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Clear As Glass

by Lynn Kellan

Clear As Glass
5.0 stars – 9 Reviews
Text-to-Speech and Lending: Enabled

Here’s the set-up:

Poised to become her overbearing father’s right-hand man, Jaye Davis is tired of being a faceless drone, writing software. She’d rather help real people—like her clients who own a struggling glassblowing factory. While she’s there, she might even discover who she really is.Mitch Blake and his father keep butting heads about expanding Blake Glassware, and now Mitch has to deal with his father’s consultant, Jaye. She claims online marketing will boost sales, but Mitch insists broadening their product line will increase revenue. Arguing with this doe-eyed woman makes one thing perfectly clear: she has the power to shatter his safe but lonely life.

Jaye is caught between the father counting on her to run their business in the future, an ex-boyfriend who understands her past, and the solemn glassblower who wants her now, just as she is. Is she strong
enough to be honest about what she really wants?

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Chapter One

 

A branch cracked, loud as a gunshot. Something big was near her car. Something menacing. Something heavy enough to snap a thick branch in two. Jaye Davis dropped the lug wrench and snatched her flashlight off the pavement, pointing the thin beam into the tangle of trees. A bear-like shape disappeared behind a gnarled oak.

Jaye’s heart collapsed to the size of a hummingbird, quivering in her chest. The only weapons within reach were her high heels, a sputtering flashlight, and a greasy car jack. She flicked a glance at the dark October sky. If there were any angels drumming their fingers on Heaven’s countertop, could they swoop down and help right now?

Dry leaves rustled and she aimed the light at a thorny shrub. The beam landed on a pair of round eyes and long ears.

A bunny.

Not quite an angel, but the little rabbit would keep her company while she dealt with a flat tire, a valley with no cell reception, a big something in the woods, a consulting job hundreds of miles from home, and a new client waiting for her to show up.

A disaster.

Help wasn’t on the way. No one seemed to live this far north in Pennsylvania. She was five miles from the tiny town of Shinglehouse, but she hadn’t spotted a shingle or a house anywhere in these wooded mountains. Just bunnies, bears, and the monsters in her mind.

The shadows behind the tree trunks shifted, stretching long fingers into the Allegheny National Forest. An engine’s menacing growl vibrated behind her, and she whirled toward the two-lane highway. Headlights approached, bright enough to hurt her eyes. Jaye shielded her gaze and took a step back. Her right heel pierced a layer of dry leaves and sank into soft earth.

A battered pickup materialized, parking in front of her car on the gravel shoulder. The engine rattled to a stop and the driver’s side door swung open.

A man stepped into the glare of her headlights. He was a little older than she, perhaps in his early thirties. His knit cap, red sweatshirt, and faded jeans were ordinary enough, but he had the broad shoulders and lean core of a linebacker. Something in the glint of his gaze looked smarter¾and kinder¾than any of the football players she’d known.

“Looks like you’ve got a flat.” His oven-warm voice bounced off the bare maple limbs overhanging the road. “Anyone coming to help?”

“Nope, but I’m not alone.” She jabbed a shaky finger toward the woods. “There’s a bunny nearby. Maybe a bear, too.”

One blond brow arched, disappearing under the ribbed cuff of his hat. “Neither one can change a tire.”

“Guess I’m in trouble.” She tucked her wobbling fingers into a fist. This man was six feet taller and at least one-hundred-and-eighty pounds heavier than the average bunny. For him, removing a lug nut would be as easy as twisting a cap off a water bottle.

A shiver zinged down her spine. Should she trust him? Even though her prayer for help had been answered, she would’ve preferred a smaller, less-intimidating guardian angel—one with translucent wings and fairy dust. Not one who could crush a beer can with a careless squeeze of his big hand.

Overpowering her would be just as simple.

Cold wind cut through her wool skirt, slapping against her skin like she wore nothing at all. Jaye felt vulnerable and exposed, which was ironic. She’d fled to this remote part of the Appalachian Mountains to avoid those emotions, not put herself at the mercy of an imposing stranger.

The man reached into his truck and came toward her. Light from her headlights backlit him, masking his expression. Something dangled from his hand. A gun?

Jaye’s heart squirted in front of her lungs and banged against her ribcage. She pointed her flashlight in his direction but the beam fizzled and died.

The stranger kept coming, like a monster from the woods.

She swung the worthless flashlight and hit him below the belt. The jarring impact made the light flicker to life.

Whatever the man held dropped to the pavement with a loud, metallic clatter. He grunted and bent over.

“Don’t take another step.” She backed away, aiming the watery beam at the grimace twisting his mouth.

“Why’d you hit me?”

Some distant part of her brain registered that this man’s voice fell an octave after being clobbered in the groin. “I thought you were going to…”

His head notched up. “Going to what?”

“I have no idea.”

A puzzled frown crinkled his brow. “Why didn’t you ask?”

She kept the light pointed like it was the business end of a gun. “Because sex maniacs and murderers don’t tell people they’re sex maniacs and murderers until it’s too late.”

His eyes widened.

Even in the dim light, she could tell his irises were a dark, slate blue. Not a hint of depravity filtered into his steadfast gaze.

One big hand opened, palm out. “Sorry. Didn’t mean to scare you. My fault. Not yours.” He braced both hands on his thighs and blew out a sigh that misted in the cold October air.

Jaye didn’t dare look at the fly of his jeans. “Are you…hurt?”

“Yeah. Being mistaken for a sex-crazed murderer stings like hell.” His gaze flicked to her car. “I’m gonna change your tire. Probably should’ve mentioned that before I came toward you.”

Accepting his help didn’t feel right after nailing him in the nuts. “If you could remove the flat, I’ll put on the spare.”

“No way. I’ll take care of everything.” He picked up an item beside his foot. “Your flashlight is about to die. Use mine.”

She gripped the metal tube and offered an apologetic smile. “I thought you were carrying a gun.”

“No wonder you slugged me.” He cleared his throat and met her gaze. “Defending yourself was the right thing to do. You had no idea if I was up to no good, and you bought time to run away.”

The unexpected praise sent a curl of warmth into her chest. Grateful he wasn’t holding a grudge, she pointed his flashlight’s bright beam toward her flat tire. Her gaze crept over her car’s hood to the trees crowding the road. “A few minutes ago, I heard something in the forest. What lives in these woods?”

The man knelt by her flat. “You probably heard a possum or a whistle pig.”

She jerked her gaze toward him. “What the heck is a whistle pig?”

“A groundhog.” He gripped the wrench with hands the size of dinner plates and loosened the remaining lug nut with an efficient yank.

“Whatever I saw was bigger than a groundhog. More like a bear.”

“Doesn’t matter. He’ll fall to his knees if you hit him with your flashlight.” He looked over his shoulder at her. “Aim for the same spot you got me.”

She burst out laughing and covered her mouth. “Sorry about that.”

“Forget it.” He gave her an all-is-forgiven grin.

Her angel-trapped-in-two-hundred-pounds-of-muscle was a handsome man. Handsome enough to distract her from any bear shuffling through the woods. Yogi Bear. Smokey Bear. A grizzly bear. Didn’t matter. She couldn’t look away from the man kneeling a few feet away. “Thank you for stopping to help. I was beginning to think no one lived out here.”

“Plenty of people out here, but everyone is watching the game. I would be, too, but I have to meet some guy my father hired.” With a few industrious pumps of the jack, he raised the front end of her car. “Every year, he brings in some outsider to screw up our business.”

Foreboding skittered down her bare neck, sticking cold fingers under the collar of her blazer. “An outsider?”

“Yeah. A consultant who doesn’t know the first thing about our glassblowing factory.” He carried her flat to the open trunk. “Now I’ve got to come up with a good reason to fire some jerk I’ve never met.”

Her insides kinked. A few minutes ago, she hit him in the nuts and called him a murderous sex maniac. Now, he had very good reason to fire her. “You must be Mitch Blake.” She angled the flashlight at her chest. The bright light beamed off the ruffled white blouse peeking from the lapels of her blazer. “Your father hired me.”

Mitch’s gaze dropped to her skirt. “I’m supposed to meet someone named Jayson Davis.”

“I’m Jayson, but I’d rather you call me Jaye. Sorry about the confusion. If it’s any consolation, this isn’t the first time someone didn’t expect me. My father was convinced I’d be a boy. He liked the name Jayson too much to change it.” The confession eroded her confidence. Would Mitch be another man she’d never please?

The muscles along his jaw tightened, hard as the cold pavement. “Does my father know you’re a woman?”

“I have no idea. We made arrangements via email. He never asked.” Mitchell Blake was acting like a sexist oaf who thought women didn’t belong in a factory. Jaye gripped the flashlight, tempted to whack him in the nuts again. “Your father said he’d provide a place for me to live during our four-week contract. Could you point me to the hotel?”

“You’re not staying at a hotel.” Mitch’s terse words bounced off the road. “You’re living with me.”
Chapter Two

 

The loud clack of Jaye’s high heels against the kitchen floor punctuated the fact she didn’t belong in Mitchell Blake’s house. Determined to find an alternative, she swiped her thumb across the screen of her cell phone to activate her browser. “I’ll get a room at a hotel.”

“Don’t bother. Every place around here is booked.” Mitch shut the back door with a firm push. “There are no vacancies.”

“I don’t understand.” Jaye lowered her phone. “There’s nothing but woods up here. Have squirrels reserved every hotel room?”

“Not unless they’re hunting deer. This time of year, we’re swamped with hunters.” He folded his arms across his chest. “Let me get this straight. My father found you on the Internet, contacted you about doing some work for the factory, and hired you sight unseen?”

Apparently, their friendly banter about whistle pigs hadn’t eased Mitch’s reluctance to hire an outsider. So much for the warm welcome she’d hoped for. Now she didn’t feel guilty about clocking him in the nuts. “Your father didn’t hire me sight unseen. He saw my portfolio. Nick knows what he’s getting.”

Mitch’s shoulders shifted, angling toward her. “Are you a glass blower?”

“No. I specialize in virtual marketing. I’ll hone your factory’s brand, set up a presence on the web, and build a virtual store to sell your hand-blown drinking glasses.” She resisted the urge to tell him she majored in programming and marketing in college. Graduating summa cum laude hadn’t compelled her own father to hire her, so why would her accomplishments impress Mitch?

“An online store won’t work. People need to hold our products to see the clarity and quality of our glass.” He braced one arm against the back of a kitchen chair and shook his head. “Rather than pour our resources into virtual marketing, we need to offer new products to increase revenue.”

“Blake Glassware is a perfect candidate for an online store.” Jaye had to convince Mitch Blake to give her a chance. She was tired of being a faceless drone stuck in a cubicle, writing code. If she could help real people, she wouldn’t feel so invisible. “I’ve seen remarkable upticks in sales when companies branch into the virtual marketplace. With the right photography, your glassware will capture buyers on a global level.”

Mitch let out a dry laugh. “We have to hire a photographer, too?”

“No. I’ll take photographs for the website.”

“Two for the price of one.” He blew out a sigh. “How much is this project costing?’

“Nick hired me to work for one month. He asked me to keep the terms confidential, but you’re welcome to ask him for the details.”

“I intend to.” His hand tightened on the oak chair, his knuckles turned white against his wind-burned skin. “Tell me, when did you sign this contract?”

“Two weeks ago.” The hair along Jaye’s arms stood, poking the insides of her sleeves. “Didn’t your father tell you?”

“An hour ago. If I hadn’t run into him at my brother’s football game, he might’ve neglected to mention your arrival at all.”

No wonder Mitch didn’t welcome her with open arms—he had no idea she would show up. Their ridiculous predicament made a spurt of laughter bubble out of her fatigue. “We’re not off to a good start, are we?”

His hard stare could have been fused from glass. “My father will think this is downright hilarious.”

At least someone around here had a sense of humor. Jaye tilted her head. “Why did you want to fire me? You had no idea what I was hired to do.”

“Doesn’t matter what you were hired to do. I don’t like consultants.”

She took one look at the snarl curling his upper lip and felt a knot form in her chest. “Why not?”

His gaze blazed an imaginary hole into the refrigerator door. “You don’t need to know.”

This just keeps getting better and better. Jaye searched for Nick Blake’s contact information on her phone. Drat, she only had his office number. “Could you give me Nick’s cell? I’ll ask him to find a different place for me to stay.”

“No, I’ll call him. This is our fault. I’ll make things right.” Mitch tossed his knit hat onto the kitchen table. Ultra-short blond hair covered his head, the buzz cut similar to what an implacable drill sergeant might sport. Reaching behind his neck, he pulled the red sweatshirt over his head and tossed the fleece over a chair. Blake Glassware’s square lettering spanned the back of his red t-shirt.

Jaye’s jaw went slack. A whole sentence could fit between his broad shoulders. Living within touching distance of that impressive back would tempt her to do things she shouldn’t do, like flirt with a burly glassblower . Her stomach performed a ticklish somersault, her body’s way of saying “Yay, I want that!”

He lifted a phone out of his pocket. “We’ve got two women who work at the factory, but they have big families and full houses. I doubt they could give you a room.”

“I don’t want to inconvenience anyone.” Her gaze jumped to the clock hanging above an old black stove. The second hand wavered above the faded three before continuing the slow journey around the face. Nine-thirty. She’d been up since five in the morning. What she wouldn’t give to collapse onto a soft bed.

If she were a guy, she could crash in Mitch’s extra bedroom. Then again, everything would be simpler if she’d been born the son her parents so desperately wanted.

Darting away from that dangerous topic, she looked around the kitchen. The scuffed oak cabinets were outdated but the white counters were clean. Now that she’d found one of the shingled houses in Shinglehouse, she didn’t want to leave. Her overbearing father and philandering ex-boyfriend would never find her tucked away in Mitchell Blake’s brick ranch.

“My father isn’t answering.” Mitch lowered the phone to the table. “I’ll try again in five minutes.”

“Do most short-term employees stay with you?”

“Yeah. I’m the only one who has the room.”

“Ah, you’re the default host.”

“Mm.” He nudged his phone away from the table’s edge.

Not once did his gaze drop to her mouth, breasts, or hips in male speculation. Despite their rocky start, Mitch treated her with unwavering respect. Jaye knew, with surprising certainty, she would be safe here. The only thing stopping her from staying was the same thing always complicating her life—whether or not a man wanted her around. “I lived in a coed dorm in college.” She clasped her hands behind her back in an attempt to look casual. “Living with you wouldn’t be any different.”

His gaze jerked to hers. “What did you say?”

“You were willing to let an unfamiliar guy stay for a month.” She opened her hands and shrugged. “Why not me?”

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Mitch looked at the remarkable creature standing in his kitchen and wondered if he’d heard right. She wanted to stay?

Her chocolate brown gaze brushed down his chest, darted to his abdomen, and skidded to a stop on his belt buckle. A crimson stain crept into the pretty hollows of her cheeks.

Mitch couldn’t remember the last time a woman blushed around him. His voice blasted like gunfire out of his throat. “You can’t stay.”

“Why not?”

Her wide eyes looked as big as the hole in his heart. He gripped the back of a chair, knocked off balance by the undeniable surge of attraction clenching his insides. “I was willing to room with a guy. Not you.”

“Because I’m a woman?”

“Right. This is the last place you should be.” Lord, the luscious curve of her bottom lip would test a monk’s virtue.

Jaye crossed her arms and studied him like she was deciding which of his weaknesses to pick apart first.

Mitch felt like he was watching a bunny getting ready to bite a grizzly bear. He pressed the heel of a hand against his forehead to fight off a headache. She belonged in a swanky metropolitan hotel—not a half-renovated bachelor pad full of mismatched furniture. Cripes, her shoes probably cost more than his ancient kitchen table.

A slender finger tapped her delicate chin. “I don’t see any reason why I can’t stay.”

Mitch snorted. This woman had no idea how much she turned him on. With a Herculean effort, he managed not to drool at her magnificent legs. “Trust me. You’re better off someplace else.”

“But I like it here. Don’t worry, I’ll stay out of your way. On weekends, you’ll have the place to yourself because I’ll be visiting family in Syracuse.” Two eyebrows rose beneath side-swept bangs. “You won’t even know I’m here.”

“Impossible. I’ve been living by myself for years. I’ll know you’re here.” He couldn’t miss her. She was his type of woman—slender and athletic with a killer smile. Worse, her short chestnut hair did nothing to hide her pretty face and framed the most incredible pair of brown eyes he’d ever seen. Every time he met her gaze, Mitch’s brain dove to his groin. If her personality matched her good looks, he’d be in serious trouble. Better to put her miles away, not a few feet down his hallway. “I’ll find you another place to live.”

She covered her mouth, hiding a yawn. “Could I stay here tonight? It’s a little too late to nose around for an empty bed.” Her hands lowered, bumping against her thighs with a soft thump. “I know this is a huge imposition, but I’ve been in my car all day and I’m beat.”

He would’ve held his ground if she screamed and yelled, but her simple honesty got to him. Shifting his gaze, he glanced out the kitchen window at the smooth silver hood of her coupe. The expensive model looked as out of place as a Ferrari parked beside a tent. “You’ve got Virginia plates on your car,” he observed. “Did you drive up from there?”

“Yes, from Richmond.”

“That’s a ten-hour drive.”

She nodded and clasped her hands in front of her.

The woman standing in the middle of his kitchen looked like a little lost pixie. Any sane person would say she couldn’t hurt a bear like him, but Mitch knew better. Jaye Davis wasn’t like any other woman he’d encountered in months. Heck, make that years.

The instant he spotted her stranded on the side of the road, he knew she was special. Unlike most of the city girls he’d met, this one had the gumption to change her flat tire. She would’ve succeeded if she’d been strong enough to loosen the last two lugs.

Even though she had little reason to find anything funny about being stranded, she’d laughed when he joked about fighting off bears with her flashlight. He was lost the moment her laughter spilled into the cold, dead air.

For a magic moment, he thought she might hug him in gratitude—not for changing the tire, but for making her smile. The memory socked him in the gut. He’d do anything to make her smile again. “You can stay tonight. The extra bedroom is at the far end of the house.”

Her lips broadened into a grin. “Thank you. I’ll just bring in a couple of things from the car that shouldn’t stay out in the cold.”

“Fine.” Mitch hit redial on his phone. This time, his father picked up on the second ring.

“Hey, son. Tell Jayson to meet me in the office tomorrow at nine.”

“Yeah, sure.” Seeking privacy, Mitch left the kitchen. He entered his bedroom and eased the door shut. “We’ve got a problem, Dad. Jayson is a woman.”

“That’s weird. He sounded like a man in his email.”

Her email, you mean. She goes by Jaye, not Jayson.” Mitch stopped at his window, squinting at the horizon. The bumpy spine of the Appalachian mountains blocked the lower portion of the starry sky, just the way Mitch liked. The more he could close off this valley, the better. “I was willing to let a guy live in my spare bedroom. Not her.”

His father chuckled. “How cute is she?”

Mitch’s gut tightened, but he refused to admit Jaye knocked the air out of him every time he looked at her. “I just want to be alone.”

“Right. Everyone knows not to set foot in your house.”

Mitch gritted his teeth. “Does your wife know anyone who needs a roommate?”

“All of Elise’s friends are married with kids. None of them have extra bedrooms.” Irritation bled into Nick’s voice. “One of the single girls in town might share a room with Jaye, but you’ll have to strike up a conversation in order to find out.”

Mitch’s headache sharpened. He’d gotten so used to avoiding women, the prospect of calling one sounded as appealing as oral surgery.

He slumped onto the edge of his bed and thought about how quiet his life was an hour ago. “Send Jaye home. We don’t need an online store. We need to expand our product lines.”

“Hold on. Elise wants to tell me something.” Low murmurs produced a chuckle. “Elise wants to get pregnant. She’s ovulating, so I’d better get to work.”

The line went dead.

Mitch tossed the phone onto the mattress and held his head in his hands. Hearing his father talk about sex always made him wince, but the sting felt particularly deep tonight. Rather than come up with a solution for Mitch’s problem, Dad cut off the conversation to screw around with his wife. No big surprise. Every time Mitch talked about the factory, his father found an excuse not to listen.

Hiring Jaye to sell their stemware meant Blake Glassware wasn’t changing. Mitch felt like he’d been punched in the gut. He and his men were capable of making so much more than goblets and wine glasses.

He didn’t know what was worse—this powerlessness at work, or the knowledge his empty home was being invaded by a doe-eyed stranger whose sole purpose was to make his job more tedious.

Rubbing a hand across the thick prickle of hair on his head, Mitch muttered a curse. Every consultant who walked into the factory wreaked havoc—screwing up the inventory, offering useless advice about productivity, butchering the shipping department. The worst misdeed of all occurred when one consultant convinced Mitch’s mother to walk away, leaving the family and the business in tatters.

What destruction would Jaye Davis leave in her wake?

The sound of her heels striking the linoleum floor made Mitch’s stomach shrink to a hard, tight knot. Somehow, he’d have to stop her from destroying everything he’d fixed over the past ten years. Swallowing a groan, he walked to the kitchen.

She stood near the beat-up table with a suitcase at her feet, a computer briefcase in one hand, and a camera bag slung over her shoulder. With her short dark hair mussed by the wind and the tip of her nose a bright pink, she didn’t look like someone about to condemn him to long days of drudgery. Instead, she looked like someone who’d breathe life into his hollow existence.

Happiness was the last thing he wanted.

With an abrupt swing of his arm, he pointed toward the living room. “Go through here and take the hallway to the other end of the house. The extra bedroom is the first door on your left. Clean sheets are in the closet.”

“Okay. Thank you.” She extended the handle on her wheeled suitcase and walked past.

Unable to resist any longer, he let his gaze caress the firm shape of her calf muscles. His mouth watered. Damn, he never should’ve looked. He strode to the back door, twisting the lock with a flick of his hand. “I go to work at five in the morning. I’ll come back at eight-thirty to bring you to the factory. You shouldn’t drive in these mountains until you replace your spare with a standard tire.”

She paused where the linoleum ended and carpet began. “Oh, I hadn’t thought of that. Thanks.” Lifting two fingers in an awkward wave, she hitched her camera case higher on her shoulder. “Have a good night.”

The faint squeak of the wheeled suitcase faded away.

Mitch grabbed a leftover hoagie from the fridge, turned off the lights, and returned to the questionable sanctuary of his dark, lonely bedroom.

For the first time since he moved into his house, he allowed a beautiful stranger inside. For the hundredth time in his adult life, he wondered what the heck his father had gotten him into now.
 

 

Chapter Three

 

Could a steering wheel crack under the force of someone’s grip? Jaye would find out in the next five seconds. If Mitch clenched his hands any tighter, he’d shatter the pickup truck’s steering wheel.

She tucked a short tendril of hair behind her ear. “Have you thought of a way to fire me yet?”

The tendons along his forearm twitched. “I’ll fire you if you tell me to streamline my workforce, or whatever you experts call it these days.”

Ouch. He wasn’t in a good mood. Jaye settled the briefcase in her lap and folded her hands on top of the smooth brown leather. “Why would I suggest reducing your personnel?”

“Because every consultant has the same idiotic idea when they walk into my factory.” Hunching his shoulders, he glared at the road. “I’m not firing any of my employees.”

His bullish mood matched his bullish constitution, evidenced by the fact he wasn’t wearing a coat despite the cold October air. No goose bumps marred the burly arms protruding from his red T-shirt, whereas Jaye couldn’t stop shivering under her blazer.

Perhaps pestering a glassblower would get her blood pounding. If she poked hard enough, she might get past Mitch’s hard shell. That being said, she rather liked his shell. The light of day fell upon his concrete jaw, leaving no doubt he could sustain any punch thrown his way. He’d shaved off his blond whiskers, revealing the smooth planes of his cheeks. He was an intriguing combination of blunt angles and brawn. If she measured the circumference of his biceps and chest, she had no doubt Mitch would be twice her size. How would a big guy like him react to a little ribbing?

She tapped her briefcase. “Do you warn every consultant to keep away from your employees?”

“Yep.”

“Since we’re on the topic, how many employees do you have?”

“Doesn’t matter.” He stopped at an intersection, keeping his gaze on the road. “I won’t fire a single one.”

“Even if they’re lazy? Ill-tempered? Prone to drop glassware?”

“My men don’t have those problems.” He stepped on the gas.

Gravel pinged against the pickup’s underside. They crested a hill, accelerating toward a sprawling meadow tinted gold by the sunrise. An attractive two-story brick building stood in the middle of the property. A row of shiny glass windows belted the exterior walls. A contemporary metal sign hung above the modern entry.

Blake Glassware.

He turned into the parking lot, zoomed into a space, and slammed on the brakes.

Jaye’s briefcase hit the dashboard with a loud thump. Anger leapt into her throat. “You refuse to fire your employees, yet you were ready to fire me before we met. Seems a bit hypocritical.”

“There’s a difference between you and my employees. I hired most of the people working at Blake Glassware.” Mitch cut the engine with a twist of his wrist. “I had no say in hiring you.”

“How many consultants have visited?”

“We’ve had efficiency consultants, marketing consultants, storage consultants—you name it. I never agree with anything they have to say. They cause mayhem and cost a helluva lot of money.” He pulled the brim of his baseball cap farther down his forehead and yanked the keys out of the ignition. “A productivity consultant stopped by a few months ago, but he didn’t stay long. Apparently, I made him uncomfortable.”

“Go figure.” Jaye got out of the truck, smoothed her navy skirt, and fell into step beside Mitch. “This is the last chance to clarify your expectations before I step into your factory.”

“I expect you to stay out of my way.” He opened the etched door for her. “I don’t take business advice from anyone who doesn’t know a thing about glassblowing.”

“Fantastic.” She walked into the lobby and stopped near an inviting grouping of upholstered chairs. The large room looked like an exclusive art gallery. Colorful abstract paintings hung on the brick walls. Gleaming ductwork crisscrossed the vaulted ceiling in a perfect display of industrial chic. Well-lit shelving displayed various styles of stemware. The glass sparkled like it was dipped in diamonds. Very impressive.

The only thing marring the ambiance was a low-pitched roar. Jaye crinkled her nose at Mitch. “Do you have a fire-breathing dragon hidden in your factory?”

He glanced at the door toward the back of the lobby and rubbed the back of his neck. “We keep the dragon in the studio. He eats consultants for breakfast. I can’t introduce you, yet.” He jabbed a thumb toward a carpeted hallway. “My father wants to meet you first.”

“Does your father feed the dragon?”

“No.” He bracketed his hands on lean hips. “Taking care of the dragon is my job.”

Jaye gave a respectful nod. “I’ll remember that.”

Beneath the dark brim of his hat, blue eyes searched hers. “If you do, you’ll be the first consultant who paid attention to anything I said.”

“Count on it.” She headed toward the corridor. Mitch’s work boots thudded behind her, and she imagined his gaze drilling between her shoulder blades. The center of her back burned. Stopping at a door adorned with Nick Blake’s name, she raised her hand to knock.

“Hold on. I’ve got this.” Mitch reached around her.

His arm brushed hers and the brief contact ignited a ribbon of goose bumps under her blouse. She stepped back, landed on his foot, and stumbled.

“Whoa.” He gripped her waist, steadying her.

Heat burst into her face. “Did I hurt your foot?”

“No. You okay?”

“Yes, but sometimes I can be a bit klutzy.” She looked over her shoulder and met his gaze. “I’m so sorry.”

The door swung open, revealing a less bulky version of Mitch, with dark hair and a ready smile. “You must be Jaye. I’m Nick Blake.”

“Uh, yes. Hello.” She shook his hand, aware of Mitch’s touch drifting off her waist.

“I’m sorry about the confusion over your living arrangements.” Nick waved her into his office. “When I asked Mitch to put you up, I never thought to ask if you were a woman. Rest assured, there’s no confusion about where you’ll work. Your office is right across the hall.” The corners of Nick’s eyes crinkled. “I can’t wait to see your design for our website. As soon as we’re online, our company will reach customers all over the world.”

Mitch approached his father. “Before we conquer the Internet, I’d like a word with you.”

The sober pronouncement doused Nick’s smile like a wet blanket thrown over a cheerful campfire. “I can’t talk now. I’ve got to get the boys to their dental appointment.”

Mitch pointed to a red folder in Nick’s inbox. “Have you read my report yet? There are a number of things to consider before we develop a virtual marketing plan.”

Nick didn’t meet his son’s gaze. “I’ve considered everything.”

“Right.” Mitch took off his hat and pressed the heel of his hand against his forehead.

With a jolt, Jaye realized his gruffness might’ve been spurred by the anticipation of this confrontation with his father.

Nick sought Jaye’s gaze. “I’ll take you out to lunch. We’ll talk then.”

“Sure.” She placed her briefcase on the floor, directly in the path of Nick’s escape route. “Can Mitch join us? I’d like to hear his perspective, too. He’s your partner, after all.”

Her request had an interesting effect. Nick’s mouth hung open and Mitch’s gaze jerked to her. She smoothed her expression, calm as the sphinx in a raging dust storm.

Nick scowled at his son. “Are you on target to reach quota for this month?”

Mitch set the baseball cap back on his head. “Not yet.”

“Then we’ll catch you another day when the studio can afford to miss you.” Nick slid his arms into the sleeves of his coat. “Sorry, Jaye. We’ve got to manufacture enough pieces to meet our orders, and Mitch needs to be in the studio to reach those goals.”

Something was going on between these two men that had nothing to do with quotas. Jaye cleared her throat. “I doubt Blake Glassware will fall to pieces if Mitch takes an hour off for lunch.”

Mitch folded his substantial arms over his chest and glared at the unread report in his father’s inbox. “Count me out. I’d rather work over lunch.”

“See you at noon, Jaye.” Nick walked out of the office without acknowledging his son.

The snub was a bad sign. The rift between father and son was wide. She shot a curious gaze at Mitch. “Would you give me a tour of the factory? Along the way, you can tell me what direction you’d like Blake Glassware to take in the next few years.”

He rolled his eyes. “Discussing the future would be a waste of time.”

The toneless indifference in his voice disturbed her. “I don’t understand why you think laying the groundwork for your business’s future is a waste. Does your father own the controlling interest in the factory?”

“No. We have equal shares.”

“Then you have just as much say in the future of this company as he does.” Not waiting for him to contradict her, she strode across the hall to her new office. Even though the room was small, the old metal desk had plenty of space for her laptop, along with a roomy drawer to stow her camera case.

Mitch appeared in her doorway and shook his head. “Two days ago, this was the broom closet.”

“This is luxurious compared to what I normally get. At least, I have a view of the meadow through the window.” Her cell phone chimed. “Sorry, I should check this message. I’ve been waiting to hear from my real estate agent.” She felt guilty for interrupting the conversation to respond to a text, but Mitch didn’t seem to mind. Sliding the sleek cell phone out of her jacket pocket, she glanced at the screen.

Your condo is officially on the market. I put the 4 sale sign up this morning. Don’t worry, I won’t tell your Dad or your ex what you’re up to, just like you asked.

Her father wouldn’t be pleased when he found out she’d detoured off the carefully mapped road to her future and severed ties with her boyfriend. With any luck, she’d buy enough time in this quiet valley to heal before her father demanded answers.

Her quest for peace wouldn’t be easy if she had to deal with a big glassblower with a chip on his brawny shoulder. Would a dose of humor jar him out of his bad mood?

“Introduce me to some of your employees.” She rubbed her palms together in her best imitation of a consultant ready to wreak havoc. “I need to figure out whom to fire.”

Blue eyes contracted into two menacing slits.

She took an exaggerated breath and grinned. “I love leaving a trail of destruction in my wake. Makes me feel giddy. Consultants enjoy making heads roll, you know. The rush is addictive.”

“Aw, hell.” Mitch left her office and stomped away.

She caught up with him in the hallway, giving him a blatant once-over. “I’ve never met a glassblower before. I expected you to be more avant-garde, since you’re an artist and all.”

“I’m not an artist.”

“Doesn’t feel good to be lumped into a group, right?” She linked her hands behind her back and walked beside him. “I wish you wouldn’t assume I’m like every other consultant you’ve encountered.”

The length of his stride shortened. He nudged up the brim of his cap, revealing the bunched muscles along his forehead. “Are you always so sharp in the morning?”

“Yes. Are you?”

“Not until I have caffeine.” He resumed walking at his normal speed. “Do yourself a favor and avoid talking to me until I’ve had coffee. That’ll make life more pleasant while you’re living under my roof.”

Again, her stomach did that strange somersault. Did he want her to stay? “I promised to move into a hotel later today.”

“Right. Good luck with that.” He grinned.

Jaye’s steps faltered at the handsome sight. She’d fall flat on her face if he ever gave her a full smile. Leery of what other surprises this man had in store, she followed him into a large office flanked by a wall of inboxes.

“How long have you been consulting?” he asked, flipping through several pieces of mail.

“Five years.” After putting in so much time, she’d finally merited a job offer from her father. Once she finished working for Blake Glassware, she’d become her father’s right-hand man, so to speak. She wondered when she’d start feeling excited about stepping into the role of Davis Software’s heir.

Mitch tossed a catalog into a garbage can. “You’ve been jumping from job to job for five years?”

“Many of my assignments have been long term. I was in Richmond for almost a year.”

“I see.”

The note of censure in his voice indicated he thought her itinerant lifestyle little better than a clown wandering the country in a traveling circus.

A woman waddled into the office, maneuvering so her pregnant belly wouldn’t bump into the filing cabinet. “You must be our new consultant. Don’t worry, I’m not about to give birth to an elephant. I’m Sarah, the administrator for Blake Glassware.”

“I’m Jayson Davis, but please call me Jaye.”

Sarah pursed her lips. “My gosh, you look familiar. Have we met before?”

Jaye’s optimism wavered. Her family lived three hours north of here. Had their photo appeared in the local papers? If so, her anonymity was in jeopardy. During the next four weeks, she wanted the freedom to be herself—whoever that was. “A lot of people say I remind them of someone. I must have a twin running around. I hope she’s nice.”

“This will drive me crazy. I’ll figure out why I recognize you.” Sarah looked at Mitch, who watched their interaction with a mild scowl. “Don’t move, mister. Girl with a big stomach coming your way.”

The scowl tilted into a grin. “What did I do now?”

“You fixed things, as usual.” She navigated around a desk and wrapped her arms around Mitch’s sturdy shoulders, patting him on the back. “My son threw two perfect passes at the football game. He felt so much better after you took him out for a catch last week. I don’t know what you two talked about, but it worked.” She stepped back, holding him at arm’s length. “I love you for helping him, you know?”

A dull flush crept up Mitch’s thick neck. “I just showed him a few ways to evade a tackle, that’s all.”

“You gave my kid more coaching than he’s gotten during the past month.” Sarah squeezed his arm. “You should have seen him last night. He played great.”

“I was there, watching my brothers.” He poked her in the shoulder. “You said hi to me at halftime.”

“Oh, right. I swear, pregnancy makes me stupid.” Sarah laughed, her chin-length blonde curls bouncing. She turned toward Jaye. “Don’t hesitate to ask me anything, but I can’t guarantee I’ll remember the answer until after this baby is born.”

“No problem.” Sarah’s open display of affection for Mitch disconcerted Jaye. Nobody at Davis Software hugged her father. Heck, Jaye couldn’t remember the last time she’d embraced her father. When she was eight, maybe? Heat prickled across her chest, a warning that her thoughts had ventured into uncomfortable territory. She unbuttoned her blazer, nudging apart the lapels to get some air.

Mitch’s gaze landed on the open collar of her white blouse. The dull flush on his neck turned a deep red.

A middle-aged brunette entered the room and tossed Jaye a smile. “Hello. I’m Veronica.”

“Watch out,” Sarah warned with a wink. “Veronica does our accounts receivable. She’s really good at taking other people’s money.”

Veronica scrutinized Jaye’s navy skirt and tweed blazer. “We get together at my house on Tuesday nights to play poker. Want to join us tomorrow?”

“Sure. I like playing cards.”

“Great. We accept IOUs if you run out of cash.” Veronica grinned, showing a row of slightly crooked teeth. “I want to win enough to buy a new desk lamp.”

“You’ll have one month to collect the money,” Mitch advised. “Jaye is leaving at the end of November.”

“Oh, darn.”

“I’m surprised you expected her to be here for much longer.” He tossed more junk mail into the trash. “Consultants never stay in one place for long.”

Jaye’s spine stiffened. “A contract extension could keep me around.”

“I’ve yet to meet any specialist who inspired me to extend their contract,” he countered, jamming a letter into the back pocket of his jeans.

Sarah and Veronica traded a look.

“Extending a contract is definitely your prerogative,” Jaye agreed, forcing a saccharin smile. “Especially if you need help developing an online marketing plan.”

He snorted. “I don’t need that kind of help.”

“Given your aversion to technology, I’m stunned to see electric lighting in your factory.” Jaye met his piercing gaze with a cheerful shrug. “Shall we continue the tour?”

“Might as well.” Shoving the rest of his mail back into his mailbox, he strode out of the office.

Jaye turned toward Sarah. “Does he always growl?”

“Not when he’s happy. Then again, he hasn’t been happy for years.”

Veronica drummed her fingertips on a desk. “Perhaps a consultant can turn things around.”

“You’d have better luck with a magician.” Jaye hurried after Mitch, who was striding down the corridor.

“The hallway to the right leads to shipping.” He gestured toward a small room. “We keep the copier and office supplies in here. My glassblowers eat their lunch in the conference room to escape the heat from the furnace. Don’t plan on using that room in the middle of the day.”

“I’m a little confused.” She flicked her gaze around the immediate area. “Where is Accounts Payable? Marketing? Sales?”

“My father does those jobs.” Mitch walked past her.

She lunged, grabbing his forearm. His skin was very warm, evidence his internal furnace ran ten degrees hotter than most. Heat traveled through her palm, up her arm, and zipped toward the tips of her breasts. Jaye snatched back her hand.

Mitch frowned at the part of his arm where she’d touched him.

Through the safe fringe of her bangs, Jaye looked at him. “Did a consultant recommend paring down your staff even though you have only four people staffing your offices?”

“No. He believed reducing the number of glassblowers would increase our profit margin.”

“Oh.” She leaned back, letting her shoulders thud against the wall. “No wonder you don’t like consultants.”

“I can always count on them to screw up my life.” Mitch tilted the brim of his cap. A devilish smirk chased the tension off his face. “Come with me. I need to feed the dragon. Months have passed since the last consultant arrived.”

“Was he the one who recommended you fire some glassblowers?”

“The very one.”

“Then I have nothing to worry about. I’d never suggest firing glassblowers in the pursuit of profit.” An impish smile curled her lips. “I’d get rid of whoever runs the studio.”

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Mitch deserved that wisecrack, considering how rough he’d been on Jaye all morning. Anxious to return to his natural habitat, he opened the studio’s heavy door. A rush of heat and sound flooded the lobby.

A furnace the size of a large dragon stood in the center of the studio. The fire in its belly glowed a bright orange. Contrary to what Mitch told Jaye, the furnace lived on a steady diet of silica, lime, ash, and barium.

Jaye walked into the expansive room and stood a respectful distance from the steel beast. “This must be where you make the molten glass.”

“This is the heart of the factory,” he acknowledged, feeling a surge of satisfaction at what he and his family had built. “Ingredients are heated to two thousand four hundred degrees to make glass.”

She pointed to the smaller furnaces flanking the large one. “Those aren’t as hot. You use them to keep the glass malleable, right?”

“You’ve done some homework.” Damn. Pretty and smart—a deadly combination. He needed to wake up to stay a step ahead. To his relief, he spotted a steaming pot of coffee on the nearby counter. He filled a mug with the black sludge. “Want some?”

Jaye shook her head. “Where is the lehr?”

He pointed to a large oven near the back of the room. “We use the lehr to cool finished pieces slowly so they don’t shatter.” Mitch swallowed a mouthful of coffee. The bitter brew cleared the cobwebs out of his brain. “Glass can explode if it’s not treated right.”

“How often do pieces shatter?”

“Around here, not much. If someone gets cut, we have an EMT who works in our shipping department. He can patch us up, but I usually take my guys to the hospital for stitches. A sharp piece of glass can cut deep.”

Jaye’s gaze flowed up his left arm and down the right.

Looking for cuts, no doubt. A tendril of pride crept up his spine. “I’ve never needed stitches.”

“Oh. Right.” She looked away. The hollows of her cheeks pinkened.

Another blush. He could get used to this. The painful tension gripping his shoulders dripped away. Swallowing another mouthful of coffee, he watched the orange light from the fire play across her pretty face. He was so distracted by the sight, he didn’t realize she was asking him a question until he saw the frown beneath her chestnut bangs. He raised his voice over the furnace’s roar. “Sorry, I didn’t hear you.”

She took a hesitant step forward, tilting her pink lips toward his ear. “Glassblowers work in pairs, right? Who is your partner?”

“Freddie.” Having her this close made his gut feel like he’d just swallowed a lit firework. He pointed across the room to his friend, who gave a cheerful salute in return.

For several moments, she watched the glassblowers. “Your customers would love to see you at work. May I take pictures in the studio?”

“No. Distractions need to be kept to a minimum while my men work with dangerous materials.” She was a dangerous distraction, but he didn’t voice the thought. “I don’t want to temporarily blind my guys with a camera’s flash while they’re working.”

“I can shoot without a flash.”

“The answer is still no. The only people I want close to the hot glass are my men.” He waited, curious to see how far she’d push to get what she wanted. If she acted like any other consultant, she’d go to his father to get her way.

“Okay. No pictures.” With a shrug, she opened her hands. “Let’s talk about where you’d like to see Blake Glassware in the next five years.”

“We’re known for our stemware, but I want to produce more than glasses. Crafting items like pitchers, vases, and bowls will appeal to our current customers and attract new ones. I spelled out my thoughts in the report I wrote for my father.”

“May I read your report? I’d like to keep your vision in mind when I have lunch with Nick.”

“I can email you a copy.”

“Great. Use this address.” She handed him a business card listing her name, cell number, and email address. “Thanks for letting me crash at your house last night. Today, I’ll find another place to stay.”

He tucked her card into the back pocket of his jeans. “I hate to be a killjoy, Miss Davis, but you won’t find one.”

Her lips pressed together. “There’s got to be something available.”

“We’re wedged between the Allegheny National Forest and the Appalachian Mountains. Around here, there’s more wildlife than people. Shinglehouse is too small to have a hotel. The only accommodations you’ll find are in Coudersport or Olean, and they’re booked for hunting season.” He scanned her white blouse, classy skirt, and shiny black heels. “A city girl like you may have a ton of street savvy, but that won’t help you find a vacancy in these back woods.”

“Wanna bet?”

A slow, sexy smile appeared on her extraordinary mouth. The lit firework in his belly exploded, embedding shards of carnal excitement into every vital organ. “Hell, yeah. Name your terms.”

“If I find a hotel room, you have to stop calling me a consultant.”

“And what do I get when you don’t find a hotel room?” He smirked. “Besides a roommate for the month.”

Jaye’s winsome eyes narrowed. “If I lose the bet, I’ll cook dinner tonight.”

“For just one night?” He shook his head. Fully caffeinated, his mind came up with a brilliant alternative. “Providing one meal isn’t much of a sacrifice, considering you’ll be living in my house for the next four weeks. Fix me a few meals, at least.”

“Fine. I’ll cook dinner three nights a week, but I’ll take off Tuesdays to play poker with Sarah and Veronica. I won’t be around on weekends, so I can’t cook then. Fair enough?”

“Deal.” He extended his hand.

Her slender palm slid into his with a firm grasp.

The soft feel of her skin beneath his fingers sent a jolt of satisfaction deep into his bones. “By the way, I’d like beef tonight.”

Shaking her head, she laughed. “I can’t wait to watch you eat your words.”

If eating his words meant she’d stay in his house, he’d wolf down every syllable.

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Like the McDonald’s signs of old used to say, billions have been served. I earned my meal ticket, though, and I’d be lying if I said part of me didn’t want it. I didn’t know a whole lot about this world before leaving the homestead, where everything was green and safe and nobody knew any different, but I’ve seen enough things now to realize how very doomed we are. People haven’t lived anywhere in a long time; they’ve merely survived. Yeah, I’d say we screwed it up big time.

The box my Last Supper came in even has a facsimile of Da Vinci’s painting on the front. The irony is enough to kill me all on its own. Take of my body and eat; take of my blood and drink, it says in flowing script. I never did enjoy that particular sacrament, my knowledge of it only sufficient enough to pass the yearly Justification exam.

Oh yeah, that reminds me. Justification. I suppose that’s the reason I’m here in the first place, and why millions have been before me. It’s a simple enough test for those who don’t know better, impossible for those who do. Then there are those, like my devout and now deceased wife, who fall through the cracks. All you have to do is prove your worth to this crippled but highly regimented society, and you can continue breathing. Fail, and your final gift is a poisoned repast. More irony for you, I suppose. Poisoned repasts have been a specialty of the human race for some time, long before the weeds came and destroyed everything. The weeds were ours too, by the way, but I’ll get to those. I recall John 3:16. “For God so loved the world He gave His only begotten son, that whoever believes in Him shall have everlasting life.” I guess God decided we weren’t much worth saving this time. He probably gave up on His creation the way you give up a piece of burnt toast when you can’t scrape off enough of the black stuff.

I just discovered a packet of oil and vinegar in the bottom of the box. It pads the blow of the salad, but only a little. At least there’s dessert: a big, thick wedge of chocolate cake. I can’t even remember the last time I saw chocolate. Had to be when I was barely big enough to see over the table. The God-fearing pricks would probably say they prayed extra hard to make the cocoa beans grow, but I think most of the good stuff, like chocolate and sugar and all the things we used to think of as “sinful,” comes from the Divine Rite labs nowadays. It’s much easier to control it for the masses that way. There may be a lone plant or two in the tropics still doing nature’s work, but I wouldn’t know. I can only hope with the naivety of a child still wishing for the existence of the tooth fairy that the Blight didn’t destroy everything. It’s a big planet after all, and even after everything that’s happened, I can’t quite become a full-blown cynic.

I believe I will start my meal with the cake. If there was ever a time to buck tradition and have dessert first, it’s now.

The other parts of the Supper include a hunk of charred meat (species indeterminate), and a small loaf of bread that feels like it’s at least a few days old. There’s also a small bottle of the fermented grape juice the Rite calls red wine, enough for a single glass. That’s plenty for me, since I’d like to be able to write everything I have to say with a clear head.

It might not sound like much, but all this food would be a marvel for most. Meat is a luxury because livestock requires grass and grain to feed, and what little is left has to go to feed the humans. The ones that roam the wild and eat what grows out there … well, I’ll get to some of them in a bit. Wouldn’t want to spoil my appetite.

I just took my first bite of the cake. It’s greasy and thick and it coats my tongue against another flavor that reminds me of gasoline. That’s probably the poison. Suddenly, the generous slice doesn’t seem like such a gift. The salad is the only thing that might taste even remotely clean in all this, so maybe I should be a little thankful it’s here.

I just read the short letter accompanying the meal, the standard message, I think. My wife received its twin with her own Supper:

To ensure a painless and dignified passing, we present you with a meal handcrafted by our expert chefs to your exact tastes as specified on your Justification Exam.

Except maybe the salad.

The Divine Rite will place your earthly remains in a planter with a beautiful tree to be placed in one of our scenic Memorial Gardens designed with the comfort of your eternal rest in mind. The Holy Uniter would like to thank you for your service to our nation and to the world.

You may be wondering why they use us for tree fertilizer, but that’s not too weird when you think about it. The disposal of bodies posed a challenge in the beginning. Burial wasn’t just inefficient with the number of dead involved. The roots of the serpent weeds make digging next to impossible. It’s a network stretching far beneath the ground, so thick and hard it takes enormous earth movers to break through them. And if you do, well, they start growing back before you get more than a few loads of dirt out. It’s almost like they’re intelligent.

Let me rephrase that. They are intelligent.

But crematoriums were a poor solution to the problem. The skies were black with the smoke. Even worse, the weeds seemed to thrive off the acidic rain the emissions produced, so the Rite came up with a real bright idea. They used a caustic powder to dissolve the bodies instead. It didn’t work on the weeds, but that was a good question if you were already thinking it. It worked like gangbusters on human flesh and bone, though, and there was just enough residue left to make fertilizer for a potted plant (Divine Rite Certified, of course), which the departed’s family could then plant in a Memorial Forest, one of those hallowed patches of ground the weeds hadn’t taken over for some reason. The Rite would say it was God’s providence, but it was just a simple game of evolutionary luck in our favor.

I think I’ve rambled on long enough, though. There is a much longer tale beyond all this, and I have only a little while to tell it if the Supper works the way I think it does. Things happen too fast to allow for even the smallest amounts of self-indulgence or cathartic blathering. Nonetheless, it’s a tale that needs telling, even if no one else ever reads it, because maybe if I know it and hear it deep down in my heart, I’ll be able to move on to the doing that needs done, even if it hurts my heart more than words could ever say. Even if it will never bring back the ones I’ve lost.

At any rate, I’d better continue before my steak gets cold.

 

Chapter 2

It wasn’t like the world didn’t see it coming. The devil was in the pollen, and it took decades for people to start connecting the dots. Reports of increased asthma, skin diseases, cancer, and anaphylactic shock made a little murmur in the newswires from time to time, but it was when the birth defects started popping up in clusters too big to ignore that folks started to panic. And the Blight, of course. Can’t forget those. There was a whole host of new “super weeds” out there, and industry people couldn’t just cover up the tidal wave of pictures and videos and anecdotes normal folks were passing among themselves, even if the media was largely ignoring it. In the old world, where people were accustomed to sharing everything from what they ate for breakfast to the last time they had sex, it was natural that word about our agriculture problems would spread like the weeds themselves. And be just as hard to lie about.

The companies involved weren’t complacent. They expunged data, silenced whistleblowers, and spun lies into gold. Denial and ignorance reigned among groups who disagreed on who had spliced what gene into what that caused the Blight, or whose Super Weed Killer eventually gave way to the species that we came to call Serpent Weeds. There were big suits out there still insisting on the safety of genetic modification in light of the atrocities, their lies becoming so robust and defiant they even attempted to make the weeds sound like a good thing. Not long ago, I even found old literature advertising a big annual festival called Salad Days, where supporters of these big agro companies would gather and “Eat the Future!” as they called it. That not only included the contaminated plant life, but the animals that fed upon it.

Naturally enough, many of those participants were the first to go, and when the founder of the Salad Days events died of a particularly aggressive form of flesh-eating cancer, the festivals stopped altogether and the chorus of dread became a lot more monotone.

In a last fit of desperation, the government ordered planes to drop loads of specially developed herbicide from the skies to kill the invaders. It poisoned what good crops remained and contaminated the groundwater, but the weeds grew bigger and hardier. Fire was another option, but that beast was difficult to control. It wiped out as many homes and towns as it did people, and new weeds sprouted up right through the ash. Freezing with liquid nitrogen seemed to hold them at bay for awhile, but there weren’t enough resources to keep it going, and as soon as the weeds thawed, they bounced back twice as hard.

As for the few crazies who survived that initial glut of Salad Days stupidity, well, a lot of them gave rise to what we know as Divine Rite today. It takes crazy to make crazy, after all, and you have to be a particular brand of lunatic to come up with ideas like Justification and The Last Supper.

But I don’t really need to go into the rest, do I? There isn’t enough time, for one thing. More importantly, the “how” of it doesn’t really matter anymore. That’s because after things really turned south, we can only guess what happened. Histories of the rise of the Divine Rite were wiped clean of all their warts, and the truth only lives on in those brave enough to share it. I received the barest glimpse of it before I arrived where I am now, and I can tell you there is a whole hell of a lot more involved here than a simple gene splice gone wrong. It was a cataclysm far beyond Biblical, and I’m not sure anyone will ever really know the facts, or if the facts at this point would even make a difference. They couldn’t undo what’s been done.

It might surprise some people to know there were still thriving and established communities in this country, even at the height of the Blight. They were small and heavily quarantined, of course. The Rite designed these electrified domed nets to hang over the residential areas and farms that trapped most of the serpent weed pollen and allowed for a sustainable amount of subsistence farming.

Most of the people who lived under those nets were asleep. I know, because I was one of them. Our news was every bit as filtered as the air, and we were blissfully ignorant, “doing God’s Work” and passing Justification accordingly. Well, most of us were, anyway. There were a few who knew it was all an illusion, that the Rite was just another group of tyrants from a long line of them stretching back to the time of Jesus himself. I got to know some of those good people very well, and so will you.

Under the net, most people had to follow some basic rules. Stay free of drugs and alcohol, make your productivity quotas (that’s hold a job, in plain speak), procreate according to the mandate of the local Divine Rite poobah and, of course, go to church three days a week.

Our little patch of fertile land was called God’s Hope. Not too imaginative, but creativity is rarely a valued commodity among the pious. If you ever needed an example of how well Justification worked, you could look to my hometown. The grass grew green and tender, the people were smiling and content, and there was always enough food to keep their bellies full as long as nobody bred out of turn.

I lived in God’s Hope until I lost my wife. After that, I just sort of floated along like a dead leaf on a stagnant pond.

Tumors invaded Linny’s pancreas, and two years later, she died. But it wasn’t from the cancer. When it was her yearly trip to the Exam center in the center of town, she drew the short straw. Months of illness had made her too weak to attend church. She also lacked the strength to care for the home or perform any of her required civic duties. In the cold, impartial eyes of the Divine Rite, her continued existence was no longer Justified.

They took no appeals. There wasn’t even a department for such a thing. Linny had violated the algorithm, and if they made an exception for her, they would risk a possible revolt. Later that evening, there was a knock on our door and sitting there on the welcome mat Linny had stitched herself with the ladies from the Fellowship was a box bearing the same Da Vinci painting I’m looking at right now. We sent our twin daughters, Beth and Kaya, to spend the night at friends’ houses, and once they were gone I yelled and screamed. I begged her to throw the goddamn thing away, not caring who was in earshot of that particular forbidden blasphemy. But it didn’t matter. She started to eat, even as I gathered our meager possessions and shoved them into bags. Escape was my first resort, giving up was hers. I still want to hate her for that, but what’s the point? She was dying anyway.

Her dessert had been lemon pudding, and she started with that, just as I did with my chocolate cake.

“We all have to go at some point, John,” she’d said between small spoonfuls of the yellow stuff that looked a bit like something you’d squeeze out of a nasty pimple. Apart from her red-rimmed eyes, her face was a sheet of white. “We’d be just as dead when they caught us, and I don’t have the strength to run anyway. We both knew when the cancer came this might happen.” Her face brightened for a second. “Perhaps they’re doing me a mercy! That must be it, after all of my devotions and tithes. You can’t be mad at them, dear. This is better than the cancer.”

I clenched my fists. To hell with that, I wanted to say, but she wasn’t listening anymore. The food was already doing its job.

She gazed at the steaming, deadly entrees before her. It had come out of the box hot, as if someone had baked it right on our front porch. That was the creepiest part. “Have you ever seen anything like this? I haven’t seen such food since I was a little girl.”

It was so unnatural looking, so … manufactured. I wondered where it came from.

She held out her hand to me as I plopped down across from her in resignation. I watched her eat the plain omelet and the flat biscuit that accompanied it and I dug furrows into my leg with my other hand to keep from slapping the fork away.

We started talking about the girls and how we thought they would turn out. They had both been coming up on their fifteenth birthdays and their first Justification exams. We agreed that Beth was a cinch, but Kaya, a natural rebel forever with a question in her mouth, would bear watching. Tears and the Lord’s Prayer accompanied Linny’s last bite, and I carried her unconscious body to bed, where her shallow breaths slowed and eventually stopped. I wrapped her body in a sheet and left her there. Then I walked out back, where I fell asleep on our picnic table under the cold and uncaring stars.

When I awoke at the chilly crack of dawn, she was gone, along with all her possessions and the remnants of her Supper. Not even a picture of her remained. It was as if my wife of twenty years had never existed. This was all standard Divine Rite custom. They sent their goons out like thieves in the night to collect their victims. I never even heard them come. The Rite claims they do this “for the expediency of the grieving process.” In other words, out of sight, out of mind. Eventually, with no personal effects to remind you of the one you lost, you start to question whether he or she was in your life to begin with, and you forget. Or at least, that’s what they hope, and for a few days I lived in that foggy space between memory and reality. Then I received a second delivery: a little fir sapling in a crude clay planter, with a neatly printed note attached. Every word of it has since been branded into my head.

On behalf of the Divine Rite, and by extension Holy Uniter, Urban IV, we present to you this remembrance gift. You are free to plant it in your nearest designated Memorial Forest, or if space and local ordinance permits, allow it to grace your own yard, where it will eventually provide you shade as well as comfort. Please note the pot is designed to be planted with the tree, as it serves as a source of additional fertilizer for the growing specimen.

In Grace,

Clarence Wolf

Senior Spokesperson, Divine Rite, Kansas Parish

And there it was. The tree. The “specimen.” They took Linny and everything that was hers and then they brought her back. I suppose if they hadn’t, I would have continued my quiet, unquestioning life in God’s Hope, eventually forgetting I even had a wife. I wondered why the Rite would do this, why they would prod someone’s grief this way, but I eventually figured out it was like everything else they do. It was a test. If I could endure this cruelty, I could endure anything they threw at me. But I failed that test. Seeing my wife reduced to nothing more than white specks in dirt, plant food in a world consumed by rogue plants, ignited a white-hot rage that’s driven me ever since.

That evening, the girls and I planted their mother in our backyard, pot and all as instructed. I think it was the last thing I ever did by Divine Rite code. Beth wept openly, but Kaya was uncharacteristically silent, stonily looking off to the horizon as I dug the small hole and placed the fir and its pot inside. Beth helped push in the dirt and kissed its branches. One of the tree’s sharp needles poked her in the lip and that only made her cry harder. Kaya refused to touch the tree. After I filled the hole, she said, “So I guess we’re done then,” and strode off toward the open prairies where she spent most of her time those days.

Beth curled up next to the tree and held one of its delicate boughs as if it was her mother’s hand. She was fifteen years old, but at that moment she was five all over again with golden pigtails, ready to poke her thumb back in her mouth. Lost in my own grief and anger, I had no idea how to comfort her, so I didn’t, and every horrible thing that happened afterward was made worse by that inaction. If I had held her close and shared my grief with hers, maybe …

But what’s the point of maybes?

A couple hours later, after Beth had fallen asleep next to the tree, Kaya’s angry footsteps thudded on the porch. I was sitting in the small, newly emptied parlor, gazing at the spot where Linny’s rocker and needlepoint supplies once sat. Kaya’s slender figure darkened the doorway. With her short haircut and big blue eyes reddened from crying, she looked like an angry pixie.

“There was nothing you could do, was there?” she asked, her voice trembling like a dam fit to burst.

I shook my head, feeling weak and without the answer she so clearly wanted. “I suppose not.”

“She was going to die anyway, you know. From the cancer.” Her voice cracked on the last word, but she remained dry-eyed. She had more courage and strength than anyone I’d ever known, and I saw a lot more of it in the events that soon unfolded, but right then I was struck by how different she was from everybody in God’s Hope, and it wasn’t just the boyish haircut that made the long-haired ladies in town turn their heads. There was a fire in her, a vitality that reminded me of my mother, or what little I could remember of her.

I wanted to open my arms to Kaya, but that wasn’t how she operated. She had to be the one to break down first. One wrong move and she could clam up for good, or make me lose my hand in one of the many booby traps that guarded her heart.

“Yes, the cancer would have gotten her eventually. Probably by Christmas,” I said. “She’d been getting weaker every day. This was what your mother wanted.”

“But why did they take her?” she screamed in the darkening room. “She was almost dead anyway and they took her from us! They had no right! They had no fucking right!” She burst into great, heaving sobs, and that was my cue. I went to her and let her melt into my chest, but as I stroked her head and held her close, my arms felt numb.

 

Chapter 3

Grief is a cruel captor, and you never know what kind of warden you’ll have until you’re locked inside its prison. I waited in my cell for the ultimate catharsis, something that would come crashing through the bars and carry me away like a flash flood sweeping away debris from a forgotten riverbed in the wilderness. I waited for salvation, or the “Voice of God” that so many desperate souls insist visits them in their greatest time of need to deliver them from the darkness. But there was no cleansing deluge, and I grew more and more certain there was no God. Not the God I’d grown up envisioning, anyway.

In the weeks following Linny’s death, I started going into work less, and eventually stopped going in at all. That alone was grounds for Justification failure, but the linchpin was when I stopped attending church. Without Linny, I felt like I’d been cast out from the herd. The eyes of people I once considered friends regarded me as if I were a strange bird carrying a contagious disease. It wasn’t that I stopped believing in a higher power altogether. After everything I’ve seen, I like to think I have somewhere greater to go when I die. But I couldn’t do my sort of believing next to people who were beholden to the Rite’s idea of righteousness.

Kaya and Beth drifted further away as well. They both passed their first Justification exams, but my relief was bittersweet at what was only to be a year-long reprieve from the inevitable. Eventually, one of us would fail. The deck was stacked.

The only thing that did come to rescue me from that prison of grief was my rage. Its waters were dirty and cold, but they motivated me. I eventually came to see the Divine Rite’s true nature: cold-blooded murderers disguised in holy-rolling benevolence. The fires of hatred burning in me by that point could only be quenched by acts of subversion.

Writing seemed a natural place to begin. I purchased a red leather-bound journal, a luxurious item in such lean times (I can’t say now what became of it), and I began a journey of self-expression forty years in the making. It was slow going at first. I felt like a kid tempting rebellion by sneaking out of the house only to stop at the end of the driveway. One night, I took my chair out back and opened my journal next to Linny’s tree. With her by my side, the anti-establishment floodgates opened and out spilled a river of hate near impossible to dam back up again. I was trembling by the time I finished, and a little sick to my stomach. My thoughts were no longer in my head. They were physically “out there” now. I could have burned the pages, sure, but I could no more do that than deface my own child.

After that, it became ritual.

I focused my writing mostly on immoral acts because they provided immediate payoffs. I detailed a fantasy in which I drowned Stanley Robbins, the supervisor on my line at the textile mill who docked an hour of pay for even one minute of tardiness, regardless of the excuse. But it wasn’t just the pay that took a bite out of your ass. It was the points that would be deducted at Justification. Not a lot for one instance, but a chronic problem of showing up late could prove lethal.

In the story, I held his fat, screaming head in a steaming vat of indigo dye until it was puffy and black. Petty and juvenile maybe, but then again, I’d never had much of a childhood.

The rebellion also had a considerable effect on my libido. I won’t lie and say I didn’t feel guilty about it. I did. But I think my urges were more about “going against the grain,” and less about “cheating on Linny.” In the confines of our small garage, where I kept our bikes and a work bench for unfinished projects, (and well out of sight of Linny’s tree) I wrote about the younger redhead with the shapely hips and tilted green eyes who ran the general store with her father Harry. Genevieve. She and Harry came to God’s Hope not long after I proposed to Linny. I remember her being small for her age, and frail, but she eventually blossomed into something almost unnaturally beautiful, and was the only other woman in all of God’s Hope who occasionally made my thoughts stray to forbidden places. And I was sure I wasn’t the only husband in town who felt that way, given the number of sharp glances I saw from their wives at the Fellowship if their eyes lingered a bit too long as she passed by. Linny was a little less disapproving that way, and was probably more gracious to the girl than most of the other women had been.

In more recent weeks, however, my thoughts about Genevieve became a little less occasional and a little more regular. The material I wrote about her was pretty light, and honestly too ridiculous to share here. But after those particular writing sessions, I found the only source of relief was to masturbate, which of course was very frowned upon by Divine Rite, and something I hadn’t even dared try until then. I soon found it contributed more to my awakening as a hot-blooded rebel than anything else, and I learned that the release of one’s libido after decades of keeping it tightly regulated can be a bit hazardous, with excessive preoccupation leading to carelessness, as I soon learned.

My acts of sedition might have begun with pen and paper, but they definitely didn’t end there. I grew restless with the pages after awhile. I wanted to move beyond the security of my home and my trusty journal and start seeing if I could spread my little disease of awareness to a few other members of the town.

I began by taking late night strolls and ripping down Divine Rite propaganda posters from the trees and bulletin boards, but eventually I decided it was best to leave them up, after performing a little “corrective artwork.” One night, I decided the Holy Uniter would look better wearing a crown of dicks, and I hastily made the alteration with a red paint pen while looking over my shoulder every millisecond or so. After finishing the masterpiece, I scrawled “Crowned Dick of the Divine Rite” across the top and crept home, shaking with manic giggles I later screamed into a pillow with my bedroom door shut behind me.

The next morning, after hours of tossing and turning, certain the Hand of God, the Rite’s most elite police force, was going to pound down my door any minute, I swung my legs out of bed at first light and dressed. When I arrived at the Pavilion, a small crowd had already assembled around the bulletin board. A few (mostly kids) smiled and laughed openly, but most appeared somber and afraid.

A young man in official patrol robes walked up to the board and ripped the poster down without ceremony. “Everybody move along here, before I decide to start asking questions,” he shouted at the already dispersing crowd. I lingered for a moment, though. The officer, who didn’t appear much older than my teenage girls, locked eyes with me. I suddenly felt naked, as if he knew I was the perpetrator, as if there was a gob of betraying red paint on my face that told the whole story. I turned on my heels and walked away, breaking into a full run the closer I got to the house.

When I walked in, the girls were just sitting down to breakfast. Both looked startled by my sweaty face and sloppy clothes, but Beth’s expression was particularly suspicious. She raised her eyebrow in an expression that looked so much like her mother that it hurt my heart. “What are you doing leaving the house looking like that, Daddy?”

My mind fumbled for a few seconds. Why the hell would I leave the house so early in the morning, anyway? “Just … felt like a little jog, I guess,” I said. She didn’t seem convinced.

“I was hoping to hear you’d visited the Fellowship. Reverend Blackwell has been asking after you.”

“Screw Reverend Blackwell,” Kaya muttered. She was stirring a bowl of porridge without much interest. “He’s probably grubbing after more money, anyway.”

Beth gaped at her sister and crossed herself. “Where did you even hear that language?”

“There are other books than the Bible, you know. And stop talking to me like I’m your kid. Seriously, you’re worse than mom.”

“That’s enough from both of you,” I said, taking a seat at the table. It was the first time in awhile we’d all sat together, but I might as well have been sitting on the moon for how distant I felt from them.

“I plan to pray for you, Daddy,” Beth murmured. “For you both.”

“Thank you, sweetheart,” I said. My heart wasn’t in it, but if it pacified her suspicion even a little, I was all for it.

Kaya snorted. “Sure, Beth. Pray your face off. While you’re at it, maybe you can ask the Big Man Upstairs to put some extra dessert in Daddy’s Supper, since he has one coming any day now.”

Beth stood up fast and glared at us both. “It’s like both of you are trying to fail Justification now. Mom didn’t have a choice, but you do. You’re both being so selfish. She would be ashamed if she could see you right now.” She stormed out of the house, leaving Kaya and I to endure the pregnant silence Beth left in her wake.

Finally, my other daughter sighed and stood up. “She was right about that, Dad. About Justification. I probably won’t pass my next one at the rate I’m going, and I’m pretty sure you won’t, either. This family is fucked.” She walked off in the direction of her room, and I didn’t bother to call her on the obscenities. What right did I have after all of mine? Besides, she was right. I pulled her porridge to me and ate a few bites before putting my head down on the table.

If I’d known that would be the last time the three of us would ever sit in the same room together, I might have tried harder, but hindsight is a cruel mistress and she spins one hell of an illusion out of our regrets.

Of course, no good rebellion against the establishment is complete without the consumption of illicit substances, and with the way things had deteriorated at home I needed the kind of escape that could only be had in a bottle. Drinking and drugs, of course, were not part of the regimen of anyone who planned on passing Justification, and it was difficult to get any in large quantities outside a Sin Bin, facilities where people surrendered their last year of life so they could live in complete debauchery. But liquor was easier to get than one might think. Like most “forbidden” things in God’s Hope, it wasn’t exactly illegal. It was just another tempting piece of fruit the Rite liked to have lying around for the weak of will, and the price for succumbing to such things was deadly.

The lack of large agriculture wasn’t much of a hindrance for the making of potables either. Nearly any grain is distillable, any fruit or starchy vegetable fermentable. You could lay hands on some liquid lightning for a small price and little effort, and you barely had to leave your own backyard if you knew a few techniques, or the right person. For me, that person was James L. Turpin.

Turpin had been in God’s Hope for as long as I could remember, though for most of my life people simply referred to him as “the old fella.” He escaped Justification by being just over fifty when it became law, which made him part of a very rare Exempt Class. It should also be noted that the average minimum age of the high ranking Divine Rite officials at the time coincided with the age of exemption. No man should be hoisted by his own petard, after all. Turpin lived the sort of life that incited fear and loathing in most people, but envy in a select few who were courageous enough to admit it. I was the former for many years, but now I was one of the latter.

His place was a massive stretch of land the locals referred to as “The Bunker,” one of many military posts left behind after the Blight, where a combination of disease, weeds, and ensuing civil skirmishes decimated too many people to fill a proper army. The Rite reclaimed some of these sites to build Cradles, which were outposts where they trained and housed the Hand of God agents, but most were left to the weeds or the simple reclamation of time and the elements. Turpin apparently had some ancestral claim to the land, though most of those details were a little murky in an age where most pre-Blight deeds and records were destroyed. He was allowed to keep it so long as he agreed to remain on it and stay away from the regular townsfolk. As I later found out, that’s exactly how Turpin preferred things anyway.

I gazed at the rusted remains of an M1 tank with a bird’s nest tucked inside the gun turret on my way up the long driveway. Signs posted around the perimeter of the property warned of the presence of mines, and this probably kept most intruders away, but the legend of Turpin frightened more people than the possibility of obliteration by landmine. You didn’t associate with him unless you were determined to flunk Justification. It was as simple as that.

Though older than dirt, he was hale enough to subsist off his land with little help, and he made most of his money through the sale of his homegrown ethanol fuel to neighborhood farms and businesses. Depending on who you were speaking to, Turpin was an “evil atheist” who performed abortions and put hexes on local missionaries. Others claimed he shot intruders with devilish pre-Blight weaponry hidden in an underground cache somewhere on his property. But the most popular anecdote, and the one that was actually true, was that he ran a “poison factory.” That was God’s Hope lingo for booze.

He might have been the town’s answer to the urbane wizard with the taboo apothecary, but Turpin’s medicine came from copper kettles and unmarked mason jars rather than bubbling cauldrons. I’d never before taken a drink of any alcohol apart from the thimble of sour grape juice at Sunday Mass, and I had no idea what intoxication actually felt like, but now something within me craved a glut of Turpin’s poison. I guess it was just a part of the natural progression of things that led to me sitting here now.

I followed a sturdy wood fence, which crested a few feet over my head, until I reached a gate into which security cameras and an ancient intercom had been set. I let out a few breaths to ready myself and pressed the call button, not even sure if it would work. A buzzer sounded at the main residence behind the fence. A couple seconds later, a soft and quavering voice sounded from the speaker.

“Yes?”

I should have expected something like this, given the guarded set-up of the place, but I stammered out whatever came to mind first.

“Hello, uh, Mr. Turpin. My name is John, uh, Welland. We’ve never met, but I had, ah, hoped—”

“Ah yes, Welland. The one whose wife just got the Supper.” Though the audio was tinny and laced with static, I could detect notes of sympathy along with a touch of accent that was downright exotic in this part of the country.

“Yes, uh, that’s right, Mr. Turpin.” Although I had written about it plenty, speaking aloud with others about my dead wife was still unfamiliar to me, and I fought the lump that rose in my throat at the mention of her name. There was another buzz and a locking mechanism in the fence clicked. The imposing doors swung open, officially welcoming me into a new era of my life.

Turpin stood just on the other side with a little rectangular clicker in one hand and a cane in the other. For a man considered old by any period’s standards, he stood tall, as if the years had only spared a glance at him before moving on. His frame was thin, but he had a small paunch of a belly, and a weather-beaten face covered in a straggly silver beard. Beyond Turpin, I saw a well-manicured yard filled with cushioned wicker furniture and antique propane heaters, which he must have worked like hell to bring back into operation and polish to a high shine. Brightly colored paper lanterns decorated the fence and added a sense of whimsy to the place. A lush garden stretched away from the side of the house. I could make out carrots, lettuces, beet tops, and a hearty crop of Lazarus, a bland hybridized grain the Rite developed after the Blight that was good for making rough bread and porridge and not much else. In the middle of it all, a modest log cabin sprouted rambling additions to either side making the structure resemble a bird carved by a novice whittler.

I stepped forward and stretched out my hand. “Thank you for seeing me, Mr. Turpin.”

The old man’s grip was firm, but his smile was soft. “I figured we’d meet at some point after I heard the news ’bout your wife, boyo. Goddamn shame what happened. I ain’t seen that sort of travesty ’round here in many a year. By the way, most of the friendlier persuasion just call me Turpin.”

“Turpin it is,” I said.

He regarded me for a moment, like someone trying to measure me for a task. “Ya do know that just by bein’ here, yer sacrificin’ any standin’ ya might have with the Rite. Not too late to turn back, boyo.”

I tried on a smile that felt a little forced given how anxious I felt. “I walked all the way up here. The least I could do is have a drink.”

“Understood. Well, we can’t let any more time waste away, then.” He led me toward the porch, where two cozy rocking chairs sat. “I have to say, it’s good to see a new face in the place. What sorta tonic tickles yer fancy today?”

“Um. I’m not really sure what I’m looking for.” I felt a little embarrassed to say so, as if I should have had a list of items prepared before I even came up here.

“So, a tastin’ it be. Follow me. We’ll line up some glasses and figure out what kinda man ya are.” He walked with a spry gait up the creaky porch stairs and into the house. I followed, my nervousness slowly melting into amusement. In a few minutes, I’d be passing the ultimate point of no return, worse than writing some cuss words in a book, defacing a poster, or even masturbating. I was going to violate an explicitly written Divine Rite covenant; I was going to Spoil God’s Temple.

The amount of stuff inside Turpin’s place was almost overwhelming. Books lined every wall of the living room, from floor to ceiling, and heaped every other flat surface. I saw both foreign and forbidden tomes—Dostoyevsky, Nietzsche, Salinger, Rushdie, The Kama Sutra—mixed among even more contraband: colorful comic books featuring costumed heroes of old, and glossy pornography magazines featuring swells of bare breasts and acres of skin.

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