen, not too much, but enough pain to sting my sagging consciousness into wakeful concentration. Now was not the time to sink into peaceful, blissful oblivion. I had a precious cargo to deliver, a woman I loved more than my own life.

At any other time, flying low level through the desert canyons as the sun rose above the horizon, would have been an extraordinary experience. One of those almost vivid adventures that stays in the memory forever. But I wanted this experience to be over as soon as possible.

Every part of my body and soul willed the airstrip into view.

Flying is a slow inevitability.

You know you’re going to get there, and yet the more desperate you are to arrive, the more time drags.

Another rising ridge after fifteen minutes of undulating desert, and the sweat dripped down my face, arms and back, seeping into the wounds and causing more pain as my body salts stung raw flesh. I glanced quickly at Julie who sagged forward against the seat harness, semi-conscious, head flopping as the helicopter rose, fell, and banked through the ravines. I just wanted to take her in my arms, hold her and tell her everything was going to be fine, but now was not the time to drift into sentimentality, there was still the task of getting this machine on the ground.

The gauges swam in front of my eyes as I struggled to pick out the speed dial. That and the vertical speed indicator were my guides as we crested the ridge and Desert Rock airstrip lay in front of us just beyond a dry lake bed.

Was it a lakebed or a mirage?

I dropped the collective and pulled back slowly on the cyclic, slowing the aircraft down, establishing an approach to the runway. The speed bled off and I nosed down a little to keep the aircraft’s forward speed at forty knots, but my eyes refused to focus properly, and darkness appeared at the corners of my vision as if I was looking through a telescope at an image that kept getting smaller. No matter what my mind was telling my body it wasn’t responding, running out of blood and slowly shutting down.

But not before I got this machine on the ground.

Only a few more feet.

Maybe twenty-five, maybe thirty-five, maybe….

I didn’t know anymore.

Then I saw the FIM-92 Stinger ground-to-air missile spearing up toward us from a far ridge.

My reactions were slow and for a fatal moment I watched the white smoky trail from the rocket motor arc its way through the sky. I pulled on the collective and kicked the anti-torque pedals to port, almost escaping the oncoming death, but the rocket slammed into the tail boom.

The earth spun in a lazy arc as the helicopter arched over backwards at fifty feet above the rocky desert as I lost control, spiralling to the ground, pieces flying in all directions, the only section remaining relatively intact being the forward cockpit, saved because the main rotor head deflected the impact.

There was no pain, just a smashing, grinding, splintering sound. I felt a violent lurch as my head slammed into the side door, then silence. Almost lying on top of me, held by her seat harness, Julie stared into my eyes, blood dripping from her nose and ears, trying to speak.

“Julie,” I gasped trying to reach up and touch her face, but my arm wouldn’t move.

Car engine noises.

Voices.

I was struggling with consciousness.

With reality.

Where was I? What had happened? I didn’t know.

Images from the past flashed through my mind.

My father’s dead face.

Julie naked on the catamaran.

Julie. My Julie.

Then nothing.

 

 


TWO

 


Belfast – Six Weeks Earlier

It was an odd experience to look down on the dead face of the man who had once been my father. Not that I was unfamiliar with seeing dead bodies, I’d seen too many in my previous job, it’s just that I never expected I would be staring at him.

A single shot to the forehead had killed him instantly. The hole small and dark, not marring the rugged good looks of the man, but I knew that the back of his head would be non-existent. A round fired at close range from a powerful modern 9mm semi-automatic doesn’t leave much behind. I felt neither revulsion nor sorrow, somehow those emotions didn’t seem to fit with the sterile scrubbed surroundings, and perhaps he would have smiled and approved of my stoicism, or maybe just shaken his head and wondered what had happened to me over the years we hadn’t spoken. I knew the lack of emotion I felt meant I had not lost my edge, that I was still a soldier with all the instincts that had been honed in combat. But this wasn’t combat. This was murder.

“If you would please sign for these, sir.” The white-coated official stood with my father’s belongings in an incongruously cheap plastic bag. I duly signed. The formalities over, it wasn’t long before I was loading the body bag into my Cessna Citation Mustang 510 jet at Aldergrove Airport. An undertaker had been instructed to meet me at Norwich airport with an appropriate coffin, and until we landed it was just myself and the black rubberised bag lying on the cabin floor. Yet another reminder of my past, and images of dead soldiers insinuated themselves into my thoughts.

As the jet burst through the top of the clouds into bright sunlight, climbing to a cruising altitude of 31,000ft, my mind drifted back to what I thought was an ideal life in paradise.

 

Lying in the cabin on my catamaran, a lone fifty-seven foot Fountaine Pajot anchored in the crystal clear blue waters off the north western tip of the Mediterranean island of Gozo, waking from a disturbed sleep with one of those unsettling disconnected thoughts that the shit was going to hit the fan in a big way, was not the best way to start the day.

You know the feeling, that odd clawing at the pit of your stomach. A slight headache even though you’d stayed off the booze the night before. I hadn’t slept well, but that was nothing new, and it wasn’t the reason I felt like crap. What disturbed me was that the odd, undefined, premonition had no logical reason to be in my head.

Cold water and the sight of Julie standing naked on the aft deck washed away the uncomfortable feeling that crowded across my mind. She showered with fresh water from the transom faucet, head back eyes closed, then stood letting the sun dry her bronzed skin as the water ran in rivulets between her perfect breasts.

“I can feel you staring, Thomas,” she laughed and squeezed the water from her long blonde hair, her light New England accent drifting gently on the slight breeze.

“Can’t think of a better way to wake up,” I said, as the last images of the bloodied bodies of my colleagues faded from my ongoing nightmare. Eighteen months and it still seemed like yesterday. “Coffee?”

“Juice please. Pineapple and orange.”

I took the jug of freshly prepared juice from the fridge, and popped an ice cube into a tall glass as the coffee percolator started bubbling on the stove.

“You had another nightmare last night. Scared the hell out of me,” her voice drifted through from the cockpit. “Thrashing about and shouting.”

“Really? I don’t remember.” I did but there was no sense in talking about it. I carried a mug of coffee and the juice into the cockpit.

“Thanks.” She took the glass and drank a third quickly, and tossed her head back savouring the morning. “I’d like to go to the festival in the village tonight. Maybe we can eat at Lorenzo’s.”

“Sounds good.”

“And before that I thought we might take the horses out for a trot, have lunch at Godwin’s cafe…” she paused and reached her hand to my face, smiling wickedly, “…and then make love in our favourite grotto.”

“Got it all worked out, don’t you?”

“Of course.”

I slid from her grasp before she started something I couldn’t stop, and fled to the safety of the galley to prepare breakfast.

“Coward,” she shouted happily, wrapped a powder blue sarong around her slim tanned body, stretched out on the starboard cockpit settee, and sipped her juice.

“Want some melon with prosciutto?” I said, preparing two plates in anticipation. I leaned over and turned on the stereo, already tuned into the BBC World Service. It was my morning fix, that and the coffee.

“Yes please.”

“….and now at the top of the hour, the news headlines from the BBC World Service read by Jonathan Davis.” The familiar music played for a moment or two before the newscaster began talking, and for a few minutes I forgot about my self-imposed, albeit luxurious, exile.

“On his recent trip to the United States, the leader of the new British National Independent Party, Nicholas Hansard, said in an interview with The Wall Street Journal, that the Governments of both countries ‘have skewered National Defence’ with their failure to increase military spending, and left the door open for increased terrorist activity….”

‘Yet another extremist group leaping to the forefront. Left wing, right wing, they’re all the same,’ I thought cynically wondering why I listened to the news at all, but the BBC World Service was a comforting connection with home.

“Republican Tea Party leader, Wesley Bradford, welcomed his remarks. The recent elections in Israel have seen the Prime Minister and the Likud Party retain control but with a much reduced majority, and the extreme Zionist Ysrael Party led by American born software billionaire Elias Stevens claimed eleven seats in the Knesset….”

“Great. More Middle East problems,” I said, aloud this time, thinking of my friends and former colleagues who were still serving in Afghanistan.

“I can hear you muttering, Thomas,” Julie called from the aft sun-bed.

“Just bringing your breakfast, milady,” I answered in a mock English butler accent, walking through to the cockpit.

“…Sir Ivan Gunn, the billionaire chief of Gunn Group Industries, has been kidnapped in Belfast. Details are not available and a spokesman for the PSNI (Police Service of Northern Ireland) has stated that no ransom demands have yet been received. Sir Ivan, a leading and-influential industrialist…”

I didn’t hear the rest; just felt a numbing sensation between my ears and let the plates crash to the deck.

 

 

To me funerals are a morbid display of egoistic emotion, but that’s probably my own denial having had to attend too many of them. The experience was uncomfortable, and I was glad to be back in the car headed home. My stepmother Mary had recovered somewhat from the initial shock but tired easily. She lay back in the soft deep leather seat with her eyes closed. Heavily applied make-up did little to hide the lines around her eyes, and when she spoke her voice was thin, brittle.

“You are the head of Gunn Group Industries now Thomas. Control of the company should remain in the family. I know you don’t like the idea, but you are just going to have to get used to it.”

“This is not the time to discuss it, Mary.”

“This is the right time.” Her eyes became bright, burning, feverish. “You are going to do it. Tell me you’ll do it. Tell me now.”

“Let me think about it.”

“No. There is no discussion. No debate. You will do it just as your father wanted. What you or I want is immaterial. You’ll do it because it is the right thing to do.” Her voice rose to a shout, loud enough for Henderson to glance in the rear view mirror.

Julie sat quietly listening to the exchange. “Mary’s right. It is the Gunn family company and you are the only one left.” Her remark surprised me and I looked angrily at her. I knew they were both right, but I just didn’t want the job. I wanted to go back to Gozo and resume my life with Julie. Laze around in the sun, make love, and forget everything. For years I had lived off the family fortune without contributing anything. Now it was time to assume responsibility and I felt the shackles closing around me.

“OK, I’ll do it,” I said gently, thinking that at least being on the inside I’d have a better chance of discovering why my father had been murdered.

Mary visibly relaxed and closed her eyes again.

The wake that followed the funeral was like a subdued cocktail party. Everyone making meaningless small talk, knocking back as much free booze as possible and pretending all was right with the world. However, it did give me a chance to corner Adrian Newell and tell him the news.

“Don’t worry, Thomas, you will pick up the reins in no time.” Sarcasm rested easily with Adrian Newell. “If you need to know anything just ask. Your father left a lot of the running of the business in my hands. He didn’t like to meddle too much in the mundane day-to-day dealings.” I could see what he was angling for. If he could keep me under tight control and out of the running of things, then he would be the man in charge. I must say the idea did have its attractions, a thought he must have known had obviously crossed my mind otherwise he would not have been so open in his suggestion.

“I do plan to find out all there is to know about the way the Group operates, Adrian,” I said watching the CEO of my father’s company’s eyes carefully. I didn’t like him and I didn’t trust him. “What was my father doing in Northern Ireland?” I was expecting a reaction, but not quite as dramatic as he visibly turned pale and I thought his eyes would pop into his champagne glass. “Is anything wrong, Adrian?” I asked.

He coughed and made little choking noises. “N… n… no. It’s OK. I just swallowed a large mouthful of champagne. It went the wrong way.” He coughed again and recovered his composure. Adrian seemed to have developed a nervous tick at the corner of his right eye. “It’s a new project. A proposed micro-electronics factory to be constructed just outside Belfast. It was your father’s own personal project. I’m afraid I don’t know much about it.” His composure returned and before I could question him further, he excused himself and mingled with the other guests. I let him go as this seemed hardly the time or place to pursue him with the ferocity I felt.

“Adrian seemed to be in a hurry to escape from you.” The voice of Hamish McDougall came from behind and I turned to see his friendly face smiling at me. He had been my father’s closest friend since before I was born. An MP and Minister of State for Trade and Investment, he seemed to drift through life, tidying up other people’s problems quietly and efficiently. He would never be Prime Minister, he just didn’t have the flair, but then again he was quite happy looking after his constituents and carrying out a worthwhile job in the Government.

“Yes. I seem to have struck a nerve, though why I don’t know.” I took a sip of champagne. “Presumably you’ve heard that I’m taking over as head of the Group?” He nodded and patted me on the arm.

“Yes, I’m glad. It’s about time you came out of yourself. You’ve been ducking and weaving for too long.” I tensed ready to let my anger rise again, when I caught his eyes. They were laughing at me. “You have to learn to control that quick temper of yours, too. It just might get you into trouble and there is no room for histrionics in the Board Room.” He was right, of course. The shock of grey hair, laughing eyes and relaxed attitude of the man always defused any situation.

“Listen, if you need someone to talk to, just give me a call. Mary has my number.” At that moment Julie came over and told me that Mary had gone to rest. Hamish excused himself and we were alone.

“How is she?” I asked.

“Just tired. She’s more relaxed than she has been for a long time, probably relived that you’ve taken the job. Doesn’t like Americans much does she?”

“I’m sure she’ll make an exception in your case. And she already has in my case.”

“How so?”

“I have dual nationality, my mother was American, born in Santa Barbara California.”

“I knew that. Well your step mother is relying on you to pull the family together.” She hesitated and then, with a touch of mockery, added. “She also wants to see you married and have an heir.” She looked at me with a sideways grin, gauging my reaction to the comment.

“No way. Not yet. I like the practice we are getting, but I don’t think I’m ready for children.”

“That’s what I told her. Well, not in so many words, but close enough.” We both laughed, awkwardly. Julie had changed over the past few days.

 

 

When I first saw her, she was a dream vision floating through the evening twilight and soft streetlights. A sophisticated poised and confident beauty that most men hungered after and very few had the balls to approach. Her grey/green eyes and direct look I knew could freeze any unwanted attention without her having to utter a word, and I was immediately fascinated. I was sure I had seen her on the cover of Vogue, or Elle magazine and continued to watch her easily brush off the young rich ‘bar-flies’ that frequented Café Carlo.

Perhaps it was the scar that looped across my forehead where the shrapnel had carved my flesh open and cracked my skull that caught her eye, or that I sat quietly watching her, frankly admiring her beauty, amused by the murmur of excitement that ran through the restaurant in Capri.

She turned and saw me, smiled, and walked over, much to the dismay of would-be suitors who were left standing at the bar with their mouths open.

“Carlo tells me that the Fountaine Pajot Sanya 57, is yours.” Her New England accent surprised me as I had assumed her to be European.

“It is.” I stood and indicated a seat for her to sit down, which she did with the elegance and assurance of a Royal Princess. “My name is….”

“Thomas Gunn,” she interrupted easily, smiling. “I do my research, something my father taught me was very important.”

“Then I am at a disadvantage, Miss….”

“Sutton. Julie Sutton.”

“And your interest in the yacht?”

“Purely selfish. I was looking for a private charter for a week or two and Carlo said you were available.”

“Carlo said that did he?”

“He did.”

“And how much did you pay Carlo to ensure I was available.”

She laughed quickly, a musical sound and mischief in her eyes. “A lot. Too much. Money is not the issue, my privacy is. And I like adventure. You seem to fit the description.”

“I wondered why I suddenly had no business this week.”

“You are available then? As I said I will cover whatever you lost on your previous charter.”

“If you have done your research then you know money has no interest for me. I’m sure Carlo told you that too.”

“He did. But I like to pay my way.”

“Privacy does have a price.”

“I see we think alike.”

We fell in love on the second day and sailed to Gozo, where we stayed, anchored in a solitary bay for six months. Julie refused all work, much to her agent’s frustration, and I had little to do anyway during my extended convalescence, until the real world crashed our paradise.

 

 

Julie squeezed my arm, snapping me back to the present and my duty as host as some of our guests were leaving.

With most of the people gone, I cornered Adrian again and told him that I would be down at Head Office some time during the week to make a start on learning the business.

“I want to know everything about this micro-electronics factory in Belfast before any more decisions are made,” I told him firmly.

“But there are still some negotiations to be completed, and other formalities. I really think they ought to be dealt with now, not later,” he said in a tone that implied I should let those who know about these things get on with it.

“No. Under the circumstances I’m not rushing us into any decisions.” I took vicarious pleasure watching him squirm.

“If you insist,” he said stiffly and walked out to his waiting car.

“You seem to have ruffled his feathers a bit,” said Julie, standing beside me. “Something tells me you are not going to have an easy time with him.”

“I don’t trust him.”

“Is that why you’re goading him? Or do I detect a spark of interest in the Group?” She was laughing at me again.

“I want to know why my father was murdered, and my gut tells me it has something to do with this new project in Northern Ireland.”

I knew that the Gunn Group was complicated. It controlled many companies in the fields of electronics, engineering and chemicals. The assets were enormous and profits almost equal to the largest of multi-nationals. No mean feat for a privately owned business. Obviously with the amounts of money involved, there must be very tight controls on security, especially as the areas of micro-electronics and chemicals were high risk and the competition cut throat. I could understand Adrian’s reluctance to talk business at the wake, but still there was this nagging doubt in my mind.

“I think I’ll have a talk with Mary. Perhaps she can shed some light on the matter.”

Julie shook her head. “Don’t disturb her just yet. It is the first real rest she’s had. How about taking me for a walk around the grounds instead?”

“You’re right and they’re quite beautiful at this time of year.”

We passed the rest of the afternoon wandering the grounds talking. It was the first time since we arrived that we had been alone for any length of time and now that the funeral was over we could look forward to happier times ahead.

I led Julie around to the nondescript barn set aside from the main Hall. The only thing that could give away the fact that the barn was an aircraft hangar was the small round concrete helipad thirty metres from the hangar building.

Julie looked at me askance. “A helicopter?”

“Wealth does have its perks.”

“A private jet and a helicopter?”

“Well actually the Gunn Group has two helicopters and two more private jets.”

“Of course it does,” she said sarcastically.

The electric hangar doors slid open at the touch of the ‘app’ on my iPhone and revealed the interior of the barn, aside from the helicopter, there was a small yet comprehensively equipped workshop and maintenance area, and outside a five hundred gallon tank of Jet fuel. Julie watched as I wheeled the aircraft out of the hangar onto the pad, disconnected the ground handling wheels, stowed them back in the hangar and checked the fuel. My father always kept the helicopter fully fuelled and ready to go at any time. It made trips to London easy and quick.

It had been a while since I flew the Eurocopter, demanding a different set of skills to the fixed wing Cessna Mustang. This one was equipped with a full EFIS (Electronic Flight Information System) digital ‘glass’ cockpit, so I could fly ‘blind’ from Norwich to the London Heliport in Battersea on the river Thames only eight miles from the Gunn Group offices. This particular aircraft had been configured for right seat flying. I liked it better than flying from the left seat, as I could lock off the collective and use my left hand for changing radio frequencies and other instruments.

“When was the last time you flew this?”

“About two years ago. We’ll take it tomorrow, I need to make an appearance at the office.”

“You’ll take it, I have my own business to run and that means mollifying my agent and getting some work.”

“Where’s your sense of adventure?”

“You get some practice in then we’ll talk about my sense of adventure.”

Mary reappeared for dinner. The rest had done her good.

Some of the old bounce was back in her walk and conversation. I didn’t want to spoil the atmosphere so suppressed my desire to bombard her with questions. There would be plenty of time after the meal.

She had been through a lot in the last eighteen months, having just recovered from a serious car crash the previous year in which two of her closest friends had been killed. After a long period in hospital and private nursing home she had pulled through.

“Mary, there are some things that have been worrying me about Dad,” I said, as tactfully as possible. She sipped the brandy delicately. “I keep wondering about this Northern Ireland deal. This afternoon I tried to talk to Adrian about it, but he brushed me off, virtually saying it was none of my business.” I paused, waiting for a reply. There was none. “Well, don’t you think it is more than just a coincidence?”

She placed her brandy glass carefully on the side table and shook her head. “The police came to the conclusion that it was probably a case of mistaken identity. If there is anything they will find it Thomas.” She smiled. “You concentrate on learning the business. Leave the investigating to the experts.”

“I need to know what the Northern Ireland deal is all about. Adrian just said it was one of Dad’s personal projects. If I’m going to learn about the company then it seems to me to be a good place to start. Did he say anything to you about it?”

“No, of course not. You know what your father was like about business. No work at home. All business was to stay where it belonged, at the office. Perhaps Adrian was just honouring your father’s memory by not discussing it here. I’m sure he will tell you all about it when you go in to work.” She drew a weary hand across her face. “I must go to bed, Thomas. I’m not really as together as I look.”

“Of course.” I helped her up and watched as she walked slowly across the room. “Are there any papers that Dad would have left in the house? Presumably, if he was handling the deal on his own he would have something here.” I felt I needed to press her on the subject. It was so strange that nobody seemed to know much about it at all. I know that the old man liked to keep business away from his private life as much as possible, but I also know that there were times when he brought very important documents home. Particularly those pertaining to projects in which he was personally involved.

“Please, Thomas. Enough. I never pried into his business affairs at all. Perhaps if I had I could have been a better wife to him. Now please, we can talk again tomorrow, but there is nothing much I can tell you.” She stopped at the door, turned and looked at me carefully as if trying to tell me something by telepathy. “I want you to do a good job now that you’re in charge,” she said, tipped her head on one side as if asking a silent question, then turned and left the room.

Still feeling very much in the dark, I went to my flat in what used to be the old servants quarters. It was private in a separate wing of the Hall and had it’s own entrance through the kitchen. Julie poured us two glasses of Pusser’s rum, a silent reminder of the catamaran and sunshine, and we sat in front of the large window looking out over the peaceful moonlit countryside.

“I know what you’re thinking, Thomas. And I know you want answers. But you’re not going to get them tonight.” She leaned across and nibbled on my ear, then got up and slowly took off her dress. Beneath it she was naked. She turned and headed for the bedroom

Well at least in this upside down world there were some things that had not changed. I downed the rum, picked up the discarded dress and followed her.

 

 

 

THREE

 

 

London – September 2012

 

 

The offices of Gunn Group Industries were not in Central London, as people would expect. They were situated in a tall building in Twickenham. Close enough to the hub of things, but far enough on the outskirts of the City to be easy to get to from the country. The building was called Gunn House and was, appropriately, built by a subsidiary company, Langhorne Construction Limited. It was an eyesore, as are most buildings of this type. I was still contemplating the follies of modern architecture as the lift carried me to the top floor, home of the offices of the Board of Directors.

The collar and tie felt uncomfortable and the suit as if it was four sizes too big. Julie had assured me it wasn’t, and Mary also made the correct noises. I was not convinced. The lift bumped to a stop, jerking me out of my daydream and the doors hissed open to reveal the reception area.

Directly opposite the lift was a desk at which sat a beautifully dressed and perfectly made-up young lady who looked up coolly as I walked towards her.

“May I help you, sir?” The standard question used a thousand times a day in a million offices.

“Mr Gunn,” I said.

“I’m sorry, sir, but Mr Gunn is not in.”

“I am Mr Gunn. Mr Thomas Gunn, the new Chairman.”

The girl looked at me blankly until she suddenly grasped what I had said.

“I’m sorry, sir. We aren’t expecting you. Mr Newell didn’t warn me at all.” I held up my hand to stop the flow. A young-looking thirty, with long fair hair, I didn’t look the part of a city tycoon.

“Would you just point me in the right direction for my office and tell Mr Newell I’m here. I’ll see him in ten minutes.” I hoped that sounded as a chairman should and having received her directions, she headed off for the office.

The old man really did believe in the Chairman having an office worthy of the position. It was huge. A thick carpet covered centre of the expanse of wooden floor; mahogany desk in front of the window, and table with settee and easy chairs for entertaining associates. Original modern paintings adorned the walls and the view across Twickenham and the Thames was breathtaking. Beside the desk was a complete console with a computer terminal, closed circuit TV and the usual intercom system. So this is where the Gunn fortune was generated. I could see why Adrian wanted to keep me out of the way. If this was a yardstick with which to judge the power wielded by the Chairman then he must be very upset that it was in my hands.

There was a knock on the door and a very correctly dressed, slightly overweight and rather severe looking woman in her mid thirties entered.

“Mr Gunn, my name is Jennifer Jordan. I am your assistant. I do apologise we weren’t expecting you. Would you like some coffee?” She stood in front of the desk, expressionlessly, waiting for a reply.

“Yes please. Milk, two sugars, thank you.” I said. She turned and made for the door. I stopped her before she reached it. “Jennifer?” She turned and looked enquiringly. “Please smile, I like happy faces around me.” She dropped her chin, smiled shyly, opened the door and left. She returned a few minutes later with a tray of coffee, followed by a tight-lipped, somewhat irritable looking Adrian.

“Thank you, Jennifer. Good morning, Adrian.” I knew the use of her first name would annoy him, and that was just what I wanted to do. To make sure that he knew who now sat in the chair. “Please don’t say it. I’ve already heard it twice this morning.” He looked a little nonplussed, as if I had just robbed him of a key phrase.

“You could have given me notice that you were coming in.”

“Why? What I want from you is a run-down on everything this Group owns, part owns or whatever. I reckon that would be the best place to start.” I hoped I sounded as if I knew a little about business. I hadn’t a clue and was going to have to do some pretty rapid learning.

“If you had given me some warning then I could have had all the files ready for your inspection. As it is it will take time to get them all together.” He spoke stiffly, with his head held up, looking down at me in disgust. Adrian categorised everyone as either a businessman or a layabout. I was one of the latter.

“Adrian, in this day and age all I need is the computer login passwords and I can get all the information I need by just pressing these little buttons.” I indicated the terminal by the desk. He had the grace to flush.

He glared at me tight lipped, turned and left the office. I swung the chair around and stared out over the city, watching the slow-moving traffic like a giant worm threading its way through the undergrowth of houses.

I hated cities. Hell I hated offices.

But somehow up here away from the noise, the colours, shapes and shadows had a dream-like quality. I thought through the exchange with Adrian. Why all the blocking manoeuvres?

What was it that he didn’t want me to see? Perhaps I wasn’t a businessman but eight years as an officer in the Parachute Regiment as part of SFSG (Special Forces Support Group), had given me a suspicious mind and a nose for trouble. Something was afoot, and sure as hell it involved the old man and the kidnapping. There was a knock on the door and Jennifer entered carrying a bulky, blue file.

“Sir Ivan’s personal files and computer login passwords, Mr Gunn,” she said. “You’ll be needing them.

“Thank you. Can you give me a walk through on how the system operates?” In the modern world where access to information was vital, everyone needed reasonable computer skills. As a member of Special Forces I was pretty educated on most systems, but I needed people in the office to think I was a little naïve.

She smiled awkwardly and came around to the side of the desk, laid the file down and opened it at the first page of the text. “You will find all the necessary instructions here. Sir Ivan insisted that the whole system be made as simple as possible. He said he didn’t want some computer programmer knowing more about the operation of the Group than he did.”

“That definitely sounds like my father. Was there any information that is not on the computer?”

“Not as far as I am aware, except for the design drawings for new projects, building plans, machinery and electronic devices. They are carried on a completely separate set of servers. Only the Chief Designer, the Chief Executive and the Chairman have access to those.”

“So the entire Gunn Group, its accounts, day to day running, personnel wages and everything are available from this terminal?”

“Yes. The file you have there has a limited circulation, again only to Board members. Other personnel in other departments have access to information that applies to their department only. Likewise with the Managing Directors and Chairmen of the subsidiaries.” She stopped talking and waited for my response. It was certainly a very neat way to keep abreast of all events. And all controlled from this office.

“What about the personnel files of all the Group Board members?”

“They are kept in the wall safe behind the Picasso.” She indicated the painting that hung on the wall above the small cocktail bar. I was beginning to get to know why Adrian was so against my appointment. I’m sure he would dearly like to have all the information that was in those files. People are most vulnerable through their personnel files and bank accounts. If you have neither, then as far as the world is concerned you don’t exist. Identity is a plastic credit card.

“Thank you, Jennifer. Oh, by the way, who appointed you as my secretary?”

“Sir Ivan. I’ve been with him for four years. Mr Newell was a little annoyed.” She seemed a little embarrassed and dropped her head, not meeting my eyes.

“In that case, Jennifer, I hope you stay on.”

She smiled, excused herself and left.

Well, at least, my secretary would not be one of Adrian’s pawns, yet another thing that was going to annoy him.

The rest of the morning was spent going through the blue corporate file, trying to make sense out of the meaningless letters and figures. By lunchtime I reckoned to have sorted out enough to be able to make a start removing the information stored in this vast system of circuit, breakers and microchips. Jennifer popped in at about midday to say that if I wanted lunch brought up to the office that could be arranged.

“Please, thank you. Tell me, do you know anything about the project in Northern Ireland?”

“No. I heard some talk, of course. There’s always that in an office of this size. Nothing of interest though, just people wondering if they would be promoted and transferred when the factory started up properly.”

“Why would anyone be transferred from Head Office? Surely that would be considered a demotion?”

“Oh no. It was common knowledge that the new factory was top secret and under the personal control of Sir Ivan. All the office staff and management would have been selected by him, therefore it must be considered a promotion?

“You say ‘would have been’. Why? Surely the project is still underway? There is no reason to stop it is there?”

“I don’t suppose there is. It’s just that we all considered it to be Sir Ivan’s own baby and nobody else knew any of the details including the Board. He was negotiating direct with the Government.” She turned to me frowning. “You do know that the factory is to be built with a Government loan of two and half billion pounds, don’t you?”

“I knew there was a loan, but not the amount. I’m intrigued to know how you know so much about it.”

“You really don’t know much about office life, do you?” she laughed. “The grapevine is as good as jungle drums. All you have to do is interpret the sounds. You should hear what the information is on you. Even the best of bosses thinks that his assistant is a mere typing machine and not capable of rational or logical thought. There is a lot of information passed in the Ladies’ Room which should be classified under the Official Secrets Act.”

“I shall have to remember that in future. Do you know anything else about the Northern Ireland deal?”

“No, I’m afraid not.”

“Let me know if you hear anything.” I turned my attention back to my father’s personal files and ran through a breakdown of all the companies owned by the Group. I knew the Group was extensive, but had never known just how big it was. Each company had its own unique identity code, and all I had to do to get a detailed look at a specific company, was to enter it along with a confirmation password.

I was so engrossed that I didn’t hear the door open and Adrian come into my office.

“I see you’re hard at work, Thomas,” he said without smiling. “I wondered when you wanted to call a board meeting. The circumstances dictate that we should have one and I’m sure you are anxious to meet the other members. I think we had better clear up the obvious rift between us. I am quite prepared to hand in my resignation if you so wish,” he said formally, standing in front of my desk hands clasped behind his back. I looked at him and decided I needed to try another approach if I was to get anything out of him.

“Adrian, this is a private company and I am the majority shareholder, but I do I know my limitations, and I need somebody to teach me. We don’t have to like each other just so long as we respect each other’s position. If you feel you must leave, then that’s up to you.” My acting is quite good and I hoped I had just the right amount of sincerity in my voice to catch him off-guard.

“Very well. But I must be allowed to carry out the normal business. With respect, I know this company inside out, and therefore it seems right that I should run it. Your father never interfered with me at all.”

“Let’s call it a truce, then. Can I count on your support for information and advice?”

He inclined his head. Perhaps his loyalty to the company was stronger than his mistrust and dislike of me. He left without another word, and I sat for a long time thinking about him, wondering just where his loyalties lay. It was my suspicious mind hard at work again. There were so many things I didn’t understand, so many things that seemed very strange. Staring out of the window did little to add to my knowledge so I let my mind drift back to the time I told my father that I wasn’t going to enter the family business, but join the Army instead.

 

 

There had only been a few times in my life when I had truly seen my father’s dark side. I knew it existed, every immensely wealthy man was ruthless to some degree, but he had always been careful to hide it at home.

“Ungrateful little prick,” he exploded, throwing down his serviette and knocking over the glass of wine at his right hand. “You’ll get nothing.”

“I didn’t ask for anything,” I replied standing, pushing the dining chair back and nearly sending the servant tumbling as she walked behind me. “It’s my life and I will live it the way I want.”

“There are responsibilities.”

“To what?”

“To me. To this house. To the company.”

“What about my responsibility to myself?”

“Grow up.”

“And be like you? I’d rather not.”

He stared at me, his face puce with rage knowing that physically he was no longer a match for me, but I could see that if he had a shotgun in his hand instead of a dinner fork, then my life would quite possibly have ended at that point.

Eight years later, he came to my hospital bed. Sat with me while I lay unconscious hovering between life and death, until I slowly returned to the land of the living. The fury I saw in his eyes was not directed at me, but at the circumstances that nearly killed me. Circumstances that he had been unable to control, and I realised why he had been so angry all those years ago.

Angry because he could not express the fear he felt.

Angry because he loved me and wanted only what he thought was best for me.

Angry because he knew he could not keep me safe forever.

He held my hand and his eyes softened. “Come back to me Thomas. When you are healed, come back to me. I need you now. I need your help. I need your skills.”

At the time his words seemed odd, poorly chosen. I didn’t feel that he had ever needed me.

 

 

His eyes burned into my soul, and I shivered as if a cold wind had blown into the office, then his face faded from my mind, replaced by the grey London skyline, and I had the feeling that whatever had caused his death was already in play on that day nearly eighteen months ago. Eighteen months when I could have been helping him instead of taking my own sweet time with my convalescence and juvenile adventures. That night I flew back to the Hall.

In the following days, Adrian proved to be a good teacher. I returned to the Hall and we communicated via Skype whenever I had a question. With the computer codes in hand, I didn’t need to be in the office as there was a desktop computer in the flat.

Besides, it was stifling. A claustrophobic cavern that philosophically I could never understand.

I liked action, not inaction, and wading through the politics and shenanigans of business were proving to be more and more irritating each day. The only reason I stuck at it was because I knew that the riddle of my father’s murder lay in the company he built.

Adrian tried his hardest to make the dry, dusty world of figures, balance sheets and contracts come to life, and I wanted to learn because I felt that a knowledge of the financials would help me get at the heart of my father’s murder. My mistrust of him remained unchanged and I took great pains to hide my true feelings.

Mary suffered from highs and lows. Some days she was her normal, witty, charming self, others she stayed in her room and shunned all attempts to bring her out of herself.

It was worrying but the doctor said that it was a pretty standard reaction to the situation. Julie travelled for a few modelling jobs much to her agent’s great joy, and when not on location occasionally spent a few days in Cambridge visiting her father, a Professor of computer science at the University, whom I’d met four months earlier when Julie flew him out to Gozo. They had different surnames. She reasoned that using her mother’s maiden name, Sutton, as a ‘stage’ name for modelling, sounded better than Oldfield.

I was still ruminating on Julie’s father when Jennifer called me on Skype.

“You have something for me?” I asked.

“Yes,” she replied. “Not a great deal, just the minutes of a meeting. Seems out-of-place.” As my PA she had really settled into the job, taking all the mundane day-to-day problems away from me, allowing me to get on with my learning.

She sent me an instant message. “This is the passcode. OR – 41386/LN2.”

I typed in the code and rubbed my eyes waiting for the computer to access the file.

 

NEW PROJECT OR-41386/LN2

 

 

PROPOSED NEW FACTORY IN N.I.

The meeting was declared open by the Chairman, who handed out an outline sheet (see Annex A) to all members of the Board. Having read the details the members were asked to comment on them.

The Chief Executive, Mr Newell, agreed that the plan seemed a sound one, but wondered why the Board had not been consulted at the outset before the land had been purchased.

The Chairman replied that there was little time as the land is in a prime position and there were various tenders for it. He added that the CFO had been informed as had the Company Lawyer. Mr Newell asked if the negotiations for a Government loan had also been completed without his knowledge. The Chairman replied that a tentative approach had been made by himself, but as yet no final details had been decided. Mr Newell started to ask further questions but was interrupted by the Chairman who stated that he was taking full responsibility for the project and had merely approached the Board for their reaction before proceeding. The Chairman stated that because of the Top Secret nature of the company, few Board Members would have access to any information regarding its manufacturing processes.

There being no further business the meeting closed.

 

The meeting had obviously been very short and very sharp, and the minutes seemed something that a child might write, which struck me as very strange. Attached to the minutes of the meeting was an Annex that laid out the plan that my father had drawn up for the construction of the factory. Reading through it I could see why Adrian had been so upset. It was very detailed not only spelling out the exact nature of the business, the construction of micro-electronic components for the computer industry, but also down to a management and work force organisational breakdown. A footnote to the Annex stated that a complete list of equipment requirements would be available in a week. The minutes and the Annex were dated within a few days of each other. The following pages were the equipment lists, salary and wage structures, dated exactly one week after the first pages.

The last page was headed ‘Financial Requirements’. Beneath the heading was a computer code, which I naturally entered to be greeted with an accountant’s dream. Lists of numbers, forecasts, cash flow charts, income, expenditure, profitability, loan amortisation charts and so on.

I sat back. There was still no real information. Just an idea on paper and yet it was now well on the way to fruition, judging by the architects drawings and the provisional order for all the equipment that was listed. These last items had been received in the last few days.

Somewhere, there was somebody who knew what it was all about.

Somebody who was controlling the continuation of the project from somewhere other than the Group headquarters in Twickenham.

“Jennifer, can you ask Mr Newell to call me on Skype.”

Adrian waited over an hour before he called. The delay was a petty statement of his independence, but I was too tired to let it bother me.

“Presumably you’ve seen this,” I said. He nodded. “And presumably you have seen the drawings and the confirmation of the equipment orders too?” Again he nodded. “Then would you like to tell me who in the hell is running the project?”

“I’ve been trying to find out. Apparently, your father approached somebody outside the organisation to be Managing Director. As yet, we don’t have a name. For some reason, your father was keeping it strictly to himself. An act that, I may say, the Board did not consider to be in the interests of the company,” he said little too smugly.

“Not the Board’s call to make.” I said roughly, continuing before he could reply. “Where was the money coming from to finance it?”

“We have a fund into which each of the subsidiaries contribute. The purpose of it is to provide capital for new development. Venture capital if you like. Sir Ivan insisted that the control of this fund be his alone.” By the look on his face, Adrian obviously disagreed with this too.

“How much control of the Northern Ireland business does the Group have?”

“None,” he said looking acutely embarrassed.

“You mean, so many hundreds of millions of pounds have been handed over to a company that as yet, nobody knows about and we can do nothing?” I asked incredulously.

“Well, the Group has no control, but you do.”

“How so?”

“Both your mother and yourself are named as Directors of the company, which has been registered as Rathborne Micro-Electronics Ltd.,” Adrian said reluctantly, looking more and more uncomfortable with each passing moment.

I was dumbstruck. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me this before?”

“I had no idea myself until this morning. In fact, I had no idea what the company was called; none of us did,” he said and for what seemed an age neither of us spoke. We were too busy trying to absorb all the details and make some sense of it.

“What about the company server, Adrian? Do you think he might have put all the information on that?”

“I’ve already checked. I can’t find anything,” he replied.

“Well the files are missing, aren’t they?”

He cleared his throat and made himself comfortable before replying.

 Continued….

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Three bearded young men slipped into the algebra classroom and leaned against the back wall. Arms folded, they glared silently at the instructor, Hamza, as he ended his class for the day. Hamza usually ended his lectures with a passage from the Holy Word, the Koran, and some thoughts about current events in Yemen. He was finishing his comments just as the men entered the room.

Hamza had a voice that was beginning to be heard by the young and impressionable. His practice of saying a few critical, and sometimes incendiary, words to students at the end of classes was becoming fashionable. There was a burgeoning view among university professionals at Sana’a University, the largest in Yemen, that the intellectual freedom fundamental to their profession gave them license to criticize anything they viewed as wrong or inappropriate. Other professors were beginning to make their opinions heard in the classrooms.

Hamza was a member of a small group of devout Shiites. They met to study the Koran and to plan for the eventual overthrow of the Sunni powers that ruled Yemen and for the installation of Sharia law as interpreted by devout Shiites. It was the return of the caliphate to ruling the Arab world that drove their imaginations. As late as the twelfth century, Islam had ruled the world from Mongolia to Spain and would do so again, and more, when the Sunni apostates were defeated.

 

As young men drifted from the classroom in the cramped mathematics building, their feet caused mushrooms of dust as they scuffed from the room. When one student saw the men at the back, he began to walk with purpose, speaking quietly to a man at his side. In a moment, all of the young men were scurrying to avoid the gaze of the strangers.

Their instructor of algebra, Hamza, nervously gathered his papers from the table in the front of the room, shoved them into a small cloth case, and turned to the door. Suddenly they were there. One flipped open a worn, black nylon case with a five-pointed, gold and black badge attached.

“You will come with us,” he said.

The other two men grasped his arms and rushed him outside, where a dusty black Fiat sat idling, its rear door open at the curb. A fourth man sat behind the wheel, watching and waiting. Hamza began to struggle and yell to draw attention to his abduction.

“Call the police,” he screamed. The first man spun and buried his fist in Hamza’s stomach.

“We are the police,” he snarled. Hamza was thrown into the backseat by the other two men and the car lurched from its place. A black hood was thrown over Hamza’s head and tied. He finally drew a breath and then another.

A few minutes later, he was dragged from the car and rushed across a rough surface, inside a building. His hood was removed and he was thrust into a small room with a single chair bolted to the floor. Ragged, stained straps hung from its arms and legs. Hamza struggled. A wooden baton cracked across his shins. The blunt end of the baton was shoved into his solar plexus with a two-handed thrust. Hamza was again helpless as they strapped him into the chair. The policemen stood silently by the closed door and gazed at him. He stared defiantly back. One of them was pulling thick leather gloves over his hands.

The door opened and a smiling man walked in, light on his feet.

“So, Hamza, my friend,” he said. “I am Major Mohammed Vati.” Vati was a thick, dapper man. He wore a black wool suit with a matching waistcoat, despite the heat. There was a yellow cravat with blurred, faint blue horizontal lines. “You have been making talk to our students. Tell me what you had to say. Tell me all about your seditious friends.”

Hamza spat on the floor and snarled, “I will tell you nothing. You will answer to Allah for your apostasy.”

The smiling man nodded at the man with the gloves and stepped back quickly. A gloved fist smashed into Hamza’s nose and mouth, then again as flesh and blood sprayed around him. He spat a tooth to the floor.

“If you are not going to talk, Hamza, then you have no need for that traitorous mouth of yours to remain undamaged. You may nod your head when you have seen the errors of your ways and would like to speak. I suppose we should save your face from further damage until we have had a friendly conversation. We can have you cleaned up and out of here in a few minutes if you are reasonable. Would you like to speak now and be done with this unpleasantness?”

Hamza shook his head violently, and blood sprayed from his bleeding lips. A drop of Hamza’s blood hit Vati’s cravat. His face flushed as he stepped back.

“Well then, shall we get on with things, Hamza?” Major Vati took a white linen handkerchief from his back pocket and dabbed at the crimson stain. “You’re making a mess.” He walked to one of the men by the door and took the wooden baton from his hand. It was made of

thick wood and about thirty inches in length. There was a leather thong at one end, looped through a hole.

Vati walked to Hamza, still smiling as he slipped his hand through the leather loop. With a quick, wristy swing of the baton, its end hit Hamza on the outside of his left elbow. Another quick strike hit his right elbow. A dagger of white-hot pain shot into Hamza’s brain. A casual baton strike to his left knee and then the right caused the pain to magnify, intensify.

“Those little pain points will be sore tomorrow. We’ll work on them a bit more then. The next time they will hurt much more. If you fail to see reason, the low back is an attractive target. Are you ready to talk to me now, Hamza?”

The negative shake of Hamza’s head was less vigorous, but firm.

“We won’t break anything, Hamza, other than your nose, of course. Delivery of pain is hampered by broken bones. Pain is our ally when we ask urgent questions. We were hoping to visit with your friends today to convince them of the error of their ways, perhaps to frighten them. But there is more than one way to send that message to your seditious colleagues.”

Hamza sprayed scarlet spittle through broken lips. “Allah will curse you.”

“Will he? Inshallah. Perhaps the one cursed first is the one cursed worst, Hamza. Think about that.

“Feed him,” Vati said. “We’ll begin again in the morning. I have work to do. There is no hurry. Trash like this always talks.” He walked through the small door and closed it.

***

Two days later Hamza rose slowly from the ground where he had been shoved from the small portal where he had first arrived. His weakened arms had failed to arrest the impact of his fall, and his face had bounced on the rough gravel in the courtyard. He struggled to his feet and limped away from the government building, a stain spreading on his pant leg. He had soiled himself while strapped in the chair. Hamza was carrying his small case with assignment papers still to be corrected and a little money. It had been thrown on him as he hit the gravel. His feet shuffled erratically as he struggled for balance, and the pain lancing across his low back kept him stooped. He pushed at a ragged tooth with his tongue and moved his head to allow light to reach through the lumpy mass around his eyes. At a bus stop across the dusty square, he finally slumped on a bench.

The bus marked A4 would take him to a stop near his home. The two days of questioning before he provided answers to their questions should have provided enough warning for his brother and his other friends in Allah to have fled or gone into hiding. The wisdom of Allah would prevail on its own schedule. His wife would treat his wounds. She was due soon with their second child, another boy, Allah willing. His first son was now five years old and beginning his study of the Koran as he memorized key passages. Before long Hamza would teach him other things and initiate him in the study of mathematics. Learning the word of Allah, memorizing it, was of paramount importance, but mathematics was also a study of beauty.

A battered orange and tan bus with its side windows open stopped beside the bench with a hiss of its brakes. Its door swung open. The burly driver came down to help Hamza ascend the three steps. He jerked his face away from the stench when Hamza collapsed into a seat near the front of the aging bus, just behind the driver’s seat. The other passengers averted their faces; the square of the Secret Police was well known to a wary populace. One never knew when the Secret Police were watching. After a few minutes, the driver stopped the bus just a few blocks from Hamza’s residence. He rose from his seat and helped Hamza to the door and down to the pavement. He held Hamza’s hand and supported him for a moment.

“Good luck, my friend,” he said, as he climbed back in the bus, wiped the cracked vinyl seat with a piece of old newspaper, swung the door closed, and drove off.

The narrow street that led to Hamza’s small house was crowded with shops and cafes. As he struggled past, no one came to help him. The stench of cooking smoke hovered in the air.

At the end of the street, Hamza froze. His home was destroyed. The roof had partially collapsed. Tendrils of smoke curled from broken windows. He tried to run to it, but fell. Hamza struggled to his feet and made his urgent way more carefully. The front door was askew, nearly ripped from its hinges. On the floor a remnant corner of a burned rug was smoking at its fringe. Beside it lay the twisted body of Hamza’s son. The larger form of his wife lay sprawled on the floor, her mouth a rictus, belly ripped open and a tiny fetus still connected to her by the burned cord. They were charred nearly beyond recognition. Major Vati’s message to Hamza’s seditious colleagues had been delivered.

Hamza slowly went to his knees, head back and mouth open. A keening screech rose in pitch and intensity. He was alone. The call for afternoon prayers sounded from the nearby mosque, and the timeless cadence of Allah’s word slowly wormed its way around his voice, into his consciousness. Still on his knees, Hamza prostrated himself and prayed for revenge. Finally, he prayed for guidance.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Patriot and Assassin


 

Southwest Texas

Several years later

The afternoon shadows from the pool house stretched up the gravel path toward the huge, log-framed ranch house. Alex Cuchulain walked beside his friend, Brooks Elliot, talking idly about the travails of the economy and the housing bust. Both men seemed fit, light on their feet and balanced. Their T-shirts were wrinkled and newly dry, with damp circles at the waist of their swim trunks. Behind them walked two women, their dates. One was the owner’s daughter and their host, LuAnn Clemens. The second was Dr. Caitlin O’Connor. The hair on both was slicked back and still wet from the pool. Each carried a bath towel wrapped casually around her neck.

A sharp snap sounded just behind Alex. He turned his head just as a sharp pain hit the seat of his wet bathing suit, accompanied by another snap.

“Ow!” Alex yelled and turned to see LuAnn pulling her towel back, and Caitlin’s towel snapped just past him as she pulled back on its base. They were grinning and giggling.

As LuAnn snaked her damp towel out again at Alex, he snatched the end from the air just before it unraveled and gave it a pull. She sprawled forward and fell on the sharp gravel. She let out a loud yelp.

As Alex opened his mouth to apologize he heard a footfall behind him and immediately felt a slamming force just under his rib cage that drove him into the air. Eh? He felt himself reacting to thousands of hours of training. This happened to be Form Twenty-Eight of the repetitive martial arts drills the CIA had designed to counteract the seventy-two most common forms of physical attack. For each of those there was a physical response that was drilled, nearly endlessly, into workers who were chosen for the violent work of the Agency. As his mind turned to identify what other dangers lurked, reflex drove his response. Alex threw his legs uphill, using his stomach muscles and twisting his body over the force, drove his assailant under him as they fell. The part that took the longest to master was next: the impact of Alex’s fall must be broken, lessened somehow. His right arm was extended, slightly bent. As the impact of the man hitting the ground was first sensed, Alex drove his right elbow into the mass of the head and neck beneath him, accompanied by a loud exhalation, “Heeyaaa!”

The impact of that blow went through his assailant’s face to the dirt below. Bone could be heard snapping as the force of impact from Alex’s fall was countered. Judo used Newton’s law of motion that for every action there was an equal and opposite reaction. The slowing of his fall allowed his feet to continue to swing over the base of the conflict, then tighten the arc to hit tight to their landing spot. His upper body twisted along in the earlier arc of the feet, the arms of his assailant no longer grasping him tightly. Alex came to his feet in a balanced crouch, looking for an adversary. The flesh on his face was tight and bunching around his eyes. His breath was whistling loudly through his nostrils. Brooks had spun, back to the scene, and was standing with his knees flexed, one foot in front of the other in a crouch, hands raised, looking for others. There were none.

“What the hell was that?” Caitlin yelled, looking at the large cowboy still on the ground, inert. She looked at Alex, crouched and lethal. She thought of a big cat, some kind of nasty cat. His thighs were quivering, his head was up with nostrils flared, but there was no new threat. His lips were drawn back, exposing his incisors. The whole scene was erotic in its ferality, Caitlin thought; she had always been thrilled by violence.

Easy, laddie. It’s apparently over.

Jesus Annie, here I go again, Alex thought. He had just had a brief street fight with an amateur and here he was looking for someone to kill, to maim. As Brooks had once said, “Lose the Cooch look, if you can. It scares the civilians.” Still, that reflexive, preemptive hostility and readiness built over so many years had done Alex more good than harm. He was alive.

Alex dropped to one knee to reach for the man’s neck. He felt a strong pulse and noticed a shard of bone sticking from his jaw. A steady trickle of crimson flowed from the bone to the gravelly soil and was quickly absorbed.

“Darned if I know, Caitlin, but he appears to have hurt himself in the fall,” Alex said with a frown.

As Brooks helped LuAnn to her feet, he brushed the gravel from her. With a pounding of feet, three cowboys rushed around the maintenance shed. They skidded to a stop, and saw their friend, Jeeter, lying motionless on the ground, then looked at LuAnn, unsure what was going on.

“What the heck?” one of them yelled to LuAnn.

“I tripped and skinned my knee,” LuAnn said, pointing at her bloody kneecap. “Jeeter must have thought Alex here was acting up and tried to defend me. He missed the tackle, and there he is.”

After some confusion the ranch hands started to figure out how to move Jeeter. When they first saw the jawbone protruding from his face and blood dripping into the soil, there was some muttering among them and hostile glances at Cuchulain and Elliot, who stood with the women, watching. A ranch hand showed up with a canvas stretcher, and they began to move Jeeter to it.

LuAnn led her three guests toward the ranch house. On its porch, Virgil Clemens, her father, leaned against a tall wooden column with a wooden toothpick dancing at the right corner of his mouth. He watched them approach. As they got to the porch steps, she could see his upper lip twitching in what was Virgil’s idea of a grin.

“Hell, LuAnn, you just got here and there’s trouble already,” he said. “I’d better buy everyone a drink before things get out of hand. Cocktails start now and dinner is in ninety minutes. That should give you time for a few drinks and a change of clothes. I expect my foreman will fill me in on the details of the excitement before then.” Virgil waved his hand in the general direction of a wooden sideboard with wine and whiskey standing on it. There were pretzels and nuts in a big wooden bowl and a refrigerator beneath.

Alex and Caitlin each carried a glass of wine up the wide, wooden stairs and into their bedroom. Caitlin had a bowl of peanuts and popped a few into her mouth as she gazed at the room. She thought of it as upscale cowboy décor. The guest space was longer than wide, with bold Native American print cloth on the walls, and a random-width, planked oak floor with rugs scattered along it. The bath had a sliding paneled door and a floor tiled in alternate light and dark triangles. Beyond the dual sinks and mirrors, on the back wall of the bath, was a long, glass-enclosed shower. Nice shower, she thought. Now that could be interesting.

Caitlin turned to Alex with a frown as she walked to a desk and said, “Well, that was exciting. You could have killed that guy. That would have been a real vacation stopper for me.”

“For all of us, actually,” Alex said, shaking his head at her familiar self-absorption. “A two-inch miss would have put my elbow into his temple and lights out. I’m getting old and slow. I should have heard him coming.”

“It was pretty exciting,” Caitlin said. “It turned me on. I’d like to see it again, in slow motion, and watch your face. I don’t think you ever told me your whole sordid story, and something has been bugging me a bit. When you bailed me out of that biker club nightmare in New York awhile back, your face got really weird looking, like you were someone else, some evil, snaky creature. Today it happened again or at least it started. Do you have any idea what I’m talking about?”

“I do,” Alex said as he dropped into one of the leather-upholstered chairs. “Put your best credulity hat on; my story might strain it some. Believe it or not, there’s an ancient Irishman named Dain who lives inside my head. It’s something that drove the CIA psychiatrists crazy when they figured out that I didn’t manifest symptoms of schizophrenia other than believing in Dain. When there is a lot of danger coming at me from something or other, this Dain personality comes out in me and as part of him showing up, my face changes. My respiration ramps way up and becomes loud breathing. Dain manages the fighting; I do the fighting. I’m an invited guest with an almost slow-motion view of the action because I’ve done all the moves so often that thought would slow me down. My father said he hosted Dain, as did his father before him. This visitor, this avatar, this fantasy perhaps, whatever he is, has allegedly been in my family for centuries. Today there wasn’t enough time for him to take over completely and there was no real danger. I doubt if you’ll see him again, since I’m mostly out of the danger business. Still, if my face starts to change like that and you hear wind whistling through my nose, get on the floor. Cover your head. It’s going to be ugly.”

“Yes indeed, I’ve seen your ugly. I didn’t know the CIA had shrinks. Wow. Waste of money?”

“You’d have to ask my old boss, MacMillan,” he said. “He likes you and may admit to something, a rarity for him. Sometimes he reminds me of Yoda; Mac’s seen it all and remembers, and he thinks about it. But I don’t think Mac is Yoda; his ears are too small. Anyway, I met with Barry the Shrink, the CIA resident psychiatrist at the CIA’s Farm in Virginia, almost every day I was in town from the time I was seventeen until I left the CIA spec ops unit eight years later. All of our guys talked to him about the killing and the danger, but I was Barry’s special project. I started so young that he was fascinated at the way I developed, the way I handled and rationalized the danger, the violence, the killing. He gave me drugs to mitigate the stress, but I wouldn’t take them. He was glad, I think. His little project and observation would otherwise been masked by chemicals and an uncontrollable variable. Barry wanted to publish a paper, but Mac wouldn’t let him. When Mac didn’t want people to do something down there at the Farm, they didn’t do it.”

Caitlin gazed at him from over the rim of her glass, took another sip of wine, and said, “And how did you happen to become, and I quote from times past, ‘the baddest motherfucker in the whole world?’”

Alex gazed at her for a few moments, then grinned like a teenager. Caitlin liked that grin; it often came out when things were about to be fun. One of their first dates several years before had been in New York.[1] Alex made a stop at the men’s room as he and Caitlin were leaving a lower Manhattan biker bar named Choppers. Caitlin had been abducted at the front entrance. She was rushed to a biker club in lower Manhattan to be the evening’s entertainment, followed by the ingestion of a few pills that would make her a bad witness if the police made things tiresome. By the time Alex figured out where they had taken her and got there, he was late. In the club, where he was decidedly not welcome, .Alex found himself faced by twenty or so bikers and their leader.

 

They had Caitlin. Her blouse had been ripped open and her breasts were exposed. She was being held in a chair by two large men. A small man near the door had a look of balance and athleticism that Alex recognized. A closer look revealed the edge of a tattoo on his left forearm. Its edge showed lines similar to the official Budweiser beer logo, which shows a similar image. It has the spread wings of an eagle at its top, over an old, vertical anchor; a flintlock pistol and a trident are crossed over the anchor. The tattoo was the logo of the Navy Seals. After a few quick words between them, the smaller man, named Dodd, said loudly to the others, “Listen up. I know about this guy. A lot of Seals think he is the baddest motherfucker in the whole world…” Dodd’s comments were mostly ignored by the others. They watched Caitlin and waited.

Violence ensued, then Alex left with Caitlin; the gang leader was writhing on the floor holding his crotch. Two large men bled from their faces onto a wooden picnic table at the rear of the room, holding their mangled hands. Alex had the leader’s gun and an eerie, serpentine cast to his face. The rest were quiet; the sound of wind whistling through his nose was loud.

Alex chuckled quietly.

“I had forgotten about Dodd saying that back in that biker club, but he probably believed it. I nurtured that image for awhile. My specialty was in explosives. I became the go-to guy at the CIA for combat explosives, so I often got assigned to accompany Seals and Delta Force on missions that needed complex demolition support. Once I showed I was good at blowing stuff up and an unhesitant killer, they nurtured me. In CIA spec ops, nurturing consisted of teaching me things that would keep me alive longer so I could keep on going out and killing people, and making sure I had any training I needed to make me a better boomer or more of a survivor. That’s what I was, the CIA’s boomer and a survivor. Mac was a friend of my father, so he sort of took me under his wing and mentored me.”

“Well, boomer, I’m going to get out of these damp clothes and dress for dinner,” Caitlin said. “I have some business ideas I want to flesh out before we go down there.” She walked to the closet and picked out some clothes, then stepped into the bathroom.

Alex pulled on a pair of jeans and a dry T-shirt. He reached into his traveling bag and took out a black, pocket-novel-sized device and a small cloth bag. He sat with one leg thrown over the arm of a soft chair that was covered in a black and white steer hide. He brought up the day’s Financial Times on his Kindle Fire and set it on his lap. He opened the cloth bag and brought out a device that had five vertical valve springs from an old truck held with narrow plates welded on them, top and bottom. A nylon cord loosely connected them. He put the bottom in his palm and casually squeezed one spring after the other, then again, as he read. The stuffed head of an eight-point elk glared down at him from the wall, seemingly irritated by the rhythmic squeaks from the springs.

Thirty minutes later Caitlin walked from the bath fully dressed, her short hair again damp. “All yours, cowboy,” she said.

Caitlin dropped into a thick-legged log chair in front of the desk in their guest room, back straight, leaning forward and looking at her computer screen. Her cell phone was just beside it. Nearly immediately, the clicking of the keys on her laptop was a soft blur of sound. Alex took his clothes from the closet and walked into the bath.

Later, Caitlin finished her typing with a flourish and stood, then reached for her wine glass and scooped out a handful of peanuts from a ceramic bowl beside it.

“I guess we should go down to dinner soon,” she said. “I wonder if this will be a big bore.”

“I suppose it depends on how curious Virgil is,” Alex said. “LuAnn is clever enough. Did you finish what you were working on?”

“Yeah, as much as I finish anything like this. I got one whole thought down and structured.”

Alex tilted his head and drained his wine glass. “So, let’s go see what we have, now that I’ve beaten up on one of Virgil’s hands,” he said. Caitlin wore gray cotton slacks and a light blue western shirt with an embroidered pattern on it, showing cute cattle at play. It occurred to Alex that the shirt was not really Caitlin, but maybe the store hadn’t sold bullfight shirts.

 


 

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by Robert Cook

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An Alejandro “Cooch” Cuchulain Novel
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Blend a dollop of Enlightenment history and philosophy for the lawyers and history buffs, a skosh of cool technology for the geekish, and a smidgen of business for the Wall Street crowd. Add to a boiling cauldron of passion and violence. Sprinkle with strong dialog and wit. Stir vigorously. Shazaam! Tomorrow’s headlines today, in Patriot and Assassin.

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Cooch leads a Rhodes Scholar former Seal, a stunning MacArthur winning physicist, a former USMC Master Sniper and the former director of the CIA’s special operations unit, now working in the White House. Together, they engage a large contingent of Al-Qaeda, among others, while working to improve the life of Muslims.

Inspired by Arab Spring evidence that Middle Eastern culture will be transformed positively when Muslims are convinced that transformation is in their self-interest, Patriot and Assassin uses the proven lessons of the Enlightenment to expedite that transformation. More than simply sex and violence advance the story. Patriot and Assassin incorporates strong character development and powerful, thoughtful dialogue to drive this politico-thriller at a breakneck pace.

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Chapter 1

 

 

Seattle is spectacular in the summer. I think it’s God’s way of paying back Seattleites for making us endure the long, drawn-out Pacific Northwest winters. From late October to early June, the color palette seems to meld into a gray-tone monoscape. The sky is gray. The water’s gray. Even the trees look gray. The later into the season, the grayer and the more monotone it seems to get. It’s almost always cloudy in the winter, but it usually doesn’t rain hard. Instead, it drizzles continuously—tiny misty raindrops. And it does so for days on end, pretty much nonstop. It’s not un­common for the airport to record thirty days of continuous rain—a performance that begins to approach biblical standards. Then, just as people are about to grow moss on their feet or go insane (or both), summer finally shows up.

This generally happens around the middle of June when the “June Gloom” gives way to clear skies. The sun comes out in all its glory for four solid months. The gray landscape is shoved to the back of people’s minds, where it’s quickly forgotten. Seattleites hang up their Gore-Tex jackets and break out their shorts and T-shirts. Temperatures climb into the low to mid-seventies in the afternoons. Super-saturated greens of verdant forests set against brilliant blue skies and deep-blue sparkling waters touch the eyes in every direction. The contrast is so striking that tourists—sometimes even locals—stop dead in their tracks to admire the view. Summertime visitors marvel at the stunning scene and say, “It’s beautiful here! There’s no rain—what’s all this talk about rain? We should move here!” Some do. Then winter returns. Oops. Gotcha.

It’s hard to imagine anything bad happening in the paradise that is Seattle in the summer, but of course it does. There’s no slow time of year in my private investigation business. People take advantage of each other pretty much year ’round. Husbands cheat on wives. Wives cheat on husbands. Employees rip off employers. People skip bail, or sometimes just disappear. Here at Logan Private Investigations, we stay busy every month of the year.

Which explains why I was sitting on the balcony of my office on Lake Union on a fine Tuesday afternoon on the sixteenth of August, trying to finish a surveillance wrap-up report on my laptop. A client of ours who owns an electronics parts distribution company kept coming up short in her inventory audits. After bringing in her audi­tors and back-checking her internal control procedures, she finally deduced that one or more of her employees—most likely dock em­ployees—must be stealing from the business. But she couldn’t prove it. Our client asked us to place the dock under video surveillance. That’s one of our specialties, so we agreed. We took our plain white surveillance van, stuck our “Ryan’s Quality Plumbing” vinyl to the sides and parked it across the street from her docks late at night. Three days later, we had the evidence to prove  she was right. Now, I was trying to finish the wrap-up report.

Truth be told, I wasn’t making much headway. I kept getting distracted by a Laser-class sailboat regatta taking place on the lake directly in front of me. The windward mark was just forty yards from my chair, and each time the fleet of little boats approached the mark in a bunch, I noticed a very attractive blonde in a gray Laser with Volvo 116223 painted on its sail. She was fighting hard, holding her position near the front of the pack. Her little boat heeled precari­ously, causing her to hike way out. Clearly, she was in it to win. Though I can’t say if she won or not, I know for certain she was a very effective distraction from the report staring up at me from my desk.

This bout of three-steps-forward-two-steps-back mind-wander­ing came to a sobering halt when my associate, Antoinette Blair, buzzed in on the intercom.

“Danny, there’s a man named Robbie Fiore here to see you.”

Robbie Fiore—now there was a name from the past.

“Thanks, Toni,” I answered. “Do me a favor and bring him on back to my office, would you?”

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I grew up in Seattle and knew the Fiore family. I graduated from high school with Roberto. Robbie and I ran with different crowds, but we were friendly. In fact, we were both on the track team—I ran the mile; Robbie was a pole vaulter. Through him, I knew his kid sister Gina.

Gina was two years younger than us. She’d show up at the track meets with her friends to root for Robbie. She was one of a kind. And short—maybe five two with a fiery personality, almost to the point of being cocky. Beautiful: thick, dark hair and a knockout figure, even in high school. Unfairly beautiful, with brains to match. I’d see her in the halls at school, surrounded by girlfriends and guys with stars in their eyes. She was the center of attention, to be sure. Even though I was older than she was, she intimidated the hell out of me in those days. I’d have loved to ask her out on a date, but in high school I could never find the nerve.

Now, Gina was missing. Gone. No trace. The story had been front page in the Seattle Times yesterday and this morning. Even the morning edition of the national news had picked up the story and started running with it. “Local Business Heiress Vanishes.”

Her picture was all over the local television news. According to the reports, Gina had not been seen since last Thursday. No clues, no ransom demand—no nothing. The police effort had started slowly, as is typical in an adult missing person case, but the press reports indi­cated that this was changing now. Gina’s lifestyle didn’t seem consis­tent with someone who’d simply disappear. The papers said her purse, her driver’s license and credit cards, and all her personal effects were found locked in her apartment. Her car was parked in its normal space. It certainly sounded unusual at the least. Maybe even suspicious.

When I first saw the newspaper accounts, I’d thought of calling the family to offer my services, but I hadn’t. I’m not sure why. Find­ing missing persons is one of the things we do, but I don’t know, maybe it was because the timing didn’t seem right yet. The police were starting to get fired up over the case, and they probably wouldn’t welcome my uninvited help. I couldn’t figure out how to bring it up with the family—I didn’t want to just barge in. Anyway, I hadn’t made the call.

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“Robbie,” I said, walking to meet him as Toni brought him into my office. We shook hands. “Good to see you.”

“Hi, Danny. It’s been a long time,” Robbie said.

“It has. I’m so sorry to hear about Gina.”

“Thanks. I guess you saw the news—seems everyone has. It’s not too hard to figure out why I’m here.” His voice wavered—he was clearly scared. I’ve seen people in this situation before and I felt really bad for the guy.

“She’s gone, Danny,” he said, “and my family’s scared to death. My parents flat adore her. She’s their baby.” He paused, then added, “I swear, if anything bad’s happened to her, it’ll probably kill them.”

I nodded that I understood.

“I’m here to ask for your help,” he said. His eyes were sur­rounded by dark circles and looked as though they were on the verge of tearing up. He looked whipped. His normally stout, six-foot frame was bent; his shoulders hunched. There were lines that appeared to be etched into his forehead. He looked like he hadn’t slept for days.

“I understand,” I said. “I’m eager to help. Let’s talk for a few minutes about what we might be able to do.” I nodded toward Toni. “Robbie, first let me introduce Toni Blair. Toni’s an associate of mine. If we end up deciding that my firm can help your family locate Gina, Toni will be in on it with me. She’s been with me since I opened the doors here. If it’s okay with you, I’d like her to sit in with us from the start. That way, she and I can compare notes later and make sure we don’t miss anything.”

Robbie looked at Toni and nodded.

“I’m glad to meet you, Robbie,” Toni said, shaking his hand. “I’m real sorry about your sister.” There’d been no time to brief Toni on what was happening, but it really wasn’t necessary anyway. She’s one of those unusual people—the kind that you never see studying, but they always seem to know everything that’s going on around them. More than that, I’ve noticed she has the unique talent of being able to put people at ease quickly. Her sincerity is genuine and shines right through. People respond well to her, as Robbie did now.

“Thanks,” he said, his face brightening a little. “I appreciate that.”

I directed Toni and Robbie to the little conference table in my office. “Let’s have a seat, and you can tell us what’s happened.” They sat down while I grabbed a notepad for me and one for Toni before joining them.

“Robbie,” I said, “I should start by saying we don’t know any­thing—only what we’ve seen on the news and in the paper. For a number of reasons, that’s not always very reliable.” At least at first, the press tends to report what the police feed them. Oftentimes, the police hold things back for tactical reasons. We needed all the infor­mation. I continued, “We’re going to take notes while you start at the beginning and tell us everything—everything you know—even the little stuff.”

He nodded. “Okay.” He looked at the water outside for a few moments while he seemed to gather his thoughts. He cleared his voice before starting.

“Gina works for the company—that is, my dad’s company: Pacific Wine and Spirits. She and I both work there. This past Friday, she didn’t show up for work.”

Toni and I both took notes as Robbie spoke.

“We called her and left messages at her condo and on her cell. We got no answer, no calls back. I sent her e-mails and text mes­sages—again no answer. This isn’t like her—Gina never misses work. She won’t even be late for an appointment unless she calls first. By Friday afternoon, we were really starting to get worried. Cindy Dunlap, our HR director, and I decided to go to her apartment and check it out.”

“You have a key then?” I asked.

“Yeah. Gina and I have always exchanged front door keys and keys to each other’s cars so we can help out in case the other is out of town or something.”

“Or in case you lock yourself out,” Toni said.

“Right. I opened her condo and went inside and saw that she wasn’t there. At first, I was relieved. Then I noticed her purse was on the counter and her keys, too. When I saw the keys, I went back out­side and saw that her car was in its parking space. I hadn’t noticed it on the way in.”

Toni raised her hand suddenly. “Let me interrupt you for a sec­ond, Robbie,” she said. “Before you get too far into what’s happened over the past few days—I apologize—I should have been more clear and asked a few background questions first. I need you to back up so that we can get a few basic things out of the way.”

“Oh, sorry,” he said.

“No, it’s not you,” Toni said, “but I don’t know anything about Gina—only what I’ve seen on TV or read in the paper in the last day or so. For instance, I don’t even know her full name or how old she is.”

“Oh,” Robbie said. “I see. Her full name is Angelina Theresa Fiore. She’s twenty-seven, born on June 14, 1984.”

“Her physical description?”

“She’s five feet two inches, about 105 pounds. Long, dark hair.”

“Any distinguishing marks? Tattoos, piercings—that sort of thing?”

“No, nothing.”

“Married?”

“No, never.”

“Home address?”

“Three twenty-seven West Olympic Place, unit 304, here in Seattle,” Robbie said.

“That’s right near where my dad lives,” I said, thinking of the house where I grew up.

“Yeah, I guess we all end up coming back to Queen Anne sooner or later,” Robbie said.

Toni scribbled furiously on her notepad. “How do you two guys know each other?”

“High school,” Robbie said. “Danny and I graduated from Ballard High in 2000. Gina was two years behind us.”

“And church, too,” I said.

“That’s right,” Robbie agreed. “Both our families attend St. Joseph’s on Capitol Hill.”

Toni nodded. “I see. Did Gina go to college here?”

“Yes, she graduated from U-Dub with a degree in business finance in—I think—2006.”

“That sounds right,” I added. “I went out with Gina for a bit in late 2006. She’d just recently graduated then.”

Toni glanced up at me for an instant, then looked back at her notes. She wrote for a minute without speaking. The room grew quiet.

“Anything else on the background?” I asked her.

She finished writing and flipped back a strand of hair that had fallen across her face before she looked up. “No, that’s good. That helps for now,” she said. “Okay, Robbie. Back to current time. You’re in Gina’s condo. You’ve noticed that her purse and keys are still there and her car, too.”

“Yes. After I saw all of Gina’s stuff—her purse and her keys—in there, that’s when I started to get worried. She wouldn’t go anywhere without telling us, and she certainly wouldn’t go anywhere without her purse or her keys. So I called the police to report her missing.”

“Did the police send someone out?” I asked. The notion that you have to wait forty-eight or seventy-two hours before filing a missing person report with the police is an old wives’ tale. On the other hand, just because you filed a report, the police wouldn’t neces­sarily do anything right away unless there was suspicion of foul play, or unless the missing person suffered from some sort of mental con­dition that could put him- or herself in danger.

“They did. They were very prompt, as a matter of fact. They sent two people—a detective and a patrol officer. They looked around her condo a little and filled out a missing person report. They told us that they’d file the report, but that there wasn’t much that they’d be able to do, at least not initially. I went straight over to my parents’ home right afterward and told them what was happening.” Robbie paused and looked around, then said, “Would I be able to get a bot­tled water from you?”

“Of course,” I said. I hopped up and grabbed him one off the credenza.

He took a long drink and then continued. “They pretty much freaked out. My dad called Gary Frohming—our family lawyer. Gary must have had some pull with some higher-ups at the police department because later that same afternoon, the police called back. They sent out two different guys. They interviewed us and took an­other report.”

Never hurts to have friends in high places. I knew Gina’s dad, Angelo Fiore. He was “plugged-in” socially and politically. If anyone had friends with pull, it would be Angelo.

“We’re still talking about last Friday, August 12?” Toni said.

“Yes.”

“Okay. Do you remember who these two guys were?” I asked. “If we’re able to help out and take this case on, we’ll have to coordinate with them.”

“I do,” Robbie said. “I have their cards.” He reached into his jacket, pulled out two business cards and handed them to me.

“Dwayne Brown,” I said, reading the names off the cards. “I know Dwayne Brown pretty well. I don’t think I’ve met his partner, Symanski, but I’ve worked with Dwayne in the past.”

“He’s the guy that was at our open house?” Toni asked. “The one you worked with while you were in the army?”

“Yeah,” I said. I was a U.S. Army CID Special Agent at Fort Lewis with the sixth MP-CID Group for three years from 2005 to 2008. Dwayne was with the Seattle PD. We worked on three or four cases together. “Dwayne’s a good guy.”

“He’ll cooperate with us?” Toni asked.

“Most likely,” I said. “Unless he’s being told not to by his bosses.”

“Okay,” Toni said, focusing back on Robbie. “So Robbie, you said the police came out—where’d they interview you?”

“The second time, they talked to all of us at my parents’ home.”

“We’ll talk to them separately, but did your parents have any in­formation they were able to add?”

“No, not really. My mom said that Gina was supposed to have come over that Friday night. Dad didn’t know anything at all.”

“After the interview, did the police visit Gina’s condo and do any sort of investigation there?”

“Yes. The next day—last Saturday—they sent a whole team of people out. They photographed everything and took some of Gina’s things—pictures and bathroom stuff, mostly. They collected some fibers from the carpet. Oh, and they took a cup from the sink. On the way out, though, Detective Brown told me that there didn’t initially appear to be anything unusual or suspicious about the condo—aside from the fact that Gina wasn’t in it and all of her per­sonal stuff was.”

I nodded. “Okay,” I said. “Sounds like a CSI investigation. I’ll follow up with him about that.”

“As a matter of fact, their jackets said ‘CSI’” Robbie said.

I nodded.

“I have a question,” he said.

“Shoot.”

“The CSI people took her hairbrush and put it in an evidence bag. Why would they do that?”

I looked at him. “It’s standard procedure. They’re collecting a DNA sample. It’s required by Washington law for identification in missing person cases.”

“Identification?” he said. “Why don’t they just—” He stopped and then said, “I see. It’s so that in case they find a body . . .”

“That’s right. In case they find a body, they can make a positive ID using a DNA sample, even if the body is otherwise unrecogniz­able. Don’t try to read anything into this—it’s standard procedure and good police work.”

He was silent for a second, then he said, “I guess it’s hard not to read anything into it when you’re talking about collecting a DNA sample to potentially identify the body of your sister.”

“I understand,” I said, “but I honestly don’t think it’s going to come to that.” I looked him in the eyes. “Look, Robbie, I’ve worked through several adult missing person cases over the years. And I know you’re probably scared to death, and you have a right to be. But I need to tell you, the odds are very good that Gina’s fine. She’ll either come waltzing home all by herself or the police, maybe with our help, will find her and she’ll be okay. It may be hard to think that now, but that’s probably what’s going to happen. Understand?”

He nodded. I continued. “The hard part for you and your fam­ily’s going to be dealing with the unknown, and particularly, dealing with the wait—the wait while the process plays out.”

Robbie nodded again.

“Because of this, you guys are going to face challenges and sce­narios you’re not used to. As you go through them in your minds, these possibilities will run from simply unpleasant to downright hor­rible—the worst things that could ever happen to a family. You’d never have to consider these things in your normal, day-to-day lives. We’ll talk about these things—no sense locking them in a closet and then avoiding them altogether. As a matter of fact, when the time comes, we should talk about them so that you can develop rationally based expectations. Part of what we can offer is a little counseling—we can help provide you with some logic and context to all the possibilities. When we do this, you’ll see that the reality is that the odds of these really bad things happening to Gina are very low, even though you’re probably scared shitless now.”

He nodded. “We are—scared, I mean.”

I nodded. “That’s understandable and to be expected. For now, though, my advice to you is this: don’t dwell on the unpleasant possi­bilities. You’ll just scare yourself even more. And if you are scared, then your parents will be scared to death—scared at a time when they need your strength the most. Make sense?”

He nodded.

“Be strong for your parents; they’ll need your support. Take my advice. Bottle up the fears so you can channel your mental energy into something productive—liking helping to find Gina.”

He nodded. “I appreciate that, Danny.”

“No problem. But while we’re on this line of touchy questions, have the police said anything about ransom demands?” I asked. “Have they set up a recording system or some sort of monitoring system on your phones? I’m assuming there’s been no contact at all by anyone with anything to do with Gina regarding any sort of ran­som?”

“Yes, they are monitoring my mom and dad’s phone. They set it up Saturday. But you’re right—we haven’t heard a word from anyone that would make us believe she’s been kidnapped,” Robbie said. “No calls. No letters. No e-mails.”

“Good,” I continued. “Now back to our questions. Let’s shift gears and talk about Gina and her behavioral traits. I know Gina from high school and from our brief time together in 2006, but this doesn’t amount to much—especially now, five years later. What can you tell us about her?”

“Well,” Robbie said, “she’s supersmart. She works hard. She’s outgoing. She’s usually happy, although she does have a temper. She’s focused. She’s a great manager at work.” This meshed perfectly with the Gina I remembered. It didn’t sound like she’d changed at all.

“Question,” Toni said. “When you say ‘usually happy,’ how had she been acting for the few weeks before last Thursday?”

“Maybe a little different,” Robbie said. He thought for a few seconds, then said, “I wouldn’t call it unhappy. She never seemed unhappy. If anything, I might call it preoccupied. Like when you have a big project at work and it demands all your attention.”

“Was there anything going on at work that would have caused her to be preoccupied?” Toni asked.

“That’s the thing. There’s nothing. It’s a pretty routine time for us. No expansions, no new distributor lines, nothing.”

“Business is good?”

“Business is very good,” Robbie answered. “Seems the worse the economy gets, the more people want to drink. Since Gina took over the finance department five years ago, our profitability’s gone through the roof.”

This made sense. I’d have been surprised if she’d have been anything other than an excellent business manager. I said, “So she didn’t mention anything at all that might have caused her to be pre­occupied?”

“No—at least, not to me.”

“How often do you speak to your sister?” Toni asked.

“She heads the finance department; I head operations. We work in different ends of the same building. We’d talk about business every couple of days, sometimes more often. We had weekly staff meetings with all the department heads. And we’d meet at mom and dad’s place for lunch sometimes, usually on Sundays.”

We scribbled on our notepads, trying to keep up. After a moment, Toni said, “Okay. Let’s change topics again. Gina has no history of just up and disappearing? Never done this before?”

“Never,” Robbie said.

“Okay,” Toni continued. “I don’t mean to be indelicate, but is Gina straight or homosexual?”

Robbie looked surprised. “I think she’s straight,” he said.

“How about boyfriends or girlfriends?”

Robbie shook his head. “Well, first off, I don’t know of any boy­friends. Certainly nobody she brought home to meet the family. But that doesn’t mean she didn’t have boyfriends that I don’t know about. She may have—she’d probably not have told me unless she thought I needed to know.”

That was a pretty good summary of the Gina I thought I knew: she’d tell you if she thought you needed to know. She’d probably not tell you just to share information, like girlfriend-to-girlfriend chitchat.

“As to girlfriends,” he continued, “I think she was friendly with a couple of the girls in the finance and accounting department. Those girls would be good for you to talk to—they probably know more about Gina’s social life than I do.”

“Okay,” Toni said. “Does she use drugs? Any problems with alcohol?”

“As far as I know, she’s never used drugs. She’ll have a social drink or a glass of wine, but she’s not an alcoholic or anything like that.”

“Good,” Toni said. She wrote in her notebook. “How about any sort of personal problems? Any history of mental illness? Depres­sion? Anything like that?”

“No mental illness. No personal problems I’m aware of.”

“Do you think she might be suicidal at all? Has she ever men­tioned suicide?”

“Never.”

“Okay. Can you get us some recent photos?”

“Yeah. Mom’s got a bunch.”

“Good.”

I spent a minute reviewing my notes, then said, “Robbie, if we’re able to go to work on the case we’ll need a complete list of people from your organization that you think we should talk to—people who work with Gina or even just know her.”

“Okay,” he said, staring at the wall, concentrating intently on something.

“And—” I started to say when he interrupted me.

“Wait a second,” he said, “I made a mistake.”

“What’s that?” Toni asked, looking up from her notepad.

“Of course there was one guy that Gina brought home to meet my parents.”

My upper body tensed.

“Who?” Toni asked. “Do you have a name for this guy?”

“Yeah,” Robbie said. He turned to me. “It was you.”

 

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Toni looked at me, her mouth partly open, questions in her eyes. After a moment she recovered and said, “Danny? Anything you want to add?”

“Give me a second.”

I pictured Gina in my mind the way I remembered her—laugh­ing, witty, happy, on top of the world.

I thought about it and figured that, in front of Robbie, I didn’t know how to say that I’d had a secret crush on Gina probably since the first time I saw her in high school. She was magnetic—everyone was attracted to her.

I didn’t know how to say that I watched her in school for two years and wished that she was somehow as attracted to me as I was to her.

I didn’t know how to say that after high school, I dealt with this by classifying it as a silly boyhood crush. That is, until I bumped into Gina in late 2006 and all the old feelings came back again. This time, at least, I’d grown up enough to find the guts to ask her out. To my never-ending joyous surprise, she’d said yes.

I didn’t know how to say that I spent three of the best weeks of my life with Gina in November of 2006. She was two years younger than I, but she was the one who had all the answers. She was the one who seemed totally sure of what she was doing and where she was going. I was happy just to be there with her.

I didn’t know how to say that I was crushed when I had to ship out to Quantico, Virginia, just after Thanksgiving that year for three months of FBI Advanced Training School and that during that time, our romance fizzled.

Finally, I sure as hell didn’t know how to say that, at least as of November 2006 when we were together, Gina was damn sure straight.

I didn’t know how to say any of this crap, so instead I just said, “No, I only saw her for a few weeks at the end of 2006. I can’t think of anything to add.”

 

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Toni stared at me with a cynical expression on her face that made it look like she was about ready to call, “Bullshit!” Rather than stare back at her, I did the manly thing—I looked away. It was quiet for a few seconds, then I turned back, avoiding Toni’s probing glare, and said, “Tell you what, why don’t we leave it at that for now, Robbie. That gives us some really useful background information. We’re not going to solve the case this afternoon. We’re just gathering some basic information to see if we’re able to take the case on. If we do, we’ll have a lot more questions. Toni, do you have anything else?” I turned to her.

Whether she did or not, she could tell I wanted to end the inter­view, so she looked down at her notes, flipped through a couple of pages and then looked back up and smiled. She said, “No, we’re good for now.” She glanced at me and added, “I think we’ve got plenty to work on here.”

“Okay.” I turned back to Robbie. “Robbie, to summarize, you want to hire our firm to find Gina—whether she’s disappeared vol­untarily for some reason or whether, God forbid, she’s fallen victim to foul play.”

Robbie nodded. “That’s right.”

“Alright, we’d like to help,” I said. “Before we can answer you for sure, I need to do three things. First, I have to meet with Detective Brown and find out SPD’s posture on our helping. We need them to approve our getting involved, or, at least, for them to have no insurmountable objections.”

“I don’t think that should be a problem,” he said.

“Good.” I appreciated his optimism. Chalk it up to friends in high places, I suppose. That’s okay. I could use a little benevolence-by-association. “Second thing, I need to have a meeting with my staff to find out from my whole team whether or not we think we can actually be of service or if we’d just get in the way. We like to talk over the big cases like this as a group before we make a commitment. We need to be comfortable that we have the capabilities and that we’d actually be adding something.”

He nodded, and I continued. “If both of those go well, the last thing I’ll need to do is talk to you again, but this time with your parents. We need to get their stories. I think all of these things can happen by tomorrow. Based on that, are you okay if we set a tenta­tive time for two o’clock tomorrow, at your parents’ home?”

“Good,” Robbie said. “The sooner the better.” He stood to leave. “I want you to know that whatever happens, we’ll be extremely grateful if you’d help us try to find her. We feel completely helpless and, frankly, that’s not a position my family often finds itself in. My dad’s a borderline Type A personality and Gina’s the absolute defini­tion of a super–Type A personality.” He looked at us and the scared expression he’d been wearing when he arrived was back. “I’m not that way and neither’s mom. When our family bumps into a problem, usually Dad—or recently, more likely Gina—will take charge and make things happen. With Gina gone, we’re kind of floundering. We don’t know what to do, and it’s killing us.”

I understood. Angelo Fiore may have been the head of the fam­ily, but it was sounding like Gina Fiore was the engine that made it run. Now that the engine was missing, the family was powerless and grounded—helpless and confused.

 

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Toni took Robbie to the door and said good-bye while I reviewed my notes. A few minutes later, she came back to my office and sat down. She hoisted her Doc Martens up onto the corner of my desk and stared at me while she chewed on the end of a pencil. She said noth­ing.

Finally, I looked up and said, “What?”

“What, nothing,” she said, a bit of a smirk beginning to show on her face. I recognized the look. It meant different things at different times, but usually it meant that she was about to have some fun at my expense.

“What do you want, you—you little pain in the butt?” I asked.

She didn’t look away. “Oh, nothing. I’m just waiting for you to tell me the whole story about you and this missing mystery woman.” Toni’s eyes sparkle when she’s being mischievous, like now. She en­joyed seeing me on the hot seat, and she was instantly able to ascer­tain that, indeed, that’s where I was.

Antoinette “Toni” Blair is a twenty-six-year-old Seattle grunge child blessed with strikingly good looks, kind of like a “grunge” fashion model. Think Katy Perry with tattoos. Taller, “grungier,” but the same beautiful face, same breathtaking figure, same medium-length black hair, same brilliant blue eyes. No denying, Toni is easy to look at. She and I went to a charity black-tie function on behalf of the agency a couple of times and let me just say, she dresses up real nice. She swapped her leathers and her studs for a striking evening gown that covered up her tats while uncovering her dazzling cleavage. Her dark hair and blue eyes, not to mention her killer figure, immediately magnetized every set of male eyes in the room. Blam! Game over. I have to admit, it was a pretty cool feeling having her on my arm as we made our way to our table. No doubt the wealthy tech geeks who usually go to those sorts of things thought, “What’s a knockout bomb like her doing with a shithead like him?” Ha! Get over it, propeller-head.

The sparkling blue eyes, drop-dead figure, and stunning intellect notwithstanding, I think my favorite Toni Blair feature just might be her smile. She actually has several she can use, ranging from a coy, seductive grin all the way to a full-power, stupefying Julia Roberts–like megawatt blast that can stop a train. I’m still figuring it out, but I think it has something to do with the connection between the lips and the eyes. Actually, her whole face gets in on the act of smiling. She has a unique ability to convey a wide range of emotions with her smile. Without even seeming to try, she’s a master at it.

Toni’s parents were divorced when she was young. Her mom raised her and her younger sister while working full-time first as a waitress, then later as a manager of a restaurant in Lynnwood, north of Seattle. She saved money her whole life so that Toni would be able to go to college. I met Toni in 2007 when we were both seniors at U-Dub in the Criminal Justice department. I was still in the army at the time, and Toni worked part-time at the restaurant her mom man­aged—still manages, in fact. In 2008, after I was discharged from the army, I opened Logan Private Investigations. Toni basically hired herself and became my first employee. Turned out to be the best move I ever made.

Toni is a serious private investigator. Not only is she pretty to look at, but she’s tough. And I don’t mean girl tough. I mean take-your-best-shot, kick-your-ass guy tough. Dead shot with the Glock 23 she’s always got tucked somewhere on her person. Also, she’s damn good at Krav Maga—the Israeli army martial art that I picked up in Afghanistan and have been practicing ever since. Toni and I train together once a week or so. Woe be it to the fool who pisses her off. Pick your weapon, but if you go up against Toni, you’d better bring your “A” game.

Attractive as Toni is, I’d seen plenty of workplace romances end badly—most of them, I suppose. I knew better than to mix my work life with my love life, so I always considered her strictly off-limits. I exercised restraint (not always easy), and I never made a move on her. I knew she understood, and I think she felt the same way. But this didn’t stop her from messing with me, just for shits and giggles. For instance, when we’d practice our grappling, if I started to get the better of her, she’d think nothing of grabbing me in the crotch and squeezing, then laughing when I immediately tapped out. Then she’d laugh even more when I’d get pissed afterwards—laugh herself silly, in fact. Shit like that.

She hates to lose. She’s a kick, but she knows me so well that she could tell when she had me pinned down on something. She enjoyed it immensely.

“Give it up, Logan,” she said, smiling. “I can’t do my job unless I have all the details. I need facts, man.”

“Alright, alright,” I said, acquiescing. She wasn’t going to give up until I told her. “It’s simple. For two years in high school, I had a silent crush on Gina—same as probably 90 percent of the other guys at my school. Nothing came of it. Then, six years later, out of the blue, I bump into her at Starbucks. We start talking and end up spending an hour there. I guess I’d grown up, because in high school the thought of approaching her scared the shit out of me. Now, it was easy to talk to her. Asking her out seemed natural. Fortunately, she said yes.”

“Did you fall in love?”

“No, I didn’t fall in love,” I said. “We were only together three weeks.”

Toni smiled her little impish smile. She kept working me. “Did you—you know, did you two . . . consummate the relationship?”

I glared at her. “Fuck you, Blair—none of your goddamned business.”

She laughed out loud, knew she’d gotten to me.

“Laugh it up. If you must know, we had a fabulous few weeks together before I shipped out to advanced training at the FBI Academy in Virginia. I had a dumpy little apartment in south Tacoma then, near Fort Lewis, where I was stationed. I’d drive up to Seattle most every night, and Gina and I’d go to a movie or out to dinner, or sometimes just hang out at her place. She’d just graduated from U-Dub and was working full-time at her dad’s business. She had a nice apartment in Fremont. She took me home for Thanksgiving that year with her family.”

“Go on,” Toni said, when I paused to reflect how nice the holiday had been.

“Yeah. Well, three days after Thanksgiving, I shipped out. Our romance kind of fizzled then. It was hard on me, but I wouldn’t say I was brokenhearted. I guess we’d not been together long enough for those kind of emotional ties to have set in. Disappointed was proba­bly a better word. Not in her or in me—just disappointed in the cir­cumstances that tore us apart.” I thought back about those times—the highs followed by the lows.

Toni was respectfully silent for a few seconds; then she said, “Well, look at the bright side, Danny. When we find her, you’ll be able to light a new fire there.”

“Yeah? I don’t know about that.” I thought for a few seconds, and then said, “Actually, I see two problems with that.”

“One?” she asked.

“One. We have to find her.”

She shrugged. “If she’s alive, we’ll find her,” she said, no doubt whatsoever in her voice. “What’s number two?”

“Remember Thomas Wolfe?” I asked.

She thought for a second, and then smiled. “Ah yes,” she said. “Here it comes. You’re going to say ‘You Can’t Go Home Again,’ aren’t you?”

I was impressed that she guessed where I was going, though I probably shouldn’t have been.

“Well, that’s bullshit, you sentimental sop,” she said. “You can do whatever you want.”

I like Toni. She needles me a lot, but I think I’ll keep her.

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