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Superheat

by M. B. Wood

4.8 stars – 8 Reviews
Text-to-Speech and Lending: Enabled

Here’s the set-up:

SUPERHEAT is a fast-moving 70,000-word suspense novel, which takes the reader from Mexico to Akron, Ohio and on to San Francisco, from life at top of the corporate ladder to the gritty life on the streets.
When Daniel Robles discovers a secret meth lab and reports it to the police, he falls under the gun sights of the meth lab’s owner, O’Brien, a murderous ex-cop who seeks revenge. Framed and forced from his job, Daniel flees to San Francisco with O’Brien in hot pursuit. Nancy Benét falls in love with Daniel and helps when no one else will.

One Reviewer Notes

“The author has hit on a winning combination: fast paced suspense and completely developed characters. Each person comes alive, standing out as unique and memorable. Following Daniel’s exploits and interactions across the country takes us on a wonderful journey through this novel. From steam explosions to the manufacture of illegal drugs to insight into the wine industry to love, this book takes the reader on a thrill ride that is well worth the trip. A real page turner!” – Amazon Reviewer, 5 Stars

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This novel – Superheat – is a work of fiction. Names, characters and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

 

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No part of this publication can be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, without permission in writing from Malcolm B. Wood.

 

 

 Chapter 1

Las Vegas, August 9, 1969.

A fist pounded deep into O’Brien’s guts and drove the air from his lungs. Gasping, he staggered into the wall of the office. A blue mist filled his vision. The vertical stripes on the silk wallpaper seemed to sway like tall grass in the wind.

The man with arms bigger than most people’s thighs picked him up off his feet by his coat lapels with no apparent effort and slammed him against the wall. “Don’t ever be late with your vig.” The man’s raspy voice was flavored with garlic, whiskey and cigarette smoke. The man relaxed his grip.

As O’Brien sagged, the man’s knee slammed into O’Brien’s groin. A bright flash of pain dimmed his world. He collapsed to the floor, all strength gone from his legs. He tried to catch his breath as he rolled onto his side. The carpeting felt rough against his face as his chin slid on its pile.

The man’s foot slammed into O’Brien’s stomach.

He gasped. The man kicked him, higher, in the ribs. O’Brien’s vision faded as the blue mist intensified.

Someone grabbed him by his hair and dragged him to his feet.

“You fuckin’ chump,” a voice said. “Don’t ever say you can’t pay. This is nothing to what you’ll get if you don’t cough up. Understand?”

O’Brien tried to nod as the world spun about him. For the first time in a long, long time, he was afraid, very afraid.

“I can’t hear you!”

A fist slammed into his ribs again. These people were doing to him what he’d done to others. He’d always assumed his size and strength made him immune to this type of treatment. At six feet and two hundred twenty pounds of lean muscle, it’d been true once. “Yes,” he gasped.

“Yes, what, asshole?”

The man grabbed his shirt under his throat and twisted, lifting him upwards. He couldn’t breathe. The world began to spin and fade.

“Joey, let him go. He can’t talk like that.” It was the smaller man who spoke in a quiet voice filled with East Coast precision, hard and polished, steely and without mercy.

“I oughta kick the shit outa this asshole for sayin’ he might pay us back. Who the fuck he think he is?”

The quiet voice spoke again. “If he doesn’t pay, then you take care of him, capisce?” His words tapped out like a delicate hammer on hot steel. “Mr. O’Brien, I can reach out and touch you, anywhere. Every Friday you will give two hundred dollars to my man in Akron until you repay the entire two grand, capisce?”

O’Brien looked up at the withered, almost scrawny man in the gray silk suit who had spoken. His mouth was thin, without lips, snake-like. His pallor was pasty, lifeless. The man leaned forward in the over-stuffed burgundy leather chair, his manicured hands white on the wide mahogany desk.

O’Brien caught a breath. “Who’s that?”

“He’ll contact you next week, at your home.” The man in the silk suit tossed O’Brien’s wallet toward him. It landed at his feet. “If you run, we’ll find you. We know enough about you to get you, no matter where you go.” He nodded toward the big man. “Get him out of here.” He waved his hand as though he were shooing a fly.

Joey grabbed O’Brien by the arm and twisted it into a lock that would have been a credit to any police officer. He pushed O’Brien out into the hallway and marched him down to the end of a corridor. Joey kicked open a heavy metal door with a loud bang. They entered a trash-strewn alleyway between towering walls of pink stucco lined with large blue rubbish containers. It was the service road behind the casino.

“The boss didn’t say it, but I will,” Joey said. “You don’t pay, I put your pieces in one of those.” He jerked his thumb toward a dumpster overflowing with trash. “Understand?”

O’Brien winced from the movement. “I got you.”

“Now get the fuck out of here.” Joey threw O’Brien to the ground. The door shut with a loud metallic clang that echoed off the tall walls. He was alone.

O’Brien crawled onto his knees and vomited until nothing more came up. He staggered toward the street, every step an effort. He hurt all over. He had no money, only an airline ticket to get home.

#

At forty-four years of age, Patrick O’Brien, chief of security at Schirmerling Tire & Rubber in Akron, Ohio, found his luck had finally run out in Las Vegas. He’d lost all of his money at the casino’s tables. He wished he’d quit last month, when he got cleaned out. But no, he’d felt sure he could win back his losses. As a regular, he borrowed two grand worth of chips from the casino.

Maybe it was having the blonde babe on his arm, the one who kept whispering things she’d do to him later; maybe it distracted him. It was all gone, including the hooker.

After the casino cut him off, men escorted him to a back office to “solve his credit problem.” The man who bought his casino debt was small and was immaculately dressed. He acted as though it was a regular business transaction. The other man was very large, bulging out of his blue pinstriped polyester suit.

It was almost like being in a bank, providing information for a loan application, including lots of details about his home, job, and relatives. Even the office, with its silk wallpaper and mahogany furniture, reminded O’Brien of the offices at the bank he used in Akron.

As soon as he signed the “loan document,” the smaller man’s attitude changed. “You gotta stay current with the interest, the vigorish, or we call the loan. The vig’s two hundred bucks every Friday, capisce?”

“That’s a lot of interest,” O’Brien said. “I might have trouble paying that amount. Can’t you do better than that?”

“Joey,” said the smaller man, “straighten him out.”

That’s when the pain began.

#

After O’Brien landed at Cleveland Hopkins Airport, he called Blodgett, one of his security staff at Schirmerling, to come and pick him up. The drive to Akron seemed long.

The next day, after a soak in a bathtub with Epsom salts, he went over his finances. Between alimony payments and the vig, he had very little money left. He was in deep shit. He needed to make a score, a big one, to get this monkey off his back. He had to find a way to get some dough, and quick.

Chapter 2

August 11, 1969.

A staccato bang shook the dusty red brick walls of the power plant. The banshee scream of superheated steam followed, drowning the rumble of machinery. Overhead pipes rattled, releasing a cloud of gray dust. Brown dust billowed up from the turbines.

Daniel Serrano Robles ran toward the sound of the wild steam, climbing the steel-grate steps two at a time to reach the mezzanine. Steam billowed out of the door to the manifold room, turning the glare of the mercury vapor lamps into rainbow-colored halos.

Daniel slid to a stop, looking for the main shut-off valve, searching his memory. Nothing in this damn plant is logical. It’s cobbled together with junk and cheap substitutions.

This assignment in Monterrey, Mexico, had come about because he was an engineer who spoke Spanish. The owners needed a certified engineer’s report verifying the plant’s capacity and operational safety to support its sale price. Luck had run out on the plant’s owners, or perhaps it was too much neglect over too much time. After a week, Daniel came to the conclusion that the plant needed a major rebuild or abandonment.

Ah, got it, Daniel thought. As he cranked the main steam line’s valve shut, rust splintered off its stem, a testimony to its infrequent use. The high-pitched scream of steam moving at near supersonic speed sighed into silence, yielding to the animal-like whimpers of human suffering.

Oh, God, no, Daniel thought. Someone’s in there. As the fog thinned, he entered the manifold room. A thin jet of steam still whispered from a rusty rosette of jagged metal, the remnants of the burst pipe. A clump lay on the floor, unmoving, mewling like an exhausted cat. It was the floor sweeper, the old man with an ever-present smile and cheerful greetings.

Daniel gently touched the man on his shoulder. “Por favor, digame.” Please, speak to me.

The man’s moans faded. He whispered, “Ayudame, señor.”

Help you? Daniel thought. How? The man’s face had the red flush of a boiled lobster, and his bare feet under the ragged leather sandals were the same brilliant hue. You poor soul, you’ve been cooked. With care, he picked up the man and staggered down the stairs into cooler air. The distance to the infirmary was twice, no, ten times the distance he remembered, and the man’s weight seemed to grow steadily. Silent staring faces watched his progress.

Daniel backed through swinging double doors and placed the man on a table. “¡Auxilio!” he called for help.

A heavy-set woman, bulging bosom tightly restrained by a stained white uniform, plodded into the room, her jaw methodically chewing. As her eyes caught the injured man, they dilated like those of a frightened cat, and her mouth froze. She leaned over the man’s motionless body and touched his wrist, checking his pulse. “No puedo ayudarlo,” she said. I can’t help him.

“Por qué no?” Daniel asked. Why not?

“Murió,” she said. He’s dead.

#

     Daniel lugged his suitcase through the door to his apartment, his left hand full of mail. He’d just finished two back-to-back foreign assignments, and upon his return to the home office of Matlock Engineering in Chicago, his manager had picked a fight with him. The manager had insisted Daniel write his report about the steam line break as if it were an unavoidable accident. The manager made it clear consulting engineers did nothing to “damage” their clients. The manager insisted Daniel not write reports that implied negligence had caused the death of an unimportant worker.

Daniel’s personal code of ethics, as well as being a registered professional engineer, conflicted with that order. When he tried to explain his views, his manager shouted him down. That incident, and the manager’s comment about Hispanics not understanding good business practices, confirmed to Daniel his days with Matlock were numbered.

The apartment smelled musty from being closed up during his absence of almost two months. After opening the windows, he turned to the mail he’d picked up at the post office and started sorting it. He had to get his overdue bills paid prior to calling Lisa.

She’d come into his life about six months earlier, lighting up his lonely existence. She’d introduced him to nightclubs, fine restaurants and places to go, something he’d been too insecure previously to do on his own. She’d made him realize there was nothing wrong with being thin and having a long face dominated by a big nose. And she didn’t care that he was born in Mexico City. He started to think of her as “The One” with whom he would settle down.

He shuffled through the letters, flicking most into the waste paper basket. A mauve envelope froze his hand. He recognized it as one from Lisa, like those intimate notes she sent. His heart beat faster. How sweet of her, a little something to welcome me home. He sniffed the envelope, but her personal scent was absent. The image of her presence filled his mind. The memory of her musky perfume, the warmth of her touch, and the way she aroused him, all came surging back.

He sliced open the envelope and pulled out a single sheet of mauve paper. He unfolded it and began to read.

Daniel, I’ve met someone else who can be with me and doesn’t run off to distant places doing who knows what. You didn’t even call or write me while you were gone, leaving me by myself, all alone. I’ve found that someone who cares about me, who makes me happy. I know you’ll try to call me. Don’t bother, it won’t work. Lisa.

He’d tried a dozen times to call her from Mexico, but the combination of a third world telephone system and timing had frustrated his efforts. He also knew better than to mail letters in Mexico. He’d hoped she’d understand.

Daniel’s guts lurched. Oh, no, Lisa, please don’t. He grabbed the phone and dialed her number. After several rings, a voice answered. For an instant his heart soared.

“The number you have reached is not a working number. Please try again, or dial an operator.”

Daniel called an operator and learned Lisa had changed her number to one that was unlisted. A wave of anger and fear swept over him. First Matlock, and now Lisa. He opened a Stroh’s beer and eased into the armchair and reread her letter several times. The words tattooed an indelible image in his mind. His heart grew heavier. Has my life hit a new low? How can things get any worse?

#

The next day, Daniel dialed her office, only to have the PBX operator say, “Miss Lisa Kozlowski gave express instructions that calls from you will not be accepted.”

“But, she’s my.” He heard the phone click and the line go dead. “Damn it!” He slammed the phone back onto its receiver. The weight in his chest grew larger, and the lump in his throat threatened to choke him. She’s my love, my everything. The image of her filled his mind–her long blond hair, the smoothness of her pale skin, her voluptuous shape, and her quick wit.

He’d met Lisa while at a downtown hotel for a legal seminar. They had literally bumped into each other. After mutual apologies, she’d asked him if he would keep her company while at the seminar’s lunch. He’d hesitated for a moment, then agreed.

He now remembered she dumped her boyfriend for him. It had seemed unimportant at the time, for Lisa introduced him to a life he had never before experienced. They became lovers, and that’s when he realized she was quite sophisticated. She taught him how to make love to a woman, how to use his hands and tongue in places that brought her to a moaning ecstasy. She also showed him how to extend the length of their lovemaking, opening new vistas of pleasure he had never before experienced.

Now she’s gone. He stared at the work lying in front of him, not seeing it. No, she doesn’t want me anymore, because she’s found someone new. It’s not the first time she’s done this. Dear God, let it not be this way. Please! I want her. I need her.

It’s this stupid job, here at Matlock that kept me away from her. Yet he knew if she really were the “One,” a couple of months apart would not have made her love die so quickly. If she would only give me another chance . . .

#

     Daniel pushed away the bowl of cereal. He couldn’t eat. He felt as though he’d been in a battle and lost. Yesterday, he tried to get into Lisa’s high-rise apartment building. The burly doorkeeper threatened to call the police, saying he’d been warned to watch for him. It was as though she had developed a system to keep him at bay.

His manager at Matlock had grown increasingly hostile. Daniel looked up at the clock. I should go, or I’ll be late. He hated the thought of going to work. He felt drained, defeated.

He slipped on a coat and headed for the bus stop. Maybe it’s time to call that headhunter. He says there’s a position at Schirmerling Tire & Rubber in Akron, Ohio, a nice, respectable company. It’s time for a change, a time for something better. And Akron is near Kent, where Hector, my brother lives. Yes, it’s time.

 

Chapter 3

August 18, 1969.

O’Brien forced a smile. “Where d’you keep your inventory of chemicals and the record of those who used them?” He sniffed. The chemical storeroom of STR’s Research Center had an acrid aroma, but not as strong as the harsh stink of the tire curing room. Over the weekend, he’d read a police bulletin that listed the chemicals used to make illegal drugs. It’d given him an idea.

Beckham, the stockroom clerk, cigarette dangling from his lip, glanced up over his black-rimmed glasses. “Who’re you?”

“Captain O’Brien. Chief of STR security. I need to check your records.” He showed his I.D. “It’s a security issue.”

Beckham looked back and forth between the I.D. tag and O’Brien. “Everything’s in those files.” He pointed at a filing cabinet squeezed into a gap between the shelves that ran from floor to ceiling filled with amber jars of many different sizes. Next to it was a battered gray metal desk with an in basket overflowing with paper. The yellow linoleum tiles on the floor had begun to curl, and the faded green walls had a pale brown pallor from a long history with nicotine.

“Every Friday, I go to the computer center. I put the transactions onto punch cards so I can enter them into the IBM 360. That’s STR’s main computer.” He enunciated every word clearly, implying it was a special skill and a real privilege to use the computer. “I keep a temporary running record in the card file over there.” He pointed to three card file boxes. “They’re listed by chemical name, manufacturer, and user.”

“Show me.” O’Brien forced another smile.

After Beckham showed him how the system worked, O’Brien asked, “So, how d’you know when to reorder?”

Beckham explained in detail how he reordered the logged-in chemicals once a week. “It’s verified once a year with an audit,” he said. “’Cept every year, some chemicals come up short. There’re people who come in when I’m gone and don’t bother to sign out what they took. Lazy bastards!” He lit another cigarette and walked O’Brien through the system.

O’Brien settled down at the battered desk and began to look through the files. He waited for Beckham to get busy. C’mon, hurry up, he thought. Once Beckham was occupied, O’Brien pulled out the list of chemicals from the advisory and began checking in the card files. It didn’t take long to locate them.

He saw a Zach Rogan had taken out three kilograms of phenyl acetone over the last three months, which was listed in the police bulletin as one of many precursors for making methamphetamine. Maybe, he thought, the problem of how to make real money has just solved itself.

#

Zach Rogan hurried down to the company parking lot. He was ready for a beer or two and to put his feet up. Flags hung limply from the poles lining the front of the sprawling three-story tan brick building that was STR’s Research center. The concrete walkway leading to the asphalt parking lot, amid neat landscaping, was deserted. Heat from a late August sun shimmered off the blacktop parking lot. He wondered if the latest issue of Playboy had arrived.

“Yo, Rogan.” A gruff voice shook him from his fantasy of what the new issue might contain. A big hand clamped on his arm and squeezed hard.

“Hey, man, that hurts.” Rogan saw a tough-looking man dressed in a white shirt with a black tie, and tan slacks. He had the tall, blocky build that shouted muscles. His face was thin with a well-etched frown, and he had a shock of blond hair shot with gray. Rogan had seem him somewhere before.

Rogan tried to pull loose, but the grip tightened. “Like, what d’you want, man?”

“Zach Rogan, right?” The man’s eyebrows rose.

Rogan glance around quickly. If this was trouble, no one was nearby. “Yeah, that’s me. Who’re you?”

“Good, let’s get something cold to drink. I’ve been waiting for you.” He released Rogan’s arm. “We’ve got some business to discuss. The business of you using phenyl acetone to make speed.” The man nodded toward Rogan’s shiny new black ’69 Chevy Impala hardtop. “We’ll take your car.”

Is he a cop? Rogan felt a chill of fear. “I don’t know anything about speed.” The man’s size made him nervous. “I use that chemical to make blocked curing agents for polyurethanes–”

“Yeah, yeah, right. Open the passenger’s side first, then get in and drive. Go to Big Boy Drive-In, in Goodyear Heights. Y’know the place?” The man had maneuvered himself between Rogan and his car.

“I ain’t going anywhere with you–”

“Don’t be a dumb ass. I’ve got enough evidence to put you in the slammer for twenty years for making illegal drugs. I’m giving you a choice of jail or working with me.” The man’s voice was louder, harder. His eyes narrowed, and his jaw protruded. “Get moving. And turn on the damn AC.”

Rogan eyed the man and decided that running probably wouldn’t work. There was something menacing about him. “Okay, I’ll talk to you, but I don’t know shit about any drugs. You got the wrong dude, man.”

The man smiled.

A tremor of fear rippled through Rogan. The man’s smile made him think of a cat about to pounce on a mouse.

“You took three kilos of phenyl acetone over the past three months. If you don’t cooperate, I’ll make sure the cops know everything about what you’ve taken–stuff you used to make drugs, got it?” The man smiled again with even more menace as he reached into his shirt pocket and pulled out a slip of paper. “You use all of this to make your blocked whatever? Three kilos’ worth? I don’t think so.”

Oh, shit, thought Rogan, it does look like a receipt from the chemical stockroom. “Er, I guess we can talk.”

“Good. Get in and drive.” The man got into the front passenger seat. “Don’t try anything stupid, either.”

Over the next hour, Rogan learned O’Brien was the head of STR’s security, and he did have copies of the chemical records. However, it soon became obvious O’Brien wanted to move in on his drug making rather than put him in jail. “So, why should I cut you in?”

“I can get the chemicals without leaving a trail,” O’Brien said. “I have access to STR facilities at any hour of the day, which brings up another thing. I can set you up in a lab that no one will ever find. No sense in getting caught.”

Rogan had lived in constant fear someone who really knew chemical synthesis would quickly realize his story about making blocked curing agents for urethane polymers was bullshit. “You have some other place in mind?”

O’Brien nodded. “There’s a room in the boiler house. A long time ago the security department used it. I can make it empty and secure. It has a bathroom and no windows.”

“For real?” Rogan needed running water to cool the condenser and to run the vacuum evaporator. He thought about where it was located and shook his head. “I’d stand out like a sore thumb going in and out of the boiler house.”

“Not if you wear company overalls. They make you invisible, especially evenings and weekends,” O’Brien said.

“Yeah? Tell me how you think this is gonna work.”

Chapter 4

October 12, 1969

“So, the ether rinse is the last step?” O’Brien asked.

Two folding tables covered with lab glassware crowded the bathroom of the former boiler house security office. Water rushed continually down the drain of the sink, barely audible against the constant rumble of the boiler house machinery. Rubber hoses ran from an aspirator in the sink to a glass-fronted vacuum box. The shelves in the vacuum box held Petri dishes heaped high with a white powder.

“The last step is vacuum drying. The rinse is the last operation with a chemical.” Rogan’s tone of voice implied it was a question only a dense student would ask.

“That gets it clean?” O’Brien made his eyebrows rise. The kid’s attitude made him want to punch his lights out.

“Right.” Rogan nodded. “That’s the final step to making pure white crystal meth. This is the real deal-Neal. Kick-ass speed.” Rogan had said several times how proud he was of the one-step hydrogenation process he’d perfected. “You gotta try this. It’s really boss. You’ll be up doin’ it all night long.”

“Yeah, right.” O’Brien ran his eyes over the lab setup. He was confident his notes fully covered the process. “Maybe later. Look, we’ve got to move this batch. I need to see some bread, understand? Like this is for real, get me?”

“I can dig it. This’ll be dry by tomorrow. Then we can package it up and ship it out. I’ll call my contacts in San Francisco to let them know I’ve got more ready.”

“Why don’t we get some chow while you explain how it works?” O’Brien pointed toward the door.

“Sure. Let’s grab some Chinese and go to my place.” Rogan licked his lips as though he could already taste it.

“Okay.” O’Brien didn’t care much for Chinese food, but because Rogan loved it, he went along with his wishes. He had to convince the kid they were partners. He needed money. The damn vig was eating him alive.

#

The idea that any of the money went to Rogan, a longhaired asshole, was driving O’Brien crazy. In the last month Rogan had shipped out six one-pound lots and received six thousand dollars, of which, O’Brien got one half. With the debt gone, the extra thousand bucks were burning a hole in his pocket. He dropped in on Rogan at his apartment. It was time.

“So, Rogan, d’you have any customers other than this Fats guy in San Francisco?”

A small mirror with a trace of white powder sat in front of Rogan. From the stereo came Jim Morrison’s mournful voice singing, “The Summer’s Almost Gone.” The shades were closed and the lights turned down low. Rogan belched and shook his head. “Naw, it’s just Fats. I don’t want a buncha speed freaks bugging me all the time. He knows the scene.” His face lit up like a little kid with a new toy. “Hey, I’ve been talking to a travel agent about going to Club Med in Jamaica. It’s where all the chicks go.”

“When d’you plan to go?”

“Mebbe in December. I figure that’s the best time to go and score some pussy.”

“I see.” O’Brien nodded his head. Dumb shit, he thought, who’d want to get it on with a scrawny, pimple-faced, dumb ass like him? “Say, when you go on vacation, I can keep making meth. That way you’ll have money waiting when you get back.”

“Playboy says a lot of women go to Club Med just dying to get laid.” Rogan’s eyes lit up. “Yeah, and with a little helper,” he nodded towards the mirror with the white powder, “I can ball all night long. Maybe even make it with two chicks in the same night.”

O’Brien glanced at his watch. “Okay, cock hound, time to go to work. I got another batch of chemicals at the lab. Let’s go.” He forced his voice to remain low and calm. He rose and headed toward the door.

“Aw, man, do we hafta go now? It’s like, late, man.”

O’Brien nodded. I have to stay on track, he thought. No screw-ups. “Less chance of anyone seeing us. If you want to go to Club Med and get laid, you’re gonna need money. Let’s go.” As usual, they put on the blue overalls like those used by maintenance workers.

#

O’Brien steered his company car, a Ford Fairlane sedan, through the gate to STR’s plant on Schirmerling Avenue. He parked in the shadows behind the boiler house. He waited five minutes without seeing anyone. “Okay, let’s do it.” They walked into the boiler house to the laboratory. He unlocked the door, and they went in.

Rogan leaned over the lab table and frowned. “Like, where’s the phenyl acetone, man?” He picked through the amber colored jars, examining each label. “I don’t see any here . . .”

O’Brien slipped the garrote out of his back pocket, stepped behind Rogan and raised the garrote. He looped the cord around Rogan’s neck, crossed it and pulled hard.

Rogan jerked and struggled, fingers clawing at his neck.

O’Brien pulled the garrote tighter. He leaned backwards, lifting Rogan off his feet. He maintained tension on the garrote until Rogan went limp and slumped to the floor.

O’Brien put on an old baseball cap and jammed it low over his eyes. He stepped out into the hallway and got the dolly with the steel drum, which he’d put at the end of the corridor. Once back inside the lab, he put Rogan’s body into the drum and slipped its lid back on. He checked the corridor. No one. He wheeled the drum out of the lab and locked the door.

O’Brien took the drum down to the furnace room. He opened the inspection gate into the bowels of the combustion chamber. The fresh influx of air caused the flames to roar forth from the bed of red-hot coals. It was like a glimpse of hell. After checking to make sure no one was within sight, he raised the barrel and slid Rogan’s body into the furnace. He watched the flames for a few seconds before tossing in the garrote and slamming the gate shut. In the distance, a steam whistle blew, marking the midnight shift change. Right on time, he thought.

If anyone had been watching outside, they might have noticed a flurry of black smoke emerging from the chimney of number three boiler.

No one did.

 

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From the publisher of Lee Child and Tess Gerritsen comes the bestselling debut novel from rising star of crime fiction, Sean Black.
It may be Christmas Eve in New York, but for ex-military bodyguard Ryan Lock it’s business as usual. His task: to protect the CEO of the world’s leading bio-technology company from a group of radical, and highly determined, political activists.
But when a failed assassination attempt leaves the streets of midtown littered with bodies, and hours later the son of the company’s chief research scientist is abducted from his Upper West Side prep school, Lock’s hunt for the boy turns into an explosive game of cat and mouse.

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LOCKDOWN

A Ryan Lock Thriller

SEAN BLACK

 

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Prologue

 

Nobody guards the dead. Once that occurred to Cody, the plan had come together in no time. Drive to the cemetery, dig her up, sling the coffin into the back of the truck, and disappear into the night. Easy. Apart from one tiny hitch.

‘Man, this ground is like concrete.’

Cody glanced over at his companion, the moonlight splitting his face in two. ‘Quit bitching.’

Usually he liked to work alone. But moving a body was a two-man job. No way round it.

‘I ain’t bitching. I’m making an observation.’

‘Well, observations ain’t gonna get this done.’

‘Neither’s digging. We’re gonna need dynamite to get this old witch out of the ground.’

Don was right. They’d picked the worst time of the year. November on the Eastern Seaboard. A bitter winter with the wind coming off a slate grey Atlantic. Freezing the living, as well as the dead.

Spring would have been better. The nights would still have been long, but the ground would have been softer. Thing was, though, they didn’t have a choice. Not as far as Cody was concerned.

The way he saw it, the clock was ticking. Every day lives were being lost. Hundreds, maybe even thousands. No one really knew for sure. And these deaths weren’t peaceful. Not like the one this woman had experienced: slipping gradually away, the fiery edge of pain dulled by drugs, her loved ones around her to say goodbye.

No, these deaths were torturous and lonely. A final spit in the face to cap a miserable existence.

The anger he felt thinking about it rose up in him. He punched down hard on the lip of the blade with the heel of his right boot, and finally found some purchase. Frosted grass gave way to frozen top soil. He stamped down again. The blade dug in another inch. His breath clouded in the freezing night air as he sucked in oxygen and repeated the process.

A full hour later, Don was the first to hit something solid that wasn’t earth. The two men were exhausted, but the clatter of metal meeting wood spurred them on.

Thirty minutes after that they were loading the remains into the back of the truck. Cody made a show of dusting off his gloves as Don pulled down the rear door of the box truck they’d jacked a few hours earlier from a quiet street in Brooklyn.

Don opened the cab door and started to climb in. Halfway up, he stopped and turned back to Cody. ‘Well, we did it,’ he said.

Cody smirked. ‘Are you for real, brother? That was the easy part.’

1

Ryan Lock peered through the floor-to-ceiling windows which fronted the reception area of the Meditech building. Outside, freezing rain was sweeping down Sixth Avenue in sheets, jamming the dozen or so animal rights protestors into a tight knot on the sidewalk opposite.

‘Who the hell stages a demonstration on Christmas Eve?’ the receptionist asked.

‘You mean apart from turkeys?’ Lock said, hunching his jacket up around his shoulders, pushing through the revolving doors and stepping out into the near-Arctic weather.

Three months as head of security for America’s largest pharmaceutical and biotechnology company had left Lock with little patience for the animal rights people, no matter how earnest their cause.

A fresh gust of wind stung Lock’s face. He pulled up the collar of his jacket and scanned the protestors. Front and centre was Gray Stokes, the protestors’ de facto leader. In his early fifties, with a vegan’s bony frame, Stokes stood with his customary smug expression, a loud hailer in one hand, his other hand resting on the handle of a wheelchair.

In the chair sat Stokes’ daughter Janice, a pretty brunette in her mid-twenties, her left leg rendered useless by a rare form of progressive multiple sclerosis. The placard she held in two red-gloved hands had four words etched on it in thick black capital letters: NOT IN MY NAME.

Lock watched as Stokes raise his loud hailer and began to harangue the half-dozen uniformed cops who were there to ensure good order. Closest to Stokes one of the city’s finest, a portly sergeant by the name of Caffrey, made a show of eating a Big Mac, punctuating each bite with stage-whisper yum-yum noises.

Lock registered Stokes’ reaction with interest.

‘Hey, pig, you ever wonder what goes into those things?’ Stokes yelled at Caffrey. ‘Maybe the ALF left some of Grandma in with the rest of the meat back at Mickey D’s.’

Anyone who had picked up a copy of the New York Post or flicked on to a news channel during the past six weeks would have gotten the reference. The manager of a Times Square fast food joint had found the disinterred body of seventy-two-year-old Eleanor Van Straten, matriarch of the Meditech corporation, on the sidewalk outside his establishment.

The link between Mrs Van Straten’s unscheduled appearance so soon after her funeral and the animal rights movement had been a no-brainer. The next day Lock had been invited to head up the Van Stratens’ close protection team.

Lock watched Caffrey slipping the last of his burger back into its

Styrofoam container, and turned his attention back to Stokes.

‘So how come, if God didn’t want us to eat cows, he made them out of meat?’ Caffrey taunted.

The comeback prompted a few snickers from the other cops, and

Stokes to step out from behind the barrier and off the sidewalk.

‘That’s right, buddy, you keep coming,’ Caffrey yelled. ‘You can cool your heels in Rikers for a few hours. Plenty of animals there for you to hang with.’

Lock watched as Stokes eye-balled Caffrey, calculating his next move. The protestors saw arrest as a badge of honor. Lock saw it as a good way to get the company on the news for all the wrong reasons. Speed-walking towards the barrier, Lock’s right hand dropped to the SIG 9mm tucked into his holster. The gesture didn’t go unnoticed by the protestors. Meekly, Stokes stepped back behind the barrier.

Lock checked his watch again. Zero eight fifty. If he was running to schedule, Nicholas Van Straten, Eleanor’s widower, and the company’s new CEO, would be here shortly. Lock’s hand went up to his collar and he pressed down the talk button of his radio. ‘All mobile units from Lock.’

Lock’s earpiece crackled with static, then cleared.

A moment later, the voice of Lock’s second-in-command, Ty Johnson, came back, calm and in control. ‘Go ahead, Ryan.’

‘You got an ETA for me?’

‘Be with you in about two. What kind of reception we got?’

‘Usual sidewalk static.’

‘Principal wants to come in the front.’

‘I’ll make sure we’re clear.’

Lock crossed back to Caffrey, who’d by this time beat a diplomatic retreat to his cruiser. He tapped on the glass and took a moment to enjoy Caffrey’s irritated expression as he cracked the window and the cold air rushed in.

‘We’re bringing him in the front.’

Caffrey rolled his eyes. ‘Ain’t it bad enough that I have half a dozen officers tied down here every freakin’ morning?’

‘Half a billion bucks and a direct line to the mayor, not to mention the US Constitution, says he can walk in the main entrance of his own office if he so desires,’ Lock said, turning on his heel before Caffrey had a chance to respond.

Caffrey shrugged a big deal to Lock’s back and rolled the window back up as four blocks away three blacked-out GMC Yukons fitted with B-7 grade armor and run-flats muscled their way through the morning gridlock, heavy with menace.

 

2

Inside the lead Yukon, Ty Johnson checked his weapon, then the position of the other two vehicles in the side mirror. All good.

Ty gave the signal for his driver to move over into the left-hand median and occupy a lane of oncoming traffic, which was momentarily stopped at a light. Blocking the junction allowed the other two SUVs to move up seamlessly on the inside, so Ty’s vehicle was now at the rear and he could have a clear view when the passengers got out.

Ty popped his head out the window and glanced behind. About half a block back, which in this traffic equated to a good twenty seconds, an up-armored, fire engine red Hummer rolled along.

Inside the Hummer was the CA, or counter-attack team, led by Vic Brand, a former colonel in the US Marines. Ty knew that Lock had resisted their appointment. Normally a CA team was the preserve of the military in ultra-high threat environments, and Lock had felt it was overkill. However, Stafford Van Straten, heir apparent to the family empire and perpetual thorn in Lock’s side, had confused a stint in the Reserve Officer Training Corps when he was at Dartmouth with actual security expertise, and insisted on recruiting them, somehow convincing his father they’d be a useful addition to his security detail.

Lock had no time for Stafford; neither did Ty. And they had even less time for Brand, a man who delighted in regaling the younger men in the CA team with his exploits in Iraq, many of which, Lock had told Ty, were fictitious. Ty, having checked with a few of his former Marine buddies, wasn’t so sure.

The close protection world was full of guys like Brand, serial fantasists who confused talking the talk with walking the walk. To Ty, a good bodyguard was like Lock, the archetypal grey man who blended into the background, emerging only when a threat arose.The way Ty saw it, Brand blended like Marilyn Manson at a Jonas Brothers gig.

Lock watched as the protestors on the street were cleared fifty feet further back by the cops. If one of them made a rush, Lock would have Nicholas Van Straten in the boardroom with his decaf latte and a copy of the Wall Street Journal before they made it to the front door. Unconsciously, his right hand dropped to his side, feeling for the handle of his SIG Sauer 226, as the first Yukon stopped at the entrance.

The front passenger door of the rear vehicle opened first. Lock looked on as Ty made his way round to open the front passenger side of the middle Yukon for the designated bodyguard. As the rest of the personal escort section deployed, spreading out so that they had eyes on a full three hundred and sixty degrees, the clamor from the activists rose in volume.

‘Murderer!’

‘Hey, Van Straten, how many animals you plan on killing today?’ The bodyguard, a lean six foot two Mid-westerner by the name of Croft, opened Nicholas Van Straten’s door, and he stepped out. For a man who got death threats the way most people received junk mail, he looked remarkably composed. His four-man personal escort section had already moved into a closed box formation around him, ready to move him into the building. But Van Straten clearly had other ideas.

Taking a right turn behind the Yukon, he began to walk towards the source of the obscenities emanating from across the way. Lock could feel a surge of adrenalin starting to build as Van Straten embarked on this unscheduled walkabout.

‘Where the hell’s Stafford?’ Nicholas Van Straten asked one of his aides, who appeared to be having difficulty keeping pace as his boss made a beeline for the protestors.

‘I’ve no idea, sir.’

‘He was supposed to be here,’ Van Straten said, with an air of disappointment that didn’t stretch as far as surprise. Evidently, he was used to his son letting him down.

Lock watched as Van Straten confronted Stokes at the barrier. Anxiously, he keyed his mike. ‘Where the hell’s he going?’

A second passed before Ty’s response came back. ‘To meet his public?’

The four-man PES stayed tight around Van Straten. Croft glanced over at Lock as if to say, ‘What the hell do I do now?’

Lock could only offer a shrug in return. This didn’t feature anywhere in the playbook, and he didn’t like it.

‘Sir, if you wouldn’t mind . . .’ Croft’s request trailed off.

‘If I wouldn’t mind what?’

Van Straten seemed to be enjoying the panic emanating from the men around him.

A few yards back the red Hummer was drawing up. Lock could see one of Brand’s men in the front seat raising a gun, an M-16, by way of deterrent. Sighing, Lock keyed his radio again, waiting a beat to make sure that the start of his transmission wouldn’t be cut.

‘Brand from Lock. Tell that moron sitting in front of you to put the show stopper away. In case he hadn’t noticed, we’re in Midtown, not Mosul. If I see it again, he’s gonna find it doing double duty as a butt plug.’

Lock breathed a sigh of relief as he saw the M-16 popping back below the dash.

‘What’s your boss doing? Get him inside that freakin’ building before we have a riot on our hands.’ Caffrey had ambled his way across the street and was talking to Lock.

Static in Lock’s ear, then a message from Ty: ‘He wants to talk to them.’

Lock passed it on, and Caffrey’s expression shifted from disgruntlement to apoplexy.

By the time Van Straten had reached the barrier, Stokes was no more than five feet away. Silence descended as the taunting and threats fell away, the demonstrators thrown by the proximity of their chief hate figure. A cameraman from CNN tried to elbow his way in front of Lock.

‘If you wouldn’t mind stepping back please, sir,’ said Lock, trying to keep his voice even.

‘Who the heck are you to tell me what do to?’

Lock raised his hands, palms open in placation. ‘Sir, I’d really appreciate you moving back,’ he added, simultaneously raking the inside of his right boot all the way down the guy’s shin.

As the camera operator hobbled a retreat, cursing under his breath, Lock turned to watch Van Straten confront Stokes at the barrier.

‘I thought a delegation from your group might like to meet with me this morning,’ Van Straten was saying.

Stokes smiled. ‘You got my message, huh?’

By now, the media had begun to cluster round. A blonde reporter, Carrie Delaney, was first to be heard above the rapid-fire burst of questions. ‘Mr Van Straten, what do you plan on discussing inside?’

Lock caught her eye for a split-second. She made a point of looking away.

A preppy-looking correspondent, with frat boy features and a footballer’s physique, broke in before Van Straten had a chance to answer. ‘Is this a sign that you’re giving in to the extremists?’

Carrie shot the guy a look. Asshole. Lock noticed the guy smiling back. Right back at ya, babe.

Van Straten held up his hands. ‘Ladies and gentlemen, I’ll be happy to answer any questions you have after my meeting with Mr Stokes.’

More bodies pressed in. A man behind Lock was pushed forward by a surge of the growing crowd. Lock pushed him back.

Lock glanced around. It looked like every single assassination attempt ever witnessed, five seconds before it went off. A chaotic scrum of bodies, security caught flatfooted, then, from nowhere, someone making their move.

3

 

Van Straten’s bodyguard, Croft, was stationed at the door which led into the boardroom when Lock stepped out of the elevator.

‘Who’s inside?’

‘Just the old man and Stokes.’

‘You check on them?’

Croft shook his head. ‘The old man didn’t want to be disturbed. Don’t worry, I made sure he sat at the top of the table before I left.’ Lock relaxed a touch. There was a panic button fitted directly under that section. Not that he thought even Stokes would be dumb enough to try something here.

‘Any idea why the boss wanted a sit-down?’ Croft shrugged. ‘Nada.’

‘He didn’t say anything in the car this morning?’

‘Not a word. Just sat in back going through his papers, same as always.’

To be fair to Croft, Lock had found Nicholas Van Straten a tough man to read. Not that he was taciturn or impolite. Far from it, in fact. In contrast to his son, Nicholas Van Straten always seemed to make a point of being overly polite to those who worked for him, sometimes in almost inverse proportion to their seniority in the company.

‘So no one knows what this is about?’ Croft shook his head.

Lock turned to walk back to the elevator as the door to the boardroom opened and Van Straten stepped out.

‘Ah, Ryan, just the man,’ Van Straten said, turning his attention to Lock.

‘Sir?’

‘First of all, I owe you and the rest of your men an apology. I

should have given you some warning of my plans.’

Lock bit back his irritation. ‘That’s quite alright, sir.’

‘It was something of a last-minute decision to open direct discussions with Mr Stokes and his group.’

‘Yes, sir.’

‘Now, in ten minutes or so Mr Stokes and I will be going back outside to make a joint announcement.’

‘Sir, if I might make a suggestion.’

‘Of course. Please do.’

‘Perhaps if we found somewhere inside the building where you could—’

Van Straten cut him off. ‘Already thought of that, but Missy thought it would be more visual to be out on the steps. Oh, and could you arrange for some coffee to be sent in? No milk. Mr Stokes doesn’t take milk. Something to do with cows finding the process emotionally unsettling.’

‘Right away, sir.’

Van Straten stepped back inside and closed the door, leaving

Lock alone with Croft.

‘Who the hell’s Missy?’ Lock asked.

‘Some gal in the public relations office. The old man put a call in to her about two minutes before you got here.’

‘Terrific,’ Lock said, trying hard to keep the exasperation from his voice. Now security strategy was being dictated by someone who probably thought an IED was a form of contraception.

‘Dude, relax,’ Croft said. ‘Looks like the war’s over.’

Lock stepped in close to Croft. ‘Dude, don’t ever use language like that in my presence again.’

Croft was puzzled. ‘What? I didn’t cuss.’

‘In my book, “relax” beats out any cuss word.’

 

Back outside, word of the sit-down between Gray Stokes and Nicholas Van Straten had got out, drawing even more news crews to the scene. Bystanders and protestors filled the gaps, pilot fish waiting to snatch at whatever morsels of information might float their way.

Lock finished briefing his team stationed on the steps just as Gray Stokes emerged from the entrance, his clenched fist raised in imitation of the black power salute. Next to him, Nicholas Van Straten stared at his feet. A chastened Croft stayed within touching distance of his principal.

‘We did it!’ yelled Stokes, his voice sounding hoarse in the chill air. ‘We’ve won!’

Two protestors whooped as the pack of reporters surged forward. Lock noticed that Croft and Ty, who were flanking Van Straten, were looking nervous as the reporters pushed up against them, jockeying with one another for position.

Lock stepped between Janice in the wheelchair and a reporter squeezing in next to her, worried that she’d be toppled over by the crush of bodies. ‘Folks, if you could give everyone here some space,’ he shouted.

Knowing what Lock had done to the cameraman, those nearest to him hastily made some room.

Van Straten cleared his throat. ‘I’d like to make a short statement if I may. As of midnight tonight, Meditech and all its subsidiaries, alongside those companies we work with in partnership, will no longer engage in testing on animals. There will be a fuller statement released to all media outlets later.’

Before Stokes had the chance to have his say, a volley of questions came at Van Straten. Even in victory, Van Straten was stealing his thunder, and Stokes didn’t seem to be enjoying it one bit. He shifted from foot to foot. ‘I have a statement as well!’ he shouted. But the reporters ignored him, continuing to throw questions at Van Straten.

What’s behind your change in policy, Mr Van Straten?’

‘Have the extremists who desecrated your mother’s memory won here?’

Another question, this one more pertinent to a broad section of the audience at home: ‘What do you think this will do to your company’s share price?’

Van Straten stretched out his arms. ‘Ladies and gentlemen, please. I think it would be rude if you didn’t at least listen to what Mr Stokes has to say on the matter.’

Struggling to keep his cool, Stokes took a single step to the right. Now he was standing directly in front of the Meditech CEO. Now it was his face filling the screens directly behind him, and the millions more around the country.

He raised a bunched right hand to his mouth, theatrically cleared his throat, and waited for silence to descend.

‘Today has been a momentous one for the animal rights movement,’ he began.

But before he could finish the sentence, his neck snapped back. A single .50 calibre bullet had vaporized his head.

 

4

Lock placed himself in front of Croft and drew his weapon, giving Croft time to spin and sling Van Straten so they were back to back. With his left hand, Croft clasped the collar of Van Straten’s shirt, which allowed him to return fire with his right, all the while backing up as fast as he could. Lock remained steadfast among the scrum of bodies as between them Ty and Croft moved Van Straten back inside the building.

Lock looked around for Brand and the rest of the CA team but they were nowhere to be seen. Backing up, he shouted over to Ty,

‘Get him upstairs!’

In front of him, people were scattering in all directions, the crowd parting in a V directly in front of the building as another round was fired, this one catching a male protestor in the chest. He fell, face first, and didn’t move.

A breath of relief for Lock, as out of the corner of his eye he saw the journalist Carrie Delaney hightailing it for a news van parked on the corner.

Turning to his right, Lock saw Janice Stokes sitting in her wheelchair, her mother struggling to get it to move. At the same time, he saw an additional reason for the collective panic.

A red Hummer was careering towards the front of the building at full tilt, its trajectory an unswerving diagonal towards the one person incapable of getting out of its way. Even if the brakes were applied at that instant, the vehicle’s momentum would carry it onwards for at least another two hundred feet. Janice was well within that range.

Lock sprinted forward, his left foot slipping under him as he struggled for traction on the icy steps. Another round flew in, taking out what was left of the glass frontage. Desperately, he tackled Janice from the chair, his momentum carrying them both skidding across the polished stone.

Behind them, the Hummer had started to brake, the wheels locking, its sheer weight carrying it inexorably towards the front of the building and up the steps. Janice’s mother stood motionless as it rolled across Stoke’s body and slammed into her. She flipped into the air, a spinning tangle of limbs, and landed with a thud between the Hummer’s front wheels.

Janice opened her mouth to scream as the Hummer ploughed into the reception area. ‘Mom!’ she yelled, as Lock pulled her under him, his body covering hers.

He twisted his head round to see one of the Hummer’s doors open and Brand emerge. Brand hefted the M-16 in his right hand. He looked around at the devastation wrought by the vehicle and strolled calmly towards Lock, glass crunching under his boots, rifle raised.

Lock rolled away from Janice as a paramedic ran over to them and knelt down next to Janice. The CA team clambered one by one from the Hummer and took up position in the lobby, guns drawn.

Brand reached Lock. ‘I’ll take it from here, buddy.’

Lock felt a surge of anger manifest as bile at the back of his throat. A young woman had just seen her father’s head blown clean off and her mother run over by Brand.

Brand smirked. ‘Relax, Lock, she was a freakin’ tree hugger.’ Lock drew back his right arm and stepped forward. Before

Brand had a chance to duck Lock’s right elbow connected squarely with the side of Brand’s mouth. There was a satisfying crunch as Brand’s head jolted back and blood spurted from the side of his mouth.

‘She was a human being,’ said Lock, hurrying past.

 

5

Suddenly aware of his labored breath, Lock took cover behind a Crown Vic parked fifty feet from the front of the building, making sure to stay a good five feet behind the bodywork so that any fragments of shrapnel zipping off were less likely to find him. Getting too close was called hugging cover. Hugging cover got you killed.

Only ninety seconds had passed between Stokes being hit and him making it here. In a one-sided contact like this, it felt like an eternity.

What was it his father had told him as a ten-year-old when explaining the job of a bodyguard? Hours of boredom, moments of terror.

He glanced over to see Sergeant Caffrey squatting next to him, tight to the cruiser. Lock grabbed him by the shoulder and pulled him back a few feet.

‘What the hell are you doing?’

‘You’re too close.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘You want a lecture on appropriate use of cover right now? Just do what I tell you, and stay the hell there.’

Caffrey grimaced, his pasty complexion hued red by a freezing wind and sudden exertion. ‘Man, I’d be working the Bronx if I’d wanted to sign up for this kind of shit.’

‘I think they’re up there,’ Lock said, nodding towards a three story redbrick with a ground-floor Korean deli which squatted among its more refined office block neighbors

‘They? How’d you know there’s more than one of them?’ Caffrey asked, peeking out.

Lock hauled him back in. ‘A lone sniper is either a college kid gone wild who can’t shoot for shit, or someone in the movies. A professional works with a spotter. And these guys are professionals.’

‘You saw them?’ Caffrey asked.

Lock shook his head. ‘Take my word for it. It’s about the only place they can be. The angle of the first shot would have given him the right elevation to take out Stokes above the crowd.’

Lock keyed his radio. ‘Ty?’

‘Go ahead.’

‘Where’s Van Straten?’

‘Tucked up with milk and cookies. What’s the count?’

‘Three down.’

A middle-aged man in a suit broke cover to Lock’s left. Clutching his briefcase, he ducked out from behind a parked car, only making it a few feet before being blown off his feet by the sniper.

‘Correction. Four.’

Automatic rounds chattered from inside the lobby as Brand and his CA team returned fire.

‘OK, so, Ty. You leave Croft with Van Straten and get downstairs. Make sure Brand and the rest of his buddies don’t light up any more of the citizenry.’

‘Will do.’

Lock turned back to Caffrey. ‘What’s the SWAT team’s ETA?’

‘They’ll be here in five. Let’s just sit tight until then.’

‘When they get here, make sure you tell them that I’m on your side.’

‘Where the hell are you going?’

‘To give these assholes the good news,’ said Lock, making for the nearest doorway.

He tucked in tight to the entrance of the building directly opposite Meditech headquarters. Now he was on the same side of the street as the shooters he could inch his way up, building by building, all the while narrowing any possible angle. His only real fear was being taken out by friendly fire from Brand’s trigger-happy cohort.

The sign on the door of the deli had been switched to ‘Closed For Business’. This store didn’t even close for Thanksgiving. Lock now knew for definite that he was in the right place. He tried the handle. It was locked. With the butt of the SIG, he punched out the glass-paneled door and stepped through.

Inside, there was no sign of life. The relative calm was unsettling as sirens whooped and screamed in the street beyond. He walked slowly towards the counter, the fingers of his right hand wrapped around the SIG’s grip, his left hand cupping the bottom.

Behind the counter there was a young woman crouched beneath the register, her hands cuffed with plastic ties, her mouth sealed with gaffer tape. The space was narrow: these places tried to use every available inch for product. As he knelt down, his hand brushed her shoulder, making her jump.

‘It’s fine, you’re gonna be fine,’ he whispered.

He found the edge of the tape with the nail of his thumb.

‘This is going to hurt a little but, please, try not to scream, OK?’ She nodded, her pupils still dilated in terror.

‘I’m gonna pull it off real fast, just like a Band-Aid. One, two, three . . .’

He tore the tape up and right, a yelp half catching in the woman’s throat.

‘My dad’s through there,’ she said, her words coming in short gasps. She nodded towards the corridor, which snaked off from the front of the store to the back. ‘He has a heart condition.’

‘Who else is here?

‘Two men. Upstairs.’

‘You sure?’

‘Yes. They haven’t come down yet.’

‘Where are the stairs?’

She jerked her head back down the corridor towards a brown wood-paneled door.

Lock reached for his Gerber, flipping out the knife into a locked position with a single motion. The woman winced.

‘I’m going to free your hands.’

She seemed to understand, but her body remained tense and stiff as he reached behind her to cut through the plasti-cuffs. At first he thought whoever tied her up must have improvised using some plastic ties they’d found lying around, but now he saw these were the real deal. Military issue of the kind used in places like Iraq where you might have to detain large numbers for a short period. Still, the thin edge of the Gerber’s blade made fast work of cutting through the thick white plastic band.

‘You take care of your father. If you hear shots, get out, but stay on this side of the street.’

Lock stood up and made his way to the door leading to the stairs. He opened it, stepped through, and glanced up. Dust caught at the back of his throat as he moved up the stairs, careful to keep his weight even on each tread. He focused on slowing his breathing as his field of vision, which had unconsciously tunneled, started to clear again. By the time he reached the second floor his heart rate had dropped by twenty beats a minute.

Footsteps thumped above him. Whoever it was, they were in a hurry. He crouched down, his back to the wall, his 226 aimed at a gap between the iron spindles of the railing on the third floor.

There was a sudden movement as someone broke cover above him, the person a blur. Before Lock could get him in his sights, he was gone.

Slowly, he began to edge his way up the final flight of stairs, the SIG out in front of him, index finger resting lightly on the trigger. At the top of the stairs there was a single door, offset six feet to the left. To the right, another door, this one ajar.

He went right first, down the corridor, pushing the door open with the toe of his boot. The room smelt musty and damp. Inside was a desk. Next to that was a solitary filing cabinet. The window was open. It faced on to the back alley. A metal pin was hammered into the frame; a length of blue climbing rope looped through it snaked out into thin air. Lock crossed to it and leaned out, glimpsing what he suspected were the backs of the sniper team as they ran.

He keyed his radio. ‘Ty?’ he whispered.

‘I’m here.’

‘Korean deli half a block down. Second floor.’

‘OK, man, I’ll pass it on.’

With any luck the SWAT team could throw up a four-block perimeter and find them before they had the chance to slip away. New York might provide the ultimate urban camouflage environment for crazies, but even here a heavily perspiring assassin carrying the tools of his trade just might stand out.

Lock walked back down the corridor, stopping at the closed door he’d seen. He took a single step back and lifted his right leg. The door flew open under the impact of his boot.

There was a deafening boom as a shotgun, rigged to the door handle with a length of fishing line, went off. The force of the impact blew Lock back over the railing. He landed heavily on his back, his head smacking off the wall, leaving a dent in the plasterboard. Then everything went black.

 

 

6

A cluster of town cars skulked outside the up-scale apartment block. Engines running, they chugged out a mini smog bank that rolled across the FDR Driveway to the very edge of the East River.

Next to the green-canopied entrance, Natalya Verovsky sheltered under a golf umbrella embossed with a Four Seasons logo. Standing apart from the other au pairs and nannies waiting to collect their charges from the Christmas Eve party, she glanced at her watch. They should be coming out any minute now.

After what seemed an eternity, a gaggle of excited children began to emerge clutching bags of party favors. Last, as usual, was Josh, a loose-limbed seven-year-old with a mop of brown hair. He appeared to be engaged in a comically earnest conversation about the existence of Santa Claus with one of his friends.

Spotting Natalya, Josh broke off mid-conversation with a fleeting ‘Gotta go’ and made a dash towards her.

Normally this was the signal for Natalya to sweep Josh up in a big hug, lifting him off his feet and matching the embrace with a sloppy kiss, which Josh pretended to think was gross, but which she knew he secretly relished. Today, however, she took his hand without a word, even though she knew he disliked having his hand taken more than being kissed.

‘Hey, I’m not a baby,’ he protested.

Natalya said nothing, prompting Josh to look up at her, this faintest of blips on his radar registering immediately. ‘What’s up, Naty?’

Natalya’s voice sharpened. ‘Nothing. Now come on.’ She hurried him towards a town car parked across the street.

As the back door swung open, Josh held back. ‘Why aren’t we walking?’

‘It’s too cold to walk.’

A lie. It was cold. Freezing in fact. But they’d walked home in colder.

‘But I like the cold.’

Natalya’s grip tightened around Josh’s hand. ‘Quick, quick.’

‘Can we have hot chocolate when we get home?’

‘Of course.’ Another lie.

Josh smiled, a victory seemingly won. Natalya knew that his dad hated him having anything sweet before dinner and generally she sided with him, only allowing Josh to sneak some candy as a special treat on Friday afternoons when he’d finished all his homework.

He climbed into the back of the town car. ‘With marshmallows?’

‘Sure,’ said Natalya.

Inside the car, the driver, his face obscured by the partition, pressed down on the horn with the palm of his hand before easing the Mercedes out into traffic. At the end of the block, he made an immediate right down 84th towards 1st Avenue.

Natalya stared straight ahead.

Josh looked at her, his face a pastiche of adult concern. ‘There’s something wrong, isn’t there?’

A dull clunk as the doors either side of them locked. Natalya could see the beginnings of panic in Josh’s eyes now. ‘It’s just so you don’t fall out.’ A third lie.

‘But I’m not going to fall out.’

The lights ahead flipped to green. Natalya reached over to secure Josh’s seatbelt as the car lurched forward to beat the next set of signals. The park was on their right now, the trees barren and stripped of their leaves. They passed a lone jogger, his face set as he leaned into the biting wind.

At 97th, they turned into Central Park, cutting across towards the Upper West Side. By now any pretense that they were heading home was gone.

Josh unclipped his seatbelt and scrambled up on to the seat to stare out of the back window. ‘This isn’t the way,’ he protested, his voice pitching high with concern. ‘Where are we going?’

Natalya did her best to shush him. ‘It’s only for a little while.’

This part, she’d been promised, was true.

‘What’s only for a little while? Where are we going?’ He paused and took a shaky breath. ‘If we don’t go home right now, I’m telling Dad, and he’ll fire your ass.’

The partition window slid down and the driver swiveled round. His hair was cut military-short and flaked with grey at the temples. The black suit he’d been crammed into, to lend the appearance of a chauffeur, looked in danger of tearing under his arms.

‘Take us home!’ Josh screamed at him. ‘Now!’

The driver ignored him. ‘Either you get the little brat to sit down or I will,’ he said to Natalya, pulling aside his jacket to reveal a shoulder holster with a Glock 9mm pistol tucked into it, the handle showing black against his white shirt.

Josh stared at him, the sight of the gun quietening him, boiling down panic to a silent rage.

Beyond the driver, through the clear glass of the windshield, he could see a trademark blue and white NYPD cruiser driving towards them. In a few seconds it would be parallel with them. A

second after that it would be gone.

Sensing that this was his one chance, Josh made a sudden lunge towards the front seat. The driver’s right elbow flew up, catching the top of his forehead with a crack and sending him spinning back into the footwell. ‘Sit the hell down,’ he said, pushing a button on the console, the partition gliding back into place.

Natalya pulled Josh back up on to the seat. A welt was already starting to rise where the driver had caught him. An inch or two lower and he would have crushed the bridge of his nose. Fighting the tears was futile.

His eyes burned into Natalya’s. ‘Why are you doing this?’

As Josh’s sobs came, raw and breathless, Natalya closed her eyes, the knot of quiet dread that had been growing in her stomach for the past few weeks solidifying. Knowing now what she’d denied to herself all this time. That she’d made a terrible mistake.

Feet away from them, the police cruiser sped past. Neither cop gave the town car a second glance.

 

7

Ten minutes after the driver had struck Josh, the partition lowered again and he tossed a backpack in Natalya’s general direction. She opened it with trepidation, even though she’d been told what would be inside.

First item out was a plastic bag emblazoned with a trademark Duane Read blue and red logo. Digging a bit deeper, she retrieved a set of children’s clothes, brand new and in Josh’s size: blue jeans, a white T-shirt and a navy sweatshirt. No cartoon characters, no brand names, no slogans, no distinguishing characteristics of any kind. Plain. Generic. Anonymous. Chosen precisely for those qualities.

‘Look, new clothes,’ Natalya said, doing her best to coax Josh from the far corner of the back seat.

Josh turned his face to Natalya, half-dried tears like glycerine on his cheeks. ‘They suck.’

‘Let’s get you changed, yes?’

‘Why? What for?’

‘Please, Josh.’

Josh glanced towards the partition. ‘Forget it.’

Natalya leaned in closer to him. ‘We don’t want to make him angry again, do we?’

‘Who is he anyway?’ Josh asked. ‘Your boyfriend?’ Natalya bit down on her lip.

‘He is, isn’t he?’

‘It doesn’t matter who he is.’

‘Why are you doing this to me?’

Natalya lowered her voice. ‘Look, I made a mistake. I’m going to try and get you out of this. But right now, I need you to cooperate.’

‘Why should I believe you?’

‘Because you don’t have any choice.’

Finally, after more stalling, Josh got changed. Natalya jammed his party clothes into the backpack, the easy part out of the way. Next, she picked up the bag from the drug store, steeling herself, then put it back down. Unless she was going to pin Josh to the ground to do what she had to do, and risk injuring him in the process, this was going to take careful handling.

‘You look nice in those,’ Natalya said.

‘No I don’t.’

‘They look good.’

None of this was cutting any ice and Natalya could see that Josh was getting jittery again.

He shifted position on the back seat. ‘Can we go home? Please? If you want money my dad can give it to you, but I want to go home.’

‘It’s not that simple.’

‘Why not?’

Natalya pulled a pair of hairdresser’s scissors from the drug store bag.

Josh’s hand shot to his scalp. ‘No. Not my hair.’

The car slowed and pulled to the side of the road, as a car behind blared its horn. The partition fell. This time the driver had the gun in his hand. He pointed it directly at Josh. ‘If I have to pull over one more time, you’ll regret it.’

Shaking, Josh turned his back to Natalya. Legs crossed, she sat behind him, and set to work.

Barely five minutes later the back seat was festooned with long strands of dark brown hair. Josh reached his hand back, ran it through the uneven spikes.

Natalya took Josh’s hand and squeezed it. ‘You can always grow it back. Now, let me tidy it.’

She made some more tiny adjustments, momentarily getting caught up in the task.

‘There. Now you know what would really suit this style?’

‘What?’

‘A different colour.’

‘I guess so,’ Josh said, sounding utterly defeated.

Natalya rummaged in the bag again, sighing as she came up with a plastic bottle of hair dye. Quickly scanning the directions on the back of the bottle, she tutted loudly, then leaned forward and rapped on the partition. ‘I can’t use this now.’

The driver stared at her in the rear-view mirror. ‘Why not?’

‘It needs water. It’ll have to wait.’

‘You sure?’

‘You think I’m stupid?’

She thrust the bottle through the partition, two fingers covering the part of the label which read ‘unique dry application’. The driver grunted, tucked the bottle into his jacket and restarted the car.

‘Don’t worry, I won’t let anything bad happen to you,’ Natalya whispered, putting her arm around Josh.

‘This isn’t bad?’ he demanded.

Natalya pulled him closer and he finally relented, snuggling in to her. Fifteen minutes later he was beginning to doze off, his head resting against Natalya’s shoulder, as the car came to a stop and the driver opened the door, pulling them both out into the cold.

As they stood shivering in a freezing mist of rain, the driver produced a brand-new cordless car vacuum and used it to suck Josh’s hair off the back seat. Someone else would be along later to collect the car.

The area was desolate and semi-industrial, with a road off to the left. They trudged through a sugar coating of powdery snow towards an oversized metal gate which lay smack bang in the middle of a seemingly endless chain-link fence. Cars flitted past in the distance. Other than that they were alone. A man with a gun, Natalya, and the child she’d been charged with looking after and had just so cruelly betrayed.

Natalya looked around, trying to find a point to fix on – a street sign, maybe, or a store – but all she could see was waterfront. Close by she could hear the slurp of waves against a dock.

Everything had changed for her the moment Josh had been hit. Regardless of what was at stake for herself she was determined to make good her mistake. And that meant getting Josh safely home to his father.

She’d have to pick her moment with care, though. There would be no second chance at escape.

They hadn’t driven through any tunnels or over any bridges so she was sure they were still in Manhattan, but it didn’t take a genius to work out that this neighbourhood was a long way from the Upper East Side.

The driver pushed Natalya towards the metal gate with the heel of his hand. ‘Move,’ he grunted.

At the door, a solitary security camera panned round, accompanied by a faint hydraulic whirl. The gate clicked and the driver pushed it open, ushering Natalya and Josh through.

Perched at the end of a pier, a single-engine speedboat was tied up, no one aboard. Painted a dark grey, it sat low in the water. They walked towards it, the driver clambering down into it first, almost losing his footing as a sudden swell rose under the hull. For a split second Natalya considered running, but with the dock stretching thirty feet out into the water she knew they’d never make it in time.

Natalya helped Josh into the boat.

‘Get the rope for me,’ the driver said, pushing Josh down so he’d be out of view of any passing traffic on the river.

Natalya unhooked the stern line from the mooring and threw it back to him. Now was her chance.

The driver waved her forward with his hand as the boat began to inch away from the dock. ‘Quick.’

She hesitated, then caught Josh’s terrified eyes. There was just no way she could leave him. Taking one quick step, she jumped down, the driver catching her hand and half hauling her down into the boat.

The driver gunned the engine and they set off in a wave of spume and diesel oil. Soon the dock was out of sight, a black skyline etched against grey.

Natalya counted off those buildings she recognized. The tower of the Chrysler building. The Empire State. The gaping maw of a breach where the Twin Towers once stood, now replaced by the first nub of the Freedom Tower.

The driver dug into the bag and pulled out the bottle of hair dye. He squinted at the instructions on the back like they were written in Sanskrit. Finally, he looked up at Natalya. ‘Dry application. Bullshit.’ He threw the bottle at Josh. ‘Make sure you rub it in good.’

 

8

Lock woke in a bed in a small room, hooked up to a monitor and some kind of IV. He prayed for morphine, but suspected saline. If he was still in this much pain, it had to be some weak-ass morphine.

He wiggled his toes and fingers, relieved to find that they seemed to be responding. To make sure that it wasn’t some kind of phantom sensation he flipped back the sheet, surprised that he could move so easily, and amused to find that he had an erection. Maybe it was some kind of evolutionary response to a near-death experience. Either that or a full bladder.

He waited for his excitement to subside, conjuring up the most unerotic of images to hasten its demise. No dice. Not even a yoga-emaciated Madonna could shift it. The blinds weren’t closed all the way, and he could glimpse the lights of the city that didn’t sleep beyond the window, getting on just fine without him.

Tentatively, he swung his legs over the side of the bed and, with one hand on the bed rail, stood up. For a second or two the room shifted suddenly, but the sensation quickly abated, and he managed to walk gingerly over to the tiny bathroom.

The man staring back at him from the mirror with a deadpan expression was sporting three-day-old stubble and a close-shaven head. Running his fingers across the top of his skull, he found a set of stitches. Whether it was a wound or the result of an incision wasn’t entirely clear. He touched his fingertips to it. No real pain, but definitely stitches.

His face was puffy, especially around the eyes. His eyes were set blue amid the deathly pallor of the rest of his skin, his pupils like dots.

He took a moment to work back to how he got here. Relief. It was all there. The protestors, Van Straten’s unexpected walkabout, then Lock standing on the steps outside Meditech and the bullet. Correction: bullets. His glimpse of Carrie running for cover. More relief at recalling that. Then him taking on the threat, the young Korean storekeeper tied up, then walking up that staircase, a bang, and a sudden cut to black.

Total recall. He allowed himself a smile at that.

He filled the sink and began to splash his face with cold water, freezing mid-splash as the door opened into the main room. Pressing his back against the wall, he peered out.

In the room, a man in a blue windbreaker looked around, like the empty bed was evidence of some kind of magic trick. For a second, Lock half expected the guy to start shining his Mag light under the covers.

He stepped out of the bathroom, and the guy’s face relaxed into a smile. ‘There you are.’

‘Here I am,’ was all Lock could think to say in reply.

Overcome by a sudden wave of exhaustion, Lock took a step back towards the bed, and stumbled. The man put out a hand, steadying him. ‘Easy there.’

Lock waved him off, keen to get some sheets between him and his visitor. ‘Lemme guess, JTTF?’

The Joint Terrorism Task Force’s field office in Manhattan was based downtown in the Federal Plaza. Composed of members of the FBI, ATF, as well as NYPD, it was charged with dealing with all incidents of domestic terrorism in the five boroughs and beyond. The campaign against Meditech had fallen under its jurisdiction as the animal rights activists had escalated their actions. Lock had liaised with a number of suits from their office, although the man standing in front of him wasn’t one of them, as far as he could recall.

‘John Frisk. Just got transferred over.’

‘Ryan Lock.’

‘Least you can remember your name, that’s a start.’

‘So where’d they transfer you from?’

‘FBI.’

Lock sat back on the bed. Frisk pulled up a chair and sat next to him.

‘You’re a lucky guy. If you’d been hit a couple of inches either side of your plates you’d be toast.’

Lock had been sporting four plates. Two front, and two back, they slid into pouches either side of his ballistic vest to provide additional protection.

Lock smiled. ‘Maybe I should hit Vegas, while I’m still on this hot streak.’

‘Take me with you. I could use the vacation.’

Lock eased his head back on to the pillows and stared at a fixed point on the ceiling. ‘What’d they hit me with?’

‘Twelve-gauge rigged to the door,’ said Frisk.

‘Better that than the alternative, I’m guessing. You pick anyone up yet?’

‘We were hoping you could help us with that one.’

Lock chewed the side of his mouth. ‘Professionals. Both male. Both over six feet. I didn’t get much of a look beyond the back of their heels. What did the crime scene team turn up?’

‘I can’t really say.’

‘That many leads, huh?’

It was Frisk’s turn to suppress a smile. ‘I thought I was the investigator and you were the witness.’

‘Old habits die hard.’

Frisk hesitated for a moment. ‘OK, from what we can gather, as you said, it was a pro job. High-calibre sniper rifle – we’re still working on the exact type, but a fifty cal.’

‘Fifty?’

‘Yup. If they’d rigged that to the door we wouldn’t be having this conversation,’ Frisk said, super-casual.

‘Got that straight,’ said Lock. Having seen what the .50 cal had done to Stokes’ head, Lock knew that no amount of body armor would have saved him.

‘They had the escape route scoped out ahead of time, not much left behind for forensics. No shell casings anywhere to be seen, not like that would have given us much anyway. Plus the room was bleached down before they exited via the window.’

‘What about the shotgun?’ Lock asked, leaning over to reach for a glass of water perched on the locker next to his bed.

Frisk beat him to it and passed it over. ‘Looking to buy themselves a few extra seconds would be my guess.’

Lock grunted in agreement.

‘We traced it to the owner of a house out in Long Island. Place has been vacant since the summer, guy didn’t even know he’d been broken in to.’

‘Did the girl make it?’

‘The girl in the wheelchair?’

Lock nodded, took a sip of water.

‘She’s down on four.’

‘She OK?’

‘Pretty shocked. Knows about as much as you do.’

‘You’ve got some great witnesses lined up by the sounds of it. What was the final count?’

‘Five dead in total.’

‘Five?’

‘Three shot, one run over, and one heart attack.’

A knock at the door. A young African American doctor in her late twenties who looked like she’d been awake about as long as Lock had been unconscious poked her head round. ‘I thought I was pretty clear that I didn’t want my patient disturbed until he was ready.’

‘It was my fault, doc,’ Lock said. ‘I was quizzing Agent Frisk, not the other way round.’

‘Well, if you have any questions, you can always talk to me.’ Lock glanced back to Frisk. ‘Never got to ask Agent Frisk what

my federal prognosis was.’

‘Well, your weapon was legally held, although how the hell you got a concealed carry in the city these days beats me.’

Lock looked skywards to the ceiling. ‘Friends in high places.’

‘And your luck doesn’t end there,’ Frisk continued. ‘Seeing as you never fired a shot, there won’t be any charges. But next time, leave the cavalry charge to the cavalry, OK?’

Lock bristled. He’d been the only one taking on the threat and here was Frisk treating him like some rookie cop. ‘I’d be happy to, if they manage to show up before the final reel. Speaking of which, what’s happening to Brand?’

‘Police department are keen to go to bat on vehicular manslaughter. But the DA’s getting a lot of pressure to go for a lesser charge, or let it slide entirely.’

‘If you speak to anyone in their office you can tell them I’d be happy to step to the plate for the prosecution on that one.’

Frisk raised an eyebrow. ‘You and he not too close, huh?’

‘Different approaches, that’s all.’

‘Oh yeah, and what’s the difference?’

‘Mine’s correct,’ Lock said curtly.

‘Mr Lock really does need his rest,’ the doctor broke in. ‘I’m sure there’ll be plenty of time for you to talk to him tomorrow.’

‘What day is it anyway?’

‘Thursday,’ said Frisk.

‘Wait. I missed Christmas?’

The doctor arched an eyebrow. ‘You got the gift of life.’ Frisk smirked. ‘Sure Santa’ll catch up with you next year.’

‘OK, he really does need his rest now,’ insisted the doctor.

Frisk took the hint and eased out of the room. ‘Don’t go anywhere,’ he said from the door.

When he’d gone, Lock’s hand reached up to his head wound. He ran the tips of his fingers over it, like a kid worrying a scab on his knee.

‘Pretty good-looking scar you’ll have there,’ the doctor said, perching next to him on the bed.

‘You think it’ll make me more attractive to women?’

‘Didn’t realise that was a problem for you.’

‘I’ll take any help I can get.’

‘Mind if I take another look?’

‘Be my guest.’

He bowed his head so she could get a better view.

‘You had a pretty lucky escape.’

‘So everyone keeps saying.’

‘You suffered a slight hemorrhage. We had to drill into your skull in order to take out some fluid. There’s a risk that you might suffer some additional blackouts. Oh, and there have been cases where trauma to this particular area of the brain can result in a raised level of—’

‘You can stop right there, doc. I think I know where you’re heading. So when can I get out of here?’

She stood up. ‘Head trauma’s a serious business. It’d be best if you stayed here for at least the next few days.’

‘Sure thing,’ he said, already planning his escape.

 

 

9

‘Don’t you have a home to go to?’

The doctor was back at the foot of Lock’s bed, busy looking over his chart as he lay back watching the tube. Even this early on in his convalescence he’d made a number of interesting discoveries, the most surprising being that with a sufficiently high dose of morphine daytime soap operas were damn engrossing.

‘Wouldn’t have had you pegged as a big daytime soap fan,’ she mused as Lock flicked the TV to mute, leaving a cleft-chinned Clooney wannabe to slap around an actress whose Botox-blank face ran the gamut of human emotions from A to B and back again.

‘I was waiting for the news to come on.’

‘Sure you were.’ That killer smile again.

‘Are you flirting with me, doc?’

She ignored the question, jotting down an additional note on his chart instead.

‘What are you writing?’ he asked, doing his best to peek.

She angled the chart so he couldn’t see. ‘Do not resuscitate.’ Lock laughed. It hurt.

She edged a smile herself. ‘Sorry, but I get hit on a lot, and I haven’t been home in two days.’

‘Who said I was hitting on you?’

‘You weren’t? OK, now I feel insulted. Anyway, isn’t this all a pointless discussion? You have a girlfriend.’

‘Do I?’

‘Well there’s certainly been a woman putting in a lot of calls since you were admitted. Carrie Delaney ring any bells?’

‘Lots, but unfortunately we’re just good friends.’

‘Unfortunate for you or her?’

‘Probably both.’

‘I see.’

Lock pushed himself up into a sitting position. ‘Y’know, I’d never really thought about it until now, but our jobs have quite a few things in common.’

‘Saving people’s lives?’

‘I was thinking more along the lines of unsociable hours and only getting any real attention when you screw up.’

‘What did you screw up?’ she asked him. ‘Janice Stokes wouldn’t be here if you hadn’t done what you did.’

‘And neither would I.’

She was staring at him now. ‘So why did you?’

‘This is going to sound like a line from a bad movie.’

‘I get lots of those too.’

‘I did it because it’s what I’m trained to do.’

‘So you make a habit of rescuing damsels in distress?’

Lock shook his head. ‘No, just a habit of walking through doors

I shouldn’t. Listen, I didn’t even catch your name.’

‘Dr Robbins.’

‘I meant your first name.’

‘I know you did.’

Over her shoulder, Lock caught a glimpse of Carrie fronting the headline report on the TV. Seeing her hurt worse than getting shot. She was standing outside a green-canopied apartment building, a white-gloved doorman flitting in and out of frame behind her, apparently undecided between discretion and getting his mug on the tube.

‘That your lady friend?’ Dr Robbins asked, following Lock’s gaze to the TV and reading the bottom of the screen.

‘She was. For a time anyway.’

‘Looks too classy for you.’

‘I get that a lot. Would you mind if I . . . ?’

‘Go right ahead,’ said Dr Robbins, stepping out of his way. Lock turned up the volume, catching Carrie mid-sentence.

‘. . . the FBI remaining tight-lipped about this latest twist in the Meditech massacre story which has gripped America. But so far only one fact remains clear: three days after his disappearance, seven-year-old Josh Hulme remains missing.’

The screen cut to a picture of a young white boy with thick brown hair and blue eyes, smiling self-consciously for a family portrait.

Lock moved away from Dr Robbins as she attempted to get a fresh look at the back of his head. ‘What’s this got to do with Meditech?’

‘His father works for them or something.’

Lock felt a jolt of adrenalin. He started to get out of bed, earning a reproachful look from Dr Robbins.

‘I need to make a call.’

‘Fine, but do everyone a favour.’

‘What’s that, doc?’

‘Put on a robe first. Your butt’s hanging out.’

 

 

10

Dressed, and with a baseball cap covering what he’d come to think of as his lobotomy patient look, Lock stepped out into the hall. He still felt a little uncertain on his feet and he remained deliberately unshaven. Looking in the mirror as he’d washed his face, he’d figured that slightly altering his appearance might be no bad thing under the circumstances. Clearly the ‘Massacre in Midtown’, as the press had dubbed it, gleefully unearthing a neat piece of alliteration among the dead, was a first shot rather than a last stand.

Finding a way to call Ty proved tricky. Lock’s cell phone was inconveniently back in the bottom drawer of his desk at Meditech and pay phones seemed to be in short supply. Dr Robbins had told him she could arrange for a phone to be brought to his room for a small charge, but he didn’t want to wait. Finally, he tracked one down on the ground floor, next to the gift shop.

Ty answered on the first buzz.

‘Where’s my fruit basket?’

‘If it ain’t Rip Van Winkle. I was wondering when you were going to surface.’

‘Sleep of the just, man.’

‘I hear you. Good to have you back.’

Lock was grateful for the relief in Ty’s voice. It was comforti

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The Homicide Chronicle: Defending the Citizen Accused

by Ralph Shamas

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“…a welcome change in the genre of legal fiction.” ~ Kirkus Reviews

A chilling murder. A sensational courtroom drama.

The naked body of a young single mother is found in the bedroom of her own home. She’s been sexually assaulted and stabbed 36 times. There is blood splatter, candle wax, a mysterious drinking glass, and other compelling evidence found at the scene. Bill Castro, a working man, a thoughtful and loving husband, the father of a young child, is charged with the horrifying crime. Lawyer Bruce Sanah is retained to represent Bill Castro and finds himself having to confront disturbing evidence and unsettling surprise. Is Bill Castro innocent or is he a brutal murderer? The Homicide Chronicle, written by a man who has years of experience in the courtroom, delivers a true insider’s look into a fascinating murder investigation and jury trial. Ultimately, the absorbing conclusion will confirm that the pursuit of truth and justice is often complicated and unpredictable.

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PROLOGUE

I am a lawyer. For more than 35 years, my job has been to defend people accused of committing all manner of wrongful acts. I love what I do, and I never look back on my decision to become a lawyer. In fact, that decision was made when I was a middle-school student, just 13 years old, as I listened to a local lawyer who had come to speak to our civics class. He was passionate in expressing the irreplaceable value of good lawyers in our free society and was forceful in demonstrating with his charismatic presence that a lawyer can command a huge image in the eyes of others. Duly impressed, and convinced that I wanted to be just such a man, I went home that day to announce my intentions. I did so at the dinner table that evening. My parents, both occupied with their daily stresses, nodded slightly, implying only some tacit approval. Still, I was absolutely determined, and in actual fact, I never changed my mind.

Even before I entered law school I discovered that all lawyers sadly must acknowledge that not everyone sees the profession as honorable.  Then, beginning in the early years of my law practice, I started hearing the question, usually asked by some new acquaintance at a social function: “How can you represent a guilty man?”  I still get that question on occasion and suppose I will always will.  People are programmed, it seems, to bring that question to mind when the topic of lawyers is brought up.  Admit it, you are probably asking that same question right now. Well enough. My response, for now, is simply this: You surely will have at least some understanding of what I believe to be the most compelling and appropriate answer once you have finished reading this book.

 

Over the course of my legal career, I have represented hundreds of clients, had hundreds of trials, and became familiar with scores of other cases. One murder case stands out as the most intriguing and enigmatic of them all. This book focuses on and fictionalizes that single case: the case of a sexual murder, the despicable acts of a twisted mind. With this said, you may be ready to assume that I was the defense lawyer. I will not confirm that for you. In fact, the main fictional character in this book is named R. Bruce Sanah, and with him as your companion, you will pass through and experience the course of a trial like no other you have ever heard or read about. Who committed the awful, heinous crime? Well, all I will tell you now is that it is just not that easy to say. Did Lawyer Sanah represent a guilty man? You be the judge, if you can.

The events have been set, for purposes of this story, in Douglas, Arizona, a border town separated by a tall barbed-wire fence from Agua Prieta, Mexico. The Douglas population has been approximately 15,000 to 20,000, give or take a few thousand, for decades. It is the county seat of Cochise County and a much-overlooked port of entry with Mexico. You will read that Bruce Sanah was born there and grew up attending the Douglas public schools. He loved the people in Douglas; it was his home. And just as I personally persisted in my desire to become a practicing lawyer, Bruce Sanah never wavered from his intent to study law and to return to Douglas following his law school graduation.

This extraordinary murder trial took place in 1983, at a time when Bruce Sanah was a relatively young lawyer. It was an age that preceded modern-day computers and smartphones. Consequently, you should refrain from asking yourself why he did not, at critical moments, go online for an answer or for relevant background information. Lawyers did what they could with what was available at the time. There were no laptops in the courtroom, only copious handwritten notes made with pens on legal pads.

 

The case this book focuses upon and fictionalizes was in many ways on my mind (or at least at the back of my mind) for a good many years. Justifiably, you may wonder why I waited so long to write the story. Well, there is no truly good answer I can give you, except to say that after you have finished this book, you may better understand my feeling that some things are just so compelling that words do not come easily to describe them. However, aside from the fact that it was decades before I sat down to write the tale you are going to read, it simply had to be told and it had to be told by someone like me—a lawyer who has been there, in court with a client accused of murder.

One final thing: Please keep in mind that names and places have been changed, and many of the facts have been fictionalized. If a name or situation I have used is the same or resembles another name or situation, or is the same or resembles someone else’s name or circumstance, that is simply coincidence. That being said, I assure you that there was a “Castro” murder trial, and you are about to become a part of an unforgettable few months through the eyes of my fictional character, Bruce Sanah.

So, let us begin.

 

                                                                                          CHAPTER 1

 

 

 

My name is Bruce Sanah and it is early morning, July 13, 1983. My breakfast was interrupted by a news broadcast concerning a young woman who had been stabbed multiple times and sexually assaulted in her own home. Even for a criminal defense lawyer, accustomed to seeing the dark side of human behavior, I was chilled by what I heard. There were 36 knife wounds counted by the coroner when he investigated at the scene. The body, of course, was covered with blood, smeared over her abdomen. There were other findings of a “foreign substance” on the woman’s body. Strange indeed, and I hoped that I could learn more from a later broadcast or from my sources downtown.

The drive through Douglas that morning was routine, at least until I passed by the old Nickson Hotel. As I sped along Main Street trying to get to my office early enough to study a few hours and prepare for a 9:00 am hearing in court, I looked up to the second floor of that ornate old building, to the window of the small two-room office space I first occupied as a practicing lawyer. I remembered toiling and scraping out a living on that floor, which I fortuitously shared with an aging chiropractor known in the community as Dr. Bones, a gay cosmetologist named Johnnie, and a part-time insurance agent who spent most of her days driving a delivery truck for the local water plant. The hotel lobby was downstairs, and the hotel rooms were on the third through sixth floors. The rent was the lowest in town. At the time, I could barely afford even those accommodations.

Nostalgia set in as a result of my reflection on my old Nickson quarters and I was its prisoner as I continued to my office. It was true agony for me to drive by and recall the lonely hours I had spent in those tiny confines at the Nickson, contemplating whether I was ever going to get the chance I needed to prove myself as a lawyer. I often thought that it was somehow by the generous graces of the many great attorneys I had studied about in law school that I was rescued from there, after only a few years, by a Douglas lawyer named Bob Norwood. Bob was a family friend who took me under his wing. He was my mentor and my hero. He helped me with my fledgling practice and taught me so much about how to be a lawyer. I truly respected his genuine kindness and his desire to come to the aid of people in need. Unfortunately, only two years after taking me in, he died unexpectedly in his office, after apparently preparing all night for an upcoming trial. His secretary walked in at 7:00 am to find him with his head lying in the pages of the law book he had been reading. The legal profession lost a true stalwart that day, and I was alone again to fend for myself. I still miss him.

As I continued my drive that July morning and turned left past the Nickson onto Second Street, I traveled by the building where Bob and I were together for those few years. Beyond, only three blocks further on Second Street, was the old house I had purchased shortly after Bob’s death, with the help of a mortgage from a local bank and my father’s willingness to co-sign. I parked my Mercury in the lot next door and walked to the front of the house. The shingle was hanging, as intended, just as close to the street as the zoning ordinances would allow. I read it again with pride—R. Bruce Sanah, Attorney at Law. I had my office. I had some good experience now. All I needed, I thought to myself, was that one break. That one big case.

 

As I entered through the front door, I saw my trusted secretary, Lisa Banning, typing feverishly on the briefs I was going to present at the 9:00 am hearing. Lisa scarcely glanced in my direction; her red hair tied up in a bun to keep it out of her eyes, her fingers moving at lightning speed. She was busy and did not want to be disturbed. I walked past her station, lovingly tapped her desk as I often did in circumstances such as this, smiled, said nothing, and kept walking into my own office space. Lisa was a jewel.

After finding a comfortable spot on my somewhat worn couch, positioned in a far corner of my office, and before beginning my studies for the hearing, I realized that I could not get Lisa off my mind. I remembered that Martha, Bob Norwood’s long-time secretary, had continued with me for a year and then retired. It just was not the same for her without Bob as her boss and friend. I understood and wished her well when she decided to go her own way. Lisa then came into my life on a Friday morning soon thereafter. I was in the kitchen area of my office on Second Street, thinking that I was going to have to advertise for Martha’s replacement, when Lisa opened the front door, walked in and started looking around. She peered into the kitchen and said, “Hey, are you looking for a secretary? If you are looking, I’m the one you need to hire.” I turned to face this pretty young redhead in her mid-twenties. Her hair was long and tied into a ponytail that day. I couldn’t help but notice her shapely figure and the pleasant but determined expression on her face. We started talking and she helped me prepare the morning coffee.

As we progressed in conversation and sat together sipping our coffee, I realized that she truly needed a job. She was a single mother of an infant boy and determined to provide for him. Her boyfriend had deserted her well over a month before, leaving her alone with the child, and she had been searching every day for work. It was clear from the resolve reflected in her voice that she was not about to give up trying. Then that morning, her aunt, a friend of the divorce lawyer who had his office in the converted house next door, mentioned to Lisa that my secretary had quit. She came right away to speak with me. She had only minimal secretarial skills, but I did not have the money to pay a full-fledged legal secretary. It seemed a perfect match, and I liked her candor and determination. I hired her that very day.

Lisa rarely dated and I sometimes wondered whether she was too devoted to her job. She was always willing to put in extra hours when it was necessary, and many days she would be at the office by 6:30 or 7:00 am, always eager and cheerful. My clients were comfortable with her and most of them were calling her “Lisa” by the second or third visit to the office. I truly admired her for her ability to put people at ease and create friendship in such short order. I also felt at liberty to share my thoughts with her, and we often spent hours talking about our clients and their cases. I valued her input and her insight. I often assessed how truly fortunate I was to have Lisa as my friend and ally. She and I had a connection that I have never been able to fully explain.

 

The thoughts of Lisa’s entry into my life gradually subsided. I stood up from the couch and took off my suit coat. It was very hot in Douglas that morning, and it no doubt would become even hotter. The savvy denizens generally preferred to stay indoors during the heat of the day. I was no different, even though my office had only a swamp cooler to ward off the tremendous heat. In fact, it was so hot at times that I had to place a fan on top of my desk to keep from wilting. I must confess, however, that I was working long hours and never actually worried much about the quality of the air conditioning. I sustained myself with my work during my time in the office and ignored almost every other influence while I was there.

Lisa would occasionally encourage me to seek out the high-dollar civil cases. She was more attuned to the need we had for the niceties and comforts other lawyers in town enjoyed. I was stubborn, on the other hand, and remained determined to follow my ambition to be a top criminal defense lawyer and to never take any case that I could not believe in. Consequently, I kept accepting only a select few criminal cases for what the clients and family members could manage to put together to pay me as a retainer. It was usually not a great deal of money, but I was content.

Realizing that she was never going to succeed in changing my mind on the subject, Lisa patiently toiled with me in our modest little office, never really complaining. Nonetheless, she was putting a little of our income aside each month toward the eventual purchase of refrigerated air. The amount she was able to devote to that purpose depended on the extent of the fees collected in any particular month, but Lisa was adept at saving money for our office needs and did so in such a manner that I really never noticed what she was doing.

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The hearing I had that morning was on a motion to dismiss the charges which had been filed against a rather benign client who had recently retained me. He was a local businessman who was alleged to have absconded with funds belonging to a wealthy investor. He was adamant that the funds were legally his to do with as he pleased and that the investor was actually unhappy only because he had lost money in what was an entirely legitimate business venture. I hoped to convince the trial judge that the whole affair was a civil matter, at best, and that the criminal charges were badly misplaced.

The District Attorney, Milton Brand, would be handling the hearing himself, instead of assigning it to an assistant. I knew him well, and it was obvious that he was only minimally interested. He too believed that the dispute should be handled in a civil court, but he was proceeding with the case, even though he had reservations, because the investor was a political power broker in Douglas. It was a disagreeable, yet all too common, situation. Politics—an inevitable evil when the prosecutor is an elected official.

It was hard for me to respect Milton’s inability to confront and act on the truth, to do the right thing by dismissing the charges. At the same time, I realized that he had to run for re-election and that his candidacy could be compromised by offending the alleged victim. All things considered, Milton was probably hoping that the motion to dismiss would be granted and he would then be able to blame the “miscarriage” on the judge, George Anderson Riley. Judge Riley was a good man, a fair judge, and Milton was unfortunately hoping to put the whole mess squarely in his lap.

Lisa marched into my office at precisely 8:30 and handed over the finished briefs. She also told me, somewhat excitedly, that we had just received a call from an Oklahoma woman, Ruby Andrea, who was referred by a prominent Douglas civil lawyer who sometimes recommended us for criminal defense matters. Lisa said that she had only sketchy information at that point. It seemed that Ruby Andrea’s son-in-law, Bill Castro, had been arrested on a charge of murder. Sylvia Banda, a single mother from the disadvantaged south side of Douglas, had been stabbed to death in her home. Lisa was quick to reveal that Mrs. Andrea had complained that the press was all over the situation by early morning, and was seemingly convicting her son-in-law with their public comments.

Lisa then said the words I was anxiously waiting to hear: “Mrs. Andrea would like to talk to you about whether you will accept the case.”

It was of course apparent to me that this was the killing I had heard about on the radio newscast that morning. It was unquestionably a very serious case and maybe just the client I needed at that juncture in my career. I could not help but feel a sense of piercing excitement.

Murder cases were indeed special and I had really learned a lot from those that I had handled to that point in my career. There had been several homicide defenses assigned to me as court-appointed counsel, and I had actually taken a few of them to trial. I had two acquittals to my credit among those assignments, along with one conviction of the lesser offense of manslaughter. Three of the appointed cases had resulted in plea bargains, and I had actually declined to continue with one other case because the guilty defendant would not accept a reasonable plea bargain and wanted me to pursue a dishonest defense at trial. I was as satisfied with myself over my refusal to handle that case as I was with the acquittals. But this Castro case sounded extraordinary. It had all the elements of a high-profile opportunity for me. And undeniably, there was the potential of a professionally challenging trial.

I tried to gather my thoughts and senses. Bob Norwood had consistently preached to me that a lawyer was nothing if he abandoned his ethics or betrayed his own standards of honest advocacy and hard work. Thus, when Lisa told me of the call from Ruby Andrea, I knew I would have to believe in what I was doing, no matter how much the case would mean to me and my career. Nonetheless, this was very good news. Ruby Andrea was on her way to Douglas and I told Lisa to set up an appointment. I then rushed off to court for the motion to dismiss hearing I had scheduled with Judge Riley.

 

When I arrived at the courthouse, the building was filled with reporters and an extraordinary number of the lawyers and groupies who like to hang around for gossip, all drinking awful-tasting coffee from Styrofoam cups. I had no time to actually stop and listen carefully to what was going on, but I was able to discern that the crowd was consumed with talk of the Sylvia Banda murder. As I moved through the gathering of people, I was able to overhear that there were some very unusual findings at the crime scene, and some very interesting evidence secured as a result of a search of Bill Castro and his vehicle. I pushed my way into the courtroom just as the bailiff walked in to announce my client’s case.

Once inside the courtroom, I looked over at Milton Brand and was surprised to see that he was as nervous as a first-year rookie. It had to be the Sylvia Banda murder on his mind, since our motion to dismiss did not merit such an unsettled state on his part. As it turned out, he fumbled his way through the motion hearing for about an hour and then asked for a continuance, giving some lame excuse about an absent witness. I vigorously opposed his request, but Judge Riley granted the continuance and Milton left like he had been shot out of a cannon.

When I walked out of the courtroom, I caught a glimpse of Tom Burns in the hallway. Burns was a polygrapher from Tucson. I cringed, fought my way through the crowd, and sped back to my office to see if Lisa had been able to reach Ruby Andrea for the appointment.

 

 

                                                                        CHAPTER 2

 

 

 

During the drive back to the office, I turned my mind to my days in school. I had dreamed all through college of representing the accused in a criminal case. I had imagined the trial and justice being done with the acquittal of an innocent man or woman. The scenarios all had a similar ending—my client would go free and the guilty person would later be captured and convicted. Those dreams, I thought, were the source of my greatest pleasures during those occasions in college when I was alone, when my studies were complete for the time being, and I had no desire to go out and join the crowd at the local beer joint. I wanted to get to law school as soon as possible. That was my dedication and my fancy.

Still reflecting on days past as a student, I maneuvered through the downtown area and steered toward my office. I recalled that as much as I enjoyed the anticipation of law school, actually attending law school and learning the law was everything I had hoped it would be. I was fully taken by the challenge of studying law, and I admired the many good lawyers I read about. When I closed my eyes late at night back then, unable to sleep, I could actually feel the emotions which surely were overwhelming Thurgood Marshall when, as a young NAACP lawyer, he walked up the steps of the United States Supreme Court building to argue Brown v. Board of Education. Even fictional lawyers were a part of my vision. Especially Atticus Finch in To Kill a Mockingbird. I admired the respect he earned from the people in his community because of his decency and his devotion to the law and to equality and justice. It was easy for me to recall the preacher’s words as Atticus Finch walked out of the courtroom following the trial: “Miss Jean Louise, stand up. Your father’s passing.” I instinctively knew my day would come, and I endeavored to absorb every moment and every lesson in law school so that I would be prepared—ready to accept the challenge I had dreamed about for such a long time.

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Ruby Andrea was already sitting in the front room of my office when I arrived from the courthouse. She was an attractive and stately woman, probably in her mid to late forties. She was tall and slender, had long flowing black hair, and it was obvious that she appreciated nice clothing and expensive jewelry. I immediately knew I was going to like her when she politely shook my hand and simply and calmly said, “Good morning, Mr. Sanah, we really need your help. May I speak with you, please?”

No histrionics; no melodrama. The woman conducted herself with a quality and a dignity that was serene, yet consequential. We went into my private office space and she began to tell me about her family. She was sure, she said, that I would want to know about them before accepting the representation of her son-in-law. I nodded in agreement, but the truth was that I was more anxious to hear about the case. Nonetheless, I determined to be patient and to listen, so I agreed, “Go ahead, Mrs. Andrea.”

“Please call me Ruby, Mr. Sanah.”

“Thank you, Ruby,” I replied as I leaned back in my high-backed desk chair and settled in to hear about her life and her family.

“Mr. Sanah, I was raised on a reservation in central Oklahoma. My parents were native Cherokee and lived and worked on the reservation their whole lives. They were able to earn enough, doing various jobs and raising a few farm animals, to support their six children, but they barely made ends meet most of the time. In spite of all of the poverty though, we shared a love, a faith, and a tradition that bound us together in a way which was actually spiritual.”

She was persistent in her concentration on my facial expressions. I felt sure she wanted to assess whether I was in tune with what she was saying. In fact, I was indeed impressed that her family was dissimilar to my own experiences, and I hoped that she could sense that she had my full attention.

She opened her purse to retrieve a photograph from her wallet. She then handed the photograph to me. It depicted a family sitting together in front of a house built from what appeared to be scrap lumber. I could see a rusted tin roof and window coverings made of what had to be a burlap material. I was still looking at the photograph when she continued.

“You see my mother and father there, Mr. Sanah? They insisted that we all finish school. I attended a high school in a small town about fifty miles from our home. The kids started calling me Ruby because they could not pronounce my Cherokee name. My father worked extra jobs to see that we had lunch money. All six of us finished high school.”

There was real pride in her voice, and I could feel the depth of her commitment to her parents. I returned the photograph to her and she carefully inserted it back into her wallet. She then went on with her narrative.

“After my graduation from high school, I attended the University of Oklahoma on a full scholarship awarded to me by a charitable foundation established to grant academic scholarships to Cherokee students. I did not graduate, Mr. Sanah; I married a classmate in my third year at the University and I had my daughter, Mary, the next year, in 1960. We were able to purchase a small farm after my husband’s graduation. The farming was never very profitable, but one day an oil company contacted us about our mineral rights and the possibility of drilling on our property. The rest, Mr. Sanah, is a story of unexpected good fortune.”

Ruby rose slightly from her seat and repositioned her handbag on her lap.

“As for Mary, she matured and married Bill Castro, a boy from a nearby town. Bill came from a family of modest but honest means. I think his mother died in an accident or something like that; he never speaks of her. He was raised by his father. Bill and Mary lived in Oklahoma for a few months after their marriage and later settled in Tucson. They have a home now in Tucson and Bill has good, steady employment. They recently had a little girl, Sally.”

Ruby then paused, looked into my eyes, and asked what else I wanted to know. Taking the opportunity to get the conversation closer to the criminal case, I asked about the charges against Bill Castro. All she could relate was that he was charged with the murder of a young Douglas woman, and she added that the woman had been stabbed “many times.”

I then asked, “In your opinion, is Bill capable of murder?” I wanted to hear the answer from Ruby, and especially from her. Even though I had known her for only a short time, I had a substantial confidence in my assessment of her as a truthful, no-nonsense individual. I braced myself for her answer.

To my surprise, Ruby did not offer a direct reply to my question. Instead, I saw her steady herself, and then keeping eye contact with me, she said, “Bill was charged in California two years ago with assaulting a young woman who had parked her car near a saloon where Bill had been drinking with his friends.”

“Please, go ahead,” I said. At that point, I was indeed interested and wanted to know more.

Ruby went on to say that Bill had apparently opened the woman’s car door and tried to pull her from the automobile. A police officer saw what was happening and apprehended Bill almost immediately. “The woman was terrified but unharmed,” according to Ruby’s recollection, and the charges were dropped after Bill completed probation and community service. “You had to know this up front,” she insisted, and she went on to state quite directly, “but in answer to your question, no, in my opinion, Bill could never kill another human being.”

The moment was tense, and it was clear that I had to know more about the California incident, even though I really did not yet know anything about the killing of Sylvia Banda.

“What did Bill tell you about this situation in California? Why did it happen?” I asked.

Ruby hesitated a bit, but then told me that Bill thought that it was the liquor; that he was literally drunk out of his mind. We were both quiet for a long moment, and she said, “Mary loves Bill very much, and they have an infant child. Sally.”

Every fiber in my body was electrified by this last statement. Ruby was appealing to my emotions, asking me, in effect, to let myself be controlled by the natural inclination to come to the aid of a woman and child. It was apparent to me in that instant that Ruby had also spent much of her life evaluating people and the dynamics of various situations and relationships. Her belief that I would be sensitive to the needs of her daughter and granddaughter, and that she should approach me in that context, was manifestly intelligent and insightful. She was also distracting me, for the moment at least, from the California incident. I was impressed with Ruby and I did want to help her daughter and infant granddaughter. I thought to myself that it would be nice if it all was actually that simple.

She was searching for a reaction. I determined instead to say nothing and to wait for her to continue. She soon broke the silence and forced the conversation.

“Will you take the case, Mr. Sanah?”

There was no choice. I had to respond and I knew what I had to say.

“Mrs. Andrea, we are going to have to take this one step at a time. I have to look at the police reports and do at least some of my own investigation. I will also have to talk with your son-in-law at some length before I can agree to represent him.”

By thus reserving the right to decide only after getting more facts, I was being true to my better judgment and to my personal commitment to never injure justice or betray myself or the law. I certainly did not want to get involved in something as significant as this only to have regrets and adverse experiences later. It was imperative that I know as much about the facts as possible. If Ruby was as thoughtful as I believed her to be, she would accept that I had to do more before giving an answer.

Ruby’s gaze never strayed from my direction. I soon came to realize that she had come to do whatever she had to do to stand by her family. She was prepared to press every button, to use every influence. She had appealed to my higher principles, and she was confident, surely, that she had made an impact. Still, she could not end our conversation, let me go out and investigate, without directing my attention to the more practical challenges of life. This most intriguing and capable woman bowed her head and turned her eyes away from mine, as if embarrassed to have to mention such a subject, and said, “I have made certain inquiries, and I have been told that the attorney fees for this kind of case can be very substantial.” Without hesitation, she continued by telling me, “As I said earlier, Mr. Sanah, we have been successful financially. I am sure we can afford to pay your fees.”

I said nothing. She took a hanky from her purse to gently dab her forehead. She then elevated her head and fixed her eyes with mine just as she continued to speak.

“Will a $100,000.00 retainer be sufficient to start? We understand that there will probably be additional fees.”

That figure pinned me back into my chair. I had surely imagined such fees on occasion over the years, but never had I actually had an opportunity to earn that kind of money from a single client. At first, I did not know how to feel; I was admittedly stunned. I pondered for an instant what she was trying to do in making such an offer. I wondered if I should feel as if I was being bought and sold. Then, as if liberated, I realized that I was not at all offended by her offer of this generous sum. Instead, I was flattered and I tended to think that I would earn that money. I was a very good lawyer, and I had always felt like I could command such a fee. Here, finally, someone was confirming my worth as a criminal defense lawyer.

Money can be a powerful tool, I thought to myself. Even in the light of my willingness to accept that I was worth a large retainer and that I would earn every dime of what I was paid, my mind did instantly stray for a fleeting moment to all of the things that the money could provide for my family and my practice. Ruby had pulled out all of the stops. I actually pondered whether she had sensed my passing thoughts about the money.

It literally took several minutes for me to catch my breath and compose myself. The tables had turned. Now it was me who did not want to end the conversation too abruptly and take a chance on losing this client and the $100,000.00. It took a considerable reserve of strength to tell her again that I had to take one step at a time.

“I will be in touch with you, Mrs. Andrea, as soon as I have had a chance to check into this and meet with Bill. We can discuss the retainer later. Please go directly to the detention center and be sure that Bill knows not to speak with the police or give any statements to anyone. He is to do no talking. Period. We can only hope that he has not already made a mistake in this regard. If you cannot get that word to him, call me right away. If you telephone Lisa, she can always reach me somehow.” Then I remembered seeing Tom Burns. “And for God’s sake, Mrs. Andrea, tell Bill not to agree to a polygraph examination.”

We shook hands, passed brief pleasantries about meeting one another, and she left the office.

 

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Following the death of the woman she believed to be her mother, 28-year-old Naomi Waters learns from a malicious aunt that she is not only adopted, but the product of a brutal rape that left her birth mother, Mary Rose Francis, a teenager of Micmac ancestry, in a coma for 8 months.

Dealing with a sense of betrayal and loss, but with new purpose in her life, Naomi vows to track down Mary Rose’s attackers and bring them to justice. She places her story in the local paper, asking for information from residents who might remember something of the case that has been cold for nearly three decades.

She is about to lose hope that her efforts will bear fruit, when she gets an anonymous phone call. Naomi has attracted the attention of one who remembers the case well.

But someone else has also read the article in the paper. The man whose DNA she carries.

And he has Naomi in his sights.

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“…Ms. Hovey’s talent in creating characters is so real, you feel their emotions and their fears. You want to yell at them to warn of the danger . . . and you do! Your shouts fall on deaf ears . . . and you cry!

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About The Author

In addition to her critically acclaimed novels, Joan Hall Hovey’s articles and short stories have appeared in such diverse publications as The Toronto Star, Atlantic Advocate, Seek, Home Life Magazine, Mystery Scene, The New Brunswick Reader, Fredericton Gleaner, New Freeman and Kings County Record. Her short story Dark Reunion was selected for the anthology investigating Women, Published by Simon & Pierre.

Ms. Hovey has held workshops and given talks at various schools and libraries in her area, including New Brunswick Community College, and taught a course in creative writing at the University of New Brunswick. For a number of years, she has been a tutor with Winghill School, a distance education school in Ottawa for aspiring writers.

She is a member of the Writer’s Federation of New Brunswick, past regional Vice-President of Crime Writers of Canada, Mystery Writers of America and Sisters in Crime.

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Chapter One

1982

The teenage girl hurried along the darkening street, head down in a vain attempt to divert attention from herself as she headed for her bus stop, which was still over a block away. The car behind her was a soft growl in the still, warm air.

It was mid-June, only two weeks till school closed. The air was fragrant with the smell of lilacs that grew here and there along the street. She wore a jean skirt and white cotton shirt, and yet she felt as exposed and vulnerable as if she were naked. She was anticipating the freedom of summer and thinking about spending more time with her new friend Lisa when she became aware of the car following her. She had been thinking maybe she and Lisa would swim in the pond edged with the tall reeds near her house, where she sometimes fished with her grandfather. She’d let grandfather meet Lisa. She knew he would like her. Even if her grandfather didn’t quite trust white people, it would be impossible not to like Lisa.

The growl of the motor grew louder, and she heard the window whisper open on the passenger side, close to her. “Where you goin’ in such a hurry, sweet thing?”

She didn’t turn around, just kept on her way toward the bus stop, one foot in front of the other, as fast as she could go without running. Music thumped loudly from the car radio, pounding its beat into the night. It was not music she would have listened to, not like the music they’d played on Lisa’s tape player tonight anddanced to in Lisa’s room. Lisa had tried to teach her some new steps; it had been so much fun. They had danced to songs by Ray Charles, Stevie Wonder, Diana Ross’ Mirror, Mirror and a bunch more she couldn’t even remember. Lisa had a lot of records.

The music that blasted from the car sounded angry and unpleasant. The car drew up so close to her that she could smell the alcohol the men had been drinking, which mixed with the gas fumes.

The car edged even closer to the curb, and the man said something ugly and dirty out the window to her and his words made her face burn, made her feel ashamed as if she had done something wrong, though she knew she hadn’t. She pretended not to hear, made herself look straight ahead, her eyes riveted on the yellow band around the distant pole that was the bus stop, just up past the graveyard. She kept moving forward, one foot in front of the other, trying not to look scared, praying they would go away. Fear made her heart race.

The day was fast fading, the sky a light mauve, only a sprinkling of stars yet. Soon it would be dark. She was always home before dark. Grandfather would be worried.

A few more minutes and you’ll be at the bus stop, she told herself. Ignore them. But it was impossible to do with the car following so close that the heat from the motor brushed her bare legs, like a monster’s breath.

The car crawled along beside her. She moved as far away as she could get, but the sidewalk was next to none along here and was broken. “Hey sweet thing,” the man said. “You trying to get away from us?” He laughed.

Despite herself, she turned her head and looked straight into the man’s face. He was grinning out at her, showing his square, white teeth, causing her heart to pound even louder than the music. He made her think of the coyotes that sometimes came skulking around grandfather’s house at night hunting for small cats and dogs. No. I am wrong. He is not like the coyotes. They are just being coyotes. It is a noble animal. An evil spirit dwells within this beast. One tied with the most fragile of chains. She could feel him straining toward her, teeth bared. She would not have been surprised to see foam coming from his mouth.

Softly, he said, “Hey, Pocahontas, want a ride?”

Feeling as if a hand were at her throat, she darted a look behind her, praying to see someone—anyone—who might help her, but the street was deserted. She’d left the row of wooden houses behind her a good ten minutes ago and was now at River’s End Cemetery. There was no sidewalk at all here, just the dirt path, a broken curb on her left and the empty field to her right leading up into the graveyard. If a car comes along, she thought, I’ll just run right out into the middle of the road and flag it down. But none came.

She visualized herself safely inside the bus and on her way home to Salmon Cove, to her grandfather’s small blue house on the reservation. She would tell him all about Lisa, her new best friend from school. Her grandfather would smile at her, and be pleased for her and call her his little Sisup. She fingered the pendant around her neck that he had made for her, a kind of talisman. To keep evil spirits away.

Grandfather didn’t always understand the white man’s world though, and there would be worry on his weathered face because she was not home yet. But she would make them a pot of tea and they would talk, and his worry would be forgotten.

She was still focused on the bus stop, the utility pole marked by its wide yellow band. With the car so close, the thrum of the motor vibrating through her, the bus stop seemed a mile away. She walked faster, a chill sweeping through her body. She was forced now to walk on the slight incline that led up to the graveyard. Only the ruined curb separated her from her tormentors.

A taxi fled past, but she’d been so intent on getting to the bus stop she’d noticed it too late. It had been going so fast, out of sight already: just pinpoints of tail lights in the distance, then nothing.

“Hey, what’s your hurry, squawgirl?”

She gave no answer, swallowed, and kept going. When the man did not speak for several minutes, she became more frightened by his silence than his talk. The boys at school sometimes called her Indian, and other dumb stuff like pretending to be beating on war drums, or doing a rain dance, and though it hurt her feelings and sometimes even made her cry, this was different. The boys thought they were being funny. Not so with this man. She could feel his contempt, even hatred for her, and something else: something that made her mouth and throat dry and her blood race faster. As she continued to put one foot in front of the other on the worn, rocky path edging the graveyard, she was very careful not to stumble and become like the wounded deer under the hungry eye of the wolf; she kept her eyes on the pole with its yellow band. In the darkening sky, a high white moon floated.

Everything in her wanted to break into a run, but a small voice warned her that it would not be a wise thing to do. Anyway, no way could she outrun a car. Why did the bus stop seem so far away? It was like a bad dream, where no matter how fast you run you don’t go anywhere, and whatever is behind you … draws closer and closer.

She shouldn’t have stayed so long at Lisa’s. But they’d been having such fun, just talking, listening to music and sharing secrets. It was nice to have a best friend, to feel like any other teenager. But you’re not like any other teenager. You’re an Indian. She should have listened to her grandfather.

The man spoke again. “C’mon, get in, Pocahontas,” he said, his tone quiet, chilling her. “We’ll have us a little party.” He reached a hand out the open window and she shrank from his touch, stumbled, nearly falling, tears blinding her. She heard the driver laugh, a nervous laugh and she knew he was a follower of the other man. There was an exchanged murmur of words she couldn’t make out, then the car angled ever closer to her, with its wheels scraping the curb, making her jump back.

“Got something for you, sweetheart,” the grinning man said. “You’ll like it.”

More laughter, but only from him now. Adrenaline rushed through her and she started to run, ignoring the warning voice. But it was too late. The car shrieked to a stop and instantly the door flew open and the man burst from the car and grabbed her. She screamed and fought to free herself from the steel arm clamped around her waist, but it was no use. She kicked and clawed at him, but he lifted her off her feet as if she were a rag doll and threw her into the back seat, scrambling in after her. He shut the door and hit the lock. “Go,” he yelled at the driver but the car remained idling. The man looked over his shoulder, started to say something but the man holding her down yelled at him a second time to go, louder, furious, and they took off on squealing tires.

“Please let me out,” she begged. “Please….” Her pleas were cut off by a powerful back-hand across the mouth, filling it with the warm, coppery taste of blood. “Gisoolg, help me,” she cried out, calling on the spiritual god of her grandfather, and of his grandfather before him. But no answer came.

Up in the graveyard, an owl screeched as it too swooped down on its night prey. And all fell silent.

 

 

Chapter Two

 

Twenty-Eight Years Later

Naomi’s mother lay motionless in her hospital bed, her cancer-ravaged body a small mound beneath the white sheet. A child’s body rather than a woman’s. She’d become so thin in the past weeks it was as if she were slowly disappearing before Naomi’s eyes, which was, in essence, true.

Naomi glanced up at the now familiar footsteps out in the corridor and gave a brief, sad smile of acknowledgement to the tall, slightly stooped man walking past the door, nodding in at her. They were unwilling members of the same club. Mr. Howell’s wife had been admitted two weeks earlier with terminal cancer, the same cruel disease that was killing her mother.

Muffled conversation drifted to her from the kitchen across the hall, along with the aroma of freshly perked coffee. Someone laughed. Life defied, even in the midst of death and dying. This was the palliative care unit of River’s End General Hospital. No one got better in here. Only made as comfortable as possible in whatever time was left.

This was Naomi’s first intimate experience with death and dying. Her mother was the most important person in her life, and it was hard to think about her not being there. They’d never experienced the mother/daughter conflicts she’d heard and read so much about, as well as witnessed between Aunt Edna and Charlotte, and she knew how blessed she was. They were best friends as well as mother and daughter. Her mother was her cheering section, and always the first to hear the latest book Naomi had narrated.

Though she had little heart for work lately, she did manage to finish narrating the last two chapters of the new children’s book her publisher had sent before leaving tonight for the hospital. Deadlines couldn’t be put off, and she hoped it was good enough. If not, they could assign another voice talent to redo it and she would forgo her fee.

It was so hard to focus, to shut out the horror that was happening to her mother. She’s given so much of herself to others. To me. It wasn’t fair.

Naomi saw herself as if in a movie: shutting down the computer, showering, giving her long, dark hair a quick brush into a chignon of sorts because it was easiest, then driving here to the hospital. Sometimes she’d grab a sandwich in the cafeteria, and often spent the night on the cot they’d brought in for her. This was her routine for the past three months. A routine that would soon be broken.

“A matter of hours,” the nurse had whispered when Naomi arrived tonight. “I’ve already called her sister.”

At the ping of the elevator down the hall, Naomi glanced at her watch. 7:00 p.m. Her stomach clenched involuntarily. Aunt Edna. Her aunt’s presence was further announced by the aggressive click of Italian leather boots on the highly polished floor. The fragrance of the L’Eau d’Issey perfume she always wore preceded her into the room.

Edna strode in with barely a nod at her. Her hair is different, Naomi thought. It was a lighter shade of blond: cut shorter, more youthful. She wore a dove grey suit and a silk royal blue print scarf.

Edna always looked so nice, so perfectly put together. If she would just smile once in a while. Then again, she rarely smiled at her niece. Her mother’s younger sister had never liked her, in fact barely tolerated her, though she was always careful to hide it when Mom was around. But a look can speak volumes, especially to the shy, sensitive child she had been. She had tried so hard to please Aunt Edna, running to her with a poem she’d written or a drawing she’d done. But her aunt acted as if Naomi were a scraggly mutt wanting to jump up on her with muddy paws. Naomi had stopped trying a long time ago. But the hurt was still there. Aunt Edna never failed to stir a vague sense of inadequacy in Naomi.

Standing at the foot of sister’s bed, Edna said, “How is she?”

How do you think she is? She’s dying. She didn’t say that, of course. What she said was, “Sleeping quietly.”

Edna gave a sigh of impatience, of resignation, as though her niece was quite incapable of intelligent thought or comment. “I can see that, Naomi. You should go home and get some sleep yourself. You look like hell. Almost as bad as Lili.”

“I’m okay. But … thanks.”

Edna wasn’t there five minutes before she began her predictable fidgeting, restlessly turning pages in a People magazine; why did it seem so loud? She tossed it on the chair and wandered to the window.

Not much to see out there, Naomi thought, following her gaze. Through the opening in the heavy oatmeal drapes, only the lower half of the steeple of St. Luke’s Church was visible, its top erased by the thick fog that so often shrouded River’s End. Naomi was glad the sun wasn’t shining. It would have seemed a further betrayal to her mother who would never feel the sun’s warmth on her face again. The thought brought a lump to her throat. Don’t cry, dammit. Not in front of her.

Edna abruptly turned away from the window and busied herself pouring more water into the plastic glass with its L-shaped straw. An unspoken criticism of the nurses? Or me? Naomi thought. What else is new? No, I’m being unfair. She just feels a need to perform some small act of kindness for Mom while she still can.

Thinking Edna might like to spend some time alone with her sister, Naomi rose from her chair, “I’m going to get a coffee, Aunt Edna. I’ll bring you a cup? How would you like…?”

“No, no coffee for me.” She glanced at her watch as if there were some important appointment she had to get to. “I can’t stay.”

Anger flashed hotly through Naomi, but she didn’t give it voice. The last thing Mom needs is a scene between me and Edna. She motioned Edna out in the corridor. Maybe she didn’t understand that the big sister she claimed to love so much, she might not see again.

“The nurse said it’s just a matter of hours, Aunt Edna,” she whispered. “You might want to….”

Edna turned to the picture on the wall with its mirrored frame and began fussing with her scarf, fluffing it just so at her neck. “That’s what they said last week, and the week before that. Not that it wouldn’t be a blessing. Damn, I hate this place. It stinks of death. You can taste it.”

She was right about that. There was an underlying smell of death on this floor that all the potpourri in the world couldn’t mask. But at least you get to leave here, auntie. And she was glad when she did.

Naomi couldn’t see the vengeful bitter malice on her aunt’s face as Edna headed for the elevators but she sensed it in the rigidness of her back, and it puzzled her, as she was always puzzled by Edna.

 

* * *

 

Edna was gone maybe half an hour when the night nurse popped her head in and said hi. Carol Brannigan was an angel with red hair, a million freckles and kind brown eyes that had witnessed many such nights on this floor, with many families. Over the past weeks, a friendship of sorts had formed between them. She was a comforting presence.

“Anything you need, Naomi?” she half-whispered. “Can I get you a cup of tea?”

“Just had coffee, thanks Carol. I’m good. How about you? Busy night?”

She came further into the room, her shoes squeaking faintly on the tiled floor. “Not so bad.” She checked her patient’s pulse, a futile task, Naomi knew, performed mostly for her benefit. “She’s so good,” the nurse said softly. “If it’s true what they say about nurses making the worse patients, then your mom is the exception.”

It was true. In the two years since she’d been diagnosed with cancer, rarely did Naomi hear her complain. It was only ever in the night, when the drugs did not quite reach the pain or if she’d been having a bad dream. Never when she was awake, though. But Naomi had known by the little frown on her forehead when the pain was bad, and would give her the pills, sometimes a little before she was supposed to take them. Naomi was grateful to have the responsibility taken over by the nurses.

Soon she was alone again. The only sound in the room was her mother’s shallow, raspy breathing. A gurney rattled by out in the corridor. Someone paged a Dr. Johnson, and then it fell silent.

“Naomi.”

Naomi had closed her eyes without realizing it. “Mom, hi.” So little to say to her now. And yet so much― years of conversations they would not have.

“Is Edna here, dear? I thought I heard her voice.”

“She was, Mom. She just left a while ago. She didn’t want to wake you.”

Her mother nodded. “I’m so blessed to have you,” she said, her voice weak and thready. Her hand trembled as it reached for Naomi’s, who covered it with her own. Beneath hers, her mother’s hand felt fragile as a sparrow’s wing. It was hard to talk past the thickness in her throat.

“I’m the one who’s lucky, Mom.”

Her mother spoke slowly, with difficulty, struggling for breath between the words. “Have you been happy, darling, being my daughter?” The effort of making a full sentence had exhausted her and she closed her eyes.

“Of course I have. You’re the most wonderful mother any girl could have. You know that.” Her voice broke and despite her best efforts, the tears seeped out, but her mother had looked away and didn’t see them, for which Naomi was grateful.

When she turned to look back at Naomi, her faded eyes were full of confusion, as if she’d been about to say something and now could not remember what it was. A faraway look came into her eyes. Naomi searched them, those eyes that had been as blue as a summer’s sky before she got sick, and wondered what she saw down that long corridor of the past. Maybe she sees Thomas. Maybe he’s waiting to guide her into the next world, his hand reaching out to take hers.

Of course she couldn’t know if that’s what happened when we leave this world, but the thought warmed her and gave her a measure of comfort. She envisioned Thomas’ young, smiling face, the face in the photo sitting on her night table, from where, according to her mother, she got her own looks. It was true she had her father’s eyes, wide, bracken green. She also had that hint of a cleft in her chin. He was even more handsome in person, her mother had said.

She wished she could have met him, her hero father. His full name was Thomas James Waters and he went missing in action in the final days of the Vietnam War.

Although she missed having a father growing up, her mother had told her wonderful stories about him, and she felt as if she knew him. Besides, she had his picture to talk to and his medals to remind her of his bravery.

Her mother had drifted off again, her breathing raspy, laboured. The lights in the corridor dimmed, a cue that visiting hours were over, although if someone wanted to stay on, there would be no problem. Knowing time was short for most of the patients in here, the rules were relaxed. She heard the elevators going down, many visitors leaving, to return tomorrow. The quiet on the floor deepened to a hush.

As the clock ticked toward midnight, Naomi fell asleep in the chair as she sometimes did before removing herself to the cot. And she dreamed the old dream. It had been lying in wait for her….

She is running across a field, small sneakered feet flying, the long grasses brushing her legs. Above her, the flapping of giant wings is as loud as wind-whipped sheets on a clothesline, filling her heart with terror. But no matter how fast she runs, she cannot outrun the great shadow-wings that darken the grass before her, like a black cloud obscuring the sun.

She let out a small cry and it startled her awake. Sitting straight up in the chair, she could still hear the beating of wings echoing in the air around her, as if they had followed her here from some other dimension. What did it mean? Was the winged creature a symbol of death? Was it as simple as that? Yet she couldn’t recall any past deaths associated with the dream she’d been having off and on since childhood.

She glanced at her watch: 12:05 a.m. She had been asleep only a few minutes. Her cry, if she’d indeed cried out in her sleep, hadn’t sent anyone running into the room. So perhaps it was part of the dream.

Her mother’s breaths were coming at longer intervals now, with long, frightening silences between. She drew her chair closer to the bed, the legs making a small scraping sound on the floor.

She found herself trying to breathe for her mother, pushing the breath from her lungs, breathing it in, exhaling. Breathe, Mom. At the same time, she prayed for it to be over.

At twenty past one, her prayer was answered. Her mother simply stopped breathing. The quiet of the room had not been quiet at all. Now it was.

Naomi sensed the instant her soul abandoned the still, ravaged body on the bed. The shell that lay there was no longer her mother. But Naomi could feel her life-spirit lingering close by, close and warm, saying goodbye, and then she was gone. She remained at her bedside for a good minute before she went to fetch the nurse.

She called Edna from the nurse’s station. “She’s gone.” Those two words seemed to burst the dam within her and all the tears she’d been saving up these past months flooded out, and she was sobbing into the phone, unable to stop herself.

“Pull yourself together, Naomi,” her aunt said. “It’s for the best, you know that. It’s not as if we weren’t expecting it. You go on home now. I’ll take care of things. I’ll take the obituary in to the paper in the morning.”

Obituary. She mopped her eyes with a wad of tissue a nurse handed her, touching her shoulder gently before moving on down the corridor. Naomi blew her nose noisily. There were things she must attend to. “I’ll do that, Aunt Ed….”

“No need. I already have it written up. You go home and get some sleep. We’ll talk later.”

Naomi didn’t have the heart or the strength to argue with her. Let her have her way, what did it matter? Even if she won her point, what would be gained? If Edna wanted to write the obituary, let her. Regaining her composure as best she could, she made her second call, this one to Frank Llewellyn, her mother’s long time friend and attorney.

Frank lived in a large Victorian house at the edge of town with his black Labrador Retriever, Sam. He’d never married and Naomi suspected it was because he’d always been in love with her mother. But though her mother valued Frank’s friendship, even coming to rely on it, she had not loved him back in the same way.

She heard his heavy sigh over the line, but he registered no surprise at the news. He’d been waiting for her call, as he had been here earlier in the day. His voice cracked a little as he said, “If there’s anything you need, Naomi….”

“I’m okay, thanks Frank. I just wanted you to hear it from me, not read it in the paper. Aunt Edna has the obituary written up and plans to take it in in the morning.”

“Thanks, honey. I appreciate the call. I know how tough this is for you.”

“I know you do, Frank. I feel like I’m six years old. I already miss her.”

“Did she say anything before…?”

Does he want me to say she spoke his name? No, she wouldn’t lie. “Nothing. Well, other than to ask me if I’d been happy being her daughter. Such a foolish question.” Her eyes brimmed over again.

There was a long silence, then, “Sam wants out, Naomi. He’s scratching at the door. We’ll talk tomorrow.” With that, the line went dead.

Naomi frowned at the phone and replaced the receiver.

 

 

Chapter Three

Naomi chose her mother’s favourite indigo blue dress with the cream lace collar and cuffs to lay her out in. She’d worn it just that one time to the dinner given in her honor by the nurses’ union. The pearl earrings Naomi had given her for her last birthday went perfectly. Everyone said she looked beautiful, just like she was asleep. And it was true: death had erased the pain lines from the cancer. She looked at peace.

The funeral parlor was filled with flowers from co-workers, friends and neighbours. At home, saran-wrapped food covered the counter-top and was crammed into every available space in the fridge.

Over the years, Lillian Waters had been a fearless advocate for better working conditions for nurses, and a friend and mentor to many. The letters and cards at home from grateful patients gave testimony to the fine nurse she had been.

Naomi was reading the note on one of the cards tucked into a lovely basket of summer flowers positioned at the foot of the casket when a voice said softly behind her shoulder, “She looks so lovely, doesn’t she?”

Naomi could only nod her agreement. She felt drained and constantly on the verge of tears, and doing her best to keep it together. Mrs. Devers smiled sympathetically through the dotted veil of her little black hat. Connie Devers ran one of the last surviving corner stores in River’s End, and was a fount of information on its inhabitants, both living and dead.

“You know, Naomi,” the woman said, lowering her voice conspiratorially, “I didn’t know you were adopted until I read it in this morning’s paper.”

Naomi looked at her, at a loss. “Adopted? I’m not adopted, Mrs. Devers.” What was she talking about? “What paper?” she asked foolishly.

“The local paper, of course, dear. Your mother’s obituary. Oh, dear.” She thrust out a hand in a futile gesture of self-correction, then drew it back. “Oh, I’m so sorry. You didn’t know, did you? You haven’t seen it yet.” She leaned closer to Naomi. “You know, dear, I didn’t think you wrote that piece up when I read it. It seemed very odd to me that you would have put your own name last in the list of survivors, even if you were adopted….”

Mrs. Dever’s mouth was still moving behind the dotted black veil but Naomi could no longer hear anything she was saying, as though all sound had been sucked from the room. And then she heard herself saying, “There’s obviously been some mistake, Mrs. Devers. They must have gotten it mixed up with someone else’s obituary.”

The woman blinked pitying eyes at her. “Yes, yes, dear. Of course. That would explain it. God knows they make plenty of mistakes in that newspaper.”

It was then that she caught Edna’s eye across the room. Edna quickly turned her head away and began talking to a woman next to her.

 

* * *

 

Naomi let herself into the house, picking up the newspaper from the hall floor on her way to the kitchen. She dropped the paper on the table, took two Tylenol for a throbbing headache and plugged in the water for tea. She had slipped away from the parlor shortly after talking to Mrs. Devers. The woman had obviously made a mistake, yet Naomi needed to reassure herself.

She sat down and opened the paper. The pages rattled as she turned them, seeming to echo in the empty house. Strange, she’d been living alone in this house for weeks now and this was the first time it seemed empty, as if its owners had been away for a long time. It was as if even her own presence made little impact. She might have merely been the woman who had come to water the plants and feed the cat. Speaking of which, here she was now, silent as a little shadow. “Hey, girl. How you doin’?” She reached down and scratched her behind the ears. She was grateful for Molly, a sweet-natured grey and white ball of fluff who, one night in the dead of winter ten years ago now, had shown up on their doorstep, cold and hungry.

Molly wandered over to her empty dish and looked expectantly up at her. Naomi left the paper and went to the fridge. “Hungry, girl?”

Opening the door, she retrieved the can of Whiskas from behind a saran-wrapped plate of brownies. The cat wove her silky soft self around Naomi’s ankles, purring like an old washing machine as her mistress dished out her food.

The water bubbled in the kettle and she made a pot of tea. The Tylenol was kicking in, taking the edge off her headache. Leaving Molly contentedly eating her dinner, Naomi sat down again with her cup of tea and turned to the obituary page. At once saw the picture of her mother that Edna had taken into the paper. Taken months after she was diagnosed with cancer, she looked older than she was, drawn, the illness already taking its toll. It was not the photo Naomi would have chosen. There was nothing of her mother’s achievements in the obituary, either. Only a brief paragraph stating that she’d been a nurse at River’s End General Hospital for many years and that she died after a lengthy illness, survived by a younger sister, Edna (Harold), Bradley, two nephews, Brian and Theodore (Ted), niece Charlotte, and an adopted daughter, Naomi Lynne.

Adopted? She had to read the word a few times to be sure she’d read it correctly. Mrs. Devers was right. But it made no sense—she wasn’t adopted. Why was there no mention of Naomi’s father, Thomas Waters, Lillian’s late husband, a war hero? Why was his name excluded? Confused and frightened in a way she’d didn’t yet understand, she got up from the table.

Her hand was shaking so hard she had to punch in her aunt’s number twice before she got it right. Why did she write it up this way? She thought of Edna watching her when Mrs. Devers was talking to her, and a cold, hard fear slid just beneath her rib cage.

Her aunt picked up on the first ring. She’s been waiting for my call. Of course she would be. She must have left the parlor right after me.

“I just read Mom’s obituary, Aunt Edna. I don’t understand….”

“No, I don’t suppose you do. I know this isn’t easy for you, but it’s time the truth be told, Naomi.”

“Truth. What truth? What are you talking about, Aunt Edna? What’s going on?” The headache was back full force.

“Lillian was remiss in letting you live a lie all these years, in living one herself, and making the rest of us go along. It wasn’t fair to you, to any of us.”

Her hand tightened on the receiver as she tried to ignore the chill around her heart, the lump of fear that worked its way up into her throat. “What do you mean, Aunt Edna? What are you talking about? What lie?”

After a hesitation, she said, “Ask Frank Llewellyn. He handled everything at the time. Lili always could wrap him around her little finger. I have nothing more to say on the matter, Naomi. I’m sorry if you’re upset, but I know I’m doing the right thing and one day you’ll thank me.” With that, the phone clicked in Naomi’s ear. She could only stare in disbelief at the dead receiver in her hand.

She’s making this up. She just wants to hurt me. The latter was no doubt true. But as much as she wanted to believe she was lying about the rest of it, needed to believe she was, she couldn’t deny the ring of truth in Edna’s words. Naomi was about to dial Frank’s office when the doorbell rang. She opened the door to see her mother’s old friend standing there, looking both miserable and furious, clutching the rolled-up newspaper in his hand and unwittingly confirming everything. Yet she could not take it in. It wasn’t possible.

“I’m so, so sorry, Naomi,” Frank said. “I don’t know why Edna did that. She’s a spoiled, wretched woman and I’d like to kill her. It was a terrible way for you to find out.”

Each word was a hammer striking her heart. It was true then.

She took in Frank’s familiar features beneath the prematurely white hair—Frank, who had always reminded her a little of Dick Van Dyke, without the shtick. He was a smart man, a tough lawyer, but also a good man. An honest man—or so she had always thought. But it was clear he’d been part of the conspiracy. Lili could always wrap him around her little finger.

“Come in, Frank. I’ve made tea. I hope you’re hungry.” In times of stress, people eat. She’d read that somewhere. Silently, she proceeded to set out small plates of sandwiches and cakes from the array of food the neighbours had provided. She was glad to have something to do with her hands, some distraction from the bomb that had just been dropped on her. As she poured the tea, steam rose invitingly from the cups. But, sitting across from Frank, the cup of tea held in both her hands, its warmth could not penetrate the coldness that had gripped her since reading that obituary. No. Correction.—since  Mrs. Devers approached her at the funeral parlor. It should have softened the blow. It didn’t.

She set her cup of tea down on the table and folded her hands under her chin. The round maple table at which she and Frank sat was still the same, still solid under her elbows. The eyes of the owl clock ticked back and forth back and forth as they had for years. The wallpaper with its geometric pattern of randomly spaced tiny orange squares hadn’t changed. Yet everything was different now. The earth had shifted beneath her feet, and she was hanging on for dear life to keep from spinning off into space.

“So,” she said, with just the slightest tremor in her voice. “Lillian Waters was not my real mother.”

She saw him wince. “Don’t say that, Naomi. Don’t even think it.” He leaned forward and looked deeply into her eyes to give his words added weight. “She loved you more than life itself. She may not have given birth to you, but no could have loved you more—wanted you more.” He tried to smile and fell short. “Even before she laid eyes on you.”

In a kind of frantic move, he was opening his briefcase, producing what she recognized as her mother’s will. He slid it tentatively across to her, like a peace offering. “But for some generous bequests to Edna and her children, and a couple of charities, everything she had in the world she left to you, Naomi. Including this house, of course. I’ve made some decent investments for your mother over the years. You’re far from wealthy, but we’re still talking about a considerable amount of mon—“

“Surely you can’t imagine I care about any of that, Frank. Tell me everything now. Please. Enough lies.” Edna was right about that much at least.

Frank sighed, raked a hand though his hair and slid the will back into the briefcase. He sipped his tea, then set the cup down on the saucer; it rattled lightly. He sighed. “It’s an old story,” he said finally. “A teenager gives birth to a child she can’t take care of. Your mother was working on the maternity ward at the time. She wanted you. It’s as simple as that, and as … complicated. Nothing would do until you became hers. I made it happen. She took some time off and went away. When she returned, she told everyone she’d been secretly married to Thomas Waters, and that he was killed in the war. No one questioned her. Lili was a pretty straight arrow. I suppose there were any one of a dozen ways the truth could have come out, but strangely it never did. Her only mistake was confiding in Edna.”

“I see.” But she didn’t. She didn’t see at all. Such a bizarre story. “My birth mother. Who was she?”

After a long pause in which he stared into his tea cup, he said, “I knew. She admitted herself into the hospital under a false name. And the day after you were born she slipped away in the middle of the night. Just disappeared into the streets, and no one ever heard from her again. End of story.”

Naomi didn’t think so. The story as it stood held a false note, seemed too pat.

“One good thing has come out of this,” he said, trying for a cheerful note and not quite managing it.

“Oh? And what would that be, Frank?”

He pretended not to hear the sarcasm in the question as he said, “You can cut all ties with Edna Bradley. And without any guilt whatsoever. I don’t think anyone would blame you if you never spoke to the woman again. In fact, if she phones you, I’d advise you, as both your friend and your lawyer, to hang up on her.”

You’re not my lawyer, she thought. You were Lillian’s lawyer. And why don’t you want me talking to Edna? “Edna was against the adoption, I take it.”

“Sometimes I think she was against Lili, period. It was a kind of love/hate thing. She’s always been jealous of her older sister while at the same time she looked up to her. It’s complicated. Lili practically raised Edna after their mother died, you know. Edna was nine, Lili seventeen at the time.”

“Yes, Mom … she told me.”

“Lili spoiled her rotten, I’m afraid. I’m so sorry, Naomi.” He shook his head in dismay, then glanced at his gold Bulova watch. “I have an appointment. Will you be okay?”

“Sure. I’m great.” The bomb had exploded, and she felt as if she were standing in the middle of the debris, recognizing nothing, most of all herself. She nodded, then asked the question to which she already knew the answer. “Then my father. Thomas Waters. He’s a lie, too. Waters wasn’t really Mom’s name. It’s not my name.”

This had to be a bad dream. Any minute now she would wake up and find out she’d had another of her dreams. A different one. Worse than any so far.

“No, it is. I legally had it changed to Waters. It’s what she wanted.” Frank’s eyes had shifted from hers. She felt her heart breaking into pieces. She wanted to claw his unspoken answer from her brain. As Lillian Waters was not her birth mother, neither was Thomas her father. Her mind flailed about for an answer she could accept.

“But his picture, the medals…?”

Seeing the misery on Frank’s face, she just shook her head, waved a hand at him to stop his talking. “Okay, don’t stress yourself, Frank. I think I’ve got it. Mom invented an entire history for me and went to great lengths to make me believe it. Including the lie about meeting and falling in love with Thomas. Their marrying, his going off to war, finding herself pregnant. All of it, a lie.”

How often as a child had she gazed into the face of that young man in the photograph and imagined she saw traces of her own features there? Not in Lillian, who was fair and quite unlike her physically, but like Thomas, with his dark hair and eyes, and his crooked smile. The cleft in his chin. Her hero father who died in the war. The father she took into her heart and soul, wove into the very fabric of her being. The whole thing was a charade. A joke. A horrible joke. How could she?

She interrupted Frank in the midst of another feeble apology. “Who was he? The man in the picture?”

“Lili picked him out of a photo gallery of boys missing in action back then.”

“But the medals?”

“They weren’t that hard to come by,” he murmured, his head down. He swirled the tea in his cup, looking as uncomfortable as she hoped he was.

She was relentless. “A second-hand shop? Or was it a garage sale? EBay wasn’t around then.”

“I don’t even remember,” he said helplessly. “It was a long time ago. What does it matter? She made a poor judgment, Naomi. One of the few poor judgments of her life. But she did it for you. She wanted you to be proud of who you were.”

“Proud?” Her laugh held a bitter, hollow sound. “My life is a lie, fashioned out of whole cloth, and you helped design the pattern. I don’t even know who the hell I am, Frank.”

“Hey, you’re Naomi Lynn Waters,” he said, laying a hand over hers and giving it a brief squeeze of encouragement. “The same terrific girl you always were, and don’t you forget that. Honey, I can only imagine what a shock all this has been for you. You need time to digest it, live with it awhile. And please try to remember that your mother did what she thought was in your best interest. She did the best she knew how. Try to understand how it was for her.”

“Why didn’t she just tell me I was adopted? I would have accepted that, and been grateful she chose me.” Why such an elaborate fabrication? And why did she still get the feeling Frank was holding something back, that this was only the tip of the iceberg. Who would have thought her mother was such an accomplished liar?

 

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