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by Noel Hynd
4.6 stars – 8 Reviews
Text-to-Speech and Lending: Enabled
Here’s the set-up:

US Air Force Lt. Richard Silva’s hell on earth begins in the fall of 1970 when his plane is shot down over North Vietnam. Silva is captured and taken to a POW camp where he is turned over to a shadowy interrogator who specializes in the systematic torture of American prisoners. Miraculously, Silva survives and returns to the US.

He finds an America that is profoundly different from the country he left. But America isn’t the only thing that has changed. Silva’s mind has been horribly altered. For him there is only one way out: Find the man who tortured him. Find him and kill him. With only a few clues to his enemy’s true identity, Silva embarks on a manhunt.

Silva quickly penetrates a shadowy underworld of politicians, criminals and intelligence agents in New York, Washington and ultimately in Paris. In France, he further burrows into a nether world of professional killers, political extremists, cops and assassins. Along the way, he finds romance with a beautiful young artist and rediscovers his own humanity, all the while drawing closer to the man he must murder in order to redeem his own soul.

This is a 2011 revised version of a novel originally published under the title “REVENGE” to rave reviews in 1976.

Reviews

“A notch above the Ludlums and Clancys of the world….”

“Noel Hynd knows the ins and outs of Washington’s agencies both public and private.” Publishers Weekly

“A Tense Bloody trail to a grim climax!” – Liverpool Daily Post

“An Intricate spine chiller….Bloody good!” – NY Times

“Ingenious and fast paced without a wasted word.” – Chicago Tribune

“A Powerful Book!” – The Scotsman

“Entertaining and absorbing!” – Birmingham Evening Mail

“Invites Comparison with ‘The Day of The Jackel’ – Boston Herald

Reader Comments

“Just read ‘Revenge: Payback in Paris’. Terrific read and if you’re a fan of Robert Ludlum, Lee Child or Daniel Silva, you’ll enjoy this book. It’s very gripping, well researched with some interesting twists.It’s a classic ‘one guy on his own attempting to right a wrong’ kind of story, but it keeps you interested throughout and is hard to put down. You always want to know ‘what happens next?”
P. Schmideg, Amazon – 5 stars

“This is a very sharp thriller, written in the 1970’s when stories like The French Connection were before the public. I read this years ago and then updated to Kindle. Still a fine book, slam bang pacing and a fast exciting read”
Peter Wilhite, Amazon – 5 stars

“I just finished Revenge and I have discovered a new author. I can’t wait to read more of Noel Hynd’s books.”
Rita Marie, Amazon – 5 stars

And here, for your reading pleasure, is our free excerpt:

Prologue

 

 

On October 14, 1970, the pilot, co-pilot and six crew members of a United States Air Force bomber buckled themselves into position in their aircraft. They reviewed their assigned mission in the undeclared war waged by the United States against the Demo­cratic Republic of Vietnam. The bomber’s engines roared to life. Moments later, accompanied by a fighter escort, the jet was airborne.

 

The airplane thundered eastward above the Pacific Ocean where Americans have warred with Asians for the better part of a century. It flew in its proper formation northwards from Guam, its home base, towards its intended targets forty miles south of the North Vietnamese capital, Hanoi.

 

Soviet ships, cruising in the international waters around Guam, spotted the formation of American aircraft. The ships radioed to their ideological allies. The peasants and militia­men in North Vietnam, rushing to their battle stations, knew when the sky above them would be heavy with enemy bombers.

 

The airplanes neared Hanoi at ten minutes past nine, Hanoi time. Ground anti-aircraft crews in the jungles and towns south of the North Vietnamese capital fired in well-disciplined patterns at the airborne invaders above them. Forty miles south of Hanoi, just above the hamlet of Den Bing, the giant bomber was racked with the hot exploding lead shot skyward from the defending guns below. The giant plane convulsed with the hit and began to lurch at an altitude of 45,000 feet. It became quickly and deathly appar­ent to the pilot and crew that their plane would crash within seconds.

 

Four of the eight-man crew were unable to eject. They died when the plane exploded in a thick forest. Major Ronald Mecili, the pilot and a veteran of forty-one pre­vious missions, parachuted into a watery rice field where he imme­diately disentangled himself from his parachute. A hundred meters away, Airman First Class Leonard Lewis, a black man from Memphis, landed within sight of Mecili. The men, seeing each other’s chutes, crawled and scrambled to­wards each other, keeping their heads and bodies low so as not to make an alluring target.

 

Captain William DeMeo landed bruised and battered but not seriously injured two miles away. Captain DeMeo was disengag­ing himself from his chute’s confining cords when Lieutenant Richard Silva, at twenty-two the youngest member of the mission, hit the ground.

 

Silva winced in pain as soon as his body, dropping sixteen feet per second, crashed into the branches of a tree. But he did not know the extent of the injury until he had slashed himself loose from the tree and cracked down on the flat rocks below.

 

The left side of his uniform was soaking with blood. His hip­bone and upper left leg had been splintered. The broken bones protruded through the torn flesh of his hip. He attempted to move. But the pain tormented him with an agonizing throbbing that made him wish he had ridden his aircraft to its fiery destruction miles away.

 

He gasped for life and tried a second time to move. When he knew he would be unable to stand, he attempted to crawl. He managed to pull himself along the ground with his hands, desperately seek­ing to reach a clump of bushes that might conceal him. Surely enemy soldiers would come looking for him. Richard was too obsessed with pain and fear to consider that the remains of his parachute, hanging splendidly from that tree, served as an excel­lent marker. The enemy would know just where to find him.

 

A dozen local soldiers came upon Richard less than two hours later. They beat him with heavy sticks. It wasn’t until they saw his leg that they knew he was already disabled. Richard thought he would be killed.

 

A local nurse was eventually called, and Richard was given ban­dages. Then two black-clad women made a splint out of a bamboo tree. His leg was placed in the splint, and they were beginning to carry off their captive when the sky was again rumbling with the roar of airplanes.

 

The loss of the bomber and its crew had set off a noisy rescue attempt. Richard’s leg, hip and groin were torturing him. His mouth was bone dry, and he pleaded for water. But because of the rescue planes above, his captors gagged him and temporarily abandoned him in a forest.

 

He lay there for five hours. He had no way of knowing that as he lay in agony under a tropical tree at the side of a dirt road, a U.S. air rescue team was pulling to safety two of the other three sur­vivors of the crash.

 

Major Ronald Mecili and Airman First Class Leonard Lewis were plucked from the jungle. Mecili had a broken arm. Lewis, wearing around his neck a figa given to him by his sister in Tennes­see, had escaped with nothing more than bad bruises and a few cuts. Lieutenant Richard Silva and Captain William DeMeo were, after an arduous five-hour search, declared missing in action.

 

Once the rescue planes had departed, Richard was taken from the forest by the soldiers and placed in an old Citroën truck that was a relic of the French campaigns of the 1950s. He was driven north on rocky rough roads. He was given enough water to pre­serve his sanity.

 

As the truck travelled through villages towards Hanoi, he was pelted by bottles, sticks and rocks. In three days, during which his wound remained untreated and his torment intensified, he was delivered to the Hoa Lo prison camp in Hanoi. Richard Silva was then asked to sign an admission of war crimes against the people of North Vietnam.

 

He refused.

 

Since prisoners were to be broken immediately if possible, Richard was beaten by guards and denied medical attention for several days. He was allowed a subsistence level of food and water and was not allowed to sleep for more than two hours at a time. His captors kept him isolated and continued to demand a confession. After ten days, delirious and beginning to come down with fever, Richard scribbled a few words onto a paper pushed in front of him.

 

“The United States,” he scribbled with a trembling feeble hand, “must end the killing.”

 

For his “confession,” Richard was permitted to see a doctor. His hip and leg were placed in old wooden braces, and he was given shots of antibiotics. He was then locked in a cell with a second prisoner. Richard thought he was hallucinating when he recognized Captain William DeMeo. But it was DeMeo. Alive and, considering the circumstances, unharmed.

 

Eventually the brace was removed. The wound, however, had not properly healed. The infected leg swelled relentlessly until Captain DeMeo, trying to keep his comrade alive, pierced the wound and tried to drain it.

 

Richard lay motionless by day and then shivered through the freezing nights at Hoa Lo, the camp that the prisoners-with the grim sense of humor that was critical to survival-had renamed the “Hanoi Hilton.” During those shivering nights, DeMeo and Silva slept together and shared a single torn linen sheet. It was DeMeo’s care as well as Richard’s own intense will to resist that kept him alive.

 

Richard gradually neared death over that winter of 1970, his body in endless agony. His strength ebbed. His wounds remained open and badly infected. Captain DeMeo frequently fashioned makeshift bandages from odd bits of cloth found around the prison. It was only his minimal medical attention that separated Richard from death by blood poisoning.

 

That following spring, in April of 1971, Richard’s pain began to subside. For no apparent reason he was taken to another cell where he was held alone. Then he was called before a lean, sad-eyed Vietnamese interrogator whom the prisoners nicknamed Grumpy, an understated and ironic comment on the man’s vicious disposition.

 

Grumpy spoke a smattering of cracked and in­comprehensible English, but his command of the language-or lack of it-did not prevent him from being understood.

 

Grumpy began by speaking politely to Richard. He told Richard that if Richard would cooperate, his name would be placed on the list of prisoners of war. Richard had parents and a sister back in Massachusetts. They had no idea, six months after his plane had crashed, whether Richard was dead or alive.

 

“What am I supposed to do?” Richard asked.

 

“We pick an American to tell facts about the war,” said Grumpy in fractured English.

 

“Tell facts about Vietnamese people struggle against Yankee imperialism.”

 

“Shove it,” muttered Richard.

 

“You must cooperate,” said Grumpy.

 

Richard, lowering his gaze to avoid the piercing eyes in that mean sunken face, muttered a further word that was barely audible to Grumpy.

 

“Never,” he said.

 

Grumpy boxed Richard on the skull. Then Grumpy summoned two assistants from the next room. Richard’s arms were held behind his back and iron manacles were placed on his wrists. There were screws on the manacles. The screws were tightened right down to the bone. Then a rope was looped around Richard’s arms and his arms were pulled tight. The procedure continued until Richard passed out. Then when he was revived, the process was repeated on his swollen ankles.

 

“You must surrender and sign a statement,” Grumpy insisted as he stood like a vulture above Richard’s tortured body.

 

“Never,” Richard panted again in agony. He repeated over and over in his mind the words to songs, hymns, or prayers. Anything he could think of. He was made to kneel for two days. He refused to break. He felt it his duty to resist.

 

Then on the following morning, Richard was first faced with the Imp.

 

Grumpy returned with a small man with an olive complexion and dark almost catlike gleaming eyes. He was European and spoke French with an odd accent. Some of the prisoners called him Jacques out of deference to the language that he spoke with the Vietnamese. Other prisoners called him the Imp, a name that was more appropriate for the fiendish excesses of the short dark man.

 

Others had even less flattering names. But although none of the prisoners knew the Imp’s precise name, identity, or origin, they knew what he was. A torture expert.

Richard was left alone in a cell with the Imp.

 

“No one cares you not talking,” said the Imp in readily under­standable English.

 

“I care,” muttered Richard.

 

“You are a prisoner,” said the Imp. “We can let you live or let you die.”

 

Richard remained silent. He began to think that this would be the final stage of his captivity. He was too stubborn to give in, too duty-bound not to resist. He would never allow himself, he thought, to be turned into a propaganda tool by his enemy half a world away from the peaceful beaches of Cape Cod where he had been raised.

 

“You will have to cooperate,” said the Imp. “It will be so much less painful for you. So much easier for everyone.”

 

“What do you want?” Richard muttered.

 

“You will sign and read a statement,” said the Imp. “Sign and read in front of film cameras.”

 

Richard looked up at the Imp. Then he spat into the Imp’s face.

 

The Imp pounded Richard across the head with a fist. Richard was made to kneel again on that torturously painful side that sup­ported the broken hip. As he crawled to a kneeling position, the Imp smashed him again across the face. Teeth were loosened. Blood ran down his cheeks. Richard thought he would be beaten to death. He wasn’t far wrong.

 

The Imp placed Richard’s hands in those manacles behind his back. The Imp tightened the screws until the flesh was broken and the screws stabbed through to the bone. Then a rope was strung between Richard’s wrists. The Imp, holding Richard down with a foot on his shoulder, pulled the rope upward until Richard would scream in agony, thinking the Imp was going to pull his arms right out of their sockets. Eventually the Imp kicked Richard over onto the floor again.

 

“Now you surrender?” asked the Imp.

 

“Never,” said Richard between loosened teeth. “Never.”

 

The Imp continued the torture through that day, enjoying it. The next day consisted of hourly sessions of the same. Then the Imp substituted a hot wire for the rope. Richard continued to resist, even though he was nearly senseless.

 

For the four days that followed, Richard was beaten with a wooden club every hour around the clock. He was not allowed to sleep. By this time his body was a red and white sea of welts, scars and cuts.

 

Then on the morning of the fifth day, Richard began to break. He agreed to do whatever the Imp wanted.

 

For two days he was left alone, and a doctor was even sent to see him. The visible bruises and scars on his face were attended to so that they would not be conspicuous for a camera. He began to think. He knew that he had agreed to surrender and do what was asked of him. But he had not done it yet. Richard began again to resist.

 

He refused to discuss a statement when the Imp brought him a pencil and paper. In a rage, the Imp kicked him in the face. Then the Imp ordered him transferred.

 

Richard was dragged by the leg to another cell, which consisted of concrete on three sides and iron bars on the fourth. He was beaten inside that cell for several more days. Then one morning the Imp told him he was being given a last chance.

 

Another American soldier was placed on his knees outside the iron bars of Richard’s cell. The soldier was handcuffed and bound at the ankles. He too had been beaten mercilessly.

 

Richard looked at the soldier. Had Richard been capable of tears at that point he would have shed them. He recognized William DeMeo as that other soldier. One of the guards was standing over DeMeo, holding a pistol to his head.

 

“You want to save your friend’s life?” asked the Imp.

 

Richard looked up with imploring eyes that were crazed with fear and pain.

 

“You write a statement,” said the Imp. “Now.”

 

DeMeo managed to raise his head and look at Richard from the other side of the bars. DeMeo shook his head slowly and resolutely at Richard, indicating that Richard should not cooperate.

 

Richard’s gaunt searching eyes stared at the man who had saved his life. Then he looked back up at the Imp. The Imp gave a signal to the guard. Richard heard a short cracking pop. Then another. DeMeo had been executed. His body slumped to the dirt, his head ripped obscenely open by two bullets. Richard stared at his friend’s body.

 

“We leave his body here,” said the Imp. “You look at it until you make statement.”

Richard felt his sanity escaping him. The Imp was winning. Richard began to curse himself for not talking. He began to wish he, too, would be executed. The Imp was right. No one cared he was resisting.

 

Beatings began again the next day. Then the Imp promised to bring another American soldier to the same spot where DeMeo had been executed.

 

“We shoot one man a day until you make statement,” said the Imp. The next morning when a battered young blond soldier was dragged into the same spot, Richard cracked. He said he had talk before a camera.

 

“You keep word this time,” said the Imp. “If not, we kill ten more soldiers.”

 

Richard then wrote a statement that he was eventually forced to read and sign before a camera. The sequence was then released by the North Vietnamese to the world press. In many places around the world it was carried on television. In Massachusetts, it was the first indication to those who knew Richard that he was still alive. The date was June 10, 1971.

 

Richard was kept in solitary confinement even after writing an obviously contrived confession, reading it and signing it. He was given better food, however, but his leg was still painful. And even though the specter of the executed William DeMeo haunted him incessantly and almost destroyed his own will to live, Richard finally brought himself to beg for what he really wanted.

 

A doctor.

 

In August of 1971, he was placed in a hospital near the prison. X-rays were taken of his leg. The doctors discussed amputation, but decided against it. The shattered hip-bone and battered upper leg then received its first real medical treatment by the North Vietnamese doctors. It was ten months after the wound was first inflicted.

 

As his leg healed over the course of months, Richard gradually regained the ability to walk. First he could struggle on two legs with a cane. Then as more time went by, he was able to walk with a limp. The doctors told him the limp would last. Perhaps forever. It would be his lasting punishment for bombing civilians, they suggested.

 

Able to reason rationally again, Richard became aware of a new room in the Hanoi Hilton prison camp known to the prisoners as Disneyland. It was in this room where certain prisoners were now placed in chains. They were unable to move their hands or feet for days at a time. It was in this room, Richard knew, that the Imp was con­tinuing his own brand of warfare.

 

The rumor around the prison asserted that the Imp had tortured to death a dozen men in Disneyland. The sudden absence of those soldiers after sessions with the Imp confirmed the rumors in a circumstantial way. All twelve names would remain forever missing in action.

 

Eventually Richard acquired a cellmate, an army lieutenant from Mount Vernon, New York. The man had been captured the preceding month, September of 1972. He was silent and in shock much of the time he was imprisoned. Richard struggled to help the man retain his sanity, just as DeMeo had struggled to help Richard. The lieutenant, a gaunt, intense young soldier named Howard McKiernan, talked sometimes coherently about the rumors that the war was almost over. There was an election com­ing in the United States. Surely, said McKiernan in one of his more lucid moments, the war would end before the election and the prisoners would be home by Christmas.

 

Yet there were certain prisoners who were not destined to go home.

 

On one October day, as rumors of the war’s conclusion buoyed the spirits of the POWs, the Imp attempted to break their will a final time.

 

The Imp singled out four men. They were placed in cells visible tothe others. Then, in what was to serve as an example, the fourwere subjected to wires, ropes, razor blades, shards of glass, flog­gings and starvation. Their anguished screams and groans were audible throughout the camp.

 

Then, after eight days, the four men were marched, pushed or dragged to the center of the camp. In full view of their com­patriots, each of the four men took a rifle bullet through the brain. All four times, at close range, the Imp pulled the trigger. The last of the four to have his brains blown out was Lieutenant Howard McKiernan.

 

Then, with a spirit of hopelessness again prevalent at the camp, the Imp disappeared. Slowly, a few new prisoners arrived. And gradually the talk of the war’s conclusion returned. The torture sessions lessened with the Imp gone. Then they stopped completely.

 

The men knew. Something political was happening. Less than six months later, the men were going home. For almost all of them the agony was finally over. But not for Richard Silva. Throughout his torture, throughout his imprisonment, and throughout those executions, one thought alone had been growing with maniacal obsession.

 

Richard would find the Imp. And kill him.

 

 

Part One

 

Chapter 1

 

For Richard, the freedom that followed his release from prison was tempered by his obsessive desire to begin his mission of revenge. There was much for which Richard held the Imp accountable.

There was the personal torture. There was the execution of William DeMeo. There were the sixteen other murdered soldiers. And there were two other related deaths. Those of Mr. and Mrs. Raymond Silva. Richard’s parents.

 

In April of 1971 Raymond Silva, a carpenter who lived on Cape Cod, had died quietly and painlessly in his sleep. Richard’s father died an unhappy man. Richard’s name had never appeared on any prisoner of war list until July of 1971. Raymond Silva died thinking his only son was dead. Then four months later a woman with her mind on a grocery list failed to obey a stop sign at the access to Route Six in Massachusetts.

 

The woman hurtled through the stop sign with her Ford station wagon and sideswiped the car driven by Mrs. Raymond Silva, fifty-four, of Hyannis, recent widow and mother of a prisoner of war. Mrs. Silva was laid to rest beside her husband in a peaceful old cemetery in Provincetown, just yards away from some of the country’s first settlers. It fell to Richard’s only sister, Maureen, to inform her brother of the dual tragedy.

 

Richard learned of his parents’ deaths by long distance tele­phone upon returning to Collins Air Force base in March of 1973. The cheering children and the enthusiastic flag-waving adults who greeted the returning prisoners were hollow echoes to Richard. Richard knew that much of what he had loved as a child was gone. He did not want it to be. He would like to have seen his parents again for five more minutes.

 

It wasn’t fair. For this, too, the Imp would pay.

 

“I guess we just have to pick things up and continue as best we can,” Maureen said when she saw her brother for the first time. “What else can we do?”

 

Richard was silent. After his return, he was silent to many questions. Silent, but not unresponsive.

 

Richard came home again to Cape Cod, although coming home again was something that Rich­ard would never be able to do. Home was where his parents were. Yet the house he had grown up in had been sold. There was a stranger sleeping in the upstairs bedroom where his mother had once hung white curtains and where his father used to discuss the Red Sox with him. Richard went back once to see the house. He swore he would never do it again.

 

His sister, three years his junior, had married a man one year his senior, a bland, inoffensive, and likeable fellow who hadn’t served in the army for reasons about which Richard had never cared to ask. Maureen Silva, who was now Mrs. Frederick Downes, had prepared a room in her new home for her older brother to stay in “for as long as it takes to get resettled.” Whatever that meant.

 

Frederick Downes, who did something involving numbers in a Hyannis bank, had no objections to the brother-in-law he’d never met moving in indefinitely. Downes, faceless and boring, was a generous man, except with the bank’s money.

 

In the first days and weeks back in Massachusetts, Richard would borrow his sister’s car and drive to a deserted section of the Provincetown shore line. Then he would walk. Alone. And with the limp that was his lasting memento of the war, he would also think. He would determine elaborate schemes for tracking down the Imp.

 

As the days went by, fantasy turned to practicality. Richard would ponder ways in which he could identify and then find the Imp. Each time he devised a method, he would examine it a second time. With his methodical, calculating and obsessive mind, he would pick apart each plan until it became impractical.

 

One conclusion was clear. He would never find the Imp without help. Whose help? Anyone’s. What Richard needed was a place to begin.

 

“You’re quiet again,” said Maureen. She, her husband, and her brother sat in the living room of the modest grey-shingled Hyannis house in late April of 1973. On the television, Walter Cronkite explained the instruments to be used on an impending space mission.

 

Waste of money, Richard thought, looking at the screen. Then he turned to answer his sister. “I’ve been thinking,” he said. ‘That’s all.”

 

“You really shouldn’t dwell on what it was like over there,” she said, alluding to his imprisonment.

 

“I was thinking about the future. Just the future.”

 

“Oh,” she said. She turned her attention back to the television. Downes’ attention had never swerved from it. Richard reached beside him and picked up a newspaper. It was his habit to read everything he could find. He wanted to know what had happened in all the time he was gone. And he wanted to know why it had happened.

 

On the seventh page of the Boston Globe a drawing caught his eye. It was the type of line drawing that police artists sketch from descriptions given to them by the living victims, if any, of crimes. The drawing was the likeness of a man who was subsequently arrested for a series of thirteen rapes in the greater Boston area. Beside the drawing was the man’s actual photograph.

 

“Boston hasn’t changed a bit,” Richard noted wryly. “Still has the best sex crimes in the United States.”

 

But instead of dismissing the article as he might often have, Richard continued to read. The article was about a police artist named Kermit Kelly. Kelly, in the Boston police headquarters building on Berkeley Street, sketched six to ten faces per day, compiling them from descriptions given by witnesses or victims. Often the drawings proved valuable in solving crimes. Often they did not. But always, said the article, Kelly provided the police somewhere to begin.

 

Somewhere to begin. A drawing.

 

Richard read the one column on page seven and then turned on to page thirty-four where the article continued. He read that Kelly had once aspired to be a commercial artist, but had taken a job with the police force out of financial necessity in the early fifties. And although a new computerized device was imperiling the jobs of police artists like Kelly, there continued to be a need for officers who could transform a witness’s words into pictures.

 

Richard turned back to page seven. He looked at the drawing Kelly had made. He looked at the photograph of the arrested man.

 

The drawing made the man look heavier than he was. The eyes were narrower. But the nose approached perfection and the hair style was the same. In all, the likeness was remarkably accurate.

 

Richard folded down the paper and laid it alongside his chair.

 

“What are you reading?” his sister asked.

 

“Do me a favor,” he answered.

 

“What?” she replied.

 

“Lend me the car again tomorrow,” he said.

 

Downes turned and looked at Richard.

 

“Where are you going?” she asked.

 

“Boston.”

 

“Should I ask why?”

 

“I might have a job lined up,” he lied. “I don’t know yet. I have to go into Boston to see a few people.”

 

“Why didn’t you say so?” she asked.

 

“I’ll have someone else drive me to work,” Maureen said. “Take the car.”

 

 

Chapter 2

 

Richard drove from Hyannis to Boston in less than two hours. Upon arrival in Boston, he bought a city map. He found the location of the main police station on Berkeley Street, the building in which Sergeant Kelly could be found. It took another half hour to inch through the traffic to Berkeley Street. Then there was the matter of parking.

 

“A lousy place to park illegally,” muttered Richard to himself. Every empty parking place was flanked with either a yellow line on the curb, a driveway, a hydrant or a bus stop sign. Richard finally left the car in a metered space on Berkeley Street. He walked to the police headquarters. It was a quarter past twelve. Lunch for some.

 

In the main lobby of the police headquarters there was a uniformed officer in a glass booth. It was impossible to pass him without being seen. No doubt, Richard thought skeptically, the Black Panthers would announce themselves before calling on the commissioner.

 

The uniformed cop in the booth was already watching Richard from behind a plate of apparently bulletproof glass. Richard noted that the police in American cities, like infantrymen, had to secure themselves against guerrilla attacks.

 

“Can I help you, sir?” asked the cop, diverted from the cross­word puzzle he had been working on.

 

Richard had aged in prison. Before he was captured few people had called him, “Sir.”

 

“I’m looking for Sergeant Kermit Kelly,” said Richard.

 

“Do you have an appointment?”

 

“No,” said Richard. “But it’s important.”

 

The officer eyed him and then picked up a black telephone. He dialed three numbers.

 

“Name?” asked the cop.

 

“McKiernan,” said Richard, choosing a name to match the occasion. “Howard McKiernan.” The young prisoner from Mount Vernon, Richard’s final cellmate, would never know that his name had been borrowed.

 

The officer in the glass booth mumbled something to Kelly. Then he looked up.

 

“What’s it about?” the cop asked.

 

“Sorry,” said Richard. “I’m only talking to Sergeant Kelly.”

 

“He’s on his lunch hour,” said the cop. “Can you come back at one thirty?”

 

“No,” said Richard. His response caught the guard and Kelly, who was on the other end of the line, by surprise.

 

“He says he can’t come back,” said the guard. Richard compli­mented himself on a good show of strength. The guard continued to speak on the telephone to Kelly. Then he put down the phone and looked up at Richard.

 

“Go on back,” said the cop. “Room oh-five-seven, ground floor. Take the corridor down there,” he added with an indication of his hand. “Take it all the way to the back. Kelly will talk to you now.”

 

“Good,” said Richard. “Thanks.”

 

The guard made no reply.

 

Richard crossed the concrete lobby and passed through the door that led to the east-wing corridor. Richard followed the grey hallway on the other side of the door and passed several small rooms, all numbered. Some doors were open. Others were not.

Through a few of the open doors Richard saw cops in blue shirt­sleeves sitting in rooms littered with papers, files, and battered cardboard coffee cups. Other uniformed police bent over files or mug-shot books. Richard followed the descending numbers on the doors until he came to one marked 057.

 

At a desk cluttered with pens, pencils and a half-eaten sandwich, was a red-haired, red-faced Irishman with a scowl on his face. Kelly was reading a newspaper as Richard entered the room. Kelly’s eyes were glued angrily to the coverage of the Bruins loss to the New York Rangers.

 

“Yes?” asked Kelly looking up suddenly.

 

“I’m looking for Sergeant Kelly,” said Richard.

 

“No one here by that name,” replied Kelly. Richard looked at the name plate on the desk. “I’m Detective Sergeant Kelly,” muttered Kelly with a mouthful of his sandwich. He slammed his newspaper onto the side of his desk. “And I’m also on my lunch hour.”

 

“This may come as a surprise to you,” said Richard calmly, “but I don’t really give a crap whether you’re on your lunch hour or not.”

 

Kelly looked at Richard through squinting eyes. “What’s your problem, kid?” Kelly finally said. “My day was complete before you came in.”

 

“I want you to do something for me,” said Richard, speaking in the regional Massachusetts accent that they shared.

 

“What?” asked Kelly.

 

“Draw a picture.”

 

“What are you, smart-assed or something?” snapped the cop. “I sit here all day and draw pictures.”

 

“Then I came to the right place.”

 

“You think I haven’t got enough to do?” Kelly asked. A patrol­man looked into the room, saw Kelly was busy, and left again. Kelly was about to call after him. But Richard spoke first.

 

“If we cut the comedy,” Richard said soberly, “I’ll tell you who I want a picture of.”

 

Kelly turned his attention back to Richard. “Before you waste your breath, have you reported the crime yet?”

 

“It didn’t happen inBoston,” said Richard.

 

“What are you bothering me for if it didn’t happen in Boston?”

 

“I’m bothering you because I need your help.”

 

“I can’t do anything until I get your case referred to me by Precinct Command. Even if some bastard raped and killed your paraplegic grandmother ten minutes ago, I can’t listen to you till Precinct Command tells me about it first.”

 

“That may be so,” said Richard calmly, “but I’m not leaving until I tell you about it.”

 

Kelly looked harshly at Richard, then shook his head.

 

“I get all the nuts. What the hell’s your problem?”

 

“I’m twenty-five years old,” said Richard, “and I just spent the last two and a half years of my life in a North Vietnamese shit-hole called Hoa Lo. You know it by the name of the Hanoi Hilton. I was there since my jet crashed in 1972.”

 

Kelly’s eyes drew a bead on Richard. “Are you leveling?” asked Kelly.

 

Richard nodded.

 

“What did you say your name was?” asked Kelly.

 

“Howard McKiernan,” said Richard.

 

“Keep talking,” said Kelly. “I’m almost starting to like you.”

 

The hard Irish eyes were softening. And as Richard began to tell the veteran cop about the Imp, about imprisonment, about torture and about Captain William DeMeo, he was acutely aware that Kelly was listening.

 

Richard, sensing now a fully sympathetic audience, dwelt on how the manacles screwed into the wrists and ankles and how twelve Americans were assumed to have been tortured to death by the Imp.

 

“The little gook bastard,” Kelly finally muttered when the story was concluded.

 

“He wasn’t a gook,” said Richard flatly. “He was Caucasian.”

 

The cop wrinkled his face in a gesture of both distaste and con­fusion. “White?” he asked.

 

“Most Caucasians are,” said Richard. “White and probably French. Some sort of European Communist. He pulled rank over those slopes. They’d obviously imported him from somewhere else to break people. As soon as peace was in sight, he cleared out. I figured that out after I got back to the United States.”

 

Kelly was nodding. Richard knew he had hooked him.

 

“But you don’t know who he was?” asked Kelly. “A name? A definite country?”

 

“Nothing,” said Richard. “Not even a picture. That’s why I’m here.”

 

There was an uneasy silence as Kelly looked at the young man seated before him.

 

“Oh, I get it,” he said. “You want me to draw him.”

 

Richard nodded.

 

“What for?” Kelly snapped.

 

The words leaped out of his mouth. “I’m going after the guy,” said Richard.

 

“What do you mean by ‘go after?'” asked Kelly.

 

“What do you think it means?” said Richard. “I have a score to settle.”

 

“Are you sure you came back from that place with all your screws nice and tight?” asked Kelly.

 

“The Air Force psychiatrists thought so,” said Richard, “even if you don’t. Look, are you willing to draw a picture of the guy or not? There must be other men who-”

 

“Now hold it, just hold it,” snapped Kelly as he held up a beefy hand. “I’ll let you have your picture. You just have to tell me one thing.”

 

“What’s that?”

 

“Are you planning to kill the bastard?” Kelly managed a sympathetic smile as he waited for Richard to respond.

 

“You can think what you like,” answered Richard. “But I’ll settle my score with him outside the city limits of Boston. It won’t concern you at all.”

 

“You’re serious, aren’t you,” mused Kelly in softer tones. “You’re out to kill the punk.” Kelly paused thoughtfully. “How are you going to find him?” he asked.

 

“I’m starting in Washington,” said Richard. “If I have information and a picture, I might be able to find out who he is. From there I might be able to find out where he is.”

 

“Son of a bitch,” muttered Kelly in open admiration. “The bastard deserves what­ever he gets from you.”

 

Richard restrained a smile.

 

“Start telling me about him,” said Kelly. “What about the shape of his head? A point? Any horns?”

 

Kelly picked up his pad and a pencil. He listened to Richard and began to draw.

 

Continued….

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US Air Force Lt. Richard Silva's hell on earth begins in the fall of 1970 when his plane is shot down over North Vietnam. Silva is captured and taken to a POW camp where he is turned over to a shadowy interrogator who specializes in the systematic torture of American prisoners. Miraculously, Silva survives and returns to the US.

He finds an America that is profoundly different from the country he left. But America isn't the only thing that has changed. Silva's mind has been horribly altered. For him there is only one way out: Find the man who tortured him. Find him and kill him. With only a few clues to his enemy's true identity, Silva embarks on a manhunt.

Silva quickly penetrates a shadowy underworld of politicians, criminals and intelligence agents in New York, Washington and ultimately in Paris. In France, he further burrows into a nether world of professional killers, political extremists, cops and assassins. Along the way, he finds romance with a beautiful young artist and rediscovers his own humanity, all the while drawing closer to the man he must murder in order to redeem his own soul.

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Chapter One

Offices of Phoenix Shipping Ltd.
London, UK
Local Time: 1900 Hours 10 May
GMT: 1800 Hours 10 May

Alex Kairouz turned from the screen and swiveled in his chair to bend over his wastebasket, barely in time.  He vomited as his nausea crested, then slumped head down and sobbing over the basket.  A hand appeared, holding a tissue.

“Wipe your bloody face, Kairouz,” Braun said.

Alex did as ordered.

Braun continued.

“Mr. Farley, please be good enough to refocus our pupil on the task at hand.”

Alex tensed against the pain as he was jerked upright by his thick hair and spun around to once again face the computer screen.  He closed his eyes to blot out the horrific sight and tried to put his hands to his ears to escape the tortured screams from the speakers, but Farley was quicker, grabbing his wrists from behind and forcing them down.

“Open your bloody eyes and cooperate, Kairouz,” said Braun, “unless you want a ringside seat at a live performance.”

Alex looked not at the screen but at Braun.

“Why are you doing this?  What do you want?  If it’s money— ”

Braun moved his face inches from Alex’s.

“In due time, Kairouz, all in due time.” Braun lowered his voice to a whisper. “But for now, you need to finish our little lesson.  I assure you, it gets much, much more amusing.”

M/T Western Star
Eastern Holding Anchorage, Republic of Singapore
Local Time: 1520 Hours 15 May
GMT: 0720 Hours 15 May

Dugan moved through the humid darkness of the ship’s ballast tank, avoiding pockets of mud.  At the ladder he wiped his face on a damp sleeve and turned at muttered Russian curses to shine his flashlight on the corpulent chief mate struggling through an access hole.  The man’s coveralls, like Dugan’s own, were sweat soaked and rust streaked. The Russian pulled through the access hole with a grunt and joined Dugan at the ladder. Sweat rolled down his stubbled cheeks as he fixed Dugan with a hopeful look.

“We go up?” he asked.

Dugan nodded and the Russian started up the long ladder, intent on escaping the tank before Dugan had a change of heart. Dugan played his flashlight over wasted steel one last time, grimacing at the predictable result of poor maintenance, then followed the Russian up the ladder.

He emerged on the main deck at the tail end of a tropical thundershower so common to Singapore.  His coveralls were already plastered to his skin by sweat, and the cool rain felt good.  But the relief wouldn’t last.  The rain was slackening, and steam from the deck showed the negligible effect of the brief shower on the hot steel. Two Filipino seamen stood nearby in yellow slickers, looking like small boys dressed in their fathers’ clothing.  One handed Dugan a wad of rags as the second held open a garbage bag.  Dugan wiped his boots and tossed the rags in the bag, then started aft for the deckhouse.

He showered and changed before heading for the gangway, stopping along the way to slip the steward a few dollars for cleaning his room.  The grateful Filipino tried to carry his bag, and, when waved away, ran in front, holding doors as an embarrassed Dugan made his way to the main deck.  Overtipped again, thought Dugan, making his way down the sloping accommodation ladder to the launch.

He ducked into the launch’s cabin and settled in for the ride ashore.  Three dogs in six weeks.  He didn’t look forward to telling Alex Kairouz he’d wasted his money inspecting another rust bucket.

***

An hour later, Dugan settled into an easy chair in his hotel room.  He opened an overpriced beer from the minibar, then checked the time.  Start of business in London.  May as well give Alex a bit of time to get his day started before breaking the bad news. Dugan picked up the remote and thumbed on the television to Sky News. The screen filled with images of a raging refinery fire in Bandar Abbas, Iran. Must be a big one to make international news, he thought.

Offices of Phoenix Shipping Ltd.
London, UK
Local Time: 1015 Hours 15 May
GMT: 0915 Hours 15 May

Alex Kairouz sat at his desk, trembling, his eyes squeezed shut and face buried in his hands. He shuddered and shook his head, as if trying to physically cast out the images burned into his brain. Finally he opened his eyes to stare at a photo of his younger self — black hair and eyes in an olive face, and white even teeth, set in a smile of pure joy as he gazed at a pink bundle in the arms of a beautiful woman.  He jerked at the buzz of the intercom, then struggled to compose himself.

“Yes, Mrs. Coutts?” he said into the intercom.

“Mr. Dugan on line one, sir.”

Thomas! Panic gripped him. Thomas knew him too well. He might sense something wrong, and Braun said if anyone knew—

“Mr. Kairouz, are you there?”

“Yes, yes, Mrs. Coutts. Thank you.”

Alex steeled himself and mashed the flashing button.

“Thomas,” he said with forced cheerfulness, “how’s the ship?”

“Junk.”

“Damn.”

“What’d you expect, Alex?  Good tonnage is making money.  Anything for sale now is garbage.  You know how it works.  You built your own fleet at rock-bottom prices in down markets.”

Alex sighed. “I know, but I need more ships and I keep hoping.  Oh well, send me an invoice.” He paused, more focused now, as he glanced at a notepad on his desk. “And Thomas, I need a favor.”

“Name it.”

“Asian Trader is due into the shipyard there in two days, and McGinty was hospitalized yesterday with appendicitis. Can you cover the ship until I can get another superintendent out to relieve you?”

“How long?”

“Ten days, two weeks max,” Alex said.

Dugan sighed. “Yeah, all right. But I may have to break away for a day.  I got a call from Military Sealift Command this morning. They want me to inspect a little coaster for them sometime in the next few days.  I can’t ignore my other clients, even though sometimes it seems I’m on your payroll full-time—”

“Since you brought that up—”

“Christ, Alex.  Not again.”

“Look, Thomas, we’re all getting older.  I mean, you’re what, fifty now—”

“Forty-seven my next birthday.”

“OK, forty-seven.  But you can’t crawl through ships forever.  And it’s a waste of talent.  Plenty of fellows can identify problems.  I need someone here to solve them.”

“OK, OK.  I’ll think about it.  How’s that sound?”

“Like what you always say to shut me up.”

“Is it working?” Dugan asked.

“All right, Thomas. I give up. For now. But we’ll talk again.”

Dugan changed the subject.

“How’s Cassie?”

“Ah … she’s …”

“What’s wrong?” asked Dugan.

“Sorry, my mind was just wandering a bit, I’m afraid. Cassie’s fine, just fine.  Looking more like her mother every day.  And Mrs. Farnsworth says she’s making remarkable progress, considering.”

“And how is the Dragon Lady?” Dugan asked.

“Really, Thomas, I think you two would get on if you gave it a chance.”

“I don’t think I’m the one who needs that advice, Alex.”

“Well, if you were around more and Mrs. Farnsworth got to know you, I’m sure she would warm to you,” Alex said.

Dugan laughed. “Yeah, like that’s going to happen.”

Alex sighed. “You’re probably right.  At any rate, I’ll have Mrs. Coutts e-mail you the repair specifications for Asian Trader straightaway.  Can you get up to the yard in Sembawang tomorrow morning and begin preparations for her arrival?”

“Will do, pal,” Dugan said. “I’ll call you after she arrives and I get things started.”

Alex thanked Dugan and hung up. He’d maintained a good front with Dugan, and, for that matter, everyone else. But it was draining. The everyday minutia of running his company he’d so enjoyed just a few days ago seemed pointless now — there’d likely be no Phoenix Shipping when this bastard Braun was finished. But that didn’t matter. Only Cassie’s safety mattered. His eyes went back to the photo of his once-complete family, and he shuddered anew as the images from Braun’s video flashed through his memory.

Miraflores Palace
Caracas, Bolivarian Republic of Venezuela
Local Time: 1445 Hours 18 May
GMT: 1915 Hours 18 May

Ali Reza Motaki, president of the Islamic Republic of Iran, stood at the window, gazing out at the well-manicured grounds. He tensed as his back spasmed. Even in the comfort of the presidential jet, the long flight from Tehran to Caracas had taken its toll. He massaged his lower back and stretched to his full five foot five.

“And is this Kairouz controllable?” asked a voice behind him.

Motaki turned to the speaker, President Hector Diaz Rodriguez of the Bolivarian Republic of Venezuela.

“He is devoted to his daughter,” replied Motaki. “He will do anything to keep her from harm. Don’t worry my friend, Braun has it well in hand.”

Rodriguez smiled.  “And what do you think of Braun?  Is he not everything I promised?”

“He seems … competent.”

Rodriguez’s smile faded.  “You seem less than enthusiastic.”

“I am cautious, as you should be.  Acting against the Great Satan is one thing.  Duping China and Russia simultaneously is another.  We cannot afford mistakes,” Motaki said.

“But what choice do we have?” Rodriguez asked.  “For all their fine words of friendship, neither the Russians nor the Chinese have acceded to our requests. If we must maneuver them into doing the right thing, so be it.”

Motaki shrugged. “I doubt the Russians and Chinese would view it as mere maneuvering.”

Rodriguez nodded as Motaki moved from the window to settle down in an easy chair across from the Venezuelan.

“And now it is even more critical that we succeed,” Motaki continued. “The damage at the Bandar Abbas refinery is worse than reported in the media. Iran will have to import even more of our domestic fuel requirements, just as the Americans are pressing the UN for tighter sanctions.  It is strangling our economy, just as your own lack of access to Asian markets for Venezuelan crude cripples your own.”

“That’s true,” Rodriguez said. “And to be honest, I am concerned we’re using only one company.  We are putting all our eggs in one basket, as the yanquis say.”

Motaki shook his head.  “No, Braun is right about that. With widely separated attacks, the plan is complicated.  Braun’s selection of Phoenix was astute — a single company with ships trading worldwide, controlled by one man without outside directors.  Control Kairouz, control Phoenix, no questions asked.”

Rodriguez nodded.  “So we proceed.  When will Braun confirm the strike date?”

“I got an encrypted message this morning through the usual channels,” Motaki said. “July fourth looks promising. Perhaps we can, as they say, rain on the Americans’ parade.”

“Excellent.” Rodriguez rubbed his hands together. “That will allow me to include some sympathetic remarks in my speech on our own Independence Day on July fifth.  Perhaps I can even get an early start in laying these terrible deeds at the feet of the Americans.”

Motaki smiled and nodded.  And, perhaps in so doing, become the sacrificial lamb should things go awry, he thought.

Chapter Two

M/V Alicia
Eastern Anchorage, Republic of Singapore
Local Time: 1030 Hours 20 May
GMT: 0230 Hours 20 May

Jan Pieter DeVries scratched his bare belly and looked down from the bridge wing.  He wore dirty khaki shorts and a wrinkled shirt hanging open from missing buttons, and was shod in flip-flops.  A dark tan and tangle of long brown hair made the thirty-year-old look more like an itinerant fisherman than a captain and ship owner, but M/V Alicia was his free and clear.

At just over two hundred feet, fifteen hundred tons deadweight, and a shallow draft, she was a trim little ship.  She’d been well maintained in prior years, when she was named Indies Trader and operated by his stiff-necked family back in Holland. She’d been a “parting gift” of sorts — a convenient way for the family DeVries to prune one of their less desirable branches. It was a parting that suited Jan Pieter as well. Even with no maintenance, Indies Trader could trade years before cargo surveyors questioned her seaworthiness — longer in remote ports of Asia, far from the disapproving oversight of the family DeVries.  She was perfect for his plan — just as he’d promised a broker named Willem Van Dijk.

He renamed the ship Alicia, after a girl whose last name he’d forgotten but whose sexual appetites and flexibility were vivid memories.  He moved his first cargo for Van Dijk and never looked back.  The broker handled everything, and each voyage included clandestine calls at remote anchorages where illicit goods changed hands, with revenue split between the partners.

As crewmen left on vacation, Van Dijk arranged Indonesian replacements, among the first a competent chief mate named Ali Sheibani.  Soon Sheibani was running the ship, and DeVries became a pampered passenger, spending little time on the ship in port and sea passages in his cabin, listening to music through state-of-the-art headphones, smoking dope, and reviewing his burgeoning account balances.  M/V Alicia had perhaps five years of life left, assuming breakdown maintenance, then he would scrap her and retire a rich man.

But first he must satisfy the US Navy.  He peered down into the open cargo hold, where Sheibani escorted three men, two in blue coveralls and a third in white.  A blue-clad figure looked up and DeVries nodded, receiving a return wave before the man lowered his gaze and turned to speak to his companions.  The other men laughed.  At least they were in a good mood.

***

Dugan watched as Petty Officer First Class Doug Broussard US Navy, returned the Dutch captain’s nod with a wave.

“Captain Flip-Flop reached the bridge,” Broussard said. “So much for his participation.”

Dugan and the third man in his party, Chief Petty Officer Ricardo “Ricky” Vega, USN, laughed.

“Probably just as well,” Vega said, nodding to a small man in coveralls talking to a crewman nearby. “The chief mate there seems to be running the show.”

Broussard nodded. “Yeah, he seems OK.  But I wish his English was better.” He leaned closer. “But what about the ship?”

Vega shrugged and turned to Dugan.

“What about it, Mr. Dugan?” Vega asked. “You’re the expert.”

Dugan shook his head and looked around.  “She’s not quite in the crapper yet, but she’s on the way down. Give Flip-Flop up there a few years and you’ll be wearing snowshoes to keep from crashing through the frigging deck.” He paused. “Tell me again why we’re inspecting this greyhound of the seas.”

Vega grimaced.  “Mainly because we got no choice.  We got a SEACAT exercise scheduled off Phang-Nga, and our boats and gear got off-loaded here in Singapore by mistake, instead of up in Thailand.  If we don’t pre-position the boats so the Royal Thai Navy guys get some hands-on with us prior to the exercise, it’s gonna be a cluster fuck.  We can’t run up under our own power, ’cause the Malaysians and Indonesians have a hard-on about unescorted foreign gunboats in territorial waters.” Vega paused. “Alicia here is all that’s available that can meet our time frame.”

Vega looked around the cargo hold again and shook his head.  “Thing is,” he continued, “she falls outside our normal chartering criteria.  That’s why MSC wanted a third party to give her a clean bill of health before we take her.”

“So basically,” Dugan said, “the MSC chartering pukes want someone to blame if the fucking thing sinks.”

Vega grinned.  “Pretty much, yeah.”

Dugan sighed and looked pensive. “OK, look,” he said, “her inspections are current, and the firefighting equipment was serviced last month.  We’re talking a two-day run in good weather and sheltered water, never out of sight of land, with a dozen ports of refuge.  She’s not the Queen Mary, but I guess she’ll do.”

Dugan finished as Sheibani, the chief mate, approached.  “You like ship, yes?  You want us fix something?  You tell me, no problem.”

“We’ll need some pad eyes welded to the deck for securing gear.  You have chalk we could use to mark the locations?” Dugan pantomimed marking.

“You wait,” Sheibani said, palms outward in the universal sign for “wait” as he shouted up to a crewman on main deck who scurried away.

As they waited, Broussard pointed at the booms.  “Those look way too small, Chief.”

Vega turned to Sheibani. “Your booms.  How many tons?”

“Three tons,” Sheibani said. “Both booms same. Three tons.”

Vega nodded. “The boats with cradles weigh twenty tons.  We’ll need shore cranes at both ends.”

“No problem here in Singapore,” Broussard said. “I’ll get on the horn to Phang-Nga.”

Sheibani looked up at a shout and stretched with easy grace to catch a piece of chalk sailing down from main deck.  He turned. “You show.  I mark.”

Dugan unfolded a sketch, and they started through the hold.

***

Chief Mate Ali Sheibani, AKA Major Ali Sheibani, Iranian Revolutionary Guard Corps Navy, seconded to Qods Brigade for the work of Allah, praised be His Name, in Southeast Asia, watched the infidels’ launch depart as he attempted to ignore the nervous captain beside him.

“This is too risky, Sheibani,” DeVries repeated.

Sheibani sneered. “A bit late to develop an interest,” he said in perfect English.

DeVries bristled. “I’m the captain and owner.  I’ll cancel the charter.”

“Try, DeVries, and both your captaincy and your ownership will come to an unpleasant end.” Sheibani glanced at nearby seamen.  “You might, with a little help, fall into the hold.  A tragic, but not infrequent, occurrence.  Go now.  Go play your music and smoke your dope.”

He turned his back, and Captain DeVries, master after God of M/V Alicia, slunk away.

M/V Alicia
Sembawang Marine Terminal, Republic of Singapore
Local Time: 0830 Hours 22 May
GMT: 0030 Hours 22 May

Dugan stood on Alicia’s main deck and glanced at his watch. Balancing two clients simultaneously was always a challenge, but he had a bit of time before Alex’s ship was high and dry and the shipyard was only five minutes away. He looked down into the hold through the open hatch, watching as the second boat landed beside her already-secured twin.  Longshoremen swarmed, unshackling the slings and securing the boat. Dugan nodded approval as Broussard supervised the process.

“Sweet boats, Chief,” Dugan said to Chief Petty Officer Vega, who stood beside him.  He pointed to a steel container secured aft of the boats. “Firepower in the container?”

“Can’t have a gunboat without guns,” Vega said.

“Isn’t that risky?” Dugan asked. “I mean, with all these people involved.”

Vega shook his head.  “We couldn’t keep this quiet, anyway.  We figure to let everyone see her leave with our guys riding shotgun.  The raggedy-ass pirates in the strait like softer targets.  We’ve hidden tracking transponders in each of the boats with a backup on the ship, and Broussard will report in every six hours.”

Dugan nodded and extended his hand.  “OK.  It looks like everything’s in hand here.  I have one of Phoenix Shipping’s tankers going on drydock this morning, and she should be almost dry, so I’ll head back to the yard. When will Alicia sail?”

Vega took Dugan’s hand. “At this rate, they’ll finish by midnight and sail at first light.” He grinned. “Presuming they can drag Captain Flip-Flop out of whatever whorehouse he’s in.”

Dugan laughed. “OK. I’ll stop by tomorrow morning and see she gets off all right. It’s on my way to the yard, anyway.”

“See you then,” Vega said.

Neither noticed a crewman squatting behind a winch, pretending to grease it.

M/T Asian Trader
Sembawang Shipyard, Republic of Singapore
Local Time: 0930 Hours 22 May
GMT: 0130 Hours 22 May

Third Mate Ronald Carlito Medina of the Phoenix Shipping tanker M/T Asian Trader pushed his way down the narrow gangway, ignoring the protests of oncoming workers as he squeezed past.  He paused on the wing wall of the drydock, captivated by the controlled chaos unfolding far below.  Mist filled the air as workers blasted the hull with high-pressure water, and he watched the American Dugan race into the bottom of the dry dock, the shipyard repair manager in tow. Dugan stopped and pointed up at the hull as his voice cut through the din of machinery, demanding more manpower.  The yardman responded with that patient Asian nod indicating not agreement but “Yes, I see your lips moving.” Medina smiled as he turned to move down the stairs to sea level and dry land beyond.

Dodging bicycles, trucks, and forklifts, he made his way to the main gate and a cab for the Sembawang MRT station, and minutes later sat in a train car, backpack between his feet as he leaned back and dozed.  He could have been a student or civil servant on his day off—anything but a Jihadist intent on Paradise.  But then little was as it seemed.

He was born to a Christian father and Muslim mother, and official records listed him as Roman Catholic but orphaned in his infancy, he was adopted by his Muslim grandparents. A fiercely proud man, his grandfather called him Saful Islam, or Sword of Islam, and set about bringing the boy up properly, intent on erasing the stain on the family name left by his daughter’s marriage to an infidel.

At the age of twelve, and with his grandfather’s blessing, young Medina joined the Abu Sayyaf freedom fighters in the service of Allah, where his non-Moro appearance and official identity were considered gifts from Allah to blind the infidels’ eyes. He was a resource, and a valuable one, and the leaders of Abu Sayyaf reckoned he would be more valuable still if he had a legitimate cover to roam the world. When the time was right, Ronald Carlito Medina entered the  Davao Merchant Marine Academy.

***

Medina started awake as the train jerked to a stop in Novena station.  He dashed off the train and up the escalator into Novena Mall, past chain stores and fast-food outlets to settle at a terminal in an Internet café.  The meeting with his contact the previous day had been troubling, providing a mission but few resources.  And the American Dugan’s almost constant presence aboard Asian Trader was another unanticipated complication. But Allah would provide.  He moved the mouse and clicked on a link for the website of the Panama Canal Authority.

Chapter Three

Sembawang Marine Terminal, Republic of Singapore
Local Time: 0630 Hours 23 May
GMT: 2230 Hours 22 May

Dugan stood on the dock and watched as Sheibani, the chief mate, manned Alicia’s bridge wing and spoke into a walkie-talkie, and the crew took in mooring lines in response. They got to a certain point and stopped.

“What the fuck’s going on?” asked Chief Petty Officer Vega beside him. “They singled up lines fore and aft and then just stopped, and the friggin’ gangway’s still down.”

In answer to his question, a cab raced onto the dock and skidded to a stop near the gangway. A disheveled Captain Flip-Flop exited the cab, shoved a wad of money through the driver’s-side window, and lurched up the gangway in an unsteady trot.  He reached the top to derisive cheers from the crew and disappeared into the deck house, as the crew set about taking in the gangway.

“Christ if that doesn’t look like standard operating procedure,” Vega said as he watched the crew take in the final lines.

“Yeah, I’d have to agree that doesn’t look like it was unexpected,” Dugan said as they watched a tug warp Alicia away from the dock.

“Well,” Vega said, “thank God it’s only two days and that the chief mate seems to have his shit together.”

Dugan nodded silent agreement as he stood beside the navy man and watched Alicia move into the channel. One ship away and one to go, he thought as his mind drifted to Asian Trader sitting on drydock less than a mile away.  That was a strange one. Asian Trader had been in the yard over a week and Alex Kairouz hadn’t called once. Alex was a hands-on guy, and though Dugan knew he had Alex’s complete trust, he also knew Alex was incapable of staying aloof from the myriad details of his business. At least he had been that way.

“I guess that’s it then,” said Vega beside him, pulling Dugan back to the present. “Thanks for the help, Mr. Dugan.” Vega extended his hand.

“My pleasure, Chief,” Dugan said, as he shook Vega’s hand. “I guess I’d better get on over to the yard and see what latest crisis is brewing on Asian Trader.

M/V Alicia
In Transit Northbound, Straits of Malacca
Local Time: 1805 Hours 23 May
GMT: 1005 Hours 23 May

Broussard looked out from the bridge wing over the waters of the strait and suppressed a yawn.  His attempt at sleep off watch had yielded catnaps between sweaty awakenings, as the decrepit air conditioning of the four-man cabin he shared with his team had labored in vain.  The sun was low now, so maybe nightfall would lessen the strain on the antiquated cooling system. Perhaps Hopkins and Santiago, now off watch, would have better luck sleeping than he and Washington had.

He’d just begun his second six-hour watch, but he was already sweating. The body armor was hot, and he was restrained from shedding it only by Chief Vega’s graphic description of what he would do to anyone who did.  Broussard’s single concession to comfort was his helmet strapped to his web gear instead of on his head.

“How do you copy?” asked Washington’s voice in Broussard’s ear, as his subordinate checked in from his position on the stern.

“Five by five,” Broussard said.

He looked up as Sheibani approached with his ever-present smile.  Nice little guy, he thought, though he talked like an Asian in a crappy TV movie.

“Mr. Broussard,” Sheibani said, “you sleep very good, yes?  Cabin OK?”

“Just fine,” Broussard lied, “thanks for your hospitality.”

“Good,” Sheibani said, squinting into the distance. “What that?”

Broussard followed Sheibani’s gaze and said over his shoulder, “I don’t—”

A light burst behind Broussard’s eyes as he dropped, equipment clattering.  Sheibani pocketed the sap and knelt to bind the American’s wrists before rising to move away, his smile now genuine.

***

Broussard awoke to a throbbing head, the scuffed blue tile of the officers’ lounge cool on his cheek and filling his vision.  He was gagged and bound hand and foot, the night sky through the portholes telling him the sun had set.

“Ah, Broussard,” said a strangely familiar voice, “you decided to rejoin us.”

He ignored his pounding head and twisted to look up, then tried to twist away as Sheibani pried his eye wide with thumb and forefinger and a bright light obliterated his vision.  He squirmed as Sheibani repeated the process on the other eye.

“Good,” Sheibani said.  “Pupils equal and reactive.  I feared a concussion.  I don’t normally use nonlethal force.  It was a learning experience.”

Broussard’s curse emerged as an irritated grunt through the tape covering his mouth.

“Patience, Broussard,” Sheibani said. “I want to hear what you have to say, but first you must listen.”

He barked orders and two crewmen manhandled Broussard into a chair.  Hands bound behind, he balanced on the edge of the seat, feet pressed to the deck.  Hopkins and Santiago perched nearby, similarly restrained.  All were barefoot and stripped to their utility trousers.  Broussard’s hope surged at Washington’s absence then died as quickly.

“While you napped,” Sheibani said, “Washington and I chatted.”

Sheibani nodded and his subordinates stepped into the passageway and dragged in a plastic-wrapped bundle, leaving it in front of the three Americans and throwing back the plastic.  Washington was face up, blood pooled in empty eye sockets.  The severed fingers of one hand, his genitals, and his eyeballs were piled in the center of his massive chest.  Ebony skin was flayed in wide strips and blood wept from raw flesh to pool on the plastic.  Broussard screwed his eyes shut and fought rising vomit.  Hopkins did the same, but Santiago made strangling noises, vomit pulsing from his nose.  Sheibani ripped the tape from Santiago’s mouth as the sailor retched on the corpse and then coughed wetly before managing a ragged breath.

***

Washington had told Sheibani nothing.  He had, in fact, spit in Sheibani’s face, sending the Iranian into a rage that ended in Washington’s death.  Sheibani regretted his loss of control, but, after some thought, decided Washington would serve him in death as he’d refused to in life. As horrible as the mutilations to the big man’s body appeared, they occurred when he was beyond feeling pain.

“I suspected,” Sheibani lied, “there were tracking devices.  Washington provided the locations, maintaining to the end there were three.  But I’m a suspicious fellow.  I could question each of you, but that would be tedious.  Instead, Broussard, I will question you.  You don’t know which locations Washington divulged, so you must reveal them all.  If you refuse, I kill your colleagues and resort to more painful techniques.  Understood?”

Broussard glared.

Sheibani sighed. “I see you need convincing.”

He drew a pistol and shot Santiago in the head.  The man fell, twitching across Washington’s corpse, blood pumping out in a widening circle as Broussard’s screams were muffled by the tape and his attempts to stand thwarted by Sheibani’s underlings.  Hopkins stared down in shock, attempting to move his feet out of the spreading blood pool.

Sheibani ripped the tape off Broussard’s mouth. “Now! The locations!”

Broussard tried to spit in Sheibani’s face, but his lips were still glued shut from the adhesive, and spit leaked down his chin.  Sheibani laughed and put his gun to Hopkins’s head.

“Wait,” Broussard croaked, forcing his lips apart.

Sheibani prodded Hopkins’s head.  “The locations!”

“In each boat,” Broussard gasped, “behind the fire extinguishers, and one in the forward storeroom.”

Sheibani smiled as one of his underlings rushed out.  Only then did Broussard understand.

“You didn’t know.”

“I knew the number, not the locations,” Sheibani said, grinning.  “You saved us a great deal of time and may be of further use.  Cooperate and you two live.  Fail to do so and Washington’s death will seem merciful.  Consider that as you wait.”

***

Sheibani left the room and moved up the stairway to the bridge.  He passed the captain’s cabin and saw DeVries through the open door, sprawled on his bunk with his headphones, in a funk of blue smoke.  He sneered and climbed the last flight to the bridge.

On the bridge wing, he watched in the moonlight as a Zodiac inflatable matched Alicia’s speed and moved alongside.  Lines were passed as a rope ladder dropped from main deck, and the transponders were transferred.  He confirmed everything was going to plan and rushed back down to the lounge, where two men stood guard.

“Listen well, Broussard,” Sheibani said, producing a small recording device.

Sheibani pushed a button and Broussard’s voice came from the speaker, giving an earlier position report.

“You two,” Sheibani said, “will be placed in a small boat and report in as expected. If you try anything, Hopkins will be killed and you will be taken to a secure location, where it will take you a long, long time to die.  Understand?”

Broussard nodded and Sheibani continued.

“Your previous reports were identical.  Keep them so.  My men have memorized these recordings, both words and tone.  If you deviate in the slightest, they terminate the call and shoot Hopkins.” Sheibani smiled. “And you will envy him.”

The crewmen’s smirks confirmed their command of English.

Using the Americans to buy a bit more time was a calculated risk.  If his men had to disconnect, and could do so cleanly, Singapore would suspect technical problems, given that the Zodiac was on Alicia’s agreed course.  But even if Broussard managed a warning, Sheibani’s men would have plenty of time to kill the Americans and dump their bodies and the transponders before disappearing into the mangrove swamps along the Malaysian coast.  And Alicia would be well concealed before the Americans even mounted a search.

First the stick, thought Sheibani, now the carrot.

“We don’t need you, Broussard, but if your help buys us a bit of time, I will spare you both.  You will be hostages, eligible for exchange in time.  Will you cooperate?”

Broussard nodded.

“Excellent,” Sheibani said as he ordered his men to get the Americans to the boat.

Minutes later, Sheibani stood on the bridge as the Zodiac maintained Alicia’s original course and speed, and Alicia inched to port.  When the separation was sufficient, he set a new course and increased speed for his hideout, eight hours away.

***

Broussard lay on the plywood floorboard as the boat bounced along.  They were still bound, their arms in front and their ankles bound more loosely, changed to allow them to inch down the rope ladder into the boat.  He faced Hopkins, dumped there after the midnight call, when his resolve to warn Singapore had melted at the sight of the gun to Hopkins’s head.  After that, the terrorists had relaxed, dumping the hostages on the floorboards, not bothering to retape Broussard’s mouth.  He whispered to Hopkins in the moonlight.

“Donny, can you hear me?”

Hopkins nodded.

“Donny, you know they’re gonna kill us, right?”

Another nod.

“I’m warning Singapore on the next call.  You with me?”

Hopkins stared at Broussard.  He nodded.

“We got one shot,” Broussard said, and he whispered his desperate plan.

Broussard’s ears rang from a slap. “No talking,” screamed the closest hijacker, rolling Broussard so that his back was to Hopkins and taping his mouth.  Something hard dug into Broussard’s thigh, and he smiled beneath the tape moments later as he slipped bound hands beneath his leg and felt the shape of his small folding Ka-Bar knife through the fabric.  Tiny in the cavernous pocket, his captors had missed the knife.  He adjusted his plan.

***

The outboard stopped, and Broussard was dragged upright and the tape ripped away.  The two Alicia crewmen flanked him as opposite the two hijackers that had arrived in the Zodiac held Hopkins up, a gun to his head.  The Americans sat across from each other, their bound feet flat on the plywood floorboard as they leaned back against the inflation tubes forming the boat’s sides.   One of Broussard’s captors punched speaker mode on the sat phone and dialed Singapore, nodding to Broussard as the duty officer answered.

“Alicia—” began Broussard as Hopkins shot bound hands up to deflect the gun and jammed bound feet down to propel himself straight up, breaking the terrorists’ holds as he flew backward over the side.  As anticipated, the men hesitated to fire with Singapore listening, and a heartbeat after Hopkins’s escape, Broussard duplicated his move, screaming “Mayday, terrorists” as he flopped overboard.

The original plan had been to escape in the darkness, with death by gunshot or drowning the likely outcome.  The knife changed things.

Broussard stroked downward with bound hands, ignoring muffled shouts and gunfire.  At ten feet he fumbled for the knife, forcing himself calm as he put it between his teeth and opened it with his hands.  Blade open, he grabbed the knife in both bound hands and slashed the ankle binding to kick for the surface, the knife point extended above him.

The Zodiac was a dark shadow on the moonlit surface, and he kicked for the starboard tube.  Just before impact, he lowered his hands, then thrust upward, relying on momentum and arm strength to pierce the tough skin.  A maelstrom of bubbles erupted.

The boat listed to starboard as panicked terrorists rushed to stare at the roiling water.  Broussard moved under the port bow, farthest from the disturbance, to break the surface with his face, sucking in sweet air.  The men were shouting as he floated, hidden by darkness and the overhang of the inflation tube.  He submerged again and clenched the knife handle between his teeth, sawing his wrist binding against the blade.  With his hands free, he surfaced, unsure of his next move.

The list worsened as the men argued.  Broussard had decided to puncture another air chamber when he heard splashes as the terrorists dumped the transponders, followed by the rumble of the awakening outboard.  He dove deep, surfacing as the outboard faded to the east, and called out to Hopkins.

“Here.  I’m hit bad, ” came a weak reply.

“Hang on, and keep talking,” Broussard shouted, swimming toward the voice.  He arrived as his friend slipped below the surface, and he dove, groping until he grabbed an arm.  He kicked them to the surface and gulped air as he made out Hopkins’s face in the moonlight, tape dangling from a cheek.  Hopkins coughed.

“C’mon, buddy.  You can make it.  Hang in there.”

“I’m all sh … shot up,” Hopkins said, “… got a full clip into m … me.”

“Knock that shit off, Hopkins.  You gotta make it, or Vega will kill me,” Broussard said.

Hopkins rewarded him with a feeble smile before he closed his eyes and spoke no more.

Broussard ran hands over Hopkins’s body, confirming by touch the accuracy of Hopkins’s diagnosis, as he struggled to apply pressure to more wounds than he had hands.  The lightening sky found them bobbing in a circle of bloodstained water as Hopkins stared through lifeless eyes.  Near exhaustion, Broussard checked for a pulse one last time, then blinked back tears of anger and grief as he closed Hopkins’s eyes and let his friend sink.

***

An hour later aboard a Super Lynx helicopter of the Royal Malaysian Navy, vectored to the last-known coordinates of the Alicia by the Singapore Operations Center, Broussard looked over the straits and remembered Sheibani’s smirking face.

“Keep smilin’, asshole,” he said, “payback’s gonna be hell.”

Continued….
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Liz’s best friend rode off on the back of a motorcycle when she was 16 years old. Her body parts washed up on the shores of a Virginia beach community days later, prompting Liz’s parents to sequester her away to Richmond, far away from the vicious murder. Now on her own, Liz returns to take back that part of her life and make peace with the events of her 16th summer. John Williams’ heart broke when, after being questioned in the grisly murder, Liz’s parents spirited her away for good, leaving him grieving for his forsaken love. With the guidance of his father, the community preacher, John moves on with a clear understanding of his life’s mission. When another body turns up, savagely hacked-up on the side of the road, safety becomes elusive, even in the small community church where the answers are hidden. Liz and John have to face the truth that the killer is still out there. Watching. Waiting for them.
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Prologue

It always seemed to occur during the 10 o’clock service.  After the Confession of Faith, when Rev. Matthew Williams intoned, “In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost,” the sun would hit the stained glass image of Jesus’ last moments on the cross and create a conflux of light play throughout the sanctuary.  Colorful beams of light fractured and danced across the congregation making Matthew feel as if he, himself, had created a miracle.  Satisfaction penetrated his body as he lowered his arms and finished, “Amen.”
The congregation, his congregation, responded with a collective and affirming, “Amen.”
Matthew had recently taken over the church from its retired pastor.  His first parish, Matthew was both inspired and compelled to deliver His word with enthusiasm.  He wanted to bring the congregation closer as a group and closer to God.  It was his job.  It was his mission.  He took it very seriously.  So far, it seemed, the congregation was responding.  Attendance and tithing were up and Matthew wore this as his own mantel of pride.  He didn’t think God would mind because it was all for Him.
Gazing out at the congregation as the offering was collected.  Matthew surveyed the attendance.  He enjoyed this later service because it brought out the younger families and it gave him an opportunity to inspire the youth to give service to God.  It was certainly time better spent than the alternative- hanging out at the schoolyard, or the other mischievous activities that kids in small towns managed to find.
Matthew had established a youth group for teens, Sunday school classes for adults and potluck dinners as well, all meeting on Wednesday nights.  If he could get more than one day a week from his people, he knew he had a better chance of inspiring the flock.
Rosewood was a burg situated in a valley of the Blue Ridge Mountains of Virginia.  The only way in or out was the road that traversed one of the mountains, allowing for occasional glimpses of the picturesque view of the town below.  Like a painting, on top of a small hill was a stone church, a soaring steeple and bell tower, beckoning people to come in.  Rosewood was a town that evoked comfort and peace.  Matthew was inspired when informed that his first parish would be in a small town.  He looked forward to an opportunity to really know the people, to guide them, and to reveal the Truth in all its glory.  Enthusiasm radiated from his soul and he eagerly began to grow his church.  And Rosewood followed.  The older members, staunch in their beliefs, appreciated Matthew’s conviction and his adherence to scripture.  The younger members enjoyed his passion and his commitment to them as well as to their children.  It wasn’t long, though, before the older church ladies began to question his bachelorhood and insisted on finding him a nice girl.
A “nice girl” was exactly what he had in mind.  He had spent a lot of time planning what he hoped would be his life’s path.  There had never been a doubt that he would give his life to God.  He felt that call in his youth and followed it without question.  Now, with his own church, the next stop on the path was to find a wife.  It would not be appropriate for a pastor to date around and thus; Matthew did not wish to waste time.  Instead he focused on the few young ladies who seemed rapt by his sermons.  It didn’t hurt if they were attractive, and seemed somewhat interested in him.  But, those ladies had been few, mostly older and not quite part of the perfect picture Matthew had drawn in his head.
The ushers returned to the front of the sanctuary with the collection baskets full.  Matthew blessed the offering and sent the ushers back to count and record the gifts.  The sun was still shining through the stained glass window but the light play was subsiding.  A single golden ray settled on a pew about five rows back, illuminating the lone person seated there on the aisle.  A beautiful dark haired young woman sat in full anticipation of what might come next.  Her hair, pulled back into a low bun revealed a slender neck, milky white skin and slim shoulders.  She wore a lavender colored spring suit with a white blouse, pearl earrings and necklace that draped down, lightly brushing her collarbones, a simple pair of lavender pumps to match.  The light from the window emphasized heavy dark mascara on her eyelashes, and vibrant berry colored lips.    More than her appearance though, was her obvious enthrallment with the sermon.  With every word, she would nod her head, smile, and wait for more.  So many of the younger women these days were caught up in the post hippie movement, touting “free thought, free love, free sex” for which Matthew was shamefully intrigued.  If he allowed his imagination to travel down those unfamiliar roads, the fear of getting lost in those thoughts always brought him back, which made Matthew shudder with embarrassment.  He had never felt comfortable with forward women, but it was difficult to find a woman willing to consider becoming the wife of a preacher.  The expectations were great.  Matthew’s wife would be expected to head up or involve herself with the Women’s Group, hostess the coffee hour and be there for Wednesday Night Sunday School.  She would also have to represent him in all of her social events as well as support him every Sunday.  Children were a forgone conclusion.  Matthew had stringent requirements for the wife he imagined and beauty was not the least of them.  It was only fitting that a charismatic preacher have a beautiful wife who openly adored him.  Perhaps an old-fashioned notion, but Matthew clung to it as if it were carved in stone.  Matthew could not take his eyes off the young woman and he was determined to introduce himself as the congregation filed out.
Matthew clapped the shoulders of his elderly members as he shook hands and gently guided them through the line that snaked back into the sanctuary.  He could see her dark hair and lavender jacket peeking around the throng who slowly filed out, greeted Matthew and then meandered out the door to enjoy their Sundays.  His palms were sweating in anticipation as he prepared himself to be charming, and calmly waited for her to walk through the door.
“I felt as if you were speaking directly to me Rev. Williams.” Her eyes were blue and glinted with flecks of green.  Irish.  She must be Irish.  Thin, not too tall, full lips made obvious with the red lipstick and those eye were the most incredibly expressive eyes he had ever seen.  They reminded him of the fractured light play that occurred every Sunday without fail.
“Well, that’s my job,” he said and then visibly shuddered at the stupidity of his response.  “I mean, I’m glad you got something out of it.” He was shaking her hand, but reluctant to let it go.  She gently tugged, smiled and backed away so he could greet the next person.  As he released her hand, he reached out again, “Wait! What’s your name?”
“Leslie,” she said and lowered her eyes in a shy smile.
“Join me for coffee,” he blurted out, “in my office, after I am finished here.” Matthew had never been so bold in his approach.

The Rev. William’s office was roomy, with two leather chairs across from his organized desk and a shelf of books behind his own chair.  He held the door open for Leslie and sniffed the fading but sweet scent of her perfume as she walked in and took one of the chairs in front of his desk.  “Coffee then?” he asked pouring some into his own mug.
“Yes,” she replied, “please.”
“Cream and sugar?”
“Both, thank you,” she responded nervously.  He was a nice-looking man, he had certainly been paying attention to her during the sermon.  This sudden small talk almost seemed like a step backward.  But, she thought, maybe this is the way it is supposed to work.  They talked about church, small town living, Leslie’s job at the Crowley’s make-up counter, and their hopes for the future.
A cup of coffee.  A conversation.  The discovery that the other offered something in the way of hope for their futures.  To Leslie, the simplicity of it all stood in complete opposition with the life she had sought after high school.  Her desire to escape the constraints of a small town, with its accepted and expected course of life: get a job, get married and have children.  It wasn’t what she thought she wanted at all.  Leslie wanted to be a model, splashed across magazine covers, she wanted to be the face sought after for commercials, she wanted to be famous.  She thought moving to the city would make that happen, when really, it only served to make her appreciate the security of her small town life.
Matthew was charming and soft-spoken when they were together, which became often as the summer progressed.  He made her feel significant, wholesome.  Charismatic and adored when he preached, Leslie found herself falling in love with this man who was the antithesis of what she had loved before.  She loved Matthew in ways she didn’t know existed and he, had fallen for her.
It thrilled Leslie that Matthew, while respecting her, acknowledged that she made him want to do things he knew were not right.  Matthew too, was overcome with his desire for Leslie, her enjoyment of simple things, her carefree spirit that transcended serious spiritual discussions and simple conversations.  It took deep meditation and prayer for Matthew to quell his physical desire and allow Leslie to reinvent herself from the inside out.  And in that time, Leslie completed the picture Matthew had been coveting since his days in seminary.

The hills rolled out from the house, the meadow grasses rippling in the light breeze.  Lingering over a cool, crisp white wine and country white bread freshly baked in the church oven, Matthew and Leslie relished the afternoon sun.  From their blanket, on the hill, they could see not only the parish house but the chapel with its steeple rising high above the church overlooking the town below.  Leslie spread creamy butter on a slice of bread and laid back on the chenille bedspread Matthew brought for a picnic blanket.  Her dark hair had grown long and wavy over the summer and she cared less and less about make-up.  Matthew convinced her that less make-up was more attractive and Leslie had complied willingly.    She loved not having the burden of working to look like she was naturally “photo ready” as had once been the expectation.  She embraced this new simplicity and Matthew felt pride in her recognition of true beauty.
Matthew reached down and brushed the hair from Leslie’s cheek.  She smiled and took a small bite of bread, chewing in a slow mesmerizing cadence.  He stared, for a moment, into her deep, blue eyes and saw his own reflection.  He was happy.  God had brought this perfect woman to his church, she came willingly and he knew what his mission was.  “Leslie, my life has been like sitting at the top of a precipice.” He took a deep breath as Leslie continued to gaze at him, “I’ve been sitting here, at the top, waiting for God to guide me, to tell me what to do.  Do I wait?  Do I climb down to safety?  Do I jump? ”  He gently took her left hand and stroked her fingers from base to tip.  “I do believe, that if you would consent to be my wife, I could wait and be happy with you by my side.  I could retreat and you would be there to lead me.  I could jump, and you would be my parachute.” There, he had said it and when he could finally focus on Leslie’s face, he saw she was blinking back tears.  “Will you marry me?”
Leslie breathed in the moment.  She thought about her life in the city with Damon.  If Damon had ever asked her to marry him, would she have said, “yes”?  Maybe.  She thought she was in love with him.  Something as simple as the way he laughed when she didn’t get his jokes sent waves of warmth running through her body.  Matthew was different.  Matthew was sweet, genuine, God centered, and allowed Leslie to relax.  She did love Matthew and she uttered her answer, “yes.”
When Rev. Williams announced his engagement in church that Sunday, the congregation stood and applauded, as much for him as for Leslie.  After the services, the church ladies gathered around the two of them, fussing and planning the coming nuptial’s. Her wedding would be an event for the entire congregation, her title as the Reverend’s wife elevating her to a new status.
Leslie slid into her role easily, quitting her job at the Crowley’s make-up counter and throwing herself into several clubs sponsored by the church.  Her favorite was the Wednesday morning Coffee Break ladies who gathered for Bible study.  She enjoyed the women in this group, young mother’s, college students.  The conversation always began with gossip, shared under the guise of “concerns” and the women would then hold their subjects up in prayer.  It was well established that what was discussed in Coffee Break was confidential and as Leslie became more comfortable with her position in the church and with the women, she felt as if she could trust them.  One morning the conversation began with scandal; the group held up a teenaged girl who had become pregnant by a local “bad boy”, and Leslie was compelled to pray deeply for this girl.  She knew the taboo lure a man like that could wield.  Like a drug that numbs pain, the illicit temptation held a potency for which Leslie was powerless.

John still held her hand when they walked down the hall, gripping with enthusiasm as he pulled her toward the Sunday school classroom.  He stopped at the door and she bent down to kiss him goodbye.  Perhaps she lingered a bit too long in her grasp because he pulled away abruptly and walked into the classroom.  Leslie stood at the door long enough to watch him settle comfortably in with the other kids before departing.
Sunday dinner, a roast with rosemary potatoes, carrots and raspberry pie for dessert was sitting in the warm oven, ready as a meal for after services.  The dishes were washed and draining in the sink.  The table was set.  Leslie, grabbed her purse, went out to the dark garage and got back in the Impala they purchased new last year.  The engine turned and purred quietly in the dank, closed garage.  Leslie bowed her head, lowering it to the steering wheel and resting it there.  She began to pray until she could no longer form words in her brain, until the darkness enshrouded her and took her away.

BOOK ONE

Chapter One

Rosewood in 1972 was just catching up to the rest of the country.  The Summer of Love happened in 1968 but was only making it’s way into the hearts and minds of teenagers in Rosewood now.  Leslie zipped up the tea length pink prom dress she had worn to match her date’s tie.  Carefully, she placed the slip in the hanging garment bag, draping it over the hanger bar.  Finally, she hung the dress inside the bag and placed the matching shoes in the bottom before closing it all up.  Leslie hung the bag in the back of her closet, closed the door and never thought about it again.  In truth, she would have preferred to throw the whole thing away, forget that she was a small town girl and become someone entirely different.
Shelley Hack and Cybil Shepard appeared on the covers of all of the fashion magazines.  Long straight hair, thin, tall and heavily made up with false eyelashes, and lips that were frosty and almost white.  Go-Go boots in patent leather, mini skirts, and midriff bared.  They seemed to have figured out the balance between beauty and freedom.  Without her parents’ knowledge, Leslie had ordered a mini dress from the Sears catalogue and hidden it at the back of her closet where the demure prom dress now hung.  And without her parents consent, she had her best friend Amy take some pictures on her Polaroid of Leslie wearing the dress; she sent them off to a modeling agency in Washington, DC.  It wasn’t a New York agency, but Leslie was pulled in by the ad in the back of her Seventeen! magazine that promised high paying jobs and exposure.  New York, not yet, but the nation’s capitol could be a stepping stone and Leslie was galvanized when she received a contract in the mail and a request for her to come to DC as soon as she was finished with school.
The bus trip up to Washington took about seven hours with stops in every little town along the way, Woodstock, Front Royal, Centerville.  Leslie wondered when her parents would find the note she left on her bed telling them that she was heading to the city to become a model.  They were going to be furious.  There was a chance they could come after her so she had given no details, just that she had a contract and a place to stay and would contact them as soon as she was settled.  It really had been her mother’s dream and her father’s desire for her to stay in town, maybe work at the department store or as a receptionist and then get married.  It was the way things worked in Rosewood and it was that very notion that drove Leslie away.  She wanted to experience life as the rest of the world knew it and she wanted to do it on her own.  Her parents never would have given her the money to make this trip so she had saved every last bit of babysitting money after she bought the mini dress, knowing this hoarded cash was going to take her into a new life.
The bus pulled into the station in Washington, DC in the mid-afternoon.  The mass of people moving about seemed to know where they were headed and Leslie followed hoping it would take her out to the street.  Leslie began walking until she found a pay phone.  Dialing the number, Leslie calmed her nerves and tried to control the shakiness of her voice.
“Hello,” a gravelly male voice abruptly answered.
“Yes, is this the Diablo Modeling Agency?” Leslie asked tentatively.
“Uh, yep, are you looking for a model?” The abruptness gave way to a slicker demeanor.
“No, I have a contract.  I am a model.  I just came up from Virginia and was wondering if I could have directions to the agency, please.” The silence on the other end was broken by muffled tones that sounded like a conversation.
“Why don’t you just tell me where you are and I’ll send someone to come get you.” The sudden calmness reassured Leslie and she relaxed.  It was only going to be a 20 minute wait so Leslie wandered over to the newsstand and thumbed through a fresh copy of Vogue before parting with the dollar to buy it . Tucking it under her arm, she headed out to the street and waited for the driver.
An orange Karman Ghia swung wildly onto the curb, forcing several people to jump back.  The passenger side window rolled down and a stream of blue smoke curled out, “Which one of you is waiting for a ride to the Diablo Agency?” The same gravelly voice bellowed through the open window.  Leslie considered not answering but the alternative wasnʼt something she was prepared to deal with.
“I am,” she confirmed and waited a moment before realizing she would have to take care of her own bags.  Heaving her suitcase and train case into the front trunk of the car, Leslie slipped into the front seat of the smoke filled vehicle.  Unlike the tobacco smell she was used to back in Virginia, this was not so unpleasant and had an almost sweet odor to it.  There was a pipe in the ashtray, but it certainly wasn’t like the one her grandfather had smoked, this one was made of colored glass and was small enough to fit inside the ashtray.
“You want a hit?” the man with the voice asked as he pulled away from the curb.  Leslie had tried cigarettes before which left her feeling nauseous and dizzy, but in a moment of determination to leave her life behind, she took the pipe from the man and inhaled.  The burning sensation crept down her throat and into her chest, before she coughed it back and exhaled the smoke in a burst.
“Youʼre supposed to hold it in longer to get the best buzz,” the man directed. Wearing a pair of blue jeans, a white t-shirt and a leather jacket, he looked like an updated James Dean.  Blonde hair, curling over his ears and penetrating, dark blue eyes.  Damon Wood was experienced in all walks of life.  A photographer by trade, Damon eked out a living any way he could finagle a buck.  A day-to-day existence and some cash to get him by.  For Damon that meant taking pictures, taking drugs and screwing.
This chick had walked into his scam, nubile, and eager.  All he had to do was smile, his dimples accentuating the charm, blue eyes casting an approving look over her and she melted.  Clearly a virgin, he prided himself on removing that burden.  And this one in his car right now was the perfect conquest.  She was there, from her small idealistic little town to become a model.  He knew how it went, they come, they try, they get disappointed and either they go back or they find themselves attached to the other aspects of city living.  Not a bad prospect.  Damon had encouraged many a fledgling model to come to DC and after he turned them onto the beauty of sex and the mind-expanding trips of LSD, coke or some other altered state, he could get them to do about anything.  And if they didn’t want to comply, they usually left.
“So, I have you set up for a shoot tomorrow.  Are you comfortable in a bikini?”  Damon cut a sidelong glance at Leslie who sat perched in the passenger seat, purse on her lap, staring straight ahead.  He continued to stare until the edges of Leslie’s mouth twitched.
She turned to Damon and found her heart pounding, he wasn’t just looking at her, he was looking inside her, shallowing her breathing and she whispered a response, “Yes.”
Pulling into a parking space in front of an old brick warehouse that looked abandoned, Damon hopped out of the Karman Ghia, opened the passenger door for Leslie and guided her to the large, paint chipped wooden door that looked more like it was meant to keep people out than allow them in.  Leslie’s legs shook as she allowed this stranger to lead her into an old abandoned building.  She could hear her mother’s caution, “Don’t believe everything you hear and only half of what you see,” and every instinct told her to turn and run, except the contract in her hand –  a ticket to fame, a way out of her antiquated life.  She had spent the better part of her senior year studying fashion magazines, modeling poses, hair, and make-up.  She knew what they wanted and she knew, given the chance, she could deliver.  This guy, Damon, had taken the time to pick her up and bring her here.  He had booked a photo shoot and she really had no place else to go.  The pot had calmed her enough to rationalize ignoring her instincts so she took a deep breath and followed Damon up the hollow metal stairs.
Damon lived in the top floor of the warehouse.  One large room, there were no real walls to separate space.  On one end, there were kitchen appliances and a formica table with 2 metal chairs.  There was another area near a large window containing hundreds of smaller panes where a mattress lay on the floor, blankets and sheets strewn about.  On the other side, an area where there was a dilapidated black leather couch and several multi-colored large pillows around an industrial spool that served as a coffee table, and an area that appeared to be a photography studio.  A black backdrop hung from hooks on the rafters and there were three cameras set up on tripods with silver umbrellas and spotlights set around them.  Behind the backdrop were props,  a rack of clothes, costumes and bathing suits.
“You can put your clothes in the closet,” Damon threw his arms out and twirled around indicating that there was no closet, “It’s a walk-in.”  His smile put Leslie at ease a bit and she set her case by the couch.
“You live here?”
“Live here, work here, love here.  This is it.”

Leslie’s nostril burned with the first burst of white powder that came through the straw.  Until now, cocaine had been one of those drugs she read about in Time magazine.  It was something other people did, but here she was well into her first high and the explosion of Amnesia was exhilarating.  In one quick snort, Leslie wanted to run naked through the streets.  The buoyancy of freedom intoxicated her and she felt Damon watching her with a knowing smile of satisfaction.  Had he hit the other line?   She couldn’t remember.  Stretching out on Damon’s loosely made bed, a tray between them, he offered her the straw again and she willingly accepted.
Damon waited until the coke had made a complete entrance into her system.  She was relaxed, innocent and quite strikingly beautiful.  Damon lifted the mirrored tray off the bed and placed it on the floor.  They could have more later, if needed.
Running the back of his hand down Leslie’s cheek, he caressed her neck and slowly guided her head forward, kissing her passionately.  “Lie back,” he whispered and she did, her dark eyes dilated into black pools that communicated a fear muted through the inhibitions of coke.  Damon moved slowly, kissing her neck, and slowly unbuttoning her dress.  Leslie complied, concern for proprieties buried under the tingle of cocaine.  She willingly nudged Damon’s hand downward.  He resisted, “have you ever fucked before?”
“No,” Leslie meekly whispered and if she was embarrassed by her virginity, it didn’t show.  Again she urged his hand underneath her dress and Damon smiled.  She was ready.

It was much easier than he anticipated, but it helped to have someone who was looking for a new life and clearly this chick was.  She was young, but, as Damon reasoned, she had less time to ponder her decisions, not having lived on her own before.  Cocaine was the great icebreaker and he used it often with models who were not into taking off their clothes.  He always started them out in something, a sundress, a bathing suit, gained their trust and then, little by little they usually became more willing to do the things Damon requested in front of the camera and behind.  Tomorrow he would bring in his bike, which usually encouraged his models into some wildly erotic positions.  A few good shots in a bikini and Leslie might be willing to do something more risqué.  Damon’s customers were definitely more into the risqué and Damon was known to produce for them.

Leslie held her head as the hot water pelted her body.  What had she done?  Drugs, sex in less than twelve hours of arriving in DC.  Drugs.  She had tried tobacco exactly one time before and was sickened by the harsh smoke in her throat.  Some kids enjoyed getting high, said it made them laugh, made them hungry, it was a fun way to spend a Saturday night, but Leslie had higher aspirations.  Yet, here she was in a Washington, DC apartment with a professional photographer, a contract and she had not only just smoked pot but done cocaine and then had sexual intercourse with someone she had just met.  The frightening part was that she had enjoyed it.  She loved it.  She wanted to go back out there and do it all again.  At no other time in her life had Leslie felt confident enough in herself to do anything more than a little necking with her boyfriend.  In a manner of seconds, the entire earth seemed to have lodged directly inside her head.  She felt in control of everything around her, including her lust and she felt horny.  She wanted to open herself to whatever Damon was willing to show her and he left her begging for more.  He had laughed at her eagerness, cautioned that too much of a good thing might ruin the effect but then slowly consumed her body until she could no longer stand the pressure and mounted him, grinding her hips into him until she exploded with a shattering eruption, sweat trickling down her neck, between her legs.

“Welcome to DC, Babe,” Damon said when she emerged from the tiny bathroom, dressed in jeans and a gauzy shirt he had loaned her.  Her hair was wound up in a towel and she was at a loss for what she should do with it.  She had brought rollers but was more than ashamed of putting them in with Damon around.  He would think she was a freak and after what he had just taken her through, she didn’t want to jeopardize anything.  Damon was working with the lighting around the black backdrop, adjusting the height of the camera and the intensity of the light, “Come here, I want to see how you look through the viewfinder.
Leslie walked over and tentatively stood in front of the camera.  “What do you want me to do?”
“Just look into the camera lens, Babe.  ” Damon pulled the towel off her head, her wet hair cascading in sleek curls.  He adjusted the focus and peered again through the viewfinder.  “Perfect.”

Sparkles glistened across the motorcycle’s metallic blue gas tank as the light reflected off the chrome.  The bike was low and sleek and Leslie straddled the seat, leaning forward in a royal blue bikini.  She was a natural and when she allowed her hair to air dry, the waves gave her a wild, daring look.  Damon was encouraging, asking her to move around the bike, a fan causing the natural waves of dark hair to flow gently behind her.  It was intentionally cold for the shoot and the added chill of a fan prompted her nipples to stand out from the silky bikini top.
“Think about last night, Babe.  That’s it.” Damon could tell he had a goldmine in this one and as the day wore on, he used the down time to sweet talk her into posing in other outfits, straddling a chair, standing in front of the backdrop, on the fake animal skin that normally draped the back of the leather couch.  The photos were impressive and Damon assured Leslie that there would be a nice paycheck for her work.

Damon was a hustler with a camera.  If he could supply his own models, he could create ad copy, calendars, adult books at a low cost, making enough cash to cover his equipment, his warehouse and his habits.  The trick had been to find chicks who wanted fame, and money, and believed HE could do it for them.  The Diablo Modeling Agency worked as a front to attract the chicks least likely to cause a problem.  With a little finesse and a little cocaine, an occasional drop of acid, he was able to keep a girl long enough to usually get some good salable shots, enough blackmail material to keep her in his stable if he needed her and a little pussy on the side.  This latest girl had been so easy.  She walked off the bus and into his bed with almost no coaxing.  The girl was a gorgeous dark haired beauty with a talent for the camera and with a little practice could produce some incredible pictures.  Damon slipped through the unmarked door in the back of the building and signaled to the owner he had new material for purchase.


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by Judi Coltman
4.7 stars – 14 Reviews
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Liz’s best friend rode off on the back of a motorcycle when she was 16 years old. Her body parts washed up on the shores of a Virginia beach community days later, prompting Liz’s parents to sequester her away to Richmond, far away from the vicious murder. Now on her own, Liz returns to take back that part of her life and make peace with the events of her 16th summer. John Williams’ heart broke when, after being questioned in the grisly murder, Liz’s parents spirited her away for good, leaving him grieving for his forsaken love. With the guidance of his father, the community preacher, John moves on with a clear understanding of his life’s mission. When another body turns up, savagely hacked-up on the side of the road, safety becomes elusive, even in the small community church where the answers are hidden. Liz and John have to face the truth that the killer is still out there. Watching. Waiting for them.

 

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by Amber Lynn Natusch
5.0 stars – 31 Reviews
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“I stood in the middle of the room, unmoving – I barely breathed. My life had just become surreal, impossible, and one enormous lie. I needed to go, to run somewhere, anywhere to beat back the reality that was rapidly closing in around me. The image of him was burned into my retina, flashing over and over again like a warning. He was trapped somewhere between human and decidedly not, and I realized that was my new reality.I was too.” After the death of her parents, Ruby awakens from a lifetime of shadows and finds herself alone, thrust into a world of lies, deceit, betrayal and the supernatural. As her quest for truth continues to come up short, she realizes that maybe some questions really are best left unanswered. When her true identity is finally unveiled, she is forced to choose between two of the mysterious men who continually seem to crop up in her life. She chooses poorly. Now abandoned, Ruby must learn to call on the darkness within to survive, or spend a hellish eternity imprisoned because of it.
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I saw my first tree that day.
I was twenty-eight years old.
I lifted my face from the fine, white, powdery snow that I lay in to see it. It stood dead ahead of me, tall and strong. It looked nothing like I had imagined; bigger, rougher. I struggled to drag myself over to that strong tree, propping up against it with the hope that its strength would somehow inspire my own. I looked up to see the billowing clouds dance across the sky. Dad had always told me that snow came when the clouds were thick and full.
I was in shock – I could see!
My hand floated up to my face involuntarily, stopping before making contact. I observed it, slowly turning it different ways to familiarize myself with it. My eyes then darted quickly away to the rest of my body. They, not my hands, scanned myself. Seeing the state of my leg quickly turned my shock into horror as memories slowly leaked back into my consciousness.
My parents are dead.
I had been told from a young age that those born without sight tended to compensate with their other senses. I never felt like that was true of me, exactly, but I always had the ability to sense the strong emotions of others as if they were my own. An empath, as it were. When I said that I felt someone’s pain, I meant it literally.
My parents were yards away, but I couldn’t get to them. I felt their terror as death came for them violently. Distracted, I never heard their attackers coming for me. The tearing of my shirt’s fabric was my first sign of their presence. I could feel the warmth of their hands as they grabbed and pawed at me, ripping material off along the way.  I had no idea how many of them there were.
As the screams of my parents faded, the attackers turned their undivided and unwanted attention on me. I never was one for being the center of attention, and that moment was no exception. I could feel the cold wind on my entire body as I started to black out.
I was so afraid…
When I awoke, I didn’t know whose blood was on me, but I knew it wasn’t mine.
I didn’t know how I got to wherever I was, but I knew I was hurt and unable to walk.
I didn’t know what day or time it was, but I knew I was alone, terrified, and missing a chunk of my life that I could not account for.
Despair closed in on me, and I tried to pull myself together long enough to figure out what to do. I needed to splint my leg. I needed to find shelter. I needed to find my parents’ bodies. I needed to do a lot of things. The only thing I seemed able to make myself do was curl up in a ball by that big tree and stare at the world around me.
My entire body shook.  The bitter cold assaulted my bare skin that had been left desperately exposed to the elements. I seemed too detached from the situation to care – a paralyzing state of shock taking over.
I never heard the voices as they approached from the distance. They were white noise, indecipherable, until one called out to me. The voice was unfamiliar, yet fell on my ears like an old friend’s. I tried to yell, but instead of a thunderous “over here”, a mere squeak came out. Much to my surprise, he acknowledged, then ran towards me at a speed I hadn’t known a human could possess, but I guess I wasn’t really an expert.
A sudden, brief jolt of horror shot through me. What if these are the people I’ve been trying to escape? I went from elation to panic in a nanosecond. I struggled to find a way to stand up, only to be weighed down by the burden my right leg had become. I wanted to escape. The compulsion to run nearly tore me in half.
I can’t die this way.
My breathing became more rapid, shallow, and completely ineffective. I felt the darkness coming again.  Just as my final grip on consciousness faded, I saw him. I thought he was an angel, sent by God to bring me home, to bring me to my parents. A dream come true, during my worst nightmare.
The contrast was beautiful and frightening.

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“Shit!  Just when you think you’re running out of places to slice yourself with questionable looking metal scraps, some fresh real estate pops up and introduces itself to the harbinger of tetanus,” I muttered to myself, jabbing my finger with the copper I was remaking into a bracelet.  If I can stave off lockjaw for another week I’ll consider myself the luckiest person alive.
Once it was clear that the bracelet wasn’t really interested in being sized, it gave me an excuse to cut out early and head upstairs to plan the events of the evening. The odds weighed heavily in favor of a salad for dinner with an HBO movie chaser, but it was an easy bet since I was the one stacking the deck.  After doing a final run-through of the shop to make sure everything was shut down and straightened up, I made my way out the main entrance to an already bustling scene. All of the local restaurants which lined the old, cobblestone, New England streets were lit up creating an inviting ambiance for the people who filled the streets, making their way to the various establishments. I loved to walk around downtown, crowded with brick buildings dating back to the 1700’s. Portsmouth, New Hampshire had a lot to offer for a small city, without the drawbacks of being in a much bigger urban scene. No worries about being mugged on the way to your car, no fear of a drive-by shooting while out jogging, no stabbings, no gangs; virtually no violence at all, random or otherwise. Best of all no murders. That alone sold me on it.
I quickly soaked in the view and turned to lock the door. Maybe I should actually go out tonight.  Maybe loosen up and actually participate in socialization?  As I shoved that crazy talk far into the depths of my subconscious, I worked on unlocking the adjacent door that led up to my personal space, my second-story apartment and third-floor loft studio. I bought the three-story brick building with my inheritance. It was one of three things I owned that had any ties to my parents at all.
Even though I’d moved to Portsmouth nine months earlier, I hadn’t really made many friends.  In fact, I hadn’t really made any at all, which made it a tad difficult to have a social life.  I never gave too much thought to it, though.  Everything was so chaotic after the death of my parents and having to assimilate into a seeing world only complicated things further.  Although most things were easy enough to pick up on with a little study and help from those around me, I constantly encountered unknowns.  Driving was beyond intimidating and it had taken me months to muster the courage to even try it at all.  I had kept my dad’s car because of how much he loved it, and wanted to have the opportunity to see the nuances that he always spoke about that made it such a fantastic ride.  It was the second of the three items linked to my parents.
When I entered the corridor I heard a faintly familiar sound and shot up the stairs to get into my apartment. Is that my phone? Nobody ever called me. I knew two people in town, and one of them owned my favorite Chinese restaurant. I highly doubted that my take-out was calling me.
I barely got to the phone in time, only to hear a prerecorded message reminding me that my recycling schedule had changed and I needed to put it out Monday instead of Tuesday. Good to know. After noting that on my virtually empty calendar, I turned the TV on for some dinner-making background noise. It was the only conversation I seemed to be a part of.
I giggled at some ridiculous show involving the strange mating rituals of drunken co-eds as I pieced together my salad. Tonight I’m going to live on the edge and add avocado. I really did need to get out more.
Feeling as though my IQ was dropping in direct proportion to the rapidly increasing beer count on the show, I decided to try the local news. I turned to a feature on the most recent bar/restaurant/club in town. I put my knife down, because multitasking had never been my thing, and watched the footage. The place looked promising. It had a fabulous contemporary decor that was very Euro-trendy and an actual live DJ spinning. Interesting.
I watched as they flashed clips of people dancing, bartenders fixing whatever drink was en vogue, and a montage of interviews with delighted patrons. Maybe I really should try going out, it looks like fun…but drunk people always look like they’re having a good time.
I loved to dance, but the bar scene completely intimidated me. I’d never had the guts to go more than once. In college it was too difficult because someone had to be with me constantly to guide me through the melee so as to avoid injury from a variety of sources. Apparently drunken people were accidents waiting to happen. The one and only time I went I managed fifteen whole minutes in the bar before some idiot backed into me. He knocked me into a waitress; she fell into a group behind her, which started what could best be described as a procession of human dominoes that ended with a very pissed off bouncer and us getting tossed.
How bad could it be? I can always leave if it blows.
I caved and decided that going out for the first time ever by myself was the plan. I then frantically tried to find appropriate attire. My style was best described as delightfully random. I relished the opportunity to mix vintage with boutique finds and high fashion with Goodwill bargains topping it all off with the perfect accessory. I was always complimented on the originality of my outfit. I suppose they could have been backhanded compliments. I wasn’t very good at reading expressions. I never worried about it.  I loved the freedom of being able to choose what I wanted to wear.
Before I got too far into the process, I sought inspiration from Gwen Stefani’s “What u Waitin 4”. I liked to go through life with my own little soundtrack blaring both internally and externally; I thought it was good for the soul. Since nobody on the news feature looked overly dressed up, I settled on some low-rise jeans that were skinny enough to toss on my favorite (and oh so expensive) chocolate brown, faded, four inch stacked heel, knee high boots with the buckle on the side.  I SOOOOOO love Jimmy Choo.
As if it were important what top I wore (because my boots were so amazing), I grabbed a long sleeved, grey and navy, mini-striped top that came down low on the hips and covered me when I bent over. My boots were showstoppers, but I didn’t want to run the risk of mooning the bar-goers every time I bent down, or sat in a chair; I liked to try to keep my bits to myself. The slight transparency of the top demanded that I put a camisole on under it because I wasn’t into flashing the girls either.
If my dressing went seamlessly, my hair and makeup were a whole other story. Sometimes you go into battle knowing you’re going to get your ass handed to you on a platter.  I tried my best to tame my shoulder length, platinum-blond, curly hair, though I was convinced it was possessed and had a personal vendetta against me. The potential for greatness was there, but I hadn’t quite figured out how to extract it. I had been told on numerous occasions that it looked like Sarah Jessica Parker’s in Sex and the City’s early seasons, only bigger.  Having never watched it, I had no idea if that was good or bad. I managed to get the frizz out of it using some kind of expensive goo that I was certain just weighed it down slightly.  Since it took the edge off, I considered it a wildly successful encounter. As for makeup, my strategy was simple- try not to look like a ghost. I’d learned that being obscenely pale was not generally socially accepted. Society 1, me 0.
I did my best to apply a little stain to the apples of my cheeks and clear gloss to my lips. The intricacies of eye makeup application still eluded me.  My fair complexion didn’t pull off a lot of color well, so I never tried. I didn’t want to upstage my ocean-blue eyes, so I kept my eye shadow neutral and accentuated with highlighter. Eyeliner and mascara were an ER excursion waiting to happen. I tried my best to not get the liner in my eye or on too thick. If I kept mascara to the general region of my lashes, it was a wild success. Luckily for me my lashes were impossibly long so I had a big target.
Once the ritual was completed, I gave myself a once over in the mirror. Not too shabby. Beauty was a funny thing to gauge when my blindness had left me without societal cues for nearly my whole life. What I found attractive wasn’t necessarily what others did. Sometimes I found myself completely baffled by the movie stars, sports gods, and socialites in the media who were worshiped by the masses. I didn’t see it. Sure there were those that you just couldn’t argue (Brad Pitt for example), but only one face had ever stopped my breath and I was very certain I’d never see anything that compared to it for the rest of my existence. Some treasures were only meant to be found once.
10:36pm. I assumed that was an acceptable time to head out. I didn’t want to be too early and look stupid arriving alone.
I stopped at the door to load my favorite magenta leather handbag with my wallet and keys. I rifled through the clutter on the console table, looking for my platinum band. The ring was the final of the three things I owned with any connection to my parents; I rarely ever took it off. Maybe I left it in the shop. Not wanting to stall my going-out momentum, I decided to look for it when I got home. I locked up the apartment and headed downstairs. I broke out into the crowd of people meandering through the streets and locked up behind me. A girl could never be too careful, even in Portsmouth.
The club was only a few blocks away from my place, so I filed into the crowd of people going my direction and kept pace. For entertainment on my trip, I listened in to conversations that were entirely too private to be had in the busy streets. I learned all about how difficult it was to treat Chlamydia, especially the third time around, from the group of early twenty-something women directly in front of me. Perhaps someone should have the “friends don’t let friends get STD’s” discussion.
Behind me were the drunken ramblings of some middle-aged businessmen discussing whether the size, shape or texture of a woman’s anatomy was her most important quality. It sounded like shape was ahead for awhile, but size made an amazing push from behind to come through victorious in the end. Men really are that predictable. I crossed the street, not only to escape the increasing anxiety I was feeling while listening to them, but also because I needed to make a left at Market Street.
As I approached the club, I was disheartened to see a line flowing from the entrance down the street. What is this, Boston? Great. I sighed audibly and joined the rest of the cattle in the queue. I hoped with any luck it was going to move quickly. I felt so exposed being by myself when everyone around me had friends or significant others with them. I’m so lame. If I’d had my cell phone I could have pretended to be texting while I played games on it. While I was lost in thought, somebody elbowed me from behind to indicate the line was moving and I’d better catch up. I frowned back at the owner of the elbow in question and he smiled wickedly at me. Creeptaaaaastic. I made a mental note not to look in that general direction again.
As I started to reflect on why this was the world’s worst idea, the bouncer came out and started picking people out of the line to go in. There’s a selection process? I don’t remember seeing that shit on the news. As I turned to duck out of line a hand caught my elbow and gently spun me around.
“Don’t you want to go in?” the bouncer asked.
I half-smiled and nodded.
“Well then, today’s your lucky day, Chica.”
Indeed it is.
“Thanks” was all I managed to mumble as I walked past him to the entrance. I felt the cold looks tear through the back of me as I passed everyone waiting in line. I looked back to see Creeptastic arguing with the bouncer and pointing at me. I didn’t wait around to see what that was about and put on speed as I went through the door. I flashed my ID and a smile, and then I was in. Not wanting to relive my domino disaster of undergrad past, I made my way very quickly to the bar. I found the back corner where it connected to the wall and tucked myself into the last seat. I figured if I surrounded myself with as many stable surfaces as I could it would greatly decrease the odds of a repeat performance.
I wasn’t a big drinker, but the scene there would have driven anyone to it. There was barely enough room to pass between individuals without grossly encroaching on their personal space. Being very attached to mine, I decided that in order to loosen my grip on it I would require some liquid courage. Thirty minutes, twenty-five dollars and three G&T’s later, I was ready to rock. My dancing shoes were ready to go cut some rug all over that place. Just as I was getting off of my perch at the bar I got a strangely uncomfortable yet familiar feeling. My breath started to come rapidly and I felt all the blood drain from my face. It was at that moment I felt an unwanted hand on my shoulder. I choked down a scream. I’m in public. I’m fine. Nobody here is going to hurt me. Breathe.
I slowly turned to face Captain Touchy-Feely.  SHIT!  The Captain was none other than Creeptastic. How did he get in here?
Feeling slightly relieved for the moment I asked, “How the hell did you get in here?” People skills were not my forte.
He put his hand around the back of my neck and drew me towards him. “I thought you were going to leave me out there in that line. I had to convince the big guy that you were hard of hearing and didn’t realize that I wasn’t behind you while you went in,” he said.
My pulse was in my throat. He was smiling at me, but the look was predatory and the energy and intent behind it was nothing short of malicious. I tried to keep my shit together when every fiber of my being was yelling “get the fuck out of here”.  Since no overly untoward gesture had been made, I opted for diffusing the situation.
“Guess I am. I never heard you and I wasn’t aware that I should have notified you of my entrance approval, dear.”
He laughed abruptly and moved closer still until our toes were in danger of touching and my back was pinned up against the wall.
“Dear, is it? I was hoping our pet names would take on a more… flavorful quality.”
I struggled to gracefully evade both his position and hold on me. My poker face was alarmingly close to failing and I needed to get some distance between me and the psycho. As I ducked my head around his hand in a fluid dance-like move to the downbeat of whatever song was playing, I said, “I don’t do flavorful, and I certainly wouldn’t do you.”  So much for the diffusion game plan.
His eyes flickered something I didn’t understand as he violently grabbed me by my shoulders.
“Who said I was giving you a choice?”
I not only saw, but felt, what he intended. Not again. Please, God, not again. No, no, no, no, not again. I was paralyzed by my fear. I didn’t shout. I didn’t run. I stared into the face of a psycho and did nothing. I felt the tears stinging the back of my eyes and then it happened again. My vision started to narrow and go dark. I was going to pick that time to blackout. Classic. That would give him exactly what he wanted; an easy excuse to carry me out of here unquestioned and go do whatever sick things he was planning on. Focus. Focus! Do not do this. Fight!  But it was no use. There was no fight in me, giving truth to the old adage: those who don’t learn from history really are doomed to repeat it.

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Calm.
That single thought resonated through me as I felt a warm presence envelop me from behind.  I slowly regained my vision and saw two strong and heroic hands reach around me, grabbing the offender’s wrists to pry his hands off of me.
“She doesn’t seem to want to buy what you’re selling,” my savior said.  I couldn’t see his face but something about him was commanding.  He compelled my restrainer to do his bidding with an energy so powerful the hair on the back of my neck raised to attention.  He emanated power.  There was no threat of violence in his aura, though judging by the size and strength of his hands he was no doubt capable of it. Captain Creepy slowly withdrew his hands without taking his eyes off of my hero.
“It seems as though you’re interrupting our conversation,” Creepy growled.
“I think your conversation is very much over.  I think you’re going to leave here immediately and never come back.  I think if you don’t, there will be a price to pay, and you can’t afford it.  Am I making myself clear?” Hero asked.
Something new flashed through Creepy’s face.  He’s afraid.  He paused for a moment, flashed me an evil grin, then turned slowly and walked away without a word.
I hadn’t realized that I was shaking until one of those amazing arms reached around across my chest and gently drew me back to his wall of strength.  It was a friendly gesture with no hint of sexuality. Comforting.  It took me a moment to realize that he had been talking to me.  He leaned over my shoulder and spoke directly into my ear.
“Are you OK?”
I nodded.
“Did he hurt you?”
I shook my head no. He chuckled and his chest shook against my back.
“Are you capable of speech?”
I stammered, “Yeah, uh yes… yes I am.”
Smooth, Ruby.  Very smooth.
“Do you want to move yet?” he asked casually, as if he weren’t troubled by which way I might answer his question.
I slowly turned to face him, my nose brushing against his slim fitting, baby blue button down shirt. It covered a very lean and muscular chest.  My eyes quickly scanned down his Euro cut jeans to his Diesel sneakers. Nice choice.  I didn’t so much lift my head to see him as angled my gaze to his face.  He was looking down at me curiously and smiling.  When my eyes met his, I almost fell over.  I said a quick “thank you”, turned around, and hauled ass through the bar.  I heard a faint “wait” trailing off behind me, but had no interest in retreating to him.  It was him.  I was sweating by the time I got to the door.  I glanced back to see that he was following me out.  SHIT.  He was only a few yards behind me.  I tore through the doors and took off running full speed down the street.  I got more than a few looks of concern from bar-goers and I even got a “Run Forrest” comment from an especially original frat boy.
I must have lost him somewhere in my Olympic level sprint back to the apartment because there was nobody around when I unlocked the main door to the apartment on the street.  I gave a final look as I closed the door behind me and quickly locked it right after.
I leaned against the main door and slid down to the floor.  I was exhausted and in shock.  Wild and unwanted memories started racing through my mind.
I opened my eyes to see a man.  My breathing stopped short and I stared.  I wasn’t aware of the movement of my arm until I could actually see my hand touching his face in adoration.  He was smiling at me.  I closed my eyes and explored his face with my hands as I’d done a million times to others throughout my life.  My hands could read beauty, expression, and age in a way that my eyes could now only hope to achieve.  He caught my hand, shaking from the harsh winter cold and held it while he yelled for someone else to give me a coat.  It was big and he wrapped it all around me.  The warmth that lay in the layers of down felt amazing against my nearly frost-bitten skin.  He picked me up in his arms and told me that I was going to be all right; he’d make sure of it.  Suddenly we were moving quickly through the woods but it was all I could do to keep conscious.  He asked me questions to try and keep me alert but it was to no avail.  The last thing I heard was him yelling at me to hang on.
When I awoke a week later I was yet again alone.  Alone in a room of flashing screens, bleeping monitors and so many tubes.  Everything was stark white like the snow I was found in, only far warmer and safer.  I looked around the room for any token from my parents to show that they had been waiting for me to wake up, and then it hit me.  There would be no more tokens.  Those days were gone; taken from me.  As reality washed over me I wanted to cry.  Instead, a fierce but soundless wail erupted from me.  It eventually morphed into an uncontrollable sob that possessed my whole body, shaking it violently.  I continued on like that until an intern came to check on me.
I suddenly remembered how I got to the hospital, that I was rescued from the woods.  I asked to know who it was that brought me in, but there was no record of anyone.  I’d been brought to the ER and checked in, but when the nurse came back to get additional information from the man who brought me, he was gone.
I couldn’t wrap my mind around what just happened, but it was exceptionally hard to focus on anything other than the racing of my heart at that moment.  It had to be the running.
Though I hadn’t seen a lifetime of faces, I’d never seen anything that rivaled his and I never thought I would see it again.  When I asked about him at the hospital nobody had any information to help me find him. No name, number, address etc.  I’d never wanted to contact someone more, and the reasons were many.  I still had no recollection of that night beyond the initial attack that led to the death of my parents.  The doctors later told me that I had injuries consistent with assault and exposure.  They weren’t sure how my leg had been broken and said that I was a medical miracle because of my acquired vision.  None of them had seen or spoken to the man who brought me in.  The experience left me with a whole lot of nothing aside from confirming the obvious: I was wounded and alone.
I spent a couple of months in a rehabilitation facility, needing extensive physical therapy for my leg.  I couldn’t walk on my own, and I had nowhere else to go, no family to rely on to help me do the most basic of activities. With a lot of free time on my hands, I spent the greater portion of it daydreaming about those magical eyes and the face that framed them so beautifully.  I wanted to know who they belonged to, where he lived, and why he left.
I was one to believe that things happened for a reason and that God, the universe or whatever you wanted to call it, had a greater plan than mere humans could begin to wrap their minds around.  I also, however, liked to romanticize the most insignificant things.  In combination, the two could lead to delusions of all kinds.  Part of me wanted desperately to say that it was no coincidence that we were in the club that night, but luckily my inner realist was there to cut that idea swiftly off at the knees. He probably didn’t recognize me.  He just wanted to make sure I was OK.  It seems to be his MO.  And with that happy and esteem-boosting bit of reality, I was off the floor and heading up to my apartment.  A shower was in order to wash away the memory of the evening.  If ever I had needed reinforcement to uphold my policy on not doing the social scene, that evening was it.  Bar 2, Ruby -20, and counting.

  1. 3

The days passed slowly, sometimes painfully, with a constant inner dialogue that revolved around my mystery man.  I woke up thinking about him, went to work thinking about him, and ate lunch thinking about him, until it was obvious that my day would be utterly wasted in an obsessive fog that rendered me useless.  My original frustration with knowing nothing about him always returned.  Attached to it were unwanted feelings associated with being alone in a hospital room for weeks with nothing to occupy my time but trying to remember what happened and find a way to track him down.  My mental calisthenics were utterly fruitless, unless developing an ulcer was considered productive.
On day eleven I actually considered stalking the bars to see if I could hunt him down.  That should more than adequately demonstrate the depths of my desperation, considering the score between the bar and me.  Later that day I started to come to my senses, realizing that I was about to hit new lows.  I didn’t want to get so desperate that I eventually found myself laying in a gutter, covered in questionable fluids, before I smartened up.  Getting the answers I sought just wasn’t worth obsessing over.
At that point that I regained some composure and did what any self-respecting woman would do in the situation: I immediately started lying to myself to make it all more palatable.  I found myself rationalizing things like: that wasn’t actually him, and that nobody could truly have their own guardian angel.  It was all purely coincidence. I was amazed at the complete bullshit I could feed myself, easily swallowing it when it best suited my purpose.
By day fifteen I really had myself believing the shit I was slinging.  I thought about it far less often.  Unfortunately, when I did, my curious nature would override my common sense, and my mind would wander back to lingering questions I was so eager to ignore.  The power of my damaged psyche knew no bounds. None at all.
On day sixteen I found myself thundering furiously around my store (my dad always told me that I sounded like a five-hundred pound man when I walked), trying desperately to find my platinum ring.  I was certain I’d placed it in the back studio a couple of weeks earlier while working on a woven, metal bracelet.  My mind was analogous to a steel sieve: strong but leaky.  I abandoned all reason and started searching every nook and cranny in the whole place.  It has to be here.  It can’t be gone…it’s all I have left.  I felt the desperation like a vise around my chest, creating a direct relationship; as one increased, so did the other.  If my desperation had worsened, I would have passed out.
I was bent over in the corner of the room, wedged in between the front counter and a display case, burrowing under a cabinet, armed with a flashlight to see if the ring that I knew I didn’t take off in that room could have fallen underneath the wooden structure.  Though I wasn’t shocked when I didn’t discover it hiding coyly under there, I certainly was surprised that the tinkling of the entrance bells startled me enough to whack my head with enthusiasm against the cabinet when I shot up to attend to my customer.  As I turned trying to nonchalantly rub down the growing goose egg on my head, I was greeted by a familiar voice.
“I don’t think it’s safe for you to ever be left unsupervised.  You seem to find danger in the most innocuous places, don’t you?”
Holy shit!  Him again…
I was extremely capable of deluding myself, but even I couldn’t do it when I was faced with said delusion in the living flesh, in broad daylight, and in my very own place.  It also didn’t help that he seemed all too aware of who I was.  I tried my best to appear amused at his comment, though I found precious little funny about the situation.  I was again rendered incapable of speech, an impediment I would one day have to focus on correcting.  As I silently willed myself to speak he rescued me from myself.  Again.
“You must have really hit your head good.  I’ve never seen a woman at such a loss for words,” he chided with a wicked grin on his face.
“I…uh…it really hurt!” I stammered.  Clearly that was what I’d waited all this time to say to him.
He moved across the floor quickly with a utilitarian grace that was mesmerizing, coming to stand before me.  He reached up and gently removed my hand from my head.  The intensity of his presence made me shiver.
“Let me see.  I need to know if we’re making another trip to the hospital,” he said as he examined my frozen form.  I could barely breathe.
“There’s no blood, so that makes it a less interesting story for later, but better for now.  Do you feel dizzy?  Faint?  Nauseated?”
Apparently he was not only a hero but a trained medical professional too. Is he going for Sainthood?  I soon found him asking me an all-too-familiar question.
“Can you speak?” he asked softly, still grinning that grin that made me think he found this whole situation entirely too entertaining for my liking.
“Yes, I can.  Sometimes I just choose not to,” I said with just enough hostility for him to realize I didn’t enjoy being the butt of his joke.
“Sorry.  I didn’t mean anything by it.  I was just concerned that you might have a concussion; you really hit your head pretty hard on the cabinet,” he said while consciously wiping the smile from his face.  It appeared to take a considerable amount of effort for him to manage the task, but I appreciated both the effort and the outcome.
“What exactly were you doing down there?” he asked innocently.
“I lost something.  A ring.”
He turned his head somewhat mockingly to look around at the showroom, full of jewelry, most of which were rings.
“Not those.  This one is important, personal.  I can’t lose it.  Ever,” I said as my voice slowly softened, becoming mournful.  He smiled a different smile at me as he told me he’d help.  Even after all my months of obsessing about this man, needing to know who he was, his name, and his memories, he paled in importance at that moment.
“I have to find my ring.”


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