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House of Cobwebs

by Judith Thomas

4.8 stars – 8 Reviews
Text-to-Speech and Lending: Enabled
Here’s the set-up:
Sometimes nightmares follow you from sleep and begin to haunt your days.
Neema Harris is eleven years old, and gifted with the ability to invade other people’s minds and discover their deepest, darkest secrets. She is the sole survivor when her whole family is butchered in the night.
Child psychologist, Doctor Winter Fremont is beautiful, successful and outwardly confident. She firmly believes she has left the horrors of her childhood far behind, and now has control of the psychic dreams which disturb her sleep.But when the twinkly- eyed and uniquely wicked Neema Harris becomes her patient, Winter’s ugly past comes back to haunt her, big time.
In his attempts to solve the increasingly baffling Harris murders, the cynical Detective Inspector Len Axton will awkwardly fall in love, and have three psychic experiences that will change him forever.The first will reveal to him the killer.
The second will lead him to the killer.
The third may not be enough to save his life.

And here, for your reading pleasure, is our free excerpt:

 

CHAPTER1

April2012

 

“NEEMA…NEEEEMA…time to come inside…NOW.”

Neema Harris hears her mother’s call, drifting to her on the cooling breeze at the end of a perfect autumn day. Neema has no intention whatsoever of responding.

The days are getting shorter now and whilst she has no idea of the exact time, she knew by the lengthening shadows it must be nearing five o’clock. It will be dark soon and then she’ll have no choice but to go inside. As long as there is even a glimmer of daylight left, Neema intends to stay out of reach of her mother’s cantankerous demands, and her crabby and disagreeable complaints.

Neema has wheeled her new, not new, bike out of the front gate of her yard and taken it to the bus shelter two doors down on the corner of her street. She has the bike upside down on the bus shelter floor, handlebars propped up on the metal bench seat. Her little brown fingers work furiously at the wire holding the rough, wooden chocks to her pedals.

No buses run on Sundays so she won’t be disturbed, which is why she has chosen the location. ‘Well,she smiles to herself, ‘that and the opportunity to once again disobey mother and get out of doing my chores.She has much more important work to do here than feeding the dog and tidying her room.

Neema had been delighted to come home from school last Friday, the day of her eleventh birthday, to discover the maroon and silver Malvern Starsix-gear roadster, propped up on its stand in her bedroom. Her father had put a big red bow on the seat and attached a shiny new bell to the handlebars.

But Neema’s excitement had dimmed quickly and considerably, when she discovered it was a second-hand bike and not a new one, which is what she’d asked for. She can’t deny it is in very good condition. You have to look hard to discover the scrapes in the paint on the cross bar and down the wheel strut. You don’t have to look as hard though, to see the rust bubbles on the handlebars and the brown staining on the spokes. There is a new plastic cover over the seat to hide the cracks and tears in the leather. But Neema knows they are there.

Her best friend from school, Stozie Martin, had received a brand new bike for her birthday last month. It was only a Dandy Sports starter with four gears, not half as good as the Malvern Star.It wouldn’t get up hills as fast without the extra gears and it was pink…“Yuk.” But Stozie’s bike is brand-spanking new and more importantly, the right size for her.

Another disappointment Neema has in her new, notnew, bike, is the fact it is slightly too large for her, and her daddy has wired stupid, big wooden chocks to the pedals so her feet can reach them.

Mum had told her she was ungrateful and to stop whining about it because ‘she would grow into it.Just like the clothes she has to wear now; op-shop clothes that never fit properly, always one or even two sizes too large.

They just don’t have enough money since the twins were born. At eight months old, Michael and Lyris are just two big, loud want,want,wanters.Want more formula, want more nappies and want more medicine, because Mum says Lyris is a sickly baby. Everything seems to be about the twins lately, and when it comes to Neema’s turn it’s ‘getwhatyouregivenandbegratefulforit.

The bike is better than her old one at least, but she worries about Stozie’s close inspection of it at school tomorrow. And Neema will absolutely die a thousand deaths before she’ll let Stozie, or any of the other kids, see her ride it into school with four inch wooden chocks on each peddle. She feels her face heat up with embarrassment at the mere thought of them lined up and laughing at her, pointing and calling her names in their sing-song voices, ‘Nerdy needy Neema, needy nerdy Neema.She really hates Stozie some times.

“NEEEEEEMA…NEEMA HARRIS, COME INSIDE THIS INSTANT.  I WON’T TELL YOU AGAIN.”

Neema doesn’t even raise her head. She smiles, knowing full well her mother will call again, but also knowing she won’t leave the house with the twins alone inside to come and look for her.

She has managed to unwire both chocks from the right pedal, and now sets about working on loosening the wire on the left.

They’d had to move house when her daddy lost his old job. Neema hates the new house. They used to live in a big house on Lingley Road, with a white picket fence and a big garden for her to play in. Her best friend Stozie had lived right next door, Janey, her second best friend, across the road, and Ben, who was just a friend, had lived two houses down.

She still calls Stozie her best friend, but more and more since the move Stozie is running off with Janey and Ben and leaving her out of things. At play lunch last week Stozie told them she had overheard her mother telling Carmel Pennington, ‘the poor Harris family have moved to the wrong side of the tracks.

Neema doesn’t understand what she is on about. She hasn’t located any railway tracks near the new house. But she still doesn’t like it, being on the wrong side of them. Neema’s fingers slow, her head tips to one side and her eyelids begin to flutter.

You had better start to mind your mouth Miss Stozie Martin…mind your manners and your big fat lying mouth.

“Well, well, well, Miss Neema, what are you up to young lady?”

The big smile wreathing Ken Harris’s large round face freezes, and slowly morphs into a worried grimace as he gazes down upon his eldest daughter. His eyes take in the upturned bike and the wooden chocks and bits of wire scattered around the bus shelter floor. Neema is sitting in the middle of it all, staring blankly into space. His little girl is undersize for her age, short in stature and fine of bone. Her shiny, black hair, cut in a bob, frames her elfin face. Large, chocolate coloured eyes framed by long lashes dominate her features. Ken can make out a smattering of golden freckles on her small thin nose.

She’s like a little statue, her body so still and tense she may have been carved of stone. Her pupils have dilated and her normally brown eyes are black and glassy. Neema’s mouth is open and her narrow well-defined lips are slack over slightly buck-front teeth. A slender trickle of drool leaks from the corner of her lip, down the right side of her chin.

Ken wants to sweep her up in his arms and hold her tight. Claim her back from wherever it is her mind has taken her to. Instead, he moves towards her quietly, and tenderly wipes the spittle from her chin with a corner of his large white handkerchief.

It’s happening more frequently these days, these little turns Neema is experiencing. The specialist told them not to worry, but he did worry. How could he not?

Since very young, Neema has always been extraordinarily intuitive. She answers questions before the query is even asked and has an uncanny knack of seeming to know what other people are thinking.

Lately though, her strange talent has taken a darker turn. She keeps having these cataleptic seizures, and seems to have developed the distressing ability to predict death or major illness and accidents. She’s been in trouble at her new school more than once, for telling other children they are going to hurt themselves badly…or on some occasions, even die. But in her defence, and Ken can always find one, Neema always gets it right.

Ken has started keeping a journal of Neema’s psychic episodes and had shown it to the new specialist they’d taken her to at The Barker clinic. Even though Lorry is set against it, he felt they’d made the right decision in taking Neema there for treatment. The new psychologist is keeping a very open mind about the possibility Neema’s lapses of consciousness and her psychic talent are connected.

Ken moves the handlebars of the bike along the bench and sits beside Neema. He places a gentle hand on her small brown shoulder. The late afternoon air holds a chill, and the sky is purpling with dark clouds, signalling an early end to the daylight and possibly a storm. His daughter’s skin still retains the warmth of the sun that has shone brightly all afternoon.

So small and fragile,my little girl,Ken thinks as he gazes into her fixed and vacant eyes. Her tanned grubby hands rest motionless on the pedal. The nails are chewed back almost to the quick and her fingers are full of little scratches from the wire. Thin, brown legs stick out of her shorts, battle scarred and bruised with the skin off both knees. The left knee’s wound looks old and scabby, but the right has freshly dried blood smeared across its surface.

Ken reaches out and gently strokes her silky hair. ‘If only I could fix everything with a band aid and a hug;if only it were that simple,he wishes, and immediately feels the tears of helplessness prickling at the corners of his eyes. There is nothing he can say or do, which will bring her back to him when she’s like this. He can only wait and pray that whatever holds her mind captive will release her back to him eventually.

So they sit, father and daughter, side by side. As he waits for Neema to return, Ken Harris watches the evening sky soak up darkness like a sponge, and the first fat drops of rain clatter like stones over the shelter’s roof.

 

 

 

CHAPTER2

“Daddy! Daddy! You’re home early,” is piped at high pitch into Ken Harris’s left ear, deafening it. Then he has his oxygen cut off as his daughter flings her wiry arms around his neck and squeezes with all her might.

Ken must have fallen into a trance himself, because he is startled to find Neema’s sparkling, brown eyes, full of mischief, gazing at him, only inches away from his own.

“You will have to let me breathe Neema, you’re choking me.”

“Did you bring fish and chips for tea Daddy?” Neema asks, ignoring him.

Ken loosens his daughter’s grip around his neck and sucks in air. Smiling, he pulls her across his right thigh and hugs her to him, until she starts to squirm.

“In answer to your question, I didn’t bring home fish and chips, but I bet your mum has cooked up something nice…although you may be lucky to get any supper tonight.”

“Why? What do you mean?” Neema’s smile and her beaming face dims a little with the loss of a fish and chip supper.

“Well…I don’t know how long your mother has been calling you but from the sound of her voice I would say it’s been quite a while.” Ken pauses, raising his brows at Neema, which earns him an angry scowl.

“And you know you are not allowed to leave the boundary of the garden on your own,” Ken continues. “So there are two things your mum is going to be cross about Neema.”

Neema scrambles clumsily from her father’s lap and stands glaring at him with dark, angry eyes.

“Then that would be all your fault Daddy,” she spits out crossly.

“My fault?”

“It was you that put the stupid chocks on my pedals Daddy,” Neema wags her finger in front of Ken’s face while she scolds him. “I’m not a silly baby anymore. I’m eleven and I don’t need them. I can’t ride my bike to school tomorrow with them on and you..you…” Neema is so angry she can’t think of any words to finish her sentence.

“My darling girl, calm down, calm yourself. How can you ride the bike if you can’t reach the pedals?”

“I can Daddy, I can do it. I’ll show you if you’ll just help me get the other chock off. I promise I can do it,” Neema pleads, gazing earnestly into her father’s eyes.

Shes like a summer storm,Ken thinks, ‘one minute sunshine, the next thunder clouds are brewing.

“Pleeese Daddy, pleeease,” Neema begs, tugging at her father’s arm, smiling a little now she can see the resistance slipping from his face.

“Alright, alright…we’ll try it and see how you go.”

“Thank you Daddy,” Neema squeals, launching another attack on her father’s neck by flinging her arms around him and kissing his forehead, his nose and his eyes.

Then she quickly releases him from her embrace.

“Come on Daddy, help me with this one, it won’t be hard and…”

“NEEEEMA,” her mother’s angry voice carries to them and it makes Ken wince.

“That’s it Neema, we must go in. The longer we delay the crosser your mother will be. I’ll fix it after supper.”

“Promise Daddy, you won’t forget. If we do it now we…”

“No, not now, come on.” Ken cuts her off firmly, as he stands and rights the bike. He picks up the wire and wooden blocks and places them in the basket on the handlebars. Then he scoops Neema up in one arm, and steers the bike out of the bus shelter with the other.

The storm hasn’t broken fully yet. Slow, penny sized drops of rain are falling intermittently, as the muffled roar of thunder in the distance warns of worse to come. Ken picks up his pace and trots along the path, jiggling Neema as she chatters away; seemingly oblivious to the trouble she has got herself into.

“So Neema,” Ken finally asks her. “Are you going to tell me where you went…just before?”

“I was off with the fairies,” Neema giggles. It is one of her mother’s favourite descriptions of Neema’s strange little trances.

“No I’m serious Neema, where did you go…what did you see?” Ken peers into his daughter’s brown eyes, with a worried frown creasing his brow.

“I told you, I was with the fairies,” Neema smiles sweetly, then more broadly, as the memory of Stozie Martin’s skin scraping, neck breaking fall from her bike flashes through her mind.

“I wish I could come with you Neema, and keep you safe,” Ken tells her solemnly.

Neema’s peals of laughter ring inside his ears.

“Oh Daddy, you silly old thing. The fairies don’t want big fat giants stomping all around them; you’d scare them all to death.”

They are both laughing when they come through the gate. Lorraine Harris is just taking in air to release another volley of calls in an effort to locate her errant daughter. The sight of her husband home early on a Sunday brings a smile to her face, and makes her look ten years younger.

“Ken…you’re home, how lovely.”

Then almost in the same breath…

“Oh my God, what’s happened…Neema….is she alright…Ken?”

“It’s fine Lorry, it’s fine. I found our little moppet sheltering from the storm under the Jacaranda out the front.” Ken fibs, giving Neema an extra squeeze.

“Well there was no storm half an hour ago when I started calling for her. Why didn’t you answer me Neema? As if I haven’t got enough to do without wasting time looking for you. You must have heard me…”

Ken shoots his wife a look and shakes his head discreetly, cutting short her angry rant.

Lorraine, who is marching towards them with a cross frown on her face, and her hands on her hips, slows her steps.

“Sorry Mum,” Neema mumbles. “I was concentrating on something else and I didn’t hear you.” Neema casts her eyes downwards, and tries her best to look contrite, but her hair hides a small knowing smirk.

“Well, I don’t believe you Neema, I really…”

“Lorry, let it go love,” Ken places Neema gently down on the path, and leans in to kiss his wife. “Just let it go and let’s get in before we all get drenched.”

Lorraine drops her arms and the irritated look from her face. It’s replaced with her usual expression of weariness, which is etched in deep lines around her eyes and mouth.

“Well…go in and wash up for your supper. Not that you deserve any young lady!” Lorraine can’t check that one last barb, and she turns her face away from her husband’s pursed lips.

Oblivious to the dour mood she has created between her parents, Neema hops up the stairs on one foot, opens the door, and clatters down the narrow hallway towards the kitchen.

“Don’t run Neema, how many times?” Lorraine calls after her despairingly.

“Don’t nag at her Lorry. Let’s just try and have a quiet, happy evening together,” Ken pleads as he puts his arm around her shoulders. But Lorraine shrugs him off, not ready yet to be pacified.

“Ken, you aren’t here all week, you have no idea how disobedient she can be. She argues with me about everything and won’t do a thing I tell her to; and I can’t bear it when she lies.”

“She had another episode Lorry, she wouldn’t have heard you calling,” Ken tells her softly.

Lorraine looks stricken. “Good grief, I don’t know what we’re going to do about her.”

“Don’t worry, she’ll be okay. The doc said there’s nothing actually wrong with her, remember? She said she’s special, that’s all.”

Ken slides his arm back across his wife’s shoulders, and this time Lorraine relents.

“The doctor hasn’t said anything of the sort Ken. You say it all the time and that’s half the problem with that girl. She thinks she’s so special she doesn’t have to do a thing I tell her.”

“When’s the next appointment with the specialist…what’s her name?” Ken smiles, ignoring his wife’s new complaint.

“Winter…Winter Fremont. It’s on Tuesday after school. I know it’s only the fourth appointment but she doesn’t seem to be helping much. Neema’s having these episodes more and more, and they seem to be getting worse.”

“Winter! Funny bloody name that, isn’t it?” Ken laughs, trying to steer the conversation in another direction. Lorraine doesn’t laugh. In fact it looks as if she may burst into tears. Ken puts his large hands on her thin, pointy shoulders and turns her to him.

“Love, she said this may happen in the beginning. There might be more frequent episodes as they delve into what’s causing it.”

“Yes, I know but…”

“No buts Lorry. Everything will work out fine. Let’s trust the experts on this one because they know what they’re on about. No use the likes of us trying to fathom it out. We’re lucky Lorry, you know that; there are kids out there with cancer and worse. This is nothing.”

Lorraine sighs and her shoulders slump.

“It’s not nothing Ken, and you know it, no matter how much you try to convince yourself otherwise. And the cost, these visits to the specialist…we can’t keep that up forever, we just can’t afford it. I worry myself sick about how we’re going to make ends meet from one week to the next.”

“Well stop worrying about that and start worrying about my supper…I’m starved!” Ken slaps his wife playfully on the rump. He isn’t going to be led down this path again. They’ve been down this track too many times lately, and it always ends badly with them arguing and Lorraine in tears.

He watches his wife hopefully, wanting her to back away from this conversation, so they can enjoy a nice relaxing evening together. ‘She looks tired, poor love,Ken thinks as his eyes wander over her face.

She has big black circles under her eyes from lack of sleep. It’s because of the night feeding, and Ken can’t help her out. He can’t be half asleep while driving the truck. He notices she’s starting to get those deep, downward creases either side of her mouth, that make her look harsh and unhappy all the time.

“Come on love, I’ll make you a nice, strong cup of tea. That’ll fix you up. Have a bit of a break before you make the supper.” He gives her an extra squeeze, coaxing her gently out of her sour mood.

“I need more than a cup of tea to fix me up at the moment,” Lorraine quips, as she gives her husband a weak smile. “But that will be nice, I could do with a cuppa.”

Relieved there will be no further arguments tonight on the subject of Neema’s treatment, Ken leads his wife back up the path and opens the front door for her. As they enter the narrow hallway, they step into a wall of noise.

“My goodness, what on earth’s all this ruckuss about? I can’t leave you alone for five minutes. What’s going on here Neema?” Lorraine calls out as she scurries down the corridor to the kitchen, with Ken following more slowly behind.

When they enter the room, they see the twins strapped into their high chairs, and both of them yowling fit to burst. Lyris is crying the loudest and is covered in brown, sloppy custard. She has big gobs of it on her fat little cheeks and neck. It’s even in her eyebrows, and her fine blonde hair is standing up in sticky tufts all over her head.

There is no reason for Michael to be crying as far as Ken can see, but he is wailing just as loud as Lyris. He holds his plastic spoon high in his podgy little fist, ready to unleash the next splatter of chocolate custard on his sister. Pixie, their miniature black poodle, runs around in circles emitting excited high pitched yelps, adding to the din.

Neema comes into the room with a damp cloth.

“Don’t stress Mum, it’s only Michael being extremely naughty to Lyris. He’s got his custard everywhere, the bad, bad boy,” Neema scolds as she wipes the cloth roughly over Lyris’s face. It makes her scream louder than ever, and the more upset Lyris becomes, the harder Michael cries, and the dog is going bananas.

“Shush Lyris, shush! It’s not hurting you at all,” Neema admonishes, rubbing even harder and pressing the cloth over Lyris’s mouth to muffle her shrieks of protest. Lyris’s small, blue eyes bug a little and her face turns slightly blue.

“It’s no good trying to suffocate her Neema.” Lorraine grabs the cloth from Lyris’s face and frees her from the chair, and Neema’s rough administrations. “This wouldn’t have happened if I wasn’t wasting my time looking for you half the afternoon. Ken can you see to Michael? I’ve got my hands full here,” she orders as she hastily bustles Lyris away to the bathroom.

Ken moves from the doorway into the kitchen, wincing slightly at the volume of noise.

“Now, now, now, what’s wrong with my little man? Come on, come to Daddy,” he jollies, as he picks Michael up and swoops him high into the air above his head. Michael is so surprised he stops crying immediately, and after several more swings in his father’s big, safe hands, his dry little sobs turn into hiccuppy giggles.

“Be quiet Pixie,” Ken orders, and the small dog immediately ceases her yapping and runs quickly to hide in her basket. Mindful of the rebuke in Ken’s tone, Pixie watches him with nervous, blinking eyes.

“We don’t want nosey parker next door ringing up to complain again,” Ken tells the little dog more gently.

The lease doesn’t allow for a dog, but Ken figures his family had given up enough with the loss of his other job and the move here. So he has allowed Pixie to come with them on the proviso that she’s kept quiet. But the little yapper has caught the attention of the old biddy next door. Doris Pledge seems to have nothing better to do in her day other than ring the council every time Pixie even looks like barking.

Within minutes the war zone has calmed into a scene of domestic bliss. Michael is gurgling happily, bounced on his father’s knee. Lyris sits hiccupping and goo-ing contentedly on Neema’s lap, while she sings nursery rhymes to her. Ken chats to Lorraine about his day as she busies herself with the supper, and Neema adds her snippets of news, in between snatches of song.

Neema slurps away happily at her corn beef hash, mopping her gravy with her third slice of bread and butter. When Lorraine is out of the room, bedding down the twins, Ken slurps his gravy too and laughs and winks at Neema.

While Lorraine does the dishes, Neema and her father watch TheSimpsonson thetelly.Neema is thrilled when her mother brings her a big, steaming mug of hot chocolate. It is such a nice surprise, it doesn’t even matter there are no marshmallows for the topping. Ken savours his beer and Neema sips her hot, sweet drink, laughing every now and then at Homer or Mr. Smithersand that silly boy Bart.

Al lin all,Neema thinks when the show is finished, ‘a perfect end to a nearly perfect day.

“I’ll be in shortly Neema, go and brush your teeth. You can read for half an hour, then it’s lights out…okay?” Lorraine calls from the kitchen.

“Okay Mum,” Neema mumbles back through a jaw cracking yawn.

Neema kisses her father’s cheek goodnight.

“Don’t forget Daddy, you need to get that other chock off my pedal before school tomorrow,” she whispers to him.

“I won’t forget sweet heart, don’t worry, sleep tight,” Ken murmurs drowsily.

Neema looks at her father sceptically, a frown creasing her brow. He’s half asleep, eyes all bleary, lids half-mast. She leans in close and gently stretches his eyes wide open with her little fingers.

“Promise Daddy, promise you won’t forget,” she whispers more urgently, peering at him intently.

“I promise, now off to bed like a good girl. We don’t want your mother upset again tonight.”

“Love you Daddy.”

“Love you too baby. Ni-night.”

With a contented sigh and her belly swishing pleasantly with the hot chocolate, Neema makes her way to bed.

 

 

CHAPTER3

Later that night, Lorraine Harris sits at her dressing table, staring forlornly at her reflection in the mirror.

She’s never been a beauty, not in the classical sense like Elizabeth Tayloror the one that played Scarlet O’Harain Gone with the Wind.It is one of her favourite films and she must have seen it a hundred times, but her tired mind can’t click on the lead actresses’ name.

Doesnt matter, I never looked like her anyway, she whispers, and sighs heavily.

At thirty-nine, Lorraine thinks she looks at lot older than her years. She’s inherited her mother’s pale English skin that never holds a tan and turns a mottled, bluey-purple in the colder months. Her blue eyes are small and too close together. She used to wear a little shadow on the lids and brush her sparse lashes with mascara to correct the defect; but she can’t be bothered these days.

Her nose is long and thin, like her lips. Two pale ribbons, slightly chapped above a round, dimpled chin. She still has a small nub of Revlon Fuchsia Blushlipstick in her purse, but she uses it sparingly, for special occasions. ‘Cant afford the forty dollar price tag for a new one,she muses glumly while fingering the soft pouch of fat under her chin.

 

The room is small for a main bedroom and the space is further cramped by the oversized furniture. At least the furniture manages to hide the peeling, faded blue wallpaper and the bed conceals most of the threadbare grey carpet. The big patches of worn pile had made it look so mucky; Lorraine had been appalled at the thought of having to sleep in the room when she’d first seen it.

But this room is no worse than the rest of the house. ‘Every room is undersized and dingy and damp,Lorraine thinks bitterly. She hasn’t even bothered to make curtains yet. The main bedroom window looks out over the rear yard and is un-screened. Ken said it would be romantic, watching the moonlight stream into the room. “Huh,”Lorraine sniggers softly, without humour, hess uch an optimist about everything.

Lorraine draws her attention back to the mirror and her eyes flick quickly to the bed behind her. Ken is already under the covers, a book held limply in his hand, as he struggles to keep his eyes open. His head lolls forward onto his chest for the umpteenth time, and with a great snorting half snore, he gives up the battle of trying to stay awake.

“Sorry love,” he mumbles, tossing the book onto the floor and letting his head fall back against the pillow. “Better be quick if you want your way with me, I’m absolutely buggered.” His words are distorted through a wide-mouthed yawn.

“Huh…you head off to sleep Romeo, I won’t be long behind you. It’s been a really, long day. Did I tell you…?”

A low, rumbling snore drifts from the pillow.

Lorraine smiles sadly at the reflection of her husband in the glass. He’s working too hard, doing extra shifts whenever they were offered, trying to make more money. But for all his efforts, it still never seems to be enough.

Ken’s the same age as her, but looks a lot younger. He has one of those round, perpetually beaming faces, and twinkling blue eyes. He’s always smiling, her Ken, and he has a large mouth, with well-defined lips and big white teeth. At six foot two, his frame can carry a bit of weight, but that belly of his is starting to make him look as if he is carrying twins.

As Ken’s snores grow in volume, Lorraine turns her worries back to the mirror.

She’d been afflicted with terrible post-natal depression after Neema was born, and had to have a spell in a clinic. A psychiatric one.

No-one ever mentioned that part, the psychiatricpart. If it was ever brought up in conversation it was ‘Ohyes,Lorraine had a bit of depression…needed a little rest.

They made it sound like nothing, almost a holiday, her stay in the nut house.Because no matter what spin you put on it, that’s what it is. A loony bin for people like her who’d lost their minds, or temporarily misplaced them.

She hadn’t held her love back from Neema on purpose, during those fourteen months after she was born. The depression took everything from her, consumed all emotions, and she could find no love in her to give her new-born daughter. And after she was released from the clinic, and during all the years since, she has never managed to bridge the gap those lost fourteen months had created between them.

Lorraine drops her face into her hands with the shame of it. She hadn’t meant it to be like that. She wasn’t a neglectful mother really, not like you read about in the papers. She’d never struck her daughter, never laid a hand on her in anger. Although, in the grip of that black cloud of depression, she’d had to fight the most terrible urges to harm Neema.

Lorraine cocks her ear towards the bedroom door. She thought she’d heard a little cry from the twin’s room across the hall. She hears a cough and faint, gurgling goo that sounds to her trained ears like Lyris; but then there’s silence, and Lorraine breathes a relieved sigh.

It had been so different with Michael and Lyris. The minute they were placed in her arms, love for them roared like a lion deep within her being. Lorraine had never felt anything as strong in her life, as that fierce all consuming devotion to her babies.

And all these last eight months she’s been fine. She hasn’t felt the creep of dark fingers in her brain. No stirrings of black thoughts that hinted of depression, that had previously threatened to unhinge her mind. If she ever felt down, she only had to look upon her babies sleeping in their cots. Pick them up and hold them, breathing in that sweet, soft scent of talcum powdered skin, and her spirits soared.

Until recently…up until they had to move here. And now the bad thoughts have started to sneak into her head…really, really bad ones about hurting Michael or Lyris.

“And I wouldn’t, I would never…ever,” Lorraine hisses to her pale frightened reflection in the glass. “It’s the stress,” she whispers feverishly, “Ken losing his job…having to live in this dump…Neema, and the cost of that stupid therapy…it’s just stress.” The anxious face in the mirror nods back at her, unconvincingly.

Ken should have let her handle Neema’s treatment. But no, his precious girl had to be special. There couldn’t possibly be a reasonable explanation for her behaviour. It’s Ken’s idea to take her to this Barker clinic, which deals in all sorts of weird psychic therapy, which Lorraine can’t begin, and doesn’t want, to understand.

They can’t afford these sessions and in Lorraine’s opinion, since Neema has been going there she’s gotten worse, slipping off into lala land every day. It gives Lorraine the creeps.

Maybe she can talk to Doctor Fremont about it on Tuesday. She can’t mention any of her concerns to Ken; he has enough on his plate to worry about without thinking his wife is going loopy again as well.

With a tired sigh, Lorraine makes herself get up and walk over to the bed.

As she turns out the light and crawls in to her small strip of mattress beside Ken, Lorraine thinks she can see a tiny glimmer of light, coming from under the door of Neema’s room. She always keeps their bedroom door ajar, so she can hear the twins if they cry out in the night and Neema’s room is directly opposite theirs.

Shell be reading again , past her curfew with that little torch she hides under her mattress. The one she doesnt think I know about, Lorraine thinks, with a flash of anger. She briefly considers getting up and taking it from her. She’ll have a hell of a job getting Neema up for school tomorrow if she stays up too late.

But in the end, Lorraine is just too tired to bother, and as her heavy lids close over her burning eyes, the last thought she has before sleep claims her is,

VivienLeigh…thats who that actress is,in Gone with the Wind.

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House of Cobwebs

by Judith Thomas

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Sometimes nightmares follow you from sleep and begin to haunt your days.
Neema Harris is eleven years old, and gifted with the ability to invade other people’s minds and discover their deepest, darkest secrets. She is the sole survivor when her whole family is butchered in the night.
Child psychologist, Doctor Winter Fremont is beautiful, successful and outwardly confident. She firmly believes she has left the horrors of her childhood far behind, and now has control of the psychic dreams which disturb her sleep.But when the twinkly- eyed and uniquely wicked Neema Harris becomes her patient, Winter’s ugly past comes back to haunt her, big time.
In his attempts to solve the increasingly baffling Harris murders, the cynical Detective Inspector Len Axton will awkwardly fall in love, and have three psychic experiences that will change him forever.The first will reveal to him the killer.
The second will lead him to the killer.
The third may not be enough to save his life.
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“Totally creepy book, what a great read! Recommended for everyone who likes a good crime thriller. Can’t wait for author’s next book!”
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Judith Thomas migrated from England with her family when she was four years old in 1962 as a ten pound pom; becoming part of Australia’s prosper or perish drive to populate its cities and farming communities. Dropping out of High School in year three (before she was expelled) Judith spent the next twenty five years in the banking industry; became a bank manager, got married, had a baby, got divorced then found and married her soul mate in 1995. Late in her mid-life crises forties, Judith left the corporate life and decided to bite the bullet and do what she’s always dreamed of doing, writing for a living. Whilst she had no formal qualifications, Judith’s mother had taught her to read by the time she was three, and through all life’s ups and downs, books have been Judith’s solace, her escape, her inspiration and have kept her imagination alive. Every genre has been sampled over the years but Judith is always drawn back to the dark side. There have been many influences from Enid Blyton’s Faraway tree and the Magic Wishing Chair, to C.S. Lewis and the Narnia series. William Peter Blatty’s,The Exorcist, had a profound effect on Judith and after that she was drawn to any book or film which smacked of other-worldly evil. To this day she insists The Exorcist is the greatest horror film ever made. However, the single most inspiring influence in Judith’s reading and writing life, would have to be the fabulous Stephen King.
Judith lives on a small farm in Regional Victoria with her husband Bill and a large menagerie of animals. She enjoys her little grandson’s visits immensely and also the peace and quiet which allows her the luxury of writing.
House of Cobwebs is Judith Thomas’s debut novel and she is currently working on her next novel, Quake. (“See, all my high school drop-out buddies out there who think you can’t achieve your dreams – dreams really do come true; but you have to work damn hard at making them real.”)
Quake is supernatural adventure thriller which will take its readers to a whole new level of terror. Quake will be out late next year.
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Rock Pounder, adventure rider extraordinaire, is planning a round-the-world trip on his motorcycle. His goal is Amsterdam and the herbal refreshment that awaits him there. But when you’re a legend—among women, adventure riders, and spies—nothing is ever as simple as it seems. Come along for the ride as Rock and his bike travel onward through Siberia, Mongolia, and Europe. His destination is Amsterdam and the pleasures that lie in store. The journey will take him places he never expected to go. But when Rock Pounder is on a mission, no one stands in his way, except, maybe, a tall blonde who means nothing but trouble.

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Prologue

I need to give up drugs. I’ve started dreaming a lot or maybe

it’s a nightmare, I don’t know, because these are real stories,

and I’m dreaming all of them again, in living color, or blood,

as the case may be.

I’m in Central America, a few years back. A couple of shady

guys have hired me to crew chief a plane with Orbie, a pilot I’d

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the Nicaraguan jungle. My job is to push the boxes carrying

guns, ammo, and medical supplies out the back of the plane

when we reach a clearing. I was pushing a big box out the door

when I slipped on a spilled diet coke some idiot had left on

the deck. I started sliding behind the box toward the door. I

was grabbing for anything to keep me from falling out, but out

I went. I had a harness on, and the harness held, but I didn’t

know for how long.

I was dragged along at 150 mph, holding onto the deck of

the plane for dear life. The wind was so strong I couldn’t even

yell or breathe. Orbie saw me and immediately put the plane

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not to slide out himself. He didn’t even have on a harness. But

Orbie flew helicopters in Vietnam, flying into battle zones to

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helps that he’s just to the left of crazy. He grabbed the tether

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and pulled with all his strength and finally managed to get me

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sat there for one second, before he rushed back and took the

plane off autopilot. This began a lifelong relationship of drugs,

women, booze, and, I might add, excitement.

We had about 50 minutes of flying time back to our base.

I’m not allowed to tell where it is. Orbie and I just sat there

and never spoke the entire 50 minutes. Boy, I’ll tell you what—

falling out of the airplane or any near-death experience for

that matter—makes you think. Next time a couple of shady

guys offer me a lot of money for a job in Nicaragua, I might

think twice.

The plane touched down and Orbie rolled it to our parking

space, which was really tight. The planes on each side of us

had moved over just to try and bother us. Orbie just pulled the

plane in anyway. Whenever we get back from a job, he always

says, “Well, let’s go to the house.” He says that even if we’re

sleeping in tents next to the runway. On this trip we weren’t.

We were on the motorcycles and headed off to town for maybe

a massage and some herbal refreshment and a few beers. As

usual, we were broke, but we had paid our bill at the local cantina,

so we had credit. As we came to the outskirts of town, four

guys were sitting in a jeep—like they were just waiting for us.

They were all wearing army uniforms. Orbie and I looked at

each other, and we knew these guys were not in the army. They

were bandits. They saw us coming.

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Dave Harrold was born October 25, 1943, in California. Dave has been an adventure rider for more than forty years, and he has traveled all over the world on his motorcycle. His most recent trip was to Cambodia in January of 2012. Dave plans to return to Cambodia, where the next Rock Pounder novel is set, in January of 2013. Dave lives in McKinney, Texas, with his wife Judy.

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Alice in Deadland

Civilization as we know it ended more than fifteen years ago, leaving as it’s legacy barren wastelands called the Deadland and a new terror for the humans who survived- hordes of undead Biters.

Fifteen year-old Alice has spent her entire life in the Deadland, her education consisting of how best to use guns and knives in the ongoing war for survival against the Biters. One day, Alice spots a Biter disappearing into a hole in the ground and follows it, in search of fabled underground Biter bases.

What Alice discovers there propels her into an action-packed adventure that changes her life and that of all humans in the Deadland forever. An adventure where she learns the terrible conspiracy behind the ruin of humanity, the truth behind the origin of the Biters, and the prophecy the mysterious Biter Queen believes Alice is destined to fulfill.

A prophecy based on the charred remains of the last book in the Deadland- a book called Alice in Wonderland.

Through The Looking Glass: Alice in Deadland Book II

More than two years have passed since Alice followed a Biter with bunny ears down a hole, triggering events that forever changed her life and that of everyone in the Deadland. The Red Guards have been fought to a standstill; Alice has restored some measure of peace between humans and Biters; and under Alice, humans have laid the foundations of the first large, organized community since The Rising- a city called Wonderland.

That peace is shattered in a series of vicious Biter attacks and Alice finds herself shunned by the very people she helped liberate. Now she must re-enter the Deadland to unravel this new conspiracy that threatens Wonderland. Doing so will mean coming face to face with her most deadly adversary ever- the Red Queen.

Off With Their Heads: The Prequel to Alice in Deadland

A few months before Alice was born and fifteen years before the dramatic events depicted in Alice in Deadland, there was The Rising. A few days that destroyed human civilization as we know it, reducing much of the world to a radioactive wasteland teeming with hordes of undead Biters and controlled by a shadowy Central Committee.

Off With Their Heads brings to life the final harrowing days of The Rising through four shorts, each depicting events through the eyes of one pivotal character in the Alice in Deadland series. See how Dr. Protima became the Queen of the Biters; feel the pain of a young man’s sacrifice as he becomes the bunny-eared Biter whom Alice later follows down a hole; follow the rise of Chen from a conflicted young Chinese Army officer to a General in the Red Guards; and finally share in the dramatic escape of Alice’s parents from a city overrun by Biters.

 

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Alice was beginning to get very tired of sitting by her sister on the hill, and of having no Biters to shoot. Once or twice she peeped through her sniper rifle’s scope, but could see no targets. ‘What is the use of an ambush,’ thought Alice, ‘without any Biters to shoot in the head?’

Alice was fifteen, and had been born just three months after The Rising. Her older sister and parents sometimes talked of how the world had been before. They talked of going to the movies, of watching TV, of taking long drives in the countryside, of school. Alice could relate to none of that. The only life she had known was one of hiding from the Biters. The only education that she knew to be useful consisted of three simple lessons: if a Biter bites you, you will become one of them; if a Biter bites someone you know, it doesn’t matter whether that person was your best friend; they were now a Biter and would rip your throat out in a heartbeat; and if you could take only one shot, aim for the head. Only the head. Nothing else would put a Biter down for good.

So here she was, lying on a small hillock, her rifle at her shoulder, waiting to pick off any stragglers who escaped the main force. The first few years of her life had been one of hiding, and of surviving from one day to another. But then the humans had begun to regroup and fight back, and the world had been engulfed in a never-ending war between the living and the undead. Alice’s parents were part of the main assault force that was now sweeping through a group of Biters that had been spotted near their settlement. She could hear the occasional pop of guns firing, but so far no Biters had come their way. Her sister was lying quietly, as always obedient and somber. Alice could not imagine just lying here, getting bored when the action was elsewhere, so she crawled away to the edge of the small hill they were on and peered through her scope, trying to get a glimpse of the action.

That’s when she saw him. The Biter was wearing pink bunny ears of all things. That in itself did not strike Alice as strange. When someone was bitten and joined the undead, they just continued to wear what they had been wearing when they were turned. Perhaps this one had been at a party when he had been bitten. The first Biter she had shot had been wearing a tattered Santa Claus suit. Unlike kids before The Rising, she had not needed her parents to gently break the news that Santa Claus was not real. What was truly peculiar about this Biter was that he was not meandering about mindlessly but seemed to be looking for something. The Biters were supposed to be mindless creatures, possessed of no intelligence other than an overpowering hunger to bite the living. She braced herself, centering the crosshairs of her scope on the Biter’s head. He was a good two hundred meters away and moving fast, so it was hardly going to be an easy shot.

 

That’s when the Biter with the bunny ears dropped straight into the ground.

 

Alice looked on, transfixed, and then without thinking of what she was getting into, ran towards the point where the Biter had seemingly been swallowed up by the ground. Her heart was pounding as she came closer. For months there had been rumors that the Biters had created huge underground bases where they hid and from which they emerged to wreak havoc. There were stories of entire human armies being destroyed by Biters who suddenly materialized out from the ground and then disappeared. However, nobody had yet found such a base and these stories were largely dismissed as being little more than fanciful fairy tales. Had Alice managed to find such a base?

 

Her excitement got the better of her caution, and she ran on alone. She should have alerted her sister, she should have called for reinforcements, she should have done a lot of things. But at that moment, all she remembered was where the Biter had dropped into the ground and of what would happen if she had truly found an underground Biter base. She was an excellent shot, far better than most of the adults in the settlement, and she was fast. If there was one thing she had been told by all her teachers since she started training, it was that she was a born fighter. She could put a man twice her size on the mat in the wink of an eye, and she had shown her mettle in numerous skirmishes against the Biters. Yet, she was not allowed to lead raids far from the settlement. That had always grated, but with her father being one of the leaders of the settlement, she was unable to do anything to change that. He claimed that her excellent shooting and scouting skills were better used in defensive roles close to their settlement, and had promised her that when she was older he would reconsider, but she knew that was a nervous father speaking, not the leader of their settlement.

 

This could change all that.

 

Suddenly she felt the ground give way under her and she felt herself falling. She managed to hold onto her rifle, but found herself sliding down a smooth, steep and curving slope. There seemed to be no handholds or footholds for her to slow her descent or to try and climb back up. She looked up to see the hole through which light was streaming in disappear as the tunnel she was falling down curved and twisted.

 

Alice screamed as she continued falling in utter darkness.

 

***

It took Alice a few minutes to get her bearings, as she was totally disoriented in the dark and also winded by her fall. She saw that her fall had been broken by a thick cushioning of branches and leaves. She had heard whispers that the Biters were not the mindless drones that many adults dismissed them to be, but those accounts had been dismissed by most people as fanciful tales. She wondered if there was some truth to those rumors after all. As her eyes adjusted to the darkness she saw a sliver of light to her right and crawled towards it. As she went deeper into the tunnel, while she still could not see much, the smell was unmistakable. The rotten stench that she knew came from only one possible source: the decayed bodies of the undead. Even though she had seen the aftermath of many a skirmish with the Biters and was no stranger to the stench, she found herself gagging. As she came closer to the light, she saw that the tunnel opened into a small room that was lit by crudely fashioned torches hung on the walls.

She could hear some voices and as she peeped around the corner, she saw that the rabbit-eared Biter she had followed down was in animated conversation with two others. One of them was, or rather had been in life, perhaps a striking young woman. Now her skin was yellowing and decayed and hung in loose patches on her face. Her clothes were tattered and bloodied. The other Biter with her was a plump, short man who seemed to have the better part of his left side torn off, perhaps by a mine or a grenade. Alice had been around weapons for as long as she could remember, and while all humans now needed to be able to defend themselves, Alice had shown a special talent for fighting, perhaps one her mother did not always approve of. Her mother had wanted Alice to do as the other young people did and stand on guard duty close to the settlements, but Alice had always wanted to be in the forefront, to feel the thrill that came with it.

Now, Alice thought, she had perhaps got more thrills than she had ever bargained for. She was trapped in an underground Biter base, with no apparent way out.

The Biters were talking in a mixture of growls and moans, but they seemed to be communicating with each other. Now that she got a closer look at the rabbit-eared Biter she had followed in, she realized that he had been in life not much older than her. Perhaps he had been on his way to a costume party when he had been bitten. As he turned his head, Alice saw what may have once been a smile now replaced by a feral grin that revealed bloodied teeth.

Alice’s heart stopped as Bunny Ears looked straight at her. For a second she hoped that he had not seen her, but he bared his teeth and emitted a screeching howl that sent a shiver up her spine. As all three Biters turned to look at her, she exploded into action.

Alice’s grasp of the alphabet may have been tenuous despite her mother’s many failed attempts to teach her the languages of yore. But after The Rising, Alice saw no use for them; there were no books to read, and no time to read them even if they had remained. But what Alice excelled in school at, and could do almost without conscious thought, was how to thumb the safety off her handgun and bring it up to a two handed hold within three seconds. The first shot took the fat Biter squarely in the forehead and he went down with an unceremonious flop. As the two others bore down on her in the slight loping, lumbering gait the Biters were known for, she fired again and again, the shots from her gun echoing in the underground cavern. She hit the female Biter at least twice in the chest and then knocked her flat with a head shot. Bunny Ears was now barely a few feet away when Alice’s handgun clicked empty. She cursed under her breath at her horrible aim, realizing just how much easier it was to shoot at targets in practice or snipe from hundreds of meters away compared to being so close to Biters out for her blood, and with her heart hammering so fast she could barely keep her hands straight, let alone aim.

Alice heard footsteps and howls behind her, and realized with a stab of panic that she was now well and truly trapped between Bunny Ears and others who may have come behind her down the hole.

She looked around frantically and saw a small opening in the wall to her right. She ran towards Bunny Ears, diving down at the last minute beneath his outstretched fingers, which were crusted over with dried blood. Alice stood only about five feet tall, and was lean, but she had been top of her class in unarmed combat. She swept her legs under the Biter, coming up in one seamless motion as Bunny Ears fell down in a heap. She ran towards the hole in the wall and turned around to see at least four more Biters coming behind her.

Alice fumbled at her belt and took the lone flash bang grenade she had slung there. As she ran into the hole she pulled the pin and rolled it on the ground behind her, and then continued to run at full speed into the darkness of the hole. She heard the thump of the grenade a few seconds later, hoping that the intense flash of light it emitted would slow down her pursuers for a few seconds and buy her some time.

With that hope came a sobering thought. Time to do what? She was stuck deep inside what seemed to be a Biter base, and was running ever deeper into its recesses. She was well and truly trapped.

 

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THROUGH THE KILLING GLASS:

ALICE IN DEADLAND BOOK II

 

What Alice regretted the most about not being fully human was the fact that she could no longer cry.

More than a year had passed since Alice set in motion events that had changed her life and that of everyone in the Deadland by following a Biter with bunny ears down a hole in the ground. Events that had led to the creation of a new settlement, a settlement unlike any the world had seen since The Rising. What had followed had been the re-settlement of the city of Delhi by thousands of humans who had streamed in from the Deadland to live together in a community. A community that had laws, security and houses for people to live in. A community where every  night was not spent in dread of marauding Biters or raids by the Red Guards. A community that was now known simply as Wonderland.

The cost of this victory had been high. Thousands had perished in the Deadland during the struggle against the Red Guards, and hundreds more in the air raids that had been unleashed when Alice had been captured. Alice’s personal costs had been high, too. She had lost her entire family, and her identity. No longer was she the mercurial fifteen year-old girl her father had doted upon. She was now the Queen of Wonderland, whom people looked at with awe and fear. But being part-Biter, she could never taste food again; she now simply had no need for it. She could never dream of her family again, for Biters could not dream, and while she often thought back to all she had lost, she could not cry to lessen that pain, for Biters shed no tears.

To her enemies, Alice was a formidable adversary, with the training and battle-tested instincts of the most elite human soldier, but also with the inexhaustible stamina and immunity to all forms of damage short of a direct head shot that her Biter half gave her. To her human followers, she was a messiah who had rescued them from the Deadland to give them hope that they could live again like civilized people. To the Biters who followed her, she was the leader of the pack, to be followed with animal instinct and devotion.

But to herself, she was still Alice Gladwell, daughter and sister to her murdered family. . She had taken her vengeance against the Red Guards, and what had begun as a mission of personal vendetta had led to something much bigger. Alice had never fashioned herself as a leader, but now she knew more than ten thousand humans in Wonderland depended on her. Whether or not she wanted this burden of leadership, it was now hers, and she was determined not to let down those who counted on her.

Much of her own young life had been spent forged in battle, and her education had consisted of little more than learning to fight and to survive in the Deadland, but today Alice was going to do something she had never done before. She was going to inaugurate the first school in Wonderland.

There was a hush among the gathered thousands as she stepped onto the makeshift podium. Arjun, her confidante and trusted advisor, had chosen the location with his usual sense of humor. The school was to be located in what had once been the Delhi Zoo.

‘People of Wonderland, thank you for coming. I myself had little education beyond learning to survive in the Deadland, but now our children will learn what people did before The Rising, and one day they will revive our world the way it was.’

 

There was thunderous applause, but when Alice stepped off the podium, she felt a bit hollow inside. She knew nothing of what life had been like before The Rising, and while she was proud of what they had achieved together, she wondered if she was really needed in Wonderland anymore. She knew nothing of managing a city, with its squabbles over water and romantic affairs. She itched for the camaraderie she had known in the settlement where everyone knew each other, not the anonymity of urban life, where people huddled in their apartments in the center of what had once been posh government colonies in Delhi.

She saw a young couple holding hands, and she looked away. That was another experience she was never to have. She was young enough and human enough to regret never being able to be loved, but she was Biter enough to never feel such emotions. Besides, her appearance did enough to seal that deal.

As she walked back to her room in what had once been the Red Fort in the heart of Delhi, Arjun caught up with her.

‘Alice, we’ve sent out patrols north of Wonderland again this week, but people are beginning to complain about the patrols. They say that we haven’t seen Red Guards for months.’

Alice turned towards Arjun and she noted with dismay how even he flinched at her sight. Her impish smile and twinkling eyes were long gone, replaced by a vacant, yellowed gaze and skin that seemed to be rotting, giving off a foul stench. She turned away, trying not to see the expression on his face.

‘Arjun, people grow fat and happy. They forget that this safety was won with blood, and that the war still rages outside of their apartments, and any day it may visit us again.’

Arjun was with Alice – she knew that – but she also knew the pressure he faced. It was no longer popular to talk about the war. After their crippling losses in battle, the Red Guards had effectively ceded control of what had been the Deadland in North India. Occasionally a jet would be spotted high in the skies, but even they did not come lower, knowing that Wonderland’s defenses bristled with hand held Surface to Air missiles wielded by experienced troopers who had once served Zeus, the mercenary arm that had done the Central Committee’s bidding before they had mutinied and the Red Guards had been called in from the mainland in China.

At times like this, Alice got on her bicycle and rode alone, crossing the dried up Yamuna river to the forested area that had now been reserved for Biters. Someone had said it was like an animal reserve from before The Rising, and strangely Alice had felt herself bristle at that comment. The Biters were kept confined in a wooded area ringed by electrified fences with tunnels that allowed them to go out to the Deadland. Was the Biter part of her so strong now that she identified herself more with them than with humans? She drove with the wind blowing her flowing blond hair behind her. That was the one part of her body that had not changed when she had been transformed into the hybrid she had become.

By now, the sun was setting and darkness settling over the forests, and she saw a couple of familiar shapes. Closest to her was a Biter wearing bunny ears, with a shuffling gait and a left hand that been taken off below the elbow by a Red Guard grenade. The second was a hulking Biter wearing a hat. If Alice was the leader of the pack, then Bunny Ears and Hatter were her enforcers. After being transformed, she realized that while the Biters could not really communicate in any human language, they did communicate like animals, and had a strong pack mentality. Bringing an end to the war in the Deadland meant not just fighting the Red Guards to a bloody standstill but also ensuring that Biters and humans could at least co-exist, if not actively work together. Doing that had meant establishing herself as the leader of the pack. Now she commanded an army of thousands of Biters who emerged from the dark forest, kneeling before her.

Alice held an old, charred book in her left hand. It was the last book left in the Deadland and she had first encountered it in the underground base of the Biters in the possession of the Biter Queen. Its title was Alice in Wonderland. The Queen had believed that the book held a prophecy for healing the world, and that Alice was destined to carry out the prophecy it contained. Now that Alice had brushed up on her reading skills, she understood the coincidences leading to the Queen’s belief in the ‘prophecy’ and Alice’s part in it. Alice did not know if there was any truth to the supposed prophecy, but she did know two things. One, until someone actually sat down and wrote another book, this was indeed perhaps the last book in the Deadland, and that in itself made it a precious thing to protect, and second, that the Biters held it in an almost religious awe. That was the reason why she carried it with her every time she came to them.

Alice had come to realize that loyalty from Biters was never a given, since they were as impulsive and as aggressive as rabid animals, and when one or two of the newcomers shuffled towards her, Hatter stepped in front of them and swatted them away. Before, Alice had been disgusted by their fetid smell of rot. Now it barely bothered her.

She sat down by a tree, looking at the night sky. But now more than stars illuminated what had once been the Deadland: lights from several apartments flickered in the dark.

 

‘They grow complacent. They light up the settlement to be the easiest target for miles.’

 

She had just whispered to herself but Bunny Ears came and sat down next to her, awaiting her orders. While the Biters communicated in grunts and screeches, they seemed to understand human language to some extent. Perhaps some part of their brains still functioned despite the virus that had reduced them to this condition.

 

‘Don’t worry, Bunny Ears. Nothing I can’t handle.’

 

She waved him away when the tactical radio strapped to her side came to life.

 

‘White Queen, this is White Rook. Please come to the Looking Glass immediately.’

 

Alice got up and sped away towards the nearby temple that served as their communication center, their only real window to what was happening in the outside world. Satish – or White Rook – had named this place Looking Glass. Before he defected, Satish had been a Zeus warrior, and over time he had effectively become the head of the armed forces of Wonderland.

For months they had tried to get in touch with the ongoing resistance in what had been the United States, but without much success. Other than that, they used captured computers and handheld tablets to monitor what the Central Committee and its minions were up to. There was no news other than what the Central Committee allowed to be transmitted, but at least it gave them some idea of what was happening outside their settlement. Looking Glass had been initially located in the heart of the city, but then people had asked for it to be moved to the outskirts, since they did not really want to hear the bad news from the outside world. That was another sign that people had grown complacent, and forgotten the struggle that had won them this peace.

 

Alice wondered what Satish had learnt that required her to be in the Looking Glass at this time of night.

 

***

 

‘The fools want to create political parties and have an election.’

 

Alice could sense the disdain in Satish’s voice. She knew that with relative peace, people in Wonderland had been quick to lapse into the jockeying for power that was perhaps inherent to man. It was a shame that it required something like The Rising and being hunted by Biters for men to realize that petty tokens of power and prestige were not what really mattered.

‘That bastard Arun is riling everyone up, telling them we need true democracy and that they no longer need you.’

Alice tried not to get involved in the politics of men like Arun, who had been a politician before The Rising.  She had continued to run Wonderland the way it had been, by a small committee of elders, and with every big decision being put to a vote.

 

‘Satish, they will talk because they have nothing better to do. I don’t think it means anything.’

 

Satish turned towards Alice. With all they had been through together, he saw beyond the decayed skin and yellow eyes. He still saw the incredibly brave yet naïve young girl who had done so much for everyone in the Deadland.

‘Alice, you don’t know how men like them work. They are no better than the leeches in the Central Committee in Shanghai. Give them half a chance and they will become tyrants in their own right.’

It was an old argument. Both Arjun and Satish hated how all they had fought for was being lost, and people were lapsing into petty politicking. A few months of security, one which they and their friends had shed blood to win, had led men like Arun to proclaim that they no longer had a war to fight, and they needed to create a more peaceful, democratic society. One where people like Alice and Satish did not need to have such a prominent role, and of course one where, conveniently enough, politicians occupied the highest rungs of the ladder.

 

‘Satish, I’m sure you didn’t call me here at this time to bitch about Arun.’

 

Satish slapped himself on the forehead in exaggerated apology.

 

‘No, no, of course not. Come on, we have some exciting news. For the first time, we actually may see something of value though our Looking Glass.’

Alice followed him to a console in front of which an elderly man was sitting, hunched over a computer terminal and with headphones around his ears.

 

‘Danish, have you got anything yet?’

 

Danish raised one hand as he focused on tuning the radio in front of him. Danish had been a Communications Officer in the Indian Army before The Rising, and now he was in charge of running the Looking Glass in their continuing endeavor to learn about what was happening outside Wonderland, and also to try and make contact with others like themselves.

 

‘We’ve finally made contact! Check this.’

 

Alice peered over his shoulder to see a single message displayed on the computer screen.

 

‘We are your brothers in arms, fighting for the independence of the United States of America. We have heard much of you and your Queen. Listen for us in a day’s time.’

 

Danish was visibly excited, his old, wrinkled eyes twinkling as he spoke.

 

‘They managed to get an old server up and put up this page. This is the first Internet posting in sixteen years, and looks like the Central Committee hasn’t seen it yet.’

Alice had been born after The Rising, when people were more bothered about escaping from hordes of Biters than surfing the Internet, but she had seen how powerful information could be in their own struggle against the Central Committee. With tablets brought over by defecting Zeus officers, they had managed to hack into the Central Committee’s Intranet. Since then they had been posting messages that led to further defections among Zeus and also started creating discontent among the masses in mainland China, who had begun to question the true nature of the war they had been sold.

Before Alice could say anything, Danish hushed her, putting on his headphones, and then passed them on to her.

 

‘Alice, they want to talk to you.’

 

Alice put on the headphones and heard the crackle of static. Then there was the deep voice of a man.

‘Alice, this is General Konrath of the Free American Army based out of Forth Worth, Texas. We have been fighting our own war against the same enemy you face, and we are all proud to call you a fellow American.’

Alice’s father had been with the American Embassy in New Delhi before The Rising, but she had been born in a world where the countries of the old world were little more than memories. Still, it was good to make contact with people from outside the Deadland where she had been born. It made their struggle feel less lonely.

‘General, we have had a few months of relative quiet in Wonderland, and the Red Guards don’t really come here anymore. How are things in the United States?’

 

There came a pause before the general’s reply.

 

‘Alice, we are facing brutal house to house fighting against the Red Guards and the still loyal Zeus mercenaries. Our bigger problem is that we’re fighting them and also fighting against the damned Biters.’

 

Another pause, before he added, ‘You know what I mean, Alice.’

 

‘General, there’s no need to apologize. I lived in fear of Biters for the first fifteen years of my life as well.’

‘Alice, I wish we had someone like you to bring peace with the Biters. But for now, we need your help. Two of our people have escaped from a labor camp of the Reds and are making their way to the plains. They have nowhere else to go, so they are trying to escape to your city. Help them if you can.’

Static muffled the connection, and then the line was terminated. Alice felt Satish exhale loudly beside her. She knew that they were being asked to re-enter a fight that many in Wonderland believed was over.

 

‘Alice, what do you plan to do?’

 

Alice answered without a pause. ‘Satish, I lost my entire family so we could live free. I will not allow others seeking their freedom to be hunted down when I can help them.’

 

Satish just sniggered.

 

‘Satish, what are you thinking?’

 

Satish grinned. ‘I’m thinking that fat old Arun will have a heart attack if he knows about this.’

 

‘He doesn’t have to know, does he? Well, we don’t even know that they’ll make it anywhere close to Wonderland.’

 

Danish coughed to get their attention. He had one of his tactical radios held to his ear.

 

‘Folks, something’s up. One of the advance recon parties saw a convoy of Red Guards a hundred kilometers to the north east, on the old National Highway 8. They report two trucks and some jeeps.’

 

‘Satish, I’m getting my kit. You get some men ready and join me.’

 

Five minutes later, Alice was outside near her bike. Her kit consisted of a handgun in a holster strapped to her left thigh, a serrated combat knife on her right thigh, an extra handgun on an ankle holster, and an assault rifle across her back. Satish was there with three of his men, getting into their jeep.

 

‘Alice, are you sure you want to go along? This could be a trap for all we know.’

 

‘I’m all dressed up for the party. I cannot back out now, can I?’

 

As she started off on her bicycle, Satish felt a lump in his throat. The thin girl he had first met in the Deadland had become a true warrior queen, and while she looked fearsome, he still remembered the crying girl he had met in the forests of the Deadland. A girl who had just lost her family to the Red Guards.  He had nearly lost her once before, to a Red Guard trap. There was no way he was going to let her down again. He checked his own assault rifle and shouted to the driver.

 

‘What are you waiting for? Let’s go!’

 

By the time they started, Alice was well on her way, blond hair billowing behind her. Just a couple of years ago she would have felt fear at the prospect of such imminent danger. Now she welcomed it like an old friend. Far from the petty politicking of Wonderland, now it would be the way it had been, the way she had always liked it.

 

***

 

 

 

AN EXTRACT FROM

OFF WITH THEIR HEADS

THE PREQUEL TO ALICE IN DEADLAND

 

 

THE ACCIDENTAL QUEEN

 

‘Stan, what have we done?’

Dr. Protima Dasgupta was struggling to choke back her tears as she spoke to her colleague many thousands of miles away in the United States.

‘Protima, I’m a bit busy. I’ll talk to you later.’

Protima slammed her phone down. Even Stan, one of the most outspoken critics of the decision to use Sample Z in what the spooks had euphemistically called ‘accelerated field tests’, was no longer talking to her. She had spent more than twenty years of her life serving the United States Government, but it was as if her decision to leave the project and come back to India had burnt all bridges with friends and colleagues.

She walked unsteadily to the dining table and poured herself another glass of wine. She had been stupid to call Stan. It was likely his phone was tapped, but she was beyond caring now. She had argued that even if one disregarded the morality of using Sample Z on foreign populations, it was just too unstable to use yet. But of course, she had been overridden, and a week later, Global Hawk stealth drones had dropped canisters of the biological agent onto a Red Army garrison in Inner Mongolia.

Dr. Protima was not senior enough to be privy to the decision-making process, but she was senior enough to access some of the documents passed between her bosses and the men who had ordered the mission.

A shot across the bow to show them we still have an edge.

A reminder of who the superpower really is.

Those were two lines she remembered. Tensions between the US and China had reached a boiling point over the last year, with the US economy tottering and China reeling under increasing protests demanding democracy and human rights. The US had slammed the second Tiananmen Square massacre, only to be blamed by China for supporting what it called ‘terrorist activity’ in China to distract the US population from its economic woes. A humiliating bloody nose given to the US Navy off Taiwan had added injury to the considerable insult of the US economy having now been reduced to surviving on Chinese holding of its debt.

The fact that the garrison in Mongolia housed research facilities engaged in China’s own biological warfare program was of scant consolation as Protima saw the chaos unfold on TV. When reports had come in of a strange virus spreading throughout Mongolia that turned people hyper-aggressive, attacking anyone in sight, she knew her worst fears had come true.

Sample Z had begun as a potential miracle cure for troops whose nervous systems had been badly damaged by battlefield injuries. Initial trials had been exciting, with troops doctors had given up on making recoveries to lead near-normal lives, and Protima had been exhilarated at being part of something that would help save thousands of lives. Then came the fateful meetings three years ago, when Protima and her team were asked to work on modifying Sample Z to incapacitate enemy troops, destroying their nervous systems and rendering them incapable of rational thought. A separate team had been working on another strain to dramatically enhance the strength and endurance of troops, turning them into berserkers immune to pain. Protima had warned that the differences between them were still not fully understood and the virus was very unstable. Ultimately, her objections had counted for little, and she had quit the program.

The scrolling news bar on the TV announced that there were at least ten thousand confirmed fatalities in China in the last week from the mysterious virus.

Protima turned off the TV and slept fitfully, dreaming of men with their faces peeling off, running towards her to attack her.

The next morning, she woke up to a beautiful summer morning, with the sun streaming through the windows of her hotel room. She pulled aside the curtains and saw the road already rapidly filling with the chaotic traffic that was the norm for New Delhi. She had a job interview at eleven o’clock, so she dressed quickly. She looked at herself in the mirror and for a moment she was looking at a stranger. Her grey hair was the same as usual, as were her lean, gaunt features. But her eyes, which normally sparkled with laughter, were now ringed with dark circles, and try as she might, she could not bring back the smile that had been a permanent feature on her face. After losing her husband in an accident several years ago, Protima had worked hard to recreate herself from the nervous wreck she had become, and she had almost succeeded, till the past few days.

But now she had another chance to start over. While some of her work, like Sample Z, would never be known outside a small group with the highest security clearances, she had been published widely in fields related to genetic engineering and had been given glowing references by her former bosses on the condition that she sign a very strict non-disclosure agreement. So she had no doubt she would get the job with a leading research institute using genetic engineering to improve crop yields to feed India’s rural poor. Finally her experience and knowledge would be put to some good use.

She was in a taxi on her way to the interview when her phone rang. It was Stan.

‘I should have left when you did. They’re all dead. They’re all dead.’

Protima sat up with a jolt. Stan was slurring, as if he had been drinking. ‘Stan, calm down. What happened? Have you been drinking?’

‘Lab 12 burned down a few hours ago. Most of the people there are dead, and the few that made it…’

Protima felt a chill going down her spine. Close friends of hers had worked at Lab 12, located just outside Washington, where Sample Z had finally been weaponized for use in China.

‘I don’t know if it was the Chinese retaliating for what we did or if our own government is covering its tracks…’

‘Stan, stop! Please stop! We’re on an open phone line.’

What Stan said next scared Protima more than she had ever been in her life. ‘It doesn’t matter. Nothing matters any more. What the news is saying about the outbreak in China is not even close to how bad it is. I’ve seen what happened to the survivors of Lab 12. Protima, it’s like nothing we imagined. The media is trying to keep it quiet under government orders, but when the news breaks, it’ll be too late. You need to save yourself and get the truth out. I’ve sent a package for you with files from our project and the orders to use it in weaponized form. There are also papers about experiments on prisoners in Afghanistan. Go and meet Gladwell at the Embassy there in New Delhi. He’s an old friend and a good man.’

‘You’re in Washington. Why don’t you get it to someone there?’

‘It’s too late for me now. They caught me printing out the files and I just managed to get away. They’re here now. Goodbye, Protima.’

With that, the phone went silent. Protima tried calling him back, but there was no answer.

While she was waiting to be called in for the interview, Protima wondered if she would be able to go through with it. After what she had heard from Stan, she found it hard to concentrate. Her hands seemed to be shaking uncontrollably, and her heart was pounding. However, once she sat before the interview panel, she managed to control her nerves and her interview went very smoothly, but all the while she thought of Stan’s call. When she got back to her hotel room, she checked the TV and the Internet, but there was no mention of the fire Stan had talked about. He seemed like he had been drinking, and he would have been hit hard by the use of their research in the Mongolia operation. Finally, she decided to get some fresh air and walked outside, sitting at a coffee shop overlooking the busy street.

It was now six in the evening, and the Delhi summer heat had begun to dissipate. Protima sipped on her coffee, contemplating her future. At the age of forty-seven, it seemed too late to make a fresh beginning, but she was going to try. She had left India more than twenty-five years ago, on a scholarship to the US for her Masters, and her work there had earned her an internship in the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, working on studying viral strains. She had excelled there, and one day had been approached for a full-time position in the government, working on classified biological programs. Now, she would try and put that behind her. She would get an apartment, buy a car, and start afresh with her new job.

Protima was jolted out of her thoughts by the man at the next table exclaiming to a girl, ‘Oh my God! Have you seen this video? They’re saying the dead are coming back to life!’

Some wiseass at another table mumbled something about how he always felt like a zombie on Monday mornings, but nobody laughed.

***

Within minutes, dozens gathered around the young man who had the YouTube video playing on his phone. Several others were now checking the video on their own phones, and Protima saw from their horrified faces that something was very wrong. She was about to ask one of them what the matter was when the owner of the cafe shouted above the din.

‘Folks, it’s on CNN now. Just quiet down and let’s see what they’re saying.’

Protima edged towards the TV set up above the bar, and saw the familiar shape of the US Capitol Building in the background as the young news anchor adjusted her mike and looked at the camera. Protima had been in New York when 9-11 had happened, and she had seen how shaken the news anchors had been. This anchor had the same expression. Protima hushed two young girls next to her so she could hear what was being said.

‘The Department of Homeland Security has said that it is premature to say whether the outbreak is a possible act of terror and has dismissed any link to the fire last night at a government lab featured in Wikileaks documents as a possible biological weapons research lab.’

The news cut to blurry mobile phone footage. The moment Protima saw the group of men, she knew something was wrong. They seemed to be shuffling more than walking, with their heads and hands bent at strange angles, and occasionally one would violently jerk his head. Protima had seen those symptoms before, as side effects of Sample Z.

Two police officers walked into the path of the men and fired. Protima heard gasps around her as two of the men fell to the ground, their bodies jerking as bullet after bullet tore into them.

‘Why are they shooting? What the hell is happening?’

Protima ignored the cries from those around her as she tried to think what might have happened. Clearly Stan had been right and there had been a fire at the lab. It was possible the vials of Sample Z might have been compromised and some people might have been infected. But why on Earth were the cops shooting at them?

That was when something even stranger happened.

The two men who had been hit by dozens of bullets got up and the group rushed towards the policemen, who ran in panic. Then the footage stopped. The anchor was back and was reading from a sheet of paper in her hands.

‘The Department of Homeland Security has decided to place some affected neighborhoods of Washington under immediate curfew. Anyone seen outside without prior authorization after noon tomorrow will be presumed to be infected. They are requesting all citizens to cooperate while the authorities contain this outbreak.’

The anchor put the sheet down, and looked at the camera. Protima could tell this part was not scripted. The young woman crossed herself and said, ‘God help us all.’

Protima spent a tortured night, trying to come to grips with the role she and her colleagues had played in unleashing the outbreak now devastating Washington. She tried to tell herself she had just been doing her job, but how would that make her any different from an accessory to murder? She tried calling Stan again, but his phone was switched off.

That night, as she watched events unfold on TV and the Internet, she realized there was no containing the outbreak. Cases began to be reported across the United States, and the symptoms were terrifyingly the same. Reports had been leaked of how the first infected had seemed to be dead, and then got up and attacked anyone in sight, biting and clawing them to infect them as well. Police were still maintaining their position that rumors of the infected being impervious to gunshots were unfounded, but more videos had been posted online.

When Protima went down to the lobby of the hotel, it was crammed with tourists and visiting businessmen. With the outbreak now reported in Canada and the United Kingdom, people were beginning to panic and trying to catch the first flights home so they could be with their families.

The Concierge greeted her as she passed. ‘Dr. Dasgupta, a courier landed for you yesterday.’

The package was marked as diplomatic mail. She smiled, remembering Stan joking that he could never get into too much trouble no matter how insubordinate he was because he had a brother in-law in the Foreign Service. Clearly, Stan had been able to call in one last favor before… Protima stopped herself. Despite all that had happened, there was no proof anything bad had happened to Stan.

She opened the package and found a simple note addressed to her. It was in Stan’s handwriting.

Dear Protima, if you’re reading this letter then it’s already too late for me. Just pray they have beer in heaven, or hell, or wherever people like me go.

When the pressure to weaponize Sample Z began, I got curious about what was going on. The upside is that I got my hands on these files, but the downside is that it’s a matter of time before they get me. I don’t know who to trust anymore. That’s the reason I’m sending these to you instead of trying to get them to anyone in the government. I don’t know if we can stop what is happening – it may be too late for that. But at least people will one day know the truth behind how we ruined our world.

Do as you see fit. You could try sharing it with the press, but I don’t know how free our free press is any more. The people I reached out to didn’t want to have anything to do with this. But do get it to Gladwell at the American Embassy. He’s a good man, and he is very well-connected. He could at least help us get this to someone in the government who is not in on the conspiracy. This is all part of a plan, but I fear the men behind this don’t fully understand what they are unleashing.

Take care, my friend.

Protima put the note aside and took a look at the documents, wondering how much of what Stan had written was true. As she read the first page, she grabbed the sofa behind her for support and sat down. She read non-stop for over an hour, reading each document more than once to make sure she was not mistaken about their contents.

As much as she would have liked to not believe them, the documents were devastatingly clear. There were transcripts of conversations, emails, and minutes of meetings.

What Protima, Stan and their colleagues had been working on had been a very small part of a grand plan that was both awe-inspiring and terrifying in equal measure. Vials of Sample Z had been taken to remote bases in Afghanistan for human testing. The men who had ordered the use of Sample Z in China had known its likely effects much better than Protima had realized. But in keeping the scientists out of the loop, it seemed they had totally underestimated how the virus would behave once it was transmitted from one person to another.

Protima closed her eyes, her head throbbing. Could men really condemn millions to death for a plan that called for gradual repopulation to deal with the issue of scarce oil and other resources? Could the same men seek to quell rising discontent about the ruin the financial elite had brought to the West by creating such an environment of fear that people would gladly accept any form of tyranny? Was it possible that they had managed to forge some sort of partnership with sections of the Chinese government who were struggling to contain their own people’s calls for democracy? The documents in front of Protima made it amply clear that was exactly what had happened.

The final contents of the package were two small vials containing a red liquid. Protima knew what they were. The vaccines they had been working on to protect against Sample Z. They were untested, but in sending them, Stan had at least given her a shot at life.

A commotion started around her. Several men and women were standing, pointing at a TV in the corner of the lobby. The first case of the outbreak had been reported in India. With millions of people traveling by air every day, and many in the neighborhoods surrounding Lab 12 not even aware of the risks, there was no telling how far and how fast the outbreak would spread.

Now that the outbreak had begun to spread globally, Protima knew she had very little time. She dialed the American Embassy to get an appointment with Gladwell.

***

‘They say the disease makes people into demons who cannot be killed. My cousin saw a man at the airport who bit a dozen others and the police kept shooting him but couldn’t put him down. You’re lucky that your destination is on the way to my home. You are my last passenger for now. After I drop you, I’m going straight there and staying put with my family till they figure this out.’

The last thing Protima needed was a talkative taxi driver. Protima just nodded, but that seemed to encourage the man.

‘I gave a lift to two Army officers, and they told me they were being called up for duty. But they also said they were getting contradictory orders. Nobody in the government has any idea what to do.’

Protima didn’t envy anyone who was trying to deal with the unfolding situation. Any outbreak of a highly contagious disease, let alone one with such unpredictable and terrifying effects, was best nipped in the bud. Identify the core outbreak, quarantine those infected and contain the spread till the strain was better understood. In this case, it was way too late for that. The infection had spread globally, and after what Protima had just read, it was a fair bet some elements in the government had actively aided in its spread.

As she looked out the windows, the streets of Delhi were packed with policemen. But she shook her head as she saw that they had come prepared for riot control, with batons and shields. If the outbreak spread here, they would be of little use.

As the taxi turned towards the American Embassy, the taxi driver shouted, ‘There’s no way they will let me get any closer. You’ll have to walk from here.’

Roadblocks manned by Indian policemen barred their entry to the approach road. Protima saw that the Marines who guarded the Embassy were now gathered at the gate, all armed with automatic rifles, and she saw movement on the roof, which could have been snipers. Clearly they were not taking any chances. As she tried to go towards the Embassy building, one of the policemen stopped her.

‘This area is now closed to the public.’

Protima pleaded that she had an appointment at the Embassy but that did not seem to have any impact. Finally, she took out her American passport. ‘Look at this, please. I am of Indian origin but hold an American passport. You cannot stop me from going to the US Embassy.’

The policeman looked like he was in doubt, but he was saved from having to make a decision by one of the Marines jogging over from the Embassy gates. ‘Ma’am, please come with me.’

He jogged back without waiting for Protima and she walked as fast as she could. Closer to the Embassy, she saw the same emotion she had seen in the policeman’s eyes. Fear.

The Marines might have looked intimidating from afar, with their weapons and body armor, but up close, most of them were very young, and they looked terrified. She was ushered into the main building, where she walked up to the receptionist.

‘Excuse me, I have an appointment with the Chief of Mission, Robert Gladwell.’

The receptionist asked Protima to wait while she called Gladwell’s office. Protima sat down in the lobby, which was packed with US citizens who had come to the Embassy to seek refuge and try and get home. A woman was sobbing, her head buried in her husband’s chest as he tried to comfort her. Protima caught only a few snatches of their conversation before they passed her. ‘Martha, all flights are cancelled. We can’t get out for now. The kids will be okay…’

The TV was playing CNN. The footage showed burning buildings somewhere and Protima walked closer to hear what was being said.

‘Chinese and US naval forces have skirmished off the coast of Taiwan on the same day Israel claimed to have shot down two Iranian missiles. The President has ordered all US forces to be ready to deal with the unfolding crisis, and the Department of Homeland Security has reinstated the color-coding for the threat level to the US Mainland, declaring it to be red. In a separate announcement, the Department of Homeland Security has declared that many internal security duties are to be handed to the private military contractor firm Zeus, as US military forces were needed to deal with the multiple international crises that threaten to escalate to all-out war in Asia and the Middle East. One of the first actions of Zeus has been to forcibly disband all Occupy protests, saying that they suck up precious resources needed to control the outbreak and also that crowds spread the outbreak. Many civil rights activists protested, saying private armies cannot be used to silence US citizens’ fundamental rights to free speech and assembly. The spread of the outbreak continues unabated, and the Center for Disease Control has said it will stop issuing casualty figures as they are growing at such an exponential rate.’

Protima sat down, her hands shaking as they gripped the package. The plans outlined in the documents Stan had sent her were unfolding right before her eyes.

Someone coughed to get her attention and she looked up to see the receptionist. She was an aging Indian woman who had dark circles under her eyes and looked dog-tired.

‘Dr. Dasgupta, I’m afraid Mr. Gladwell is unable to meet you now. As you know, things are busy here and he has some urgent matters to attend to.’

Protima felt her heart sink. ‘I had an appointment with him. I just need to meet him for a couple of minutes.’

The receptionist was polite but Protima sensed she was being evasive. ‘I’m sorry, but he himself has asked me to cancel this meeting. I can’t help you.’

There was no way she was going away without giving the documents to Gladwell. Protima tried again, pleading with the receptionist. ‘Please, please give me just two minutes with him. I don’t even need to talk to him. I just need to give him some very important documents.’

‘Dr. Dasgupta, I presume. Chief Gladwell asked me to apologize for not being able to meet you, but if I can help you in any way, please let me know.’

Protima turned towards the deep, gravely voice to find herself looking up at a tall, bald man built like a tank who completely dwarfed her. He was wearing a military uniform and even indoors his eyes were covered by wraparound sunglasses.

‘Ma’am, my name is Major John Appleseed, and I can pass on whatever you wanted to give to Bob.’

With the unthinking trust most people had for men in uniform, Protima held out the parcel, but as he grabbed it, she paused. Stan had told her to give the package only to Gladwell. She started to retract her hand, but Appleseed held on. There was still a smile on his lips, but his voice had a hard edge to it now.

‘I said I will take it from here.’

Their impasse was broken when somebody shouted and Protima turned to look at the TV. A news channel was broadcasting live from the gardens surrounding India Gate, in the very heart of Delhi. There was the sound of gunfire and of people screaming and as the cameraman zoomed in, Protima saw a group of men walking in a shuffling gait, many of them covered in blood. The camera zoomed in again and she saw that one of them had half his face torn off. More people in the reception screamed, and someone bumped into Appleseed, throwing him off balance for a second. Before he could recover, Protima was running out the door, heading into a city that, like many others around the world, was now faced with its worst nightmare – a highly contagious, deadly virus that turned people into raging monsters.

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Raised in an atmosphere of violence and unpredictability, Ellen and Gail Morgan have banded together, survivors of a booze-fertilized battleground, forming a fierce united front against an often cold and uncaring world. When their parents are killed in a car crash, Ellen becomes the mother figure for Gail.

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NOWHERE TO HIDE

 

NOT ALONE

 

It was nice to be alone. As she brushed her hair, Gail launched into her favorite fantasy of buying her sister a white Ferrari. Ellen’s birthday was coming up in May; she’d have the car delivered right up to her door, a big red bow tied on the antenna … dream on, girl she told herself, grinning at her reflection in the mirror.

Tiger padded into the room just then, winding his sleek, warm body around her bare ankles, purring like an old washing machine.

I owe her so much, Tiger, Gail said, reaching down to stroke the cat’s soft, glossy fur. If it wasn’t for…

Suddenly, Tiger’s back arched under her hand and he hissed. Gail’s heart leapt in her breast and her hand drew back as if burned. “What the…?” But Tiger, fur standing on end, had already fled the room. Gail turned in her chair just in time to see his electrified, retreating tail…

Then she caught a movement from the corner of her eye. Turning, she froze at the sight of the closet door slowly opening.

Chapter One

August 6, 1979

 

The closet door was at the top of the stairs at the end of the hall. To get to it he had to pass by two doors, one on either side, both now partly open. He could hear talking, very low. Farther away, the sound of running away. In three quick strides he was past the doors and inside the closet. He knew he was smiling. He felt excited the way he always did when he got past them. Even if anyone had got a glimpse of him, it wouldn’t really matter. He was invisible. The invisible man.

The secret door was to his right, just behind the wide rack of musty-smelling winter coats in varying sizes. He ducked beneath them, and opening the door, let himself into the narrow, cave-like space.

The space separating the inside and outside walls went nearly the whole way round the third floor, stopping abruptly at the wall of the stairwell where he had to turn around and go back the way he had come. Once, this space had been used for storage – old bed springs, broken chairs, trunks – but the doors, except for the one in the closet which he had come upon quite by luck, and through which he had come again and again, had long since been replaced by sheetrock and papered over with rose-patterned wallpaper.

It was pitch black in front of him and all around him, like he was all alone in the world. He had his flashlight, but didn’t turn it on. He knew the way. Besides, it might shine through someplace.

As he made his way along the darkened corridor, breathing the stale, hot air, his progress slowed by the long, heavy skirt he wore, he had to stoop. At seventeen, though narrow-shouldered, he was nearly six feet tall.

Sweat was trickling down between his shoulder- blades, and under the wig, his head felt squirmy, so he took the wig off and stuffed it into his pants pocket, under the skirt.

And then he was there. He could see the thin beam of light shining through, projecting a tiny star on the wall. It was coming through the place where two Sundays ago, when they were all at Chapel, he had made a peephole. He’d made it by simply pounding a nail through, then drawing it cleanly back out so that there would be nothing detectible on the other side – no more than a black dot.

A giggle floated through to him and the smile froze on his face, his fists clenching involuntarily. No, it can’t be me they’re laughing at. They can’t see me. They don’t know I’m here. I’m invisible, remember? Calming himself, he slowly brought his face to the wall.

Eight narrow, iron-framed beds faced him, each covered by a thin, grey blanket with a faded red stripe across the top and bottom. Twelve beds in all, but the two at either end were cut from his view. A few religious pictures hung above the beds. The one facing him said ‘Suffer the Little Children to Come Unto Me’. It had a picture of a lamb on it. Only three of the beds were occupied. It was still early. Some of the girls were probably downstairs watching their alloted hour of T.V. Others would still be doing kitchen duty. At least one troublemaker would be doing ‘quiet time’. He grinned.

He understood now that the laughter he’d heard had come from one of the two girls sitting on the edge of the bed flipping through a teen idol magazine. He’d caught a look at the cover – some weirdo with a green punk hairdo and a guitar slung around his neck. The two sluts, heads together, were still at it, giggling, whispering, low and secretive. He felt a hot surge of hatred course through his veins. He wished SHE would walk in on them right now. He knew what they were doing. They were talking about who they liked, who they thought was ‘cute’, who they would let do it. They were thinking and talking about that.

Two beds over, a fat girl with short brown hair that looked as if someone (guess who? Ha-ha) had cut it around a bowl, lay on her back with her hands behind her head, staring at the ceiling. A jagged scar travelled from a spot between her eyebrows right up into her hairline. He could tell she’d been crying; her raisin eyes were all red and puffy, practically disappearing in her moon face. They cried a lot in here. Mostly in the middle of the night when they thought no one could hear. It always excited him hearing their soft muffled sobs. Sometimes, though, it just made him mad like it did when they laughed. Then he wanted to fix it so they didn’t make any sound at all.

His gaze wandered back to the girl who had first caught his attention, the one who sat under the lamb picture, and who he’d wanted to save for last. She was sitting cross-legged on the bed, a writing tablet balanced on her knees, her long, pale hair fallen forward, though some damply dark ends curled against her neck. He watched as she scribbled a few lines, then frowning, looked over what she had written. She would chew on her yellow pencil, then write some more, the pencil making whispery sounds on the paper. He watched her for a long time, taking in the flushed, shiny cheeks that made him think, as had the darkly damp curls, that she might just have stepped out of the bath. Yes, he remembered hearing the water running. He liked to see them when they just got out of the bath – all that damp flowing hair, pinkly scrubbed skin, soft necks. Sometimes they changed into their flannel nightgowns right there on the edge of their beds, right there in front of him – though of course they didn’t know that.

That was the best part. Them not knowing. It didn’t matter that they dressed so hurriedly and so slickly that he often didn’t get to see much. Though occasionally there was a flash of white shoulder, a curve of breast.

I’m watching you, he thought, and had to stifle a giggle of his own.

And then she raised her head and those clear blue eyes were staring right at him, stabbing fear into his heart. He couldn’t move.

She was frowning, not in the way she did when she was thinking of what to write, but with her head cocked to one side, as if she were listening for something. A terrible thought struck him. What if he hadn’t just almost laughed, but actually done it, right out loud? Adrenaline pumping crazily through his body, he backed slowly away from the peephole. Standing perfectly still with his back against the wall, he waited. When after several minutes there were no screams, no sudden cries of alarm to alert the other girls – and HER, especially HER – he began to relax. His heartbeat returned to normal; once more he brought his eye to the hole. She was back to writing. Of course she was.

He smiled to himself.

He hadn’t laughed out loud, after all. And she hadn’t seen him. Of course she hadn’t. His gaze slid down to her breasts, their shapes round and firm as little apples under the flannel nightgown.

But you will, he thought. You will.

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