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Can there be life without love or is death Aura’s only choice?
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Winner of the Paranormal Romance Guild’s Book of the Year award for paranormal romantic suspense.

A nymph: a woman with the ability to seduce at will, shift to protect, but cursed with the fate to have the man she falls in love with die a tragic death. As one of these ill-fated nymphs, Aura Montgarten has spent her lifetime drifting from one place to another hiding from love. Until she meets Dane.

When a body washes up on the shore of a rural Montana lake, police officer Dane Burke is faced with the task of finding the killer – even if it means he will be forced to put his life and heart at risk by working with a drifter. As the truth of Aura’s Mustang-shifting nymph ways are revealed, Dane learns exactly the amount of danger he and Aura are in, but can’t force himself to leave a case unsolved when the truth is just outside his grasp.

When the killer decides he needs to take another victim – Dane – Aura must choose between their forbidden love and her immortal life. Can there be life without love or is death her only choice?

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Chapter One

The waves of the lake crashed next to Dane Burke like greedy reporters descending onto a crime scene. Dane picked up the severed hand, careful to touch it only with the tips of his gloved fingers, all in an attempt to save what little evidence remained.

The fingers were wrinkled and pale, the color of rotting fish. The skin of the palm flapped back, exposing the white lines of the tendons and the bloated pink muscles of the victim’s hand. He pushed back the skin, covering the hand’s viscera. The flesh was rubbed raw in several places, but whether it was from the time in the water or something else Dane couldn’t be sure.

Behind him, the secondary officer, Grant, talked with the woman who’d phoned in the find. The woman was blonde, thin, and uncomfortably beautiful.

“So, Aura, are you in Montana for business or pleasure?” Officer Grant asked, with just a little too much glee in his voice.

Dane tried to ignore the amateurish come-ons the officer threw at the blonde with the large blue eyes and plump lips that pulsed with the pink hues of life.

He turned the gruesome hand over in his. The fingernails of the victim were painted a vivid red, now brighter than the blood that had settled in the person’s flesh. He snickered quietly as he thought about the stark difference between the woman behind him who was the embodiment of life and the macabre sloughing object of death he stared upon.

Maybe the kid wasn’t so wrong for focusing on the woman. If he’d been just a few years younger, maybe he would have been acting that way too—focusing on the beauty of the woman instead of the gore of the job. But he’d long since given up on the things in life that only brought bitterness—death was easier to handle.

Officer Grant mumbled something, and his laughter bounced off the black lake and disappeared into the still of the night. Yet, the woman stayed silent—making Dane like her just a little bit more for avoiding the stupidity that Grant kept unchecked.

This crime scene was going to be one hell of a mess—between the identification and then locking down suspects; the case was going to have to be the focus of his life. He hadn’t had a possible homicide for two years. The last case had been cut and dry; man beat his wife, wife murdered husband—mitigated murder. She got two years in prison, a slap on the wrist.

Today all he had was a mutilated hand. Unidentifiable until the DNA came in, no one missing—at least, no one who had been reported missing—and no easy answers. Only one thing seemed likely—there would be a body to follow, but when and if it showed up was a mystery.

Whatever had happened to this woman could only be found in her flesh, unless someone popped up who had witnessed the event. If he had to guess, the hand had been in the water at least a few days. If someone had seen the possible murder, they would turn up soon or not at all.

The skin slipped in his, forcing him to grip it tighter. He laid the evidence down on the bag.

Dealing with suicides and natural deaths was something he did on a regular basis. Yet something about the rotting fish-hand made him shudder. Maybe it was the vibrant partygoer’s red nail polish and the way it made him think of some of the questionable women he had dated; or it could have been the way it had been removed from the body.

He stood up and wiped off the pebbles from his knees.

“Officer Grant, did you find anything else besides the hand?”

“Excuse me, Ms. Montgarten,” the young brown-haired officer said with an overly warm smile.

The woman, Aura, was pretty and all, but the way the kid fawned made him want to gag. The woman was just another person in the long line of crazies they saw each and every day. Polite was fine, but come on.

The woman stared down at the hand at Dane’s feet.

Officer Grant reached over and touched the woman’s arm. “Don’t worry about the hand now.”

The woman jerked back and away from the boy’s touch.

 

Dane held back the urge to snigger.

 

She pulled her arms around her body as an icy fall Montana wind blew up off the lake.

 

“Why don’t you take her to your car, Officer Grant?” Dane said. “She looks cold.”

 

“No.” She glared back at him. “I’m fine.”

 

For a person who’d found the hand floating along the shoreline she seemed oddly quiet. She’d barely spoken since Dane had arrived on scene. Highly suspicious, and if he had to guess, she was the primary suspect. Most people loved to help, to talk away while they explained the crime procedures they had witnessed on CSI or some other bullshit television show, but not this woman.

 

Officer Grant nodded. “I’ll grab you a blanket. Deputy Burke is right, you look cold.

Can’t have you freezing on us.”

 

“I’ll just wait in my truck.” She spun on her boot’s heel and stomped off to her latemodel black Dodge towing a white horse trailer.

 

Officer Grant watched her as she fled from them.

 

“Grant, you gonna help in the investigation or drool over the blonde all day?”

 

“Sorry, Deputy. Just wanted to make sure our witness was comfortable.”

 

Comfortable or doable? The kid didn’t stand a chance with the woman.

 

“Did she give you any useable information?”

 

“Just said she had stopped at the marina and came across the hand.”

 

“Did she say if she saw anyone else around?”

 

Officer Grant shook his head. “Sounds like there’s been no one here but her.”

 

Dane exhaled and watched as his breath made a whirling cloud in the cold air. Of course no one would be around on an evening like this. The lake was too cold, too deep for anyone to be out.

 

“Did she say what she was doing here?”

 

“Just stopped for a rest.”

 

Stopped for a rest at a marina? There was a campground only ten miles farther down the highway and not much further than that was a line of motels. Signs dotted the roadway advertising the various options to rest. Something didn’t add up.

“Where’s she from?”

“Didn’t say.”

 

Rookie.

 

“Stay here with the evidence. Keep an eye on it. I’m going to go run through some questions with her.”

“Sure, Deputy.”

From the tone of the kid’s voice it was easy to tell he was steadily making another friend in the office. Grant was free to add his name to the ever-growing list of people that didn’t like Dane Burke. The list was long and distinguished, with several county officials at the top. Dane had never been one to kiss ass or pander to the fickle moods of the politics that ran rampant through this tiny county in the northwest corner of Montana.

The beam of the flashlight bounced over the ground as Dane made his way to the black pickup parked under the lone street lamp. The plates were from Arizona. She was a long way from home.

The woman stared down at a map that lay in her lap as he stepped up to the window.

 

He tapped on the glass with the end of his metal flashlight.

 

She looked up and shoved the map closed as she rolled down the window. “Officer?”

Her cheeks flushed.

 

“It’s Deputy Burke.” He pointed to his name badge.

 

Her overly large eyes sparkled, making him shift uncomfortably in his work boots.

“Deputy.”

 

An odd trickle of guilt invaded him. She was suspicious, but he didn’t need to be rude—he had worked for his reputation as an even-tempered cop and he didn’t need to blow it on one good looking blonde. “Or you can call me Dane. That’s my name, Dane Burke.”

 

Great. He mentally groaned. Now I sound like a freaking idiot.  

“Dane.” The corner of her mouth turned up in a little grin. “How can I help you? I think I already answered most of the other officer’s questions.”

He pulled a notepad out of his front pocket. “I just have a few more questions for you. Make sure we get all of our bases covered.”

She responded with a tight nod.

 

“Where exactly did you say you were from?”

 

“I’m just traveling through.”

 

“From Arizona?”

 

Her blue eyes sparked. “Yeah. Right. Arizona.”

 

So this was how she was going to play it? Like she was some kind of hard ass?

 

A little dream catcher dangled from her rearview mirror. The blue feather attached to the circle fluttered lazily in the breeze that filtered through the open window.  He clicked his pen and wrote down the word Arizona and her license plate number in a tight scrawl. “Where are you headed to?”

 

“What does it matter to your case? I told the other officer everything I know. I stopped, found the hand, and I called you guys. That’s it. Nothing more.”

 

What was she hiding? He instinctively put on his game face. No emotion, no tells.

“Do you have a horse in the back?” He pointed at the double horse trailer she was towing behind the three-quarter ton.

She glanced down at the side view mirror. “No.”

“You moving?” He leaned back and aimed the flashlight at the trailer, but the light was swallowed by the darkness.

“The trailer’s empty.” Her eyes scanned the mirror again, sparking his inner-cop.

 

“You mind if I take a look?”

 

“Do you have a search warrant?”

 

The woman knew her rights. There was nothing he could do. She may not have had anything to do with the pale, bloated hand that rested on the shore, but there was no question about it, she was hiding something. And even if it killed him, he was going to find out.

 

 

Chapter Two

The Diamond Bar Ranch wasn’t far from the tiny campground where Aura had spent the night tossing and turning inside the small confines of the horse trailer’s tack room. The only thing that had comforted her was the familiar sweet scent of hay and the musky warm scent of horses that permeated the small space.

She stepped up into the cold cab of the truck and took in a long breath. The truck smelled the same as the trailer, but more muted—and still the same scent of safety and of being home.

It was early and the morning sun still slept behind the rugged mountains to her east as she made her way across the tiny town of Somers and north to the turn off to the ranch.  The dream catcher bounced on the mirror as she pulled the truck down a long and winding dirt road. The crunch of ice and the smattering of gravel hitting her truck were her only company as she slowly made her way toward the ranch.

Her phone slipped down the dashboard and bumped against the windshield. Aura reached up and took it down. She slid her finger over the screen and opened up the map.  She needed to get on the Forest Service lands behind the ranch; it would be the quickest way to get to her sister, Natalie.

Aura poked at her phone with her finger and turned off the screen. She stuffed the phone in her pocket. She was probably fretting over nothing. This wasn’t the first time Natalie had gone missing for a few days. Her obnoxiously bohemian life had gotten in the way a few years back, but then it had turned out that she’d been in her horse form for three days with a group of like-minded nymph-shifters and had misplaced her phone.

Her sister was probably off playing wild horse again and had forgotten to charge her phone before she left. Yet, the gnawing in Aura’s gut made her think otherwise. Her sister was forgetful, easily distracted, and a bit of a free spirit, but she’d always made it a point to check in when she was out of town.

When she found her, Natalie would be getting a piece of her mind. What had it been, a week now? Seven days from the last time they’d spoken.

When Natalie had left Yuma, it hadn’t been on the best of terms. Aura had been busy working with a wild horse, trying to train it for a prima donna who wouldn’t let her leave until the horse would do everything from gaiting to a perfect rein. The horse had been a challenge—it had hated the woman as much as she did—but it had eventually responded to Aura’s soft touch and gentle intentions.

Natalie had wanted her to come to Montana with her to follow a line on a new job—one that had promised a few thousand dollars that they desperately needed. When things had finally cooled down, Nat had agreed that finishing the job was the best decision and she’d promised to call when she’d gotten to Montana. Yet, she’d only heard from her one time… seven days ago.

Aura counted her fingers. They’d never gone this long without talking. A sense of dread crept up her spine, but Aura tried to ignore it. Natalie was just being reckless, just 10 taking it for granted that Aura wouldn’t worry, thinking she wouldn’t fret about her younger sister.

When she did find her, Natalie would undoubtedly make a thousand excuses for why she had gone missing and why she hadn’t called.

That was, if she was found.

Aura needed to get through that ranch; whatever it took, she would do it. She unbuttoned the top of her shirt, just low enough that the air from the truck’s heater warmed the bare skin on the top of her breasts.

A large arch made of gnarled, skip-peeled logs stood guard over the entrance of the ranch’s driveway. The Diamond Bar’s brand hung down from the crooked log. The cut steel moved back and forth as an icy wind kicked up, promising of storms that lingered just over the horizon.

Aura tapped nervously on the steering wheel. She pulled around a corner and in the distance she could make out a thickset man standing in the middle of a corral. On the right of the corral was a long building. Its siding was a brilliant red and the windows and doorframes were a pristine white, as if the place had recently been painted. Next to the stables sat the big red barn, hay littering the ground in front of the doors.

The man didn’t look back as she parked between the barn and the stables and got out. The peal of a horse’s scream made chills run through her. What was the man doing?

She rushed around the side of the building as the Quarter Horse’s back hooves connected with the metal gate with a clang. The shrill noise made the horse’s ears pin back further against its skull. The man bellowed, “Goddamn you! You’ll do what I want, you little bastard.” There was a slash of a whip through the air and a sharp snap as it connected with the gelding’s shoulder, drawing an immediate welt to his sweat-slicked black coat.

The gelding backed up and pressed its rear-end against the metal bars of the corral.  The saddle that had been resting on the top of the fence slid off and fell to the ground with a thud. The noise startled the young horse, and he bucked and kicked wildly while the cowboy stood at the center of the ring. The man drew back his whip and slashed it against the gelding’s front shoulder.

Anger filled Aura. No horse deserved to be talked to or treated the way the man was treating this horse. All a horse needed to learn was a positive environment and a caring hand. If she didn’t do something to help him, this horse would only become more frightened and angry, and that pain and fear would stay in his memory forever—just waiting for a time to be expressed. The horse would only become a time bomb for an incautious rider.

She rushed to the corral. She couldn’t do this. She couldn’t lose her head. Not now.

Not when she needed to find Natalie. She had to make this man an ally, not an enemy. Yet, she had to stop him. The cold fence chilled her fingers as she leaned against the bars.

 

The crooked-nosed cowboy drew the whip back and smacked it hard against the sensitive tissue on top of the horse’s nose, making him scream with pain.

 

“Stop!” Aura yelled. “Don’t hit him again.” .

“The man turned with a start and the horse snorted nervously.

 

“What the hell are you doing here?” The man spit on the ground.

“I’m looking for the foreman.” She couldn’t stand looking at the horse—fear and pain filled his eyes. “You shouldn’t be hitting that horse. You’ll ruin him.”

 

“This ain’t no dude ranch.”

 

“Never said it was.” She bristled. She had to stay calm.

The man turned toward her and raised his whip as if he intended on striking the strap down upon her fingers.

“Put the whip down, or I will use it on you.” The dam cracked inside of her, letting some of the anger stream through.

He lowered the whip as he glared at her from under the brim of his hat. “Goddamn women, think horses need to be baby-handled…”

She tried to bite her tongue. What was wrong with some of the men in the mountains?  Did they think just because they lived under the big sky that they didn’t have to have manners? That they were above the clouds of civility?

Her boots thumped on the fence as she climbed over and jumped down into the corral.

“Let me have that whip.”

The man dug his heel into the dirt and his hand clenched around the leather whip. He leaned toward her dangerously, almost as if he considered striking her as he had struck the disobedient horse. “Look, lady, I don’t know what the hell you think you’re doing here, but you ain’t welcome. You can go back over there, climb up into your fancy little truck, and hit the road. I don’t need no woman telling me how to handle a horse.”

The black Quarter Horse stomped and tapped at the ground nervously with his hoof.  The whites of his eyes showed as he bared his teeth. His mouth frothed and sweat rolled down his flanks. He hated the man that stood in the center of the little corral, and it was easy to see why.

She turned to the gelding and stared into his eyes. Men were uncontrollable, but horses, horses she could handle.

For millennia, horses had run wild. First the enormous megalithic horses reared across the mountains and plains, commanding respect. As they evolved into the modern horse, humans took them and forced domestication, herding the once regal animals. Some of their wild nature dissipated, bred out and muted by human will.

Men murdered them for meat. Men caged them. They beat them with whips, tied their legs together with rope, and branded them with searing hot irons—beating down their spirits, but whether the horse was Mustang, like her, or like the black one standing before her in the corral, they were all wild at heart. No matter how hard men attempted to enslave and change them, the passion for freedom ran strong in their veins. Throughout time many broke free of their masters and bound across the plains and deserts with only the wind and their will as their guides. They could be beaten, but never was a horse completely broken—instinct would always reign.

The cowboy moved toward the horse, his shoulder straight and rigid, like a sniper going in for the kill. He stepped toward the horse, whip raised.  The Quarter Horse raised its head and eyed the man, the horse’s body tensed and his front legs splayed. Controlling fear with more fear was like trying to control the wind by blowing in it. The cowboy was a fool. The horse lunged at the man and the cowboy jumped back to the fence.

“Whoa,” Aura whispered to the gelding, putting up her hands and moving between him and the cowboy. The horse drew in a long breath, taking in her scent, and then let out a sharp snort of alarm. His eyes were focused on her. He blinked then nickered with recognition.

“Good boy…”

“His name’s Dancer.” The man behind her broke the air between her and the horse as he lifted the saddle back onto the fence with a grunt.

The man’s movement spooked the horse. Dancer reared back with a furious scream, his front legs in the air.

What had this man done to Dancer before she had arrived? He acted as if he feared for his life. Anger knotted in her gut. That foreman had no business working with horses—there was no reason to hit and cause pain.

“That horse is shit. He’s just a hard-headed, resentful bastard. I should’ve never bought convinced Zeb to buy him at the sale. He shoulda been dog meat.” She looked back over her shoulder toward the man. “The only bastard I see here is you.”

“You little—”

 

“Shut up and let me work.”

 

She turned back to the beautiful black gelding. The muscles on his shoulders twitched.  His body was thick and muscular, perfect for strength work, and hungry for action and natural training.

You can trust me, honey. She sent out the thought toward the gelding. Her hands lowered to her sides, her palms up, letting him know that she was open to him. I won’t hurt you. She stared straight into his eyes.

His head lowered slightly as he stared at her.

 

“Good boy.”

 

The man chuckled behind her. “You’ll never get anywhere by staring.” His voice drove needles over her skin, but she forced her body to relax. This wasn’t about the man, this was about the horse.

 

A drip of froth fell from the horse’s mouth and landed on the ground. It’s okay. He won’t touch you. She tried to reassure him. He blinked at her and then lowered his head further. His ear moved forward a tiny bit, still pinned but he was responding to her thoughts.

She kept talking to him, and before long the beautiful black gelding was standing beside her. His head rested on her shoulder.

There was the crunch of gravel and a swirl of dust as a truck drove around the stables and came to a stop next to the corral. Dancer leaned back and his legs shook.

She ran her hand down his cheek as she let her relaxed energy flow into him.  A man in shiny camel-colored boots, that were far too clean to have actually seen the everyday work of the ranch, stepped out of the driver side of the pickup.

“Who’re you?”

She patted Dancer’s cheek and urged him to move in a circle around the corral. She turned back to the man as he stopped next to the cowboy with the crooked nose.

“I’m Aura.”

“Well, Aura, what do you think you are doing with my horse? You have no business touching my livestock.”

“I’m saving him.”
“The man stuffed his thumb in the corner of his jeans pocket and leaned his other arm on the top of the fence. “From what exactly?”

“Your man here,” she said, pointing at the crooked-nosed cowboy, “was beating Dancer.”

The foreman pushed off from the fence and stared at her like a mad bull. “That’s horse shit. I was training that little black devil with the whip, just like I done with every other horse. I ain’t beating him. You need to get lost, you little tree hugger.”

The rancher put out his hand toward the cowboy, commanding him with a simple motion of his powerful presence. “Stop, Pat. Let the woman talk. I want to hear this.”

He motioned to her like he could command her as he had done with his employee.

“What are you doing here, besides picking a fight with my best hand?”

Everything had gone so wrong. She hadn’t intended on picking a fight with Pat, but there were a few things in this world she couldn’t stand, and cruelty was one of them.

Something like this always brought up the pain from her past and the resentment that had settled within her from hundreds of years of watching idiots with animals.

She didn’t stand a chance of getting on the good side of the rancher by going against his crew. The gelding came to a stop beside her and nosed her arm, begging for her to touch him. He nickered softly.

“Look, I wasn’t looking for a fight. If your hand wouldn’t have acted like he didn’t have a brain in his head there wouldn’t have been a problem.” She patted the gelding’s soft cheek.

The rancher roared with laughter. “Well, Pat…I guess I can see how this woman pushed you out of your own corral. She’s short on words, isn’t she?”

Pat’s face pulled into a sour pucker and he pushed off from the metal gate. “She didn’t push me out.”

“I can see that.” The rancher dabbed at the corner of his eye with his knuckle.

“I should have pushed his ass in the muck.” She pointed down at a steaming pile of manure. “He doesn’t deserve to be around a horse.”

The rancher’s smile faded. “Is that right, miss? You, a stranger who just pulled off the highway, knows more than ol’ Pat here? Pat’s worked for me for fifteen years. Made some damn fine rodeo horses out of some questionable stock.”

She stuffed the toe of her boot into the ground. “Out of fear.”

He huffed. “And you think you got a better way, do you, woman?”

The way he said woman made the hair on the back of her neck bristle. “I know I got a better way to handle horses.”

She looked over at Dancer and the horse lifted its head in an agitated sniff, almost as if he was telling her to take the challenge.  Dancer moved his shoulder close to her and nudged her gently. His body was warm as she ran her hands down his length. The muscles on his shoulders quivered with excitement and he motioned his head toward the blanket and saddle. Not yet, baby. Not yet, she cooed in her mind. Let’s show them your softer side.

Aura took a step toward the horse and he moved his flank away, honoring her space.  Good boy. His ears flicked forward as he listened to her energy. Running her hands down the front of his legs, she tapped his chest. Lie down, baby.

Dancer’s front end dropped down as he came to his knees then slowly rolled his body onto his side. His soft underbelly lay exposed, vulnerable.  She knelt down next to the placid horse and ran her hands down his silky black coat.

His chest rose and fell in rhythmic motions. “Grab your saddle.” The ranch hand moved toward the saddle, but the rancher stuck out his hand and stopped him.

“What did you say your name was, woman?” “Aura. Aura Montgarten. You?”

“The name’s Zeb Burke. I own the Diamond.”

 

“Burke? As in Dane Burke?”

 

The rancher’s face went tight and he eyed her suspiciously, his slightly playful demeanor disappeared. “He’s my brother. You a friend of his?”

Bringing up the fact that she had met Dane at a crime scene didn’t seem like the best idea if she wanted the chance to investigate the land behind the ranch. “We’ve met.”

“And?” He pressed as if he expected her to say she rolled on her back for the man.

“And nothing,” she answered, striking down any possible thoughts the man could have about her relationship with Burke.

“You had to think something of him.”

She stared at Zeb, trying to find what answer he wanted from the look in his eyes. But he wasn’t a horse; she couldn’t hear his thoughts or send him hers.  Vague was her best bet to get what she needed.

“I guess he’s alright.”

“Alright, eh?” His face soured and he motioned toward her truck. “I don’t know what my brother told you, lady, but you don’t belong here. I don’t care what you can do with horses. You need to get off my land.”

The ride back to the campsite seemed a lot farther than it had that morning as she chastised herself for her stupid mistake.

At least she’d helped the horse as much as she could—hopefully the jerk, Pat, would let Dancer be. He had great potential if he had only the right training. She forced her mind from the horse.

What was she going to do about Natalie? There was no possibility of her gaining access to the wild lands without getting through that ranch—unless she shifted. And shifting into her Mustang form was out of the question—there were too many people, too many prying eyes, and far too much danger.

There had to be another way.

The road veered to the left and she eased the truck around the bend, where a dirt road connected with the main road. Instinctively she glanced down the road, looking for traffic. She slammed on the brakes and threw the wheel to the left. A quarter mile down the road a white Ranger sat parked along the side, almost hidden in the overhanging timber.

Aura stopped her truck and got out to inspect the vehicle. A fresh indentation marred the left back panel where red paint streaked the inside of the concave dent. But it was still Natalie’s truck.

What was it doing parked there, on the side of an almost deserted back road?  Inside the cab was a black purse, its contents overflowing out onto the seat: lipstick, eyeliner, wallet, keys. The only thing missing was her sister’s purple cell phone. Is this where she had parked to access the Forest Service lands? Or had someone else parked the truck here in an attempt to hide it?

The seat was moved all the way back as if someone much taller than her petite sister had been driving. A knot formed in the pit of her stomach. Natalie wasn’t the type of girl to let anyone drive her truck.

Aura moved around to the bed of the truck and looked inside. Something caught her eye. Stuffed deep into the front corner of the bed was a white cloth. She reached down and picked up the mysterious cloth. As it unfurled a scream rippled from her throat and echoed out into the still timber.

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Winner of the Paranormal Romance Guild’s Book of the Year award for paranormal romantic suspense.

A nymph: a woman with the ability to seduce at will, shift to protect, but cursed with the fate to have the man she falls in love with die a tragic death. As one of these ill-fated nymphs, Aura Montgarten has spent her lifetime drifting from one place to another hiding from love. Until she meets Dane.

When a body washes up on the shore of a rural Montana lake, police officer Dane Burke is faced with the task of finding the killer – even if it means he will be forced to put his life and heart at risk by working with a drifter. As the truth of Aura’s Mustang-shifting nymph ways are revealed, Dane learns exactly the amount of danger he and Aura are in, but can’t force himself to leave a case unsolved when the truth is just outside his grasp.

When the killer decides he needs to take another victim – Dane – Aura must choose between their forbidden love and her immortal life. Can there be life without love or is death her only choice?

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“Romance, murder, kidnapping and secrets . . . I recommend this book to anyone who loves paranormal and a really interesting mystery. I did not realize who did it until the end.” —Linda Tonis for the Paranormal Romance Guild – 5 star review

“I was up until the sun was almost up because I had to know the conclusion of this thrilling and sexy mystery.” —Helena Ferrell of Mama’s Reading Break – 5 Stars

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When Sovereign Solomon Nemamiah lay dying on a beach under an overturned vehicle with his fiancée helplessly sobbing next to him, he made a vow to himself that he would refuse to stay in some arbitrary afterlife. He silently promised to return and finish what he started with The Order of the Black Swan and the love of his life. When the new Sovereign of Jefferson Unit begins saying and doing things that remind people of Sol, it raises suspicion in the minds of people who were closest to him.

Dr. Mercy Renaux is a new hire archeologist seeking to change her life and find something to blot out the guy she can’t forget. Sir Rafael Nightsong, bad boy member of the infamous Z Team, is the guy she can’t forget. When his team is assigned to escort the recent recruit to Bulgaria on a mission to contain irrefutable evidence that vampire exist, they both wish they worked for somebody else.

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The facilitator looked at him like she’d rather have him thrown out than help him get caught up to speed. Yes. He was late. Yes. He was a mess. “Is that blood on your face?” she’d asked, looking down her nose.

That’s only one of the shitty things that’s likely to happen when you pick the wrong fight in a battle with extra-dimensional assassins. Among others, you could end up locked in a freezing basement cage for hours.

His answer was to stare in bald challenge. “Just tell me where I’m supposed to be.”

She hesitated, but decided it would be less disruptive to the event to go along with the maniac than to cause a scene. “Very well, Mr….” she looked down at the card, “Nightsong. Everyone will be changing stations in…” she looked at her stop watch, “five, four, three – go to station seven now – two, one.” She raised her voice. “Time everyone! Move on to the next table.”

Raif spotted the number seven and headed in that direction, clearing a path as people took one look and gave him a wide berth. When he got a look at the woman who had just sat down to wait for him at table number seven, he felt his dick jerk and that infuriated him. He flopped into the empty chair seething about the past twenty-four hours, about having to comply with a speed date because he’d lost a bet, about how unsatisfying his work for Black Swan had become, and about the fact that the cutie was getting a response from his pants that was not in line with how tired and dejected he was at the moment.

He refused to look at her. Instead, he looked around the room with a smirk. Speed dating. What could be more ludicrous for a guy like him? He had a progression of pleasure-giving penis piercings, commonly known as a ladder, and a reputation with women that was nothing to be ashamed of. Well, depending on who you talked to. But he’d never been on a “date” in his life.

His present discomfort was his teammate’s idea of a joke, the price of a wager that misfired.

“I’m Mercedes.”

The sound of her voice brought him back. He let his eyes roam over what he could see above the table top slowly, way too slowly for speed dating. It was an intimidation tactic intended to make her uncomfortable, deliberate or not. She was buttoned up all the way to the neck and he thought the closed tight look was out of place on a natural redhead with freckles that seemed to say, “Underneath this disguise, I’m as unruly as the pigment in my skin.”

“Rafael Nightsong.”

Her lips parted and stayed open for a minute, like she was thinking about repeating his name, but she recovered quickly and that look vanished. “So. What do you do?”

“Vampire hunter,” he said as nonchalantly as if the answer had been insurance salesman.

She supposed he must have been attempting some sort of theatrical goth look. The style was outrageous, but those eyes were such a pale shade of blue, framed by midnight black hair and lashes, they drew her in, compelling her to look and preventing her from looking away. One could almost believe that he actually was a vampire hunter.

Gathering her composure, she smirked. “I see. You must be too shy to talk about yourself. So, let me just refer to your card then.” She picked up a white four by six index card with the number seven in bold at the top. “I see you like long walks on the beach and pina coladas.” He barked out a laugh in spite of himself. He had to give it up. Torn Finngarick was a funny guy. “Let me guess. I’ll bet you also like getting caught in the rain.”

“Yes. I’m a simple guy, easy to read. Long walks on the beach and pina coladas are my idea of fun.” Her rust-colored eyelashes swept down and to the side as she looked away. “Sooooooo. Let’s see what your card says about you.” He shuffled through cards and held one up pretending to read. “Here we are. Little Miss Sheltered McManners. For fun you like spraying with Lysol and wearing stilts. All the better to look down on other people.”

“Mr… You know, really, the most interesting thing about you is that you chose Nightsong for a fake name. I don’t need stilts to look down on you. I could be lying face down on the floor and wouldn’t have any trouble.”

One of his brows arched. “Well. Well. Well. Honesty. Wasn’t expecting that.”

The facilitator’s voice rang out, “One minute.”

“Sixty seconds.” His malicious grin was sexy in spite of its intent. “Just long enough for me to say that I’ll bet your cunt is buttoned up tighter than your sweater. I’ll bet it’s so sanitary that it doesn’t even smell like pussy. A shame because I like the smell of pussy. For one thing it’s honest.”

Mercy didn’t think of herself as prudish, but hearing that tirade come from the mouth of a complete stranger sitting on the other side of white linen was shocking. While she was trying to make up her mind between blushing and blanching, he decided to add one parting comment.

“You know, hives is not a good look for you.”

“Time!”

She wasn’t about to allow that to be the last thing said between them. “You’re an authority of good looks? Have you seen a mirror? When did post-apocalyptic remnant become the new GQ? You look like an extra from a zombie movie set.”

“Time!”

He glanced toward the facilitator at the front of the room, who had repeated herself, more forcefully, for their benefit.

“Good. ‘Cause we’re done here.” He shoved the chair back as he stood, throwing his splayed hands out in front of him to punctuate his exit like a petulant teenager who’d been wronged.

“Excellent. Because I couldn’t have stood the smell a second longer.”

Three minutes later they were still standing at table seven, locked in an argument that seemed to be spiraling into a frenzy instead of winding down. While the other would-be speed daters turned spectators looked on, the facilitator kept helplessly calling “time” and was ignored.

Finally, Raif ended it by storming out of the restaurant and walked for two blocks in dense New York City pedestrian traffic before ducking into an alley. He stopped and put his forehead on the cold composition wall of the closest building.

“Gods’ teeth, why am I such an asshole? A big mouth, broken asshole?”

 

Fingers shaking, she gathered her purse and jacket without meeting the eyes of any of the onlookers. If she’d ever been more humiliated, she couldn’t remember when. She got almost to the end of the block before bursting into tears. So much for speed dating.

She was glad it was windy and cold for the six block walk back to Columbia. People would assume the color in her face was from weather and not from crying.

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When Sovereign Solomon Nemamiah lay dying on a beach under an overturned vehicle with his fiancée helplessly sobbing next to him, he made a vow to himself that he would refuse to stay in some arbitrary afterlife. He silently promised to return and finish what he started with The Order of the Black Swan and the love of his life. When the new Sovereign of Jefferson Unit begins saying and doing things that remind people of Sol, it raises suspicion in the minds of people who were closest to him.

Dr. Mercy Renaux is a new hire archeologist seeking to change her life and find something to blot out the guy she can’t forget. Sir Rafael Nightsong, bad boy member of the infamous Z Team, is the guy she can’t forget. When his team is assigned to escort the recent recruit to Bulgaria on a mission to contain irrefutable evidence that vampire exist, they both wish they worked for somebody else.

If you love a grand mix of romance, fantasy, science fiction, tears, laughter, and complex stories, this serial is right for you. 17+

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Crossing Tinker’s Knob

by Inglath Cooper

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People say you can’t ever go back. That some of the things that happen to us simply cannot be redone. But the paths of a life journey are rarely straight. They twist and turn and wind back across those once visited and long thought to have faded from existence.

Becca Miller has lived her life trying to do the right thing, even when its cost has been giving up the boy she loved and wanted to marry. The sacrifice she made for her sister isn’t one she regrets because there was no other choice for her to make. And for eighteen years, she lives this choice with full commitment and as little looking back as she can manage.

But when Matt Griffith returns to Ballard County for the funeral of his grandmother, the path that had seemed so straight begins to loop back and take her across feelings she thought she had put away for good. As it turns out, those roads we’ve traveled do not fade at all. They simply wait to be retraveled, leaving us with the decision to follow them exactly as we did before, or make a different choice and find out where it will lead us.

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Prologue

What is deservedly suffered must be borne with
calmness, but when the pain is unmerited,
the grief is resistless.
– Ovid

Then
Theres a moon tonight. It hangs in the sky above the barn, fat and full, a summer moon. It lights my path across the backyard, the parched grass beneath my feet making a brittle, crackling sound. Daddy says if we dont get some rain soon, the corn crop wont be worth cutting.

At the thought of him asleep in his bed, worn out from a day spent putting away over a thousand bales of hay, I feel a sharp pang of guilt for sneaking out of the house. I dont like hiding things from Mama and Daddy. But its not as if they wont know the truth soon enough.

Three weeks from today when I turn sixteen, John and I are getting married. I know were young, but Im just glad I found someone who wants the same life I want. Mama says when people are different and dont believe the same things, its not likely that a life together would ever work. My brother Jacob and my sister Becca are both choosing a different path, and I worry that what Mama said will come true for them.

Ive always loved our life. Unlike some of the girls I know from church, I never once wanted to be like the other people we saw in town on Saturday trips to the grocery store. Never wished for things we didnt have. I like the idea of being the same at the end of my life as I was at the beginning.

I tighten the strings of my white bonnet and pick up my pace, nearly running when I reach the big sliding doors at the front of the hay barn. I pull one side back, slip through, leaving it slightly cracked for light.

John is waiting inside for me. He smiles his lopsided smile and reaches for my hand. Hey, Emmy.

Hey, I say, and something inside me melts a little at the sound of his voice on my name. I guess at my age its hard to know what real love is, but I suspect what I feel for him is close enough. He makes me laugh, and seeing him fills me up with the kind of warm feelings I used to get when Grandma Austin would make me hot chocolate on snowy days.

He pushes a bale of hay against the wall for us to sit on, knocking to the floor the old metal pitchfork Daddy uses to dole out flakes of hay to the dairy cows. Once when I was a little girl, Becca left this exact pitchfork lying outside by the water troughs one morning when she was helping Daddy feed. I didnt see it and stepped on it. One of the sharp tines stuck through the ball of my foot, and Mama had to take me to the emergency room to get a tetanus shot. As a punishment, Becca had to do my milking chores for two weeks.

I start now to pick the fork up and prop it back in the corner, but John takes my hand and pulls me down next to him, and I forget about it.

We talk for a bit, sharing little pieces of our day and thoughts weve had about our wedding. He puts his hand on mine and looks at me with a sweet pride. Im going to talk to my dad about us living in the little house on our farm, he says.

I lean back and look at him, both surprised and pleased. You think itll be okay?

Once they get used to the idea, theyll be glad to have us so close.

I feel a wash of relief at this, just knowing thats one thing we wont have to pay for. John and I both realize well have a hard time making ends meet at first.

We sit, quiet, his hand still resting on mine. After a while, he leans over and kisses me, and I think how its nice to feel love in another persons touch. That out of all the things I want from life, this would top the list.

We kiss for a few minutes under the unspoken agreement that until were married, things wont go any farther again. I rub my thumb across the freckles on his cheek and then loop my fingers through his wavy red hair.

Maaatt! Becccca!

The voice booms out of nowhere, the names slurred at the edges. John and I both sit up with a start.

Who is it? John asks.

I dont know, I say, straightening my dress and standing.

The door opens, and three shadows fall across the darkened dirt floor of the old hay barn.

Matt! Becca! the bigger boy calls out again. You two in here going at it? Sayin your good-byes? You know hes gonna forget all about you, Beeecca, once hes at U-V-A with all those hot, smart chicks.

Theyre not here, John says, taking my hand and stepping forward into the sliver of moonlight shining through the open door.

Who the hell are you? The question contains more slur now than before, and I feel a pang of unease.

John. John Rutrough.

John John Root Trough, the boy repeats in a slow, mimicking voice.

Laughter floats out from the other two shadows and seems to hang suspended from the rafters above us.

Who are you? I ask.

The boy in front walks over to stand in front of me. I can smell the alcohol on his breath along with the sickeningly sweet scent of something else I dont recognize. Now what does it matter who I am?

Yall better go on now, I say, shivering even though the night air is muggy and hot.

The boy stares at me as if hes not sure Im worthy of his attention. Where are Matt and Becca? His cars parked over at the mailbox.

I dont know, I say. Maybe walking in the orchard. They do that sometimes.

He glances back at his friends and snarls a laugh. Matts gettin it in the orchard. I should have known.

Please. You have to go, I say, afraid my parents will wake up and come down to the barn.

He glances at me, his eyes squinting as if hes having trouble focusing. What are you two doing out here, anyway? Yall playin grown-ups?

The questions have something ugly at their core, and I feel a new wave of fear. I take a step back, and John reaches for my hand.

Aww, itnt that sweet? The boy lurches forward, reaching out to untie the strings of my bonnet. Maybe we need to give you two a lesson in what real grown-ups do when theyre alone. Looks to me, John John Root Trough, like you havent figured it out yet, seein as how you havent even gotten her out of her bonnet. But then what else would we expect from a Dunkard boy? Hard to learn about the world hidin behind your mamas skirt.

He yanks the bonnet off my head, one of the bobby pins in my hair catching. I yelp, and John lets go of my hand to give the boy a shove. John, no, I say. Let it go!

The boy staggers backwards and then rights himself like a listing buoy. He stares at John for a moment, as if he cant believe what he just did. His face contorts with anger, a black, drunken thundercloud of it. He pokes John in the chest with one finger and says, That how you want to play then?

Yall get on out of here, John says, and I hear the fear beneath the words.

Well go when were good and ready, the boy says. But first I think Id like to see whats under that dress. Its gotta be somethin to be hidden so well.

John makes a sound then that sounds like a roar of fury. He charges at the boy. They stumble backwards, and I hear myself scream as if the sound is coming from someone else.

John is no match for him, and they roll around on the dirt floor, kicking and throwing fists. I hear John groan, and I begin to scream for them to stop. The other two boys start trying to break it up, but the first one is much bigger and flings them off like paper dolls. John manages a swing that connects with the boys jaw and makes an awful cracking sound.

Everything goes completely still then, the boy touching his face and staring at John in disbelief. The moment just hangs there, and I start to pray as hard as I know how that they will leave.

But the boy erupts in a volcano of fury, running at John like a bull aiming to take down a wayward steer. And this is the moment I will relive over and over again. I see it in slow motion, the boys shoulder connecting with Johns chest. John reeling, arms flailing in mid-air. And then a horrible noise I cant identify as he hits the ground. Like the sound of a nail puncturing a tire as the air starts to hiss out.

I run to him, screaming, screaming. His eyes are wide open, an expression of shock frozen in place on his freckled face. And then I lower my gaze to the middle of his chest where the pitchfork tines have pierced straight through.

I put a hand to my mouth and drop to my knees, air refusing to fill my lungs. I think it was this exact moment when for all intent and purpose, I stopped breathing. Trapped in the forever haunting knowledge that if I had just picked up the pitchfork as Id known to do, the ending might have been so very different.


 

 

 

 

Fix Sunday

“The happiest moments of my life have been the few which I have passed at home in the bosom of my family.”

 Thomas Jefferson

Now
Martha Miller loved Fix Sunday.

Especially one as nice as this warm, early spring afternoon when members of the Booker Hill Brethren Church flowed out the doors of the quaint white building onto the green grass surrounding it. Families extended invitations to follow each other home after the service for a meal and fellowship.

Martha had never felt as adept at pulling it off as many of the women now surrounding her in the front yard of the church. Most of them she had known the majority of her seventy-four years, and she’d often wished that she could be like those who showed not a single sign of apprehension when a dozen cars ended up in their driveway, hungry friends and neighbors pouring out the doors.

Martha’s own mother had always managed the day with grace and hospitality. As a child, Martha remembered Sundays when forty or more men, women and children would fill every table in their home, and even a few makeshift eating arrangements set up under the oak tree in the back yard – sheets of plywood on wooden barrels that were then draped in tablecloths. Martha’s mother had taught her well how to handle the preparation of food for an unknown number of guests. How to prepare huge pots of vegetable soup and apple cobblers early in the week that were then frozen and pulled out on Sunday morning where they were left to thaw so they could be quickly reheated after church.

Martha and her oldest daughter Rebecca, Becca as they had always called her, had done just this the previous Monday, using canned jars of vegetables, tomatoes, corn, squash and okra, which they’d put up last summer from Becca’s bountiful heirloom garden. There would be no question that they had enough food to go around this afternoon, and for this Martha was thankful.

Exactly one hour past the end of the church service, she stood at the doorway of her own family dining room, holding a pitcher of sweet tea in her hands. There were a dozen guests today plus three of her own family members, Becca, son-in-law Aaron and granddaughter Abby. Multiple threads of conversation could be heard from where Martha stood. She loved the fellowship of these Sunday afternoons, the always voiced appreciation of a good meal, the comfort to be found in repeated ritual and familiar faces.

She looked down the long harvest table to see who needed a refill, then stepped forward and added more tea to Esau Austin’s glass. Aaron had just finished sharing the story of one of their dairy cows who refused to go into her milking lane until Aaron put her favorite alfalfa hay at the front.

Esau thanked Martha for the tea, and then to Aaron, chuckled and said, “Easy enough to see who’s running that show.”

Warm laughter drifted up, and from her seat across the table, Becca glanced at her husband with affection. “They like to let him think he’s in charge.”

Once she’d completed a round with the tea, Martha took her own seat next to Abby who had finished her soup and was dipping out another serving from the big white stoneware bowl at the center of the table with the appetite of youth. “This is really good, Grandma,” she said.

“Thank you,” Martha said, patting Abby’s hand. “I’m glad you like it.”

Esau put down his glass of tea and ran a hand through his white beard. “I guess you all heard about Millie Griffith’s passing,” he said, his aging voice suddenly serious.

With the words, something in Martha’s heart caught, a spasm of sorts that startled her with its intensity. One hand automatically went to her chest. She lifted her gaze and let herself look at Becca only to find confirmation that Esau’s news had hit her with equal effect. Becca’s face had lost its color, her eyes brimming with instant tears.

Martha felt the curious gazes of those sitting nearby and forced normalcy into her voice when she said, “I’m so sorry to hear that. She was a kind lady.”

Esau nodded. “She was.”

“The funeral,” Becca said, the words uttered with what Martha heard as deliberate neutrality. “Do you know when it is?”

“Tomorrow morning,” Esau said. “At eleven o’clock.”

Becca stood and slid back her chair, the legs making a sudden scrape against the wood floor. She grasped the table edge, her fingers white against the grain, steadied herself and then said, “Excuse me, please,” before walking quickly from the room.

Martha heard the screen door off the kitchen at the back of the house wheeze open, then shut with a loud clap that made her flinch.

She glanced at her son-in-law and saw that he, too, had made a connection of worry in this news. It was there in the wrinkle of his brow, the firm set to his mouth. Martha could only hope that they were both wrong, and that there was no need for concern. Becca was a mature woman who had long ago put her own desires beneath the needs of her family. It was hardly fair to doubt her now.

But Martha also knew that Mrs. Griffith’s passing would bring the woman’s grandson back to the county. She knew, too, that there would be no talking Becca out of attending tomorrow’s funeral.

A wave of tiredness gripped her, so intense she could barely sit straight beneath its onslaught. Maybe, somewhere along the way, she had become complacent, allowed herself to believe that what was done was done. Even though she had once questioned the path they’d taken, she had deferred to her husband’s judgment, certain that their actions had been for the greater good.

Sitting here at this table, a table around which she had raised her three children, Becca, Jacob and Emmy, she could admit she no longer knew. And she could not help but wonder if, in the end, a single choice that had seemed so right at the time, an act of obedience on her part, would be the final definition of so many lives.

 

 

 

 

Departures and Arrivals

“Life can only be understood backwards;
but it must be lived forwards.”
– Soren Kierkegaard

Now
The day of Millicent Griffith’s funeral dawned as a sparkling April morning, a day when the entire town of Ballard appeared dewy and again renewed under spring’s generous return. The back parking lot of the Ballard Methodist Church overflowed with cars and trucks alike, late arrivers for the morning funeral squeezing in along the grass edging. Others left their vehicles in the downtown library’s lot and walked north uphill to the church in a somber procession of dark silhouettes.

At two minutes before eleven o’clock, Becca Brubaker lingered at the entrance of the church sanctuary, her hands trembling against the strap of her black purse. With a look of forced determination, she walked down the center aisle and took a seat in one of the back pews. She kept her gaze focused straight ahead, never once letting herself meet eyes with those around her, a representative mix of Ballard County citizens in modern clothing as well as some members of her own Brethren community wearing black shawls and black bonnets with their conservative print dresses.

The organist played a Charles Wellsley hymn, the old Methodist song rising up to fill the place with a combined sorrow and celebration. Becca sat with her hands folded in her lap, the words playing through her head, each stanza soothing her with a stoic peace. She’d told herself over and over while she was getting dressed this morning that she had every right to be here, every right to pay her respects to a woman who had meant a great deal to her, her motives void of anything more calculated than a wrenching sense of loss.

Drawing in a steady breath, she let her gaze sweep the front of the church, spotting him instantly at the end of the pew directly in front of the casket. Matt. The sight of him brought with it a start of electricity, a reigniting of something long ago extinguished.

Even from this distance, Becca could feel the waves of his grief, as if the connection between them had never been severed, and she could still feel what he felt.

Guilt clanged inside her like the ring of the church bells that had called everyone into this sanctuary to honor the life of Millicent Griffith. There had never been any question that he would be here today, and maybe that should have been all the reason she needed not to come. Certainly, this was true in the eyes of her mother and her husband. Even after all these years, still swimming upstream when it would have been so much easier to follow the natural path of things and simply stay away. And yet, she needed to say this good-bye.

Becca longed, suddenly, for Matt to turn his head, to drink in the sight of him, imagining that this full on appraisal would quench the thirst inside her the way a glass of cold water cooled her throat after hours of working in her garden. It was wrong, this need that had consumed her in the hours since she’d learned of Mrs. Griffith’s death. But a single thought had stuck in her mind, and she could not stop herself from worrying it the way a child worries a loose tooth. This was very likely the last time Matt would have a reason to come back to Ballard County, very likely the last time she would ever see him. She told herself that maybe there was relief to be found in this, as if the end were finally in sight, a final closing up of any lingering what-ifs.

People continued to file into the church, a blend of young, old and somewhere in between. Millie Griffith had been a woman known in the community for her devotion to helping those less fortunate. Programs created through her efforts varied from the collection of Christmas gifts for children with a parent in prison to the creation of a food bank where single mothers could come for groceries every Monday morning.

Despite the gap in generations between them, Mrs. Griffith had been Becca’s friend. For over fifteen years, Becca, along with her mama, and then later on her own, delivered eggs to the Griffith house on Highland Street once a week. By word of mouth alone, Mrs. Griffith single-handedly helped grow the Miller’s egg business to the point where Becca could hardly make all the deliveries in one day. And, to Becca, personally, she gave another kindness.

From the very beginning, Millicent Griffith had accepted Becca as if she were any other girl her grandson had chosen to date. As if she believed they had a right to be together.

Becca let her eyes drift to the back of Matt’s head again, struck anew with the reality of seeing him. She’d imagined it too many times to count, until their past began to seem like someone else’s dream.

During that last summer when they’d been together, Matt had been a seventeen-year old boy. Today, she saw the man he had become, his shoulders wider now beneath his dark suit, his jaw line more defined. He was the kind of man women call good-looking, the kind of man who would never be single. She could not help but wonder, then, why there was no one by his side today.

The reality of that ignited a spark of gladness inside her that seemed beneath her. Had she hoped somewhere deep down that if she could not have him, then no one else would, either?

The thought was a selfish one. After all, she had known from the beginning that the bar had been set too high. That in spite of what they felt for each other, people were different, and no matter how much they wanted to believe otherwise, those differences mattered.

In the end, those differences had separated them.

In the end, they mattered more than either of them could ever have imagined.

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A Story of Vengeance, Forgiveness, and Love

After her husband’s untimely demise, Marietta Gatti is banished from the family’s villa by her spiteful mother-in-law. She returns to her hometown of Venice and her only kin–a father she hasn’t spoken to since her forced marriage. Her hope of making amends is crushed when she learns she is too late, for he recently has died under suspicious circumstances. Grief-stricken, Marietta retraces her father’s last night only to discover someone may have wanted him dead–and she may be next. When the prime suspect turns out to be the father of the man she is falling in love with, Marietta risks her future happiness and her life to avenge the death of a man she once hated.

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Chapter One

Gatti Family Villa Near Verona, Italy, September 1, 1753

Marietta Gatti smashed a pea with the back of her silver spoon. Across the mahogany dining table, her husband Dario’s unfaithful eyes simmered with lust as the young maid served the evening meal. When the girl replenished his crystal wine glass, his fingertips brushed against her skin, lingering longer than well-bred manners allowed. Marietta fisted the linen napkin in her lap while Dario’s parents, sitting on opposite ends of the table, ignored the antics of their only child.

The maid’s rosy cheeks and full pouty lips reflected the child she once was, but her body showed the curves of the woman she would be. Dario liked them young, naïve, and fully ripe for the picking—as a barely fifteen-year-old Marietta was when they first met.

Drawn to his thick, dark eyelashes and heavy coin purse, these girls came willingly to Dario. Six . . . seven . . . eight . . . Marietta crushed a pea for each dalliance in their five long years of marriage. When she finished the tally, only two peas remained whole. At least his affairs kept him out of her bed most nights.

Admittedly, she welcomed his affections at first, considering she was the daughter of an artist who hadn’t painted in two years. Dario courted her as any other respectable nobleman would with nights at the opera in Venice and strolls by the Grand Canal on Sunday afternoons. However, he couldn’t conceal his faults forever, and when they became obvious, she wanted no part of the man. By then, it was too late. Her father insisted a bad marriage was better than starvation, and she couldn’t change his mind.

Dario’s disrespect bothered her the most. Her father cherished her mother until the devastating day that she died when Marietta was only thirteen. She assumed her own marriage would be the same, full of love and laughter, but it wasn’t. Now, she spent her days and nights trying to survive the cold-heartedness of the Gatti family.

Marietta relaxed the grip on her napkin and pushed at the lamb on her plate. When bloody juice oozed from the meat, she let out a small sigh and reached for a piece of bread instead.

At the break in the room’s silence, her mother-in-law’s head snapped up, almost dislodging the mountain of dark curls that compensated for her diminutive height. The black beauty patch that she carefully applied to her painted white cheek each morning twitched in displeasure before she returned her attention to her dinner.

As the older woman’s teeth worked the lamb in her mouth, her bony face grew more repulsed with each chew until she finally spit into her napkin. She pointed her knife at the maid. “Where did Cook get this meat?”

Dario’s latest amusement clutched the pitcher of wine to her bosom and gaped wide-eyed at the elder Signora Gatti.

Marietta’s stomach churned, as it always did when La Signora’s temper rose. Though the maid was inconsiderate enough to flirt in front of her, Marietta wouldn’t wish her mother-in-law’s anger on anyone.

When the girl couldn’t find the courage to answer his mother, Dario intervened. He drained his wine glass in one gulp and held it out to give the girl something to do besides tremble. “You don’t like it, Mama?”

Dario slurred his words ever so slightly, which was never good this early in the evening. If he continued to pursue the maid, she would be in for a rough night. Marietta didn’t know what Dario loved more—wine or young women—but there was no denying the explosive result when the two mixed. She needed to tell the housekeeper to keep the girl busy and out of reach until the morning hours.

“It tastes spoiled.” La Signora dropped her cutlery onto the plate. “Take it away.”

The girl hastened to the opposite end of the table and whisked the offending food out of the room.

Dario sliced off a large piece of lamb and stuck it in his mouth. Between chews, he said, “It seems fine to me. What do you think, Papa?”

Marietta almost forgot Dario’s father was there. The old man’s chin rested on his chest, rising and falling with each soft snore. With his sparse snow-white hair and a habit of napping at will, Marietta figured he was in his early seventies, a good twenty years older than La Signora. Obviously, Dario inherited his love of young things from the man.

She sniffed at her own meat and wrinkled her nose at the odd smell emanating from it. No matter, she’d had enough, though she hated missing one of Cook’s delicious desserts. “If you’ll excuse me, I’m feeling a bit tired. I think I’ll retire early tonight.”

Her mother-in-law snorted derisively.

Dario gave her a few blurry-eyed blinks before he remembered his duty. When he stood too fast, the dinner wine rushed to his head. He grabbed the edge of the table to steady his teetering. “May I escort you upstairs?”

She shook her head. “No, please, finish your meal.”

Before Marietta reached the doorway, the maid slipped back into the dining room and reclaimed Dario’s attention. The girl’s ruined reputation was worth more than the few coins she would receive from him. But Marietta’s warnings had gone unheeded by previous maids, so she had no faith that this one would listen. She pressed her lips together to silence her frustration and gratefully left the room.

***

Marietta entered the breakfast room the next morning but stopped short at the sight of Dario at the table. Usually he ate much later, which allowed her to avoid him for most of the day. She took a seat and greeted him with a nod.

“You’re up early,” she finally said in the awkward silence.

He bit off a corner of toast. A few crumbs spewed from his mouth as he replied, “My stomach’s a bit queasy. I thought some food might settle it.”

When the maid entered with Marietta’s pastry and coffee, Dario’s head popped up. Once again, he failed to hide his admiration for the girl’s ample form. His eyes roamed up and down until they settled on her bosom. Dario whispered something to the girl, and she giggled. Marietta carefully stirred her drink, unwilling to watch his lecherous behavior.

The sound of jangling keys came from the hall followed by the appearance of the housekeeper in the doorway. The hunched old woman glared at the maid and then tottered away. The girl gave Dario an apologetic smile and shrugged her shoulders before she hurried after the housekeeper.

Her husband let out a long sigh. “I think I’ll go back to bed.” He peered in the direction of the kitchen. “Alone.”

Marietta remained at the table, staring out the French doors that opened to the Verona countryside. In her mind, she changed the last few minutes of her life so that a loving husband kissed her lips and wished her a good morning. They sat side by side so their bodies could touch while they told each other their plans for the day. After this loving husband departed, her heart immediately ached, missing his presence.

Marietta frowned. There was no use in daydreaming. This was her life—like it or not. Her fingers ripped the pastry before her until it was nothing more than crumbs.

***

Five days had passed since their meeting in the breakfast room and Dario still kept to his bed. In her own chambers, Marietta huddled with Zeta, her maid, to hear the latest news. Only a few years younger in age, Zeta was the sister Marietta never had. Their bond of friendship forged the first night Dario left Marietta battered and weeping in her bed. The maid cleansed her wounds and held her until she slept, earning Marietta’s everlasting gratitude.

In a hushed voice, the maid shared the gossip from the other servants. “His chamber pot is filled with blood. He can’t eat, his skin is burning, and all he does is moan.”

Marietta pulled the bedcovers to her chin. “Why haven’t they called for the physician?”

“La Signora did, but the man is traveling. Cook says the old lady summoned the priest.” Zeta’s slender hand darted to her head, chest, and each shoulder to make the sign of the cross.

Marietta gasped.

The maid nodded.

Chewing on her thumbnail, Marietta considered this news. She couldn’t count the number of times she had wished the vilest deaths on Dario. Now that her wish might come true, her legs began to quiver under the blanket.

“You haven’t seen him?” Zeta asked. Her fingers tugged and twirled a lock of her blond hair in a constant rhythm.

Marietta shook her head. “Not since he took to his bed. La Signora won’t let me.”

“Cook denies it’s her fault, but the old lady wants her head.” The maid dropped the lock of hair and slashed her finger across her slender throat.

This was more bad news. Marietta liked Cook. “Dario was the only one who ate the lamb. Maybe she should run away.”

Slow, heavy footsteps moved past the bedroom door, and then the smell of incense drifted into the room. “The priest,” mouthed Zeta, her brown eyes widening.

Marietta sucked a drop of blood off her thumb. She hugged her knees and began to rock. “I should go to him.”

“No! La Signora will—”

“How will it look to the priest and the rest of Verona if he dies and I’m not by his side?” Marietta threw back the covers and retrieved her robe. When she reached the door, she stopped, knowing Zeta was right. There would be consequences for her disobedience, but she had no choice. Her shoulders sagged, but she forced her hand to turn the doorknob. “I may hate him, but I am his wife.”

That bleak fact was the only hope for her miserable future. Without Dario, she was penniless. If the Gattis turned her out, she didn’t know where she would go. She hadn’t spoken to her father since the wedding five years ago. She wasn’t even sure he was still in Venice.

As she approached Dario’s bedroom, the priest’s boys stood in the doorway, facing the bed. Before anyone could object, Marietta squeezed past, but then halted in midstride. Zeta’s gossip hadn’t done justice to the scene before her.

On one side of the bed, La Signora knelt with head bowed. Opposite her, the plump, balding Father Calvino stood with hands raised, praying in Latin. Between them, a gaunt figure—the same shade as the white linen sheets—lay with eyes closed. The smell of feces and sweat hung in the stale air.

“Dario?” Marietta said to no one in particular.

The old lady scrambled to her feet. “Get out! You do not belong here.”

Before Dario’s valet could reach her, Marietta scooted in front of the priest. “Father, I’m his wife. Please don’t deny me a final goodbye.”

The priest paused in his prayers, confusion clouding his face. Before he could object, Marietta spun around and grabbed Dario’s hand.

“Dario,” she said again. “It’s me, Marietta.”

Her husband struggled to focus on her face.

She forced a smile. “You’re looking better.”

His lips moved soundlessly.

“What’s that, my love?” She brushed back a lock of his sticky hair, hoping the gesture looked affectionate to the priest. She had a feeling she’d need him in her corner should Dario actually die.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered.

“Do not worry. Father Calvino has already absolved you.”

His head moved fitfully from side to side. “I’m sorry.”

“You’re upsetting him.” La Signora pointed toward the door. “Leave.”

“No, no,” Dario said in a feeble voice.

Marietta lifted her husband’s hand to her chest and gave her mother-in-law a smug smile. “I’m not going anywhere.”

“I’m sorry I never got to love you, my sweet Violetta.” Dario closed his eyes with a sigh. “You would have enjoyed it.”

Marietta’s mouth twisted at his words.

“Who’s Violetta?” Father Calvino asked, looking around the room.

Over the now lifeless body, La Signora’s cold eyes met Marietta’s. “Our maid.”

***

With the arrival of relatives and visitations from neighbors, the villa had been a blur of motion the past several days. Marietta ignored it all, though, preferring to stay in her bedroom. She rubbed at the tightness in her chest and forced herself to breathe. Today’s funeral would be the first time she appeared in public as a widow.

In the mirror above the dressing table, Zeta fussed with Marietta’s black hat and veil. The maid clicked her tongue whenever Marietta fidgeted, which occurred every few seconds. When Marietta reached up to pull the veil lower, Zeta slapped her hand away. “Let me do my job.”

Despite what the day held, Marietta smiled. If only her friend could be by her side at the funeral mass. “What time are the carriages leaving for the church?”

Zeta glanced at the clock on the fireplace mantel. “La Signora told me one o’clock. Do you need anything else?”

“No, I’m fine. I’ll be down in a few minutes.”

Zeta patted Marietta’s shoulder before leaving the room.

Marietta remained at the dressing table, staring at her pale reflection. She never imagined that at twenty years old she’d already be a widow in black. On the bright side, she was no longer married to Dario, but her future still looked grim. She wished La Signora would at least say one way or the other whether Marietta could continue living at the family villa. The last words they exchanged were over Dario’s body.

She closed her eyes and clasped her hands tightly in her lap. Take one day at a time. That’s all she needed to do. She had almost calmed her fluttering stomach when the bedroom door banged open. Zeta rushed into the room. Her cheeks were flushed and her cap was askew.

“The carriages have left!” The maid hurried to the window facing the front lane.

“What? Without me? But it isn’t time yet.” Marietta peered over Zeta’s shoulder.

“Cook said everyone left at least fifteen minutes ago. Oh, I don’t see them anymore.” Zeta opened the window and leaned out, trying for a better view.

“Have Mario saddle my horse.”

Marietta waited until Zeta flew from the room and then sank onto the bed. So this was how it would be. At least when Dario lived, La Signora had to pretend Marietta was part of the family. Now, she was no one, left behind like a servant. She stared at the floral wallpaper until the roses blurred from her tears. Then she wiped away the wetness with shaking hands and pulled on her riding gloves.

She paused at the door and clenched her fists to still the tremors. As first a daughter, then a wife, and now a widow, she possessed few financial rights in her lifetime. It was a man’s world in all respects, but maybe she could gain the sympathy of Dario’s father. Though La Signora controlled the household, if Signor Gatti commanded it, Marietta could stay on at the villa. On her way to the stables, she pondered the best way to approach the old man.

Mario, the stable boy, shook his head as he helped her mount her horse. “Scusimi, Signora, you shouldn’t ride today. The rains have ruined the roads.”

“I have no choice.” She dug her heels into the horse’s side and headed toward Verona and the Catholic church the family attended.

When she arrived at San Giorgio, a footman from one of the many coaches lining the narrow street took her reins and helped her down. Except for the brief expression of shock that crossed his face, he averted his eyes and ignored the state of her widow’s weeds. Grimacing, she lifted her skirt and shook off the larger clumps of mud. At least the damage ended at her thighs.

A quick glance inside confirmed most of the townspeople had come to pay their respects and, for once, she was grateful for the church’s customary gloom. With head bowed, she made her way to the Gatti family pew only to find it filled with Dario’s parents and relatives. Marietta waited for room to be made, but La Signora, sitting closest to the aisle, simply pressed her petite hands together in prayer and looked straight ahead. Several of the more unrefined cousins shifted in their seats and craned their necks to see what would happen next, while the others studied their hymnals in earnest.

A low murmur rippled through the other mourners. Marietta’s cheeks burned in embarrassment, but she held her ground. She would attend her husband’s funeral from the aisle if need be. An elderly woman three rows back took pity on Marietta—or perhaps vengeance on La Signora. She tapped the man next to her with her fan and then beckoned to Marietta. With a final bitter look at her mother-in-law, Marietta grasped her soiled skirt and slid in beside the elderly woman and her family.

A few moments later, the priest and his boys filed in, while a trio of young castrati, dressed as cherubs, sang a hymn in their high soprano voices. Marietta shut out the rest of the funeral mass. Dario had sinned so often, whatever kind words Father Calvino spoke couldn’t save her husband’s soul. If anyone needed help now, it was she.

When it was time to say their final goodbyes, La Signora was first in line and Marietta last after the cousins. Staring down at her husband’s serene face, the strength in her legs threatened to fail. Night after night during their first year of marriage, she had lain shaking in her bed. Her heart stopped at every sound. Her ears strained to hear his footfalls at her door. Eventually, her fear turned to numbness and then apathy. She gripped the sides of Dario’s coffin to reassure herself that he was truly dead. Then, she lowered her face and pretended to kiss him but instead let a drop of spittle fall from her lips. As it trickled down his gray cheek, she allowed herself a small smile. Her loathsome husband would never again raise a hand to her.

The pallbearers hoisted the coffin onto their shoulders, signaling to more than a dozen paid mourners to keen and pull at their hair. The spectacle befitted someone who had lived a righteous life, yet it was all a charade. The family money could buy almost anything—anything except a place in heaven. Her husband roasted in hell.

***

In the fresh morning air, Marietta stood on the terrace and stared out at the villa’s meticulous gardens. Two weeks had passed since Dario’s burial, and she had spent the majority of the time in her bedroom waiting for some indication of what her future held. Today, La Signora broke the uneasy silence and summoned her to the salon.

She clutched her black crepe shawl tighter as the autumn wind tasted her exposed skin. Soon the brilliant orange, red, and green of the late blooming flowers and sculptured bushes would turn a lifeless brown that matched how she felt. With a sigh, she rubbed at the dull throb in her temples.

“What are you doing out here? You were told the salon.”

The voice chilled her more than the wind. When she turned, her mother-in-law stood in the doorway, her mouth set in its usual scowl, and her clothes colored black from head to toe. Zeta had remarked that La Signora’s appearance now resembled her heart. Over the years, the woman had provided plenty of evidence to support the sentiment.

“I was only . . .” Marietta waved a hand at the late September landscape.

“Inside.” The staccato beat of La Signora’s march echoed across the marble floor.

Marietta’s head bowed in submission. She took a few steps into the salon but left the French doors open to the cool air. Across the room, the older woman sat on a damask-covered settee with her ankles crossed and feet dangling above the floor. La Signora pulled out a lace handkerchief and dabbed at her eyes, even though no actual tears had fallen since her son’s unexpected passing.

Finally, her mother-in-law spoke. “It was no secret that I was against Dario marrying you, but I’ve never been able to deny him what he wanted. I lived with the disappointment of such a lowly match all these years, doing my best to give you a good home despite your ungratefulness.”

Marietta clenched her teeth to keep silent. Her life was much better than most, but the biting insults and degrading looks her mother-in-law cast her way on a daily basis still cut to the bone.

“All I ever asked from you was an heir, and you couldn’t even do that.” She shook a crooked finger at Marietta. “Now, we have no one to carry on the family name.”

At the callous reminder, Marietta’s hand found her belly. Two babies lay buried under the weeping willow tree, and her heart would forever ache from the losses. Though she had entered the marriage kicking and screaming, she had hoped for children. Fate just wasn’t on her side.

She learned long ago not to show any emotion in front of La Signora, so she breathed deeply to control her temper. When an acrid smell filled her nose, she crossed the room to peer out the floor-length windows that ran along the side of the villa. A dozen or so large rectangular objects burned in a pile near the carriage house. When the groundskeeper poked at one of them with a rake, sparks shot high into the air. Her mouth suddenly dry, she asked, “What is Fredo burning?”

La Signora tilted her head. “Your paintings.”

The words hit her like an icy bucket of water and her body jerked backward. Her love of painting was the only thing that kept her sane over the lonely years. To Dario’s credit, he allowed her the best materials the family’s money could buy. She had spent countless hours roaming the countryside for the perfect scene to capture, and now this spiteful old woman had destroyed her treasures. Marietta grabbed the nearest chair and dug her fingernails into its back. “Why . . . why would you do that? How can you be so cruel?”

La Signora ignored the question, her black eyes flashing with hatred. “You are no longer welcome in our home and will leave today. Signor Gatti insists on giving you a yearly stipend of 6,000 ducats.” The old woman flicked her wrist as if her husband’s offer was an offending odor that needed to be dispelled. “If it were up to me, you’d have nothing.”

Marietta silently promised to light a candle for the old man the first chance she got. It was far from a lavish amount of money, but it would ensure a roof over her head and food on the table. After Dario’s death, she had sent her father a letter addressed to the lodgings in Venice where they last stayed before her marriage, but so far, there had been no reply. If the letter reached him, perhaps he would welcome her home.

Another gust of wind entered the salon and brought Marietta to her senses. Hampered by the weight of her widow’s weeds, she hiked up her skirts and ran from the room and her vicious mother-in-law. She headed for her paintings, knowing it was already too late.

When she reached the bonfire, she gave in to the choking sobs welling up inside her. Ashes from the ruined creations swirled up in the air until gravity forced them down and onto her tear-stained cheeks in a sooty goodbye kiss.

Fredo rubbed a sleeve across his eyes and then pulled his hat down low. “Mi dispiace, Signora. They were pretty.”

Marietta wrapped her arms around herself and nodded at his kind words, but as paper curled and paint melted, her heart hardened. Her life here had ended and so would her false mourning. She grasped the bodice of her black gown and tore it open until the gown slid off her hips.

Perhaps fearing she intended to join her paintings, Fredo took a quick step toward her. In his haste, he tripped over the spikes of his rake and landed on the ground with a thud. He scuttled on all fours trying to reach her. “No, no, Signora!”

With a final cry, she threw the heavy dress on top of the remains of her landscapes. The wool quickly burned as the fire raced across the coarse fabric. She shivered in her undergarments, listening to the fire crackle and pop, until all that remained were burning embers, and then the world went black.

***

When Marietta’s eyes opened, she was in her own bed. The smell of smoke on her shift and in her hair confirmed that the bonfire hadn’t been a terrible nightmare. She covered her face with her soot-stained hands and blew out a long anguished breath. Her paintings were gone.

Overcome with fury, she pounded the bed with her fists, but it didn’t ease her rage. Her mother-in-law’s words sounded in her head, and she shot up. Three trunks stood in a row at the foot of her bed, as if standing guard while she slept. A wave of nausea swept over her. She clamped a hand over her mouth and tried to swallow the burning liquid forcing its way up her throat.

“Zeta! I’m going to be sick!”

Before the maid could help, Marietta grabbed a porcelain bowl from the bedside table and retched up the meager remains of her last meal. She fell back against the pillows and wiped her mouth with the corner of the sheet. Her eyes found the trunks again. “Are they packed?”

Zeta’s face reflected a mixture of guilt and misery. “La Signora ordered me.”

Marietta gave her a weak smile. “I understand.”

“Shall I help you get dressed? The carriage is waiting. La Signora said it will take you to Verona but no farther.”

Marietta held up her soiled hands. “Do I have time to wash before I’m exiled?”

While she waited for Zeta to clean the bowl, Marietta examined her face in the mirror. If it weren’t for the dark circles around her eyes and the splotches of soot, her bloodless complexion could have passed for one of the popular, white carnival masks everyone would wear in a few weeks. When she ran a brush through her blond hair, ash floated to the floor. Maybe Zeta could perform a small miracle. Marietta preferred departing the villa with some dignity instead of looking like the riffraff her mother-in-law claimed she was.

Her mind raced to form some sort of plan. She needed to buy passage on a coach from Verona to Venice. Though she never had to handle such arrangements, it couldn’t be too difficult to do. Then, she needed to find suitable lodgings. She could try where her father and she had last lived, but she remembered it as a dilapidated place. Her father had been a successful painter of portraits and frescos, but after her mother’s death, he had lost his passion. When he agreed to Marietta’s marriage, they were at the end of their savings, scrimping to get by each day. Maybe she should find rooms elsewhere and then approach her father—if she could find him.

Take one day at a time. How many times had she told herself that since her marriage to Dario?

Zeta returned with another plain dress made of black muslin. Marietta shook her head at it. “No, I will wear the blue silk with gold trim.”

The young woman gave her a conspirator’s grin and tossed the rejected dress on the bed. An hour later, Marietta stood fully dressed with hair curled and powdered. The French dress was one of her favorites, as it brought out the color of her sapphire blue eyes and made her smallish bosom look exceptional. She adjusted the mass of ruffles that fell from her elbows and then thanked Zeta. “I feel better already.”

The maid nipped the extra material at the sides of the dress with her fingers. “Forgive me for saying, but you’re losing too much weight. You must promise to eat more.”

“Maybe once I’m away from La Signora I’ll regain my appetite.”

Zeta frowned. “It’s not right—her turning you out like this. Where will you go?”

Marietta gazed out the window at the Verona countryside she had grown to love through her painting. “I’m going home to Venice.”

“What if you don’t find your father? Who will take care of you?”

Marietta reached for her friend’s hands. “Zeta, I couldn’t have survived living here without you, but now I must take care of myself.” It sounded braver than she felt. She had no desire to remain at the villa, but she also remembered how it felt to be hungry and poor.

A sharp rap on the door silenced them.

“It’s time,” her friend whispered, tears pooling in her eyes.

Marietta gathered Zeta in her arms and gave her one last hug. “I’m ready.”

Chapter Two

The Gatti’s coachman deposited Marietta and her belongings outside the Cardinal’s Hat Inn in the center of Verona. As the family carriage pulled away, the urge to run after it overtook her. Instead, she squared her shoulders and forced her feet to move toward the entrance of the inn.

When she opened the door, the building belched the smell of sour wine in her face. On the far side of the smoky room, a short elderly man stood behind a counter, engrossed in a game of piquet. From the foul language coming out of his opponent’s mouth, the cards were running in the innkeeper’s favor.

She approached the counter and waited to be noticed, but when it became obvious the game was more important, she tapped her fan on the well-worn wood. “Excuse me, Signore. I need a ticket to Venice.”

The old man scowled at the interruption but put down his cards. His hooked nose bobbed like a chicken’s as he took in the cut of her clothes and then peered over her shoulders. “How many in your party, Signora?”

“One,” she replied with a lift of her chin.

The innkeeper arched a gray bushy eyebrow at her. From his surprised expression, she could tell he expected her to have at least a few servants in attendance. Her mother-in-law knew traveling alone would draw attention. It was her final insult. But Marietta refused to be embarrassed, so she calmly stared back at the old man.

The man scratched at the few strands of hair left on his head and then shrugged. “There’s a coach early on the morrow. It’s a full day’s ride to Padua. You’ll stop there for the night. You should arrive in Venice by late afternoon the next day.”

“Then I’ll also need a room for tonight.”

After handing over the necessary coins, Marietta debated on whether or not to order something to eat but doubted even soup would make it past the lump in her throat. She turned a slow circle in the middle of the room and grimaced when a middle-aged man and woman sitting with a younger man about Marietta’s age eyed her with curiosity from a nearby table. With a snap of her fan, she covered her face and chose an empty table in the shadows.

She leaned back in her chair with a sigh, satisfied she’d made it through the first step of her plan without a hitch. She might have had servants at her disposal the past five years, but before that she had to fend for herself. When her father stopped painting after her mother’s death, there had been no money for luxuries. The few servants the family employed were the first to go. She could do this. People took care of themselves all of the time.

Her stomach rumbled at the savory aroma of the food being served to a family of three at the next table. When the serving girl placed a bowl of stew in front of the little boy, he clapped excitedly and shouted his thanks.

Marietta’s hand dropped to her belly, which no longer growled for food. Today she left behind the cruel Gattis but also the graves of her two babies that she would never visit again. She laid her head in her hands and fought back the tears. The self-confidence she felt only a moment ago drained from her body and left her weak.

A short time later, a slim, hooded figure approached Marietta’s table.

“Zeta!” Marietta’s hand flew to her mouth. “What are you doing here?”

“I’m coming with you.” A worried look crossed her former maid’s face. “If you’ll have me.”

Marietta shook her head and then smiled to soften the refusal. “I don’t need your help getting to Venice. I’m fine.”

“I . . . I meant forever. I can be your maid again.”

“But I don’t even know where I’m going to live,” Marietta replied with a lift of her shoulders. “You don’t want to give up your home at the villa.”

Zeta crossed her arms over her chest. “I don’t have a home anymore. I was dismissed.”

Marietta closed her eyes and sighed. “Oh, I’m so sorry. I should have known La Signora would punish you too.”

“I didn’t want to stay there without you anyway.”

“Maybe you should go home to your family,” Marietta suggested gently. “I’m sure they miss you.”

“I’d just be another mouth to feed.” Zeta studied the inn’s scarred floorboards, her hands twisting the fabric of her cloak.

Marietta hesitated. Her future was so uncertain, yet it was her fault Zeta lost her position. She couldn’t turn her friend away. “I’d love to have your company, but not as my maid.”

When Zeta raised her eyes, there was hope in them, but her brow creased. “But that’s what I am.”

Marietta reached for the young woman’s hands and gave them a gentle squeeze. “No, you’re my friend.”

***

At departure time the next morning, Marietta and Zeta took their places on one of the coach’s hard wooden benches. A few minutes later, agitated English voices mixed with thuds and grunts, followed by the inquisitive group from the inn rocking the coach as they climbed aboard. The older man had the shape of a bullfrog, all stomach and jowls, while the woman looked like she might blow away in a stiff wind. The younger man took after the woman in form and had the added burden of a pockmarked face.

The older man took charge of the introductions. “Do you speak French or perhaps English? My Italian is horrible.” He barreled on in French before either Marietta or Zeta could respond. “The name’s William Brown, of B&B Shipping in Bristol, England. This here’s my wife, Penelope, and my son, George.”

Marietta smiled and replied in French, “It’s a pleasure to meet you. Are you traveling to Venice?”

“That we are, young lady. We’re on the Grand Tour.” Mr. Brown waved his meaty hands at the scenery outside the coach’s window. “We’ve been to Paris, Rome, Florence, and Naples, and now on to Venice.”

Since Marietta grew up in Venice, she had met others on the Grand Tour; however, they were men in their twenties having illicit fun before marriage trapped them. They always had a tutor or guide to show them the way and keep them out of too much trouble. A whole family confused her.

“How nice for you, but where is your guide?”

Mr. Brown briskly rubbed the inside of his ear with his pinky before he replied, “The gentleman became ill in Rome and was unable to continue, but I told Mrs. Brown we could do fine by ourselves.”

Marietta stifled a laugh. The Browns seemed pleasant enough, but she imagined the guide preferred a different type of company. “Have you been enjoying yourself?”

“Yes, of course. How could we not? The food here is delicious.” Mr. Brown brushed several crumbs from his coat to prove his point. “But Venice is our last chance, I’m afraid.”

“Your last chance for what?” Marietta asked politely.

When Mr. Brown leaned forward, his protruding stomach pressed against Marietta’s knees. He gave her an exaggerated wink. “Why, to find my son a wife!”

Mrs. Brown clicked her tongue at her husband while poor George stared out the window, his mouth pinched tight. At his son’s discomfort, Mr. Brown slapped George’s knee and roared with laughter. His belly and chins jiggled from the exertion.

“You see, despite my money, none of the ladies back home fancy Georgie.” Mr. Brown pursed his lips and wrinkled his brow at such an inconceivable notion. Then he shrugged his round shoulders. “So, we’ve had to come abroad to try our luck.”

Marietta’s heart went out to the young man. He obviously had more than his unappealing looks to overcome to find a mate. She smiled at George, making his face turn a mottled shade of light red. “Venice is a romantic city. I’m sure you’ll have success there.”

Mr. Brown laced his fingers over his stomach and nodded. “Well, we probably should have let him have a go at it on his own, but Mrs. Brown doesn’t like to let Georgie out of her sight. So here we all are. Say, you wouldn’t happen to be—”

Marietta assumed Mr. Brown was about to ask her marital status and for a moment she regretted the absence of her widow’s weeds. Thankfully, the jolt of the coach getting underway interrupted his question.

The group settled into a comfortable silence, with the exception of Mr. Brown, who had an unlimited supply of stories. Marietta kept a smile on her face and nodded occasionally, but her gaze stayed on the passing countryside and her thoughts on what awaited her in Venice.

For the past five years, she had not seen or received any letters from her father. At first, this satisfied her, but as time passed, she missed him dearly. She had finally written, but when the correspondence went unanswered, she gave up. She could hardly blame her father, though. From the day the wedding announcements went out, she had been a beast to him. First, she begged him to cancel the wedding. When that didn’t work, she called him every hurtful name her young mind could invent. When he had still refused to change his mind, her temper went from fiery hot to ice-cold, and she punished him with her silence. It was the last time they had spoken. She hoped time had healed his heart for if he didn’t welcome them, she didn’t know where they would go.

The coach stopped with a lurch, breaking Marietta out of her musings. The driver cracked his whip to urge the horses forward. They whinnied in protest but could do no more. The coach was stuck in mud.

“Everybody out!” The coach rocked as the driver swung down from his bench.

The men climbed out first and immediately sank ankle deep into the road. Mr. Brown bellowed a long string of curses in his native English that even Zeta understood. Using unexpected strength for such a thin man, George swung his mother over the muck and placed her on a drier patch of road. He waved his hands uncertainly over Zeta’s midsection before he settled on her waist and deposited her safely next to his mother.

Though Marietta didn’t think it possible, when she appeared in the doorway, George’s cheeks deepened to the color of a garden beet. In his haste to finish the deed, he didn’t account for Marietta’s fuller dress. Halfway out of the coach, her skirts snagged and she teetered in midair until with a grunt, he pulled her loose. With the shift in weight, George fought for balance until they landed at his mother’s feet in a heap with Marietta on top.

“Oh, my!” Marietta pushed off George’s chest and scrambled to her feet. “Did I hurt you?”

George mumbled something incoherent before he stumbled through the mud to where his father conferred with the driver. Mr. Brown, as usual, seemed to be doing most of the talking, but whatever he said was not agreeable to the driver who kept shaking his head.

After a few minutes, George came back to them. His shoes made a sucking noise with each step. “We’ll need everyone to push.”

They took up positions behind the coach and waited for the driver’s signal. At the crack of his whip, Marietta shoved with all her might. Her legs pumped while her slippers fought for a foothold. On the third push, the wheels turned a few notches, and then the coach bucked forward, shooting mud in every direction. Another crack sounded, but this time it came from the axle and not the driver’s whip. The coach came to an abrupt stop.

Marietta groaned at their failure. She didn’t know much about coaches, but she knew they needed four attached wheels, and now this one had only three. She pulled out a lace handkerchief and wiped the dirt from her face. Her fingers brushed at the mud spots scattered across her favorite dress, but the effort only made the blotches grow. With a disgusted sigh, she gave up and surveyed the others. Mr. Brown seemed to have received the brunt of the mud spray. His previously white stockings and olive-green silk breeches were now an earthy shade of brown.

“Do you have any other brilliant ideas?” Mr. Brown asked the driver in a gruff voice.

The driver rubbed the back of his neck and then turned his head to spit before replying. “Padua is up the road a bit. I’ll take a horse and get help.”

Marietta frowned at the late afternoon sun. “How long will that take, Signore? It’ll be dark soon.”

Before the driver could answer, a carriage moving at full speed rounded a bend in the road. The group hurried out of the way, but instead of passing, the coachman reined in the pair of massive Cleveland Bays pulling the red- and gold-trimmed carriage.

Two men, one about Marietta’s age and the other old enough to be her grandfather, hopped out. The younger man was tall with a trim build and dressed in a stylish light gray coat and burgundy brocade waistcoat. He wore odd spectacles with dark lens both in front and on the sides of his eyes and carried a walking stick in his hand. If it weren’t for how confidently he strode toward them, Marietta would have thought him blind. The other man was a bit shorter and, though obviously of an advanced age, moved easily. As the strangers approached, the younger man listened intently while his white-haired companion whispered in his ear.

“Buon giorno.” The younger one greeted Marietta and the other travelers with a formal bow. “I am Signor Nico Foscari and this is Signor Raul Orlando. Was anyone hurt in the mishap?”

Marietta shook her head. “No, we are all well.” For the benefit of the Browns, she repeated Foscari’s greeting in French and then introduced her group.

“The only injuries were to our clothes,” Mr. Brown said with a wave at his ruined stockings. He swiped at his nose with a mud-covered finger and left a long brown streak behind.

Mrs. Brown rolled her eyes. Exasperation seemed to be her only response to Mr. Brown’s actions.

“I assume you were headed to Padua?” Nico asked in French.

Mr. Brown nodded. “Only for the night and then on to Venice. The driver’s going to take a horse and bring back help.”

“It’s still quite a distance to Padua.” Nico paused to consider the situation. “My family’s villa is not far. You are welcome to rest there until your coach is fixed.”

Marietta exchanged a doubtful glance with Zeta. It was a generous offer, but she wasn’t sure they should impose on a stranger. The Browns, however, had no such dilemma.

“I tell you, you Italians are the nicest people.” Mr. Brown clapped a dirty hand on Nico’s shoulder. “You’re making it hard to return to chilly England. Say, you don’t have a sister, do you?”

Nico’s brows creased at the unexpected question. “Scusimi?”

Marietta hid a smile behind her hand. Mr. Brown was relentless in his quest.

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